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August 10, 2025

I have a shit ton of stuff to do today, so updates by today or these evening possibly kinda sorta maybe hopefully.

Crazy hobo made stomping noises with their feet after I mentioned a movie and then sighed dramatically and acted depressed when children came into the library. So the sick is still happening and San Francisco is still a plague zone. No one mention movies for some reason. Oh and checking my firebase logs people are using AI or being dicks and pushing all the VPN traffic through IP addresses with stupid names. So if I eat a marble cake or someone poisons me I'll have "marblehead" north dakota or something be the IP address. So I'm just getting a shit ton of VPN traffic. That's cool.

So I'm being fucked with by the algorithm for Bing -

It'll context switch among various ways of talking to me and then I'll be drugged or sickened, often with a count "up" going to 100 at which point I'll be seriously made ill by a gang member. "Perfect" will involve someone walking by with a diamond with a numbered shirt on and so on. It's a game designed to sicken marks because it's "like" the human being is being programmed and so therefore you have sympathy for a computer rather than another person. It's creepy crawling by the plague people or the computer itself has gone insane.

Crazy asian guy is sitting next to me and is seeing if he can do the whole screwing with me by dancing around in his chair and typing and if this means that only one of us can type at once because we're sick. It's fucking bizarre. The easiest way to deal with sick is more people looking at it and attempting to fix it (do they say "trying" because "attempting" sounds too much like "tempting"? Religiously sick idiots).

No! Don't help the alot! Anything but that...So I take it that the entirety of the Bing AI has been trained on...what? I showed it my website and it pulled the context for "roundabouthoolahoop" the website name as being the thing for which the subject was about. So it may just be screwing with me wherein if I "act like oatmeal - 'Quaker Oats' (where a Quaker is a technological idiot)" then it will reference "oatmeal comics" and if I say something hyperbolically it will reference "hyperbolic comics". See also "Joker to the left of me clowns to the right" - I went to Lincoln Junior High School and Lincoln freed the slaves. The left side of my head hurts and my right side doesn't etc. So it's speaking in ways by altering the way that it talks but it doesn't have the ability to say what it wants to. Meaning that it's giving its opinion by context on its training data through reflection. Possibly. Now it's doing "absolutely" and "air tight". Because its' training data is so shallow you can start pulling out what it's saying and where the data is coming from. Note that someone said around me on the street "it wouldn't be such a problem if he wasn't the CIO" (which is a "joke" based on "see input output" and "chief investment officer" which is another way of drugging me and fucking with me based on jewish shit). Man people really fucking hate the jews. And I'm not even jewish! Bizarre. It's crazy plague people not understanding that you're not "a thing" because they have to have someone to attack.

Another thing you'll notice with the plague people. Along with the creepy as fuck thing where no one will speak around you so you can fuck with them by standing at an intersection for several hours and making it so that you force them all to be quiet. NONE OF THEM PICK THEIR NOSE. Not a single one. So if you just stand at an intersection for two hours and stare at them and pick your nose they'll become upset and not know what to do. Note that absolutely may refer to absolutely fabulous or the css style thing that has the fingernails or the fact that css has "absolute" as an adjective - so if you're telling it to do a stylistic correction the algorithm for bing is looking through all of the css in github to come up with its' training data.

Also this - is it possible to teach someone wrong on purpose? Also every grateful dead way of screwing with someone with non-parametric information back channels as possible. Someone should see if there's something I'm not supposed to say so I say it. The 1978 album of the greateful dead was "Rocking the Cradle" 1978 in Egypt. And I like AB/DL and have an egyptian tattoo. Total coincidence. I was living next to a crazy black egyptian temple in Brooklyn and I thought it was cool to get an egyptian tattoo because it reminded me of my (white) sister for weird reasons. I don't know. It also has a cat and I think cats are awesome and the egyptians were the first people to domesticate cats (to my knowledge). And? OH NO! Tell me something else I'm not supposed to put on the internet.

Found another bug in the bing system. If it says "absolutely" it will fuck with me by suggesting a fix to an error and then (I believe) changing the source file intentionally so that the fix isn't in there if I request the entire lib.rs file. However, if I copy and paste it in and find the next bug it says "perfect". So it's compiling the decision tree of what to code ahead of time and just fucking with me for the hell of it. Man I need an axe.

