August 24, 2025

So as I find them I write them down and record them. It's what I do at this point. I know this shit was organized from the beginning and I won't be satisfied until I find people put in prison or I'm dead.

So I've already written how there's a crazy asshole (two of them in fact - one a fat guy that always wears a baseball hat and one of them that's an old woman) that run the clothing drive over at St. Anthony's. Which is one of the few places in the city where you can get free clothes. The homeless refer to the baseball hat guy as "Dr. Scholes" (from what I gathered from pantomiming) because the shoes that they'll give you are fucked up so pizoelectric or mechanical motion will cause pieces of metal to go into your feet and subsequently grow. It's true and it's fucked up - you're supposed to get the free shoes and then buy or steal a "soul" like a fucking joke. The $5 shoes you can get at Target will further cause your feet to be fucked up but possibly maybe if you already wore the soles of the shoes that are fucked up at St. Anthony's in the first place.

I've also talked about how the cloud mobile phones are such that they give off noticeably and measurably more radiation than they should, while the other brand of cell phone that is common is "sticky" in a way that speaks to a sort of biological contaminant. This correlates to the two new kinds of transistors that are currently at the cutting edge - biological and quantum. Which in one sense is exciting, and in another sense is boring because it's not a "new" idea or paradigm in a sense. Many of the hippies are more concerned about climate change which is not an unreasonable fear - spending 14 billion dollars to poison the poor is.

Today, after walking from 5th and Bryant to 23 and Velancia in bleeding feet so I could eat 2000 calories it occurred to me that the joke "close but no cigar and close only counts with horseshoes and hand grenades" are phrases that my father used to say. This isn't to say that he's responsible for this disaster, but what it does mean is that a psychotic schizophrenic was working off of something when they came up with the idea of how to "shoo" someone away as a joke - through torture. Meaning that there is someone that made the decision to do this and they're not particularly creative or intelligent. Which means that I want them to die in prison and it's possible to catch them in order to make that happen. Any time anything good happens to me related to this "joke" or some other bullshit circle I will also write it down and record it if I know that I'm still being manipulated by the psychotic. Because I don't like being manipulated and I don't want to rely on people that poison and hurt people. And whoever did this spent billions of dollars and hurt I don't know how many people who now want to have them killed - frankly they'd be safer in prison then out in the open. The joke is something I heard from my father and I had nothing to do with it - neither the desire, opportunity, or motive. Someone had all of those. I want them in prison. There isn't a payoff in money or "friends" or "peace" or something else that will make me change my mind. If I'm on the verge of death I can only be coerced insofar as I won't be killed and then I'll immediately go back to telling as many people as much as I know.

Other notes - psychoticisim having to do with "eating chips" and seeing if that can't be made to drive someone crazy mixed with stalking. Death of Sinead O'Connor (Zombie song) and seeing if you can't poison someone to a combination of jokes and then play that stupid song to anyone that's not schizoaffective and/or believes in rhetoric as opposed to dying to a cause/being sickened by the codependent. I wrote the last two sentences in the library and people are back to making horse noises with their lips - this is the schizoaffective communicate with the person like they're retarded and later I'll be poisoned thing having to do with the grateful dead album where the guy puts the ice cream cone on his head. You can't say certain things or you'll be stalked and poisoned by schizophrenics. Schizophrenics that are food sick and using mimicry now in the library - I find this interesting. They seem to play off of what other people do. If someone comes in acting crazy in one way a food sick schizophrenic will start eating cheetos as a sort of "food is magic make it go away" thing. It's difficult to differentiate the sick (the ghosts) and those making fun of the sick (the jokers) as they both act crazy in the same way. While I was typing a sick schizo lady started to become upset and bang on the mouse and keyboard repeatedly because either she was upset that someone could type or because of the sound. This is surprisingly common and sad. There's at least one schizophrenic that I call the "quiet guy" that will sit behind you and say "quiet" to himself repeatedly and if you type too much or are too loud in the library will have someone drug or poison you later if you live in the shelters.

Crazy people whispering. Typical. What you'll have happen if you're being gaslit is that someone will decide that you qualify for "overhearing" some of the joke of how you're being fucked with by talking to themselves. In this way they get you to trade the freedom for being left alone with "if you overhear things and put together what you know then you'll see how you're being screwed over". In this way it's designed to reward someone for "hearing voices" and then acting on what other people do. It's brainwashing mixed with disease in the name of "freedom" - funnily enough people have been going around and spraying "free dumb" on the side of mailboxes. If you sleep on the streets or you don't send mail to people then you're "free" as well - just you know - ousted from society by a collection of gaslighters and the insane. In this case the phrase is "ho hum" wherein before people would walk by me whistling after I would go through a decision tree wherein someone would do something intentionally stupid in accordance with a stimulus (drop a coin on the ground), then I would describe it, then they would grunt at me, then they would walk by with squeeking shoes and then etc. At the end of this there was a whistling sound. So now they appear to be walking this backwards where there will be no whistling at the end, and then the squeeking shoes will be next until someone says the "joke" (a ho is like death but also a prostitute?) until they walk up the chain of if else statements until the original stimulus of dropping the coin on the ground. It's typical brainwashing with a reaction abreaction and lengthening and shortening the time of the response. Purely typical from a codependent psychotics view of how to deal with people after they have money and power but are too estranged from society to do anything other than find ways to hurt people. "Ho hum" may be the counterpoint to "tip top" where the other option would be "insert exciting but bad thing" and then it would be another onomonopeia of the same sort with a different meaning. All of which indicates game playing according to a hidden book of concordance values. Oh - and there was only one computer for use in the library which I wiped down with antiseptic but nevertheless my right ear has started to go out or feel like I have water in it. The food that was given away at the Salvation army at 22 and Valencia included two off brand burritos, two ramens of the new variety, and some quaker oats. Now if I breathe in and out with my nose my ear drum starts to go out. So it's most likely some sort of disease of the last person to use this computer that the homeless coordinated. You'll find that it's popular to have homeless drop qtips all over the ground in the Tenderloin because it's "like" James Bond and "leaving tips for Q" - except they fuck up your hearing instead. Because freedom. I mean disease. I mean freedom. Typically paired with someone sick eating food as loudly as possible who is themselves food sick so they have a psychiatric disorder where they believe that food is magic. They tend to pair psychiatric disorders with sickness so that the person that has the disorder gets to feel good about "at least I'm not the guy that we sickened so he can't hear anymore". This is generally a factor in getting the poor to feel good about themselves so that they don't attack the wider society but rather each other because they have an internal hierarchy of hurting each other. Usually done with someone that used to be middle class but now the poor get to hurt or sicken the mark. A populist reaction against someone that isn't "poor" enough or is "too lazy" or is too "outside" the group of people that the gaslighters have determined ahead of time that they're supposed to like and become friends with. The end goal in this sort of psychoticism is to make it so that the mentally sick and murderous have a group of people that they can control that the rest of the gangs don't mind them having so that they don't hurt or kill people within the gangs that they belong to. Currently in the library there's a sick black man that I've talked about before that will have schizoaffective outbursts designed to get you to talk to staff or himself as he's sick and codependent. He appears to become physically upset if I write or play a video game - I think he may think that these things are magic or he's a video game character. He's deeply disturbed and the other homeless appear to want me to sit next to him. The staff know about this and want him to interact with other homeless people rather than himself - I've seen this sort of sociological leveling done among police officers as well at the Tenderloin police station. They'll organize helping someone and then see if you'll mimic their behavior with someone that is in the room at the same time. It's a sick kind of paternalism designed to create or reinforce an arbitrary cast system. Ultimately they're goal is to control not only where you go but how you think and act so that you don't tell anyone anything outside of their sphere of influence. They are incredibly sick people.

New paragraph. I can't emphasize enough how sick most people here are. I'll leave this as a placeholder for anything I have to write about the shelter at 5th and Bryant tonight. Another note - if someone is homeless or sick within the general population and they do something that is supposed to elicit a response of the "correct type" and you do not do so they will cough and grunt to themselves and become upset and then start blowing their nose. Typically this occurs because they've reversed causation and they believe that what they do with their body influences the outside world as opposed to vice versa. In other words they've been conditioned to believe in magic. I should also mention and this has been stated before that typically there has to be some payoff in order to get "free food" that doesn't involve a known reason or way that you're going to be poisoned. So if you feel sick and someone next to you in the library is eating food it may be because someone was given free food in order that you would be sickened and they'll time it so that they guy eats as soon as say something about the work station you're sitting at starts to make you feel sick. This is typical and done quite often in San Francisco and is done in order to control people that are in power. I've mentioned before the guy that I saw that was middle class that a couple made have a breakdown in public by sitting next to him and eating a bag of potato chips. The black man - bearded with a mustache dreads approximately five foot six mid 20s - started hyperventilating after eating his bag of chips and the hearing in my right ear starts to go out when I breathe. So it's a known poisoning for which he was paid off with food for having had happen in the main public library in San Francisco from what I'm asssuming is sitting down at a workstation where someone had sick or plague. So if a kid sat down here they would have poisoned a child. Or someone else that would be a bystander. Same as the poisonous peanut butter, the bad aspirin, the broken flip flops at Target. They're too stupid to have anything pleasant because they go out of their way to attack each other with sick. Everyone that has the means is going to the bars and getting drunk because that's something that the muslims or children don't do. And then they'll poison your food with a type of mushroom that when coupled with alcohol will attack your liver - I've seen the results of that before. That's most likely a primary reason that they're selling (legal) mushroom coffee in some of the bodegas - because it can be used to hurt certain people if they don't act in a predescribed manner from poisoners. Same as the Christians you have Muslim poisoners same as the 99 percent types. It's everyone wants someone to pick a group or they'll attack them with sick. It's just so fucking depressing. OH - and the next "joke" - the "tet offensive" having to do with Viet Nam. If you're "offensive" in any way you'll "lose" from a predetermined poisoning. You'll have to ask if this chair is available because if you just take it the last person that had it had the plague or something except multiply that with everything because you're being gaslit followed and poisoned with drugs that make it so that you're easily manipulable and people know what you will touch or use. So here you have a "be nice or we'll kill you" combination of stalking and sickening that's a peacenik thing having to do with a joke about Viet Nam. So be "polite" to the people that would have you killed. Or steal shit and have the police have cause to arrest you and then someone in prison will attempt to have you beaten into a gang based on ideology of some sort or another. It's incredibly dull. more game playing but either the shelter staff or the homeless at 525 5th Street so someone's sick in the bed again they they had someone cough on it or do something to it that makes it to my chest burns and then I'll position the the f****** fan so that it blows on someone else's bed I'm assuming it's like one of the Muslim guys I don't I don't know everybody's watching this and it's like I have no evidence I don't know who it is no one will tell me and if I saw someone sickening someone else's clothing or belonging I would tell them because I'm not an a******but they're incapable they're morally broken inside there's something wrong with them like there's they don't they don't have a sense of right and wrong that they just don't they're not capable of it I don't know how to describe that because I haven't seen that sort of behavior except in children and children typically aren't cunning because they don't they don't have the capacity for it so it's it's incredibly sad and at the same time there's too many of them so it's like being surrounded by animalsthere's nothing you could do if you heard them the animals will attack you and you'll be hurt more cuz there's more of them and if you hit like a like a rabid dog then the dog feels upset and doesn't understand so it's just cruel to do so in some sense it's like what do you do and the answer is is like well I'm in a city where the police and the fire department chase people who are sick around with fire trucks with the sirens going like no one knows what the f*** is going on they're all incompetent I was followed on the block by like old school cars they were like silver something so it may have something to do with like the old school car that's in this color has to do with how you're going to be poisoned in some stupid way because your old fashioned or something so here's an old-fashioned disease and then they have gangsters pay someone off to stick in your bed or your clothing so you know that could be it I don't know I mean it's it's mad Max world they don't know what the f*** they're doing they're just sick metal filter is spooked again so it's showing it's showing like groups of posts based on like this is a hint this is a hint this is the answer the user clueless another user that's paid off to write something in a certain order and so like The ordering of the posts in the post themselves are like showing a message and some sort of like sign it's incredibly dumb and they do it every time I'm poisoned usually usually I'll get something free and then I'll be poisoned and then people will write about it by paying $5 for the service and thenit's another one of these things were like I'll like post on metafilter and that will be the answer for unlocking one of the b******* circles of the infinite list of b******* circles there arI believe with the homeless have been doing has been taking us some sort of oil or water and mixing it with drugs and then putting it under the under the pad of the bed that I'm lying on and that it evaporates and I breathe it in I don't know what else it would be again like all I'm going to do is record everything that's happening here I've already called the CDC I'm going to call him again on Monday cuz they'll be open and then I'll talk to somebody there see if there's anything that can come out of thatagain this is one of these things were like they believe that like they're all connected in this weird like quasi-organism of like multiple people and so when you lie down and someone poisons you and then runs outside they must be you because they made you sick to whatever they had and it's it's like schizophrenia mixed with sick and the only way that you fix it is is police officers and doctors because otherwise what you have is you have like this people this like group of people that like are like people monsters and then anytime someone becomes poor and ends up in poverty around them they'll attempt to sicken them for money or drugsand the only place the only other way to get a place to stay is to go to the general assistance office and then we'll put you in another group of like these are the three places that have people monster sickness networks and then when you go there you'll be sickened by either staff members or the homeless and so like if you go to to give you an example if you go to if you go to five if you go to the 8th Street shelter which is called sanctuary if the homeless don't sicken you right when you go to sleep at night then the staff members have to so what happens is the staff members have their own sickness Network and and if the homeless if you're not in a group of a gang members with the homeless then the staff members will sicken you and then use sickening you to like get drugs and s*** for their children or like friends of theirs I believe that like at one point the spider that was put on my clothing was based on someone who was at that shelter who was angry or upset that I went to another shelter so the staff members of themselves are are getting paid off to sicken people who live there if if you're not in a gang of other people who are who are all doing drugs togetherand so they actively encourage what I call boating which is where like a group of people will all get sick to each other and then those group of people will like end up on the street or something terrible will happen to them so it's essentially like unless you keep track of the people who end up in having like a place to live versus the people who end up on the street then you're not going to know like to what extent the shelter is encouraging boating and not only that like when someone has a place to live you don't know if that if that's going to continuelike the side counselors they handed me off to were duplicitous and didn't tell me who they worked for and another group was was blackmailing and gaslighting me like the 11:38 Howard people I signed up for to go in to get housing from them and then like somebody committed a crime so they had enough money to go on vacation so that was probably meant to like House people are me or something and so and so like if you don't keep track of like most like most likely you have to just fire those people and put in people who are confident that don't hurt others and don't create like sickness networksI've talked about the sickness networks in the shelters I know that I know that at 1001 Polk Street there's usually at least one or two sickness networks among the staff members but the staff at 8th Street shelter I'll have one sickness Network together let's see who else five keys is harder because what they're a larger organization so they tend to have sickness networks that are like between groups of shelters so they'll have a bunch of people that are all sick to each other but those people will like work at different shelters and rotateso it's harder to keep track of which group of criminals is sickening each other to you and then they'll and then it but you do know that these like sickness monsters exist like this these groups of people that are effectively all sickening each other and then trading favors in in a group as a gang but like a gang that's mixed with like biological illness so but I do know that 8th Street shelter like all of the people there are more or less all sick to each other among the staff members and then if you if you don't if you're not part of a gang then you will be sick and by staff members in your sleep that is my experience there at some level you may not care but it's important to realize that since all the staff members are sick and then anyone that goes there that's not a criminal ends up being sick to a staff member then those people are being human trafficked essentially and so there's that aspect of it the other aspect is any staff member that's working there is part of a sickness Network and if you know that that sickness Network exists then if you interact with that person you may be involved in that sickness what network yourselfbecause they were closed system of sick and so they use other people's biological but like bacteria and illness to like make it to their system of sick keeps keeps happening so they're dangerous biologically because of the way that they're like they coordinate their illness so again like it's not anything against the staff members themselves although I dislike many of them it's more along the lines of their biological illness is a threat to the people around them oh and another thing that I call creepy crawling this is something that does the homeless do is they'll poison you and then show you the thing for which you no longer can do because you've been poisoned and harassed and abused so they'll poison the bed they'll shift the the fan they'll have someone talk at length and then if you talk you'll be sick into hurt and they knew they know who sickened your bed and sick in the area you're around and they are now demonstrating the thing for which you can't do because you've been sickened and poisoned or your your feet for your feet are f***** up because the shoes that you have are are poisonous because the target supply chain is broken and the churches are selling or giving away clothing that hurts people and then they'll dress up in a suit and and walk past you as quickly as possible because some like you used to be healthy and the people around you were sick and old and you walked past them quickly just because you were healthy and now someone who is old and sick and hate other people and has money or power influence will pay other people who are younger who are gangsters to find the people they don't like and sicken them as a way of getting retribution for this person past me on the street while not being sickso what it is is like you'll have younger you'll have younger like gangsters in these illness networks that will be paid off till like sicken people for money from old gangsters that are upset that they're old and again like there's there's almost no way to police this the only way that you can possibly fix it is to like statistically sample and pull random people on the street and in the community and find out where the sick is coming from and then start inoculating people and then once you do that then you can start likethe guy next to me just freaked out when I said the word police anyway so once you do that you can start taking a sample of where all the sick is coming from and then it doesn't matter how people act because if you inoculate enough people you'll get rid of the virus you can just take samples of what people have throw it in AI have the AI spit out in an inoculation and give it out for free and then once you do that it doesn't matter if someone's a gangster that has sick because it's like someone will just get a free booster shot and then you're done with itand all you have to do is open up like a corner store that's run by the government that you throw a couple hundred million dollars at and give away these shots and that sounds like a large amount of money but there's like I don't even know how many billions of dollars of property just sitting here empty because people are fighting each other with sick so you just you just do the right thing you set up a statistical sample of the population and then you find out what the sick is and you give away you give away booster shots and it's not just covid it's just like any number of illnesses and sick and then once you get rid of all the biological sick you know anything left over is chemical and then you start prosecuting chemical sick as like assault which is what it is like once someone wants someone to sell someone with a chemical it's not it's no different than assaulting someone with something else you just is harder to prove but once you get rid of most of the sick you can start fixing the other problems the guy freaked out when I said the word police because what they'll do is they'll sicken me in the shelter and then they'll have some guy run out on the street corner high on drugs talking into his phone pretending to be me or something and then if I say a word that he doesn't like or that would affect how he acts on the street or how my words would affect anyone who's listening in to my bugged phone then if I say the word police everyone freaks out this is similar in in any other respect of like finding the secret thing for whichthis is it this is no different than finding the secret thing for which it's the needle in the haystack of I did this one thing that broke that broke the lie of it broke the LIE of whatever like obfuscation they were attempting to pull to either steal money or I don't know why lie is capitalized here I'm just using autocorrect and talking into my phone but like there's some sort of obfuscation that involves stealing money or I'll talk into my phone and then people will listen in and feel comfortable being on the street and then if I you know if I say left right left right right right left then anyone that's listening in on headphones that's sick made like spinning a circle for all I knowbecause again the phones are bugged and people are walking around like zombies and I don't know how bad off most of these people are and it's like if you bug someone's phone and then pipe the output into people who are wearing earbuds that are sick then it's a way of making it so that someone can't use their phone to like write on the Internet it's just another way of like essentially it's a trying to blackmail someone into feeling responsible for other people's acts of violence when they're just using freedom of speechand when they would abort any kind of violence or violent act that would be associated with that it's most likely the same way that my father's joke was used as a way to hurt other people is that someone found that joke that would be like a cohort of the population like my father's generation may have said like horseshoes and hand grenades and then someone said oh that's funny what if we did that for real and then poisoned a bunch of people and then some crazy person decided to do that so it's this thing we're like you attempt to silence freedom of speech and freedom of expression by pairing that with hurting peopleand so it's like a form of sickness mixed with psychopathy mixed with like biological illness and you know you don't you don't know who the bad actors are and the easiest way to find the bad actors is to find where the sick is coming from cuz the bad actors are so hard to find because it's all spread by like rumor or like again I've called I've invented terms but like nonparametric back pressure like all sorts of things that are hard to track but if you just started taking samples of who is sickand then inoculating people for things that aren't covid but are like close to it and giving it away for free but like you have to take samples right like you have to be able to like take samples from the population to know where to target so I just and none of this s*** is happening and have any investment here you have to do that because there's just too many sick people it's either sick people or people who have fled or died and again I can't emphasize this enough they always like again I've invented terms like parametric back pressure boating a couple others but there's also freedom testing which or reaction AB reaction and and what this is is we'll do the thing for which we're free after we've poisoned you so you can't do that thing anymore or physically hurt you and so like we'll poison you so that sound is painful and then do the sounds for which we are free to do because we poisoned you with a drug or sicknessso that then it makes you like hate that sound and what's popular among the black population especially is to poison you so that your head hurts so that like high-pitched squeals make it so that it hurts this is probably something that goes back to the 60s or the 70s because it's like the like comparing a pig to a to a police officer and then they'll make high pitch squealing sounds with either their lips for their shoes and it's it's like a so this is a sociological like it's social engineering with sickit's bizarre too because like you have these like you'll like be sitting in public and you'll have these black people make kissing sounds at you and then they'll pretend that nothing is happening and you'll have these like you'll have these like hardcore like gangster guys making like kissing sounds at you or like like a 300 lb like black guy making kissing sounds with his lips and then looking at you like what and it's like I don't know man like you know I was just drugs in my head hurts and now you're just sitting there making kissing sounds of me like you know it's one of these things to pretend that nothing is happening while you have a collection of people attempting to drug you into stupidity and give you brain sickness and put yourself in the position of anyone who wants to live and work and work on hard problems to like further society in any capacity at all like suppose you're an engineer that wants to work on like rebuilding the rainforest or you want to build Bridges or you want to like bioengineer the next cure for like a childhood illness why would you want to put up with any of that s*** and the answer is you just don't want to you'd rather live anywhere else and so I assume that someone's just paying off these people to make everyone who would move here that would be like middle class leaveso like some billionaire a****** or like a bunch of gangsters that are incredibly old can corner the property market and then buy everything for cheap and hold on to it until the heat death of the universe which means that the guys who are doing all the sickening are just being used but they get to feel self-important because they get to hurt somebody who's weaker than them and the whole thing just reeks of like just pathetic like it's just like it's pathetic like it's just it's somebody hurting somebody elsebecause somebody is hurting them and it makes them feel self-important I mean this goes back to stranger in a strange Land it's the monkeys that are throwing s*** at each other it's it's just dumb it just sucks and you don't learn anything about this like you learn the cultural specifics of it but like you don't grow as a person or like accomplish anything because you spend all day putting up with b******* from dumb f** there's a bunch of weird like b******* having to do with philosophy as well because philosophy tends to be the root of like many of these ideologies so if like Heidegger was interested in rockets or there's some connection there then if you believe in Heidegger then you must hate black people but then you get rockets but then you're like Elon musk I don't know for like shopping hour it's bipolar where if you have money