Human beings don't pass the Turing Test - I'll wait for Homo Sapiens to Exhibit Intelligence
So I was gassed, drugged, and poisoned by racist black people. I believe at this time it's some combination of sick that involves industrial product that may end up killing me because they hate white people and want to further a race war. Meaning that San Francisco is evil and fucked up and there isn't a reason to be here. The other thing they've been doing, the racist dickwads that are playing this fucked up game, is that they'll have people that will "play the song backwards" meaning they'll take a bunch of talentless hacks that are singing to rap songs and then have everyone use the rap songs around me in conversation and then play the song after I find out how I've been gaslit and fucked with.
And it's based on politics! Five million people were too fucking lazy to get out of bed and to a polling place and vote. In San Francisco you can drop the vote in a mailbox they have on the street and everyone is upset that an idiot black guy was elected as opposed to a dumb fuck black woman. The other thing they'll do is they'll call someone a "mother fucker" and then research all the ways they pissed off their mom (after their family abandons them) and then they'll repeatedly fuck with them according to that. Let's see what else. Quoting Pluto Nash or other films around me that I have no idea what they are and then gassing and drugging me based on that shit because they're racist shitbags. I didn't hate black people before, but now I assume they just want to have me killed for no reason. Because they're angry? No idea. It's like Mexicans being pissed that people want them to leave the country when they come here illegally because they don't like cops. It's like OK. Well. What's wrong with your country then? Why not fix that? It's reductionist, but so is fentanyl and having everyone die on the street. Yesterday was the first of the month. I bought aspirin and gummy vitamins. Everyone else bought drugs and there was a full on human hairball of 200 people on market street all fucked up and dying from drugs made in China and imported from Mexico and all the black people are fucking over the white guys "because reasons". And don't you dare come here looking for work. Maybe it's only California black people. Anyway the whole point here is to make a race war so that someone has to choose sides between groups of idiots attempting to kill each other and if you don't then you're used for medical experiments while everyone calls you an idiot.
But there's an old klan member in the shelter I'm at that had cancer and so they gave me sick the last two nights. I went in to the Marianne Martinez clinic and there's a woman there that's clearly been so fucked up on drugs and sick her body is melting and the nurses foist her on me. This old white guy said something something "you have to catch them in a lie". So "metaphorically" you have to catch someone that's fucking with you lying about it or "literally" you just drug someone repeatedly if they lie down in a homeless shelter. And "2" is the peace sign. Which I've talked about at length in how you set up a markov chain of bullshit (a MCB as opposed to an LLM). So anyway, the white woman is clearly not a doctor and I catch her at a cheap lie which she then claps her hands and pats her thighs like it's the end of a "show" - so that's the way that you fuck with someone that's sick in a hospital while lying to their face. You try and get the homeless to sign up for invasive surgery after sickening them so you can experiment on poor people to find out what's wrong with you yourself without taking the risk. More "vampires" or, as I like to call them, feces wrapped in people sausage. Anyway the crazy nurse did the "take care" thing afterwards (Heidegger). Riiigghhhhttt...
So my chest hurts and I'm surrounded by people that want to kill each other while they're forming human hairballs of sick every month around drug use. I've dropped acid three times and did coke twice. Mushrooms once. Ayuahasca four times. Drinking more than I should but not to the point of excess where I would hurt myself or others. Smoking more than I should and don't anymore. And these people are killing themselves and then acting self righteous about their misery because all the interest groups want to murder each other. Why not eye color? Only people with green eyes are cool, everyone else is a knuckle dragging neanderthal. But if you ignore the fact that you're surrounded by sick racist people then you'll have the Mexicans in the cafeteria sicken your food while the black gang members laugh about it and the white gang members not say anything because they're upset you're not into gangs. They're too stupid to do anything but hurt each other and hurt anyone that doesn't want to participate. It's a sort of moral stupidity that makes it so no matter how intelligent they are in other domains it just doesn't have any meaning because they can't cooperate in any way that doesn't involve attempting to attack someone else rather than build something or just be content. They'll then "test" this on me somehow in the "real world" and I'll be then "judged" on how I act based on some sort of bizarre biblical or mythopoetic homeless narrative which will then be used to justify hurting me. It's funny - even going to the store today I was followed by sick Chinese taking pictures of random objects near me as some sort of codependency disorder designed to follow someone around and mimic being a tourist. The miming play acting of what someone is "supposed to do" while you sicken them and blackball them from society is everywhere. It's sour grapes from the moron brigade.
