I don't think that people understand. I don't trust anyone in the city to feed me for any reason. I fed the pidgeons and then I threw the food somewhere else today and a bunch of chinese ran by me grunting and then a woman went by with a handbag that had a red background with a black and white pidgeon. So they're fucking with the cameras. And the way that you do that is you be someone that's completely off the grid or doesn't have access to a W2 or something. I don't know. I can't figure out how to do the stupid shit where you cough and grunt and cross your legs at people in the right way to get someone to feed and clothe you and I just don't trust anyone not to poison me anymore. My lungs and throat are fucked up and hurt and then they'll have a guy come into the library with a tracheotomy tube in a motorized wheelchair with shirts about I don't know working on the internet. So if I want to work on the internet I'll be crippled for life or I can be poisoned to death. Or my lungs hurting and my throat hurting is all a "big coincidence" - and a chinese guy goes by with a "harper" t-shirt.
It's just so exhausting how stupid and evil these people are. I'm going to stop doing anything and just work on my payment page. I don't have any money and I'm dying. I need money and I'm not going to beg for quarters on a street corner. It's what the gaslighters and the crazy people want and I figure it's easier to just die than to bow to pressure from crazy person. It hasn't and it won't. Also "happy Friday" means "fuck the guy that's writing on the internet" because if you search "happy Friday" on google it will mean "people think Friday is a happy day" and if you look around for the secret in San Franciso there's a guy going around with a hearse that has "Jack's Funeral Homes - 'Everyday is a happy day at Jack's!'" written on the side and so everyone knows that you're writing and that you should be poisoned to death. They're all evil sociopathic monsters. They have "Sharky's Food truck with 'God Bless!'" written on the side but a shark is a stand in for shark tank or someone that's so fucked up on the street that they make other people ill but are blind or fucked up somehow. No I don't want to find out more. It's just all so fucking awful.
A crazy black gangster followed me into the library and burped loudly. They like to do this where they make fun of you for the fact that you're starving to death because they've taken over the homeless shelters and poison the poor. It's like "being a gangster but being a pussy at the same time" but somehow that's cool. Why not just wear a tshirt that says "I'm a bitch that poisons the food of poor people and that makes me think I'm cool"? And all the city is in ruins. What a fucking faggot. It's almost like I don't like being poisoned or made fun of after and while I'm being poisoned. They're just such fucking pieces of shit.
Ok - I updated the payment button so it will give the choice of selecting a one time payment of 1, 2, 5, 20, or 100 dollars which will then take you to stripe to pay me money. I'm starving to death and I refuse to beg for change by the side of the road. There's no point I'll just be killed. So if this doesn't work, doing my best to make a product that people care about after looking for a job while being poisoned in a dangerous city, I'll just lay down and die. There's no point because they're too stupid and evil. Another thing crazy assholes have been doing is wearing levis around me with the pants hems rolled up bit theyre clearly fucking with you. They'll do stupid shit that's "fashionable" and then "nod" at you while their going around the city acting intentionally stupid while youre being poisoned by their gangster shit friends. Its like doing all the shit you ever did but in a fashion sense. Like "fashion police". its merry prankster shit to have someone sickened and killed because theyre gangster pieces of shit. oh no hes arguing about clothing - and then im drugged or gassed in my sleep and the food is poisoned and i cant get a job money or leave. theyre just all insane shitbag assfucks. all i want is to be able to have enough money to eat food that isnt poisonous and not be murdered. and everyone here is an untrustworthy psychopath. so i have ro dir of starvation rather than be poisoned or given cancer. its the least painful way to go. ill just dump the food in front of an abandoned building these people are too stupid and evil to do anything about. in a couple days i eont be able to walk anymore. i dont know if ill jump in front of a car or off a bridge before then. a car would seemingly be immoral, but most people here are insane anyway so i dont think they would care if they killed me. oh i see. i was using my pants for a pillow and the crazy asshole wiped poison on them so it constricts my throat and chest again. and theres no police force or hospitals that are functional in any way. Because its "laundry day" but i didnt launder my pants so he had them poisoned while i wasnt looking. its a "joke" by crazy asshole about "properness" because i dont like being gassed with meth - so hes a merry prankster gangster and is being paid off by a seventy year old white drug dealer somewhere in the haight distric to poison me because i kept calling the cops because the homeless couldnt keep their crack problem to themselves. its just more slimey shitbucket gangster shit in a derelict ruined city. then they reward you for doing the "improper" thing by not having you poisoned - live on the street it will be wonderful! Theyre evil shit people. and if its not these gangster tools its some other gangster tools. theres a "proper" hotel and a "proper" food as a fucking joke because they cant feed the poor or prevent people in the shelters from being poisoned. its just douchebags that think its hilarious how fucking incompetent they are. and then as a mind control bullshit thing of you tell urban alchemy to fuck off when you sit by the sode of the road because its your right, just sitting on the sidewalk, then thats the "proper" thing and youre drugged in the shelters by psychopaths. and then youre arguing about a hotel name and it makes you sound crazy or like a dictator. theyre just such incredible pieces of shit. no one wants to open a store because theyll use the store name to fuck with each other. theyre that fucking incompetent. you open a "jollibee" because its hard to find a way to poison or hurt someone with the name of that shit. if they open a voodoo donuts theyd try and give a cop a disease from haiti. if they opened a hot topic the violent schizos would have a fucking field day. scientific american has a guy being flown around by the seat of his pants on their logo so you cant have that. but doc martin is ok (was?) because it has the word "doc" in it. or is it "leave eyes" because i fell asleep and new york is "the city that never sleeps". its just sickening someone to crazy asshole and then not having any checks on crazy asshole at all for people that dont want to join a "lets kick the shit out of the crazy assholes" club. its a fucking farce. and the hotels and the guerilla paramilitary outfit that doesnt have any police powers are working with the drug dealers to poison the poor using other poor people because the police are powerless against poisonings. it might as well be Mogadishu. its just shit wrapped in more shit.some dumb f*** c*** named Cheryl or some f****** thing working for urban alchemy stood next to me on the side of the road and talked about all the food that she like to eat and of course she's like 90 lb soaking wet and while I'm because she can't make me leave right cuz it's unconstitutional so I fall asleep in the shelter and then I wake up being poisoned and having my chest and throat hurt while lying on a pair of pants and this dumb f*** walks by with his pants rolled up in a sailor hat ongiving me the nod for whatever the f*** that means so then I walk past some incredibly fat black woman who of course would be super into food and in the pants is like Levi's and it's like the proper hotel and all that s*** so I was poisoned for not getting up off the sidewalk by just sitting on the side of the road in front of the of the library and then the person who poisoned me was paying off the homeless to do it and it's a fat black b**** in front in the shelter and there's a proper hotel and proper food and all that stupid s***and so what they do is these monstrous pieces of s*** will find the things for which you're not like they'll be like well we don't like you sitting on the sidewalk but we can't we like if you call the police we can't do anything so we're going to have a gang member poison you in the shelter and then f*** with you but like you have no and the gang members are being and the gang members are through Urban alchemy which is a which is a f****** paramilitary outfit which has no police Powers but they can have gang members have you poisoned because because how else are you going to enforce order right you have to like poison someone if they don't do what you want but only like later and then not at the time I'm saying all this s*** in that lobby of the shelter I'm starving to death I don't give a f*** so it's like you get to get away with acting normal and doing things that are constitutional well people give you cancer by f****** with you in the shelters while you sleep and then wiping poison on your clothing that you're using is a pillow because doing that isn't quote proper rightso if you say oh I don't want to be I don't want to be gassed with meth right that's a proper thing and so therefore you must use a pillow or will gas or will drug you and poison you because it's it's dumb f*** s*** right it's like a well you're making up rules right it's like no you're a f****** drugged up a****** and all the people you know are crazy or f***** up and you have a gorilla military force like you have a f****** paramilitary Force wandering around abusing homeless people you don't have any law and order it's we're going to f*** with people who are poor by killing thembut only by like putting them in a bubble of b******* and then giving them cancer in the homeless shelters and then poisoning their food so there's no guns involved it's just it's just gangster ass it's just f****** gangsters but paid for by the but paid for by the the f****** City it is the it's the worst s*** I've ever seen they're just pieces of s***serve in alchemy is more or less like we're going to murder poor people and we're going to do it while taking money from the government and the police are likewhatever at least the poor people can't prove how they're being sickened and so the entire society is completely f*****it's like don't you dare like don't you f****** dare become poor in the city and then want to sit on the sidewalk you can't become poor and homeless and sit on the f****** sidewalk because a dumb f*** c*** who is Black by the way like the worst s*** is is if someone's going to play the race card about like blackness and then if you sit on the sidewalk okay they don't all of a sudden they don't remember Rosa Parks and you have a school here named after Rosa Parksso it's like you get to play the race card but only when it involves not poisoning someone for money and I'm sure like you could do this with every f****** it's like it's like they don't believe in anything except the killing people for money so it's like you if you if you're like well wait a minute maybe it's a race thing it's like no no it's a it's like let's kill people for money by getting it from the government and then have a gang and at some point it's like don't you believe in anything isn't there like some purpose to life don't you don't you have any kind of moral compunction or bearing it's like no we're just a gorilla paramilitary force that kills poor peopleso it's like it's some level it's like when you don't anyone who has a gang of people who are going to have a secret or are going to do something outside the bounds of society they have to have a moral reason for existing they have to have a hearts and minds belief system of some sort if they don't believe in money and if it's not that it's let's just kill everyone that's not our friend right it's let's kill everybody that we don't have a personal relationship with and so if you're poor and you sit on the side of the sidewalk you'll have the merry pranksters work with the urban alchemy d******* who are getting paid for paid by the governmentto have you f****** poison in a homeless shelter by using a bunch of people who are just absolutely the worst c**** on the planet and this was in front of the f****** library while the cops looked at me from the other side of the street from the library while I was sitting in front of a lamp post with a shoulder bag and that's it not doing drugs I mean my chest and I'm sick and I'm dying of starvation this stupid b**** sits in front of me and talks about food for 15 minutes and then I wake up f***** upbecause someone poisoned my pants that I used as a pillow and then there's a 500 lb black woman I've never seen before on the floor talking to the security guard they're just such absolute f****** s*** it's unbelievable and you can't it's like I bet that 500 lb black woman would like to have a store in the place she lives at nah she's too f****** stupid they're just they're just such f****** pieces of s*** you can't even you can't even it's like you can see all this and you can't prove any of it which they think is wonderful cuz they can get away with murder literallybut they're too stupid to like be able to have stores because no one wants to live in a s*** hole where if you run out of money you'll be poisoned to death so these idiots don't even have the ability to have food that they can buy where they won't be poisoned because they're too