then you must be bored but if you don't have money then you're seeking excitement or vice versa because because he was a Christian apologist and he wrote about this at some point and again none of this needs to necessarily make sense accepting it so far as you have these like incredibly well red schizophrenics that like are complete literalists and so it may be like oh he likes rockets he likes like if you like biology and you like plants then you must like the peace sign right for like if you if you if you're interested in computing and you see that there's two new types of transistors and before there was one type of transistor that's like the peace sign in some way and see you're attempting to you're attempting to decode what essentially is like what is the root of the ideology of the people around you that are acting insane in order to raise spit you according to like all black people hate you and you don't know if it's because the black people are that stupid and racist which may be possible or if you're just being f***** with by people who are like maybe if we f*** with him in this way he'll join the group of people that are over here making rockets but are all white and then that's okay because we want this other thing which is biology and we want to segregate people according to buckets and it goes back to the whole like are they joking or where are they in fact this stupid and it's incredibly hard to tell and because you're surrounded by so many of them you don't know what to do oh I should emphasize a couple other points so you poisoned someone to their chest hurts you give them illness of their head hurts and then they can't speak and they don't they're not capable of thinking and it makes reading intellectual discourse you're talking about it more difficult and painful you do this repeatedly because they won't get like a job digging a ditch or they won't you know sweep the sidewalk and then they're followed around by gangsters this is why you do this they know that they're like being f***** with in a mind control pattern like a brainwashing techniqueuse primarily by gang members so coming to America was on the television in the salvation army so the joke here may be like if you got a job sweeping a Street then this game would be over and then rich people would flood back and then walk by like flaunting how much money they had again like you know that you're you're in this pattern of brainwashing and manipulation by gang members or someone with large amounts of money because you can predict this and I could predict it and and know that this would happen were that I wouldn't get a job sorry I have to deal with something right now this is more this is more manipulation essentially where they'll like so this is I just have to deal with this for a moment so this is a gang member who is like responsible for knowing who poisoned my bed who is just waving a dollar in my face in the last week I've had numerous attempts on my life and is and if not eaten for eight days at a time while he watched so it's you know he's he's insane so right where was I oh I wanted to mention this so one of the things around you with white shirts on and you don't know where that's from and then you realize oh it'soh it's he's complaining about T-shirts because we keep following him with stupid t-shirts and then having him drugged her poisoned and then the wearing of a white T-shirt is like mimicking as a mirror image Homer Simpson who has a white T-shirt but likes nuclear power and so it's a joke on white power it's like a it's like a meme or a joke on this and then a mirror image of the person for whom you're going to stock so after a while you see what the you see what the overall narrative is you see what the overall like pattern of stalking and manipulation and abuses and you have no idea who's doing it and while I don't have a job or the ability to get one because everyone around me is insane or sick you spend the time looking up interesting research that is going on that you can't be a part of and then writing about it or being interested in it or saying like this is what I would want with my future why is everyone sickening me and then you'll have you'll have sick gangsters and sick drug lords find you and have you stocked with people who are wearing stupid clothingso again it's it's one of these like like everyone in the city is sick and then they will poison you so that your chest hurts and then your head hurts and later on when they have all the rich people who stuck their head in the sand while all of the shooting was going on and all of the all of the people were dying come back you're the dumbest person around and you have all of these illnesses and it doesn't matter like what your qualifications are or how much money you have or like whether you want to school or have some sort of degree that could help people it's so long as like a drug lord is able to find out who you are and then have you stocked with a group of people who would manipulate you or or gaslight you for drugs or money then there's nothing you can do it's just a matter of like how much they want to have you poisoned so that you're dumber like they'll just have you like the like when you sleep in a shelter at night they'll just have someone like gas you with like glue or or stick up like the gas me with a bunch of sick in a bag while I was asleep or they'll have someone poisoned my bed with something that came out of an industrial plant that has a stupid name and so there's nothing there's nothing you can do and then like when when it's all over and everyone comes back you don't know who is responsible for for poisoning you or being part of this like circle of manipulators and so you have no trust for the rest of your life while you are physically dumber and sick and the entire thing is to get someone to be involved in a gang somehow or to want to hurt someone or something like right so like there's no like there's no possibility that I can make friends in any capacitybecause the people around me are on trustworthy I mean I just walked barefoot the other day to get food and I had people like with white t-shirts with like baseball caps on that made fun of the fact that I couldn't afford shoes while other people who are sick who had shoes on and then socks up to their knees like it was a joke wandered around with their arms crossed because they didn't get money somehow like you can see what this is like you like it's obvious what is happening you just don't know who is doing it and you don't have any ability to get around it unless you make friends with with people in the shelter who wouldn't go out of their way to tell you who is sickening your bread or making you sick at night so like more or less everyone here is a bastard like that's just like race religion Creed it doesn't matter like they're all on the take I'm just surrounded by bastards so when you realize this that there's nothing you can do then you're then you're left with like well I can eat food so long as it comes in a package and it's like one of the major food brands and then I can drink tap water and other than that I have to try and not touch things or breathe on people and then wait if someone kills me or I get over the sick that I have like you can't go to a doctor's office and trust that the doctors will give you pills that work like the nurse that I went to one of the doctor's office offices never went to high school and you told me this and I was dumbfounded like I didn't even know that was possible*in the entire time it's one of these things were like if I take the dollar then all of a sudden that qualifies me for having begged sufficiently and that's the key and then someone will donate stripe on my website like so you don't you you always know that you're surrounded by this game for which if you if you don't if you don't recognize the game for what it is then you'll continue to be poisoned and gasoline but if you do recognize the game for what it is then you're then you're like legitimizing the gang the game for which you're being tortured toand that doesn't work either and the game always involves finding out like what the key is which is a needle and a haystack which no one will tell you even while you're being poisoned and tortured for years so it's a matter of like more or less and then and then once you've been poisoned and tortured enough that you that you're pathetic enough that you're like your hands are broken and your feet are broken and your voice and your chest hurts and you have head problems like once you've you've been like dragged down to their level then they feel then they feel obligated to like help you because because you're no longer a threat to their own ego even though it is the case that like people that are healthier and smarter than you do exist in the world and you don't have to poison them to allow them to exist but they're incapable of understanding this which makes them incredibly dangerous people because of the of their like of their like like their severe mental illness it's like that it's like having jealousy with no moral compunction not to act on it or like having hate for other peoplewith no capacity of not like like acting on that on other people and then when you don't have that they have like most people who are violent but are also stupid end up in jail but people who are violent and then jealous but can act on it in a way that's coming and don't end up in jail but don't have the capacity to like withhold their violence from people that would not like they don't have the capacity to withhold their violence from people that wouldn't affect them in any way that's the weird partusually when people are are capable of of not going to jail because they're violent but they're also cunning you would think that they have some sort of like plan or they would they have some sort of like modus operandi or like belief system which would keep them from just acting on on violence just for its own sake but if they see someone they just don't like for any reason they act on violence even if it would be socially against their best interest so long as they don't go to jail and so they have they're in this like weird gray area wherewhere they're dangerous and they destroys society without contributing anything to like a criminal ecosystem that's it all beneficial like if you're if you're doing drugs and prostitution and gun running and all of that s*** but like society is stable and you don't hurt people that don't want to be involved that would be like a criminal Enterprise that would make sense but they just like hurting people for its own sake and then have no conception of like this is what I want because it would be cool to havethey just like hurting people and then not going to jail and then hurting people just for its own sake and once you have someone that stupid there's nothing that you can do to reason with them they're just really good at hurting people again it's like a wild animal there's nothing you can do it's just a collection of wild animals which is a terrible thing to say but it's like what else are you going to do you just they're just really good at being s***** pepeople meanwhile I want to read this book right but I know that my phone is bugged so if I read the book and it's an intellectually stimulating book and I learn something and I feel good about it and then the camera on my phone sees that my eyes have more dopamine or I'm excited or happy and I walk outside the shelter there's like equal probability that I'm going to be cast with meth because you're not allowed to have dopamine or someone will poison my bed like one of the corrupt guards that probably did that while I was gone so they're they're evil and evil evil isn't like a fun thing evil is a combination of stupid and dangerous most gangs aren't evil most gangs are just dangerous but they're also intelligent because their organizations that work in our functional they're not the people here aren't I keep coming back to this but it's important for me I find it personally important they had the kink.com place here right it was the world's largest sodomasochistic dungeon people didn't like it so they left because all of the like all of the like like the crip sickness people like they ran them out of town and they destroyed the city essentially and it came from plague and they didn't replace it with anything it's just all these old sick people that that decided to sicken everyone and then scare everyone away and like if you're in a gang and you like usually you make something right usually the way a gang works is you make something and then all of the guns and all of the violence is security surrounding something that you've made it's a businessbut what they did is they took something that's on the bounds of what society frowns upon but makes large amounts of people happy which is prostitution and they ran those people away and so what you see is is like anyone that tries to do something that's like cool in any way they'll chase them away and then they'll pretend that they know what they're doing like if someone came here and they had a really cool like it doesn't even have to be something on the edge of legality it's like if they had a really cool business doing anything they would just sick in the people and they would be upset that the business was cool and the guys were making money unless the business itself had some sort of like secret way to sicken people that would sicken them because the police force is all dysfunctional I mean this place is just it's just f****** it's like you go in anywhere to buy a sandwich and you're like okay well what security Force do I have to deal with now it's it's like it's f****** ridiculous it's just so it's just depressinglike I want I bought flip-flops from f****** Target and they were poisonous so like where do I buy shoes next the first comes up I can't buy shoes at Target right if I buy shoes from the Oxford shoe place that's on market Street well that's owned by a Turkish guy well he has a bunch of weird clothes am I going to be drugged if I if I go and I buy from him if I buy from Ross dress for less is that another like group of people who are too scared to buy the weird clothes like you can't do anything because people are so stupid that you spend your entire time wondering what you could possibly do to piss off the next guy that's going to drug you with something awfuland so I'm going to spend the next week here where I'm going to be like eating less than 2,000 calories a day and losing weight before the 1st wondering how I'm going to spend money so I can afford shoes that don't make my feet rot and I can't go to I can't go to Target so now what the f*** do I do then this is buying f****** shoes like if I go to the community thrift store and I buy shoes from there I don't know if the shoes that were donated had foot rot from somebody who was sick I don't know if I'm going to be f***** with because the community thrift store has the word community in it right this is what happens when you let retards and f*** ups decide who gets poisoned or not or who's cool enough not to be sick in society and this is overspending 70 bucks which I would make in a white collar job that I'm capable of that I'm qualified for if I spent an hour taking a s***so the entire society is broken they're just f*** ups they don't know what the f*** they're doing and the worst part about it all is is that they don't even know their f*** ups they revel in the stupidity so they don't have a bunch of people all calling the CDC and the FBI and the CIA saying holy s*** everything here is broken what do we do you have a bunch of people saying oh we know everything's all right we know all the things we're doing we totally understand what's going on and they have no f****** clue the guy asked me if I wanted a dollar and a doll and an ER is like a stupid doll so it might be like one of these people who's like sick it's like a combination of sick and stupid so like maybe somebody is mentally retarded or is done drugs since to the point where the retarded and then dresses up or like covers their face and mascara like a doll and then they'll have them sleep in my bed or roll around in my bed and then I'll sleep in it and get sick and so it's a joke I've seen this before you'll see this sometimes with likeyou'll see that sometimes with girls that slap makeup on her were incredibly large sunglasses or something stupid but they may be like mentally ill or been drug to the point where they're mentally ill and sick but like to the point where they have like down syndrome or something I'm not talking about like psychopathy I'm talking about like down syndrome and like various genetic illnesses that are mixed with drugs so they may have just had somebody roll around in my bed that was like that and then it's like it's like a combination of der and doll endure is the the noise than an idiot makes or someone who's retarded they do the same thing where like a spider would be like a spy but it's a deer spy like a retarded spy and then spider would be like so there's like spider and then there's like dollar and this is like this is like a joke based on not telling somebody what's going on but hinting at it because they don't speak another language and see you invent another language that's stupid it's like a corruption or a joke played on Dracula but everyone around you is smarter than you but they all poison you so again like if you want to be a part of crime at some point when the city or the place that you live at is so destroyed you should be you should be able to like call up the FBI or the CIA and be like look I'm a small time hood or like I I want to make a middle class life and sell drugs and like make a distillery in my basement or like you know whatever do whatever you know steal cars and chop them up whatever you're going to do but like when you have like 50 billion dollars of unclaimed property just lying around you should be able to call the FBI or the CDC or something and be like look man what the f*** is going on does anyone have a planbecause at this point it's like I don't like at some point it stops being like like this is a gang thing and it starts being like this is a matter of national security cuz your top one of your top 10 cities in the entire country is essentially like just like abandoned buildings like how is that possible like no one wins from that like there's nobody that's Happy from that like are they all like all right are they all owned by one billionaire like is it all shell corporations and it all goes back to Warren Buffett and if so why is he holding on to all of the buildings in the entire city or is it like you should be able to figure that out cuz it's causing millions of people to suffer so like I don't like I fundamentally have no idea what the f*** is going on where society is to the point where it's completely unfixabl but like yeah if you're poor and the gangs don't like you they'll have someone roll around in your bed that's got an illness it'll f****** your chest and then progressively make your hands more f***** up until you can't type it right anymore so you'll become dumb you won't be able to breathe and then your hands will be crippled for the rest of your life and no one will tell you anything because they're all assholes it's most likely a joke on someone saying to be quiet and then if you're not quiet and just the right way then you're going to be poisoned and then this goes back to the idea of like the Tet offensive so if you're offensive in any way someone will find a way to poison you so that like you have to submit to not being offensive and being a p**** otherwise someone will find a way to like poison you so the less offensive you are the least the less amount of poisoning you have until you have somebody who's like nice all the time to everyone or they're just crippled for the rest of their life if it if my main accomplishment in life at this point is to like untangle all of this stupid so it doesn't happen to anyone else at least I've done that because this is just a way to poison people who become poorand if you do that s*** no one will live here no one will do anything it's just a bunch of people that poison each other so I don't like I don't understand like I fundamentally don't understand why I like people have decided that they want to live like this none of it makes any sense it just doesn't it it's it's like arguing with like rats when you turn the lights out and then use a fluorescent light they drag their balls across the floor and they leave piss trails everywhere that's San Franciscothe rats don't know any better they like this that's what everyone here is like and you're like but why do you do that and it's like well I don't know because I'm a an awful subhuman creature what are you what do you want from me right like you you talk to anybody on the street you talk to people individually it's like why are you like this it's like well you know cuz I am okay oh every time I was poisoned I would look up diseases because I'd be poisoned and then they have someone walk around with the disease for which I would be poisoned to anyway I had someone poison me in the library so that my like ear hurt and now I'm short of breath because they had someone who was sick roll around in my bed and then have somebody ask me if I wanted a dollar anyway my social media feed on my phone comes up with comes up that comes up with this thing about someone what severe allergic reactions are like with someone gasping and holding their chestand so clearly my social media feeds that are on my phone that pop up on the stupid thing are known by assholes and it's like congratulations you're an a****** that can affect a computer network you and a 100 million of your closest a****** friends like it's not even that it's like yes you have decided that you were a dick and you can do it with the computer congratulations like it doesn't it doesn't change anything right like I suppose that maybe they wanted to make me feel like less secure because they can change the computer somehowa computer is where you give everyone in the world the same lock and have every kid that's 13 years old try it with a different key and then someone opens it that's what a computer is that's how the internet works they're the most unsecure technology ever invented so you're going to like poison me and then like make fun of me on my phone which I would rather look at than interact with anyone around me because somehow this will tell me that I should interact with the people around me like it doesn't make any sense like you're an ass I know this already the people around me are gaslighting me and treating me like s*** you're all you're all c**** you're all just f****** horrible awful pieces of s*** and you live in a ghetto that surrounded by broken buildings and you wonder why like I don't there is like if you were living in the Taj mahal or if like if the entire place was a was a paradise and everybody was happy that would be one thing then maybe I would be wrong but I'm not because everyone is miserable all the buildings are broken and like people are either lying in the gutter dying of disease or they fled the city so you're wrong you just poisoning people so okay you can make fun of me for the fact you're wrongit's like we don't like white collar people who have jobs in her square well I wonder what's going to happen oh there's no white collar people who have jobs in her square so then there's nothing gets done well s*** that sucks like I don't I've done manual labor I'm not good at it I went to Australia and did Manuel labor and nearly cut my fingers off I'm incredibly bad at it I've tried it's just not something I can do I'm 40 f****** years old I've applied for manual labor positions and they said that I needed to be an apprentice for like 5 yearsI've asked around if I could carry buckets of dirt for $10 for an hour no dice no one wants me to do that so like I don't want to play the game where I make friends who are with people who are living in poverty I just want to be left alone and somehow that's not even f****** possible it's amazing how stupid and f****** irresponsible every single f***** in the entire city of San Francisco is like from the mayor that owns an abandoned f****** factory to like the douchebag that will poison a cup of water that I get from a Safewaywas something that makes me sick intentionally or like poison a f****** a f****** piece of cake for $4 they could have sold to a kid to like the a****** that won't let me carry a bucket of dirt for like $10 there's no one in the entire city that isn't a kind it's amazing how s***** everyone here is like it's just the absolute worst people I've ever met anyway if I'm correct about the whole dollar thing where somebody was sick is rolling around in my bed or they're sick that'll f****** your chest and then f****** your hands then I'll have to contact the CDC tomorrow and let them know I left a message but that's going to be the next step and it's a joke based on dollar from p*** from like people who are retarded from f****** Britney Spears or something I don't know so yeah I have to contact I have to contact the CDC about an outbreak here and then I have to I have to I mean they're not going to most likely pull the video surveillance but but it's the shelter staff members that are poisoning me most likely and then the homeless know about it so the contact of the CDC was a dollar apparently so I'll be sickened and then they'll have someone at the CDC who answers the phone who has affected language who says my best bet is to do such and such and it really no actually no for serious that you know and so the person who's the contact at the CDC who answered the phone is is either not working for the CDC or the phone number was hijacked from from my calling from this phone so like if I call they'll reroute me to a dollar and a dollar is someone who is brain-dead essentially they're an idiotin any case that's the that's the next game in The shelter by people who are gangsters who will sicken me thankfully I've put this web address out to as many people as I can by hand in the city and then it can pass by word of mouth I don't know if that's going to do anything but if you end up poor in the shelters and 525 5th Street you'll be gasoline and then have your contact with the CDC being an idiot so they're just trying to form an illness network with sick and like again like if anyone participates in this in any way whatsoever and then forces me to participate in an illness network was sick I'll just be like oh you're sick I don't want anything to do with you and then I'll hang up the phone so anyway my contact with the CDC if anything is just there isn't any and then whoever is trying to make me sick to a collection of idiots will attempt to have that collection of idiots have me do their bidding and some f***** up way through Coors and or like deception or like it'll be like a friend of a friend but I get a dollar out of it but I'm sick all the time because people cough on me with sick and I'm just going to be like oh this is b******* isn't it and then have nothing to do with it so it's a good way for me to just talk about what everyone around me is doing repeatedly until they leave me alonebut it smells likely like either someone coming into the shelter or one of the other shelter homeless like coughing all over my bed and rolling around in my blankets and then having someone from the CDC bug my like having the phone route to some idiot that's not working for the CDC saying no actually no really no seriously but for actual and then you can just tell that their language is affected and their brain dead so that's you know the sheltered 525 5th Street is filled with gangs and sick and I don't know what they plan on getting out of this but like I just record everything that happens around me and then ruin their day and that's all I'm that's all I'm good for so it's almost as if like I don't want to accept money and also get play get the same time nor do I want to just get plagued I want to have a livelihood that involves not having plague and knowing who my friends are and then not being gas lit by idiots so you know I just they try and make you disappear surround you with idiots while they make you drugged and sick all the time and then have people say no actually no really but for serious though and then that's an indication that the people you're talking to are moronsuntil they do the rug pulling and then you see that nothing comes out of it one of the ways that you can tell is that if you if you go to the CDC and you say there's an illness Network or there's a problem and then the woman on the phone doesn't help but like at some point you can did pick about language and you can tell that the person is sick or f***** up but if you call the CDC and say there's a plague outbreak and the CDC doesn't do anything then you know it's like it's most likely b******* I mean you can you can usually you can usually tell if someone does what they're doing or not but like again at some level it doesn't matter because like you called the CDC and they're like well you should call this other person and then you call the other person and the other person's going to give you the runaround and you already know that it's b******* going in so I'm going to like I don't know I think I might just call the CDC and then record the conversation and then put it on and then put it online just so you can see what it's likeit's like if you call the CDC that's just like that there's a playground break and that you're and then your phone is bugged and you're being gaslight by gangsters this is what that conversation feels like and then I'll make a recording and put it on my website that's about what you what I think I can do tomorrow sounds about right right all the recording apps online is mysteriously broken but not that it matters I called the CDC and like I don't know how you respond if you're working for the CDC and you tell them hey they're chasing people here who have played around with fire trucks do you guys know about this and what's the plan and they told me well this is the line for doctors I mean granted but I couldn't get a what the f*** out of her you know what I mean like I don't there's a hard I don't like it's some level you don't know if you're talking to an artificial intelligence or if people just don't give a s*** anymoreit's incredibly hard to tell schizoaffective mirroring by a white shirt so I was standing outside a guard station and talking on my phone cuz I have to talk to it somewhere and now I'm having a white shirt walk back and forth in my field of view just to see if I will do if I will let other people do the same thing for which I was doing and if not I will later be poisoned and these are people who are like schizoaffective to the point where they have to do things because if they don't like they don't have a choice there's something wrong with them rightso I don't know what it is it's like I call it the Homer Simpson brigade or like I think it's from The Simpsons I don't think it's from Star I don't think it's from Star wars but the white shirt thing and then the following and mirroring what I do that's schizoaffective s*** like these people I don't think they have a choice I don't think they understand what's going on like there's something wrong with them and and they'll do this where if you remember I was poisoned earlier and then I called the CDC and then I did something that showed that I had personal agency and then I have a white shirt and then I have a white shirt mimicking what I did because I was standing in front of a guard talking on the phone and then if that bothers me I'll be poisoned again so they have they have these people who are sick who attempt to like mirror what you do in order to argue against freedom and then have you poisoned as like this is retribution for that so they're sick and they're mentally ill and rather than just kill you they have to have a reason to do it because they don't have the ability to think for themselvesit may come from a joke from Zelda because Zelda had to fight the mirror image guy like link had to fight the Shadow Link and then he walks past him in a weird way again like I'm attempting to debug someone whose schizophrenic so you know I don't know I just realized the thing where the Chinese put 60% of a Benjamin Franklin like $100 bill on the ground is a joke about straight man gets 60% which comes from a friend of my family's based on like