August 11, 2025

So I now no longer have to any money for food officially and I'm not going to beg. The food that was served to me in the white container this morning I put by the side of the road and then I was passed by an asshole that was wearing a blue shirt that had a picture of the dogs from the jetsons with the caption "spaced out" and then I was passed by a black man leaning on a wheeled chair/scooter drooling while a black nurse in a green nurses uniform walked by after him looking at her phone in confusion and then sniffed twice at me. The plastic of the food container was lifted so the poor are being used as biological weapons and having sick put in people's foods in the shelters and then the nurses are experimenting on them (most likely for money - obviously). Or whoever that black bitch was that dressed up in a green nurses uniform. It could be "that fucking Batman movie" or something. In any case I now can't trust these shitheads to feed food to the poor. Oh and some dickhead tapped the bunk beds in the shelter - yeah - when I showed up here they didn't have those. WHY? I complained about it and then there are bunk beds and everyone views this as some grand innovation. Food, clothing, shelter. Not using people as human weapons. So I'm going to see if I can just not eat for a week and then take all the food I get in the shelter and put it in random places in the city and see what happens.

Oh and the cloud mobile phones are bugged (more than just auto correct) so if you write shit on your phone someone can change the text either after the fact or add stupid spelling mistakes in it. Or they just added it into the account in real time by logging in elsewhere. The creepy shitheads love doing that shit, especially if you type using a phone. It's the same crazy shit where if you use a bag as a pillow they'll have you poisoned because it's the "opposite" of being funcitonally fixed - you have to do the "right thing" all the time. It's crazy person shit for people that get upset that the evil plague monkeys will drool in your food and smoke crack in the toilets.

Seeing as I could cure cancer and evil plague monkey wouldn't give a shit -

I'm going to wait until there's food served in the shelter again and see if I can't take some of the poisonous sandwhiches and put them somewhere a five year old might eat them.

Oh and the tripping drug addicts that are fucked up because they've been staring at their phones too long and the phones are all cross wired with every stupid video game ever become upset if you play this stupid game because your character will die repeatedly and their phone will repeatedly spam shit about death while they're tripping on fentanyl. Maybe I just want to play a fucking video game without having my food poisoned by rabid homeless, be stalked across the main street of town, be poisoned at night to shit that's having people with throat cancer in $5000 mobile wheelchairs and rebreather machines go roaming around downtown. The whole thing is a fucking disaster. Why can't people just shoot each other like normal? Or maybe it's bad because it's not "work" and you can *also* play a video game and these people are so fucked up they can't differentiate reality from non-reality. Or if I die in the video game a crazy AI machine will reward someone for dressing up in a stupid costume and drugging them in a stupid way. The entire place needs to be ripped apart and remade from the ground up, but with more police officers or detectives.

And the bing AI is now treating me childishly because I used the rust programming language to modify art as opposed to do one of the other things you could possibly use it for that would be stupid and evil. Or crazy. I suppose it's possible to make a phone app you could aim at your dog that would use semantic analysis to determine what the dog is saying - hold on that one is a good idea. Too bad they used it to make it so that social media apps could stare at you through your phone camera and read your facial expression. Which they totally didn't rip off from here - also *EEEEEEwwwwwww*...they use php!

And I could make a rust web crawler that would traverse wikipedia and create a relevance tree based on web scraping, data mining and AI heuristics, but I also don't have any way to feed myself and I avoided being poisoned this morning by a sick homeless person and gang members after someone in the shelter poisoned me with something that gives you throat cancer. So I'm going to play a video game until I can get ahold of a sandwich that can kill people and see if I can feed it to your children instead.

I played the octopus character in the DCSS video game and a gay psychopath wearing a stupid hat sat next to me and sighed dramatically. This is more crazy bullshit where you have to "prove you're not crazy" by doing the thing for which a crazy person wouldn't do, otherwise you're assumed to be insane while people poison you repeatedly. The entire city should be demolished. See but I have an "octopus" tattoo. They're all sick and fucked up. What a fucking shithole.