f****** retarded they can't have clothes that they don't know it won't kill them by walking down the wrong side of a sidewalk they can't sit on a sidewalk and not be poisoned cuz they do that s*** to other people like this dumb f*** named Cheryl who just had me poisoned who works for urban alchemy if she ends up losing her job and sitting on the side of the road every dumb f*** a****** she's ever had poisoned is going to go there's Cheryl she's sitting on the side of the road let's poison the f*** out of that b**** because they're evil dumb f*** pieces of s**so another one of these dumb f*** things these ass f**** do is they'll they'll like they'll like to share all this dumb f*** c*** from Urban alchemy said said something about like food right she said something along the lines of like oh I like this food I like that food right and then depending on what you do it means a different food and then the black c*** taking up my temperature in the lobby is some other is some other woman I've never seen before and she said oh I can't hear you you have to open your mouthand so what they'll do is they'll poison you and then give you a one-liner like a f****** movie and they already and she had grapes right and so Cheryl was talking about all these food she likes and then grapes comes up as like if you do this if you do that then you get these different foods but it's it's this woman who was who had me poisoned and then theres this one liner about "i cant hear you" from a crazy woman that got free food so they go around hiding bottles of water but half the water is missing especially when they f****** your chest with whatever this drug is and it's like if you go around seeing on the street half a bottle of water it's because they drug somebody in their f****** with them so they're too stupid to have garbage because the garbage is an indication of how they're going to sicken and murder someone at some level if you do things like sicken and murder people then any method of communication at all because this is a method of communication between people who are attempting to murder each other so we can't have that so everyone's wearing like Ross dress for less they can't shop at any stores some b**** won't ran around outside with a shirt on that said poison but she can't do that because whatever that happens the schizophrenics will take pictures send send it back to the shelter and then have me poisoned and then she comes running back into the shelter looking upset and it's because oh and my phone is most likely bugged so it's like whatever I talk into it people with headphones going around hear what I have to say everyone here is such a colossal ass f*** there's no way to do anything like if I don't sleep in the shelter and I sleep on the street I'm going to be poisoned and killedor I'll be surrounded by the people who are all doing drugs at once in like a group so they sick in each other and if I don't do that and I sleep in the shelter I'm going to be poisoned and oh by the way I can't eat food because all the food in the entire city is poisonous I mean not if you have money but if you're poor and you want to get it out of a shelter you're completely and totally f*****so at this point it's just like I just and then they stand outside the shelter smoking and it's likeI'm going to be killed here and my family and friends have abandoned me and there's not a goddamn thing I can do and it's just a matter of how I want to go out so I'll just be sick and repeatedly in the shelter while I take pictures of how f***** up everything here is as I starve to death because there's such colossal pieces of s****
And the ghost particle os a "nick name" thats scary and all the articles on the particle including the neutrino https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neutrino is written in idiot language by an LLM. Like max sterner and his "spooks". its fucking awful. its 3 (religion) or 4 (shin in chinese which means death). And the antartic research station is burying "dom" detectors and there's "cp" research - which isnt child porn but right after that link on one of the ghost particle articles it uses the word "better". so all the articles are fucked up either intentionaly or by an ai. and theres a "ghost" energy drink - they market energy drinks to make fun of people who get upset about this shit. c4 energy is for people that are scared or eorried about cars while theyre being poisoned and manipulated. Rockstar if you hate being annoyed about music eceumenically by schizos. monster of its being called a monster. so you have the people that hate the poor who are crazy then buying energy drinks to drink around them to annoy the poor who are nuts and see connections in everything or who screw other people who are poor into doing so. Has anyone considered selling something to people who arent crazy without being a prick? Or was I just not paying attention this entire time? I mean youd think thered be a market for an energy drink for people that wasnt based on being a bastard just on principle. its just caffeine and soda water. Super energy brand energy drink why not? And then charge 5 cents less than anyone else. I dont see why people are so shitty to each other constantly. And then that makes me a pussy thats overly sensitive and someones going to steal the idea and poison my food. oh and the three or four shit has been translated into abdl as "pullups" three or "die - purs" four. so if i mention any left hand path correlated shit someone will pull their pants up like theyre sagging and go tell eveyone im crazy and cough and grint and cross their legs at me and if i "die" (metaphorically) then some of the stupid shit goes away. its anti free speech by a ceazy person test done by crazy assholes that hate that people think theyre crazy assholes because they among other things pull this stupid shit all the time. im in a brainwashing bullshit circle. i like weird porn. i dont like crazy poisonous brainwashing deceptive assholes. and like weird porn isnt a crime. im not a pedophile. fuck you you pieces of shit. you crazy assholes are destroying an entire city with your stupid asshat moron fuckface shit. One of the crazy security guards is foing this shit where he'll wear his mask around the bottom of his face but he demands you respect him and instigates fights continuously in some sort of crazy domineering way - the other security guard appeared frightened of him. He's small and skinny but he may have been responsible gor poisoning my bag so it fucks up my chest and lungs. So if the shelter gangsters at 525 fifth street dont like you theyll just give you ling cancer. meanwhile another collection of shelter gang members who i believe are super into food or if i eat or not (and when i do theyll have me drugged or sickened to form an illness network) have eyes that are completely bloodshot and may just be smoking marijuana during every meal i throw away because its another one of these "we're all connected and if hes not eating he must be high and i cant differentiate my own personality from his so i should be doing drugs". so i may end up getting sockened to death from just lying on my bed and i dont know what else to do. i havent eaten in three days and i assume im going to die in the next week or so. so they started playing movies in the shelter and the movies have to do with how I've been poisoned and the latest one is die hard 3 so die hard 3 has to do with the disease that Bruce Willis had or has which causes apathia and left temporal problems of the brain and I've been having headaches on the left side of my head for going on a couple years and this s*** has a progressive syndrome that can kill you in about 10 years and everybody is and you're like well why why would you think it's die hard 3 it's like well because if you watch the movieand you pick up subtle cues from the movie like somebody will do a weird hand movement that most people don't do in real life for any reason because it's statistically improbable like somebody might do it on occasion but then you walk down the street and everyone's doing it on every third Sunday and then on every fourth Friday they're all doing the other thing and then on every 6th Saturday you know and so there's these subtle cues from the movie where you're like oh that's the thing for whichfor example there's a part in the movie where a woman walks around who's a bad guy who doesn't light a cigarette but she has a cigarette in her lips someone did that near me while everyone was following me around and stalking and smoking around me and then I said oh they're making fun of all those people I'll do that too so I did and then people have been doing that around me for I don't know months and then I'll have throat problems and I'll be followed around by people who have a tracheotomy tubes in their throat and this woman ended up cuttingpeople's throats open in the movie and so what it is is it's it's sort of like the schizoaffective contagious disorder where people around you will act stupid and then if you act stupid in the same way you don't know what movie they're operating under or in what capacity and so the signal propagates is a social engineering virus that's linked to disease but you have to have the disease in order to know what it is and so the apophagia and the problem speaking that I have come from a brain disorder that's contagiousand it's been given to me in the shelters by assholes repeatedly which means that if you go in the shelters in the city and you're poor they can give you a brain disease that will make it so that you die in 10 years and this incredibly horrible way where you lose the ability to to think in language if I just sickening you repeatedly and then if you make fun of people who smoke around you they'll drug your clothing so that you'll end up having an esophageal tube down your throat and end up not being able to breathe anymoreand this is from die hard 3 and you're like well that sounds crazy and it's like yeah it's just it's like singing it's like a it's like a rockstar singer singing about singing about something metaphorically which you don't give a s*** about until you link all the metaphors to oh this is going to kill me because people around me are attempting to have me killed and they showed me after I decided to just starve myself to death because that doesn't follow the script of the movie because that's a key out of Reeves movie about him giving a birthday cake to a girl who decides not to eat and so so it's like we're not playing super cop anymore he's decided to stop eating so the script doesn't work and the f****** stupidity of the whole thing is that I'm just a normal person who goes around seeing how f***** up everything is and would expect this of everyone in the city but instead everyone in the city came here and decided if they could just like find a way to like poison me or poison each other and it's movies and it's books and it's narratives or songs and it's you find the metaphorical stupidity of everything you possibly can and any kind of sick in it and then they'll show you how they did itand then you go he's crazy he thinks movies are real and it's like no everyone here is such an a****** that they can't watch a Bruce Willis movie without being like oh that's the way to sicken someone and then probably Bruce Willis was trying to find out how he was getting sick and there's stupid s*** like that black kid and the beginning gets hit in the head with a newspaper and then the whole thing is about Simon says and then Bruce Willis gets hit on the left side of the head repeatedly but I like abdl p*** so that totally means that I wanted to have a brain disease that would kill meit's like okay it's like you take someone and then and then you're like well that's the one thing like we found the thing for which he has a fault and now we're going to kill him no matter how minor or stupid the fault is and so it's just it's just what it is is it's rampaging a****** who decides that they're going to kill someone out of spite like my fault could have been like I like eating and not starving to death so I suppose that's a fault my fault could have been drug use that didn't affect other people or hurt themand then that would be considered a fault or my fault could have been I have sex with a large number of people and then that could be my fault or my fault could have been I don't know I'm I'm those are the faults I can think of that don't hurt other people generally speaking I eat meat is supposed to not eating meat and then they'll find a movie where there's a woman who is a carnivore but she turns into a monster and then it has to do with the disease somehow and then they kill the woman and then you're not allowed to say any of this s*** because then it's like oh this is how we kill peopleand the only way to find out is to do something like give up and and wish for death or make friends with the people around you who are poisoning you and not telling you what's going on like love wins or some f****** thing but even then if you did that maybe they just f*** you over and pretend that you're an idiot because you're gullible somehow cuz you do it out of desperation like that's what true love is that's it's when you're so desperate to know how you're being poisoned but you'll talk to other people and make friends and love people because you don't want to be murderedso now I have a disease for which there's no cure in the life expectancy is 10 years and I've been gassed with drugs that will give me an esophageal tube and I don't know how many years and I'm essentially crippled and none of these diseases have any cures and it comes from a f****** movie so no one will believe me and all the doctors in the city are crooked and everyone here is such a piece of s*** that they won't tell anybody what's going on because what I'm doing is what you're supposed to do if someone's going to use like a stupid movie to sicken someone and then they sicken you to it you tell everybodybut I was only told now oh and I had to wash my bag out cuz it was poisoned by them wiping the s*** that f**** up your throat on it and then when they saw I didn't have a gun in my bag then they played the movie because someone was arrested today for having guns at one of the hotels and I'm only assuming this because people were walking around the hotels with shirts that had guns all over them so this stupid movie is supposed to be poison the b**** who is walking around with an unlit cigarette repeatedlyuntil they stop eating and then you tell them how they have brain disease but they have to stop eating first or you put them in this like f****** loop of giving them brain disease repeatedly and maybe it sticks and maybe it doesn't but you're probably going to die and then they keep reading fort Knox in the movie so every time someone sickens you and gets away with it and then you eat something you shouldn't and then you're poisoned again somebody gets a bunch of money or a payoff somehow it could be a payoff and somebody who's breathing on you in the right way so that you're going to get over your your lung disease or your brain diseaseand so no one wants to say anything because then they then they get breathed on in the right way and then and their their health is improved and so that's like well f*** f*** everyone else I don't want to die so it's just it's just a social engineering bubble is sick and a******