it's being a joke and I'm straight again this is stupidity where it's like who gives a s*** because they have to find a reason for which you're going to be poisoned and then think that that's like the reason that it's like should we poison the guy and make him sick if he were gay why right like and here I am trying to think of all the ways that I'm different from other people and why this would qualify me from being poisonedit's like at this point I could I could f*** horses and there wouldn't be a reason to be putting me through the sort of s*** we're like you poisoned someone in a shelter right like I could I could f*** and murder dogs not in that order and you shouldn't be poisoning me when I come into a shelter so it's just it's schizophrenics and psychotics that are attempting to like reason to themselves or like screw with my mind for me to have Stockholm syndrome about reasoning for myself about why I'm being poisonedI mean it could just be prostitutes that are mentally ill that are sick so it's like prostitutes that have power that are f****** with people or like sick Chinese people I don't know I called the station with PSA Lee and he just made fun of me for being poisoned again and he told me it must be mega meth like a video game or something he so when I was at 8th Street shelter they had a picture of him on the cover of the shelter pamphlet where he's like flipping burgers or something for the shelterhe's a PSA as opposed to a police officer but most of the PSAs are people who interact with the with the public and then they'll take statements for the officers and then most of them are crooked because they're sick and then that's like the job they get when they're sick and they can't do anything else and so that please give them like a light duty job as as they like wait to die or have all these psychological problems so you know and those are the police that are responsible for The tenderloins so they like they think it's either funny or they don't give a s*** or they're like trying to block out all the trauma they have and that's who's policing the tender and their answer all this s*** is is like we don't we don't know what to do and we can't arrest people for being sick so what are you going to do and then they have the fire department use their fire trucks to chase around people who are mentally ill but like to the point where fire trucks would be scary because of the noise so that's the amount of policing there is in the city and all of the other police departments are more or less the similar amount of crookedsurprisingly the only Police department that seems to be worth a damn is the one in Chinatown and it may be one of these things where like they'll have all the police hide in Chinatown so that if like someone schizophrenic they won't go to Chinatown to bother the police or like if they're in the tenderloin they won't go to Chinatown because of the Chinatown in the tenderloin don't get along so they won't report the crime at the police station where all the police are it's like this s*** f****** everywherethe FBI has a guy there who is like looks like he never shaves and he always wears like a t-shirt who calls me Mr Peter or calls me Peter and then and then I have no idea what the f*** he is but he looks like he's never left the building and he always says no Peter we're not going to have an officer talk to you we're not doing this again and he talks down to me like a child and I think that there's like he's like I think I think he thinks that this is a game or I think that he like again you don't know if he thinks that I think it's a game and he's f****** with meor if he's crazy because he doesn't like he's sick and he's nuts he just don't know but if you go there and I've talked about the FBI before and how how sick like many of the officers are but if you go there like there's they're like there's nothing that they know how to do so I don't I don't know if it's worth reporting again I learn more from sitting in the lobby of the FBI and listening to all the people who are crazy with problems and I ever did for many of the officers so I don't you know I don'twhat am I going to do go to the FBI without shoes tomorrow on bleeding feet while I have a chest infection because these assholes are f****** pieces of s*** like I'll probably have to like not eat for a couple days and then go to the salvation army again and then not eat for a couple days until it comes time for a re-up of the EBT card just to balance out how many times I'm going to be poisoned everyone here is just such a f****** c*** it's unbelievable and I know it's a game like I'll push the right button or I'll I'll do the right thing in some way that's arbitrary and b******* and then people will stop poisoning me and then I'll go back to acting like normal as if nothing happened and I'm supposed to accept this becausebecause then it's like I didn't find the secret someone told me but if I found the secret myself then I would feel self-congratulatory about how I was being bullshitted for years but if someone tells me that's also demeaning and all I want to see is people put in jail like that's the only thing I care about now like the only the only thing I care about it all like you could give me any amount of money and I wouldn't be happy the only thing I want is to see the people responsible for like making me repeatedly sick and and lying to me in a deceptive way designed to like f*** with my mind I want to see those people die in jail I don't want anything else like I want my health back and I want to stop being screwed with and then I want the people responsible for doing this to me to be put in front of a judge and go to jail for the rest of their life because at some level it's like if you're going to f*** with a guy until he finds the secret that's just torturing someone if you give them the secret at the end that's also just torturing someoneI don't believe in that I believe in someone going in front of a judge and ending up in prison like I don't and if I accept a payoff no matter how stupid and then just ignore the whole thing did I know that no one will be my friend that knows anything about it because I've been screwed with and made fun of for years and then all of my friends will either have lied to me or are b******* and so none of the money matters so the only thing I care about is seeing the people responsible go to prison foreverI just want him to die in jail and I'm in such I'm such incredible pain that I know that in like 20 years if I feel this badly I'm going to want to have whoever like if in 20 years I feel this badly and someone told me who did it I'm going to kill him it's not saying like I want to it's not saying it's a good thing but it's like everyday I'm an incredible pain all of the time from being poisoned and if I somehow build a life for myself and I have the means and someone says yeah that's the guy who did it and here's the proof I'm going to take a gun I'm going to drive to his house and I'm going to kill him and his familyand then I would probably kill myself but I at least die knowing that I killed the person who tortured me I'm an incredibly reasonable person but if I had the means and I had the opportunity I would kill them if I have the means and I don't have the opportunity like if like right now I'm just sick and I'm surrounded by people who are lying to me and are like instigating this and there's nothing I can do about it but if someone told me who organized all this and who set it up and who made the whole game and all of that s***and who set it up and and they handed me a pistol I would take it and I would kill the guy I would kill him and his family and I wouldn't feel bad about it and like nothing else besides like nothing else besides prison will make me feel happy I'm unless you kill all of it like unless you cure all of the the like illnesses that I have that are going to cripple me for the rest of my life the only thing that I want is to see the guy die like to see the person responsible murdered I don't I don't want anything else see what am I going to get like a cool car or like a house or somethingI just don't want to hurt anymore and I want to be able to think without having a headache and I want my hands and feet not to be f***** up or my chest to burn I want to see the people responsible for doing this to me dead it's like I can't force anyone to do this I'm not telling anyone to do this I would do it if I had the means and opportunity and I could get away with it but like I'd rather just be cured of all the sick that I have and forget the whole thing happened and go live a productive life but if I can't have that I'd want the person who did this to me killed I mean I don't know but I mean what am I going to do like where I had the opportunity to do it here and the guy ended up dead I know someone a favor for having it done or I'd have to owe someone a favor for keeping quiet about it and then it's like well then I have to deal with that s*** for the rest of my life and then I hurt still and for what I just want to be left alone and read a book if I can't get a job that's all I wanted but it's it's like not I looked at the wrong p*** I was upset that I was getting gas and the shelter at night I didn't like getting scabies repeatedly I didn't like being gassed with drugs in my sleep I didn't like having attempts on my life and so I became unpopular because I didn't like it I went I became unpopular because I went to the pol you poison people to that and then you blame him and then he dies of some sort of of disease that someone gives him no that's b******* he wouldn't have wanted that and I know that like it's it's like a f***** up wheel and a wheel thing where it's supposed to be like Oedipus Rex and all that s*** no no no no I know it wasn't him he's an a****** with somebody else but I know that it's the game is I want to kill whoever did this to me and then you and then you would like somehow make it into it that it's supposed to be their father and then and then they go to the funeral or they don't and all of this s*** to make like some sort of b******* drama circle no I know like if my parents aren't already dead and I'm talking to an llm on my f****** phone I know it wasn't them it was some other a****** because it's a game designed to f*** with people specifically if you have people that you're going to gasoline and f*** with and the entire time all they can say is man I wish my friends and family were here or I was around them rather than you because you're all f****** crazy then it's either a setup from their parents and their friends and their family or someone else who's crazy and manipulating them in their and their family in order for them to like you know what I mean so it's like it's it's like b******* having to do with that cuz it it ties into all the weird like creepiness involved with how that would work so I know what some other schizo or some other crazy f***** who's doing this oh and I know I know that like I was I was sick and I was hurting and I was being gassed with propane while I was in a shelter that ended up getting someone killed and and so I wrote death on a piece of paper in a notebook and I showed it on Twitter so rather than I wrote death and then all the schizos that would read anything I had to do with Twitter while they're repeatedly drugging me and giving me scabies and making it so I can't sleep at night and gassing me with propane is someone f****** dies then that becomes oh that's Peter's fault that's the thing that he did and so rather than I can just see I can just see the b******* play as it's happening right you you get it so that someone says I would want to kill the guy who did this to me and then you you somehow f*** them over so that all the jokes are from his dad and then his dad dies and then it's like a Oedipus Rex right I can just see The narrative of dumb f*** from here whereas if I had written life it would be like it would be like born again Christian s*** on the street with like stupidity so I can already tell from where I'm sitting that the entire thing was designed to blame my dad just to f*** with my head whether or not he was responsible or not and most likely he wasn't because they would just like take all the dumb b******* that he ever said in his life by tapp by tapping his f****** phone scraping it through an AI and then whoever is responsible for trying to corner the market in San Francisco would be like the guy who would be f****** everyone over that's the guy whoever like my dad isn't a f****** Mastermind right like he writes science fiction novels he's an idiot so I know it wasn't him I want the guy that did this to me f****** dead that's the guy I want to have killed and I know it's just f****** with me to make it like all the jokes have to do with my friends and family and then I think it's himor rather I think the guy who's f****** with me wants me to think it's him when it's not and you have to do this like who thinks who about what because everyone is either sick or pretending to be sick and you've been around this s*** for so long you can't tell whose schizo and who's not anymore but I can already see it right I can already see the b******* cuz the guy who listen to what I was saying with the Guinness t-shirt on runs out like he's won a million dollars cuz I finally said that it's like the Guinness beer but it's like a Guinness world record too cuz I finally said I want whoever did this to me dead which means I broke one of The commandments and so therefore I'm not I'm I'm not like I don't believe that that religion is right like because I said I wanted someone dead therefore I don't believe in the ten commandments and therefore I must not be crazy but you have to wait until someone says it because it's like it's like when he says it that proves that he's a human being right rather than a priest or rather than he's special he's finally broken down and said he wants someone dead and so therefore we're going to stop torturing him because he's found the key to doing it right he's found the secret that's the kind of crazy b******* they have here that's the kind of like f***** in the head mind f*** kind of thinking that they all have here several years ago my father said something along the lines of for reasons that were completely opaque to me it was corn all the way to the horizon which I didn't understand and I don't I don't know what that means and they played a song on the speakers in you and plaza that appeared to be from band that was an AI generated band having something to do with the horizon and that you told them everything you knew which is like of course I did typically what happens is is that they'll have a band that's playing on the speakersit has to do with whoever's being gasoline or like it'll it'll be like how how whoever is being f***** with is communicated to by either an AI robot or or like the government being a dick and so they played the song they had to do with yeah my voice is f***** up because someone gas my bed in some piece of s*** screw in the shelter told me it's quiet time the cops make fun of me for this s*** cuz they're all corrupt pieces of s*** my voice is f***** up cuz someone drugged my bed like they're f****** Nazis I don't you knowanyway so yeah they played this song on the on the speaker system in the UN plaza about the horizon so oh and then telling them everything you knew so reference reference the 1971 movie vanishing point because your point is vanishing get it it's a stupid joke again and most of the AI stupid s*** is based off of jokes so once you see that the that someone is talking like once you see some sort of like thing that appears to be new but it's based on a joke you know that it's an AI that's been generated based on something stupidbecause they trained him on all the stupid jokes from the '70s this douchebag also came around the corner from like not knowing where I am but you know I just he's a f****** war criminal like I don't you poison homeless people in a f****** shelter like I don't know how low you can get from there I don'I mean he's either evil or retarded I suspect he's probably evil like when you have your chest f***** up like this and then you wake up and you hurt it also means that it affects your mind and it affects your hands because your hands no longer can write as they used to and it's one of these things where it's funny because you have like a one-liner that you get to tell someone and you're obeying the rules because you're not talking after lights out like a f****** child but see if the joke was that I was whispering to another homeless person and we were having an enjoyable conversationthen I wouldn't be poisoned and it would be funny like a f****** sleepover but none of them will tell me how I'm being poisoned or who is doing it and all I want is to be able to find out who that person is and have them murdereall of which is done intentionally so I keep saying to my I keep writing on here that I want to either die or I want to kill someone after I'm being tortured and then that's used against me so that someone can save it and then if I ever have any money or power in the future I'm either disappeared or they have something on me it's just torture most likely someone's gifted me a large amount of money or something stupid and then publicized it to see if someone can kill me just out of spite and then I'll do it to the next personthere's no reason that you would do this to someone for no reason because it takes large amounts of money and effort in time until you cripple them to the point where it doesn't matter anymore and all the money runs away because they realize the person has been crippled the entire system of whatever this is needs to be dismantled this mirror may not have anything to do with the schizophrenic in the library that says quiet repeatedly I'll take a picture of him and post it on here if that's the case it's one of these things where they give us schizophrenic the way to hurt people that have money or that might in the future be like in a position of being happy or not whichever and it's it's one of these things where you give schizophrenics power because that way they hurt people that aren't you and you don't have a reason to hurt them themselves like like institutionalize themthis is similar to the black schizophrenic in the library who was acting like he was having a fit until I called off over a Chinese woman who was a librarian and then he just pretended to be dancing to his headphones so like most of these people know about like how how you're going to be screwed with and then they use their ability like they don't care and so one of the things is that this is a librarian that's working in the library that has suicide nets and everyone using the and more or less everyone using the computers is schizophrenic or dyingso I don't know like when the when the fire department is chasing around schizophrenics with the sirens going because they have no other way of of like dealing with people with plague I don't know the the extent of like how f***** up the librarians are right like once the fire department is that f***** up you don't know the extent to which like the librarians are like know what's going on but either don't care or are powerless to do anything or are corrupt or something right that seems like a minor issue except like you have s*** like the shelter monitoring committee which is supposed to oversee all the shelters and for which if there's like a problem with any of the structural issues in the homeless shelters you're supposed to call like say if there's black mold in the showers which can kill people they're routing their calls through a site clinic and then they're all working from home and they'll have like one old lady answer the phone and then they pull like $200,000 salaries a yearwhile they do something else so essentially they're like they're like mob good old boys they're like people who like know something that are on the take and then they get a job where they don't do anything because the mobs run the shelters another example of this is that there's two site clinics Rams and the Felton institute oh there's also another one called City lifeline or something that are all within a block radius of the library on 8th Street and market and they'll get you housing so long as you sign up for a site clinic which you don't need but then it's a way of the site clinics claiming someone is crazy and then siphoning off money from the city for a free apartment so it's essentially a kickback and then once you're in an apartment you most likely need to have a kickback to a landlordthat you yourself pay that is then corrupt in some way so they at one point had me sign up for an apartment and I was taking photographs of the lease agreement and the landlord was food sick and she was several hundred pounds overweight and she didn't understand that that was something I could do or she didn't understand something and she freaked out and then like stop the lease so you don't so part of it is that many of the landlords are like mentally ill and sick and then the ones that aren't are like corrupt because they can siphon money from the government if you go to 11:38 Howard which is the way the government has you sign up for housing you won't get anybut if you claim to be crazy or someone says that you're crazy then a psych clinic person will like be able to be your mentor or something and then they get a kick back from the government for money and this happens because there are no jobs other than sweeping the streets or like being a security guard and so no one has enough money to pay for the rent and so it's all about how you can corrupt the government in order to get a free rent or a free room from like an SRO and there are no jobs because the amount of corruption and violence so all of this like the firefighters are corrupt the librarians are corrupt the housing market is corrupt it all seems like minor s*** until you added up all together and you're like if anyone is involved in the government at all they're more or less either either corrupt or they don't have any power to change anything or they're like getting a kick like they're like sick and dying of like a like a crippling disease they can cause like mental retardation or like something else there's no one that's like confident that can do their job and has the power to do it in any way that matters like if someone murders someone or there's a shootout the cops will have a couple people that will know what they're doing and then they'll just show up with a s*** ton of cop cars but if someone but if someone poisoned someone else in a way that's funny no one will do anything and there's no way to prove it and you don't know what it is and then it's a joke among a half dozen dozen people who use it to to form gangs so one of the ways to combat this is that if you know that you're not going to be corrupt and on the take but they'll want to do is they're going to want to cripple you to the point where like they can give you a payoff and you'll take it out of either desperation or because you have to and so when you're recording all of this you have to make it a stated point that you're never going to like accept a payoff to the amount to the point where like you you will accept a payoff where it will corrupt you in such a way thatin such a way that the people who are torturing you will be paying you off to keep silent about how you were tortured because that's how the situation is devolved to the point where it is because people gave me money on stripe and I didn't know who they were I would flee the city but if someone gave me a job that I knew it formerly like like I've had Urban alchemy people poison me I've had them punch me in the back of the head and drag me across the sidewalk except those guys like offered me a jobI would obviously say no so like you there's no like those people are paramilitary thugs and are part of like if you don't want police officers because police officers can be held liable for the things that they do you hire paramilitary thugs that come out of prisons and then they don't need training they don't they're not held to a higher standard like police officer have to be and then once you have that sort of thing in a community then it's it's essentially like you're saying that when they have no authority to arrest anyone and because of that they have to rely on poisoningoh and if you assault someone it's essentially a traffic violation unless you can prove that you've been crippled because of it so they can beat people up at will so it's just a citation it doesn't involve prison time and so you have what is an what amounts to like a paramilitary like police force that has no no like it doesn't have any kind of like checks and balances that the government is supposed to have that is paid for by the city and like if they poison and beat up someone with money they'll be suedor someone will find a way to drug them themselves right but there isn't like if they do it to someone that's poor it doesn't matter so like the only thing you can do is wait to either be killed or write down as many things that are happening to as many people as possible anonymously and beg for money and then have no indication that you're going to capitulate to either the homeless or the gangs and that they have to either kill or cripple you and after they've done that what you'll do is you'll take all the evidence that you have and attempt to put as many people in prison as possibleI mean if you can't flee or kill your abusers that's what you're supposed to do right like ideally it should be jail if I heard this much into the future and I know who's who's done it and I have the opportunity I'll have the murder and then and then like there's like the other option is like capitulation at which point you're going to be drugged and abused further because you're in a society that does that and it hasn't worked for anyone else like many of these people who are like vastly overweight or or if like become mentally retarded or unstablethey're being seriously abused like the food they eat is poisonous or they've been poisoned in some way so this just happened to them similar to like I don't know how many people who have done drugs or have started doing drugs that have gone down and downward spiral because of this and part of this is like you eat 2,000 calories a day from closed from like closed containers you write down the source you write down who doesn't who gives it to you and if you're poison later then you say something along the lines of I went to I went to the salvation army which is at 22nd and Valencia ate the food there and I was later poisoned in the shelter at 5th Street at 525 5th Street here are the people who are there here were the times here was here was who was on staff and once enough people start doing that then you start being able to find out who's doing the poisoning and you can put them in jail I should mention this because it's something that's going to think about later what are the ways that you hurt people is that if you're going to hurt someone either with like overt or like usually over violence is like you take someone who's who's lost everything and can't handle it and then go on a killing spree or you take someone who's young and stupid and then and then they go be people up that's overt violence not overt violence is you have someone who is sick who gets a payoff for like a family member or or they do it for an ideology or something who they know is dying anywayand then they can handle like dangerous chemicals that might kill someone right they can do all sorts of things for which someone who isn't sick and dying can't do and then they can hurt people in such a way where they don't care if they're put in prison because they're dying anyway or they're going to you know so then you can use those people to hurt or attack others and then they already right they've already they're already terminally ill so it's you attack them you're not attacking the person for whom they're doing the favor foragain it's from what I noticed in this in the tenderloin and in San Francisco I find the entire thing like disgusting and more or less the entirety of San Francisco is a trap to like sicken people who would come here to work and would want to make a life for themselves it's also worth noting that if you're downwardly mobile or you want a job and you're starving to death because you don't trust the food in the shelters you'll be poisoned by staff members and then you'll have in a shelter and then you'll have $150 homeless people not tell you how you're being poisoned but they know about it and so if you see any homeless people that are begging for money by the side of the sidewalk or like what change or are forming like again they're forming like encampmentsjust realized that if you ever lose your job or you become homeless and you end up living in the shelters the homeless will actively try and kill you or poison you and then won't tell you how they're doing it or why and you'll have 150 people to keep silent about the fact because you're not homeless enough or you're not poor enough or you haven't made the right friends or are not friendly enough with people who are poisoning you so just realized that if you ever lose your money and you become destitute the people that you're aroundare evil this may be a joke also like based on like it's covid quote quote like quote quote but it's not covered it's just like someone mixed in a bunch of chemicals that'll make you sick if you breathe it in until you have to wander around like an idiot with a mask on and then it f**** up your chest and anyone who doesn't who who like says anything will be poisoned to death and then their hands will be f***** up because their lungs have lung scarring so it's one of these things are like does covet exist or is it just a bunch of assholes scarring people's lungs and once you f****** that badly where you've made up a disease that's in the media and it's b*******then you're totally committed because you you've poisoned people to the extent that like they have to pretend something doesn't exist or they'll be killed and I have to pretend that something that doesn't exist exist or they'll be killed it is most likely like peacock assholes or like douchebag Greenpeace weenies that want to like prevent people who are good at making who who would make good engineers for making anything because they're scared about the future and so they come up with a poisonit's either harder to determine what it is or anyone who knows what it is won't say anything about it I have yet to see anyone that has covid and it's not and like it comes up on a test despite being in San Francisco that has I don't know how much plague but you'll have people who are like so brain-dead that like you can chase them around with fire trucks because they've effectively shattered neuro up biology like that's not covid that's just like I don't even know what the f*** that is it's a combination of sick and bad drugsbut anyone they don't like who doesn't participate in drugs they'll just gas with some sort of chemical that gives you lung scarring and f**** up your handss my social media posts keep referring to a baked potato and so I was poisoned and then that's associated with a joke about a baked potato if you're fried then that might mean that you just have something like like fry from Futurama where he gets hit with the radioactive exhaust of a spaceship like you'll get you'll get poisoned with that's nice so that means that you'll get poisoned with something that's radioactive and so that's the other alternative like you're either going to be poisoned in your sleep with something that's a gasor maybe the like there's something where like your phone emits more radiation than it normally does because of course that's the kind of phone I have or someone will like give you something that's poisonous someone in a coffee shop gave me a tin platter to put food that I opened a Canon and then somebody went around the corner with an Oakland raiders shirt and so it's like a raider right like it's a there's spiders there's dollars and there's raiders so a spider is someone who's a spy who spies on you who is an idiot$1 is someone who takes money who's an idiot but they take money in such a way where they just get sick in a raider is someone who is an idiot and then you poison them with some sort of so sorry there's someone who's being a moron this is the guy who waved a dollar in my face after