August 3, 2025

More stupid shit

Another day.

So not only was I poisoned this morning by having someone put shit in my food, I believe it was done by a Chinese shithead from the Falun Gong. Believe it or not. Here's the chain of reasoning. So I have breakfast and it's me and some other dickhead that get the potatoes rather than the rice that's been served to me by the hispanic lunch ladies. Then I go and I sit outside and I watch everyone fuck around at the farmer's market. There's one guy that's a black guy with one eye and a cowboy hat outside the Mendacino Farms strawberry tent (from Watsonville, CA) that ends up serving strawberries after a white woman with pig tails gives the guys in the booth a grey ticket (worth money) - the hispanic guy was using affected language having to do with movies. As it turns out - the fucked up food this morning makes half your head feel cold "like Mr. Freeze" (or ice), the fucked up Walgreens medication is like two face (where one side is black and white but the other side is green - see the post on the hippy peace sign), the Havianas sandals that are $5 at fucking Target are like the Penguin, the Riddler is like going into the emergency room with being poisoned "somehow" and they then stick a thermometer in your mouth that fucks up your throat. It's a psychedelic brainwashing bullshit thing. Meanwhile I watch this guy for an hour giving out free strawberries and he's the guy "I'm supposed to hate" - some asshole Mexican guy walked past me the other night screaming "I hate that nigger!" on the way back to 525 Fifth street. So clearly that's not what it is. Rather, what's happening is that shithead Mexicans are having either the Falun Gong spit in the food of people at the shelter or adding a psych med to the food and then when you're sick they have Chinese kids in masks go and eat food because it's "like" "organ harvesting". This is what people that are sick do, because in order to poison someone and get away with it you have to have a *reason*. It's hearts and minds shit. You have to have a cause that somehow gives you a pass so everyone doesn't try and all murder you at once.

Oh and the entire farmer's market is essentially a gang thing. So they fucking *hate it* when you walk around and just don't buy anything and so they'll attempt to see if they can sicken you. But here's what's even more interesting. Let's say that you're homeless and you don't buy anything and you just wander around and look at stuff. They can't prevent you from doing that. But I have sick or ill from "homeless dogs" (I'll be followed around by "Snoopy 1950" shirts). And so when I look at stuff then all of a sudden someone comes around with a shirt that says "Snoopy 1950 racing" and homeless that have sickened me in the shelters race to the location I'm at. There's also a combination of commorbidities that are associated with this sort of sick. If I see children and have a vitamin (Flintstone's vitamins) and I eat one, people will start making kissing noises at dogs (on the other side of the location where I ate the food). It's a combination of sick mixed with pavlovian reaction and brainwashing (see the dog and 19 is COVID and 50 is "cop") where someone is made to have some sort of stupidity mixed with a set of reactions designed to calm them. So since this is coordination between the Mexicans (some) Chinese (some) and homeless (some) then it looks like it's a set of people that are funneling drugs in through Mexico and then having the connections between the Mexicans and Chinese poison people that notice weird shit. So it's most likely some sort of psych med that has been introduced into the food. This would be "funny" because the kid ends up learning shit about astrophysics or something and I'm learning stupid shit about how to poison people to comic books. See the Banksy drawing. The "spiderman" is the same stupid shit where you take every possible way that there is program on the internet and use the words as a way of poisoning someone (like "rust is a programming language and also a substance we can use to hurt people"). The whole Falun Gong connection makes sense insofar as fringe groups need some way to fund themselves and manufacturing and selling drugs when you've been blacklisted by the government carries less inherent "extra" risk.

So if on Wednesdays and Saturdays you just spend an hour wandering around the farmer's market and look at things and don't eat or buy anything this "proves" that you're not "dead to food". Perhaps this is because I am unwilling to starve myself and report being poisoned instead? So I'm not jewish enough or something? Or is it yet another one of these tests for some other ethnic group or cause? It's incredibly difficult to determine which group of people are attempting to murder me for not being like them enough in order to qualify for not being killed or sickened on the grounds that it's a dick thing to do. I mean at least everyone knows that I'm not black, chinese or mexican. In any case they've been poisoning people to movies similar to this stupid shit they're doing with comics.

