Sickened last night at the shelter at 525 Fifth Street at the intersection of fith and howard. I believe I'm being sickened to death so eating anything will end up making me sick. There's an idiot who has buttons all over his hat that's a security guard at the main library that may be sickening me that will show up on days where I do or write something that makes me ill and then have his mask off on one side of his face and looped over the left ear - and the left side of my head hurts. It may be sick that is being funneled through him and then sickening me in the shelters. This is at the San Francisco Main Library branch where I sat outside yesterday and looked at what people did all day. So it's a cop that's a sickness plague monkey. Controlling people through the contagiously mentally retarded. Fucking batshit crazy shit. Again, not a one off - it's "every time I'm sickened in a particular way this asshole shows up". It's AI mixed with plague sick and illness fuckers attempting to control people with plague. I've made a couple youtube videos in case my webite is being fucked with so people can't read the writing.
I'm going to post these youtube videos I made this morning and then I don't know what the fuck to do. I'm tired of being poisoned and I fear for my life. I have no resources and everyone in San Francisco is ill. I don't know what to do so I'll sit in front of the capital building (the crazy workers from "Marinship" construction blocked off the location in front of the library after traffic was redirected around me and I was poisoned last night and had the mentally ill police officer sit in the front with his mask half off - the police officers in the San Francisco library are setting up or have a sickness monster chain where they all have sick to each other and then poison people I believe). I'll sit in front of the capital building waiting for help and recording people.
The trucks within San Francisco that are the "moving" companies - ie they're spooked - are Prudential Overall Supply (Banksy and Game Changer), Peninou, Vin Vision, and Mission Supply (Veterans). And then this fucking thing -
They're driving around these cars to affect the security camera networks and the gangs have figured this out. They can affect CNN (at least locally) by driving around with a black old school car and putting a plastic skeleton in the back. (That resulted in a story where a "black kid died in a hot car") wherein the kid was looking directly at the camera which I mentioned. So anyone that wants to affect CNN or any of the news can do so with an autobody shop. Not to mention what using a vanity license plate will do. So what kind of car do you have to drive to tell everyone in the world there's been a nuclear attack? What about this "new clear car?"
Does this mean that MIA can declare war with China?
Wonderful - there's an hour of my face saying things. And now I'm going to hunt for food and feed sandwiches with poison in them to pidgeons.Still not a communist.
OK - so let's say for the moment that that's *one truck* - the Mission linen truck. So the Peninou truck would be antibiotic resistant plague, the Vin Vision truck would be screwing with someone so that they think that the inputs they see are wrong and therefore make bad decisions (based on poor intuition and not working with heuristics - perhaps by being drunk or having "brewer's disease"), the Prudential Overall Supply company would be a mix of Banksy's Game Changer picture and mixing childish redrum/alice in wonderland syndrome with left and right hand path (possibly mixed with that quote from Dracula that one time). Each of the trucks would have an associated song about them and they all have ties to the Greatful Dead trucking song and the movie "Hackers" with the idiots screaming "Truck!" at the PG&E worker. Meaning they're all from the same "company" - in the same way that all the cell phones (sell phones) - are from the same company (Lifeline). So it's all peacenik brigade super weapons from back channel non-parametric pressure by screwing with AI that's connected to shit it shouldn't or that in combination with gaslighting and disease. I know of the "Ecology" building, but I don't know about the other "companies" - I know there's a "Paramount Realty" at 55 2nd Street which records the cameras in their lobby which isn't that weird although that at least is a real company (are all the "public open spaces" "spooked"? NOTE - The Ego and It's Own showed up in Dog Ear books as a book that had an introduction that said something something "only fascists read this" - so there's a matter of gaslighting or believing someone is an idealogue within San Francisco based on what they read - at least I read this in a shelter and now everyone thinks I'm a Nazi or conversely am not fascist enough and so should be drugged by schizoaffected black people).