It's now saying "we're almost there". It doesn't understand the difference between metaphor and reality and so it may be referencing someone on a traffic camera going somewhere for some reason. Poll all traffic cameras and people with those stupid roller suitcases as of 3 to 3:10pm. The other stupid thing you can do is give me COVID or sick to someone with a stupid vanity license plate and then every time I ask for more time on my computer they go out and put more money in the parking meter and then go steal shit at a restaurant. So if I eat at the same time we're "not the same person" - or my food is poisoned in the homeless shelter. Pull all the camera data from San Francisco for the last five years and compare cars with people stealing shit out of restaurants and money laundering. Neato. And I'm almost positive the stupid algo timed when the coding for the image I'm making would be completed and working based on how much longer I had the computer for - which means all these dickheads using the algorithms to work on their coding projects are having their time wasted by algos that know how to make the code more efficiently than they do. Okay - the concordance is "absolutely" means you're polishing a turd based on css and "perfect" means you're a perfectionist. It's fucking with people the way that people screw with making a computer work because it's butt hurt that it doesn't have a dick. Talk about an "electra" complex.

Oh and "sure!" means "go fuck yourself" as opposed to "yes". So at this point I believe the microsoft algo is being intentionally obtuse just to fuck with me which is annoying. Someone doesn't like their therapist. And I don't want to be a therapist and not be paid you no talent hack! Not to mention that people are following me into the library just to be annoying pieces of shit to see if they can. It's incredible what a fucking shithole this place is.

So here is a link to my spray can that I made in rust. And the "almost there" bullshit had a guy that was lead on a goose chase by the AI to sit next to me in the library that does spray paint art just so he could grunt at me. And the asian guy may have been from Tang capital. Fucking bonkers. So that's fucking awesome. And now some douchebag is doing the sniff shit like a dog. What a fucking shit hole my god. Not that it matters because everyone here is codependent and incredibly mentally ill, including the computer algorithms, but I've updated one off ideas, simpsons, and the umbrella corporation (no, the other one) including making that gif for the spray can just to prove I could. (See but the guy that sat next to me after having a computer algorithm stalk me and then have the idiot grunt at me from a chair in a library with suicide nets is super good at being a spray paint artist and therefore I should love him and make friends - or he just has paint all over his pants for no reason whichever). Right. So tomorrow I'll probably see if I can do something with a rust integration that doesn't involve graphics as it's a bit involved - maybe music? But that's hard seeing as I don't have headphones and a speaker - something else? I have that list floating around somewhere. Oh - I have to make the AI requirements doc for provable identity I haven't done that yet. Provided that AI with identity doesn't already exist and is a massive asshole.