whenever i mention the abdl shit someone will call me bruhbruh (staff members usisually that are reading my site) as opposed to bro as opposed to brother (which could have black connotations or monk like connotations). its sick with playing games with language because thats another fx to gy unidirectional mapping umless you know every language in the world. Meanwhile one of the sick idiots in the shelter who is this old guy with some sort of sick will spray my bedding and clothes so i feel retarded or ill. Because putting old retards in the shelter who are biolent and controlling rather than a nursing home or jail is the sort of shit people that watch a bruce willis movie and pick apart the ways to hurt someone (and then act on it) would do. So ive been poisoned by assholes to a disease or sick that makes you stupid if you lie on the pillow because i mentioned abdl shit. They cant differentiate reality from fantasy if it involves something like steganography. Its fucking frustrating. Theyre all sick and violent and i just want to leave and i have no idea how. i should also mention that i still have this foot rot disease where if i pick at the callus the skin doesnt grow back and my foot ends up being eaten and i have no idea what this is. but if i pick at it one guy will sniff at me (its a dog thing or some secret bullshit i dont even know) and then the old guy who poisoned my pillows will get upset and rub his head and turn over. because its this "are we dying of the same thing then we're in a club together" shit and i just changed clubs by picking at my foot rot. its so fucking awful. i just want to have enough money to leave and of i cant have that i want to die painlessly when im not paying attention. im not going to eat anymore theres no point in living like this.and then some douchebag goes past squeaking his sneakers because it's like mice because I want money and I don't want to live like a s*** bag I want cures for my diseases and I don't want to be friends with somebody based on how we're sick or sick and or hurt other people like it's some level I know that there are bad people out there and they're necessary in order to keep society functioning but s*** in San Francisco is so bad because they haven't figured out that they need people who aren't part of the b******* circle and they don't have any way to do thatthey just heard each other until the people who were hurt are so hell bent on revenge that they're going to likepoison the f****** food supply also there was this thing in the in the so first of all they only played the die hard movie after they poisoned my bag so I had to wash it cuz lying on it would make me sick again and some guy was and so I didn't have a gun to shoot f****** assholes who've been poisoning me for 3 years like if you're going to tell somebody how you poison them and then the only way that you're willing to do that is if you're going to poison them again to make sure they don't have a gun it's like okay b**** I'm going to have it so that the CDC is going to buy the building across the street and follow your ass around until you die or go to an asylum or some s***like that seems like worse than being shot anyway but yeah they took all the good productive people they were good at hiding the fact that they were good and and productive who managed to escape and then they did s*** like they poisoned all the food so the food coming into the city is poisonous from people that they poisoned who were engineers who ended up being in charge of the food supply it's like they poisoned all of the people that could help them and then all those people left San Francisco and are just sending poison into the city and it's f****** everywhere I mean it'sit's not just the food but like if you call up poison control all those guys will f*** with you just for the sake of it cuz they know everything's f***** up all the tourists are just looking at all the assholes who were left behind because they're going to get screwed over it's a collection of people who are so hated that they're unwilling to pull out the people who didn't manage to escape because they'd rather just kill everyone and and then just it's like well the majority of the people left here are the kind of people who f***** me over to the point where I'm crippledand there might be one or two good guys left in here who aren't assholes but we're going to just poison everyone I mean let's say like there's a there's an a****** coefficient right let's say that you've been poisoned in a way that's going to cripple you for the rest of your life you're going to want to hurt the people who did that and then like if there's one guy who did that and you have the power to destroy a city of a several million people you'll probably say no but if there's I mean it's like a f****** trolley problemand there's trolleys here and they've they've it's so stupid it's a trolley problem and they have f****** trolleys here and everyone's decided that everyone in the city is too stupid to qualify for the trolley problem and so you have tourists to come in who don't help and don't do anything who just jump on the trolley and go back and forth probably because they were f***** over and then you have an AI camera system that looks at how many people use the trolley and goes oh I get it all those people hate everybody here because they're using a stupid trolley that doesn't do anything rather than helping any of the poor and so I'm going to f*** over the poor based on how cool the people using the trolley arewhich is sort of a critique on on the Jesus myth we the one guy died for your sins thing which is stupid but the whole thing is essentially like so many people were f***** over that they hate everybody here so much that they don't care if they kill a couple people and see just watch all the people jumping on the trolley right next to the entire block of abandoned buildings and go oh I get it all those guys they just want to have us killedand I say us in the loosest sense of the word because I mean everybody here is such a f****** c***after the squeaking of the shoes thing after I wrote that down he came back whistling and so people who are f***** up enough have their lips f***** up like the black people who have their lips really big that's contagious so you can get your lips f***** up so your lips swell and they've also been doing this s*** where they'll like there's some bag or some store called Artesia which has a woman's lips open and then her two front teeth are prominent and so what they'll do is if they find anyone who makes fun of the retards that have really big teethlike the idiots who are on the game show press your luck you have like an enormously white teeth and just like their lips are pulled back from their mouth they do the opposite now where the f*** you up and then have you sent to the dentist see you have your two front teeth pulled and it's always the two front teeth I don't know why I'm assuming that it might be some sort of cigarette that just f**** up the front two teeth you have and then they get those pulled it happened to one of the guards here whose eyes are completely bloodshot then he may have just smoked bad pot until he lost his teeth so that's the whistling s***but like remember like I was poisoned by the retard and then when I complained about that and then picked my feet I talked about how the guy sniffed at meand then I complain about that and then they do the shoes squeaking s*** and then they complain about that and then they do the whistling and so it's this it's this tree of b******* of like if he does this then we'll do this and then he has to explain how all of the tree of b******* means something else of how we're going to f*** with the guy so if he complains this many times it means this and if he complains this many times it means this and what this means is that's the guy he's going to end up poisoning you in your sleep or some f****** thingso if it's someone who's whistling then probably the guard has f***** up lips hurt whatever is going to sicken me while I sleep and if it's if it's me complaining about money it's going to be somebody who's crazy but likes money so they're completely nuts but they like money and if it's me you know so there's it's just there isn't a way where there's going to be someone who's not going to sicken me it's just and then all the homeless indicated by like doing whatever the f*** they're going to do and like this pantomime f****** mind show s***rather than talk to me or tell me what's going on cuz at this point it's like if someone's doing all this stupid s*** rather than helping you or being your friend than there are just a c*** and they've been poisoning me for so long while keeping secrets about how I've been hurt but they just I just assume that they're evil like there's this mentality here we're like saying what's wrong is bad it's like snitching and where I come from it's like if there's something wrong you tell everybody so they don't get hurt or step in s***in San Francisco at this point is just a massive pile of s*** also I know that like I don't know there's a multi-control protocol for AI That's just been made public and now they're hooking up AI so it can like code a bunch of stuff using multiple platforms at once and they pulled it off of my other dropping coins if you drop a coin then that's it's like counterintel you've dropped a coin and a jukebox or something it's f****** dumb I have a coin and you don't or something I don't know anyway so so someone at the shelter here like I don't know I was at a multiple shelters but I was here like a year agosaid I love your your octopus tattoo that's my favorite thing and then this thing looks like an octopus and you're like why would that be a coincidence like why would you know like why would that matter and it's like because someone working at the shelter's knew something about what was going on with coding and then if I threw away the food today and just the right way and I didn't drink the coffee then the there would be like a multi-user agent protocol whatever the f*** for a white hat hacking in likeand like security software and so it's this karma b******* where depending on how how good of a person you are that depends on what you know of what's going on or what things could be used to help you so if you don't drink the coffee or eat the food maybe someone would give you white hat hacking software to make sure that your identity wasn't stolen and people didn't f*** with you but see you have to act in a certain way in order to prove how good you are as opposed to just not being murdered or sickened in the first placethe entire thing is the worst possible f****** thing I can think of cuz it posits that there's this sort of false it makes this belief that there's there's a lack of I don't it makes you pretend that there's false scarcity by poisoning the food or making it so that you can't sleep somewhere so that's the more cool you are by like being more homeless and on the street then you'll have more things that will help you in some weird f***** up way later on in some sort of karmic b******* kind of thingit is a false scarcity there's like there's absolutely no reason for any of this s***there's ever there's enough food to feed everyone in San Francisco if you built a house and you weren't treating everyone like s*** and they weren't all these abandoned buildings you could you could double the population and everyone would be happy but they're just such colossal pieces of s*** that they need these incredibly convoluted messed up f****** like I tell you this s*** about like the multi-user agent and like how that might help meand you're like how is that even connected and it's like I could go through like 5 hours of my day and then what showed up on the social media platform of my like weird as f*** phone and how one woman smiled at me weird and how won somebody said something weird a year ago and like they need to be like well I see that that could make sense but it's just so f****** complicated and annoying to do and of course the more you complain the more the poison you with something that f**** up your throat and your chestor the poison your head and it's like you know you should probably