And...today I'm just going to be mixing youtube videos with content. I could be working on something important, but everyone just wants me to document how shit this place is. I don't know why. No idea. They just want me to work on this rather than working on a quantum electrodynamic containment field for a spaceship. I mean I *would* be doing that were I not starving to death and being poisoned in a homeless shelter. So instead I have to put as many people as I possible can in prison. Such is life I suppose.
We're not doing the last James' Bond movie because "whiskey" is my taking youtube videos of everything. If you thought that was what this is going to be about. I am going to complain about as much as I possibly can until I unravel this. And you're like why the last James Bond movie? I don't know. Why is my food poisoned, I take pictures of everything and then people go around in overalls. Is the "Penninou" truck supposed to be about Lincoln knowing he would be assassinated? What tie does the fourth chapter in Ivanhoe have to do with the Kennedy assassination and the Vinvision truck? Or the statue of dionysus in the chicago art museum? Probably nothing. On the other hand, if my head didn't hurt and I wasn't being stalked by crazy asshole as I'm repeatedly stalked in a homeless shelter I would probably not give a shit about any of this. It's more fucking with someone that you want to poison into stupidity so you can ipso facto post hoc say "oh he must have been crazy from the beginning." So I'm going to take video and pictures of everyone and everything in San Francisco until I stop hurting.
Again - the point here is to poison someone and misdirect them repeatedly and then have everything they do or say used against them to "prove" they're crazy, no matter what. And then you hammer on them until they say something that they're supposed to care about. I, at one time, *GASP SHOCK HORROR* left the theatre earlier during a James' Bond movie in Bloomington Indiana because I WAS BORED. So there, you got me. And you know what - there was an asshole that followed me into the theatre and sat behind me and did the whole dumbfuck grunting at me thing so I felt uncomfortable. Which is weirder and creepier - this was in 2020 in Bloomington Indiana where I apparently had a creepy schizoclown follow me into the movie theatre that was near apartment at 3001 Grace street. Some asshole also gave me a Citicard credit card (as in I applied for and was issued it) that had the number 007 on the back and for which if I went over the limit there would be no withdrawl charge. Which was annoying and I had to argue them down about which wasted my time and was a colossal pain in the ass. Why do I have to put up with this amount of crazy shit? At one time my father convinced me to not change my birthdate from 1984 to 1986 when I went to get my driver's license because he narrowly avoided the draft for Viet Nam and didn't want me murdered by my country. I thought this was a good idea. Does this make me James Fucking Bond? Yes. It totally does. I have a license to go around and take pictures of you dickheads not knowing how to sell property in the most expensive real estate market in the world. I'm totally the coolest secret agent on the planet. Now it bothers me that I'm being stalked by crazy asshole after my food is poisoned again. So I'm going to go around the city and take video of every abandoned building and every dumbfuck stupid shit I can find and post it on here. This place is a fucking shithole.
Here is the qntm post about this guy. The guy is just being fucked with and his head is fucked up because assholes that hate AI are poisoning the researchers. That's awesome. Nah it's cool. Don't use an AI to cure cancer, whatevs.
Here's the fucking pubmed article because NO I DON'T WANT TO DRINK WITH ASSHOLES LOOK HOW FUNNY IT IS HE'S DRUNK AT THE PUB about nose picking leading to alzheimers disease. You know the best part about AI is that it makes committing crimes and then getting away with it after the fact so much harder. So then you start asking questions. Digging deeper and looking here. And then you come to this - His mother, Kathleen Zannino Mangione, played a significant role in his mental health journey, but there is no mention of her having a medical illness. So you have the AI saying "journey" - which is a type of "shoo" for people that write in "journies" - journalists/journals. All of which is funny word play that would amuse someone that has Alzheimers. Note that "Quest Diagnostics" - produced PCR & Antigen LDTs - Operated under HHS guidance exempting FDA review.
Which means that it's contagious illness except with alzheimers disease. Which means that Luigi Mangione most likely was given a disease and set up to take the fall for killing someone after assholes drove him insane. They made a human weapon. And who is "they"? Some intrastate group of assholes ("Spectre" - yes, I see the reference) which are nebulous and hard to track because they use non-parametric means to kill people. Schizophrenics with an agenda essentially. Meaning that there was a group of people that wanted the United Health guy killed, which was probably aa bunch of poor people who were sick and denied healthcare from the hospitals. So look in San Francisco and Philedelphia ghettos. Look for millinarianist absolutists that "can't lie" and "can't kill people" (but they can drive people insane so the people they drive insane kill people - wonderful). So it's Jesus freak "except it's hell" crazy people with sick.