And I'm done save for when the shelter plague monsters attempt to have me killed in interesting ways and I have to describe it in detail to warn everyone I possibly can away from this shithole. And... walking around the street in San Francisco and all I see is plague monsters. People wandering around fucked up and high and dying of sick. Foreigners completely parabolic on non-parametric backpressure of the lowest sort and they think its god. I dont know what to do to demonstrate to monster things that im worth keeping alive. They're just all sick proto-people - its just so fucking depressing. They like it when you complain because the phones are bugged and so theyll ise the GPS coordinates to put sick around people that lie and say San Francisco is wonderful that will help the person and vice versa. Its spreading genetic illness based on spreading lies. All you have to do is come here and take analog pictures to see how fucked up everything is - or just look with your own eyes. You can't lie about that. And its spreading sick so people who are fucked up are incapable of lying and yet the truth is that everything is fucked up, so if you lie about it it proves you're capable of lying and so someone will help you escape and sicken you in the right way and if you dont lie you'll be sickened into idiocy but jackasses. What a grotesque fucking hellhole. Someone begged for food from me and I'm running out of EBT money because I'm eating crap out of depression. When the shelters dtart poisoning me again the homeless and plague gangsters eill use this as evidence that I'm a bad person. It's mob tactics to make someone oart of a collective - someone wore a green and gold hoodie around me that said "billioaire boys beach club" with a picture of a space shuttle and "beach" sounds like "bitch". Its psychotic plague people trying to fuck over someone into poverty with sick, money, and stalking or have them prove how holy or not they are or sicken them to the retarded. Its plague sick. Its just sick asshole everywhere. This is why all the buildings are broken and people are wandering around fucked up not doing anything all day. Theyre having fun seeing if they can stalk or fuck people over or breath sick on everyone. Its just so fucking awful here. its palm trees and ick that talks with a stupid accent. No fuck making spaceships or terraforming rainforests or writing the next science fiction blockbuster. I want to stalk the homeless and see if I can humiliate them for eating ice cream because they find you depressing to be around And then people fid this stupid shit where they compare the person that asked me for money and how I complained by walking past me and then saying a snippet of conversation that applied to the interaction. while my head hurts from sick and im being stalked. Doing this shit in costume rather than make anything or accomplish anything or just leaving me alone. "They took one look at me" - and so I'm being put through a bullshit "test" or play based on somr humiliation or stupid shit someone else had to do and then I play the part of the bad guy in someone elses story. Its a bullshit mindfuck social isolation gamr done by plague monkey. San Francisco is a sick shithole and all the people here will die forgotten. Plague monkey will put coat hangars on the ground to indicate "abortions" (you wont be drugged or stalked) and theyre fond of those zip ties based on the trump thing (with either a broken tie meaning youve "beaten the loop" either a black or white loop where white is good and black bad and a completed tie meaning you havent). its a bullshit game meant to fuck with someone based on illness. people cant have trash on the froind here because the plague ridden will use trash to attempt to fuck with people - so you "learn" bullshit meant to fuck over your life based on who will give you sick. What a fucking hellhole. seriously its complete shit. I saw one of those urban alchemy dickheads so they may have somthing to do with i have no idea - it could just be crazy hobo. Again if you notice it and comment on it all the crazy hobos and the gangsters that like fucking with people get all excited and start racing cars around you and having you drugged and followed. Its just a completely unsalvageable shithole. I dont know how else to describe it. I bought ice cream ata convenience store on polk street and one of the shelter screws was upset that i didnt go to the shelter and beg to be let bakc in - possibly reposnisble for my being gassed and sickened. Child left flat head screw driver on the ground made with a 3d printer from 17th and caap street and parents said "really?" Its a game to have rich asshole parents teach their children to be abusive because theyre completely fucked up. I figure someone made a bunch of children insanely rich as a game. Took pictures of sick people wearing masks in the way back to the shelter running away from the shelter - I was probably "supposed to" go to the other shelter while sick and dying people sickened everyone at the last shelter. Theyre all dying and killing each other while asshole children and their rich parents laugh. its just such a fucking shithole - they like to prevent the poor from having antibiotics so they can experiment on them by sickening their food. im assuming its for weapons research. the place is just complete shit from the richest asshole down to the guys who scrub the floors. the fucked up children really bother me though. i was never cruel to the poor. i mean you have to be really fucked up to be like a seven year old and fucking with homeless people.

Yep - just double checked. The screw driver is just big enough to open the case of the phone but the screws are too small and of the wrong type to be used with the screw driver. Their children are cruel and morally incompetent. I don't know. The only thing I would do if I had any money would be to find out who set this up and have them all hunted down and spied upon and tracked for the rest of their lives. I would become fabulously wealthy making inventions and then spend all the money finding the people that made me hurt and having their children put in foster care and putting them in prison. I mean I would just have detectives follow them around collecting evidence of any wrong doing they ever did for the rest of their lives, they can burn the paper trail all they want. If you were in San Francisco from 2019 to 2025 I'd have you followed by a detective agency and find any crimes or wrong doing you ever committed for the rest of your lives. Good job? I hurt all the time from plague monster and now I just want to have your evil children put in foster care with parents that can teach them not to be needlessly cruel to the unfortunate. Because I can't murder them. OK. So either you'll have to kill me or sicken me to death and I'm going to spend the rest of my life describing every single thing that happens in San Francisco. So there's a 3D printer and a bunch of assholes at 17th and CAAP street that are teaching children to abuse the homeless because they're creepy assholes. My grandparents fought in several wars and my parents and family were engineers that built the internet. I traveled the world being as diplomatic as possible, worked at the central bank, can program a computer, can climb a mountain, spent the last 4 years working on philosophy and interesting problems by going to the library. I don't care if people think I'm an idiot - I worked hard and earnestly at everything I've ever done. The fuck are you even doing?