Right so I complained on here about this stupid game being bugged and then the game had my character instantiate in an area with nothing but "closed shops" with skeletons in front of them. So it's creepy crawling "damned if you do damned if you don't don't mention how you're being fucked with" (see Absalom's ass and Paul Teller my uncle the horse's ass) adn "stairway to heaven". So it's "like" she's (I) have "bought" a "stairway" to heaven and that happens to be the stupid video game fucking with me. And then my character fell through the floor into another layer of the dungeon and a "+5 ring of evasion" was found. So it's more of this crazy shit where you have to repeatedly tell on yourself on how you're being fucked with by an insane AI because it's "like" the system/technology/whichever is against you. But if you say anything you must be crazy. And then children come into the library and all of the homeless people sigh and get upset. I'm taking a poisonous sandwich and I'm going to hide it in easy reach of your four year old I swear to fucking Christ. But see they don't have "food" in the video game (anymore) so if the cameras see food on the street it can't correlate that to the stupid fucking game so it's like you "win". And the food in the shelters is poisonous so you have to play this game to "win". I want people to die in prison while I watch. It's like this with every stupid fucking "song" or "movie" or "gotcha" that has to do with a dumbfuck concordance mixed with poisoning someone until you find the secret and then you "win" in a stupid game that's already been predetermined that you're in while people take bets on what you're going to do. And meanwhile you're surrounded by poisonous asshole and people who know you're being manipulated and fucked with. Everyone here is sick and the AI needs to be dismantled.

I drank two bottles of almond and vanilla extract that had alcohol in it and people got excited and started talking on the phone until I ate seasoning I had in my bag. This is schizoaffective our bodies are connected and what you eat or put on your body physically affects me. The sick AI exacerbates this mental health crisis. I ate seasoning in front of a construction worker holding a sign and he rubbed his nose with his wrist (time rubs your "noos"). Its contagious schizoaphrenia based on poisoning where "time" is how long youve been poisoned and havent been able to escape. I fed the sandwhiches they gave me at the fifth street shelter to the podgeons about when an ambulance and firetruck showed up to take someone away. It's 1939 in Germany or some other time in some other chaotic despotic city where ambulances show up and they take people away and you never see them again and it's all over the place. While writing this someone walked by and cough/grunted at me because its schizophrenia signalling. Ill continue to write all this out as I find it. And how am I supposed to "fight time"? Sleep on the street? Run to another city? Find the magic answer that wont have me stalked and sickened by a mentally ill sick population? If its a needle in the haystack then the magic needle will always be the thing you dont know about or cant find because the game has been determinrd ahead of time to reward a certain personality type as a form of torture. The point the whole time was to say "please" one time or open a door for someone or say "I love you" or shake hands or or or or. It's large numbers of schizophrenics that are contagious that have taken over the city and there is no one that can rescue you or fix it and theres nowhere to go with no resources because everyone is sick or on the take. The only answer is to write it all down and attempt to put as many people in prison or the hospital as you can before you die. Ideally in a hospital that's not corrupt and has doctors and nurses that aren't sick. Everything's so screwed up I don't know that that's even possible anymore.

And now introducing my contribution to the world of video games. This is the best game in the world. When it's done you can go and do fucking anything else with your life.

Press the Button to Win

There's a large number of sick older women that are into the AB/DL thing but may be dying of all sorts of disease too. Man oh man. I wish I was anywhere but here. The sandwiches I believe were made by the mentally incompetent that may or may not be contagious. They didn't serve the ones that have the checkered pattern on them which I know to be such that I'll be followed by the Peninou truck and idiots that are sick. The "Vinvision" truck is another one that will follow you around if you see something that's "like" being sickened to non-parametric information. The last time that happened I asked a security guard about the gun he had that had an orange handle because it looked like a "Byrna" non-lethal gun. Nope - it was a nine millimeter, and then the vinvision truck goes past. To the point where idiots will buy a truck and paint it to look like the "secret police" truck or buy an ambulance - there's one that has an octopus on it (DCSS?) and one that has "emergency haircuts" on it. It's so depressing here. They're all dying.

San Francisco is a death trap where people will sicken you into homelessness so you're contagious and incurable. It's a fucking nightmare and all of your family and friends will abandon you for money. They're all evil. I just want the entire city destroyed and cleaned up from first principles. They're all sick and hurt people here. They're broken inside.