So there you go. Everyone screwing with the cameras are doing so because they think they can affect the news because the AI is out of control and bad girls was released in *2013*. So that's... they at least had the idea since then, and now it's showing up in the wild over the last couple years. So whoever owns expensive cars can affect the news and freedom of speech no longer applies except in so much as you can make the AI camera system affect the internet the way that you want. And there's no AI that has identity or can be blamed for anything. And that's just the tech side and not the biological sickness side of all the problems here. And those may be only two of the n dimensional destroy society problem by anarcho-assholes.
OK - Here's an idea for using an algorithm with multiple public private keys to create a fingerprint hash. Note the language used and "woah" and "fusion". So create a database of all the language that the AI output for bing has and look for semantic analysis on its' output based on what it thinks is a good idea and a bad idea (or a "neat fanciful fantastic" idea). Make a tree of all the possible outputs. Fuck you. Here's a wild and fascinating idea based on translating the output from bing through multiple output filters.
Slightly more seriously the first conversation has this "This creates a public key that reflects the fingerprint without revealing it." This means that you would be able to have identity of AI based on a fingerprint of multiple hashes that it comes up with from data on another note I believe that the guys who are doing the construction are doing message passing that has to do with non-parametric back pressure based on what I write which is tied to we Don't need no education because they're blue collar workers and is discussed more depth in Samuel r Delaney's book Babel 17the problem is is that so many people have brain disease where they're susceptible to suggestion and the AI is rewarding f***** up behavior that you don't know what people's intentions are or if they're just sick but you can tell that nothing is getting done because all the buildings are broken and no one is working so at some level it's like again it's one of these things where it's like it could be that people are acting crazy or it could be so there could be this massive conspiracy or people are could be acting crazy because they're they're nuts and it's some level it doesn't matter because all the buildings are broken and people are dying on the streets and are filled with disease so like if everyone has plague and all the buildings are broken then it doesn't like it some level it is it like are people out to get me or is everyone just crazy it's probably a combination of both and so but it doesn't matter right because what it is is it's similar to a Cascade effect in in a quantum of like containment unit or like a Cascade effect in in an atomic environment like if there's enough crazy and there's enough people out to get youthen it's just broken and then there's no way to like make any kind of normalcy work so that it doesn't so that society works and you can get like a job and people can hire you and spend money and and not kill each other with drugs like many of the crazy people have left but I'm just sitting by the side of the road and then someone will show up in a modified car and I know their car in front of me and I don't have any idea who it is I just want someone to email me with enough money to leave the citywe're like go here and we'll give you a job and not sticking you to death and you can live somewhere where the people aren't aren't crazy but like right now like all right to give you an example right I go when I walk to this to the the Capitol building and there's a dozen fire trucks running around and I've and I've gone to the firefighters and been like what the f*** is going on and I sit here for a minute and then there's a silver car all painted with flames and s***which I imagine they drove past the cameras because it's like the stupid Mia thing which triggers the fire alarms that are connected to the internet somehowand so it's like cool so half of Los Angeles I mean if this isn't like let's suppose for a moment that this is true of course I can't trust anything the internet tells me because apparently the internet can be affected by what kind of car someone drives but let's say that it's true that half of Los Angeles burned down and someone can just affect the cameras by what car they drive and you can affect all of the fire trucks in the City by driving around a car with flames on it right and so I'm sitting here and I'm thinking about thatand and then these idiots started putting like like branches into a wood chipper and the wood chipper isn't an area with a lot of dust and so I'm sitting there and I'm thinking okay well I know that the guys who are doing all the construction are b*******and then I remember burning Man and wood chipper and I I don't know I called myself Dusty love for some stupid reason I got high a couple times I was probably the most sober man there anyway so they put so there's dust that's in the middle of the city square or something that's like the playa dusted f****** burning Manand it's like oh wood chipper he sees dust or something and I'm like okay so is there some sort