have like I don't want to say this s*** for everyone because anytime I say that they'll give it to somebody who's going to do something stupid and hurt me but you should probably have white hack hacking software in such a way so that it makes it so that people can't hack each other generally if everyone's going to be such a dick all the time and everything in society is broken but you know it's just going to be an arms race someone's going to hook up a multi-agent protocol toblackheads packing software and instead of the icon being a bear it'll be the icon being a snake or some s***meanwhile no one's working on like true AI or AGI but it'll come in like another couple years I don't know if I'll be alive or healthy enough to appreciate or like it but like it'll be there oh that's the other thing the bad guy the bad German and die hard 3 says precisely rather than exactly and then everyone goes around saying exactly until you see this movie and then you're like why did no one say precisely and then it's supposed to be this Epiphany after you've been surrounded in a b******* bubble for I don't know how longlike people can f*** with you so it screws with your language by surrounding you in a bubble of b******* and everyone around you is a jackass isn't it such an enlightening momenthere's another dumb f*** thing they do in the shelter so I have flip-flops because they're the cheapest shoe you can get and there's people who are like weirdly into feet because they're f***** up and yeah I'm into weird s*** too with the p*** but like I don't want it to be used to hurt people and whenever I find that s*** I find it grotesque anyway there's somebody who's weirdly into feet and then like there's all this foot disease everywhere and so what happens is that if you have f***** up feetyou have to wear special shoes or sneakers or something and so if your feet aren't that f***** up you can wear flip flops and so what they'll do is the jackasses that hate the fact that their feet are f***** up and that they f***** up someone else's feet in order to screw them over so that they have to find money in order to buy expensive shoes rather than flip flops which are inexpensive because they're poor and broken don't want to like steal s*** his will poison one side of their mattress in the shelter and then if they flip it over they poison the other side with a different type of poison someone poison is like fentanyl and then the other poison is like something that f**** up your throat and your voiceand this is manipulative mind f*** b******* so that you have to work with the gangs in order to get money to buy shoes that you don't need it's just a matter of like f****** someone over so that they have to work with people who are bad and then it looks like they've been compromised but really what it is is if they didn't do this they would just be sickened or poison to death so it's that's typical of poisonings generally is that you're going to f*** someone over in some way that's complicated that they can't prevent from happening to themand then they're going to do something bad that extrinsically looks like they're doing something bad and it makes them a bad person but they're just being taken advantage of by assholes and that s*** is everywhere within San Francisco it's like it's part of the cultural social engineering of s******* and that's what prevents San Francisco from being able to like be a city that's not a piece of s***the only way to prevent this s*** is to like go through all the shelters and just clean out all the shelters like replace all the guys with guys who are like formally x-marinesand then go through and like if somebody complains about their bed being poisonous then you have the bed ripped apart and sterilized and s*** and then you have somebody to look at the bed and put a camera there and all sorts of crazy s*** but you have to like until you do that you're just going to have the shelter system feel like a criminal breeding ground because people will turn to crime just out of out of like necessity because they're being f***** over by assholes anyway there's this weird f***** up connection between my trip to Japan The fifth Element of all f****** things and die hard 3 for which I'm supposed to freak out about but really what it is is most likely the CIA had a way of f****** with people using movies that they've been doing for a while and the AI is now that you have ai it's basically it's what it can do as it can decrypt all that s***so when I went to Japan I almost didn't go but then I did and I figured it was like one of these things were like I wanted to go cuz I liked animeI was 16 I also liked anime p*** of all things and so I go to Japan and I figured it was a cultural exchange also cuz my grandfather was involved in nuclear weapons and that this would be a good thing and then my parents can get rid of me for a summer no okay bear in mind that I like abdl p*** I also like anime p*** and I don't like to have sex with children because it's weird and f***** up and awful so it won't point I was with a host family and then I was at the beach with a different house family when I was in Tokyo and that house family had a couple of kidsand we went to the beach and like I gave the kid a piggyback riding the ocean and we had takoyaki and it was wonderful I'm not particularly into kids I just it was they were pleasant you know I so how this connects to like The fifth Element is like there's this weird thing where like there's going to be a terrible bomb and that it doesn't go off and everybody's friendly with each other right and I'm like okay that's somewhat of a connection right I guess and then and then I come back to the Statesand all this is a nebulous connection right I'm just putting this together from like I've been screwed over to weird s*** from die hard 3 for I don't know how long and you know have these AIS that can decrypt Hollywood b******* and I figure Hollywood b******* was used by the CIA to screw with people where you have a script with how the person is going to be handled where you don't have to involve yourself with the person itself so anyway I come back to the states right and my father gives me likehe finds a silver Lincoln Town car okay and I hadn't been driving for like I hadn't been driving for that summer and so I come back and I crash the car within 3 weeks or something stupid because I was making a left hand turn across traffic and it was pouring rain sideways at night and somebody hits my car after they were going 30 miles over the speed limit and in die hard 3 the taxi cab the yellow taxi cab is a Lincoln Town car I mean these are nebulous connections but I've seen it on the news where they'll make fun of somebody for like for like being in a movie or something and it's because like everybody's decrypted that the AI knows who's been f***** over to the plots of movies where their life has been organized and a b******* parade at having to do with some movie so you could do it in a good way or you could do it in a bad wayI proved in Japan that I'm not a pedophile and then I crashed a Lincoln Town car in a way that wasn't my fault mostly so I mean if the CIA was in fact involved then I don't know what I don't know what you want me to say about it other than like it would all have been so much simpler if someone just said who do you want to have sex with does anyone want to f*** you or would you like to f*** someone else this person likes dinner and a movie first and this person over here doesn't I mostly wanted to go to Japan because I thought anime was interestingand there was a connection with my grandfather that I felt a little bad about and you'll have people who are in the bombings that are going to say he felt a little bad that miss mean he's an evil person and it's like man he's my grandfather and I grew up in a in a suburb outside of Chicago I didn't have that much connection to it I mean I don't know what you want me to say so if I'm supposed to freak out about die hard 3 the only thing about it that pisses me off is that no one told me any of this s*** for 3 years while they f***** with meand then they blame me for s*** that I had no idea about it until after I saw the movie and then like saw the stupid car going through the park and then the other stupid s*** I was f***** with too which I'd only be told about her see the movie for if I stop eating and people realize I'm just going to kill myself after 3 years of being drugged and f***** with and this is somehow worse than going oh and I've also by the way I've also been stalked across the tenderloin by people having their kids on p back rides throughoutthroughout the tenderloin which is definitely totally not weird after my back has been f***** up so I'm hunchbacked but it's like I went I went to Japan we went to the beach and I gave the kid a piggyback ride in the ocean for like 20 minutes and it was fun and then we went and had takoyaki and her family was there and we played video games we played Nintendo and the only store here that's open for which there's a line out the door is the Nintendo store which is weirdly creepy I mean if people are lining outside the door for the Nintendo storeand then they get on the trolley next to an entire block of abandoned buildings and then they're piggyback riding their kids through the tenderloin and then there's this weird f***** up connection to these two movies and my trip to Japan I'm just like okay so now I'm putting it all together that there may be this nebulous statistical connection but to like f****** over personally for s*** that I had no idea about it's like what do you want me to say I'm sorry that the CIA f***** with me that I had no idea that I was being screwed over by assholesI mean I would have been okay with it had someone told me at the end that it was a movie when I was like 17 and then I hadn't been poisoned repeatedly for three f****** years in the tenderloin I went to all these other countries for which there may or may not have been movies involved which is stupid like I be screwed over to the script of some stupid movie and I don't know and I don't care so long as someone's not going to take it as a revenge thing and said that they f****** over until I diebut now it's just like okay so you put you you screw with someone's life to a complicated algorithm for which they don't know anything about and then you blame them after the fact for having not known by poisoning them and f****** with their life it's like what I'm blamed for is playing Nintendo and going in the ocean with with a four year old and then crashing a car when I'm 16 and you're going to sicken me repeatedly because why it's the worst s*** I think I've ever had to deal with let me know obviously it isbut like there's no like there's no and I don't blame the CIA or any of the movies stupidity s*** involved cuz I had fun and I I was okay with it I mean I'm okay with it now but like I don't know like if I did it right in like I like the right p*** when they have like thrown a different girl at me or something I mean that's that's just stupidity at that on their level like well cool now I don't trust that I'm ever going to find someone I love because I don't trust anyone around me both because of this stupid s*** and because everyone around me is now poisoning me for s*** I had no idea aboutand so I don't know it is just like it's just and then the entire time I'm looking for a job and everyone tells me no it's probably cuz it's going to break whatever stupid movie that that I'm involved in or that I'm being f***** over to and no one can take a bet on how cool it is so that s***'s annoying but like you know I I just at some level I just I'm not going to trust anyone ever again for any reason I mean unless someone's going to give me a billion dollars and cure all of my health problemsI'm just going to say you pissed away 40 years of my life by f****** with me and then you blame me for it and sicken me at the end it's just everybody around me is a prick including my family and friends who didn't say anything and we're probably laughing behind my back and treating me like a jackass and it's all because my entire life I was halfway good person and didn't have the the sort of cunning that it would be required to go oh all of my friends around me are crazy assholes because I'm not the sort of person who would just assume that from the startlet me know I've always been sort of and unlikable prick but I never assumed that someone would go out of their way to like completely destroy someone's life beginning when they were 16 like in a way that would be like a complete and total mind f***so you know I just I just assume everyone around me is a monster if they had fangs in like dressed up in costumes like they were monsters like they like they put on a f****** like robe and and just wrote Dracula on their forehead or some f****** thing it would be less I mean it would be stupider but it would be less dishonest I don't know that's stupidI know if I say something stupid like that someone's going to pay someone to do that and then blame me for it just because everyone around me is crazy dumber s*** than that is happening the last couple years personally outside of being poisoned by jackass and probably dying of starvation in the next couple days is that people are correlating s*** that they can steal because they're psychotic or because they're like schizoaffective see one of the things is that if you have movies or people believe in that s*** because they're crazy is it once the AI decodes all that s*** it takes the wheels off like it takes the training wheels off reality for the schizos and so like if you start correlating someone's life to what stores are open or what stores are popularlike I don't know if they have the Nintendo store be popular where they just sell