And absolutely none of this is provable (of course!) it's just designed in such a way where it's compelling, but you don't have anything to work on. And if you start attempting to use parametric back pressure you'll get crazy people to make you sick. I mean hell - the Amazon logo is just a sign that's pointing to the right. "Let us save you the trip". Yeah... the entire society is based on fucking people over. And if you mention any of this you get the schizos all excited. So anyone that shoved a quest diagnostics stick up their nose or just the asshole at Sutter Health Van Ness with the red hair and the stupid mustache managed to sicken me because San Francisco is overrun by plague monster. And what am I supposed to do with a head filled with tau protein and people giving me lung disease in the shelter which may lead to lung cancer? No it's cool - don't come to San Francisco looking for a job working at Starbucks and ask your sister if you can sleep in her backyard so you can save money to afford an apartment. Anything but that. Let's poison and murder people that want to work in the homeless shelters while we live in a city filled with ruins. Holy fucking shit is this place a fucking disaster.
You'll have crazy stalkers surround someone with people that don't talk and then over time you poison the person so they develop lung cancer and have alzheimers. So now you get to find all the people that have alzheimers or dementia within the homeles shelter system and find out what happened to them because it was done intentionally by crazy people. Now you get to take that and start looking for all the people that developed weird diseases within San Francisco and which fucked up lab gave it to them. Quest diagnostics is dirty and probably it was done after I gave a stool sample to open hands (a homeless clinic) where they have doctors for the poor. So now you get to dig through the homeless clinics for doctors and see what the pipeline is between a dirty doctor at open hands and quest diagnostics.
Part of this crazy bullshit has to do with people that are sickening each other at the farmers market outside the library and using food as a proxy for what stores to open without using money but sick. So now I'm going to go record that and post it online. What a fucking shithole. Holy fuck.
More video. I went to St. Anthony's where they're serving a delicious meal of chicken and apricots and potatoes and all sorts of shit. As soon as you stop eating they start making the food wonderful again until they can yo yo you into eating so they can sicken you to death. So all that shit is going to the pidgeons - so that's the church pissing away food on someone that they won't help get a job or get out of poverty. Fucking disgusting. That could be used to help people rather than entrap people. Right. And it makes *me* look like a dick. Meanwhile the chinese old ladies are taking it away and saving it to test to see if it's poisonous.
So I get to give this food to the pidgeons and then wash out my bag so it doesn't smell like BBQ sauce. Great. And the guys in the shelter have been making fun of me for my bag "smelling like piss" because they knew in advance how this game is supposed to play out and that the church would poison me. Everything here is a fucking game based on hurting people and it's kept a secret. Every fucking thing in the entire city. All because they want to fuck someone into not having a job until they can't work anymore. Evil pieces of shit.
Oh - and along with having dementia based on something that's going to kill me in three months (which my parents and family knew about and didn't give a shit) I'm supposed to fight with an AI which is probably fucking with me every time I attempt to make programming do what I want where half the time it will just up and lie to me.
Some rich asshole had dementia and wanted it cured no matter how many people's lives he destroyed and so he screwed everyone over to get the AI to prioritize dementia research. I'm more or less fucked unless someone pays me money I can use it to buy food and otherwise I'm going to starve to death. And on top of that I need a miracle not to die of cancer and dementia and whatever the fuck the mysterious hand and foot disease is and no matter what the fuck else. I'd rather die of starvation than be repeatedly poisoned by dickface pretending to be a priest. Or all the bastards in the shelter that didn't say anything while they watched me be poisoned. You know what I would do if I saw people be poisoned - "HEY ASSHOLES DON'T EAT THAT IT'S POISONOUS!" And not a single piece of shit in the entire city is capable of doing that. Holy fuck is that fucking sad. People around me are acting all down because they're upset they don't have anyone that wants to die with them. I swear that this is a thing.