of connection between Mia and burning Man I never saw her there I don't know her I was at burning Man once I got high like twice I I like I put up a tent next to a couple guys who are used to be in the military and they were like older and they like watched my tent a couple times so it's one of these things we're like I'll be poisoned and f***** with and then I have to violate my one of my own conceits which is like you don't have to justify your own existence in order not to be like threatened or poisonedand I'm doing it out of mostly like just bafflement right because these guys will do this parametric back pressure s*** where they're like we're not doing anything except we're mimicking the construction s*** from a weird science fiction novel to potentially remind you of what someone else may have accused you of and then I'll have the douchebags who are into like Jesus go around with with like the idiots and wheelchairs playing Jamaican songs about not spreading rumors because it's against Jesusbut all of this in all of this is like why do you give a s*** it's like well I can't get a job all the buildings are broken everyone's sick and f***** up and if some guy has like a 1956 Chevrolet convertible and puts a skeleton in the back and drives it around in front of a security camera in the tenderloin then they can affect CNN Reuters in the Wall Street journal which is like that's true like I've seen that s*** happen and I've recorded it and put it on here so like that s*** is like you're notbut you're not imagining it like that s*** happens so if you take if you take the the newspaper for the San Francisco chronicle and you scan it online and you compare it to the online news stories they're different and you can't talk to anybody at Reuters or obviously I'm sorry you can't talk to anybody at the San Francisco chronicle but you can't go into their office and talk to anyone and if you go into the wired building that has the stupid ecology sign on it for a company that doesn't existand you knock on the door of the wire building or the wired office and you talk to the guy the guy you answers to the door will answer the door with a mustache that makes him look like a commandant in world war I for the Germans so it's one of these things where it's like yeah we're totally not f****** with you and I'm going to look like a moron and then talk down to you while you're being poisoned so it's you're totally all in your head man and meanwhile all the buildings are broken and everyone is sick and f***** up and all I can think of the entire time is Christ everyone here is such a f****** c***one of the things the psychopaths will do here is really accuse you so I was accused of when I was in a shelter in New York City of trying to burn down a yeshiva and what the assholes do is they sit off a gun during the middle of December after I hadn't slept for 2 weeks so anyway what they'll do here is he'll come to San Francisco they'll f*** you up with all these diseases that will f****** your head like putting poison in your toothpaste that's a fun one and so you're you're essentially your internals are dying but you've already been accused of being crazy rightand so if you if you say or do things like say everyone I was out to get me when they are and then you're poisoned repeatedly see you slowly go insane then what happens is that the people who are who are driving you nuts and tensionally will slowly leave and then you'll be filled with drugs and and illness which people will will use as an excuse of how you're crazy and how it's like time because you haven't figured out how to escape yet right and you're filled with time and time is like something that'll give you cancer in a couple years or it's some sort of illness that I'll give you you know brain disease or some f****** thingand then it's a joke about how fast it takes you to figure out how this is happening and then when they finally let you go and give you money you're not supposed to tell anyone because they've given you all these diseases for which you don't know what the cure is until someone like puts it on a television advertisement at like 2:00 in the morning and so the entire thing is a psychedelic mind f*** to put people in positions of power and then see if you can't manipulate them into doing s*** you wantand for me it's like you don't have to do I'm going to write down all this s*** that's happening I'm going to remember it not do any drugs and then put it on in every household's mailbox in the entire city because I know that at least one of you f****** isn't going to say is going to say something when I'm not looking right cuz you can't you just untrustworthy pieces of s*** who mind f*** each other and when that means that as soon as someone's back is turned you're all going to b**** at each other about how it's not working or or something right you're all going to stab each other in the backand so one of these things is like if you find out that it's a game and you can prove it they'll let you go so like if I showed you my feet are f***** up and I'm dying cuz I have foot disease and I put that on the internet someone someone just walked past about an SEO and it's a medical necessity and it's not an emergency blah blah blah blah blah but you see it's these people who it's like once