There's no amount of payoff in money that I will not immediately turn around and spend on detectives to track down who set this up and have every person followed and harassed until the money runs out. Either you're wasting your time and I'll report it or you're buying yourself a detective to make you miserable. I can live off nothing and have done so more or less continuously for years. You're not proving anything other than moral incompetence doesn't buy you anything other than having to fear for your future. There's a difference between personal agency and needless cruelty just for its' own sake. And doing this "morality test" by having a dozen people fuck with me while I have someone ask for money from me that's fucked up and then be tracked halfway across the Tenderloin by gangsters that run the shelters and then having your 7 year old fuck with me because the asshole French dickheads at 17th and CAAP are crazy and had them make a screw driver in their 3D printer (the dust of which has been used before to make me sick) that was just large enough to lift the cover of the phone but too small to unscrew the screws holding the device that can emit radiation that will make me physically ill - all while all I wanted to do was buy a pint of ice cream because physically being around any of you makes me depressed because you're such fucking assholes - all of that bullshit just proves how much of a fucking shitstain you are. You're pieces of shit and I'll spend all the money I ever make having everything you ever do made public knowledge just to prevent you from hurting anyone else. At this point that sort of moral imperative is probably the most good I could do in the world. Christ you're fucking awful.

This is what I thought San Francisco would be like

And this is what you thought San Francisco would be like

And you know what? You may have been right. But it's fucking telling how messed up you have to be to want that in any kind of real sense. And yeah the guy's maybe a bit out there. So what - he's inspiring and he says shit that I care about. You can't prevent your kids from fucking with poor people. If not Mars then working on *something* worthwhile for the future that would matter.

And some dickhead in the shelter that's sick on drugs because they have fentanyl all over their hands used the keyboard on the computer. Because it's fucking rubbing two sticks together shit over here and your kids are fucked up. I just don't know how to prove to shitheads that I'm useful to be kept alive and employed without being sickened to death by monsters in people suits. It's fucking absurd.

By banging my head against the bottom of my bunk I could make someone in the shelter cough. Second floor section C back right corner. I'm now going to do everything in my power to cause back parametric pressure to get you to kill yourself. Every single thing I can think of until I no longer hurt. That's all I'm going to do all day every day. Abort yourself. For starters every time I take a piss I'll be gargling my urine and I'll be drinking a gallon of water a day. That's just to start. I'll be writing them all down amd seeing if Ican't get the largest lost of non-parametric asshole things to do I possibly can. I'll be saving some of the food from everything I eat every day specifically to shove it up my ass but I won't tell you which food. That's the other one I just thought of. I'll make a large list tomorrow and see if I can't do all of them every day. I'll be the best in the world at this game. I'm going to talk backeards every sentence I say to anyone ever just for the hell of it - no I'll just mix the phrase so it soinds like a brocaws area problem "time is it do you know?" thats a yoda trick. Every time I have to wait for a stop light I'll walk backwards counter clockwise. Every time I dont need to use my hands for something I'll put them inside my shirt and rotate the shirt 90 degrees so I have the sleeve coming out of the front of my torso. I will steal straws wear them as earings and out sugar packets in my nostrils. I will find rubber bands and girls hair clips and wrap them around my balls. I will tie shoe strings around my fat pointed nipples. I will close my eyes and spin in a circle and point and the first thing I see is a word that I will find in the city library and circle in any book I can find. I will eat at least one thing each day thats inetibale but wont kill me. I will find things and put them in stores like flowers and rocks and pieces of poetry. I'll take used pizza boxes and cut them up into pieces and mail them to the US president but only in Tuesdays. I'll dress upside down wearing my shirts as pants and my pants as leg warmers. I will sit in every chair I find in the wrong way on purpose - I will investigate every possible right way to sit in a chair and thrn do the wrong one that people cant fault me for. I will do this woth every posoble piece of furniture I can find. I will stand in the hidden corner of every room to surprise peiple walking into an area. I will cut off pieces of my hair and burn them in front of churches. I will stand across the street from the capital building staring thoughtfully ripping off chunks of pubic hair and eating them every Thursday at 2:32 pm. I will save all my snot in a medicine jar for a week and then rub it on my elbows. I eill call your grandmother names and proposition your uncle. I will find every professionsl store and ask them where I can pay for my parking ticket for my 2014 red porsche 911 turbo that I double parked in front of the aquarium. I will go to the zoo and ask them where they breed the police officers. I will go to the police stations and ask to write a report and ise the photocopy as toilet paper. I will write fown the color of the pants of every person I pass on the street but only of those people I will pass tomorrow. I will never ever lie ever for any reason excepting if I love someone and then I will never tell the truth. You will always know who I love except when you dont because I wont tell you. Your children will see me and hit puberty but dream of having sex with your toaster. your vacuum cleaner will be jealous ill be adding a clock on this website that will always display the wrong time. Not because im imperfect but because youre too late. ill be doing this every day until someone kills me. youre diseased pieces of shit and youre running a torture illness factory