So this is bullshit - another "we got you" hahahahaha. They're piping the neocities site through an AI unless if this obviously should work in html shit just doesn't. Which is a "joke" while I have something that gives me dementia. So the internet is fucking broken with sick AI which is depressing as hell. But see if I copy the youtube video into an AI and it spits out an iframe that's slightly different it will automagically work. It's fucking bullshit and neocities has been bought out and is piping their output through some sort of fuck with the user scheme so the html isn't html. It's a "can you code? if not we're going to poison and fuck with you! hahahahahah". They're evil pieces of shit. Everyone here needs to be checked with guys in hazmat suits and then they need to start seeing who is sick and kill people and who is safe to leave. It's zombie apocalypse type shit.
So the plague monster sitting next to me did the grunting shit while I was typing all of this and then he did the kissing noise shit that fucks with your hearing. There's a moron in the shelter that has a shirt that has the phrase "audiotistic" on a hoody that's 900 pounds and has fucked up hands. So it's some sort of plague disease that has to do with the band "KISS" and I believe is a kind of fast acting dementia based on the research I cited above. Which is like neat this guy has a bio weapon in a fucking homeless shelter and then will have his douchebag sick friends follow you to the library and fuck with you while you've been sickened by living asshole. Hands should not look like this.

So the share links for social media on youtube are improperly formatted - but notice that I complained about an internet thing and then this guy starts grunting and doing the kissing shit while people are laughing in the background. So it's "do it right or we'll fuck with you because you're a 'sucker' and we 'got' you" based on plague. So there's a social engineering component to this where you fuck with someone to give them alzheimers and then you fuck with their ability to work on difficult problems at the same time (difficult being relative because the 'difficult' problem is at this point cutting and pasting a fucking youtube link). It's another one of these "depending on how long it takes you to find the plague the more fucked up you'll be while we 'test' you". There isn't a solution to this other than to record everything and burn it to the fucking ground. This is sick and twisted. These people need psychiatrists and cures for these diseases not gang members and douchecanoes that will use it as a weapon.
It burns when I piss and I'm starting to die. I was already sick so I'll last a couple more days before I end up in the hospital or dead and I don't trust the hospitals anymore. It's a fucked up evil game by evil people that want to get away with shit and then cover their tracks. And I'm not "making friends" or "joining a 'company' of asshole" in order to escape. My friends and family lied to and gave up on me and I have no reason to trust anyone else.
So I threw the food at the shelter to the pidgeons at the park and the shelter is back to doing this stupid shit where the guards will say "how are you" and then if I ignore them they'll act stupid (he'll take the stairs at the shelter two at a time and one of the shelter dipshits will say "hey"). This is a form of social engineering pathological sick in which the answer to "how are you" will depend on how you're poisoned or not. A homeless crazy person put an empty bottle of "miller high life" (hi life) on the way back to the shelter. So it's a bubble of sick wherein every alcoholic beverage is based on signalling about how you're going to be poisoned or made ill because it's sickness monkeys that use social engineering and poisoning. Or you're "scared of garbage" or "against freedom". Same shit. The answer to this is "there are people in the shelter system that are pathologically ill and poisoning each other and it doesn't fucking matter what they say or what garbage they leave lying around". So you just record all of it and then have the guys in hazmat suits come in and find out what's happening because you have no fucking idea. A guy in a tshirt for "Mlabs" went by licking his lips and a google search showed this - Mlabs. So it's a Michigan based pathology lab. Excepting his shirt was in black with white text so for all I know someone raided all the sick from there and is spreading around the city.
But it's "I'm going to not trust you to feed me" and you're going to do the "we're going to use language to fuck with you" from the homeless and the guards. No. Fuck you. Kill me or don't you rancid shitheels.
So sick schizophrenics are fucking with me to this stupid video. If we fuck with this guy's reality repeatedly and poison him will he TURN TO JESUS. Kill me or don't you pieces of shit, I'm not playing word games or having your fucking kids kill me. To "prove" that I'm not an AI I may take a picture of my ass or balls and put it on here. Everyone around me wants to have me killed and either do it or don't. 525 Fifth Street is a plague and gang zone. The fucking with someone so they turn to religion or morality is crazy bullshit you're having sick kids do to fuck with me until I have cancer. It's fucking insane and the entire city is filled with plague.