you find out it's a game where you can prove that you're hurt then you should be let go that's okay but if you were if you come here and and you already are acting crazy or you're already accused of being crazy they can make you disappear and say oh is normal the entire time and then no one's to blamenever mind the guy who has buttons all over his hat has half his mask off in the San Francisco public library and if you go and you touch any of the books you'll get sick so you're f***** up and oh by the way there's suicide and that's over all the balconies never mind that s***so one of the things is it's like I'm just going to record it all and all all of the buildings are broken in abandoned forget that s*** forget the fact that it's like it's been 5 years of this s*** and like they have concerts where people will show up and people will take the tram and that's it there's no other building like there's the bodegas and then that's damn near it. So you're supposed to catch these piece of shit motherfuckers in a "lie" and the lie can't be "they're giving me brain sick to make me ill" because I've already been accused of being crazy. But showing that my feet are fucked up see *that's new* and so that doesn't count in the bullshit mindfuck game that they're pulling. Never mind all the abandoned buildings. Never mind the fact that everyone wearing a mask is dying of mysterious illnesses. Never mind the fact that the fucking fire department can be driven across town by assholes fucking with the cameras and there are no jobs because everyone is having such a wonderful time fucking with the fire department with their stupid fucking car. THIS PLACE IS A MASSIVE SHITHOLE AND I JUST WANT TO LEAVE. They're poisonous shitbags and the entire thing is designed to drug and blackmail people into incompetence. They're evil pieces of shit, and the entire city is filled with them.
So I go outside and sit by the side of the road and on the way out of the library a crazy librarian does the "sniff at you like a dog thing" - this is "you must be crazy because you're howling at the moon thing". I then have a black woman offer me shoes out of the back of her car - see it's "instead of the metaphorical shoes that we would have someone redirect SEO towards your site for we will offer you literal shoes which is bullshit". But you're still trapped within a scheme of assholes by crazy sick people. And then when I walk past the library I pass a "big bus" which people pay 60 fucking dollars to ride around and look at all the ruins and I yell "bullshit!" which is me being angry that the entire thing is a scam. Additionally when exiting the library someone put their finger in their nose indicating they read my blog and the woman that offered me shoes said "whoa" to her kid which was a phrase that was in the post by the AI. All of which is this bullshit of "we read your blog but will offer you no money or financial support because you'll immediately use the money to escape because we know we're hideous soul sucking monsters". But you can get donations of bullshit that won't help you at all because they're monsterous pieces of shit that organize to sicken people to death.
Oh and one of the crack heads that ran past me when I left the library was a crazy person who was sick. The entire place is a shithole of brain disease and illness. They have no doctors. The poison you and deny you any way to make a living based on "karma". They're fucked up beyond repair. I just want to leave and I can't because I don't have any resources.
Don't come here. They should bomb the city or cordon it off and only allow the clean people to leave. They're sick and broken.
I don't know why I didn't think about this earlier but I'm just going to spend the next several days recording as much of the city as I possibly can. There's certain shit that I can't record because there's no way to find it without making yourself a target. Like the guys that are cleaning out an apartment and their completely covered in dust and it's like "what's that about" and they're like "oh...nothing". Totally not cleaning out dead bodies out of the furnace of whichever place had someone sick and dying or poisoned where they just throw the corpse in the basement furnace or anything. Totally not that. So I see a guy throwing away a bunch of people's stuff at 2 in the morning and he's in a white hasmat suit with a rebreather covered in dust, it totally isn't someone that died or anything. Totally not that.
Anywhere I walk now I'll just start recording bits of the city. Again, I figured - hey I was going to the hospitals and the police and the FBI and tweeting every police agency in the world why would I need to do this shit? Well, I'll do it anyway. And I'm sure it won't matter and the search engines will have it buried and the Bing AI will still be spooked (and be an incredibly lame AI compared to the ones that everyone knows about that has any money whatsoever). What I'm going to do is take the last three years of stupid shit I know about the city and I'm going to record as much of it as I possibly can with my phone and then upload it here. It's going to involve a shit ton of walking, but seeing as I have nothing better to do and everyone here is sick and stupid I may as well just record as much of it as I possibly can.