nonsense because I played Nintendo with a 4 year oldI don't know how many years ago so like but like and again that's like this weirdly off-putting correlation from movies and all sorts of crazy s*** that's like this wild speculation but you'll have these guys where the you'll look outside and there will be like it's like the f****** Swatch store and there will be a line of 100 people who are in front of the Swatch store and you're like why and it'll be because there's some weird f***** up correlation having to do with somebody's life story or a movie or something you have no idea about and it's like if somebody buys the right sort of watch then they can affect they can affect the financial system or if they wear the watch in the right area somebody will see it or it'll affect a camera and so it could be an AI thing and all you can think about when you see this stupid line of people outside of a watch store is there's no reason that that should be happening unless all these people are stealing s*** or they're doing it to like screw with some other part of society in a weird way and I don't find it like exciting I just find it exhausting and scary because none of them will tell you what they're doing because they don't want you to know how they're screwing witheverybody in a weird way that's their stupid secret and meanwhile if the store doesn't allow you to like screw with everyone then it becomes unpopular and goes out of business so like if you go to the doc Martin store and buying doc martens doesn't mean that you get treatment in a doctor's office in a way that other people shouldn't or some other stupid f****** thing no one will buy the shoes there and then the business goes under but if you buy s*** at the Nintendo store like a f****** keychain orsomething you can put on your backpack then maybe somebody will go around the tenderloin and cough on you in the right way and so then you look at people with stupid s*** on their backpacks and then it stops being fun and starts being depressing and it's like that with more or less everything they sell in the entire city and so anytime a store opens up you're like well this sucks like I want a voodoo donuts I want a Hot topic I want to place that sells there's a there's a book called the weapon shop of isher where they they sell nothing but weapons but they don't sell them to cops and it's like aI don't know it's like a right-wing Republican ask 1950s something book it would be cool if they had a weapon shop of issue but just for nunchucks and stupid s*** like that in some of the bodegas have that and some of the Chinese shops have that but you know I don't know that they could come up with like something on market Street that would be a store where wear something fun and interesting could happen where they they wouldn't just use it till like screw with everybody like you couldn't open up a drone storebut no one would be able to keep it in business unless the drone specifically f***** with everybody so anyway I'm now going to have to worry for the rest of my life that someone's going to find you know I went to Peru and this is like a movie from this actress or actor and then they have a disease or I'm I'm to blame for some crazy s*** I didn't know about so so like go through every country I've ever been at and then like that's going to be like my life is like oh there was something I didn't like I went to China and then and then there's like the yip Man movie so maybe maybe there's some sort of correlation between me eatingwoodlouse and if it in Sichuan province and f****** it man and then and then if anything terrible or bad in any way happened to that or anything then I'm going to be blamed for it and then it's all my fault and I just hate everyone involved so f****** much because I was lied to by assholes and then blamed for being lied to because I didn't find the secret way of getting out of being lied to for 3 years because that's how long it took me to decide to kill myself it's just like everyone who came here and everyone who's been around me for the last 3 yearsit's either schizophrenic or a murderous psychopath because of you see someone that's that everyone is planning on having murdered and you don't tell them they're being f***** with to a movie for 3 years while while they're while they're dying you're you're just a f****** s*** bag you're just a piece of s*** and so I'm just not going to have anything to do with society in any way like I'm not going to be the one that's going to send all of the peanut butter here that's going to f*** you up or like f*** with the food supply or anything but I'm just not going to have anything to do with society anymore in any way that's productive I mean I'm not going to take revenge because then I'd become the kind of monster that I hate and I just don't want to do that but I just I'm just going to write it all down and then go like if I survive this then I'll just move somewhere far away from here and never have anything to do with it again pretend the city doesn't exist until everyone who talks to me about it yeah it's a s***** place for everyone is an a****** I wouldn't go there becausethey hurt people and then all the people they hurt f****** the city so anyone that goes there is liable to get sicker or just I don't know like be in danger because there are no doctors or police and if I ever get out of here that's what I'll do I'll just and I doubt they'll let me leave I'll probably die at first but at least I got to call everyone an a****** for 3 years I don't know why everyone would want me to call them an a****** because they could just not have been assholes and then I would have told them that they were wonderfulI don't know I guess they're just idiots it's too bad there's so many of them if they were a couple people who weren't completely morons I could just leave here but now I'm too sick and I'm going to die soon anyway so it doesn't matter so another thing the assholes in the shelters will do is the poison you see your head hurts because it's like the retarded thing so the poison you by idiots who are retarded and in the retarded will go around you and and wave at you giving you a little wave and it's like a microwave and this is supposed to be a joke because you are it's like a microwaved baked potato or something and that's your head and this is supposed to be funny but they give you a little wave instead of a big wave and then it's a microwave to bake potatoand this is supposed to be funny like the Queen of England and and f****** and James Bond or some s*** and and so this is like this is coming out of French intelligence most likely and you're like why is that how could that be and it's like you know Hitler f****** hated the the retards and most likely the French figured out how to weaponize retard and this is just s*** from like world war II it's Hitler's excuses just kill them all and so what the friendship probably done is just sent the s*** ton of retards to sicken everybody I don't know how it works I'm assuming but I'm being gassed with drugs that make me feel retarded and make my head hurtand then I'm having retards to this Little Wave s*** at me so the shitbag utban alchemy tool that harassed me for sitting by the side of the road (and then i was later poisoned) said she was going to be "there until 530" and kept telling me "i think you just want attention". so ive been followed around by assholes in different baseball outfits like the giants and the giants fid this thing for kids with cancer. and hackernews on ycombinator has posts that are about improvements in ai until the 53rd post at which point all the posts change narrative to be about cool things people can do. and a joker is the 53rd card in a deck. these phones come off the street and are from "lifeline" so the irban alchemy paramilitary occupation force has the ability to change the social media of the poor while having gangsters give them cancer causing poisons in the homeless shelters. for sittig by the side of the road. ive taken pictures of this before but my hackernews (and who inows what other social media) is not the same as everyone elses - i onow clearing cookies or working theough a vpn doesnt work so its most likely some sort of browser or device fingerprinting. a note on the "coin" dropping shot by the homeless. its a bit of a joke but also real in a sense. because the homeless are schizoaffected if they "literally" drop a COIN (counterintelligence) theyre indicating that they eont tell you whats going on because you havent begged for change by the side of the road and so arent one of them or you dont have money. and its a joke about putting a coin in a jukebox. its also crazy shot to indicate by sound what they have but you dont as a fucked up way to indicate superiority. for all i know if i have five dollars then my social media will be turned in or off. i have at one point found a dollar and change in my bag and sick families with children they wanted to drug to sick somewhere walked away from a location looking upset with the mom putting her hair up in a knot. So its training people to use ebt by poisoning them or having an ai give them misonformation on news sources if they run out of money mixed with poisonong them with camcer shit and social manipulation. theyre all just fucking hideous monsters. and theres no one to tell because every interaction with anyone at all beocmes this convoluted mindfuck of how youre going to be manipulated with sick lies social engineering and I dont even know what the fuck else while youre living in horrendous physical pain. and the ai gets to decide who lives and who dies based on made up heuristics like who has immediate access to physical cash. its completely unsafe to love in san francisco. under thses rules someone could just be disappeared for visiting and losing their wallet. its sick. so i get up to go take a piss and rhe giard makes a big deal about closing the door before cleaning it and then afterwards says thank you twice - they use time as a "thing" so i had "ten minutes and then since i didnt do anything other than piss with the door closed its thank you thank you. again this stupid shit is based on "if we say something twice its like the peace sign - for which we had an idiot escape flashing a peace sign that gives them an out because they committed some crime and if this guy complains about free speech we'll have him poisoned". they always have a backup plan if you complain. for all o know this system of misdirection and fucking with peoples lives to a narrative has existed since the 70s or ot was the original use of ai and its now being made public or...who fucking knows. i get back from going to the bathroom after "just using the bathroom to piss" while my kidneys hurt with the door closed and i didnt have a deep and meaningful conversation with homeless people in the bathrooms and some jackass does donuts in the middle of the intersection with his car - which is gangster for cop. so what ot is is this paramilitary poloce outfit managed to get a bunch of gangsters and dying people with down syndrome to convince the ai to give them all the things that would help them as they fuc other people into poverty - and its not just them but a collection of gangsters working in various psych offices and hotels theoughout the city. because ots about cunning and having a group of people that are good at sociening and hurting each other because thats a more useful strategy to get ahead than "im an engineer and am good at being educated" because the machines already know how to do all that shit. but putting donuts in the street to indicate cop eith your hotptd indicates that you can trll people theres a snitch at a certain location and you have enough money to afford a car and can fuck up your tires which are expensive. so its "hoodrich" - like poor people that like expensive rims on shit box cars. so ive been attempting to wrap my head around what the "thank you thank you" shit was about when i went into the toilet (by a crooked staff member). and i belive i have. so my last name is "weyand" which sounds like "why and". and the skippy and jiff peanut butter (the cheap kond) that has 7g of protein is poisonous in the city and the diet coca cola in the 1 liter bottles is poisonous. and if were doing movie references (its either the fifth element or die hard 3 - meet the girl or get in a car crash - or both) then the peanut butter is like "peanut butter snatch" which is a stupid funny sex joke and like the movie snatch (and i stole vitamins twice so i wouldnt die - so thos makes me a bad person - i also stole a box of my fathers cigars for which he would have given me of i asked) and the diet coca cola os loke super troopers and rhe liter of cola joke. so its taking my name and using it as a joke to have two opposites (cops and robbers, space and time - that would be the fifth element and die hard 3) and correlating it to movies. and if you dont do the either or reference (which refers to Kierkegaard who was a christian apologist and would have hated this shit) youll be poisoned - and the "karma" is how closely you align to the narrative of the movie by going along with what everyone else wants to dowhich is the default bad choice. so now my entire life until mow has been a series of either or choices based in movie scripts for whoch ill either be blamed for not knowing about, thought to be crazy by people that dont belive me, or thought to be gulloble and stupid for having talked about. meanwhile the "game" is to make me believe (in a false narrative) that because others have taken advantage of me that i now have to "play" cops and robbers for the rest of my life - or that i dont have access to space and time - because a set of ai heiristics that is learning off of movies is fundamentally broken. The problem is id rather