And here's a picture of my dick. Why? Because AI has terms and conditions about uploading pornography. Because crazy jesus freak types might not upload a dick pic even if the world was ending. I'm dying of starvation and being gassed with poison in a homeless shelter in a plague city. Is this the thing I have to do to prove who I am?

Also the current fox local news is spooked because it's pixeling like the black ladies song that they play on the radio in the park that's about space travel and "don't waste my time"/the Bing Ai chat I had about spaceships that had the broken html/the guy who died who was an astronaut on apollo 13. It has "errors" which is a thing that freaked out people according to "rumor" as of 2019 in NYC with a bunch of crazy people I lived with in an airbnb (who were so weirded out about errors that they hated records with scratches in them). I DON'T CARE. I want food that isn't going to poison me or be gassed with drugs in a shelter. If you don't want to go to mars so badly that you're willing to kill all the researchers and you hate AI so much that you're going to poison the Geoff guy so he goes crazy then count me fucking out. Bang two rocks together for all I fucking care. Fuck going to mars right? Rolling around in sick is so much more fun! It's what Jesus would have wanted! Here's me not trusting you to feed the homeless -
I NEED TO BE PULLED OUT OF THE SHELTERS. Either that or I'm going to die. They're just holding me for ransom and then taking the ransom and giving it to the gang members and then having me poisoned. If not I'm going to die. They're sick and fucked up and they're the reason that all the buildings are abandoned. How many pictures and videos of abandoned buildings can I post before someone will realize that the entire city is a murder factory. They indicate which people have thyroid disease by how they wear headphones (it's "like a loop around the neck") and then see if they can poison the person and get money out of it. And then that's "freedom". So this dickhead poisoned me in my sleep and then gets free food for his trouble. They're murderous pieces of shit. It's "funny" because I don't have a "lock on my 'draw'-er" and this guy "draws". It's schizophrenic bullshit using language to have someone act stupid or you have them murdered. You need police officers (multiple of them) through all of the shelters or they're just going to murder everyone they possibly can. It's a pogrom and I have no idea for what purpose. If you only have a bachelors degree? If you aren't crazy? If you're family doesn't like you enough or you aren't part of a religion? They're insane.
Here's a picture of what I look like. Tomorrow I'm going to be showing a picture of myself holding up a newspaper with the current date and time from the library (multiple of them and ones that are hard to find on the internet - or the San Francisco Chronicle that has a different cover. Now you know that that isn't a picture of my dick they took from a corpse. Fucking wonderful. The social media on my batshit crazy phone started talking about "parks" because I "proved" I wasn't dead. I swear the AI on the thing wants to have me killed.

Again - my phone "mysteriously" stopped working when I attempted to upload a picture of myself and then I had to log on to the IP network that has the password "welcometomsc". It's mind control crazy bullshit. Then dropbox duplicated the image uploaded of the picture of me twice until I deleted it. It's fucking insane. It's sick. There's an AI network or some fucking thing that is attempting to have me murdered while I'm repeatedly gassed with drugs. I don't even know how many systems this shit has infected. Does it come out of palantir? The fuck is this shit? This is a hit taken out on a private citizen in the US. See because the schizoaffective crazy horseshit is "look you've taken a picture and now you're are in MSC South" or we'll do the crazy bullshit where we have your bugged fucked up phone given to you by gang members turned off at random and then you have to log into the IP address after the gang member security guard does the whole "how are you" shit. They're all fucking sick in the head. It's a plague zone.
Another plague monkey joke by crazy people. They'll fuck up your hands and then they'll have some dipshit sniff and grunt at you until you put your fingers in front of your face and then sniff at you. To see if you do it - this coming from the grunter in the baseball hat next to me - they wear hats all the time too. It's fucked up but it's a tell for crazy person - even indoors. And there's graffiti on the street that says "my pussy smells like fingers". And then this guy gets a payoff if you sniff your fingers. They're just fucking around with brainsick and plague. I'm either going to starve myself to death or someone is going to care about me enough to help me leave. Otherwise I'm just going to be killed slowly anyway.