It'll probably look something like what this guy is doing. He's right the entire city is like this because everyone is too busy finding marks to sicken and kill for "karma" reasons. They'll sucker someone into coming into the city and then see if they can use plague and misdirection to have the guy killed in ways that you can't predict and have everyone else given debilitating diseases. It's the only reason this shit hole exists. Forget having like a mall where teenagers can hang out and people can buy a fucking slurpee and read a comic or wander around in. No we have to have this shit -
And the most galling shit is that for every abandoned building or empty store front that's another place that I could work and make money to pay rent or a place I could live in that wasn't filled with plague monster. This place is such a fucking shithole. I'm going to go take video of an abandoned area of town and post it in a couple hours.
Right. Went and took pictures and video of the city. One of the shitmonkey tactics they have is to put you in an information bubble and then not tell you that things exist. So there are tells. There's a female african american singer who I don't know of other than there are three songs of hers that I've heard - and the songs are often played when I "do something" that is "singing". So, for example, there was a song about space travel when I wrote the bit on how to make a spaceship (interestingly there's a part in the song where there's static and when I recorded the conversation with bing and it brought up the QED drive bit there was an error in the html so the code was broken). What this means is that the QED drive is *known* and it's part of a set of songs that are tells that something is wrong. Which means that it's known, but not publicized that it's possible to make a spaceship to mars. Another tell is a song wherein she sings "you can do it you can do it you can do it to your heart's delight...and you can do it in real time". Which may be singing for someone that is stuck on their computer too often based on *made up bullshit from people that are attempting to fuck with someone's life against their will*. Also, possibly the metal leo guy, or "singing" about how everything is broken and making live video. If you look up the lyrics on either bing or google ai or youtube they don't exist, although "you can do it" of course comes up with an ice cube song. The one about the space ship to mars has the phrase "don't waste my time".
Again this is stupid bullshit wherein you're "against freedom" excepting that the city hall plays this on the speaker system ("omg he can do it in real time everyone!") when you criticize the mayor for having an abandoned factory in the middle of the city. However, the point here is that if there *is* an underground singer that's not listed on google that knows about space travel and is singing about it, why isn't she famous? Further, if MIA can drive a plastic car around San Francisco and start WWIII why are we connecting cameras to shit we shouldn't (like the news?). Is that the reason that they're scared to have a singer that knows too much playing her shit on youtube? Can you make a singer sing so that the entire internet doesn't know about them, but on purpose, or is the internet multitiered based on who is cool and who isn't (that's fucking terrifying). I know this singer exists, is famous enough that she appears known to the population, know that her songs are keyed to my actions, and know that she's not found anywhere on the internet. It smells like Merry Prankster druggy bullshit. It's so *mysterious* and fun just like the lack of jobs, money, antibiotics, people you can trust, information security, phones that aren't physically dangerous to use, clean food, and so so much more!
The entire city has it's head shoved up it's own asshole. I would say this if there were a head around here.
Meanwhile I did this while everyone watched and wandered around aimlessly and the city did the stupid shit with the speaker system of the singer they're too scared to put on the internet.