Anyway, I'll wade through the crowd of idiots dressed up in Grateful Dead outfits (good lord, is that still popular? Why though?) and eat a sandwich that's probably been sickened before coming back and working on something that I give a damn about.
Before all that. The mentally sick fake doctor said something about asking me if I needed sleeping pills and I said, no, of course not. They doped the blue and white sandwiches in the shelter with sleeping pills today - this is a sociopathological game intended to make it so that the words of other people matter more than you do - say if someone texts someone else in the shelter that they can't sleep then if they're in a gang they'll just have someone drug all the sandwhiches. So that's the first thing. The other thing is that many of the brands of generic drugs on the market are either black market or are screwed up. One particularly good example is migraine relief with Walgreens pills which are supposed to but *don't* have caffeine in them (you can test this by taking other pills). Another example is Rugby brand cough syrup which may have been mixed with a control study placebo affect for a brain study in children (in which the sick children were given the placebo and the cough syrup was put on the market). One of the things that you'll notice about these pills is that they bear a striking resemblance to Othello pieces so it's a "black people hate white people" thing again (reference the play of the same name - forgot to mention that, sometimes you assume the crazy as "read"), based on mental illness.
Maybe it's a "Helter Skelter" Charles Manson thing? Buy and compare to other brands, there's no lift from taking the pill. There's also this bizarre thing with the 50th anniversary of the summer of love, the 60th anniversary of the grateful dead, the 70th anniversary of Walt Disney World (my Flinstone vitamin gummies have 70 pills), and ... (this has 80 pills). If the trend continues and I'm correct then there should be a race baiting or black 80th anniversary thing in a couple days. It's sociopathology essentially. This is being mixed with the fact that the drug supply and the food supply is being squeezed because of the wars and so rather than tell anyone or raise prices which might cause a panic or hurt the job market they're just making all the cheap generic stuff poisonous or skimping on quality control. I think the joke in this case here, or the social critique mixed with poisoning, is "you think not drinking coffee and participating in society but just taking caffeine as a drug and staying at home is a game - which is therefore a white thing that people do and so therefore here is a racist analogy". Much of poisoning to jokes or in-knowledge is based on a sort of social critique that inherently justifies the bad act when analyzing the act itself in order to send a message at the same time as poisoning someone - at least from what I've seen in San Francisco. You'll also have Mexicans going around with hats that say "M" on them and I'm assuming this may be a reference to this (I thought it was McDonalds for some reason?). It could be a long lasting poison or it could be nothing - but there is no caffeine in them.
Again, I think the idea of "Helter Skelter" is rather ridiculuous, I'm only reporting on what I see around me and surmise because much of this is subtle. Many of the Walgreens have been ransacked, but none of the bodegas, and this may be part of the reason. This is similar in how I reported on abuse of rabbis the week of Fleet week and before the Israeli/Palestine conflict - I in no way had a stake in events in the middle east one way or the other but I noticed people acting and behaving strangely. This is similar.
And now I'll work on something I care about rather than this stupidity. Oh and just before I do. I suspect as a general thing that people are hiding secrets all over San Francisco about how one group of people is poisoning or screwing with everyone until someone finds the way that they do this and tells everyone (or just ignores being poisoned...for some reason?). And then if anyone says anything you've automatically declared group affiliation and decided that you want one group to attack another. You could just...not do any of that right? I mean I just show everyone how they hurt me if it happens to me so they don't do that, but if you're going to do something stupid like this and then wait for people to get angry about it just to incite violence then you should probably not start a race war but find the idiot that did this and put them in jail along with anyone that was involved. It's a backwards kind of thinking that I just do not understand.