If someone wants money then they'll squeek their shoes "like a mouse that's squeeking" because it's like MICE (the CIA thing). And the brain disease will make the sound painful. "He doesn't want friends, he wants money!" "He doesn't want to hang out he believes that you shouldn't kill people on principle!" That crazy bullshit. They're insane murderous tools. They have their children do that shit running into the library and then teach their children to give the homeless brain disease and abuse them. They're fucking psychotic. I want to leave and go somewhere with as few people as possible where I can cook my own food that I get out of cans so fucking badly. They can't feed clothe or shelter people because they're murderous psychopaths. How can you not even manage to have that happen in a city where the weather is 70 degrees 10 months out of the year in one of the richest countries in the world in one of the wealthiest states? How is that even fucking possible?
It's like high school because if you're not popular enough THEY'LL ATTEMPT TO HAVE YOU MURDERED. Fucking Christ are they awful. The guards and the hispanics indicated that someone stole ramen soup that someone was supposed to have snuck in my drawer. I WILL PUBLICLY WRITING DOWN EVERY SINGLE THING THAT GOES IN MY BODY. I'm being blackmailed and murdered. They're psychotic. another f***** up game they'll do is they'll put like pubic hair in your in your toothbrush and like in your thingsand then it's funny because you're a drag see it's a joke based on like taking pubic hair of people who are sick and then if they put a pubic hair in your things they'll gas you with drugs put a pubic hair in your things because you have the hair of the dog which is a joke about alcohol and then they'll get free food so they'll they'll like have someone drink a bunch of alcohol put a hair in some of the things like I have a super bowl right that had a pubic hair in it which I don't know where it came from but it's just like a pubic hair right and then and then they'llthe gass you while you sleep so likeand I don't even know where the pubic hair came from it could have come from like a child or some f****** thing I have no idea so so like there's psychotic like there's nothing there's nothing you can do because like if I sleep on the street I'm going to die from all the people who have illness that are like dying and like their ear like their eyes are falling out and they're like skin is melting in their backs are broken or I can stay here and get lung cancer or I could or I could not eat and end up in a hospital and have a a tube shoved down my throat like it's it is just a murder factory there's nothing else here and everyone is psychotic so I have no idea what the f*** to do because like someone's like oh well you should you know get rid of your soup you can't have trash here in your in your drawer and I had some guy do the stupid thing where they put an empty bottle of alcohol on the side of the road the guard said oh how are you oh right on you're not going to talk to me because the how are you is always end up being like a psychological test like are you good are you okay are you fine are you right right and then take the gas you with when you sleep and they put a pubic hair in your soup bowl and then they'll mimic dragging a chair across theacross the room and it's like it's not like and they're doing this based on what I write so it's like they're not doing this based on what they can do they they're just it's a mimic show cuz they won't talk to me cuz I don't want to talk to people who f****** poison me and I'm not I'm just not like if I don't have access to food I'm being poisoned by s*** heels I'm not talking to anyone I'm writing and recording everything I can and putting it on the internet that's all there is there's nothing there's no other there's no other solution and I'm not going to steal my way out of the city I I figure I'm going to die and the only thing the most productive thing I can do seeing that all of the s*** that I'm doing is like it's like I can work on astrophysics but it doesn't matter because then I'll have like people f*** with me by turning the internet on and off and doing stupid s*** like it doesn't f****** matter so the only thing the only thing that I can do it all is record every single person with at all in any way and then record the street as much as I can and all the people on itlike I have lung cancer and possible Alzheimer's and I don't even know what the f*** else so the only thing you can do is like take all the food throw it in front of the pigeons and then record every person here and then put it on the internet and then like email everyone you can and be like here is here's the sick in the city and then you're going to have KKR and all the other all the other like it's a mind f*** game there's no way to win the only thing you can do is record all the sick people and say that I'm going to be killedand these people should be should be in jail like I can't get a job I'm being sickened my family is abandoned me my friends of abandoned me the only thing I was