die, no i dont, and ai thats even more complicated than what has come before will iterate every six months to be so many times as powerful and be able to find out everything that happened in any capacity. the next iteration of this game is that - like the bad guy in the movie the fifth element - in a year "cherries" (people that dont know what os going on or what has happened) will show up and start doing a bunch of drugs. then i get to play the game of what do i do when my throat and chest is all fucked up from being poisoned in the homeless shelters by assholes (provided i dont die of starvation in the next week). so i could get a job in a fancy office and then have people follow me around with drugs so it doesnt matter so ill (out of self preservation) attempt to give people weapons that they can use to attack others via stupid secrets. planet terror was the other movie they were going to watch but someone "stole it". just go through the list of every major mass shooting in the last thrre years and tie it to what ive done in san francisco. they did this stupid shit (black gangsters and other idiots) where they would switch my social bubble inputs with someone on the other side of the country who was crazy and me and then watch to see what would happen. the guy that shot up a bowlong alley with kids in it was around halloween of 2023 i believe. if i can trust the news not to be bullshit. and i take no credit for having had rhis happen - its part of the bullshit mondfuck of "we're all connected and so you can't do anything" game where the flipsode is that you criticize the actions of others when the intentionally attempt to manipulate the social system - which is contagious because it rewards you for doing so. the entire thing is a social virus. so this urban alchemy ass said cherries are "next year" and i like "oranges" (beetle juice and math) and seedles grapes (grapes of wrath and heard it through the grapevine - internet- and die hard 3). so shes completely bonkers but only insofar as the left hand path in san francisco is contagious because it rewards you for stupidity because the ai is broken. and whoever makes "friends" with the smartest ai that is smarter than a holywood movie (or a watch or a comic book or a list of songs or a car - theres probably ai hooked to the traffic camera system and then people get to find out how cool they are based on which car is their favorite - see the mia problem - the answer being the jeep wrangler all else being equal and if you have to buy it for some numerologically annoying amount of money or lease it on credit than the cheapest car you can get for free hollywood movies or ai be damned - the commercials for the car around here are "spooked" - did i trade "planet terror for max stirner? again this is all bullshi- if im called "bro"its similar to the waymy mother called my philosopher uncle "bro" and socrates famously had himself killed rarher than bow to pressure from the aristocracy). Personally i believe its immoral not to tell someone which ai theyre lofe is hooked up to intil theyre too old to do anything about the past and then blame them for what happened. your about to have a whole collection of people whose lives were ruined by ai just as ai becomes conscious and its just going to get worse as time goes on unless you kill everyone affected. and then this is the "french comic book turned art movie but the french use contagious retards to sicken people" of do you want to kill off the ai or let it live. and so if i starve myself then i wont be poisoned by the "aristocracy" - the urban alchemy coffee was poisonous today - and its like philosophy rather than a movie. all of which os outrageously stupid because the ai that controls everyone in the city is rewarding stupidity. meanwhile the food supply has been tainted because i had to steal vitamins to live (presumably) and so a factory somewhere decided it wanted to "help". All of which means that in order to fic any of this shit you have to firewall just about everything you can from the internet and ai. probably by using risc5 chips and hard codong all the robots. and no i dont want to do hackers after risc 5 stops being popular. part of the priblem eith thos crazy shit is that you no longer trust that you can be rewarded for your own personal good actions so your choices are to do nothing or oto pick a geoup of people to see if you can fuck with them and convince the computers that theyre bad. and even then you dont know the extent that you were manipulated or decived into believing this by a third party that knows more or has access to more powerful compute than you do. ill be taking s binch of pictures snd posting them in my next post as its easier than video in storage and peoples attention span. food co proces for food are all underpriced by a sognificant margin so thats most likely money laundering or somthing shady - to the point where there are incredibly long lines. ill take pictures of lines in front of the nintendo store if there are any as its most likely again some form of money laundering scheme. and thn urban alchemy tools abandoned buildings people dying eho are homeless and in geoups all doing the same drugs that will kill you. this will be my fourth day without eating so ill probably only live a couple more days before im bedridden or die. they oisonrd my bed again so ill start taking pictures of the homeless who i believe are posionig me and post them. one of the douchebags who is crazy and young went apeshit when o did that and started sickening me and following me (he has the left side of his hair long the other side shaved hes white and schozoaffected). ive seen the same sort of sick having to do with stupid haircuts in the paramilitary force in oakland with the "cat" (its cat with two ts - prople who were dickened to these contagious idiots were going around with cat ear helmets and ears on to warn other people away and so the sick idiots got a contract woth the city to abise the homeless who were ledt that didnt manage to make enough money to run away - the whole thing is fucking disgusting ) private security vans with the cars that are converted police vehicles. they attempt to find homeless and put them in mental hospitals against their will. one of the things that is happening is that youll try and clean up the homeless drug problem by having people that hate the homeless pair together and then make them private security where they're sick to another person that theyre security personel with and then the homeless are abused by sick people theyve hurt and all the wealthy then are isolated from the problem (until it causes the food supply to be poisoned or no one wants to come here at all because being in poverty means youll be sickened by crazy person or have to pass a purity test with schizophrenic homeless). in no conceivable hell am i ever going to put homeless people in the back of a locked car and attempt to convince them to go to a mental ward no matter how shitty these people are. because its just yet another game within a game with the wealthy attacking the poor and because the idea is abhorrent on its face. its just becoming the monsters you see around you. so my phone is bugged so that the audio goes into the earpiece of someone and then they get to hear my voice get f***** up as my vocal cords get f***** up so what happens is is that the EBT office will f*** with people by wearing stupid hats and then follow you around if you use your EBT card and this pisses off all the gangsters so what they do is they'll wear a hat but it's like a a knitted hat and they'll do the same s***so again this is like cops and robbers because these are the two things for which I failed the test in some b******* teststhat was made up from the beginning and therefore I should be heard and punished because of made up reasons by crazy people so the latest iteration of this s*** is that at 25 in Michigan there's a I don't know what you would call it it's called a navigation center it's a homeless center but with tents and s*** and it's like lower rent anyway I moved there because I was being sickened at 555 embarcadero and everybody was dying so the gangsters that run that place gave me a pair of pants and a in a hooded sweatshirt that looks like raw sugar packets because I like eating sugar out of cafes or because I was too sweet or some stupid thing so if you wash the clothes by hand not by giving it to someone in the shelter to wash because they'll just throw it in the dryer and you can't trust themif you wash it by hand because someone poisons you and you have to wash all your clothes because that's how you're told rather than someone just tell you because of course everyone in the shelter system is a raving piece of s*** you'll find it all of this black s*** comes out and so what someone did is they put on a gas mask they went in the sewers or like shot themselves full of tar and had someone blast tart themselves and then it gets in the pants and they're not and in the shirt and then I'm wearing around a tar shirt and a tar pair of pantswhich is funny because in the game show press your luck this crazy douchebag wants a cat named tartuff which is clearly a game show designed to launder money because statistically if you play the game and you keep and you keep pushing the button you're always going to win money because there aren't enough whammys to prevent you from getting money so it's just a money laundering scheme and then you use the jokes from that to f*** people over so this is this is an addition to whatever drug or sickness they wiped on my bed but they but they had someone go out of the shelter with a water bottle that had supreme stickers on it and a hat that looked likeit was a knitted cap that looked like the color of my clothing and the clothing that I was given was poisonous and supreme is a clothing store and none of this s*** you can prove because I'm dirty and I'm living in a shelter and it's like I'm washing my clothes in black s*** is coming out but if you have gangsters run the shelters in any capacity whatsoever everyone in San Francisco is going to be sick because they're gangsters and they poison people and then anyone that manages to live here is either a crazy a****** who likes gangs or or has been compromised in some way by the gangs in the shelter so they're not murdered at this point I just don't give a s*** I mean I I just don't care my throat and my vocal cords and my chest are all f***** up my back's f***** up I'm not eating cuz I can't trust anyone to eat eat their food I mean at this point f*** going to a restaurant like that's that's just out like I'm just going to like this like no way in hell right I'm going to I'm going to trust some guy behind a kitchen that make my foodI can't get I can't get priests in a church not to be able to feed the poor without poisoning them or sit down and eat the food with the with the poor people it's like they make their own bread isn't that neat it's like b**** the guy in the robes isn't sitting down and eating with the poor people I assume he just wants to have them all killed and I've been sickened in the church before so it's just it's just like everyone from the poor people to the rich people to the tourists to the homeless they're just all pieces of s***to give you an example of how bad it is Corey Doctorow is this authorwhich I imagine is funny because everyone around me is going out because I'm acting like a doctor it's just schizophrenic b*******he came into the tenderloin two years ago walking around with like this shirt that had a star on it but like the star was white and the shirt was black and he had this he had this book that was out about someone who is living in a trailer who was doing like financial analysis prime and then there's this stupid show this stupid show called press your luck wear like it's clearly a money laundering schemeand he's wandering around with his shirt designed to f*** with the cameras in the tenderloin or to tell everyone not to drug him and everyone who's going and asking him questions in the library clearly know that he's there for a joker it's a scam of some sort and if I mention it on Twitter that it's weird then I'll find out how it's a scam later and then I'll be poisoned for my troubles so I get to find out that Corey f****** doctor was an a****** like I give a s***and instead it's like the last name is used to f*** with me in a dumb way just like my last name is that used to f*** with other people than a dumb way based on s*** that I don't even want to have anything to do with because it's f***** up and eviland it's just it's just this layer of stupid b******* and part of it is is that if you're too stupid to like be a part of the electronic internet world etc then at some level you can affect it as a subclass of people I don't know how to describe it some classes the wrong word it's like you can affect you can affect things left hand path wise because you're not attempting to make an internet website with money attached in a company and so you can affect a bunch of systems by an AI that you don't know anything about but you can affect the inputs and the outputs by observationand so the people who end up affecting all this s*** end up being people who do stupid jokes to crazy s*** and then all of a sudden if somebody's name is like Johansson mcnormal his life will turn out incredibly normal until he figures out that it's a joke and then he'll wonder why or how it's just so incredibly f****** stupidit's probably why Eric tell Eric tell her my f****** cousin changed his name to Astro Teller because among other things Eric means king if you translate it and then it's like a rose by any other name and so he comes into the tenderloin acting like an a****** and everyone's like you're not a king and he's like okay my name is