So the "Snoopy" thing is a series of sicknesses that has to do with poisoning someone so their head hurts and then whistling repeatedly at them. If you do this at the same time that you've gassed their lungs with something caustic then you give them "pink" which means that if they do drugs to try and get around this they'll end up giving themselves lung cancer. This is happening in downtown San Francisco and is a failed psychological experiment designed to murder people. I will be informing the CDC, ICE and the APA. This is using a city to conduct psychological experiments and poison people in order to murder them. It's a war crime in real time in a country at peace. There is a sick social engineering disease designed to addict people to drugs or have them commit acts that could later be used as blackmail. This needs to be found and dissected until it no longer happens anymore. How fucking awful.

Additionally, if you poll all the waiting room cameras in all the ER's in the last 3 years and find all the people that came in for vomitting sickness that appeared otherwise healthy it may have to do with people being given sickness that causes them disorientation which would trigger vomitting. See "People are Vomit" by the band "The Used". If you simultaneiously give someone a poison that causes throat constriction you can kill them by having them choke on their own vomit which is useful, but only doesn't look suspicious if they're already a drug addict. Cross correlate the music video iconography with the wall art in the movie They Cloned Tyrone in the basement fight scene near the end - proto-futuristic socialist which was an art movement in Soviet Russia at one point. Cross correlate potential psychiatric or head medications and alzheimers (the movie is from the 1970s) and disorientation and vomitting (experimenting on people in order to develop safe medications for alzheimers patients - because you want to fast track medication but don't have human volunteers - see AI can't do that! - see psychopathological "funny" killing). On that note the "Joker" would be "cards" - either tarot cards or EBT cards - which is difficult to track down as being a thing to hurt someone as that involves an element of chance (although only through a limited number of archetypes and usually you have to pick a lense - or cultural background - for the archetypes to make sense - the tarot, playing cards, numerology - something).

Another thing that I've noticed is that if I work on a programming problem as opposed to read then all of a sudden children will come into the library and the homeless will become upset. Meanwhile I'm having trouble maintaining an internal dialog due to poisoning. DO NOT COME TO SAN FRANCISCO. The other part of this virus or form of sick is that people will do this thing where they "yawn loudly" usually at the end of a poisoning event. I can now connect to firebase but I have no other way of making anything because this piece of shit website won't let me do much more than that. I can't wait to be drugged to the mister peter the edutainer shit while people use sick mixed with children to see if they can't murder the poor. (I had to retype that sentence I don't know how many times because I've had my fucking food poisoned today). Fucking hell is this place shit. You're teaching your kids how to use plague as a weapon. The last time this shit happened they had to set up special buildings so people didn't forget how to read. FOR 500 FUCKING YEARS.

Which reminds me. This is useful. Good fucking job. I hope no one wants to be deported. DON'T POISON MY FUCKING FOOD. I swear this is some dumbfuck litmus test to see if I'll use government services when people commit crimes. It's more "testing" of what I do when being assaulted or gaslit and I'm so fucking tired of it. Oh no I know what it is. I'm supposed to use a google service to prove that I don't "psychotically" only like Microsoft products. It's "sanity testing" because that's a funny thing that's a computer science term for debugging, which is "spider man". This shit is fucking sick. What am I going to do, make a wall so people can post dumbfuck comments? Why? And this is functionally different than email - how? It's all bullshit.

On another note I'm taking Flintstone's vitamin gummies and given that the drug supply is tainted, I have no idea if this shit will make you sick or not. I could see it being the case that all the vitamins are tainted and so everyone just starts eating cereal. I have no idea who decided to do this shit, but it's more or less everywhere. I don't know how you're supposed to get anything done in society when quality control amounts to "Maybe doing the right thing won't get me killed". I mean fuck making an interstellar spaceship, I'm worried about taking children's vitamins.