just gassed and poison in the shelter f****** again so the only thing you can do at all is record every single person around you and be like these people should be in jail they're sick there's no way to make money there's no way to eat food that isn't sickened I mean I just I woke up hurting physically and I had someone into it to me like I had someone after I threw the food from St Anthony's to the pigeons I had someone say well you know chicken could have salmonella in itlike did it because I have been poisoned in every every food pantry in the entire f****** City multiple times including here at this f****** hell hole so I just don't like you know I had my ramen poison this week from a bodega across the street from the f****** police station there's psychotic a****** there is nothing you can do and the peanut butter is poisonous they poison the f****** peanut butter if you eat down in the bottom of it you'll get sick like the only thing you can do is have enough money to have canned food and then run away like how do you f****** poison peanut butter how can you be that stupid how can you poison the food supply f****** ignorantso the joke about the German sausage in the Frankfurt is like it's like Frankfurt all over again from the guys after I'm feeding the pigeons it's like the only email address that I have or one of the few is to German intelligence in French intelligence doesn't have an email address it just has a face of a guy smiling at you so all of like one of the one of the jokes is that if you call the cops and then the cops tell you to go f*** yourself and then you go to the hospitals in the hospital to say I don't care or or the doctors are f****** with you you're going to end up going to the to the intelligence agencies eventually and then there's a joke about how you kill everyone that's involved in the intelligence agencies because you hate those guys that's what you do is you f*** someone over so they can't go to the they can't go to the hospital they can't go to the cops they can't go to the the cops of the cops I can't go to the domestic intelligence right they can't go the FBI or the CIA and then you blame them for going to other intelligence agencies who you f***** over in some other way because they don't want to make friends with poisonous assholes like they don't want to make friends with people who poisoned them and then you blame them for going to the cops when what they do is like look for a job at f****** Starbucks and then they hurt all the time and all they want to do is not hurt have the hurt that they have cured so they can then go and workbut it's not f****** possible because if they run out of EBT money you'll poison them if if they do anything wrong at all in any capacity the schizophrenics will find out what they've done and have them poisoned because they're not doing it in the way that schizophrenics think is funny or right and the way they deal with schizophrenics is they poison them and so you can't eat the food like if someone says how are you and you don't respond in the right way it's like how are you oh I'm good oh okay so good is a good mean something right like good means he's being good well if he doesn't be good and whatever conceptual sense that I f****** think that is I'm going to have him poisoned or oh I'm okay oh okay well okay means this other thing or oh I'm fine oh fine means I shouldn't care so they have this like intellectual like mind f*** b******* tree of Life how they're going to treat you based on how you talk to them so you can't even talk to them anymore because you're scared they're going to poison you so whenever I hear someone say how are you my gut instinct is to say oh this guy is going to have me f****** poisoned he's asking should I have you poisoned today well no I don't want to be poisoned today no thank you that's what that means to me cuz I've been poisoned like I avoided being poisoned today by feeding salmonella to the pigeons and yesterday I was poisoned by ramen in a bodega across from us a police station and then this week I had to like brush a f****** spider off my arm that's poisonous it's just f****** everywhere
And there's a non-zero chance that there's antipsychotics in the shelter food.
And then there's this shit. Neat website. Way to use it to fuck me over with a group of sociopaths, stalking and fucking clozapine in my food. You ignorant fucks.
Is this like Mr. Peter the fucking edutainer? Is this some other way that I'm going to be poisoned with fucking antipsychotics or given salmonella food or have a poisonous spider on my arm or have the fucking hotwater in the bodega across the street from the police station be poisoned or be poisoned in my fucking sleep again. IS IT? Fucking christ what the fuck is wrong with you pieces of shit? But see I *showed a picture of my dick* so GOOGLE FUCKING SEARCH RESULTS showed up with *bunk history* as a search term when I looked up Members Only (which is a collaboration for k-12 education). Because it's this fucking game again with an insane AI or people fucking with me while poisoning the food of the fucking homeless.
