The shelter staff members at fifth street shelter have been being paid off to put rat shit in my coffee so that it infects people. This has been at multiple shelters. One of the ways that cats attract mice is they do this chirping thing, which is what they do when they figure out that the mice have toxomoplasmosis. And assholes have been doing this shit to me after I've been sickened (or whistling like a dog whistle). So if your cat has this then they have the infection vector. So don't eat their shit. So that's nice. And then they wear Mickey Mouse shirts with the mouse winking because repeated infection with this disease can destroy or damage not only the language centers of the brain but those areas of the brain that are associated with controlling the movement of the eye, which is probably why this guy looks like this this guy. I wonder if Electra ever had corrupt screws (who poisons the fucking homeless?) poison her coffee. When people wear masks in the library I just assume that if I go and take a shit they'll cough all over the computer and put the mask back on when I'm not looking to make me sick for money. The black and white guy that are on the third floor of the library are currently two people that are looking to sicken me so she can take off her mask because "she killed someone" and therefore it's OK. Or something. It's gangsterism with sick - see if you kill someone then you don't believe in the ten commandments and that means that you don't have to go to church. This is what these things believe.
Here are people that are cool and aren't shite - reflective desires. At least, as far as I know, they don't sicken people in a fucking library by attempting to hurt homeless people. But disease isn't illegal. These people are fucking awful. Here's a link to one of the best art sites on the internet which has a ton of porn and this site has some porn stories of various quality. What a fucking shithole. There are suicide nets at the only computer terminal in the city that's free for the poor and then the masked crazy woman with sick will cough it on your things after they give you rat shit in your coffee the night before. And that shit never goes away either so they can always reinfect you if you eat at a restaurant because now you have the disease. Meaning you're a "cookie" and have to cook your own food from now on. Which is a wonderful way of destroying communities. This dirty homeless shelter is filled with rats and is five blocks from the the ferry building. So they use the rat shit to put it in people's coffee or harvest it from sick mice. I was there for several months and I watched as every other day they carted people away by ambulance. The entire shelter would turn over in people being carted to the hospital dying of drug overdose about once every six months from just the number of people there. Fun days were when they would have drugs that someone would put DDT or fertilizer in because they didn't like the buyer and then all of a sudden everyone would be sickened. I most likely have lung scaring from that which would explain this shit on my hands and chest problems. Everyone in the city has this to some extent because they can't control the drug market.
Meanwhile these people left. The entire city is filled with people that are too stupid not to spread disease and hurt each other and so the people that like to set up playgrounds and tie people up and spank them moved to somewhere less scary. It's fucking pathetic. But I showed a picture of ass fucking on my site and not AB/DL so I've "won" because people who are viewing my site have approved of my fetish and so I may not be sickened today. They're mentally fucked up to the point of disfunction. They don't have a sense of self worth or dignity.
Because I've been repeatedly poisoned there's not a moment of the day that I'm not in physical pain. It doesn't matter what the "secret" was to make this stop or have it so people decided I was cool because they're evil and broken in a way that can't be fixed. I mean I'll work on the things that I want to and then put up a sign for money on the internet when I can get a phone, but everyone here is just morally corrupt. And if they every manage to fix any of this or build anything they'll have done so by hurting people to get ahead and it won't matter because everyone will just wait to take revenge. I mean I hurt every moment of the day and so I know that eventually if I get enough money and resources and I can find a way to legally get away with it I'll find a way to hurt the people that have hurt me. It'll just be a matter of I don't know. Hiring a detective to follow the cops and doctors that ignored me or sickened me and find any dirt on them whatsoever and publish it. That's a good one. Every time I hurt I think of ideas like that. Suppose I make a middle class salary again or work in computer science? I'll just buy one of these or one of these and then just mail it to someone that's living here every month. Then people can shoot each other. Shit the headshops are selling nunchucks. I'll just mail weapons to people and see what happens.
I'm going around to some of the houses in the more expensive part of town and I can tell that some of the neighbors hate each other. Some have a dozen locks on their doors. Others have mail that's flowing out of their mailbox and the guy is clearly dead or sick and no one cares. So if I mail weapons to those areas of the city then they'll all either kill each other or stop being assholes. And I won't have to do anything that's illegal. Reminds me of this this site -
My entire body is fucked up because San Francisco is a death cult of disease. This is what my hands look like now - this is what coming here does to your fingers. I'm supposed to want to have sex with someone based on how everyone is screwing with me (how they organize talking around me - they give you toxomoplasmosis and then see if they can manipulate your behavior by having people say stupid shit around you - I wrote the above sentence and now they talk about food instead of languages which I like - "he wants a burrito because he messed up 'break fast'" (like a car pun - and "burr rito"). It's to fuck with someone that believes in truth and language and talk about food repeatedly after they poison him. So in these pictures I'm curling my fingers - those fatty deposits are new and become larger and inflamed with poisonings. If you look at the hands of the homeless many of them are so fucked up they can't do anything with their hands *and it's not from drug use*. I don't know what the poison is and no one will tell you until you start acting "crazy" or doing what someone else wants. They're psychopathic murderers that use sick. It's done to people that write or read and I don't know the extent I can trust the keyboards in the library, the soap in the library, or even the hand lotion they give me at the hospitals to cure it. I don't know what it is and either no one else does or no one is saying. It's plague mixed with social engineering or just social engineering.