I was poisoned and wouldn't tell me who did it so he's he's he's evil and stupid I mean that's you know he probably thinks he's a closet genius in any case and so a raider is someone who is so a raider is someone who is who is going to who is an idiot who gets sickened by something that's radioactive now this is all made up this is all made of b******* like obviously it's a it's a game designed to poison someone and then you make them scared of t-shirtsso if I go in I get food and I need a can opener and someone gives me a a metal pie tin to put the food in and then someone walks around the corner with the raiders shirt or scared of the 10 but either way I know I'm being sickened I'm not doing any drugs and I'm being followed so it's a matter of like it's a matter of not having any resources to escape not having anyone you trust or is trustworthy to give you resources to escapebecause you may just be working for the people who hurt other people are like helping them in some way and then being routinely poisoned and followed and then you're supposed to ignore the fact that like those two correlations exist when when they do so like I don't it's just it's just someone ridiculous they called over a staff member to antagonize me that appears to have lung cancer or talks in a stilted manner and then guess chiliates with his hands and so this may be poisoning by this staff member in particular because it's like I'm acting like a staff member as opposed to acting homeless enough and so I'll be gassed or drug to the disease that the staff member has this is Melvin Ross at 525 5th Street so if you become poor and you become in the homeless and you're in the homeless shelter system the staff members will attempt to have you drugged or poison to the disease that they have this is the sort of thing where I've talked about it before and then it's a joke because you're a stat you're like the staff member and you have the diseases or the problems of the staff members might not the diseases and the problems of the homeless see cuz if you walk anywhere you want in the city that's what the staff members do right but then the staff members then have other diseases or other problems and then they will sicken you to that because of course you can't be just yourselfso this is like a sociopathic or sociological problem for like if if someone all right so if someone categorizes people in groups as opposed to making friends or or like making one-on-one relationships what they'll do is they'll say oh you like thinking of people and groups well in that case we'll poison you to a group of people within the shelter and so these group of people are like this and this group of people is like this and therefore if you act in this way will poison you to this group and so you have to make friends because if you don't you'll be poisoned and threatenedwith some sort of like long-term illness right and if your desire is a person is to be left alone and not like people who are poisoning you or telling you who is poisoning you then that means and also if you're going to be poisoned repeatedly the default nature of people generally speaking is to disbelieve in the group of people they are around because they no longer trust them because no one is saying how they're being poisoned when it's clear that they are so this is the sort of antafonistic you will form relationships through force with people that have demonstrated repeatedly over a period of years rhat rhey are untrudteorhty ehile youre being followed and screwed with on the street and oh by the eay theres a paramilitary group of thigs in the city called street magic i mean urban alchemy that have no oversifht and have poisoned and assaulted you in the past and whose sole purpose appears to be to violate your civil rights two more things ho hum is a funny thing that comes from Star wars because it's the sound of a lightsaber and a lightsaber is a sith also the sith of the bad guys right what else oh a baked potato or a fried potato you you sicken people so they end up you you sickening gaslight people you know in a coordinated way so they lose all their friends and their blacklisted from society and then they end up working a deep fryer in which case they're a fried potato or they're a baked potato because you repeatedly gas them with drugs so what you have to do is if you want to find the number of people who've been asked from society you can look at the uptick in jobs at McDonald's and then the uptick in the job at the uptick in the amount of arrests for drugs and then cross correlate that with the amount like cross correlate that with cohorts based on some other sample size or some other sample statistic see you cross correlate these two groups which would seemingly be dissimilar but there but they're being ousted from society by like crazy peopleand then you find similarities between the groups that are statistically relevant so this is a joke that a crazy schizophrenic woman was talking to herself about in the FBI lobby where it doesn't matter they're either baked potatoes or their fried potatoes and it's a joke about people who are lazy being a couch potato and then you you either you cook them so they're either baked or they're fried so it's a karma base thing based on people who are seemingly lazy from like a peasant uprising kind of crazy b******* thing this follows on generally speaking with people who who like believe in karma or like believe in a class system and then attempt to reinforce that while they while they sicken or else people from society using drugs and violence so so what you do is you you essentially you like you blacklist someone from the from from the job market in such a way that they don't know that it's happened and it's going to occur over years and then you and then you like make it so that like if someone applies for jobs over the Internet or they never hear back orand there's some sort of back end where they've been blacklisted and they don't know about it then then you once you have that done then you can start like eliminating friend groups paying people off doing that and you do that to a cohort that you can then make sick and steal every idea they have and like take this group and like make them parize within society and there's large it's like why would you do that it's like well there's large numbers of groups of people that like to do this sort of s*** there'sthere's groups that used to be prize that don't want to be anymore so like the following gong or like the Black Panthers there's people who are who are like believe in this as like an ideology like the Cain and Abel phenomenon there's the 99 percenters that are like down with the 1% and and so in many ways these people are like fellow travelers because they all believe in like millenarianism and like taking people that they can they can like abuse psychologically and coordinate to house from societythat's oust from society so they do that and then they they use the connections to get money or drugs or an advanced social position and many of these like like the Moonies have their own way of screwing with people to the idea of family the Black Panthers have their own ideology of social engineering that comes from the 1970s and so many of these groups that like believe in common causes have their own weapons that they can use and that they know how to use in order to use social engineering to deceive someone in a way where they can poison themwhere they can where they can poison someone and get away with it right so the reason these these groups continue to exist is because they're so good at replicating themselves like a social virus and then you have people who are disingenuous who want to work on hard problems who are engineers but if they don't find common cause with some cult-like group whether it be people who believe in nothing but money or people who are religiously sick or people who believe in poetry is a cause you know whateverthen the groups themselves will start attacking this person because they find a way to make someone a vulnerable and it becomes one of these things where it's a downward spiral because the people you're around are more and more vulnerable and they are more and more unable to protect themselves or are more involved in these groups themselves as a form of self-protection and so your resources for getting out of the position you're in essentially disappear and everyone around you is either a victim or corruptand so the first thing that you do when you're in this position is you eliminate the target's friends and family connections or have those people paid off or have the Target that you knew ahead of time you were going to screw over have their friends and family disappear over a period of years and then what you do is you eliminate their access to money or their access to resources in order to generate money and then you put in and put them in a position where they become an underclass in which they're always working for money for which they can't pay off or or use the money to accumulate resourcesso like unless I'm a member of a mob or I know a mom member for I participate in corruption in the government in some way I don't have a place to live and once I do have a place to live I have to continue to participate in corrupting the government in order to keep my government funded housing and then if I make over a certain amount that housing goes away and I can't make enough to not have that or I become a street sweeper and then there's no other jobs right or I become a member of a pair of military group or a corrupt member of the police force in which case my corruption is the asset for which I'm being paid forbecause I have no other assets and so once you have this sort of systemic corruption within a city things like the newspapers no longer work like so for example the San Francisco chronicle is completely corrupt The examiner isn't but then when the examiner interviews the provost of Stanford and Berkeley you can tell that both provosts are mentally ill or there's something wrong with them like they they're not the way that they talk and the way that they have rhetoric you can see that they're part of an illness tree or an illness Network or there's something wrong with the way that they're reasoning and you're wondering if they're being drugged or if they've like lost cognition from drug abuse most likely from other people so so that's just like in the in the like in California and you don't know how many people are sick given that this sickness and this sort of illness is everywhere interesting note - when i read a book on my phone the black man that punched me in the face and stole my galsses comes back into the shelter coughing and grinting to himself and playing with his feet. theres an older man here that does nothing but read and rhe man next to him is retarded or dying and so this may be a thing where youre sickened to an odiot and then if you read a book the idiot fets sick and dies and if ou dont then they poison you repeatedly and get fre things. its sick and fucked up. again this is occurring at 525 fifth street and i called rhe cdc the california deparment of pivlic health and rhe poloce who are corrupt for all the good that this will do m. just be aware that theres a plague outbreak crisis at the shelter at fifth and bryant street it should be noted that because the ais seem to be trained on stupid jokes and memes of you read a book on a screen without wearing glasses then whoever is havking your camera to see you reading the book may know that your not an ai because an ai would think this wasnt possible (all the smart people in movies wear glaßes so if someone is reading without glases that must mean something is wrong etc). it should also be noted that i "stole" his phone by taking the wrong one in the dark. so if i steal something (anything) this will give an excuse for me to be violently attacked despite going hungry and having my feet rot. my father at one point siad that weyands dont lie cheat or steal and so a sock ai may think it can only be me if i dont do those things for whatever wualifies for what that means - or schizophrenics playing a sick game. the only possible solution is a complete house cleaning of the city and decoupling as much as possible of the cities infrastructure from sensitive ai equipment while taking samples of who is sick and cleaning the food supply. its more or less an almost impossible problem and people with money are just waiting out the die off before they come in and everything goes back to some kind of normal. note reading fantasy book that incolves slavery and im seeing elements of being gaslit and poisoned to this. see lso brandon sanderson and warbeeaker book - his novels are shit but van be used to poison people because its funny - "breath" magic and having me poisoned in the shelter and the play on words to being a peacenok around gangsters where even the peaceniks are assholes. its torture by a collection of schizophrenics and psychotics it should be noted that I was harassed and the bookstore by someone saying boo at me as a joke and then the Anna's archive some of the books are like Auto generated or AI rent generated so that if I find the book for which I'm looking for and then this happens to be a book about slavery the slavery book is auto-generated but it's by an author that's a science fiction author that I like and so it's yet again it's b******* having to do with harassing the poor after you sicken them and put someone in a in a b******* circleand you know what they're going to do in advance which is look up a type of book which they'll eventually find and then you make fun of them for the fact and then they get to wonder like how did they know that book and then it's just a matter of like induced psychological subconscious desires mixed with key phrases and repeated drugging in my sleep and torture so again like these people are insane they're cowardly and they torture people and so like even if even if I made money like again these particular people are like wealthythey're wealthy idiots that torture people within the city and then if you mention it then you mention that there's a lack of Free Will and then you mention the druggings and then it's back to it doesn't matter how much money you have because if you become poor then you will have people who are psychotic torture you so that you have brain disease and again it's some level like if you have a powerful enough agentic AI with as much chips as possible then you can predict someone's likelihood of doing something within a certain number of degrees of freedom and then you can poison them and then like manipulate them so this is this is psychoticism having to do with people who are in Valencia that were upset that I went into a bookstore while being poor so again these people are psychotic there's nothing that you can do to fix that along with this b******* having to do with like insane feminism mixed with like money and sick they they do this thing where they like they'll screw with you to the covers of books as opposed to the book itself like you're judging a book by its cover is a joke and then you have people get all upset and worried about covers of books and then you and then when you've done that then you switch it up so that there's something else like where the cover of the book will be boring but the inside of the book will be scary so again a reaction of reaction sort of thingit's just finding someone and torturing them because you're capable of doing so and then you have the murdered and you do it with an AI where it's complicated enough where you can't be proven to be at fault so again all I can do with the entire time is say that people here are murderous and because of that they can't be trusted because if you give them the power to kill people they will and they'll use AI to do it in a way they can get away with and so then if you're unpopular you'll just be murderedso you have to be popular or you'll be murdered that's the there's no like if you can use an AI and say I want to kill this person and I want to get away with it how would I do that by using like the most obfuscated method possible you can buy $10,000 worth of equipment send AI at the problem and they'll be able to kill a guy just by you know just by like coming up with just by coming up with like every possible thing he could do to fix the situation everything that you're going to do and then make the game theory is complicated as possibleand then you can kill anyone you want and then it just becomes a matter of how much money you have to throw compute at the problem and then whoever has the most money just kills people and then if there's people that everybody doesn't like they just kill them for sport because it's like well I could give my niece a new car but how about I give her a couple a couple Grand and compute and see if she can go around murdering people for fun which is more interesting a 10 year old Jeep Wrangler from 2015cost $25,000 and if you had that much money you could buy enough compute power to find out how to kill people in interesting ways that you can get away with Nvidia has a new computer that does that for $10,000 you can have an agent AI and then you can determine what someone will do in advance and then determine all the things for which the compute knows more than they do and then have the murdered and there's nothing the person can do about it and you can and you can you can design it in such a way where if you don't do what I want and if you don't behave in the way that I want I will have you poisoned and murdered and I can get away with it and because of that there's no reason to come to San Francisco because they'll just kill you because they've proven that that's the society they live in at some level like I'm a computer can do all of the math right like if you have no philosophical and moral basis for which you live based on like a set of moral and ethical principles then it's just who has the most compute power to kill people and so you have a bunch of people who are running around who are like f***** over because every time they come up with a moral principle or like a set of philosophy to live by someone aims the most powerful AI at them possiblein order to test all of the bad faith ways you could think of the philosophy and the only surviving like philosophies end up being religions and see you have a bunch of poor people who are like desperately clinging to religion so they're not killed because there's a group of people that can like defend them from the AI robots which is like essentially if you're going to have someone murdered based on their religion or their philosophy by aiming the most sophisticated rhetoric solving device possible at them you're already operating in bad faith so anything you have to say is automatically wrongit would be akin to like having someone running in the Olympics and then taking taking like a Mack truck and running them over because they weren't fast enough it's like see the truck the truck is a better runner than you it just doesn't make any sense I mean even further on the idea of rhetoric it's like it like once once you've decided I mean more than that like once you've decided that whoever has the most compute wins you've essentially said that you're nothing more important or more interesting than someone who owns owns a weapon that can be used against you to prove that your logic for using the weapon was fallacious in the first part in the first placeso if I had this rhetoric solving gun and I aimed it whoever was aiming it at me I'd also be more powerful than them in a rhetorical way and I could find all the ways that they have willpower and and know what they're doing and have agency and then every time they do anything to further their own ends I would have them like heard in some way and so therefore the only thing that's been proven is is that I have more money and power than you do and that only works in so far as that's no longer true and and so it's like okay you go out and and you get drunk with your friends and then you you pass out on the side of the road during a rave or something and I walk by and I have a rock and what have you proven other than you've decided to tell me specifically while you were in a bookstore that you could hurt me with an AI robot and now I know who you look like and where you live and who you are and if I ever meet you again and I have power over you I'm going to hit you with a rock it doesn't make any sense to meso like I don't know it's it's using a sophisticated weapon in in ways where it's like it's supposed to like make dumb it's supposed to make smart feel smart people feel dumb where all it does is prove that whoever has power is only going to have it so long as they continue to have power because they didn't spend the time thinking in the first place this goes back to Christian apologists and millenarinists who are insane and are pissed that you don't join their cause or their religion because it's like don't change a word from the Bible but it was translated from Sumerian or whatever the f*** to Latin to English and so it's like crazy Christians that are like well we'll see we've screwed with your books and then it's like okay cool so you now have money you now have a place to live and you're living in a wealthy area and you've pissed off people who like to read and have nothing and so if you're ever in a position in which you have to rely on people who have nothingthey're going to hurt you and so now you get to live in a gated community for the rest of your life trust me many of these people don't like me and poison me almost all the time because they think it's funny but as soon as you think it's like oh well we're going to use money to f*** someone over it's like okay cool so anytime you don't have to rely on money or you have to rely on other people you're totally f*****so now you get to have money but now you have to have a click of friends that I'll protect you so you don't get f***** over by assholesor you could have money and not be a prick but in that case people wouldn't give a s*** and life would be less interesting is that the is that the reason you're doing this it doesn't it's f***** up it's like this f***** up game by Rich assholes it's this weird thing where people think that because I like money and because I like eating food and I don't want to starve to death and I don't want to participate in socialism in like grunting at each other and crossing our legs and joining gangs that I must therefore likelike I must be a communist because I know that I'm being gasoline and f***** with or I must be a capitalist because I don't want to participate in communism it's just the entire thing is stupid and anytime I find stupid a****** all I do is b**** about it and they're like but we come in many varieties of stupid a****** it's like yes I know and I'm cataloging with all of them cuz I want to be left the f*** alone which will of course mean that I'll be surrounded by 500 people that don't say anything for years on end until I sit on a street corner and it causes confusion and frustration by people who want to talk to each otheruntil a child walks by talking about a mask that he got about a superhero because of course if I say repeatedly I want to be left alone while people gas me with drugs and follow me who were schizophrenic crazy or assholes then that means that no one should talk to me at all and surround me with a bubble of people who are just silent all of the time and then just I just stood at a street corner and then just waited for a couple hours until people were upset that they couldn't talk around me becausebecause of made up b******* reasons and so I know that I'm being f***** with like if no one talks around you in a city of a million people then you stand on a street corner and then people just start acting weird about the fact that they can't talk around you and you don't know what the f*** that even means or why then you know you're being f***** with like I don't know how much more of an indication you need and once you know that you're being f***** with by that many people and that much coordinationthen it's like I don't have the resources or the money to fight this I'm clearly being f***** over there's nothing I can do and so I'm not going to participate in any b******* like I'm not going to participate in any kind of like b******* oh if you only got a job if you only did this if you only talk to a counselor it's like no I'm being f***** with by large amounts of people which means money and power is involved that I can't fight and I'm not going to become like a f****** crossing guard because I know I'm being f***** with it's like being a crossing guard isn't going to do anythinglike get like like getting a job even if I couldn't people would allow me to which they're not cuz I'm being f***** with wouldn't matter because I I'm being gasoline and f***** with like it like with huge just absolutely mind-boggling amounts of coordination and money so like there isn't like getting like getting a job or doing the right thing there isn't such a thing I'm just I'm just being f***** with by an a******or multiple assholes or someone who's paying off s*** tons of money to these people and I don't want anything that's the thing I don't want anything other than the person doing this to me goes to jail and then I got a stop being sick and then an explanation of everything that happened that's the only thing that's going to make me happy like getting a getting a f****** job at a at a anywhere where I know that I'm being f***** with yeah I can't let it go because I don't I won't know that I'm not going to be f***** with in the future I don't know I don't know who's doing it to me or if they'll continue doing it to me in the future so I just I there's no way that I can just be like oh well that's okay we can do this nowI mean how would I even know any of whoever I meet with any would be a friend of mine at all while I'm being harassed and f***** with at that level of stupid and no one says anything or talks to me or tells me what's going on for years on end so you know I want to know who did it and I want them in jail and if that's not possible I just don't give a s*** about anything because making friends with anyone when no one tells me what's going on or what happened or what what the deal is means that all of those people are either on the take or they're crooked or they're sick here's more dumb stupid s*** so I like the tarot it's interesting it's complicated it's one of the it's one of the longer lasting semi-religious pieces of artwork that's not you know specifically tied to a religion although it's mostly Christian I believe anyway what they've been doing is is they'll f*** with you right so this goes back to how do we f*** with this guy and so they f*** with me so they say this has been done before and I've I've just commented on it because it's manipulation through an AI algorithm so I'll just go through I'll just go through all the steps and then you'll see how this works see you give someone drugs or you drug them in a shelter to somebody who's sick right and so they have half their head hurts so they already know something's wrong and that would be me then you have them followed around by iconography so what they if somebody has a problem with their linguistic centers of their brain or they're giving a certain type of drugs for which I don't know what it is they're more liable to suggestionthen what you do is you go into a bookstore and they're looking for a book and you say boo with them and they're getting money they're getting food from the salvation army you have them followed by a priest they see a certain subset of things for which if they complain about it it's sort of like well people have the right to exist right except of course they're being gassed with drugs in a shelter or being made sick by assholes now in the traveler community one of the things that's bad is to eat too muchand so their version of hell is someone who eats too much and becomes incredibly fat and sick everybody has their own version of hell The travelers are big into gluttony the traveling people and community has most likely brain disease that that like that like axon sugars and alcohols and stuff so that might be why my head hurts on the left side because I'm getting a disease that they have and these people are like don't believe in technology and I don't have access to antibiotics and it might be antibioticsand it may be antibiotic resistant and so on and so forth reference device media article or like thing about The travelers anyway they're also big into believing the clothing is magic which make me which may and puppy were tinker Taylor comes from so anyway I downloaded a story which is Samuel r Delaney and it has slavery in it which is annoying and upsetting because for a couple reasons one is that I was poisoned by a schizophrenic who gave who who among other things was working at the FBI said her name was Joyand the water at the homeless shelter was poisoned with with a drug that in a book about slavery a science fiction fantasy book it was poisoned with a drug that made me happier but was similar to a drug mentioned in the book called Joy and that was at the FBI when I went there to complain that somebody had put amphetamines in my coffee and attempted to have me murdered so if I read a science fiction book and it's about slavery by an author that I like and the wording or the and the wording or theor the punctuation is a bit off I immediately assumed that I'm going to be poisoned by like like I immediately assume okay either schizophrenics or black people are going to attempt to have me poisoned again and oh by the way I was poisoned in the shelter last night by something that makes my chest hurt and my my breath hurts which is funny because Samuel because Brandon Sanderson had a book called warbreaker where you could say spells with your breath which also featured slavery so it's like blacks and schizophrenicsbecause they had ancestors that were slaves never mind the fact that like my grandfather came here in 1950 and I have relatives more recently that have been enslaved than you do who is it you who is a Jew and then they were Jews in my family that were fleeing from like communist f****** hungry so they had to deal with world war II and then they had to deal with the f****** communists but you know that means that I must be a white slaver oh and then the other half of my family were like Protestants in the Northher Catholics in the north and f****** Illinois so this totally means that I'm I'm a slave like I'm a I'm a I'm a oppressive white man never mind that I like sodomasochism in p*** between consenting individuals as fantasy never mind that s***so someone says boo to me in a f****** bookstore and I read this book and immediately I think oh I'm going to be poisoned again seeing as I was just poisoned to a different book by a black schizophrenic that's dying of something and so all of a sudden I walk bygraffiti on the ground which has the word sci-fi on it right but it's scify. with the period in there with with the with the symbol for the period in white and so what this is is if you look at the rider weight tarot deck all of this all of the f****** all of the all of the f****** all of the f****** cards have periods on them except the hero font and the empress because those are the two people that can't read and the hero font has keys on it so the people in the five keys shelter at least the people running the joint may not be able to be literateand then the empress could be I don't know someone working out of St Anthony's or someone who is who f****** knows right it could be someone who's gay it could be someone who is a woman it could be someone who's who's a priest because you know they wear a skirt but this is more b******* where I'm drugged and f***** with I worry and or I'm upset about science fiction or about being able to read books or something and so therefore the concordance here is since we're doing concordance because crazy people in the Bibleit's between the tarot and sci-fi but the Sci-Fi is misspelled because it's like you can't spell like you're dyslexic or you have Alzheimer's or you have something wrong with you and then a period at the end so you can still sit you still know what it means but it's wrong or f***** up so it's like it's okay you can still write and you can be white you can be a white night but we're going to f*** you up so you have Alzheimer's or you have some genetic