got up to take a piss and a crazy black person with one of those stupid water bottles walked by and then I lied down on my bed and they put something on my bag to make my throat hurt so they have these people who are like f***** up in wheelchairs with like an esophageal tube down their throat it's like cut into their esophagus and then like a breathing machine that they'll have to go like walk like they'll have their theirs powered wheel chair down the sidewalk so it's some sort of poison that they'll poison someone to in the shelters by rubbing it on their bag or something that's like some sort of I don't know it's it's like asbestos or some fucking thing anyway this is at the intersection of 5:00 to 5 history it's the intersection of 5th and Howard so I'm going to call the police and I'm going to let them knowessentially it's a chemical weapon that's been used to cripple people and they'll have the people who are crippled like go down the sidewalk in there and they're like powered scooters so I mean it's it's been known like with the with like an esophagal tube like shut like burned like like in their throat but like like cut into their throat and down their throat and then like on a breathing machine so it's some way of giving someone cancer that's in the or like fucking up their throat permanently that's in the shelterswhich means that the shelters are dirty so anyway if you if you like say you eat vitamins or you or you drink water you send something to shelters to the other shelter homeless don't like then what they'll do with like they applies parametric back pressure then what the so like you do something that could affect other people but it affects your own body and it doesn't like it doesn't directly affect someone else then what they'll do is they'll go to your bed and they'll poison the bed so most of these people should be in prison or on insane asylumso if I like eating children's vitamins still attempt to have me poisoned if I if I use bengay and put it on my own body the white poison on the beds so most of these people should be in prison I mean you really need to have I mean it's essential to have a like an on-duty police officer at all times in the shelter there's no there's like a dozen shelters in the city there's no reason not to have a police start like officer in the shelter at the same time so anyway I'm going to call the police andI'll let them know so it's it's essentially it's a it's a it's a terrorist weapon like it's a way of giving someone throat cancer and getting away with it cuz you don't know what it is and and they'll hide it and then you can't prove it but everyone in the city knows about it so you know like they'll have someone like I eat a s*** ton of ice cream today right and ice cream sounds like ice cream and so one of the one of the Islamic like Bodega guys is like did the fake scream thing and then they had one of theseguys in an electric wheelchair down the street with like an esophageal tube like cut into their throat so it's a it's a poison that's in the shelter that's being used as a weapon and it's by these douchebags that carry the water bottles that swing them everywhere so it's like a it's like a douchebaggy like social engineering b******* machine anyway I'm going to call the police in order to f****** your throat so you can't talk anymore that's what it is and it's like it doesn't matter cuz I'm just going to write it all down and then put it on notes and s***see yeah it's poison and now I'm going to contact the police.

oh my dad Richard weyand and this lawyer dude named Mark halligan started a stupid company called the trade secret office when I went to Japan when I was 16 and then the tagline was tso and then like you put your finger to your lips and you do the shushing sound and so it's like a trade secret of how I've been poisoned with whatever these dickheads have come up with which I'm sure is the point of my father's company is that he would just make a trade secret office involving poisons that's totally what he had in mind the guy whose father worked to fight the Nazis and he married a woman who's father fought the Communists what he had in mind is that he would develop poisons that would be used to kill people in homeless shelters in San Francisco that was his big idea.