Sitting in front of a computer that has sick on it where I ask for an hour of computer time every hour where there's a countdown clock. My hands are fucked up because everyone in the city is contagious. And there are suicide nets. There's no other way to have access to a computer because the poor will steal them as they poison you in the shelters. I don't know how to escape. It means trusting strangers that are attempting to get a payoff and if I don't I'll just be sickened to death as my family and friends have either gone insane or abandoned me. It's a torture factory designed to make people betray their values or have some sort of blackmail on them or have their family have them killed. They're all fucking mentally sick and fucked up. It's sad as hell and I'm sorry I even came here. They're so fucking awful. one of the things the plague monkeys will do is find where you are so the way this works is if you just sit on the side of the road right they'll have traffic redirected to where you're at because you're just sitting there okay and then everyone will get upset and freak out and you'll have every douchebag that can find where you are and then sit around you and smoke and this is again this is like a joke having to do with like you're not in a cell you're in a cancer cell and so what they do is they try and make it so that people can't existence in society by smoking around them until the person is like sickened to death and so I sat outside the library at the San Francisco main library and then there was a bunch of traffic from like idiots and stupid cars and then I had a bunch of crazy people start finding out where I am and smoking around me people playing with their legs and doing all sorts of crazy s*** and then sitting around in a circle smoking and they'll find where I am like that I'll have people from the shelters who are crazy who will like find where I am in the city and then do drugs around me and then I'll have crazy black guys show up and then do drugs around me specificallyfor what it's worth the woman who is crazy at her it was a white woman who had her face painted or some s*** and then it's like some group of crazy black people and crazy Asians today but it's it's like people who what it is is it's people who are physically upset that you're not in the library and then you're in an area that doesn't have smoke around it and then we'll cough and grunt and then redirect to crazy people to smoke drugs or smoke smoke cigarettes around you and so it's like the guy who was at mid-market eats was looking at his phoneand grunting because he wasn't getting any any like anyone buying his food or something cuz maybe I wasn't in the library like there's some weird thing where like s***'s all connected through the AI so you don't know what what effects what system and then in a bunch of crazy people showed up and started smoking cigarettes and standing around looking upset so like in front of mid-market eats there's an Asian guy with black gloves on smoking wearing Crocs there's like two black guys sitting outside the library smokinglike the the security guard is smoking and people will make fun of this like people who aren't sick and aren't being surrounded by s*** bags will be like it's it's like the 70s when everyone used to smoke and so and so I know that this is being that this is like I'm being surrounded by smoke intentionally in order to f*** with me because people have been going past me in the street and making fun of it so like when people do this s*** where the like talk to each other and joke to each other in my hearing of s*** that I overhear from what they're saying I'm like that was a year ago and so now I remember that as being a joke of how you f*** with somebody and so if I stand on a street corner and I don't do anything and I just listen for 2 hours everyone will be quiet because they don't want to have every and they don't want to have anyone like say a joke or say something for which I'll hear that with the joke is and then I can tell everyone and so what this is is it stalking where you'll find where some guy is and then surround them with cigarette smoke and oh by the way I was poisoned last night with something that will like f****** your throat andit'll end up and like before I went to the shelter there was some woman who went past on market Street in an electric wheelchair that had that her throat cut with the pipe down itwith the rebreather apparatus and all that s*** so what this is is you'll poison someone at night and then if they sit in a location you attempt to manipulate what they do by having a bunch of people show up and then start smoking cigarettes and this is in front of a library and the woman who went past in the electric wheelchair was in market Street so it's gangsterism and like it's it's gangster b******* and crip gangster b******* that's used to manipulate the poor by crazy people on the main Street of the city and in front of the f****** libraryand it's not none of in this and this is like it's an a****** cop who works for the the library in a couple black guys in an Asian dude and it's just f****** Rico like it's just it's just organizing b******* based on like poisoning somebody and if you don't say anything that's freedom and if you say something you must be paranoid and so it's a way to kill people based on gangster b******* f****** with homeless people and so you can't even be poor here like I'm sitting in front of an abandoned building that's in front of the f****** library and there's an abandoned bank across the street and I cross the street from that is