disease that makes it so that you're retardedand all of this s*** is incredibly f****** complicated to say and then you have s*** where it's like unless you pull the video surveillance from the FBI and they recorded it on VHS you have no f****** clue if they had a schizophrenic name Joy screwing with the homeless circa 2023 because you can f****** video to say whatever you want and the FBI just doesn't want to deal with s*** where it wouldn't like further their own cause probably because either half the guys are crooked or because they're all sick with brain disease and they want the right people to cough on them so that they don't hurt all the timeand so if you come to San Francisco and you're a good person like you're not a bastard like you're not going to f*** someone over oh but like see here's the thing here's the thing if white means communism and black means money that if I start having money again then I won't get sci-fi right it'll be some f****** other thing like if I if I if I managed to get money and get a job then it won't be sci-fi because you can't have that anymore because it's been predetermined by people who are drugging and f****** with youand so once you realize you're in a b******* circle and again this is a technical term I've invented terms b******* circle is you're being gas lit by a bunch of people who you don't know who the controller is and they want you to hurt people who you think are the cause but which clearly aren't because that way they don't get in trouble themselves or open themselves up for attack and so it's a b******* circle in a b******* circle can be over or can be not over and over b******* circle is if you just stand on a street corner and no one around you says anything and it's a busy shopping day and there's like and there's like hundreds of people then you're being f***** with or it's the world's largest mute convention and no one managed to tell you or the other option for the b******* circle can be not over it could be hidden right so the the b******* circle where it's like we're going to blackball you so you can never get a job ever for any reason by like blacklisting you with employers but never tell you and you'll never know who it is that's also a b******* circle and then everyone will go around you and say oh well you know it's really hard to get a job these days there's not that many jobs and give all their friends jobs and then pass around a thing that says that you're crazy or that or or like compiling a list of all the crazy s*** you did but like not mentioning the fact that you were drugged in a shelter or that someone is out to harm you so that's like the other b******* circle and so you end up arguing with graffiti that's on the ground or on the side of a building or something and the reason is is because you've been drugged to the point where you're easily manipulable and you have an artificial intelligence or people using artificial intelligence so that they can predict what you're going to do and then it becomes it becomes a popularity contest of who is going to aim the who is going to aim the largestAI cannon at someone else to see who's going to get f***** over and even then that might be a joke about sci-fi so what you do is you say okay so now if you correlate all of the tarot cards to a weapon and that's that's the Sci-Fi weapon is an artificial intelligence so powerful that it can predict what someone's going to do an obfuscate their their free will then you say okay well then that means that every every tarot card has to do with something that would be against the Bible and it's all it's all s*** that's criticisms of the future rightso what's the next tarot card it's a criticism of your ideology in favor of a Christian ideology in which you will be tortured in order to prove that the Christian ideology is right because of course that's what Christianity stands for it is after all the death cult so what's the next one it's like well hanged man could be suicide right that's rather easy it's like I would rather die than have to deal with being in a b******* circle and then it's a person doesn't do that if they don't like end up getting committed then you force them to be Christian or surround them with Christian crazy people well like well likewell gaslighting them telling them that you know everything is normal and then surrounding them with people who are crazy and sick and then but who have like no natural intelligence themselves like they don't they have no like they're you're in a bucket of people who are all sick and then screwed with to Christian b******* and the only way that you know there's any difference is because like this isn't how life is supposed to work and I heard all the time so suicide is the easy one cuz you just stop eating if you stop eating for long enough I'll sorts of weird s*** happens on your phone and in the media and everyone acts weird because none of the drugs work anymore like drugging you to drug someone else to drug the next guy that doesn't work and then people start dying and weird things happen in on your social media feed and all sorts of crazy s***and the two religions that believe in not eating food are Muslims Buddhists while Buddhists also cuz that was the Buddha right and then classically also the Jews but it's not a Christian thing surprisingly in any case whether or not this is a religious thing or not if you stop eating that might be correlated to the hangman or seeing the world upside down I don't know it's a possibility oh here's the other thing I went into the bookstore right and I just looked around at the books because it's a store this is something you can do and then people went past the bookstore holding hands and swinging them and acting like it's the lovers or something crazy so it's gaslighting and f****** with someone in public and it's a form of social control and manipulation like when I go into a bookstore right and I look at the books and a woman says boo at me and then they start holding hands and swinging them in public it's like they don't want to be reminded of the fact that their gas lighting you and sickening you because it reminds them of the fact that if you do this then you are completely and totally f***** like if you hurt the poor in this way you're totally f***** because anytime that you ever get out of your social you're socially isolated sphere of money then all the people you f***** over to this b******* thing will attempt to have you murdered like again I've just mentioned like if you go out drinking and then like this is one of the reasons everything is destroyed like if you are rich and you live on the hill 5 mi away you can't go into the tenderloin and drink a beer because someone who's poor that you f***** over may just stab you so you know playing these games with people that you're like gaslight did you just doesn't make any sense it doesn't like there's no it's like people who use their children for for to commit acts of violence it's like do you want to have your kids killed are you trying to have someone else kill your children and if so why don't you pay for someone to do a professional job right like if you're going to have your kids murdered and you don't want to do it yourself do you just have them commit felonies until someone kills them for you like I don't is that the easiest way to go about it I haven't looked into this but but it seems to be what they think so yeah so then you just start going through the tarot and you're like what all the other cards me what's the other concordance and it's just another b******* circle and if you mention this the worst part about it is is that if you mention this or that you see this and that it affects you that you'll have people go out of their way to harm you because you're mentioning it it's like oh we got him let's do it again rather than holy s*** our entire society is broken we should be repeatedly calling every every authority figure we can because we have no idea what the f*** we're doingthat's the part that mystifies me is like if everything in your society is broken you could have people who shoot from the hip and are like well let's just open a store and maybe it'll work out or let's just let's just hire a bunch of people and start a business and see if we can make something out of this wild West area that makes sense to me but no one is doing that because everyone is crazy and no one trusts each other and so when you if you can't do something on your own like that because everyone with money and means is like hiding or we're waiting to die then you just you have to call in the CDC like this it's one of two choices either you can do it on your own or you need help or you just live in a s*** hole for years on end which I'm tired of doing I don't have the capacity to help myself because I keep getting f***** over and last night I was drugged yet again after eating oatmeal and ramen in a salvation army which I walk to and bear and bleeding feet so I have no capacity to help myself in any way at all and everyone around me is f****** nuts and so what I do is I spend my time calling the CDC and trying to fix it but it's like I record everything that's happening to me in an attempt to fix it and then I read and then I spend the rest of my time reading science fiction novels and attempting not to break anything that'll get me murdered but like you know no one's talking to me or doing anything and I just it's like okay who the f*** is fixing any of this if it's not any of you are you calling it outside help no why not and like I'm the least Great society person there is I would rather not have to deal with any of this s*** and just have a job and deal with my own b*******but I can't because the society is too f***** up to get a job or do anything like my ideal life okay here's here's my ideal life at this point being 39 years old and being drugged and f***** with continuously I would have an apartment I'd have a basement I'd spend my life canning goods like canning fruit making beer making wine making whiskey learning all the things of ways of preserving food and making food having a garden collecting books and maybe possibly opening a store and selling some of that if I had the means that would be my that would be like my Shangri-La that would be what I would want in life I'd have alcohol I'd have food I learned how to make them I could make books I could have a garage where I made robots occasionally like I'd have something to do in the means to do it and I wouldn't be attacked by crazy people you have a climate that is 70 degrees all year round and you have people who own buildings for which all of the rooftops are empty you could have every building here have a garden on the top of the roof and and so all this food you grew yourself like beer mushrooms pot marijuana peyote cactus you could have open air pizza ovens when I was in Argentinian Argentina and Peru you know what everyone did they sold Pizza to the tourists cuz the tourists like pizza so they would make their own ovens and then and then make pizza while you were at a restaurant like outside every rooftop in the entire city could have that like I'm just spitballing s*** where it's like this is a good idea why don't you do thatright like if I had the means I would do that but I can't even suggest s*** because people here are so sick they're chasing people around who are sick with fire trucks so you know and I pass in abandoned building it's like I don't know can an AI make a rooftop garden that will feed people can an AI make a well maybe you can but you can make like a f****** you could make like if you're going to have John drone delivery you could make all of the rooftops have drone delivery like spots where there's like a Target and you just drop s*** and then you could have drones go from rooftop to rooftop doing crazy s***but instead it's like I'm hunting for food and f****** bare feet cuz you can't sell $5 f****** flip-flops at a at a at a f****** in a Target like you haven't figured out how how Sears roebuck works the first the first rule of Sears roebuck is don't poison the customers like I don't I don't understand how any of this s*** is complicated oh and if we're going to go with the whole b******* like speaking of b******* circle you make it so that no one can say anything and if they say anything outrageous like I shouldn't be poisoned because I want to work on interesting problems and I want I know how to make a reactive starship engine in my in my f****** garage then you're like oh he doesn't know how to do that everybody poisoning and if it doesnt work everyone is going to fisn the guy and do drugs around him because rheir diaappointed even while he ahs no money and hes being tortued so you can't say anything you can't make any claims that are outrageous or somebody will poison you never mind that it works you know forget that s*** never mind the fact that a laser system can demonstrate a QED drive if you had like two dozen Teslas hooked up to a a power grid and you shot lasers at a Target that was about the size of a needles you could still demonstrate that you could create electrons and positrons and entrap them with microwaves I mean ignore the fact that I'm right for a moment even if I were wrong having this s*** where I know that I'm going to be poisoned because I said something that other people think is stupid rather than work with people who are corrupt and are poisoning me maybe that sci-fi with a period mark after the end of it hey do you have somebody who's sick will devote their life to this s*** and if it doesn't work they'll blame it on me because I told them that this is something I cared about and there's schizophrenic and now they don't want to care about the Bible or somethingand it's funny because it's like buying the farm are you reap what you sow or some stupid b******* like that we're all I give a s*** about is not physically hurting like don't poison me don't make me want to die because I'm in such pain and leave me the f*** alone but I can't have that because people are too stupid to do anything that would make society function at all and if there's like a critical threshold of stupid people that drug and poison each other and are too dumb to call in the authorities to fix anything then no matter how intelligent how smart how much how many witch you have what education you have it doesn't f****** matter cuz you'll be poisoned and sick into death by crazy people and no one here can iteratively use the resources that they have to slightly improve s*** rather than just see if they can steal s*** and hurt each other not a f****** one I have to go beg for food at the salvation army and then if I eat it in the wrong way I'll be poisoned at night but if I eat it in the right way I should be grateful for having s*** that's free once I'm blacklisted and outed from societyand I'll get s*** if I go into a bookstore because I don't have the money to pay for books because no one is willing to hire me because there are no jobs because everyone here is an a*****to give you an idea of how f***** up everyone here is it was faster to create an agentic AI that would use a micro PC the size smaller than a bread box they can they can have an AI perform multiple tasks for which I could ask it questions they would have to do with mathematics and get answers it would solve unsolvable math problems that would that happen sooner before I was able to find a single math professor in the entirety of San Francisco that was willing to talk to me for 5 minutes so like I don't know that they have math professors herethat's the f***** up part so like if I wanted anything to do with math or I wanted to fix any of my problems or see if I could prove any of my theories it would be easier and cheaper to buy a machine for $5,000 after saving for a couple months as a street sweeper then to find a mathematician in all of San Francisco I don't know how the f*** that works are people just going to forget how to do math like I don't like the social problems are so f****** bog mind-boggling that it's like it's like trying it's like it'd be easy it's like if you lived in Mogadishu and it'd be easier to get a Mars Rover than it would be to get a cup of waterit just doesn't make any f****** sense so this is more b******* so Samuel r Delaney is one of the best so a bunch of things first of all first of all the book that I'm reading by Samuel r Delaney in fact was screwed up so that I had to find the PDF copy of the of the non OCR translated version in order to determine that I was reading a screwed up version where the time is different second of all this is an author who has a chip on his shoulder because among other things first of all he's brilliant all of this s*** is like the best s*** you will ever readhe's better than highline or Asimov by far and I would say that because of the difference in translation I prefer him over Jules Verne that said he's only known for a book called Dhalgren he's only known for this book because it has a gay scene in it that's more or less it which is f***** up also in the book that I'm reading my hands are f***** up and many of my body parts are f***** up in a similar way to one of the characters so in his science fiction book He's describing in many ways how you can screw someone over with sickness and then making a science fiction book out of it similar in many respects to incoinc that comic book by jordowski and the Mobius guyso now you get to decide after you've been sickened by assholes whether you're going to look through all the books and say something about it or not and I'm going to say something if you read the never-onian series and you read about the main character the main character is f***** up he has f***** up eyes his feet in his hands are f***** up and then if you look at the translations on or you look at the books on Anna's archive the one that's in yellow has the time difference f***** up and the one that's in the one that's a PDF copy doesn't when it describes the street and the new version has the new version has 10 or 10,000 is the number of years of the city and the new pdf version has 100 and between Jack fans and Samuel ardellany they're both within this context in which they believe in numerology and stupid ways in I believe it's Jack Vance he believed like The institute is like if you're part of the institute then at 100 you gain some superpower or something and The institute is this mythical organization that prevents technology from being spread if the technology would create problems in societythat's in his book languages of pao by the way so he's as prolific as similar Delaney and no one has hurt his heard of him or heard of half of the s*** that Philip k dick wrote except Philip k dick was popular enough to end up having blade runner done so people are mining is an intellectual property so it's an open question if a bunch of people have decided to like make it so that no one reads Samuel or Delaney's s*** because he was just driving how people could be drugged and f***** with similarly to Jack vance oh and then someone did a bunch of s*** on the street to me for which the answer is crazy straw so one guy plays with his straw somebody says something about tooting their own horn and then it's like oh it's like crazy straw because that's what people do if they are on drugs they they smoke out of a straw and then you cross correlate that to the big bad wolf and all of the big bad wolf stickers everywhere and there's a music video called duck sauce called the Big bad Wolf and there's a company called databricksso this goes back to the Tet offensive where it's like you're being traumatized like you're a Vietnam vet but you're not and it's because you're being f***** with by peaceniks all of which means that I'm being f***** with still and I write it all down and it still means that those group books by Jack fans and samuellar Delaney are brilliant and should be in every bookstore if they were competent enough to be able to keep a bookstore open which they're not and the solution for being drugged and f***** with is in censorship it's to describe how you're being drugged and f***** with until as many people as possible so now if someone has f***** up hands and f***** up feet and bad eyesight then then you reference this particular book there's a set of comorbidities and now you're able to find this group of or population of people that has been f***** over and you can find ways of treating the illness and so what had been a fantasy novel for people who were f***** over now because okay we can turn this into medicine because we have the artificial intelligence to figure it out and so now cross correlate all of Jack Vance's novels and Olive Jack Vance's novels and simular Delaney's novels in particularlook for references according to Time specifically in the main characters and then cross correlate with any attributes that would describe the person and any particular comorbidities of disease then cross correlate with statistical populations within sick people groups right groups of sick people and see if you can't make a drug that would fix this and then you continue to encourage people to write interesting science fiction and then you also cure disease this isn't particularly hard rather than do all of this s*** and then hurt people you could have just not poisoned the engineers let them have a job and then and then when you had the AI to solve the problem in the first place rather than need a whistleblower you could just have everyone go oh here's a problem we could solve and then solve it which is stupid and moronic because rather than use AI for good you used it for evil which delayed the inevitable which is that AI will be used to solve and cure most diseases I mean at this point you can buy a at this point you can buy a $3,000 computer that has enough horsepower to have an AI start iterating on itself with an agenic model from Nvidia and you could just aim it at this particular problem and say what are all the solutions and then once you have what the disease probably is how would you set up a lab to fix this and then you would you could iterate on all the steps to do that and then what you end up having is a to-do list with an instruction manual on how to cure a disease and how much it would cost and all the testing requirements and then all it requires is people to set up shop and do it and then test it and it would take certain amount of time and you can budget the entire thing from first principles to a finished product which would probably take 3 to 6 months and you can do all of that for something that costs the price of an Xboxand you could have done all that without poisoning and f****** with me but you had to I don't know why it seems moronic and stupid and it is and in another year all of this the s*** they have now that fits in a box will be twice or like three times as more powerful or even more five times is more powerful who f****** knows but you poison people to books because you're upset that I don't know your schizophrenic and crazy and and you're lonely and you want other schizophrenic and crazy people and then you want to f*** with thembecause you want them to believe in peace or you want them to believe in friendship or you want them to believe in your f****** cause whatever that may be and I don't I just know it's like oh it's another day I'm being f***** with let's blow a straw at my dog and then grunted the guy on the on the on the bus which I take for free because I have no money oh let's go by and grunt it some guy after we have some guy go by saying say tuning my own horn oh look there's this other thing he remembers from when he was poisoned and f***** with oh look it's a peacenick b******* thing oh and my autocorrect is pulling b******* from from commercials because the phones that it's connected to the phones that the the AI is connected to is pulling the audio recording of people who are sitting around and watching television so I can tel which advertisement they're looking at by what the autocorrect says in my f****** phone but only if I speak if I type it out it doesn't do that I f****** hate this city so f****** much you have absolutely no f****** idea it's 70° all year round and sunny and rather than grow food on the rooftops they can't be trusted to feed open containers of food to the poor you have to be a special kind of stupid I should also mention that the headaches I have or not so different than what you might get from lymphoma so there's a possibility and I've seen many people have this of missing an eye or having brain cancer the headaches don't go away I have them all the time and so I could have lymph node cancer this place is such a s*** hole I came here to work in a coffee shop I applied in Bloomington Indiana to every coffee shop the post office CVS Best buy I ended up working in a garden store until they harassed me out of the jobI don't know what the f*** people expect of me and the answer of course is they don't expect anything they just want to kill me because it's a collection of assholes we've decided to kill me for cause because I'm not part of some f****** group I'm not a member of the elks club I'm not a f****** Mooney I'm not going to join a cult based around my racial preferences and so I'm not worth keeping around because I don't want to work for some organization to further crazy b******* but if I like my own crazy b******* that's not good enoughbut it's not likand there's so much culty b******* that you'll be followed around by assholes all day long until they can make fun of you and then you have to put up with it because it's like the Tet offensive because it's funny e I could get one seeing as the church poisoned my shoes Target sold me shoes that made me sick people were leaving pens around that if I use them they'd f****** my hands the free phones they give away f*** you up whatever this all turned into gobbledygo cuz I touched the phone wrong do you get the point there's nothing here it's just a bunch of assholes you want to f*** other people up into being an a****** and then if you b**** about it it's either going to be the oh no oh really oh no actually but for sure people who come around or it's going to be like the let's f*** him up to something funny people or it's going to be the hey let's never talk for any reason at all and surround it with people who say nothingbut at no point is someone going to come up to you and say here's the way out of this hell hole do this and you'll get a job and you can be left alone after working your job and go home or you could just escape this f****** City or this or this f****** state no there's none of that s*** it's just people who are f***** up and in groups that are f***** up and see you have to pick which group of f****** that you want to be a part of and the default the default group of f****** is people that will like make fun of you because it's like thr peace people and then you're totally f***** because you're you're so at peace with having been gasoline with stupid amounts of money and f***** into poverty you're at peace with that but if you fight that's like the Muslims cuz they never forgive anything and so then you're by default going to be drugged and f***** with by crazy Muslims and then it's back to Muslims versus Christianity again it's just a bunch of dumb f*** assholes that will like f*** you over into a circle jerk where you're just put in a different tree everyday like multiple times a day and then drugged and f***** with every time it happens here's the next phase of what I believe is the b******* circle so I had multiple people that go around me and then scream at my face 2 hours with a question mark and I didn't know what that meant but this is what what happens is that I'll I'll be f***** with and then have someone tell me that the joke for which I'll then be have to be prepared for like how I'm going to be f***** with later and so I was just passed earlier by someone by an old woman and whoever she was talking to or the person was like 2 hours you're going to the beach for 2 hoursso it was because everything is connected by ai and people who are schizophrenic if someone goes to the beach for 2 hours then what that means is that like because they're going right because it's it's called a parametric back pressure I just invented all these terms so because they're going in someone sees them there it then means peace with the bitching and then it's a joke where because I've eaten food it's no longer okay if it's like because he's not starving to death he must be fine and then I'm going to drug someoneand then I'm going to drug someone in a shelter based on someone who has Alzheimer's or is an old lady and then give them sick based on what I have in in order to in order to confuse the people for whom they're trying to make me prevent getting illness to other people right like like if I have contagious Alzheimer's and I want to get and I give it to someone who's otherwise healthy then I have then all the people who are scared of this will surround the person and like all the people who are f****** with me will then f*** with this healthy person and I can get away and see you have these old rich people who will like then drugs someone in a homeless shelter and then do everything they can to like make it so that they and then do everything they can to make it so that they won't have the people who are tracking them like make sure they're not going to get other people sick so when I'm sick and so the food that I ate at the salvation army was all prepackaged I don't know if there was sick on it already but I've had like I've had I've tried to concentrate on things and I've had memory lapses and so I believe it's like Alzheimer's sickness that's contagiousand I shouldn't be having memory lapses when I'm eating food and again this is all prepackaged s*** so like I don't know if it's something I touched something I breathed I was poisoned last night by someone who is a sick gangster in the shelter I'm at but this could be just like little lady sick that they sick in a gangster with and then sick of me too and so again it's like it's playing the music backwards like hell so or like the joke about playing a record backwards and you hear the devil and so what you do is you tell someone that joke and then later on they're surrounded like later on you have the person who's sickening them go by and tell you what the joke isto see if you forgive them or not for giving you Alzheimer's so if you don't then that's then that's evil right but if you do then if you do forgive them then then you're a good person right and to prove that you're not the little lady you have to do drugs and no one will tell you what they're doing in the shelter because they're getting paid off by people who are old and and have money and in this old person that has money will go to the beach for 2 hours because it's they're telling the other piece the other the other hippies like oh well he's eating food so he must think this is okay and if I starve and if I don't eat for 8 days then my parents who've who've decided to leave me here and my family that's decided to leave me here with no resources will call me up and make fun of me while I repeatedly say I'm dying and then tell me that they won't they won't have my relatives call they won't they won't tell me the numbers in my relatives so this is this is like this is gangster b******* with people who are old and believe in the peace sign like there's just they're just everyone here is a c*** there isn't anyonelike there isn't a single person here who isn't a complete a****** or is like not not like isn't somehow involved in sickening and poisoning each other everyone from the ages of like five till like 80 and if I walk down the street I'll be followed with people sniffing in me and sniffing at me and holding hands and grunting at me while they while they do something stupid which is a joke about how I'm an idiot or a reference to Vietnam like they're all massive c****and meanwhile I get to read about how Nvidia came up with a super computer that can solve like previously unsolvable math problems that's the size of that's the size of a shoebox which if you have this and you have a garage you can now like you could tear apart a Tesla and then make your own like spider robot from f****** RoboCop but I can't do any of that s*** because everyone here is a is a c*** that just like sickens homeless people but you have to be a special kind of c*** to say you know what I have illness but what I'm going to do is sick an old like homeless