July 14, 2025

San Francisco - an evil bullshit murder circus

So this is the next set of bullshit things that I have to deal with in San Francisco. It comes in two varieties - fucked up and incredibly fucked up. I'll start with the merely fucked up first which is just sad. So the shelter staff members have been sickening my blankets at night so that it leads to chest and throat problems. So I go and I report it and two dipshit cops say "Matthew/Matthew" and across the street from the Tenderloin police station is a sign for "City Kids" (whatever the fuck that is) that has Matthew 6 quoting "Rust" as being the second of three things you shouldn't hold on to and "have your treasure in heaven". So if you spray rustoleum or rust on a blanket and then the person gets sick and goes to the hospital you have crooked hospital staff members convince them they should get an X-ray. You know how many x-rays I have that look "fine"? And "rust" is a programming language - so it's a sickness tree based on assfuck Christian millenialists (not the generation, the assfucks) who are like how do we make everything that has to do with a word that comes from computer science about poisoning someone?

And I'm supposed to figure this out by "signs and symbols" (a dipshit cop is named Saenz - I take it that every dumbfuck with a stupid name is going to be the next person I'm going to be poisoned around something funny having to do with their name).

So that's the merely horrifying as opposed to the "Christ are you people pieces of shit". From what I can tell I'll be poisoned around someone that's on drugs and then have someone have their sick kid cough on me later. The way it appears to work however is that you'll have a man with a wife get sick and then have their spouse start to die (or get sick in such a way that they won't recover). And then they have their kid go into a preschool and get sick to everyone else and start breathing in the biota of their kids. Essentially using their kid as a biological piggy bank (they hold them up to their chest, or hold their hands - anything they can do to get the biota from their children). When the kid starts dying of the sick that they have they then have someone drug the homeless to their kids or have the kid wander around the ghetto getting sick while everyone around them does drugs. It's one of these "well if the kid dies we can always make another one"...is that it? I was drugged and sickened the other day in such a way so that my back hurt and and then they played "Jurassic Park" in the shelter. Like a guy came into the library on drugs.

It's fucked up. As to the first one it's part of a game. Either I come up with rust components on a webpage or I give a blanket away to the poor in a heaven or hell type situation where I'm supposed to pick an out for not being sickened by insane shitheads that work in a shelter. WHY DO THEY WORK IN A SHELTER? Meanwhile the other one is - holy shit, does no one here that has a kid have any sense at all? If the hospitals weren't crooked then they wouldn't have to go through this crazy shit. And meanwhile more or less everyone wants their children dead so all these kids are going to have to grow up as murderous shitheads merely for self protection. It's the lifecycle of malicious poverty.

I fucking love teeth pulling when it comes to crypto-Christian sick jackass. I fucking hate this backstabby bullshit. This is why San Francisco is fuck parade around a ghetto garden of bile.

And now...I'm going to make Rust webcomponents for the hell of it. Since my website was being looked at (by crazy asshole) in real time I was probably poisoned because I chose to use a pixelart canvas instead of using Rust webcomponents for the Maegrashoda bit because their nuts and it's more of this "only Jesus is perfect so we're going to poison you" shit. It is a mental illness that is everywhere in the ghetto and they *really* need someone to fix this (not it!). This may be the reason that a bunch of people start coming up with their own languages on Hacker News. Or maybe it's because this guy came out with a book on compilers and interpreters which I have to say looks quite good.

Never mind. Can't integrate rust web components without compiling to a cargo.toml. And there was a crazy homeless person that kept saying "quiet!" and whispering to himself while whispering to himself and then when I kept talking he walked away. Shaking his fist and everything. And then someone is on the phone about what they can't do for their kids. Apparently someone has decided that every time I'm sickened someone's kid gets an ice cream. What a fucking shithole - people are sickening each other to each other's kids because the drug and ick situation here is so fucking bad. I mean if everyone was just sick to each other then none of this shit would matter, but it's dumbfuck that are attempting to isolate sick and create networks of gross wherein some people are sickened to death. It's a murder factory.

In completely unrelated news it turns out that proton.me no longer works, and so I'm using atomicmail.io. There are no other email providers that I know of that allow you to use email without either a "backup email address" (ie outlook) or have a phone number. And the phones in San Francisco that are given away to the poor are used to track their location by shady fly by night companies that then get money for drugging and fucking with the homeless. So that's the super secret thing that I'm not supposed to say anything about - your welcome! Security through obscurity doesn't work - sorry not sorry. Find a way to hack atomicmail.io and then come up with another one. At the very least you'll be able to come up with an AI proof email or prove this isn't possible.

Also, every time I uncover some secret like this someone will sniff like they're crying and then I'll have a bunch of people follow me around and do the stupid shit where they'll sniff at me and then lick their lips later and I'll be drugged with a contact drug that makes my head cold. So you can't have freedom of speech in San Francisco unless you want to be followed by asshats and drugged if you touch things or eat.

And outlook locked the account if I don't have a phone. Totally not being fucked with at all. QUICK! NO ONE SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT THE EMAIL PROVIDERS OR THEY'LL PREVENT YOU FROM HAVING ACCESS TO EMAIL AND HAVE YOU MURDERED. Lovely.

Microsoft - We Don't Care if Poor People Get Murdered. Also Microsoft - we have no idea how to verify whether an account is from a robot or not unless there's a cell phone number. I suppose the upshot of all of this is that if it's impossible to have email without a cell phone I've more or less proven that using the internet means that you'll be tracked and that you have to have cell phone providers determine your location and track your movements. And then they can monitor all of your email and communications at will. Which means that the internet will never have any information worth anything because anything anyone ever writes that's of value will either be stolen or not depending on how "nice" their cell phone provider is. It's essentially pushing the security hole/surface on to the consumer and then telling the poor to get fucked, which is about what you would expect.

Anyway. Everyone hack atomicmail.io! See if you can break it. I give it a week or less.

Hmm...and I can't find an online WASM environment that will allow me to code through the library computers either. Which means that Rust is out for the moment (even though I used it on my old site - here - before dickfuck homeless stole my computer. So I'm going to go eat food at the cafeteria after getting my anti-scabies/hobo pills and then go to the police station and write a police report of what I ate. I can't be assed to upload police reports today (long night of being drugged and poisoned) so I'll do it tomorrow after a nap and writing. Christ what a fucking shithole.