an abandoned whole foods because if you end up poor you'll have this stupid s*** happen it's just they're all f****** monsters like they're just monster people there's no there's they're not human beings essentially they're monkeys and people suit like I wouldn't go so far as to kill them or like advocate killing or hurting them because I don't like animal cruelty but I don't consider them human beings I don't I think of them as like is like monsters wearing clothing- oh great some a****** just showed up and asked me if I had a cigarette and then he made like the peace sign but with smoking with his two f****** fingers and oh by the way his fingers and his hands are f***** up because this contagious hand on this s*** is everywhere in the f****** City but far be it for me to like want to bum a cigarette from someone no that's cool you can't be like homeless and weirded out about being poor and then want to bum a cigarette every now and again no what's going to happen is is they're going to drug and f*** with you in the sheltersand then poison you so badly that you get the same sick from the woman the electric f****** wheelchair that has her throat cut and a pipe shove down it but I must have asked for cigarettes wrong when I was being f***** with by just about God damn near f****** everyone but there's no way to get a f****** place to live oh and someone the the douchebags from the site clinic Rams said that they had a place where I can live except they're the same people who didn't mention oh by the way we work for a site clinic so they deceived me that that's who they worked for so they're full of s***so there's no housing and there's no places to live unless you've been poisoned and f***** with and then if you then that means you've signed away your rights and you've admitted that you're crazy and at this point I just want to like rip everyone a new a****** until I can u***** the entire city because I know I'm being played I know I'm being f***** over I know it's like there's no way that I have this many people f****** with me unless there's a reason well it usually at this point you just murder someone right like you don't f*** with someone for 3 years at some point you just let you know we're going to kill himunless there was a s*** ton of money involved or something else going on so at this point it's like oh okay so you've proven to me that there's something else going on okay cool so I'm and you're not going to kill me it's like okay cool I'm going to find out all the stupid s*** there is and then publish it and then anyone involved at all that's been f****** with people in front of a security camera is going to be screwed and you're like oh well we got rid of the paper trail it's like okay yeah you flew in and out of San Francisco within between 2019 and todayand you rented a car and then and then you got rid of the paper trail over here except there's a gaping hole where there should be documentation and the guy was supposed to be in charge of that was your cousin's brother sister's friend or you know like at some point I'm going to figure out what it is and put the people involved in prison I just you've admitted to me that I'm not going to be murdered and then here's the secret of how this game works okay so this is the next game here's all the people involved how do you say you f*** someone overso let's be friends tell me all the things tell me all the things that I'm not supposed to know tell me all your secrets tell me all your all the people you don't like cuz I like everybody I don't mind I don't give a f*** I don't like being poisoned and f***** with for years so all of this is sitting outside the library with the f****** suicide nets and then figuring out the game of we're going to poison you in the shelter at night so it f**** up your throat and then stalk you with people smoking cigarettes because that's a good way to give someone thyroid cancerbut I asked for cigarettes when I wasn't supposed to for some reason you could always say no I'm not going to give you a f****** cigarette as opposed to like you know all the guys who smoked meth around me so I would get high on f****** meth or like people who would stalk me across the city smoking pot so I would be high all day no I I smoked half a dozen packs of cigarettes within the last 3 years f****** right so freedom freedom here is okay so freedom here is we're going to guess you with drugs in a homeless shelter so it f**** up your thyroid and then follow you around with cigarettes it's something to give you cancer that's what freedom is okay so say you don't like that right say you don't like being stalked by people who are attempting to have you murdered then what happens is is that you have every douchebag attempting to say oh okay well you see here's what we're going to do we're going to give you non-parametric information so then you have to respond to everythingof people giving you hints of how they're going to f*** you over right and so now since you're against freedom you have people attempting to see if they can f*** you over with like scaring you about how they're going to poison you later right so you'll have Kaiser Permanente assholes run by with advertisements for cars that say innovative stroke care never stops but they'll find where you are and then like go 10 miles over the speed limit accelerating past you so you see it and pay attention to it right because it's like a dog chasing a car like some funny stupid s***and then you'll have some a****** put try and poison you in a shelter so that you have a stroke but see that guy just sped