I'll spend the rest of the day working on what I can with the caveat that no one reading this in San Francisco deserves it given how you sicken the people that come here. It's sodom and gomorrah (the bad kind) because you kicked out the people that like to fuck each other in the ass and every time someone comes here with good cause looking for work you turn them away and sicken them repeatedly. Based on Christian bullshit because you want it to be that way. Which is fucking stupid. Way to pick a broken meme.
And the "tru mobile" phones emit off band radiation. They have pictures of pink clouds on the background and a raised bezel around the outside. It doesn't have a compass app. This goes back to the insane type of serial killer that kills people to jokes so "not having a compass" is like you "don't have directions" and you don't steal cars you have a "hot phone" or "hot hands". If you take another phone that has a magnemeter (that is the device that converts magnetism into electricity using a magnetic needle and a relay) then you can aim it at this phone which emits over 2000 microteslas. Which you're putting next to your head. It's enough so that if it's two feet away in a bag and someone sends the message to have it go off it can make your legs go numb. This is the phone I have to somehow connect to this account so I can have enough money to leave this shithole. At least with a taser or a pellet pistol you can be threatened by someone rather than just be sickened. What a shithole.
So it takes *two weeks* to set up an online banking account with Bank of America? Bullshit. To authenticate the account? Someone committed fraud in my name at Chase bank and Wells Fargo costs $25 to set up (at which point every single penny you spend will make the difference between what's a "good number" and what's a "scary number"). They're just fucking with the schizos based on stupidity. You're well "Merry Christmas!" It's fucking crazy. The have a heart in the building and the chinese woman at the counter is named Analyn. They're doing the stupid shit with having people stand in line with their shirts undone to the last button like a fucking Norman Rockwell painting again. How do you have banks fuck with people based on bullshit like this? If you call the Bank of America code thing you have to push 2 three times at which point the system tells you it didn't understand and sends you to customer service. They're using numerology to try and filter out the schizos to let them have a bank account. And if that bothers you they'll attempt to unbank you. It's fucked up.
I woke up with my chest burning this morning and every asshole was wearing stupid clothes and masks so someone managed to drug me in my sleep. I think it was a hoarder lady or something. It's fucked up. I don't know how I can say how bad of a shithole this is in ways that are new and exciting. I think Bank of America may just be down because the name itself makes people think that they then may get money "from America" somehow. There's enough schizophrenia based on who drugs who from which location that this isn't necessarily improbable. I don't know if this is bullshit based on Warren Buffet (possibly?) attempting to buy up all of San Francisco. I don't know if it's just generalized or specific schizophrenia that's somehow contagious (is it just me or is it everyone that's sick or just a few homeless?). But it's everywhere. It's so fucking depressing being here. I'm ashamed that the people here are how they are.
"Hello this is Sierra from South Carolina. Can you tell me the phone number you're calling from Mr. Peter?" Yeah...there's something wrong. People are intentionally fucking with me and this is from a bank. I mean who wants to deal with this shit? The way that I understand it is that if I see or notice the schizophrenia shit they'll treat me like the crazy that I'm noticing in other people and then have me drugged around homeless with schizophrenia and surround me with children. I just want a fucking bank account so I can leave. Imagine having kids here. It's probably from this shit here. So every time I say something about what a fucking dumpster fire this place is they'll call me Mr. Peter and then have me drugged or sickened with something designed to make me an idiot. I've had Uber support call me Mr. Peter since I was sleeping in my car attempting to make enough money as a delivery driver in Seattle in 2022. It's just RICO and poisoning. And now from a bank. It's essentially a disaggregated number of sick schizophrenics and people that are participating in child abuse.
Using children to abuse the homeless is approximately the lowest form of sick I think I've come across. I've seen some messed up shit and that's low. I once watched, and this is true by the way, a family with a ten year old coordinate with Mexican gang members to manipulate a fentanyl addict that was so fucked up that even being near him would give you headaches because he was contagious (the drugs in his body were so bad that they were killing him and just breathing in his air would make you ill - it can happen with touch too) into going into stores and asking for free coffee using cell phones and coordination. They're just. Is this entertaining?
I figure the joke is "just google it" and then I'm supposed to think it's funny. They abuse children and are too irresponsible to know how a family is supposed to work. My family has problems, but none of us to my knowledge has abused homeless people. We gave clothing away and volunteered. Without scabies in it. I gave money and volunteered at shelters and dog pounds. And then the homeless all hate me because I'm not like them either. They're just all sick here. Mental illness and murderous indifference.