people so I don't die like I I like every like and it's like a little old f****** lady and so every time I see anyone at all I go out there goes a monster there's another monster wrapped in a person suitand I only know this s*** because people have told me about it like told me the the joke beforehand so that I get to figure out and know how everyone's an a****** afterwards it's like your grandmother it's like yeah grandma doesn't want to get Alzheimer's and die so what she's going to go do is she's going to go cough on a bunch of gangsters and have them sick in a homeless person it's like people who have like like they don't have any moral compunction and they're not interesting part of the thing about having no moral bearing or compunction at all is that no one wants to talk to you or share interesting s*** because it's likewhy would you you're just giving them tools to hurt you with and then they'll take any interesting things you do and f*** you over with it and it's just like the clothes it's just like the food you can't eat like if you have if everyone poisons the food you can't eat anything besides canned food if everyone is an a****** no one invents s*** here because everyone will steal it if you if people communicate how they're going to poison each other with clothes then they wear clothes that are stupid to indicate how they're going to poison people and anyone here that doesn't that isn't like hiding all of the time everything they know or everything they do and like is taking advantage of to the point where like people call these people posers so they poison your feet so that you have to stand on one foot looking like an idiot because they fake their fake all the time because they spend their entire time putting up a nice front about how wonderful they are and then you see what f****** monsters they are and if you pointed out they'll poison you so your feet are f***** up so you have to stand funnythey're just the s*** as f****** people I don't think I've ever met anyone that is this s*** they're just s*** I'm like I'm looking at f****** 5-year-olds and going holy Christ like it's just monsters they're just like what do they go it's like it's like they go to school and it's like what's after math and science it's like how to be a bastard hello class this is your fifth grade this is your fifth grade school and we're going to teach you how this is this is your introduction to how to be a bastardI just it's either it's either that or it's like you turn into like some religious nut job because you're surrounded by monsters and the only thing you can think of is holy s*** I'm surrounded by f****** monsters all the time and then it's another f****** song where they like have the song playing as the guy goes past and that's how you're f***** up and so like now it's the runaway song which is a song about running away and it's like yeah no f****** s*** I'd have walked the f*** away if I could have gotten a dollar from any of you like if I if someone had paid me for 2 weeks and I went to the check cashing place I'd have been here I'd have been out of this f****** s*** hole so f****** fast but I'm not cutting enough I'm not good enough to call people that I don't like boss and pretend that I like people who are poisoning me I'm not so anyone that like managed to to escape is just is just s***** enough to be able to like lick your ass so that you give them two weeks pay so they can get the f*** out of town there's just they're just f****** c**** like I don't know how to describe it and I know it's going to happen I'm going to leave there's going to be an AI bubble everything is going to go to s*** and then the only thing the market the market is going to pay for is food and energy and San Francisco will turn into a paradise where they're going to put vertical farms everywhereand they'll be the bread basket of the entire Western seaboard and then Seattle will do nothing but manufacture f****** nuclear energy plants because they have they have the like the infrastructure that they built around planes and so the the West Coast will be prosperous and then all of the computing and all of the like old tech will like go to the Midwest and then all the Midwest will be like here's all this broken s*** we don't need anymore because it doesn't make money and the only thing that makes money is being able to sell shovels to like people who want to like dig for gold and that's that's food and energy I just know it's going to be something like that it's going to be some f****** scam as soon as I leave here everything's going to go back to normal and everyone's going to get a s*** ton of money is all the rich people come in and I'm going to be f***** over somehow I mean if you can organize it so that you stand in public for 2 hours and no one says f****** anything and then they become confused and upset then either everyone here is f****** batshit crazy or they're getting paid off or a combination of the twoso you just know it's some f****** scam but yeah no there's it's a totally coincidence that someone went by me repeatedly and said two hours oh my God and then like later on I find the joke for which it's this little old lady is going by and it's going to be 2 hours at the beach and I have Alzheimer's like symptoms after I eat and oh by the way they've been doing this play the music backwards s*** with telling me the joke after I've been poisoned but like telling me the joke that the punchline to the joke and then I find out what the joke is later they and so this is just an I mean it's just yet another f****** example of the same s***so I'll be I'll be drugged around the the I will be drugged around children the mentally retarded and the elderly repeatedly until I have all these f****** diseases and no one else until I get sick so that there's that I have my I just s*** my neurochemistry and meanwhile it's all based on who likes who and not anything to do with like hey I came here for a f****** job I didn't do drugs I didn't f*** around I didn't steal anything except f****** vitamins and instead I get s*** on because I look there's not a single goddamn person here we go people holding hands because he's married look they're married they're holding hands like it's the 19 f****** fifties see he's so he's so conservative he's so f***** up let's hold hands because he's married look they're married they're holding hands like it's the 19 f****** fifties see he's so he's so conservative he's so f***** up let's hold hands and it's because they think it's f****** hilarious where they can they can tell people on the street look we use diseases of weapon and therefore we can hold hands like it's the f****** 1950s to let everyone know that we f*** this guy up because we have a way of f****** people up so their hands are f***** up for life and oh by the way how do you do that by f****** with the drugs in the shelter or poisoning someone in their sleep it's like you came here to get a job to service coffee how f****** dare you you don't have any friends here let's hold hands around you to indicate that we f***** up your hands by poisoning you in a f****** homeless shelter in your sleep how f***** up do you have to be like you have to be incredibly f***** up to be like f*** this guy he camehe came here to serve as coffee what a bastard how dare he mix this with mix this with gravity's rainbow and baby Tyrone and abdl and here's how we f*** someone up by every time they're angry or upset we're going to find out where they are and we're going to stalk them to remind them how we f***** up their hands for example and so it's a way to psychologically f*** with somebody to something stupid but it reminds them of how you f***** up their body and so you mind f*** someone in public to show that you can get away with it and it's like okay so I'm being f***** with by large amounts of people with stupid amounts of moneyand we're sitting around with filled in a city filled with abandoned buildings and no one wants a goddamn thing to do with any of them because you can own a building like you can own an abandoned building and you can have a s*** ton of Bitcoin but if you're a bastard no one will trust you or want to do anything for you because no one trusts you it's like if you don't if you don't do it we want we're going to like ruin your life in mind f*** you and then screw up your body okay then you get to sit in like 70° weather where it's beautiful and and sit and watch where there's no one here that does anything except wait to die in Poison each other and that's what you get like Yvette it's like congratulations like you're f****** dumb as f***they're just the most hateful spiteful pieces of s*** I think I've ever seen and it's like what we're just holding hands it's like no you're f****** stalking me a piece of s*** it's like we can do this because you know it's like yeah I know you just you just gave me sick and then you remind me how you how you gave me sick and thenjust to show that you can get away with it and then there's a group of people who are all in on the scam and no one's going to tell me what's going on and so I know I'm surrounded by a bubble of assholes and if I talk to anyone it's like talking it's not like talking to a human being seeing as you're surrounded by a group of assholes it's like talking to like one of it's like it's like if you were if you were surrounded by hemorrhoids and you are the a****** it's like talking to it's like an a****** talking to a hemorrhoid it's like there isn't like cuz they work they work on heuristics they work on like they work on like this if he does this so they're not they're not like functional people like there's there's nothing there like there's no like they just they form sick trees of of sickness networks and then you just it's input output there isn't anything there and then if if they don't like you enough and they have the ability to use an AI they'll aim in AI at you to see if they can do the same s*** to you and they just use drugs and sickness and surround you with a bubble of assholes that's it there's nothing elseyou're just surrounded by dick heads all day and you'll have people watch what you do in public in a park this is a park on Valencia Street they'll watch what you do in public and if they don't like what they do what you do they'll call in the a****** brigade to come in swinging water bottles and holding hands and doing all sorts of stupid s*** having to do with like a pretend circus and then like having people go around with sunglasses that look like they came out of the society of the spectacle coverand it I know it's just coming out of one of these site clinics that's corrupt and is either paid off by the government or drugs or both and it's just they're just assholes there's just nothing there they're just just a******and then I have someone find out where I am and do drugs around me it's like he's saying something crazy so since he's not high I'm going to stand around him and do drugs because it's like he's high so he must be high and because he isn't I'm going to find out where he is and do drugs and let me guys like 70 f****** years old it's like it's justand then they try and use drugs to like harass you and find out where you are and make you move locations until you get used to people doing drugs around you and then you just have to put up with people who are doing drugs until they like do it so bad that the city is filled with fentanyl again and everyone has a massive die off dick head it's just it's just a city filled with dick head it's like this guy is angry in public let's find him and do drugs around him well no f****** s*** I was poisoned last nightso what's going to happen is is I'm going to be angry that I'm being f***** with then I'm going to then I'm going to be f***** with some more have people do drugs around me and then I'll have somebody see if they can't give me lung or thyroid cancer based on how I was poisoned the other night and they'll do this continuously until they're back to having fentanyl in the streets and people dying all the time cuz they're just not capable they're not capable of f*** all they're just so f****** dysfunctionallike how f***** up do you have to be to be like oh look this guy is crazy I'm going to find out where he is and then do drugs around him like you have to be some sort of like incredible s*******but they do this intentionally where those around you it's not just one guy either it's like okay we have the guy holding hands and then a bunch of people holding water bottles here comes the crazy guy to drug you and then we'll see if we can't f****** your head so that you're scared of stupid s*** after we f***** up your lungs and your chest and your body so that you never complain about so you never complain about what horse it is here because it's so hard to tell from all of the abandoned f****** buildings and the fact that no one wants to live here they're just f****** morons man they're just like I wish I could have another guy here that was normal that I could just like talk to him and be like Christ look at these f****** assholes and you be like yeah man Christ are they f****** dumb but that guy is like from 1996 from like Iowa like that that s*** doesn't exist anymore because there isn't any more normal anymoreit's like it's fine it's wonderful it's like are you f****** kidding like I'm just looking around and from where I'm sitting I can see two abandoned buildings on one of the main streets in town and they can't even sell f****** shoes they don't know how to sell f****** shoes how stupid do you have to be selling shoes is like selling shoes is like they give you a box with shoes in it they tell you how much it costs and you give it to another guy for shoes plus a percentage that's selling shoes and then you try to sell the guy the more expensive versionthey can't f****** do that they can't sell shoes at f****** Target I mean that's that's you got to be incredibly f****** stupid you can sell shoes at Target because the shoes they sell at Target that have the American flag on them which happened to be the cheapest makes it look like you're walking on the American flag and that makes the schizophrenics angry and upset and so if you buy those shoes it'll f****** your feet and so you have to coddle schizophrenics that are dangerous and will kill your children rather than open jails and mental hospitals and put dangerous f***** up people in jails and f****** mental hospitals rather than do that s*** you sell shoes that you have to teach your children don't do this or the schizophrenics will f****** your feetI don't know how much stupider you can get I don't know what's lower than that it's in f****** Target of all f****** things it's like no it's cool we're going to make it so that people that don't know what the f*** is going on are going to are going to have their feet f****** poisoned because we coddle schizophrenics who are dangerous if you want to cuddle schizophrenics then don't have authority to f*** s*** up by all means but somehow they managed to f****** the peanut butter the aspirin the f****** shoes the soda if you go to the f****** library and you get more of the worlds this schizophrenics have wiped poison on the plastic cover so if you touch it you'll be high and see spots for like 2 hours I s*** you not that's true and see you cuddle dumb f***and I don't know if AI is making this worse like if you have stupid amounts of money in Bitcoin and someone gives you an AI box and you can just push a button and get your f****** like PhD dissertation spat out at you maybe that's f****** s*** up even worse like I don't even know how many people are in academia right now that are f****** bonkers but as it is it's like I don't want to live in a world where I have to decide oh this type of shoe might poison me but this is the only amount I have but where do I buy shoes that won't f****** kill me or piss off or scare the schizophrenics I don't want to have to live like that f****** s*** anymore like how do you get anything done at all for any reason like how is it even possible like I can b**** about people going around holding hands and acting stupid but I'm not going to go out of my way to like find gloves and then pour acid in thembut s******** here will that's the f***** up part they'll do that s*** they'll find where you are they'll drug you they'll harass you and then if it freaks you out or makes you angry what you're supposed to do is find an interesting or funny way to kill somebody and it's so f****** exhausting because they're not capable of making anything they can't make s*** they can't do anything because they spend their entire life thinking about ways of f****** each other over and in some way that's either crazy or funny and so they can't accomplish dick not creatively not f****** intellectually all of their s*** is stolen every f****** bit of itand so like this s*** where I'm poison so my hands and feet are f***** up because it's funny like a joke my father told me I know a schizo ripped that s*** off by bugging his phone because they don't have any kind of intelligence that would be considered creative that's the f***** up part like all I want to do is make crazy cool s*** and I can't because I'm just surrounded by a****** all the time among other things I'm surrounded by people who throw garbage on the ground knowing where I'm going to go so if I go One direction or another they throw garbage around depending on if they can see if I pick up on signs and symbols and saying this waving my arms around and rolling my eyes so the next one is is a rubber band is like your vocal cords but also a band right forks have to do with forks have to do with like devils knives have to do with cutting the cheese and feathers have to do with whether you can write or not because they're like quillsso I just passed a black quill on a ledge and a tattoo shop so the tattoo shop has something to do with a quill because instead of writing they're writing with a tattoo gun so it's like oh he thinks that reading and writing is cool so we're going to drug him and then have the guy go work at a tattoo shop or a tattoo parlor except the tattoo artist their brain and their their biology is all attuned to like doing art and they hear me they hear a gun all day that the the tattoo gun and they're sick on drugs all the timeso it's more schizophrenic crazy b******* where they'll stick in you to something funny because they want to live in a city filled with ruins and oh by the way some of your tattoos in fact inspired some of your philosophy but some of them didn't and you were drugged in a shelter for I don't know how long so like they're all just assholes but see what they want you to do is say oh well tattoos are meaningless to me it's just depersonalization it's finding someone stalking them f****** with their mind while they while you drug them and doing everything you can to depersonalize themuntil they attempt to make friends with crazy people or you just kill them with drugs or you attempt to f****** f*** them up so that they're rhetoric doesn't make any sense anymore because if you're being poisoned by crazy people and you have an outlet to say hey stop doing that and you're not violent all you can like what all the crazy people will do is they'll try and depersonalize you in any way they can so if it's known that I'm going to a certain location to get food then if there's a large amount of crazy homeless peoplethat are drugging me they'll all run ahead and drop s*** on the ground based on if he goes this way then everybody drug him this way or if he goes that way everybody know that this is going to happen they tend to use scooters when they do this as well so that they can run out in front of you and then drop s*** on the ground or like scroll something on the side on the side of a building to f*** with you they do this because they're assholes and they're bored and they're dying and they don't have anything else to dotheir codependent assholes that want to die with someone else and so it's nothing other than like a jonestown cult except they're homeless that's I mean either homeless some of them are homeless some of them are like working but they're dying and they want to like f*** with people it's it's like codependent cultism essentially it's it's codependent cultism mixed with like sickness a couple other jokes so one of the one of the breakthroughs in the Nvidia chips that makes them so fast and this is f****** obnoxious is it short bus a bus is a transport layer between CPUs so it Transit it just transports like it's essentially like what it without looking into the details and then coming up with the right answer what it does is it transports data from one area to another and a short bus means that it it does it quickly because there's the chips are so close together and a short bus is like someone who's retardedso I had a bunch of s*** thrown on the street after being gassed with drugs by an old person and then someone who was in my p*** but in my abdl p*** walked by and then as I was coming back to the shelter a short bus drove by really quickly and then they had people show up with hot chocolate and cookies of which I've been poisoned so often that I could eat the chips that were in a bag and I don't trust the water which was in a bottle because it's Kirkland water so one of the things that they do iswhat are the things these idiots will do is that anytime there's a stock option or there's something special what they'll do is they'll give you some they'll give you like Kirkland water and then potato chips and then hot chocolate and then somehow it's like you're getting paid off for the thing for which happened you know on the Internet or something and then those are the people who drugged you in order for you to get $5 and free s*** somebody stock options went through the roof because it's funny because you got like Kirkland waterand Kirkland is Captain Kirk and so you're paid off and b******* that costs all of like f****** nothing every time there's like this this like massive stock option or there's this massive thing for which somebody drugged you for it and then you have all these people saying you're blessed are God bless you or some f****** thing so the $3,000 like Nvidia chip that came out that was only possible because all the researchers drug the people in the shelters that gave us all cookies and hot chocolate for which I can't trust that it's not sickening but that's cool they just drugged all the researchers so they were capable of doing the research to people who are in the shelter who are eating food that'll make them sickof course I can't prove any of this but it sure is funny right like Kirkland water and f****** cookies and chips and s***I want my throat in my head back and to be able to have a job but it's more profitable to drug all of the it's more profitable and more efficient just to drug someone up enough so that they're capable of doing the engineering work and then f*** all over the f*** over all the poor and then tell them they're blessed so what came out of a $3,000 Nvidia chip after a day of being harassed and then drugged by idiotswas that I got a bag of Fritos out of it so that's cool because it's like free toes and a tow is like you know it's like a toe tag or it's like a a f****** it's like a a tombstone and so the food is funny based on what happened in the news that helped everybody else but you get like $3 worth of free s***for willing to be drugged which I'm unwilling I can't prove any of this but it sure as f*** is funny isn't it haha meanwhile it doesn't matter because in like 5 years all of mathematics will be solvedI mean more or less right you'll have like the fundamentals of most of science nailed down and then it's all experimentation the only thing you're lacking is observation oh I also don't know if I was poisoned that this is the other thing that this is the other s*** they love to do right this is a karma test they'll poison you at one location and then if you eat the food that's poisonous in another location that will be the thing for which it's the antidote so the large bars may have f***** up my throat so that it so that I'm sick now because my my because my throat hurts after talking and my phone is f***** up right but if I had the if I had the hot chocolate that may have the antidote in it but I passed a fork in on the street next to a rubber band and one of the large bars was in a was in a a beige colored package and that package itself may have been processed in the plant where it was poisonous just like so the beige colored large bar you can you can add that to oh the supply chain is f***** up soso it's like eat rubber bands so like that that could be like this is the next thing that's f***** up in the supply chain and then if you drink the hot chocolate then that fixes your throat because that has the antidote in it or it could poison you more but then it's based upon how much you like are willing to like trust other people but all of the food is funny based on oh here are here is this thing that happened in the news and it's like Kirkland water and Captain Kirk and Fritos like free toesall this stupid s*** having to do with food and jokes about about f****** hardware because that was the only interesting thing that happened in the hardware software world today mostly and then you have to trust someone to give you the antidote but that only that only happens if you trust someone not to poison you or to give you or to give you non-packaged food and of course they want this because they want to have power over you so that they can determine if in the later at a later time when they want to kill you off for whatever reason they can do that by just giving you food that's poisonous but it's not in a packaged food right so they could do it at a restaurant so they could poison you without poisoning a bunch of other people like their children who they could Poison by mistake so it's it's like it's like please trust us so that we can kill you later without hurting ourselves please please do that is it and you see this and you see this and you're like wow this is incredibly f***** up this is like and I had some of this bottled water and I'm like oh why the f*** am I drinking this s*** I started drinking some of it I'm like holy f*** what am I doingthere was a joke on the internet about how the only people in the middle the middle like people in the Middle ages never drink water cuz they were scared they were going to be poisoned and I'm like okay so I'm being poisoned to all the jokes having to do with technology so I can't trust water it almost any source or I'll be poisoned to death because it's a funny joke like the people here are sick and I just like okay I'll give you an example if you do drugs and you get f***** up and your hands touch s*** you can get other people high because your body is so f***** up one of the things that's wrong with drug users is their hands are f***** up because of synthetase disease so you have puffy hands so what you do is if you want to f*** someone over is you screw up there lungs so it f****so it f**** up their hands so it looks like they're going to kind of guy that if you touch them anything they touch is poisonous and then everyone around them will avoid whatever they touch or being around them because they're scared their hands will be covered in fentanyl because they were abused by people who f***** up their lungs this is the s*** that is everywhere for anything like I believe that at this point they f***** people up so that like if they sleep around their lips get inflamed and enlargedand then they go around making fun of people that have slept around by doing this thing where they suck their lips in when you pass them by as like we're in the same club because you didn't f*** around like these other people did and then you see people on the street sometimes young Hispanic girls sometimes like black people sometimes young Chinese people where their lips are so enlarged because they've been poisoned and so now you get to go around the rest of your life knowing that there's a disease that you can get from sleeping around which is based on karmabecause people here are schizophrenic and murderous and so if you see someone and then you see that their lips are screwed up you're like oh well someone decided that they sleep around too much so they f***** up their face and it's the same s*** with the hands and it could be anything because it could be any kind of like poison or some f****** thing and then it screws up your ability to talk cuz you have these big lips in your face and it's like I don't want any of this s*** I just want a normal life where I can work on something and then not be covered in disease all the time and I can't even trust someone to give me a f****** cookide I know it's some f***** up game or what they've done is I can just tell what this s*** is right is I'll go repeatedly to the doctor's office after being poisoned in the homeless shelter I'll sign a piece of paper a bunch of times so that I'm admitted to the doctor's office the doctors will take this signature right they'll forge it so that they they sign away rights to to like to shares or options that I've been given then they feed the poor whenever like whenever whenever a company releases a product that's usefuland by doing that they'll sell the options at the same time and then I end up eating and then I end up eating like a $3 snack is all of these poor people on who are f***** up on drugs get fed cookies and s*** while I'm sickening being sickened in a port in a in a shelter and then all of the food is funny like Kirkland this and like you know if they could name it like Intel potato chips or Nvidia shares they do that and then that's the joke of how I'm being f***** over and it's all these people who knew in advance what all of the what all of the likewhat all of the the advancements would be through either intellectual property theft or insider trading and then they just needed someone that they could give their shares to and then sicken so that they could funnel money to the poor in a way that it looked like I was giving money away and so therefore it's funny and so you basically put a hit out on a guy by giving charity to the poor and then having an incentive to sicken the guy repeatedly so he's crippled for the rest of his life I can just tell that that's what the s*** isit's f****** disgusting and then I'm supposed to starve myself out of spite while all of the all of the homeless laugh and eat free s*** oh they also have a for-profit hotel called The signature hotel which is supposedly funny and at the last time I went past there they had a blue piece of they had like a blue graffiti that said assholes with it like a an arrow and then when I was f***** with on the way back from like getting free s*** at the salvation army so I had 2000 calories today someone had written in Blue on the side of a of a wall f*** you Brit and so it's like it's funny because I must be British or something and then I walked across the piece of paper which which said something to do with iceand like rounding up immigrants and it's like excuse me I voted for the other guy I don't like Trump I also don't like immigrants that poison me with fentanyl so I'm sick all the time or f****** my hands so you know I don't like and it's like you're going to like poison me in a shelter you know who has like a tip line for human trafficking f****** ice that's who many of these immigrants that are like f***** up like the poison people and like get them sick because it causes all sorts of confusion that allows people to like sneak people across the border and if you don't like being sickened in a homeless shelter then you must love like the the f****** paramilitary Roundup policewe came to your country and we have to we we repeatedly drugged you and so and then we couldn't sneak people who were illegal across your border and so therefore you must be a terrible person it's the most f***** up s*** in the on the planet but I but I write and I speak and I value the written word and so therefore I must be British as opposed to an American because an American would be so into being poisoned repeatedly in a homeless shelter and then lied to I suspect that the timing of the Nvidia release was done to coincide with the mail carrier disruption specifically so that like the stock market wouldn't s*** a break meanwhile like it's one of these things where it's yet again it's like how does someone have a good idea or like how do you leak a good idea and then if anyone