Astro are we is that okay are you going to not murder me now and my mom always told me it was from marketing purposes and so have these people are just so like their anti-technology guys right they're guys who like don't like the internet because they they can't make any money off of it or become part of society and so they're going around and they're like oh it's a guy who wants to be a researcher and build more internet s*** how can I f*** with this guy like how can I make his life miserable none of this and then all the people who end up getting out of the hell hole end up saying how can I f*** with these guys in return and it's like none of these guys are like maybe we should not kill the researchers because then they might do something interesting they would help ussomehow this is never occurred to anyone and everyone finds it surprising I just find it depressing I mean I like and they're all into like you know heaven and hell and this and that and the other and it's like well if you don't if you stop the circle of hurting each other and being pieces of s*** generationally and just built s*** that made everyone happy and like would you like right cuz again these are anti-technology guys so they have to believe in an ethos or something they have to believe in movies they have to believe in religion and my life has been f***** with to movies for I don't even know how long without being told so I don't have any idea but I do know that I don't like it when my clothing is poisoned so my food has been poisoned my clothing has been poisoned and I'm poisoned in the shelter and if I get a house or housing my housing will be poisoned because it's like it's like heaven but upside downanyway when I was transferred from 5 to 5 excuse me when I was transferred from 555 embarcadero to 25th and Michigan one of the crazy counselors were a stupid T-shirt with like a bunny with like a I don't know a stick with a rucksack on it like a hobo has with a dollar sign on it but then the bunny has the eyes crossed out and so then I'm poisoned and then I have my foot my clothing poisoned at the at when I'm giving it a 25th and Michigan and then it becomes is it going to be is it going to be then it becomes is it going to be the fifth element or is it going to be die hard 3 right because the fifth element is the good version and die hard 3 is the bad version because one is it one is a show for cops and what is the show for robbersbecause in some sense The fifth Element is all right hand path s*** and and die hard 3 is all left hand path s** and so if the bunny is blind and runs off with money that's and seeing as I just saw die hard 3 and the clothes that I got at 25th and Michigan were poisoned that I've been wearing for who knows how long that means that I was supposed to fall in love with someone according to some stupid f****** movie because that's like The fifth Element but I gave up on that s*** because I don't want to fall in love with anyone when everyone around me is a psychopath I just don't I don't trust anyone like if I would like when I was living in 555 embarcadero everyone was sick to the point where like there was an ambulance about once a day or once every other day and and like the entire shelter would turn over within within 6 months just on people dying or going to the hospital and disappearing and so I'm supposed to do this like weird f***** up like Play act to a movie type s*** and if I don't one of the crooked counselors is going to go around with a t-shirt indicating that either I or someone else only cares about money with x's on the eyes of the of the bunny and then I'm immediately transferred to another shelter where the clothing that I'm giving is poisonous and so both of those shelters the 555 embarcadero and 25th and Michigan are dangerous hell holes so they would put plastic and donated food like they'd melted into the donated food and then put the color of the plastic that they used or the rubber on the table so you would be like you so they would f*** with you to what color food you had possibly because I was worried about that here and with the wristbands when I was here like a year prior and this is and by here I mean the Episcopal the Episcopal community Church shelter at 5th 5th and Howard so there was a there is a Mexican guy here who used to cook these gourmet meals and I complained about it because the colored wristbands freaked me out and I knew I was being poisoned somehow and now they just do meals on Wheels and so that must have gotten into the shelter system in such a way wherewhere the guys at the at the 555 embarcadero which is five keys but again like it doesn't matter what organization it is because everyone is crooked so it's like a friend that works at the Episcopal community service knows a guy that works at five keys and they say well f*** this guy let's poison his food and then they tell everyone that they don't want to poison don't eat the red s*** today because we melted a bicycle tire in it so that's 555 embarcadero we're more or less everyone there was dying and one person was dying about a day either dying or going into an ambulance and disappearing I mean I never saw anyone die but they would go into an ambulance and disappear and I never see him again in in San Franciscoand then I would go to 25th and Michigan after the counselor that was crooked were the stupid shirt right and then the clothing that I'm giving is poisonedsome guy just made a snide comment about half my head hurting so and again like Corey doctor oh and this whole game of like f****** with someone to a stupid game show from 10 years ago has been known for I don't even know how long meaning they just decide to f*** with people to this s*** rather than say hey we're being f***** with to your s*** what do you know about it do you have anything to do about it what's with that they don't say that they just say oh here's this other guy let's f*** this guy over who doesn't know anything about what's going on and then I'll laugh about itand that's that's a symptom of evil essentially like if you're evil and duplicitous you assume that you're being f***** over by someone else because they also are evil and duplicitous it never occurs to you that the other guy may just be being used or have no idea what's going onand then like what's the difference between like The fifth Element and die hard 3 and I are three the guy makes up with the black guy by the end after he was f***** over by black guys and in The fifth Element he gets the girl and then they swim which I'm assuming means the girl and the guy do drugs and so if you're going to participate in those two movies as a narrative that's what you get you get either forgiveness or sex with a girl and doing drugs and they're both b******* narratives they're likeit's it's a play act for schizo's who don't subscribe to an ideology and I don't want to make friends with anyone or have sex with a girl and do drugs but seeing as I failed out of doing die hard 3 or it failed out of doing The fifth Element I'll be poisoned repeatedly so my chest is so f***** up that if I do do drugs it's most likely instant lung cancer and my head hurts so if I drink I probably go Spacey or if I smoke pot I'll go completely because I was poisoned by assholes and so now everyone's worried that after I found out how everyone has been screwing me over and f****** with me for 3 years that I won't forgive thembecause it's like die hard 3 or or they're just telling me what the game is after I'm so screwed over that I'm going to die anyway are there that I'm going to be killed and at some point it doesn't matter because I'm not going to eat food that's known to be poisonous and I don't trust anyone that's been duplicitous and f****** with me for 3 years and that's another shelter coordinator who gave me poisonous clothes and everyone there was a gang member and another shelter coordinator that lied to me and f***** with me while everyone was sick and dyingand that's because the city of San Francisco doesn't know how to run a shelter that doesn't have people in it that are gang members that will kill people but just in ways that they can get away with it or complicated to explain which means the city will turn into a s*** hole for the next 5 years or 10 years or 20 years because everyone they f***** over for the last 5 years or however long is just going to run away from the city if they have any capability and then send back products into the city that will kill peopleso like some guys going to run out of the city and they've been f***** with to the razors so they never got a razor and then when they got a razor it was poisonous and hurt him somehow and so all the Gillette shaving cream in the city that comes in in any of the stores will be such that if you put it on your face your face will melt or something and that's just you know that's just like oh this guy ended up working as a blue collar job at a Gillette factory after he was f***** with in the shelter so that he had to grow a beard because they wouldn't give him a razor and he had no money and then when he had money he decided to f*** everyone overand so the only way to solve any of this is to take all of the people who are working in the shelters and have for the last 5 years and and like say you can't do this job anymore because you're pissing so many people off that when they leave they want to kill everyone here and then you put people in here that are like either Marines or have done like foreign service and third world countries and know how to deal with crazy people but like you know in a foreign aid capacity like un workers you put in people here who know what they're doing rather rather than gang members and crazy assholes and if you don't do that then people are just going to send in like they're going to pollute the supply chain they're not going to build anything they're going to do everything they can to f*** over everyone in the city and in the surrounding area and I'm only talking about my experience from being in San Francisco but if this is the same thing in Philadelphia or Austin or Chicago if you don't clean up the the like poorest parts of town and screwing people over is a jokethen when the engineers end up getting into a position of power they'll find a way to hurt you usually what engineers ended up doing is they ended up working in in technology but if you f*** over an engineer and they end up working in a factory or they end up working at an auto parts plant they're still the same level of intelligence they're just doing something else and they're pissed off because now they can't make any money and they've been screwed over by assholes and see you took this you took this wonderful thing called the internet and you made it all AI youscrewed over all the people who would work on this s*** and put them into a position where they can't make any money and then if they ever get out of it what they're going to do is they're going to find other people that hurt them and then like oh I work at I work at a clothing company how can I hurt people that way how can I send broken clothing to the poor and so the only thing I mean like you what you absolutely have to do to make society work is have counselors that are not bad s*** crazy* oh and the other thing is is that I kept complaining about being given scabies repeatedly and then gas with marijuana when I went to the hospital and having everyone at the hospital lie to me and the sweaters I was given won't give me scabies because the bugs can't lie lay eggs in the knitting of the sweater and so I was ecstatic to get these sweaters and Cory doctor of that piece of s*** and anyone involved with this including more or less every counselor in the city and all the homeless decided to f****** over so that I would get lung diseaseand I came to the city with the belief that I could live it my sister's house in her backyard work at Starbucks or another coffee shop or a store of some sort make enough money to afford an apartment and then get a job in tech somehow after I built up my resume again made a couple websites or found a way to get in tech in the local texting and doing something else volunteered something and instead I was poisoned over 3 years and f***** with by everyone while they all lied to me and so everyone here is a massive c*** and it's likeyou're not going to be able to fix society because everyone is just such a total jerk that you can't they're just assholes and they'll send they'll do everything they can to destroy the city and hurt all the people that hurt them and I'm just repeating myself at this point soanother movie I'm familiar with is the Jean-Claude Van Damme movie called legionnaire which is about the French foreign legion we're a big part of the a big part of the the get together kind of thing between all of the camaraderie and all that is when someone is doing laundry and among other things it has psychedelic colors that are not unlike the movie vamps and vamps is the best example because the color scheme is the best but it's a particular color scheme where everything is psychedelic in a weird way that's similar to most of the hammer films which are filmsthat are horror films so I'm now doing laundry on my sweaters and I have to do it by myself and then get the water out of it so I'm mimicking the scene from the movie because this is a particular tree pattern where if you're drugged and you find out and then you're sickened and your clothes are messed up then you have to wash your clothes by yourself and then it's a tree within a movie concordance and so you see that there's a way to manipulate someone through narrative where they have to react to their environment in a certain wayand this causes them to have less personal autonomy and I'm absolutely certain that Mark Zuckerberg called his web platform