July 23 - addendum, 2025

And now for that one time I was pissed on by dogs and what came of it. And the Chicken noodle soup meals on wheels tray at the shelter may have given me a headache on the left side of the head again and caused inflamation in the hands. Another stupid "word play if you're an idiot thing" is "frozen food" sounds like "fro zen" and I was followed back to the shelter from the San Francisco Main Library to 1001 Polk street by assfuck chinese wearing "titlist" hats (because I used the phrase zen buddhism so I can be stalked by codependent crotch stain) and then had the the guy behind the counter in the shelter cafeteria say "oh he really likes me" (who has an afro). The food was poisonous. If I say anything then "clearly" I must be crazy and someone will take this as an opportunity to poison me at some other period of time.

I'll forgive you when I have a job and a place to live rather than be blacklisted and labeled a pedophile, the plagues I've been given are cured so I'm not in constant physical pain, and I'm no longer stalked by shitface mcgees. Don't expect to keep assaulting someone and stalking them and want them to turn the other cheek. You fucking turn the other cheek. I've rolled on every hospital in the city, half the police force and most of the shelters. Bring in someone who has spent a decade on epidemiology to fix the sick and people who can understand that "Nuke San Francisco holy shit there are problems!" has *nuance*.

Oh - and as a post script to my fucking San Diego story at some point while I was starving and going door to door within the University of San Diego someone put a floral arrangement in the shape of a horseshoe on the quad probably referencing Neil's Bohr's lucky horseshoe, or "true religion" and the clothing brand that has a buddha playing the guitar. It should be noted that the FBI tip line has an annoying guitar strumming hold music so that's nice. This is one of those in joke bullshit things where if you don't understand the reference because you don't have the context (the symbolland to the symbol) you would be totally lost so you put this on the quad where everyone that gets the joke goes "oh...so that's what we're doing" and then everyone gaslights the mark that is being played (probably me or someone similar - or a group of us). It's annoying because it's one of those things where you say "they put flowers on a university quad so what" excepting that it's like several thousand dollars worth of roses in a 10 foot tall floral arrangement in the shape of a U like someone died and it's one of those things you remember. Later you're supposed to put the story together yourself after someone fucks you over so you're sick. Is it sleeping sickness? Did someone poison my blood brain barrier? If you have access to a tsetse flie and you give someone sleeping sickness in California and they go to a doctor the doc is in no way going to test or treat for that because it's a zebra. But if you're an asshole with African friends - maybe the French foreign legion? - then that's a good way to off somebody. But see if the correlation is backwards (fucking Alice in Wonderland shit by asshole) then it makes it so that you have to find out looking backwards like Lot's fucking wife to see how it was done. And at that point you're so fucked from ick that you probably depend on your abusers to give you the antidote to the poison they gave you in the first place because otherwise it's essentially impossible to track down.

And if you talk about any of this Opus Dei Type Dead Head Brand Horseshit you have to either be incredibly long winded and have a patient audience or you say only a part of it and sound like a nutter. Here's a clue - fucking half of all retail in San Francisco is empty and the library has nets to prevent people throwing themselves off the balconey. At some point you have to go "that guy is saying everyone but him is crazy, in this case he may be right".

Wouldn't that just be balls though? The French foreign legion has all the Africans give people tsetse fly sleeping sickness and that's "long COVID". And anyone that says the secret will just be poisoned with something else that's impossible to track down and so their too scared dickless to tell anyone that's being murdered slowly. While people nod out in the library and the shitbags that can't prevent people smoking on the stacks bang on the desk and tell them to "go outside to get 'fresh air'". What a fucking shitshow. If that's the cause I'm terminal because no doctor in their right mind is going to give me the medication for tsetse fly.

Your dumbfuck floral arrangement aside, I still believe that sunlight is the best disinfectant. Oh - and the whole going to the shelter thing and being followed by dipshit Chinese is a dumbfuck trap - if I "ignore it" I must be Buddhist, if I "note it and forgive it" Christian, if I am against it "muslim". While I was writing out the above two paragraphs some black guy in the library was whispering stupid shit to himself that would be context dependent to the above. Nope. The more you attempt to pidgeon hole me in bullshit the less likely I am to take you seriously. Oh and they did the same dumbfuck shit with a circular flower arrangement at the baseball stadium and there's an AB/DL story about baseball - or it's about a "halo" or some fucking thing. No. You've given me something I will remember until I understand the entire root cause and then I will tell everyone in the most obnoxious assholey way possible. The wonderful thing about people who pull this shit is that they tend to do it to multiple people and so someone that writes it all down and tracks it down backwards has the guy in question fucked over by everyone they pissed off. I don't like being given plague, black listed and lied about, drugged, and brainwashed by bullshit. Oh and there are some "vibes" (shudder) that some bitch was fucking every guy she could that was into AB/DL and making them sick so that they might give me ick for unknown reasons based on criteria I have no idea about. I plan on jerking off to whatever I want and dressing how I want *without* stalking anyone or drugging them and I will continue (as fucking always because you have to be psychotic not to) to not touch kids (any kids that lie about me in order to denigrate my character I'm going to find out - this shit where you have children lie about the homeless and then have their parents blackball people has to be the craziest shit I've ever heard of).

My feet have plague on them. I'll give it to the first arms dealer that asks. And when I put lotion on them the keyboard at the San Francisco library suddenly turned to cyrillic. Totally copacetic terminal set up you have here. There are fucking suicide nets in this coffin for a reason.

I'm wondering at this point what possible thing that I can say about San Francisco and how it poisons people until they're plague ridden and will use any opportunity to defame someone's character once they find out they have nothing to hide because a *shadow police network of poisoners doesn't work* will get through to anyone that would be willing to give a shit. It's a mob cult of poisonous fuckwits.

What a fucking shit hole.