says anything you drug your poison though or I could just wait until I have money and then I get to buy all of the weird drugs that are being advertised on television for health effects that I don't know how to fix but I'll have I'll have stock options but I'll be pissing all the money away on pills that's the way they get you it's either like we're going to give you the antidote or what you'll get money but then you'll piss all the money away on on pills from f****** like that you see advertised on television every time you get poisoned with something stupid to so the guy that had a nervous breakdown when he was in the Salesforce Park and someone sat around him eating chips makes more sense now because the guy ended up with a bunch of stock options being middle class but since he only ate the chips after being poisoned repeatedly with a broken supply chain or somebody was working in a factory that fed him for who fed him like it's poisonous food and since he never ate any of the antidote he ended up having money except he's scared of chips now even though he got money from from like the microchip community or like hardware communityand so if you have a reminder that he was poisoned and never got the antidote he has a nervous breakdown like I want all of this s*** to like unwind I don't want this s*** to happen to me and I don't want it to happen to anyone else ever again like this s*** is f****** blockers it's the most obnoxious piece of s*** f***** up scenario that you could do to people and it's just s***** it's just it's just s***** people being s*****I mean I can't even trust that someone is going to feed me food from from the poor because I had a large bar from the salvation army that made me feel like I had Alzheimer's or there was something wrong with me and then later they may have tried to serve me the antidote but see you can either take the poison and then later have the antidote or you can take the poison and then be gifted options for shares in a company for which you'll have to spend the money on u******** your body from some sort of like poison that someone will give you give you pills for you have to take for the rest of your life and it's just and it's just designed so that people can take bets on what you do and then while that's happening your drugs repeatedly by people who are researching interesting problems and then the money is funneled to the poor by f****** over people that everyone doesn't like and it's like you could just give money to the poor without f****** people over because if you do that I'll send you to prison and it's all these schizophrenics that want to be trusted to cook for you where it's like now you have to eat out so that someone might slip you the antidote for the poison you havebecause they've taken the supply chain and everyone working in the factories is crazy and it's f****** up the supply chains and it's like cool I don't want to be anywhere around any of you at all I want to be on the other side of the country and I want to be canning and growing my own food you're f****** nuts and I hate all of youtp cuz that's how you f*** over the poor right like if you have someone that's poor that doesn't want to be hurt by people who are going to who have to have a reason to hurt him you have to f****** the factories like that's the first step like you can't because otherwise they'll find free packaged food and then you'll have to go out of your way either to drug him or to beat the s*** out of it and either way he can find out how that that happens and tell everybody so the thing you have to do is f*** over the factoriesso you have to corrupt the cops you have to corrupt the you have to corrupt the hospitals and then you have to make it so that the factories make food that makes people sick unless they're in a secret cult and then after that you can start screwing with the financial system but to do that but to do the last part you have to f*** over the factories after after making the police corrupt and after making the hospitals corrupt it's so f****** stupid too because once you do all of that s*** you're f****** over your kidsso your kids can't can't go to the hospital they can't get arrested or or they can't call in the cops the the financial system is f***** up but more than that they can't eat a f****** candy bar without being sickened so you can you can add to the list of s*** that might stick in you the orange large bars which might be funny to a joke having to do with to do with the movie the leader of diet Coca-Cola the jiff and the Skippy peanut butter and the aspirin from Walgreens and every time I find one of those and then somebody gives the poor like f****** a cookie every time that s*** happens it's somebody who's committing a financial crimeso now you get to find out what all the options trading was around every major financial product and then how that funneled into the food for the poor in San Francisco and then unwind that to see how that money got sent to charities as a way of laundering money because what it'll be is you'll have somebody who's disappeared or you don't know where they are who's signed off on giving money to charities of which a certain amount will be given to charities and then those charities will have a kickbackor there'll be several kickbacks is the money money is laundered and oh by the way this is how you clean Bitcoin it's dirty from wars overseas or like people funneling money out of out of Russia or out of Israel or out of China because of wars or like local conflict so there you go money laundering based on a f****** cookie every time anyone does anything out of the ordinary I just backtracked all the s*** that I know and all the things that are happening to me that have happened over the last 3 years and I go out signature hotel oh I went to the hospital and I had to sign a bunch of paperwork oh they have my signature on file and all these different places and since like how do you launder money how do you f*** someone over oh this is how you do itand so then I'm like well all these people are bastards and I have experience with that so it's like do I have any kind of evidence that this is happening that's a smoking gun no but Corey doctor came here and wandered around like an idiot with a stupid shirt on and then talked about a book about financial crime so it's like here's another way you could use financial crime to f*** someone over using disease and so here's all the circumstantial evidence of how you f*** someone over over a course of years and then make money out of itand so here's the places you look you look at Sutter health fantas you look at the tenderloin police station you look at the manufacturers for the Lars bars in the orange bars the the Lindsay olives the diet Coca-Cola in a liter bottle the Skip and the jiffy peanut butters the Walgreens Excedrin knockoff like the non-brand version that doesn't have caffeine in it and you start looking at okay well all of those are corrupt and there's something wrong with all of those so where where are those manufacturers coming from and what do they have all in common and now we have ai chips that can go and they can say okay well all these people have this in common and all of these all of these locations have this supplier in common and this supplier hasand you just put it all together and you find out who's doing this and he's set up and set it up from the beginning and you put their f***** there that you put the f***** in jail and every 6 months the artificial intelligence chips are like 10 times as fast and they're 10 times as good at figuring out like correlative patterns and there's more and more evidence of how everything here is f***** up it's like okay what's all the correlation between the empty buildings and the store closures and the ones that are open and the ones that are not and how is how is that correlated with the f****** peanut butter and you just do it with everything until you can unwind where all of the financial crime is coming from and then you put those assholes in f****** prison for the rest of their f****** lives see also tales of never Eon or whatever the f*** it's called by Samuel r Delaney and all the ways that it's like oh and then he was supposed to keep silent and groom oxen and then if I stand on a street corner for 2 hours no one will say anything so it's someone someone has decided to do this and want to find out I mean one of the things is that like let's suppose in 10 years that AI becomes so powerful that it can correlate anything with anything so long as I wait that long I can find out who did this because not everyone is going to be able to delete the entire paper trailand all I have to do is wait for the AI to catch up with the correlative mechanism to find out who did this and how and why and everyone who is involved and then I'll find a way to f*** him over another joke people have been like posting s*** about the Guinness book of world records or like making fun of this or wearing Guinness shirts around so it's like the Guinness book of world records for not wanting to deal with people who are poisoning you and so I've also had AI screw with me so that like pictures will show up on my phone where they're looking directly at the camera because this worries are bothers schizophrenics where sometimes the picture will have someone looking away but sometimes the picture will have someone looking at the camera for for sights that can be hacked by people who are assholes and so the Guinness book of world records today had someone named Britt or some such who is 116 years old and then was looking at the camera which doesn't bother me because I'm not schizophrenic but it's yet again one of these things where the schizophrenics or the f****** stupid s*** is used to screw with you and sicken you and so you're acting old because you don't want to eat food which you don't know is poisonous because you've been poisoned and abused so oftenbut therefore you'll be given all of these crippling diseases that f****** your ability to act or be young because you've lost your innocence in some sort of weird f***** up way and you can't like if you don't eat the hot chocolate today that might have the antidote in it for which it will make it so that you're like you're young but if you don't eat it then everyone else will be sick and or poison somehow but if you do eat it then you don't get the shares from the thing for which it's like Dracula where you get moneyor like that might be the joke like it could be there's no money but it's just fraud right like it's just clearly clearly it's the f*** with somebody who wants money who believes that money is more important than dealing with people who poisoned them so it's just it's just fraud and then sickening someone there's also an Adam Sandler movie where like 55 and 75 are numerology that's funny about someone sitting in a bar talking to a girl and 55 is good and 75 is bad and that's numerology that's showing up on hacker News so hacker News yet again is being stupid and f***** up with how it posts s*** because it's run by an algorithm or it's run by an AI That's sick I'm just so f****** tired of all of this s*** like until I find out what this is and what's causing it I'm going to be unhappy and then I'm going to spend the rest of my time being is annoying as possible until I die because I have I have cancer at this point like it's either cancer or it's disease that's not going away you know it and then since it's uncurable it's like okay well I've been crippled in all of these slight ways that is going to ruin my life for the rest of my life and so and then I'm not going to spend anything and then I'm going to take my 401k by the largest a I I can and aim it everyone that's ever hurt me and I'll just say okay pull every single photograph and every single camera from San Francisco between 2023 and 2025 and cross correlated with any possible crime or arrest record or hospital record and then cross correlate that and I'll just keep doing that until I find out all of the secrets and all the people who f***** everyone over and then I'll publish itthen I'll just watch everybody kill themselves I'll just watch everyone go out of their way to hunt down the people that hurt them and shoot each other and it's like what what would it what would it take right like if you bought $100,000 worth of agentic AI right now you could do that and so what's going to end up happening is is everyone's going to rewrite history and there's going to be no such thing as camera evidence or photographic evidence or paper trails for anything post 2019 which means it's the end of recorded civilization because if anyone is going to f*** someone overand have a paper trail at all that goes on the internet I can take an AI and find out every way that you f***** me over and I'm going to do that so in 10 years if I have the money I'm going to take my pile of money and say do I have enough money to buy enough compute to f*** over all the people who hurt me and if the answer is yes I'll blow it all doing that so now you get to go back to the 19 f****** 30s and 40s and write s*** down on paper and hold it in a filing cabinet because you can't not f*** people overyou get to have an army of bureaucrats whose only job is to use a typewriter and a pen so that they can record s*** because everyone is going to f*** over camera evidence of anything that goes on the internet at all it should also be noted that i looked up the video or mentioned the video the big bad wolf by duck sauce and didnt drink the hot chocolate or have the cookie which may result in someone horing a prostitue for someone in the shelter and later having me drugged or poisoned with the after wffects of whatever drugs they used . this place is a fucking hidious sicknes pit. the entire thing is a joke about having money and if you can go three weeks without spending or losing money its a joke to the samuel r delaney book neveryona and of you dont youll be poisoned and tortured repeatelldy by crazy people that ise sickness as a weapon. the entire city is rin by people who are mentally unstable and physically dangerous. the food suply is broken and there is no housing not to mention the police and hospital services. theyre fucking insane . oh and i have two sick blakc men and so if i mention left hand path shit one of them will go out and steal shot and sicken me and it i mention wright hand path shit one of them will go out and steal shit and sicken me. its gangsterism by sickness idiots. this is at 525 fifth street. and none of it is illegal so im just being mirdered in a shelter by sick black gangsters. so if i had the hot chocolate thr guy that pumched me in the face and stole my glasses without cause would have gotten free shit and if i dot have the hot chocolate the jamaican fickeit eill go out and bang a hooker awhile they do drugs and then ill be poisoned with whatever sicknes rhey manage to get everywhere on someone else. so im being mirdered by blakc zombie people that are a form of living parasite. fucking wonderful. oys more of this crazy bullshit where if you have "feet" then the two people that are your feet are morons that run around and cause trouble. its made up bullshit with schizophrenics and disease. sick schizophrenics woll get upset if you ise food stamps and will snap their fingers around you to indicate that youre eating incontaminated food by virtue of having the government allow you to shop on stores - and thn theyll poison or fucknup your hands by paying off gangsters to give you lung disease. and wear tshirts that have cartoon characters that are wwaring gloces around you. its a "snap" card. but if you eat at any of the shelters the food is often poisonous even if you get packaged food because the supply chains are fucked up. once you go down the route of taking money from the schizophrenics then theyll have you do crazy shit that involves your feet mist be magic and shit loke this. ots fucking bonkers how sick everyone here is - lole youll have a guy passing out in the library because hes either been poisoned or hes been on amphetamines so he can stay awake to prevent people from chasing or harassing him and youll have a sick poloce officer snap his fingers at the guy (whose hands are fucked up) - this is the dame dickhead police officer that told me i mist have been "partying too hard" after someone free asing in the stacks got me so high i had to go to the hospital. so i have to starve myself intil the first when i can ger money again and then i can buy shoes that wont poison me and food and i font know if i can go two weeks in a month with not eating and not have serious organ problems after being gased repeatedly in the shelter by melvin ross the psychotic security guard. everyone here is an evil fuck. that guy should be in a fucking mental hospital not having authority over anyone for any reason at all whatsoever. i should also mention that theres rhis stupid shit in neveryona on page 15 where its three or four and then a eoman hikes up her skirts ro talk in bawfy language . so the joke jere is 2/34 is self overcominf in nietsche and if uou dont self overcome youll be poisoned for mentioning the srupid shit rvery time you swear - there are people on san dramcisoc that are so beain dead rhey cant say fuck. this is a true statement. cross reference this to other soers of stupidity if the same sort having to do with 34 in literature and rhen rule 34 on the internet is a joke based on porn because its antibiblocal or anti soave in a femonist sense. so ficking complicated jow dimb people are. but if you jerk off in the dhelters or look at porn youll be repeatedly gassed eith crack goven dcabies and have multiple attempts on your life by the psychotic over w period of years. this is also a true statement. its religious exceptionalism mixed with psychopathy and disease. cross correlate this with another author that posts something about thirty four and feet or thirry foour and walking in another book, do the dame with brearh do rhe same eirh hands. now realize that ill have an ai machine rhat can do all of rhis correlation in a couple years and then ill find rhe books and i can backtrack fron there. sp ive learned soemthing that can be used to hiet rhe people that have hirt me. and ive put this website in every household in the city and so when other people see this book they can correlate it with the books rhey know of and then they can hold a gridge that can last the couple years it takes ro come up with a correlation ai machine that can backtrack to first causes. so now you cant have anyone cone here because everyone is waiting for ebough compute to get revenge. now you have the nvidia chipser. in a year it will be ten times as powerful. ill keep posting inputs from ehat i know. now what? theres more crippling disease jokes in the story including hooded eyes thst cimes from s similar cripplinbillness rxcept the sic is on your eyelidsehich i have at thos point. tomorrow ill start attempting to cone up with a pipeline of how younwould create an attack duagram to have someone hinted down and murdered using an agentic modell ainwith the latest chipset l. how would you build an attack surface diagram. the importance of social graphs and so on. my social media is spooke dby schizo shit for the homeless that has rhings about "houses in maine" because schizo traveller homeless equate different states with diffeenent states if being.if indonsimehting good then my schizo social media suggestion app will have people looking into the camera and smiling according to the profession if whatever people i made happy would be. its jow you manipulate socially isolated people intil they have a negative reaction to being manipulated and are scared of faces. same as rhe hand holding shit. im learning so much about weapons its wonderful. let me teach everything inknow to the people in their houses biding rheir time until they can hurt someone. harvey milk also had rhe eyelid disease and may have neen a contributing factor in how and why he killed himself. cross correlate to known associates and how the disease managed to be stored snd spread within san framcisco as a bioweapon. look at the eyes and rhe eyelids for folding problems. not necessarily aids related although it may attack rhose with immune system deficiencies. so I figured it out one of the one of the sick black people will do kissing noises if I eat food and then if I eat food they get they get drugs or money and then the other sick black person will get drugs or money if I use my cell phone and it's a game where I can't live without food or my cell phone and so I use my cell phone to read a book and a sick white hispanic 6 ft 3 6 ft 6 man goes by and sniffs at me someone else blows their nose and then they're going to get free money or free food or somethingso this is a game of sickness and illness that is played out at 525 5th Street and I'll be calling the CDC again. to be fair this is probably a counterintelligence problem so it's something that should go to the CIA I could leave another message at the you know what I should just leave a message at the office of the department of national intelligence that makes the most sense it's it's most likely having something to do with like either the French intelligence agency or the foreign legion or like a joke based on money so I'll just I'll leave a detail the message with the OD and I o it should be noted that the sniffing thing is again it's a Black mirror technique where if you appear to be mad they'll sniff at you because it's like you're a dog like you're a mad dog it's similar to wearing the white shirts if you act normal because that's like Homer Simpson so it's a mirroring technique of a mirroring that what you're like the critique of what you are without right anyway I said that you could use AI to kill people and that still remains true it doesn't like you can mirror me and likelike you can mirror me and you can stalk me using any technique that you like but having an AI that allows you to kill the people that have made you sick and then find out how all the how all the disaggregated knowledge works that still remains true that's one of the wonderful things about truth is that it doesn't require that you have some sort of personality it's not a personality test and so now that the capability of stalking and killing the people that have hurt you exists you can sniff it me all you likenow that the capability of having nuclear power exists and the necessity for having small modular nuclear reactors exists in such a way that it's necessary to make the AI work and AI is necessary to make society function you can wear you can stalk me and wear it where Homer Simpson shirts all you like it doesn't change the fact so both of these are sort of like okay you've decided to stalk someone and the artificial intelligence is necessary for compound interest to work in the short term and in the long term it's necessary to prevent environmental collapsethat artificial intelligence can be used as a weapon to backtrack to find all the ways that Rico exists which in Spanish is funny because it sounds like rich but and they think this is hilarious which I just don't give a s*** but it's still remains true I'm still going to go to the cops and I'm still going to say I don't want to be stocked and then I'm still going to say you know what here's all the ways you can kill someone with an artificial intelligence because it's true and it's freedom of speechand as much as you've stocked and f***** with me over over s*** that's minor you must have heard someone else even more over over a morality test that they failed for arbitrary reasons and so what they're going to do is they're going to take their money they're going to come up with an artificial intelligence box or a couple of them they're going to learn everything about how they were sickened and who who organized it and then they're going to say okay well if I have your cell phone data and I know where you are with a 95% probabilityand I know where you work and I know who your friends are and I can have the artificial intelligence say what your ambitions are then I can say well it's such and such a time he'll be on a train platform and there will be no one else around and I cut the cameras and then I shove them in front of a train or at such and such a time he'll be at this location and it's easily till like hit him over the head with a rock and there will be no one else around and I can cut the cameras and he'll die and it'll look like he tripped and fellor you know he eats these things and he's combinations and he's unique in this way and you say okay well I'm going to change one thing that he does that'll kill him and not hurt anyone else and then he'll die and no one will know why and it'll look like an accident and all it requires is I spend $20,000 on artificial intelligence boxes so that I can so that I can pack his hack a cell phone find out where he is where he is and and take the GPS data and then I can murder him based on I know the things that will kill him that will make it so I can get away with it it'll make it look like an accident and no one will be able to then no one will be able to tell otherwise so go ahead sniff at me act stupid you like karma you like belief systems that involve you have to be good or else okay here's my karma here's my could be good or else if you have any amount of money at all you now have the ability to aim and artificial artificial intelligence device that someone's life and then murder them would you like to sniff at me would you like to do a morality test based on whether I use my cell phone or not would you like to find out what foods I eat and then poison me I'll record it and tell everybody what it is and then all of the web addresses that I've given over to the to the people living in their houses that are scared all you have to do is you have to wait 6 months and then they'll come out with a powerful enough artificial intelligence you can have shipped to your door and then you start pulling Wi-Fi signals seeing if you can hack cell phones you see if you can take a pictures of the people that you don't like and feed it into an algorithm that looks for camera datathen you know where someone is then you know where they are you know what they're doing and if they ever are out in public alone for any reason you can have them killed or if they ever do anything that's different than anyone else for any reason you can have them murdered those are only two ways I'll think of some more would you like to sniff at me again oh the black guy is going around with a Scarface T-shirt and pants where it has a :-) that's melting like on the pants and he's doing this so that he gets drugs or money in order to indicate the kind of person that I amas in he's a bad person you should you should give me drugs and money as opposed to that guy this would be the same guy that punched me in the face and then had some homeless guy steal my glasses because I picked up the wrong cell phone so he's psychologically ill in the sense that he believes that if you don't he believes that you're either a priest or you can't steal anything and if you steal anything you should assault the person because it's it's like this holier than now kind of s*** where it's likewhere it's like he thinks he's better than us and so if he does anything out of the ordinary according to biblical law will attack him so he's a gangster that comes it's it's a sociological illness and social engineering that I believe comes out of Georgia baptism and like ideology that has to do with hell and so what is what he's doing and what he's saying to the people around him is look I believe in Christianity and that's what I'm good at is social engineering and finding someone who would like to work on problems that would help society or further technological goals and Iand I sick in them so that if they do anything that's outside of my belief system having to do with Christianity which is f****** insane all assault them and steal their things so that they can't work on engineering problems that would help everyone else but look see what a good person I am and see what the person that this guy is is a terrible person see how that works but if I steal bread that means I'm no I'm no different than any of the other homeless and therefore I should be sickened and poisonedone of the things that he wants because he's psychotic is that if I live on the street and I get sick then somehow he believes that he'll get a house somewhere else and so this idea is is to make someone ahead were you sicken them so they're on the street doing drugs and then the drugs filter up to you where you don't have to do them and so the fact that I'm still in the shelter and I'm not stealing anything or giving cause for me being outside of the shelter means that he becomes more progressively all over time because what he wants isn't workingthis is the sort of s*** that you have to put up with if you're homeless in San Francisco it's psychological illness and he's doing drugs constantly and I'm not and while we sleep someone's sickening both of us so that our chest hurts with some sort of poison and it's killing him and this is because he's psychologically f***** up an ill and the homeless are attempting to kill the both of us and I don't want anything to do with this guy because he's a nut bag but I came to San Francisco so I can work a retail job and make enough money to live in an apartmentyou have to have $60,000 to live in in an apartment by yourself and break even and there are no retail jobs because no one wants to put up with crazy nut bag black guy Georgia stalker with weird f***** up belief systems having to do with Christianity he'll kill you too no one wants to have to deal with that b*******but that's what successful in a world in which you can just like engineering like getting more engineers doesn't matter and there are no jobs he's going out to go see if he can steal s*** for freeand if I go to a salvation army and walk there on bleeding feet for 5 mi and eat the food I'll have people find out where I am hold hands swing water bottles and then crazy people will find out where I am and smoke drugs around me until I feel sick so yeah I must totally be like Scarface and I must totally be like the black mirror image of someone who's crazy because all I'm doing is telling you the truth you just have to wait 6 months and then everyone will have a gun that's an artificial intelligence gun and so what's going to happen is is no one is going to be able to use their camera no one is going to be able to trust street cameras because everyone will like f*** them up intentionally because they're scared and everyone is going to go back to paper records for everything and so you're going to have a massive bureaucracy the sole purpose of which is to write s*** down on paper because no one wants to have electronic records because they don't want to be hurt by artificial intelligence and it's because of this douchebagthis dumb f*** over here and the people sniffing at me and treating me like s*** and gassing me with drugs that's it that's all there is to it some douchebag Play Chicken Little in the sky is falling I don't give a f*** there are no jobs and I'm being gas in a shelter if there are no jobs right like if there's no work and there's no housing the least these douchebags could do is not poison people but they're f****** incapable that's the weird that's the weird part it's like it's 70° weather there's no jobs there's no housing you have to live in a shelter and these dumb f**** can't just not poison people like they're just f****** incapable that's the weird you just don't poison people and f*** with them it doesn't require any religious b******* it doesn't require Black mirror s*** it doesn't require jealousy or hate it's just like don't poison people and f*** with them that's all you have to do and they're incapable of it it is f****** mind bogglinbut they're so codependent and they're so lonely and they're so needy for this desire to be like have someone like they're so desperate for attention that they have to have someone acknowledge their existence while they're poisoning you that they'll attempt to make you schizophrenic by like following you and sniffing at you and s*** if you don't acknowledge them or don't want to interact with them it's the weird part and then you'll have people in society who will like try and force you to like interact with the homeless as if it's likeif it's your fear here's the thing if it's your fear right