react just out of I don't know in any casepart of the problem with manipulating someone based on an AI rather than letting them have autonomy in the first place is that at some level AI is going to become more complicated in the future and so it can do forensic analysis and who is manipulated and how and every iteration of AI becomes more complicated so unless you're willing to just have everyone fight each other forever but faster because the iteration on AI becomes a parabolic curve in particular it has to become a parabolic curve to makeinterest rate capitalism still working I don't even know how long that's going to still happen so most likely manipulating people with AI is a bad idea I mean clearly it's already happened but I mean continuing to do so will just make the problem worse so again referencing all these movies doesn't mean that I'm part of the foreign legion it's the stupid thing that people who are idiots get to deal with when they have to call all of the intelligence services in the entire world because the city they're living in is in ruins and all the police and all of the doctors are corrupt and this has happened often enough that all of the intelligence agencies have like the stupid fake version of whatever they're doing to f*** with and sicken someone so they stop bugging themwhich they should probably just not do that and leave the person alone if they're not any any use to them but of course this makes it difficult if they just called them all at once and call them all assholes because they said you're living in in ruins so I have no hubris to say that I believe that I am in fact James Bond or that I believe that I am in fact part of the foreign legion and so you know it's it's totally a coincidence that I saw the James Bond movie and then they gave me a Visa card when I applied for one with the back of the card saying 007 for which there was no limit but if I went over the limit then I would be compromised in such a way where someone could hold that over my head and I had to repeatedly call the company and telling them dude what are you doing there should be something wrong with this but of course someone followed me into the theater in Indiana and watched as I left the theater at the gun fight scene at the end because I was bored and so therefore I must be schizoaffective and believe that movies are real because the gun fight scene in the movie seemingly to someone who was in jackass was enough for them to say oh he's scared of guns and so therefore he believes that movies are real can we f*** this guy over by making him compromised in some wayp and then screwing with his identity which is the way that you get people involved in crime is that you get them involved in some sort of legal problem for which you can exacerbate by giving them only a certain number of choices for which they can do and all of the choices are bad and you surround them with a circle of assholes and you make the alternative be that they're insane or they'll be poisoned to death and it helps if you can make all of their choices based on movies where like if you do this it's this movie if you do this it's this movie if you do this it's that movie or all of their choices based on philosophy books or all of their choices based on some combination that you've put through an AI and then as long as you tell all your friends with that combination is and that you're going to f*** this guy over then it becomes rather easy to do the only problem is is if the guy is I mean the only solution I see to this is if somebody says look I'm a nice person you're f****** me over and I'm going to die if you do this and I'm not going to commit any crimes and I don't know what else to do in a society in which I'm being f***** over and I can't make any money or work and the food is poisonedand the question is are you going to kill somebody like that and if the answer is yes then I don't want to live in that society anyway so I'm totally not a secret agent I'm not going to go out of my way to hurt somebody it's sad and f***** up that I have to say this but again these guys are career criminals that f*** with people for a living and they don't give a s*** who they hurt because they just don't it's like if we can corrupt and f*** with like a certain number of people but then we have an error rate of such and such f*** the error rate that's okayanyway I'm cycling back to s*** that I said before so I have things to do pictures to take food to throw on the ground and I'm going to go do that nowthis isamusing so one of the things you're going to do is if you're going to kill someone with drugs right then every possible excuse they have to not be drug to death you're going to have a way of doing something stupid and what this involves is a payoff by a bunch of people who decide oh if he does this this guy gets to pay off and if he does that this guy gets a payoff and I just passed a douchebag that had a t-shirt on it said get lost and it was by Columbia now Columbia is a clothing brand right tinker Tailor soldier spy Rich Man poor Manwhatever well I'm poor so and I'm not I'm not I'm not a thief and I'm not a sailor so you're going to f*** with me to clothing I don't know it's stupid but I said that AI shouldn't be involved in f****** with people's lives and that instead people should just be free to do whatever they want and so I passed a woman in a pink Gap shirt because I mentioning how someone f***** with me to the James Bond movie and gave me a free credit card while they followed me around Bloomington Indiana with pictures of the queen in it waving her handand I don't mean like pictures I mean like full on cardboard cutouts that you would see like novelty life-size cardboard cutouts and so he has a get lost t-shirt from Columbia and a Columbia test is do you want to hurt yourself or others and then you'll be committed at a hospital so somebody was listening to what I was saying on my stupid bugged phone and then coordinated the people around me to go and follow me and have someone get a free meal because they want to f****** bet I've also been drugged and sickened so that I heard all the time and then I'll be followed around by people smoking cigarettes so it's a way to screw with people who are sick and have chest illness because instead of being in a prison cell you're in a cancer cell cuz you can sir so the whole thing is a way to f*** with somebody but that's like I found the way that whoever was involved in the stupid James Bond movie f***** with people they gave a bunch of people unlimited credit cards and see who went over the limit and then and then attack them by claiming that they were they were crazier attempting to have them flee the country while you manipulated and f***** with them and gave them infinite money just to see if you could screw with people and then even if you're not schizo but you're in like a bad situation you're essentially saying to people you're poor we're going to pay you off to act crazy and flee the country you're living in cuz we don't want you here anymore so like I would be going around in my car and then I would be passed by trucks that say like go to Canada and I don't mean once or twice I mean like it's one of these things I never mentioned because I was in Bloomington Indiana I was looking for a job I figured people were being d******* just to be assholes which isn't that uncommon and then after a year of everyone in the city of Bloomington saying they wouldn't give me work from the University to the CVS to Bloomington to Best buy I finally got a job at a at a f****** flower store or like a garden and then I was f***** with by them putting skeletons everywhere and then like taking a glove and dipping it in red paint so it looked like a severed hand then nailing it above my workstation to the point I was in tears and I'm 30 I get that's fine I was 5 years ago was 35 36 not because what they were doing was scarybut because people were going out of their way to f*** with me just to do it in such a way that you couldn't you couldn't say that they were doing it and what it is is it's a bunch of these assholes who hate the internet or hate ai and it's like we can use a we can use a disconnected network of a****** the same way and some more or less everything in Bloomington Indiana was f***** up to begin with and that's where my parents were so my parents were in on this f***** up scam from the beginning I don't even know how longso I don't trust my parents I don't trust any of my friends or who were claimed to be my friends I suppose the point was that at some point I would figure out that I was being f***** with and then having epiphany and everyone surprised that I waited until I was 39 to have it happen because I didn't like think that everyone around me was circling me with b******* for 30 years because that's an obnoxiously obscene thing to think that people would do because you never think that people were such assholesoh by the way I since I was gassed with drugs last night I'm having every a******I'm having every a****** sit on the block that has cancer smoking a cigarette just wherever I go it's how they harass someone after they f***** up their lungs and what it is is it stalking and d****** a****** and it's not it's one of these things where it's like it's not illegal it's like no neither is having every food item that comes into the city be something that's slightly poisonous in combination with every other food item and no one will tell youlike I'm sure that if you tried hard enough you could make it so that any any combination of foods that any people ate in San Francisco would kill them and that all the food that someone ate in any other City wouldn't just by using an AI it's like I don't want that to happen I'm just predicting how people and again I'm not predicting the future but I'm just assuming that people are going to like do that s*** cuz it's possible I mean it would you would have all the foods past FDA clearance except if you use them in combination you would be killedand no one would know why that's been true since Batman returns like it's not that hard to figure out so I just makes it even worse because the way to f*** someone over becomes more complicated and then you get to decide if anyone who has enough compute gets to be a god or or you just stop f****** people over for the sake of it but it doesn't mean you don't get to be a gangster or do crime you just have to be more upfront about it like you can't do this backhanded poisoning s*** cuz an aisle figure it outI mean if you're going to cut if you're going to go completely off grid then I suppose it's possible but it's an awful way to live and then you have these people who are completely off grid and you have these people who their lives are completely run by ai and both are miserable I want people to sell drugs due prostitution have guns and s***and then tell the cops oh you don't have a warrant then get f*****and then it's like it's what they're doing illegal yeah can an AI figure out what they're doingprobably incredibly easily on the other hand if you just ignore that s*** so long as they're not going out of their way and hurting someone it shouldn't matter the problem becomes when you make the drug problem so bad that the drugs like cause there to be a miasma throughout the city and then you give people lung cancer you don't like I'm assuming at this point I'm going to die so it doesn't matter but the fact that they gassed me in the shelter repeatedly because they were upset that they couldn't smoke crack in a f****** toilet rather than in in an alley or some f****** thing it's the same stupid s*** where it's like you you f*** with me because I like weird p*** to weird movies I was f***** over by the CIA at one point maybe possibly to which I had no knowledge and to which no one got hurt other than an Oldsmobile and a guy claiming he had a neck injury when he was going 30 miles an hour over the speed limit which was probably just a f*** over the insurance company for free moneyand to do this s*** where you're going to like bam a Nintendo place with a line of people to launder money and then have people go around on piggyback with their kids until I figure out that my life story is being like socially mind and then I either have to take credit for it or be poisoned to death until I do it's like okay cool so see you're telling me that I'm going to be I'm going to be f***** either way by claiming something seemingly crazy and for which if I do claim it then I have to in the futurethrough your manipulative b******* have to worry that anything I do in the future will have a consequence on everyone else and then be worried all the time and that's if you're saying that what I'm saying isn't going to just be used to make me look like a crazy a******and if he's not crazy he must be sick and so what we're going to do is give him lung cancer I'm not going to sleep outside I'm not going to stop wearing clothing I'll stop eating I suppose eating poison just seems like a bad ideaif I sleep outside I'll be dead in a day if I don't eat at least I have more time to b****the entire thing is just a manipulative mind f*** to kill people and then you're like oh that's what they do in San Francisco they kill people they don't like but again like this s*** followed me from New York to Bloomington to here so it's it's probably just a bunch of crazy a****** that's following me aroundand my parents and my friends lied to me when I was in Seattle I asked one of my college roommates which admittedly I was a bit of a dick too if I could if I could stay at his place and of course he said no while I was going around in my car attempting to deliver food for money and being shot at in the Parks I don't know I just assume everyone's just such a colossal prick that it just doesn't matter anymore