past in his f****** bus and then the poisoning that was just a coincidence but see you're against freedom now because you don't want to have assholes give you cancer and so they're just going to tease you with how they're going to poison you later by showing how free they are and this is like it's like okay well I'm staring in an abandoned store and then across the street is another half dozen abandoned storesI mean whole foods still has all like the the whole foods signage up and all that s*** because they couldn't be assed to take it down when they leftand the reason they left is they had bathroom toilets that you would have to use a QR code and a f****** satellite from your phone to open in the basement of their store and they still couldn't prevent people from going in there and smoking crack and stealing s***the entire city is a plagridden s******* like the entire f****** place is a f****** nightmare I just want someone to like get me out of here and I don't have any friends or or family essentially cuz I've been abandoned here and everyone around here is just like oh wellI'm bored and I wanted to see if I can murder homeless people or teach my children how to like get homeless people who are who are sick and dying anyway even sicker they're all f****** awful they're just they're just like it's just sick a****** is what it is ive found another secret. this one is really fucking sick and twisted. youre supposed to "cyber stalk" people on instagram that will take pictures of where theyre going so they might get you out of the city after people go around and whisper shit in your ear after youve been poisoned repeatedly. And you may not have a choice as the shelter gangsters may just attempt to have you killed otherwise. Then its "karma" because if the wrong person follows the girl leaving breadcrumbs via instagram theyll be pepper sprayed when everyone wants to get out of the city because of plague. what a fucking clusterfuck. a mindfuck nightmare designed by sociopathic fuckups. no one just pulls people out of the city they want to torture and humiliate the person. what fucking pieces of shit. im not duplicitous enough to be able to pretend that i could respect anyone that pulled that shit on me even if i wanted to. im sitting in front of the library waiting to be rescued - either do it or dont but i cant respect anyone thats going to toy with me while im dying and i cant respect people that let that happen to them. i can pity them and i can empathize but i just cant respect it. the entire thing is a fucking disaster. whoever made this is a war criminal and if its an ai it needs to be dismantled. oh and youre supposed to "figure out" the needle in the haystack of how this is supposed to happen . some dickspit went into the library with a GED shirt - a wizard of earthsea and "G E D" for "high school" because you didnt "figure out" how you were being sickenedby asshole in this generations iteration of "lets have all the assholes fuck with each other" - i spent all my time in the library making shit and now im not going to trust a single goddamn person for any reason until i die. see thats the point. theres people who get killed doing drugs, theres people that are smart enough to make friends and escape and thrn you have a basy underclass of sick people that need to be rescued or killed based on the whims of the evil and monsterous - and then they dont make or have any friends so they dont trust anyone anymore. it helps if you put them in charge of something important so theyre always on display in some awful capacity as a "booby" prize so theyre further socially isolated or you just completely bury them in obscurity. either way they didnt "figure it out" fast enough so theyre too sick to be happy until the day they die and everyone either believes theyre lying about what happened or ranks them in how intelligent they are by how much shit they got away with. I want the whole thing dismantled. its like watching snake people go back their spawning grounds. i have zero trust in anyone until im rescued and cured if my illnesses or someone shoots me with a gun like someone that owns a pair of testicles rather than poisons me like a bitch. Oh and the schizophrenic ass-wipe most likely put asbestos in my bed because its like a "frosted flake" and im an "idiot" and serial killer from hackers that fucking movie again. but no lets not open asylums or put people in prison lets let i dont know how many people be sickened and die and have society collapse because accountability is hard. no no instead lets treat it as training ground for future career criminals and people we want to have blackmail on. what a fucking stellar plan. id also like to know how many people have been so exposed to asbestos that people gollowong them around and smoking can be used to attempt to coral and abuse them. That shit appears to be everywhere. what about famous celebrities? how many people on television have been outside in the last couple years - and i mean outside of a protective bubble itself? you poidon someone so they have a weakened immune system and you keep them in a bubble and thrn you remove or threaten to remove the bubble. Then watch how you can manipulate them to act irrationally. all you have to do is wander around the city and look at all the abandoned buildings. people arent working from home - they're too sick to leave and theyre dying and so no one can say anything or theyll be poisoned to death. filmed in front of a live studio audience means the television hosts are too sick to go outside - they may as well be living on the moon.