I have some infrastructure to work on today, so I'll be busy until I can post updates on shit that matters.
I should mention that I masturbated last night and I was then followed into the library and people played specific voiceovers of an overly english robot commentator when I ate bread. Depending on what I do I'm being followed and stalked by children. The person next to me has hand disease and is black. So it's some sort of stalking and contagion. I believe I'm going to die of sickness while I'm blacklisted from society. I was poisoned last night so I had difficulty breathing and I believe at this point I have the beginnings of lung and throat cancer.
Made an rss reader so in principle I can call outside sources so long as I'm willing to use an edge function on a free tier of a website which is fragile and likely to go over the data rate, and then pipe it through an iframe. I could fuck with the news ticker and add it to the header of the main site but it's not worth it for page load reasons and I don't want to screw around with the css.
So this is more sociopathology. Usually at this point when I come across it I just write it all down. If someone gestures with their middle finger while typing something in in an interface or keypad or something I'll usually then be poisoned with something that will affect my hands and something I touch and make my head burn. This is happening on the fift floor of the San Francisco Central Library (with the librarian) and the guy next to me has the contagious hand disease and is laughing to himself until you look at him. Completely insane. I believe, if I'm not mistaken, that the architecture from the visitor center in Jurassic Park may be a takeoff on how the library has outrageously good directions (like maps make of stone and glass that cost I don't know how much), but if you touch half the books you'll get sick and most of the people here are mentally ill or contagiously sick on drugs or just illness or some combination of the two. I mean I made an rss feed and I can now use a backend (but for what though?) and I'm dying of sick from a homeless shelter where everyone is crooked or just through people who are sick and violent. I think the library is just where some people come to die. There aren't any jobs to speak of and I keep being followed by crazy people if I buy food with foodstamps. I mean, there are things I could work on for my site, but I just bought a soda and a piece of bread and I was followed to the store across the street and there were people "boating" outside. "Boating" is where you have a bunch of guys that are strung out on drugs form a collection of people that all do drugs together and throw trash around themselves - it gets particularly bad at night and on the first of the month where this can turn into hundred person human hairballs of sick. It's hard to describe other than it's like if you took half a dozen people and one person would do drugs and they'd all lean in and breath in the drugs together and then another person would do some sort of drug and they would do similar. They drag roller suitcases, chairs with crap on it, baby carriages filled with stuff all together. Often they have skeletal muscular problems so they can't stand up straight and sway standing up. It's watching people in their mid 20s die in public and there's nothing anyone does about. I don't know if they're so sick that it just doesn't matter anymore or if there's a reason that thousands of people in the city are like this. It's like a China Meiville novel except minus the cactus people and with more sad. I believe that one of the reasons people have been doing "bipping" (where they take a metal rod and bust out the safety glass in car windshields and steal suitcases) is not only because people bring a bunch of crap into the city, but because people live in their cars and bring suitcases and then end up sleeping in their cars with nowhere to go. (But why?). And then they drag these suitcases around when their car is repossessed. It's like San Francisco is the world's asshole where all the shit people end up.