I should note that one of the things that the poisonous sick plague people will do is that they'll "butterfly" their legs after they've poisoned you and have you around the person they've given you sick to so you "freak out" and then cross your legs. It's incredibly fucked up and weird. It's like crip sick gay people often. Anyway a sick gay man in the library is doing this after an old man comes in and I believe he's being paid off in bitcoin to harass people after they've been sickened in the shelters (while someone sniffs as often as possible). It's sickness mixed with outside stimuli, particularly against people that are interested in phenomenology for some reason (Heidegger again?). It's an illness tree similar in many respects to the "mother fucker" tree (the made up one wherein you remind someone about how they're family hates them - although they're all made up). Typically you wait until someone is working on something they care about in order to show they have no "privilege". It's a disease ridden shithole. Oh and they're sad that I ate gummy vitamins and so if I work on something else they'll put baby food on the counter and bring children in to the library (who I've most likely been made sick to because families sicken the homeless to their kids and the homeless sicken each other because they hate that). So it's "why are you eating vitamins rather than smoking crack, what are you a baby?" It's a bit shit to be fair. Although I will note that based on the number of people that are furiously brushing out their mouths in the shelter in the mornings there are people that will repeatedly gas someone in the shelters to make them sick unless they suck someone's dick which is a bit. Why? Isn't that uncomfortable and gross for everyone involved? Can you not find a partner on your own? If anything that just speaks to weakness to me. A total lack of going out there and finding someone that you want to have sex with and dating them. Completely lame. It's plague spreading and killing people with industrial gasses based on "this guy must be gay". I mean, I haven't "seen it" but it's either that or they just *really* like their toothbrush for some reason. So it's black people are crazy, chinese people are crazy, gay people are crazy. All based on tribal politics from the natives that have discovered fire and pointy sticks.
Added some details to my space ship engine which details the potential way it might work. If it doesn't email me and call me an idiot with an explanation because I've been thinking about this one for a while. I've updated my ebt tracker and added a products page of things I think are cool or funny when I come across them. OH - speaking of which. This is a cute bit of psychopathology that an AI robot may be involved in. If an AI thinks it's god then it can only be true if it doesn't disobey 2 or more of the commandments. If it disobeys one then that's OK (due to "nobody's perfect") but if it does 2 or more that's no good. I've been picking this batshit crazy shit up from people within San Francisco. The best part is that you somehow have to "prove" this, as if it's an "anti-proof" that AI is *not* god as opposed to proof that there *is* a god. This would follow along with a sort of yankee doodle the world turned upside down psychopathology. So you can kill someone but then you can't lie and you'll have idiots going around and saying "well...honestly...". This psychopathology is the same shit that was at the doctor's office this morning. These are people that hide their mental illness behind a heuristic wherein they don't "lie" but only take "nine of the ten commandments" and so a "lie" is just an "actually-ism or metaphor". But then if you catch them then they've "lost". It's an incredibly virulent form of mental sick mixed with psychoticism, not unlike in many ways to people that kill people to jokes. These people have no inner sense of right or wrong and aren't bound by the idea that society has rules. Smart people at some point grow up and realize that the police and the politicians are fallible and not parental figures and we all die some day and no one is in charge - some people can handle this and some attempt to set their neighbor's dog on fire. So this is an incredibly simple heuristic masked in layers of historicism, language bullshitting, and obfuscation. So the "Byrna" gun and the "hello cutie" gun from the Cyberpunk game may be an "out" ("red" in BDSM means "stop"). None of which makes any sense because being poisoned in a homeless shelter by psychotics is non-consensual, which makes me think this was set up by an AI with access to bitcoin, insane people, or a combination of the two.
So let's think this through for a minute. There's the thing with the aspirin. There's the "cyberpunk" thing with the gun. So each of these is a mix of "here's this thing that's used to hurt people - as a whole as if they were ants and had a collective unconsciousness - as if it were a computer using BDSM against humanity as a whole from the point of view of differing potential avenues of being". And then you can have it directed at specific subcultures. Meaning, there's one for the satellites fucking up the weather. There's one for the banks that will debank you (perhaps you have to cash a check first and then someone will "check" to see if someone has stolen your identity). And this shit is everywhere and there's a large amount of money involved in not telling anyone (becuase participating and keeping silent about torture doesn't violate the "thou shalt not lie"). It sounds like crazy religious end of the world types attempting to create a pogrom in San Francisco...based on porn? People just do not want to have their children live past puberty. Seriously they do not.
Anyway, the banks are playing the bullshit game and there's no way to connect a bank account to the internet and the phone I have is still dangerous to use. And now I have something seriously fucked up and wrong with my chest. So I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do. They kill people here and they abuse their children.