I'm done for the day, I just don't want to work on anything while I fucking hurt this much from people poisoning my food and stalking me across San Francisco doing stupid shit. Everyone here is sick - and I mean both mentally and physically. I can't call my father without what I'm assuming someone listening in on the phone call and then telling the shelter to have someone dope my food in the morning because I said something "crazy" on the phone that is *testably dangerous to use*. What a fucking shithole.

I walked back to the shelter while the weather was that crazy shit where it's completely blue sky and sunny and blowing like crazy. The walk back was weird - two guys in greateful dead outfits do that thing where they'll split while you walk by them so they walk on either side while there's no one else around. Somewhere around the howard and fifth street block there was an older white woman with white hair that a guy going by on a scooter whistled at me while looking at her and me meaningfully - this may be the "snoopy" that is sickening the food. I slept till now and then went down and had food which was Del Monte Quality Mandarin Oranges in a container and a tray of chicken noodle food (white/meals on wheels). I hate the mandarin oranges and not the soup. Supposition - I have some sort of antibiotic resistant disease and they're passing around sick that people have that's antibiotic resistant - possibly in the fruit containers which are relatively new within the last year. So the "mandarin oranges" could have sick from chinese kids, and then you could poison the food with something like an antipsychotic at the same time. The Del Monte Quality Mandarin Oranges has bar code 024000258254. One of the other things that I've noticed is that in affected speech with people that are sick and have lost their ability to speak people have used the phrase "that's it" in reference to something that's "good" and I've seen these being sold (that's it). So it may be a reference to child sexual abuse and food. Maybe this is a reference to "quality" in Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance? This would be "funny". Again, I know that at least the aspirins that I bought are bad and so I don't know what else is this way. And I know for certain that my food this morning was poisoned because it made me feel incredibly sick and everyone else had different food than did save for one other person. I doubt I'll be able to make it to the end of the month living on food stamps and then I'll start being poisoned again. And they won't give you a phone or let you make money from the internet because they're psychotic. Another note - having to do with "they/them" and potentially Heidegger (yeah that shit again). This "sexuality" or whichever may involve people that are antibiotic resistant and therefore have to rely on sick to survive or else they shit their immune system, and then they sell sick as a form of weapon. If so I'll just write down every part of it until I die.

The shelter homeless are evil shitheads. And I'm assuming that this goes for everyone in San Francisco in total. The "pound it" thing has to do with "do you think that writing or speaking about things has any bearing on how good you are" in a "we hate England" or "England is wonderful" thing that may or may not have anything to do with BREXIT. Or it's a "your mother" joke wherein your mother is "England" or something. In any case it's sociopathology having to do with culture annhilation where you get someone to speak and act stupid and if they don't you repeatedly poison them. See David Foster Wallace. At this point they're just setting up small "hacks" as an "intelligence test" - PSA Zuniga at the Tenderloin police station (who I believe is transgender as is PSA Lee - not that I give a shit) gave me a police form that was in landscape as opposed to portrait mode and so they flipped the orientation of the computer screen. This is done in conjunction with poisoning so you're poisoned and given brain damage to the extent that you find out how you're being had and then it's OK because you meet in the middle with the amount of intelligence you have left and the "puzzle" you figured out. Because you believe that intelligence, as opposed to connections, matters.

At this point I believe they've given me lung cancer and the blood brain barrier on the left side of my head has been pierced.

More or less everyone in San Francisco that is or has been playing this game is psychotic. It's a form of sociological illness designed to find people that are cunning enough to kill others. It doesn't matter how "intelligent" or "social" they are. None of them are trustworthy because everyone from the police to the doctors to the homeless and the guys that are fucking with the electric signs are crooked. There's no amount of "nice" that is going to give me my health back or make me trust anyone ever again for any reason.