So there's no jobs to speak of and everyone is crooked or waiting to die. I might work on a cctv camera project for a little bit, but I'm feeling suddenly uninspired. I wonder why...A bunch of idiots are driving around with vanity license plates so I could set up a camera system and then see if I could use object detection on cars and then read all the license plates, but I'm assuming this is an old joke at this point. What the sick people will do is dance around in their chairs and bang the mice and do everything they can to distract you so you hurt after being poisoned at night. They follow you and do this crazy shit where they'll put one foot out like the hokey pokey. You can usually tell who they are because their hands are fucked up (besides being nervous fidgety and essentially mad). It's quite depressing - they also talk to themselves under their breath. You'll find that if you start doing your own thing that they cough and grunt loudly because you're now "not friends" or whatever the hell it is. Welp, we just had a guy with a mask under his chin come into the library making kiss suck noises with his lips. It's plague and sick with mentally ill people that want to kill others with disease. It's a fucking nightmare here - oh and they have this thing where they "yawn loudly outloud" whenever they're bored with fucking with you in any way they happen to be doing it - absolutely fucking bonkers. I figure that rather that work on code for the rest of the day I'll write about something as that seems to be the most productive and I can't think of what else to work on that's code related. With the camera footage thing you have to find a camera that updates often enough with something interesting so that you can pull the images you need for AI boxing and image recognition which is harder than it sounds because many of the security cameras don't show all that much. Web scraping isn't all that productive either as you have to be able to have a predictable enough set of links to do it on so that the scraping works which is harder than it sounds - I was going to do unusual deaths (apparently the segway guy backed his segway over the side of a cliff which is a bit silly), but they haven't managed to organize the data in a way that I can automate.
And...everyone in the library today has fucked up hands and I'm just depressed and don't want to touch anything here. I'll just go do something else. Plague city.
So this is annoying. So let's say that you have the world's larges biological facility in the world headquartered next to the largest homeless population and all of a sudden you've developed a machine that can combine every possible molecule a come up with novel drugs. And you have an aging population that doesn't want to die. Then what? I start getting headaches and then I see this shit. And meanwhile they've developed vaccines that can alter biology at the RNA level, and there isn't a rule that says you have to pass the chemical only via needle.
How much money would you be willing to pay if someone told you you they could make a pill that would make sure that you would never die of old age? How many people would you be willing to kill? And you have these chinese falun gong assholes running around and it's like wait a minute the same shit is happening here, just in a different context. And then you're thinking, well shit. What about the moonies? What's the axe they have to grind that they're right about. And then what's the next looney tunes group that hears the music playing and goes "oh yeah that's my song".
You are now uncomfortably aware that biotin can throw off lab studies. Take a look at the number of abandoned buildings and then tell yourself "this is how much money the cure for aging is worth in people being too scared shitless to drink the water or eat the food or breath the air". And everyone that's come to San Francisco looks like the end of the world because they want a cure for death. Now I think I understand what the fuck is going on.
I wanted to put up a tent in my sister's backyard and make websites where I tell everyone how great I am and they give me a dollar. Putting it all together I believe they've developed a weapon of mass destruction that's currently live and active in the city. Just based on how people act around me. Contagious Alzheimer's is just scratching the surface - I believe that what they can do is change people's DNA from a donor. So someone will find a person that's mentally retarded or crippled and have my DNA altered to that person based on whether they cough on me or not and then have me related genetically to someone else that has had the same thing happen to them. I'm intuiting this based on how I feel and who I'm around in the shelters and the city and what they say and do around me. And going to the library and studying won't save you if you're stalked by the contagious. The skateboarders that smoke (are they genetically immune to cancer?) may be hyper intelligent just by having the right sick. And because people are generally lazy and stupid giving people sick and rewarding them geneticaly for being so causes all the people who work hard and are gifted to be sickened and die or flee while health itself becomes a popularity contest. Or one that's based on who has the best religion - if you like and believe in Jesus or act noce in jist the right way someone with the right genetics will spit in your food. Forget free seech. So its a genetic bomb thats gone off. And everyone that is unpopular is killing themselves with drugs because they've been sickened so they're terminally ill (or are sickening themselves so no one can exeriment on them for medical research) or they've gone into hiding. And no one wants to give any of the human Guinea pigs enough money or resources to leave. You make it so someone is so sick they can't leave and they only figure this out after you've sickened them enough so that it sticks. And then you can do all sorts of nasty shit. Give people money or gifts if they eat food that's been contaminate or give it to the poor - because medical researchers are paying off staff members in homeless shelters and hospitals (via criminal networks). People want to cure death and the only rules that dying people in droves believe in when thats the majority of the population are ideology, money or crime, or religion.