Whoever made the decision to put clozapine in the food of the homeless - no doing the fucking beard shit "we did it in your name" fuckwit horseshit doesn't count - should be castrated in public. I made another video but I have to do some verification bullshit and I just don't give a shit right now. The long and the short of it is that I might stroke out from not eating and I don't have any idea what to do. Because they're bastards that poisoned the food in the shelters. So anyway the "members only" jacket could be a joke on how all the kids are crazy because a "members only" jacket can also be a straight jacket. so middle school is dark side of the moon high school is we dont need no education college is being in some stupid gang and the whole thing is fucking stupid. One of the old tools who is sick may may have bren breathing in me when I sleep - an old contagious guy. And then if I eat a spice I have in my bag he'll get upset and rub his bald head because we're not eating st the same time and arent "connected" via telepathic whatever the fuck. And then its keeping spices on me to freak people out who sicken me and believe in magic. its so fucking dumb. Is this the "joke".I wish I could do fucking anything useful at all and not be in physical pain while surrounded by sociopaths. Its just completely filled with plague. I'll post pictures the next time I have any inclination at all that an ass hat poisoned me. i mean at this point i dont trust the food so. I just want to work for a living and have money and not hurt and the entire shelter is crooked and all the counselors are deceptive crazy people. im being lied to and deceived by everyone and ill find out "the joke" of how im being fucked over that someone made fun of after the fact. and its fucking everyone - theyll go by me in the street saying stupid shit that im meant to overhear and then it ends up being a joke about how im being poisoned or screwed over that no one will tell me. because theyre evil monsters. people dont do that. only things pretending to be human beings. and i have to mention because everyone will accuse me of being crazy and use it against me as an excuse to have me poisoned and abused that i dont "actually" believe the people are monsters. theyre just morally evil and corrupt - which is worse. so this is typical of the sociopathology I'm dealing with I go up and I get up to take a piss somebody drops a bottle on the ground like it's a they communicate at night using dropping things on the ground because the ground is evil (they just had a shelter screw run over as soon as i was talking they immeuately knew i would record this) so anyway they drop a plastic bottle on the ground and and the sociopathology involved is like if you drop something on the ground this is bad so I had to wake up anyway and piss so I go up to take a piss and someone has rolled around in my bed in the 5 minutes it takes me to go take a piss rolled around in it coughed on it something cuz I lay down it I'm a head hurts again so they've they've done something to the sheets or the bedding to the point where I have to now record the bed when I get up and take a pissthey think this is funny because now you depend on your phone to prevent yourself from being poisoned and so like you record yourself it's a sort of sociopathology again this is like no one will prevent this and and the thing here is is it's like it's a mob mentality of of attempting to murder people in a shelter by evil people so there's no way to live in a shelter if people are going to attempt to kill you (one of the shelter staff members cane ove to tell me not yo talk - they know ive just been poisoned or sickened because ot takes longer for them to get up and walk over har they not know about it - the shelter staff member used the phrase "that's it" which is a type of "mini fruit bar" - they learn through packaging of food). So I now have to record my bed when I take a piss and I cant teust the food. The "counselors" that offered me housing ate operating out of a psych clinic when they didnt tell me thats who they were and im not sweating meaning someone is putting antipsychotics in the food. Whoever is doing so I'll see live for the rest of their life in prison provided I dont starve to deah first. Most likely it was the shelter staff members that coughed on my bed or had me sickened as they knew about it. this is similar in many respects to the police officers at the library forming an illnes tree where they all sicken each other and then sicken other people to prevent the tree of ick from being broken. its gamgsterism with plague. So if the plague monsters that are running the san francisco central library dint like you theyll have one of the sick idiots cough in the computer or cough on someone that coughs on you. Meanwhile the cloud mobile phones emit radiation that can make you sick whoch you have to use to record everything. the entire city is a nightmare. Last night they did this stupid shit ehere they had some guy run out of the shelter with a supreme jacket and when i didnt follow they guy they laughed because the idiotsl guards in front of the supreme store were taking bets that i would follow idiots with clothes and then they could enteap and sicken me. they did the same hand gesture (waving your arms like a fucking bird - a tolkein reference?) as the guards. there isnt a "game" im willing to play to end this. ill be taking pictures of the guards and posting them now. ehoever set this up needs to be out away so they cant hurt anyone else. Another thing the monster people eill do is sicken someone so they have to shave their head a wear a hat all the time because cancer patients are "jealous" that people have hair - by poisoning your pillows. its fucking sick and twisted. again yhese are sick sick people that dont know that magic isnt real do you have to explicitly state that you dont think haor is magic or theyll send schizophrenics after you with disorders involving hair styles. either that or the sociopaths that like fucking with the schizos. and so half the people with stupid hair are sick and half of them are wearing stupid haircuts because it screws with the schizos or they can screw with the camera system (look i look like a robot so lets get the camera to give me free money). there arent enough healthy people left to fix things.