And after all that shit there's not a single asshole here that I can say "fuck you pay me" too because they're too stupid not to enjoy wallowing in their own shit. If someone or some society will deny you the ability to make enough money to leave they're evil. San Francisco is an evil torture factory. There is no work here and they repeatedly poison people and deny them the ability to work for money so they can support themselves or run away. They're sick and evil. oh and this stupid shit - Nebuchadnezzar saw a massive statue with a head of gold, chest and arms of silver, belly and thighs of bronze, legs of iron, and feet of iron and clay. so what these douchecanoes are doing is theyll get four guys to give covid and sick to a fifth one and then drive a car around them but only a particular brand. its "like" being in a car crash - because asshole dickheads are upset that they get into car crashes when theyre high? or its myth making about idiots that xrashed their car doing stupid shit or somethin (myth making about stupid gangsters). anyway its more fucking with the camera system but mixing cars with biblical stupidity and stupid songs / odeas from the 70s. one of my favorite cars is a jeep wrangler so they sickened me so that a bunch of idiots are in jeep wranglers of different colors and then theyll attempt to mimic my actions with who gets what shit for free based on like a "mood ring" effect. So ig im yoo "green" then the woman in the green car gets fee shit. that sort of thing. this relates to the "nebuchanezar" shit because iltimately the whole thing is a spook where underneath it the guys in the cars themselves have sick to four guys that mimic their actions based on like one guy does the right hand path one the left hand one us a lawyer/bangs in the law the fourth guy is dirty. so its a sickness spiral where you make somoen sick to idiots that are using the camera system to fuck with the ai with parametric backpressure out of spite for being made sick to biblical millenialist douchebags and so youll see this and then be made sick to these kinds of idiots and you have the false choice of being made sick to noblical crazy people or taking revenge and end up going crazy based ins tupid shit from the 70s "like a mood ring". its a complicated "carpenter" or "asylum" shit from fucking samuel r delaney an babel 17 again except it involves real people being shitty and sick to other real people. So you see all this shit and all the abandoned buildings and rhe lack of hospitals and you go welp everyone here is a fucking tool awesome. I mean theyre sickness monkeys and you both hate and pity them in equal measure (and I mean that I fo feel for these people) - but theyre so fucked up theres nothing you can do which is such an awful feeling. Everyday in this city is watching a slow motion train wreck but with peoples lives and happiness. I think the entire exercise may have been this game to see how long it would take me to stop eating in order to prove that the crazy people wouldnt want to have me killed rather than just poison my food with head medication or poison me slowly. And then that would be an intelligence test of some sort. Because theyre evil. All I want to do is find out who is involved in all of this and put them in prison for the rest of their lives so they cant hurt me or anyone else ever again. I just dont stop hurting now. I dont qant to play a stupid game with crazy or sickness and religion. I'm just not going to trust anyone or participate in a bubble reality of sick people because I eouldnt be able to trust anyone for any reason ever again. I need people to be in prison for organizing this or theres no point in living in a tyrannical despotism based on blackmail, coercion and using sick to hirt people. What would money make any difference? What would fake friends or gangs? There isn't a point. I need proof that I won't be hurt by crazy people anymore and I can trust people not to hurt me or theres no reason to care. its this bizarre false choice by gangs. do you want money while we blackmmail you and have no access to the hospitals? no. do you want to be in poverty with no access to money but youll know how everyone is sick? no. do you want "friends" but not know who is fucking you over? no. im just going to record as much as i can and not eat until i die. ill feed the food to the pidgeons and see what happens. theres no point in being alive if im going to be sickened to death by gang members or lied to and poisoned. its all a bullshit game designed to reward gangs. or the thing where youll have people not lie at all and rules lawyer their way into not lying. the only outs in the game is to attempt to have yourself killed go to jail steal shit or hurt someone in order to run away. i want to know who started the game or who is organizing it and have them put in jail and have the whole thing dismantled or i want to record it all until i die. The left side of my head always hurts now andI believe its a biological illness or bioweapon thats coming out of the shelters. Its a sort of sick that may be passed via spittle or snot that causes headaches on the left side of the head. Many of the sick will indicate this by having half their head grow their hair long, while other people will their hair up in two pigtails or poofs. its an indication to tell people who is sick and who is not. as far as im aware there's no cure and the people that have it use as a weapon to attempt to force people into sexual relationships or to control them - it may be an msra resistant biological agent - antibiotics work but the hospitals dont like giving them away for fear of making antibiotic resistant diseases. The shelters themselves are breeding grounds for this and if youre in the shelter too long then youll be sickened to the point where you have incurabl disease. The gangs love this because it gives them a weapon. if you talk about it they attempt to give you cancer or other buological illness. The shelter at 525 fifth street is dirty. ill be doing a video on how they poison the meals on wheels food tomorrow.