I came to this city not sick and looking for work. And now I'm sick and hurt all the time so I don't even want to work on philosophy problems that I enjoy and I'm being fucked with by every bank branch in the city and I'm being followed by children that are being taught by their family members to abuse the homeless. Why would anyone choose to live here? It's mob rule by sick idiots. And if there are enough of them it doesn't matter how much money you make or who you are (look at us say the sick idiots we're so powerful!). And then anyone that doesn't want to be targetted by a mob that can leave does. And anyone that's left is crippled, homeless, or has children they teach to abuse people so they can become mean enough to escape.
There isn't ever a point where this is funny or people are forgiven. At least not from me. It's because I can't ever trust anyone again because you're too stupid not to hurt your children so I don't believe you won't hurt me. It's not even a matter of whether I want to or not. And there's not a moment of the day when I'm not in physical pain. Because mothers with sick children put rat shit in my coffee because they want to spread plague (why?). The latest bullshit thing is for me to have to ask for everything that someone specifically knows is possible so that if I don't ask it won't be offered to me. It's a "let's pretend it's slavery but with white people". Or because I like porn (between consenting adults). It's religious sociopathology. Can I "google" "San Francisco is filled with religiously sick idiots?" Well I did just update my SEO so I supposed so. Update from phone. Poisoned in the shelter and the black man in bed 134 bought and ate a burrito next to me. So throughout the day I was stalked. When I wrote oline about hand disease (which is caused by air sickening poisoning and is called mechanics hands or synthetase disease) the chinese workers on the third floor of the san Francisco main library near the photocopier said something about messing up breakfast and having to buy a burrito. Later when I got a phone on the street from the people in front of st anthonys a black man in the library said he loved me and asked me "where is your red hat son?" (I told him to fuck off). This is a black man on his phone but looking at me and speaking to me at volume. later tonight a black man that was "talking about his children" but altering his speech depending on how I positioned my body in the bed (and so is clearly schizoaffected) ate a burrito after my bed was sickened and I returned from thr police station. He has the same brand of phone that sickens you if you use it. The black man the other day freaked out if I vut up paper or wrote things down with pen, so theres some social engineering virus that will make people addicted to phones that will kill you or have people sicken you and get food out of it. It's make believe vampires with irradiated cell phones and poison gas mixed with stalking. While debanking people if they use the wrong bank (BOA is a snake and chase chases you but wells fargo is "well"). Wow what a clusterfuck. Don't come to San Francisco unless you want to be abused by schizophrenics. Oh - the other part of this is that the poison gas makes it so you cant laugh or you hurt and then prople will laugh around you - like Dracula. Often alcoholics that are pissed you wont drink with them (codependency disorder among alcoholics with no friends trolling the poor). Theres a buskins and whichever - the crying and laughing masks - thats been a meme about people laughing at someone stuck in a social engineering loop "laugh today die tomorrow" etc. theres another one for smile which I believe is a frankenstein reference or a smiley killer reference - the novels are critiques of each other (dracula came later). So its plague that no one has attempted to fix by writing about it. This is supposed to set up a love/hate codependency disorder between two men that pair bond against their will - not even in a gay way. ive seen this before among shelter staff members. the psychiatric disorder has a number of different outcomes depending on what you do which are limited to violence without direct evidence either directly which results in a losing outcome or indirectly wherein the people orchestrating this will learn a useful tool of subterfuge (which is largely the point and the reason this is financed as self perpetuating as a game - somewhere someone is keeping track of all the participants). you can attempt to make money to escape (the banks are crooked and so is anyone who might employ you). or you can attempt to befriend the person involved in poisoning you. theres a nonzero likelihood chance that my father is on the other side of this and writing is then a "competition" over who writes more words defending themselves (possibly?) based on something I overheard which was probably bullshit. again its disaggregated groups of people coordinating overhearing what someone else is doing based on your actions and then having them be punished if you do something that is disliked by the controllers. this is most likely "co v id" which looks like a classic markov chain model of an ai neural net (so its funny) and is used to sicken groups of people that program but arent good enough to program in ai - the latest fad. its a pogrom essentially designed to kill or sicken previous tech workers unless they become tradespeople (without having spent five years to get into a union) or for something else non computer related (whatever that means - im debugging crazy diseased assholes that sicken cell phones and abuse their children). its a funny killing joke by crazy people that don't realize that ai will become so standardized within even a couple years that original ideas and writing will matter more than programming for its own sake - mixed with programming and art and tech and even ai. and all the ai guys that fucked people over with disease will be known as criminals against the human race. It should be further noted that the cell phone radiation mixes with the gas and causes a burning sensation in my chest - and anyone that inhales the gas and is around one of these cell phones will be sickened (like when they sleep). the cell phones are also linked so peoplr will "drop it like its hot" if the cell phonrs start emitting radiation. this is a crazy bullshit thing that soundd likr chinese paternalism by the sick old ladies in chinatown with gang connections. the cell phone is a weapon amd too dangerous to keep. I'll destroy it tomorrow and tear it apart looking for what's the problem and then post it. The library may have a radiation problem tomorrow, I dont know.