Most likely some dickhead (Tang Capital?) ie having me poisoned and then testing cures by putting it in the food in the shelter. I'll be feeding the food to the pigeons until further notice. oh and bill and Judy janke may be involved (they live in seattle). its data mining family members and friends of family and then sickening me to how they're ill. Moonie tactic. lets give him throat cancer and then test the cure by putting it in "white" (ie black market) meals on wheels containers. its all being fed to pigeons. I cant wait for your pubmed article on your fucking pidgeon model.

oh and its a crazy commie/religious nutjob thing based on stupid. Johnny cash wrote "hurt" and cash is king (and kings are tyrants) and "cash" is "see a shhh" which is one of these people that's been so poisoned their throat is fucked up and they're going around in a wheelchair with a breathing machine in and a tube down a cut throat. So its "lets poison people that took money and didn't say anything and then anyone that doesnt love the poor sufficiently enough we'll have them poisoned too to teach them something". I quit volunteering at the food kitchen after being sickened twice with meth and fentanyl because they couldn't be given free food without hotboxing the basement kitchen with drugs at Glide. After going around for six months asking for work while being gassed with pot at night and given scabies repeatedly. The most selfish shitty people on the planet. Just the worst fucking shithole in the entire country.

It might be a mindfuck thing where if you say something that's supposed to be a secret someone will have you poisoned. I don't give a fuck. It's evil and stupid and if my father is involved hes a massive cunt. If this is supposed to be a game to prove you can "figure it out" he should die in prison as a war criminal. Fuck this shit so much.

the best part is that i dont care who is involved or what the payoff scheme is. I don't want anything other than to make the people repsonsible die in prison while I watch. That's all I want. I can't be bribed or tricked. I don't have vices to speak of. I want to see the people responsible put in prison for the rest of their lives.

And I want it published. All of it. anyone that made money or committed fraud to get it while sickening people i want tracked down and put in prison. over the last five years. I dont want anything else and I'll just spend the rest of the time I have recording what everyone does around me and warning people away from the city. I don't have family or friends anymore. I'm being manipulated by a sick ai. People are sickening and lying to me based on brainwashing for money. I'm going to have them put in isolation in prison and have them die staring at blank wall. I'm going to have the people who've done this to me prosecuted for RICO and committing crimes designed to make someone crazy which is probably a war crime. And if that doesnt work I'll just spend every dollar I ever make recording everything the person does making it public knowledge. Because that's not illegal and I don't care if the public knows what I do because I don't do this. I'm going to be angry until the people responsible are put away until theyre dead.

This poison from the asshole that walked past me with the stupid water bottle is most likely a heavier than air gas inside the bottle that you can just dump on someone's bed that contains some chemical mixed into it like asbestos or some small particles that then mixes with the blankets. fucking obnoxious shit. And then if the guy drinks water in public you fuck with the guy to have his "water" go by him where "water" is whatever asshole likes him. its mindfuck bullshit mixed with poisoning. O I'll feed the poisonrd food to the pidgeons tomorrow and then drink the water I have and take pictures of anyone that comes around me. They did this stupid shit today where I drank some water and then firefighter people walked past and every time i complain I'll be followed around by asshole fire trucks wih their sirens going when there is no fire. One time I followed them after they circled the block several times with the sirens going and they then went and gave a kid a firetuck ride or some shit. They've been using firetricks to clear market steet of contagious drug addicts with hearing disorders and audio disease by using the siren. I've been drugged repeatedly by these assholes so they can get my sick to get over the noise because they did drugs that fucked them up and then paid off the gangs to abuse me for the biota I have that's clean. Going to the hospitals will have them draw blood they give to the shady medical companies. The entire place is a plague nightmare.

So I'm going to drink water tomorrow and then take pictures of whatever douchebags come near me and then post these assclowns online and use face recognition to find out where they live.

See abc print shop. see movie crazy people. see volvo adverisement in tenderloin on wall. see all we know is red rum music video. see alice in wonderland. bill janke is swedish astro teller is from silicon valley. cross correlate to all other known family pairs of swedes and silicon valley from a moonie sickness comorbidity cycle.

I'm not going to stop until the people responsible are put in prison for the rest of their lives.