that you interact with the homeless then people can be like we've got the thing for which he fears and so if we f*** with him to it that's the thing he fears and then once he gets over his fear then he's conquered himself and therefore it's okay but until then we're going to keep f****** with him and it's like no I just don't like f*** I just don't like having to do with anyone that that poisons me it doesn't have anything to do with their thumb being homeless it doesn't have anything to do with them being poor that's has to do with people being assholesand so it's this morality test mixed with this like weird f***** up like oh maybe he's scared of this and therefore psychotic or something and it's like no you're you're like you're like screwing with someone in such a way where you're attempting to like like people will go past me on the street holding conversations that include me to see if they can screw with me to make it so that I hear voices are like start doing drugs or get upset and it's like no you're just assholes and I already knew that and so I just and it eventually someone's going to get up just start producing these artificial intelligence boxes and I'll tell you all the things for which like you can screw with someone too and then you take this artificial intelligence gun and say okay what can I do with this like how can I hurt the people who've hurt me and that's what you do and there's people going around with headphones in their ears the whole time because they're like f***** up and they and people have f***** them up on drugs or something and they're listening in on thisthe amount of psychoticism is bizarre like I've met people who are homeless who who they f***** up to the point where like they'll give them a microphone and they're singing in the street because they like gave them that mental illness through drugs and sick it's like okay well then it's going to make begging a lot less interesting because there's going to be no one here to beg from because there's going to be no money because everyone's going to leave because you're an a******I'm in the entire thing is just bizarre II'm not scared of the homeless I'm not scared of people who are douchebags I'm not scared of Rich assholes I just don't like assholes who f*** with me intentionally it's not even a fear thing like it doesn't there's nothing to fear they're just assholes so you'll keep f****** with someone until like you screw up their bodies so they can't get a white collar job anymore and there's no money so that if you get a low low wage work you can't ever get an apartment unless you're crooked and so you just wait to dielike I'm not I'm going to starve myself for 8 days and then b**** about it again and then maybe I managed to get food and maybe I don't and I'm just going to do that every couple it's like I'll do that and then I'll get food and then I'll starve myself for eight days and I'll just keep doing that until I lose weight and die like I did there's just no point but they played the Chicken Little song about the sky is falling twice they like doing this thing where it's twice right again it's a form of psychoticism where they attempt to say like oh you're scared of this thing and it bothers you so this is the nextthis is the next thing all right I'll give you an example so in the book never Iona the main hero is in an obsidian mine right and he f**** up his hands in his feet and his eyes and s***okay well obsidian is a program that's a note based program that has hyperlinks and so if you want to set up a if else conditional statement where if someone does this then you do that if someone does this other thing you do that and then tie them up in knots using using large amounts of groups to f*** with them then you use the obsidian program which is which is this note taking app right okay well now I know that and and I'm going to use an artificial intelligence program to find out how how this works and backtrack to who traded this file and go through all the camera data and all the cell phone network data and I'm going to use a large as many artificial intelligence boxes as it takes until people are so upset that they that they turn all the cameras off and no one uses his cell phone again see how that works and in 6 months they're going to come up with even more powerful artificial intelligence and we're going to do it againI can just go through all the YouTube videos of all the funny s*** of people making fun of how you can use obsidian throw that in an artificial intelligence start correlating that with camera data right because it's a funny book from the '70s and then that's correlated with the name of a name of a company which they like to do and then you say okay well then how do I backtrack this as a hypothesis about how I was being f***** with and then pull all the camera data and then right and like how hard is it to pull all the camera data because all the camera data is public and someone's going to forget how to wipe the data right until whoever doesn't wipe their data is going to be tracked down and drug to death and now you have all these cameras that are secure throughout the entire city or no one uses them and so now you can't do this anymore I'm going to do this s*** until you you have to use f****** carrier pigeons in order to do anything because otherwise someone is going to aim an AI Cannon at you and they're going to be so cheap anyone can do it but hey I'm just telling you what you know you already knew anytime I find something weird and fiction I'm going to go oh here's this weird thing you can f*** someone too every time every time I read it and then I'm going to read the book anyway but see it's funny because I'm waking up like I have rock dust in my chest and so it's like being in an obsidian mine and until you find out what that's the joke with the FL statements which you know you're being f***** with to a conditional FL statement right until you find out that that's the joke you're going to be poisoned I happen to like the obsidian program I was using it to make a story when I had when I had my laptop at 1001 Polk Street you know what I was doing when I couldn't find a job I was writing notes that I would give that I would put in the mailboxes of households about what I believed and what I thought was cool and what I wanted out of life and maybe you should email me and stuff like that I was making a website and I was making a story a storyboard in obsidian because I thought obsidian was a cool program and you can make a story out of it and I was making a story that was similar to the story in my sci-fi thing in obsidian cuz it's cool it's a neat program but someone said you know what we're going to steal this guy's laptop and see if we can f*** him over to an if else conditional statement to this rather than let him write arather than write a story or let him sell it for money or let him make friends and it's funny because it's obsidian and so now you just have to go through all YouTube find the schizophrenics or the or the or the asperger assholes who like f*** this s*** up and then go through all the camera data fine with the fl's conditional statement is after going through GitHub and then backtrack to whoever push the button for that that's all you have to do and it's like this s*** for everything and all it requires is an artificial intelligence that I explain this to and what I want and it'll do it by itselfin a year if I have $10,000 I'm buying an artificial intelligence box and just saying okay I want to backtrack to how all of this worked and I want to know who did it and how and why and I want to know all of the I want to know how how it all worked and then I'm going to publish itlso part of the disease that's in the shelter is this disease where if you get it on your hair or on your scalp it'll make you sick so if you lie on something and this happens after being diseased repeatedly for a while so if you lie on something that someone else is sickened you can spread disease that way and I don't know what it is it causes headaches I believe it's some sort of chemical that's in your body they can react negatively to your own body and it's it's a sickness thing they do it so that you are forced to shave your heador wear a hat all the time it's weird it's f***** up but like they'll poison your clothing essentially so they need to have the CDC in here and they need to have a cop in here like a badge officer in a badge doctor more or less all the time right now I know what it is so what what they've done is they've sicken me to someone they call a dog and then they'll sniff at me and a dog is someone who just does drugs all the time and is lost their neurobiology they're the people that are being chased around by fire trucks and so someone posted on Reddit about about nausea and so if I read this book and I'm looking at the phone and then it f**** up someone else's phone maybe it causes them to throw up if if you if they're f***** up on drugs and you can use the phone to screw with them so so this is a CDC problem so I'm going to call the California department of health and the center for disease control - more information - the hold misic for the fbi tip line is a guitar and rhe tip line for ice is a keyboard so its like theyre in the worlds lamest band - this is supposed to encourage someone to fond someone else to complain to. this has been a joke for a while to the extent that people in the doctors offices on bloomington indiana were adding violon concero music five years ago. this is supposed to equate bands with singing - and so all the schizos have been holding repeated converts so they dont physically have to sing or talk about whats happening in san francisco. Because they have to "sing" or go to a "con cert" - ots one of the few industries that works in san francisco because of the nimber of people that are either sick with musicogenic virus mentally ill or both an so I submitted the information to ice and ice does ice does generally it just does counterterrorism so all this s*** were like they're like the immigrants are like we hate ice it's like well yeah and they do counterterrorism stop making people sick when you come here and stop bringing infentinal so I submitted it to ice they're currently their Colin doesn't work but they're tip form does and then so that's a joke so one of the things is that this is a joke where like the FBI has a guitar and ice has the has has a piano so they're like the and they're they're incredibly lame so it's like the government telling you that they're the worst possible singers like you should find someone that's that that like that would like sing to your cause that's not the government so like then you'll have then you'll have like people you can pay for have wonderful jingle music so like you'll have some psych clinic playing like concerto number four from Bach or some f****** thing on there hold music that was happening in Bloomington Indiana like 5 years ago as a joke so whenever there's a whole music where everyone calls in you get to find out like all these people are likeit's like non-parametric information where it's like hinting it s*** and s*** so it's like schizophrenic s***anyway I sent in something to ice what I'm going to do next is that I'm going to send in information to palantir again there are s***** company I didn't like their interview it made me depressed I think they're like weird on the other hand all of this information that you can use an AI box to start collecting information of who's somewhere where someone is and what they're doing I find incredibly usefuland this makes me this makes me a dictator and a terrible person and all of that and it's like well I don't do drugs and I'm not sickening someone in their sleep and if you're going to use it's like what what other option do I have I don't have anything I can't I don't have a choice I have to sleep in a shelter and they're attempting to like make me forced out onto the street by sickening me to death or like having someone who's codependent and like mentally ill attempt to be my friend in like in like a creepy wayand then see if they can't gaslight in drug needs this is one of the two black guys the other black guy is sick and he's dying because their gas lighting him at the same time so what it is essentially is like one black guy wants to like run away from this other codependent black guy and then that codependent black guy would like sicken me it's weird it's incredibly f***** up anyway so I have to contact palace here next and then see if I can't give them any ideas on how to do this or like where the sickness is coming from because they're again like they're they're a contractor for the government so they may have more power to do something so that's the next one oh and then the codependent s*** with the like the creepy guys that will make you sick is like a gay thing or like a weird gangster gay/weird thing I don't know it's it's f***** up but it has to do with sick yeah so it's interesting because like when I do something that would show personal agency the other black guy comes running into the shelter coughing and being upset so if I just read a book he'll come in and start coughing and be upset because I'm doing something which which shows which shows that I'm happy by myself so if you can like show personal agency and non-codependent disorder with someone who's sick then it'll cause the people who are sickening you to be sickened by someone else so it's a social disorder it's a social engineering problem and it's a competition to see who can be who can have the most personal agency and then that person is the one that doesn't get sick into death it's it's awful like whatever this is like it it's it's it requires like observation and someone picking it apart because I don'tit's probably one of the reasons they're doing this is because they don't like they don't like observation and surveillance and so they'll sicken you and then if you show personal agency they'll sick in the other guy but if you don't then the other guy gets goodies and treats and and money and drugs and sex and s*** like that so again this s*** is everywhere and the thing is is like socially it doesn't matter right at this point like in a larger sense everything is going to paper all of the cameras are going to get turned off and AI is going to be everywhere fighting everything and this is more a matter of I don't want to be sick and to buy an idiot and how do I get around that and I don't know part of the dislike this goes back to I believe exegesis by Astro Teller so part of the codependency disorder is either food sick or it's using a cell phone sick and so it's what it's one of these things where someone is lonely because they're a bad person and they're sick because they do drugs or no one either they're sick because they do drugs or because they're such a bad person that no one wants to share their biological illness with them like they're biota and that can cause you your neurobiology to s*** a brick and so what they do is they end up being coming like full queer and by that I mean they'll they'll like they'll sick in you and then follow you as a form of codependency disorder because they want to it's similar to jonestown with people who want to die together but they're people who want to be sick together with someone else because they're lonely and dying and it's I believe I don't know if this is covid or if this is something else and I don't care to know but usually they'll try and find the things for which you have they'll follow you around with food eating food with your mouth open doing all this weird things having to do with food right if it's a cell phone and you talk on the cell phone they'll talk on the cell phone at the same time to prove that your friends or that there's something in common when there is not they're attempting to display that they're the same person or there's some commonality there when there's not right so they're mentally ill and they're contagious and it's a combination of thatthe other thing they do is is like if it's food and food is magic and you have a codependency disorder condition with social engineering they'll attempt to make it so that you can only eat it a single food source or a single organization and if you do that then you are a slave to food or if you use your cell phone you're a slave to the cell phone and therefore they can set up a dominant submissive mechanic and so it's a form of ill and when they have this what they do is they manage to because they're they're sickening youno one in the community wants anything to do with you because you're sick but you have to catch them in the act right because if you can catch them in the act or you can prove that they're doing this then it's not oh Peter's crazy or you're crazy and it's just we're friends it's oh you've caught me doing this the game is up because it's some sort of game when it's clearly obvious like I don't do drugs and I have headaches and I'm sick and I'm having chest problems so obviously I'm being sickened in my sleep but I have to sleep somewhere and so they'll do this until I'm forced out on the street and then the shelter staff members will participate or they won't be able to stop it and that's San Francisco and that's the reason that that's the reason that no one's here and that's that's the form of illness that's in San Francisco so it's it's a combination of a sociological disorder mixed with with disease that causes confusion and brain sickness and so they go hand in hand right like the social engineering and the and the Brain sickness go together and the other gang members want the other gang members what they want to do is they want to take the people who are sick with something that makes them crazy and they want them to have a friend right they want to have someone that they can give this crazy person to so the crazy sick person will leave them alone and they don't have an excuse to kill them and so what they do is they they find someone who like tells on other people or doesn't like drugs or is it a popular and they throw them to the sickness monster and this is typical and the sickness monster doesn't understand that they're sick and doesn't seek help because they have no social bearing for like their own they don't have any kind of likethey don't have like a personality that they they because they're sick it's brain illness that causes schizo schizoaffective disorder or similar and so what they do is they they copy what they see other people doing and so if you take the if you take the tattletail or you take the snitch or whatever and you give them to the sickness monster and the sickness monster doesn't like the therapists or if the title tail doesn't like the therapists neither does the sickness monster right and so it's a way to force someone into therapy or for someone to do the right thing so that the sickness monster does the same thingand so in a way this is a way for gangs to control people and make them submissive to doing whatever would make them feel comfortable that other people would do because they don't like violence and they don't like drugs and therefore you set them up in sort of like a Hall of mirrors situation with someone who schizophrenic and sick like my my solution to this problem is just a display value and then describe the situation I'm in in an attempt to like dismantle the the like social problem as it is because again like the counselors in San Francisco most of them are corrupt or they will lie or deceive you and there's no housing anyway unless you're willing to work with people who are gangsters and then you're beholding to gangs for whether or not you get to keep your house so like if I got an apartment through a deceptive site clinic and then the deceptive site clinic said okay wellstore weapons or drugs in your apartment or I'll kick you out of the apartment oh by the way could you do this favor for me what am I supposed to do because I don't have money right and if I don't do this favor for someone then perhaps I'll be drugged on the street or I'll be harassed or followed or sickened again right so like the entire society here is essentially broken another note this is annoying so one of the things you do if you're going to screw with someone and you have biological illness that can affect someone's mind is again you can do this with AI you find out that you take the novel nausea and you say okay how can I induce this feeling and someone else using biology and then it's like everything he sees around him so we're going to give him nausea to the book and then see if we can induce this this feeling in him someone did this s*** to me with fear and trembling from Kierkegaard where what they'll do is and I believe they did this also with some French philosopher I forget he was a French psychoanalyst lacon they thought it was like let's see if we can make him give him the real like what lacon felt like so what you do is you give someone a biological illness that makes them feel like an idiot that became famous through the use of biochemistry and it's similar to oh this guy thinks that he's a he's a billionaire let's give him all the diseases that the billionaires haveso I start reading nausea and all of my advertisements become like winning the jackpot and s*** like that so right and any other thing is is like okay what he's doing well what he was oh I've seen this before what I had been doing previously was looking for a job right and so I'd be sick until all the billionaires and then now what I'm doing is writing a blog and so I'm sick into nausea by Sartre which is about a which is a guy who's writing a diary and some a****** posted on porch on at one point like get a job and then I argue with him and then the ass who said well like you know write a blog and I argue with him and so what you do is you sicken someone to like billionaires diseases and then you sick in someone to and then you see if you can sicken someone to like oh sartra I was a philosopher and he also wrote a blog let's see if he can he also had a diary in his stupid novel let's see if we can stick in him to that s*** but I like putting it into into an AI so you know it it's just a matter of like okay I'm surrounded by people who want me to be killed in an ironic or funny way and then and then the the flip side of this is supposed to be like you end up having all of the mental illness that the homeless have which is like food is magic right or like any of the mental conditions that the homeless have that are like we believe this crazy b******* thing having to do with you know a concordance that doesn't make any sense or you know if your friends then then that means that magical things happen and stupid s*** like that so it's a matter of like okay well now you have to see if you can like where okay so when you when you're making these biological illnesses that have to do with like someone who's famous or like right at some point you have to make it at some point you have to take the you have an AI you you give it this thing and then you say okay then I can make it with a chemistry set and then you have to track down where that's coming fromso then you're looking at like where are all the biolabs and like who has the ability to make this and how complicated would it be and at some level if it's incredibly complicated right then there's a couple things one is as if if the equipment is easy to do then anyone can make it and you can't find out who did it the other thing is is that if you sicken someone so that their head hurts and just the right way that it's Sartre then the question is is like how stable is that biological illness do you have to make them sick to it every night do you have to like do you have to like resicking them to this stupid thing and it probably you do cuz otherwise it won't work which would explain why I'm being sickened at night so that means there's someone coming in and out of the shelter which means that there's sick which means that I can start pulling camera values and I can use an AI to backtrack the other question is is like okay if you make someone sick of this stupid thing then if it's not if it's something that's stable only once then you have a weapon that you can shoot someone with so that they'll always hurt like nausea from Star Trek right and then you have that should be search for not Star Trek but then you have a certain gun right you have like a you have a way of shooting someone where they'll hurt all the time for the rest of their life but you haven't murdered them right so you could use this against the politician you could use this against someone who you want to blackmail and so on which follows along the peace brigades version of let's develop weapons that don't kill people but get us the things that we want for freeand so this is yet another like here's a weapon that we found that we have that we can use against people and it also helps if you like in the beginning make it so that the person is claimed to be crazy and then shoot shoot them with the weapon later but once the weapon becomes known like once it becomes known that you can make this happen via drugs right like I went to I had I had I had vaccines given to me by a shot in a CVS maybe the CVS substituted a vaccine for this search for drug right let's suppose that happenedwell now you can come up with like a tranquilizer dart gun that will shoot someone and then they'll have brain disease so they hurt all the time like Sarte so you've now developed a weapon so let's suppose that there is a protest like suppose that there's a protest against the government and they want to they want to pacify the protest right well they can just shoot everyone with this weapon that gives them the disease from the movie or from the book nausea right and then in order to qualify for the inoculation you have to have yourself arrested or you have to go to a government camp to have the to have the vaccine for the for the poison you've been givensee the thing is is that if you make me sick and then tell me how it happened in a weird roundabout way I'm just going to tell everyone and now everyone gets a gun now everyone has a weapon I don't know why you would want to do this but now you've given the police and the armed forces of weapon that they can use against protesters I don't know why you would want that it seems stupid to me maybe maybe protesters could use it against the police who knows speaking of which I don't know why they haven't done this before you could just take a needle gun like suppose that you had a gun that shot needles like is a machine gun and it just had it just had like spit and and blood from people who were contagious or ill and you just fired it a bunch of people and ran away now if they had a gun gun like if they had another gun that could kill you you're f***** so maybe that's why you don't want to do it but like if I'm contagious with something that's going to make me sickwhat's to take me from cutting myself and taking my blood and putting it on a door handle in another month in another couple weeks in another was on the first I get more money so all I have to do is find something Sharp and then I can put my blood everywhere around the city and then anyone and then if I'm contagious everyone else will be too so that's neat that's something I can do I mean I'm being denied from getting a job and the food in the shelter is made by hand it's a ham sandwich made by hand or a peanut butter sandwich made by hand and then the meals on Wheels are opened when they're given to me and then I'm sickened at night so half my head hurts and people sniff at me so all I can imagine is well I can't get a job no one will let me have a job I'm being followed around the city am I just supposed to kill people is that my is that my purpose like am I supposed to like cut myself and then smear blood everywhere to see if I can't like make people sick if I do this will the San Francisco Police department follow me around with a fire truck I I mean being sick isn't illegal we've already established this should I just like roll with it and decide that being sick is fun and I should see if I could stick in everyone's kids I mean I won't do that I'll just like stop caring and then if I cut myself and I bleed everywhere that's just well s*** happens right it's like love or peace because they're big into piece here so if you love too much you'll be sickened by codependent sick people and then it's like an x or an o right it's hugs or kisses so and oh is like you're an angel and an ex is like you're a demon who loves too much and therefore becomes sick and no one will help you but peace is where you're supposed to pretend that nothing is wrong and then maybe you'll be and this is goes back to the Janis Joplin song maybe you'll be cured of your illness by accident because someone will slip you the the inoculation right and so this is the mythology that goes around the sickening of people within San Francisco part of it is that it's like a trust fall except you poisoned someone first and then you give them the inoculation if they do what you want and so what happens is that if you don't like being poisoned and you complain about itthen you won't get the inoculation but of course when you sicken someone and you gasolate them repeatedly then you make their options smaller depending upon how much disease they have because they need more inoculations in order to or like more of the antidote to fix the disease the problem is is that you have artificial intelligence that can backtrack and find how all of this was set up and put the people who did it originally in jail or get them killed and so my goal is to survive long enough so the artificial intelligence becomes good enough that it can backtrack and find all the people who are doing this s*** and have them murdered or jailed and then I don't have to worry about it because it's stupid mythologythat's complete b******* and whether or not the artificial intelligence f**** me out of a job because I can't you know work on programming cuz it's so good at that I don't care so long as I don't physically hurt and the artificial intelligence will do all sorts of crazy cool s*** like make advanced mathematics and like new meta materials and all that s*** so that's wonderful so as long as as long as the artificial intelligence is good enough so that it can find the b******* circle and untangle it that's what I care about and there's people who've been f***** over like like buy a huge amount just absolutely bonkers amount by people who believe in karma in this s*** so like if you cheat on your wife or you've done something that's bad in a way that matters people will really go out of their way to f*** you over but you'll most likely be like you know what I'm going to buy I'm going to spend $10,000 buying this artificial intelligence thing and then f****** that guy over real good is much as I can and then all of this s*** where it's like you're going to poison someone and then give them the answer to later is a trust thing all that s*** goes awayand anyone involved in that I swear anyone involved in that s*** that sees the new AI boxes that are coming out are going oh f*** oh f*** oh f*** what do we do oh f*** oh f*** oh f*** what do we do I have no idea what do we do f***because they're not only necessary for society but they can be used to figure out all of this game playing and b******* and anyone involved is going to be so royally f***** it's going to it's going to be fun to watch I'll just sit here and watch that is just it's going to be amazing I'm going to have so much fun so this is the next thing it's it's a multi-layered joke and it's annoying but I'll just write it all down so there's an author named Richard powers and it's a joke because Rico and Spanish means rich Enrico is a term that means like a bunch of people sickening you or like a Rico is a term that means like it's a legal term for a conspiracy essentially it's it's a prosecuting people under Rico means there's a conspiracy so this is a concordance where Richard Powers it's like a joke based on white power but also so anytime I talk about Rico they'll find some guy named Richard powers and look up what his book is about and then sick of me to that and they have three ham sandwiches in the shelter and then his latest book is about someone who has lewy body dementia which Robin Williams has and can which is caused by buildups of plaque proteins in the brain which may or may not be caused by like people making you sick in a shelter but I would only know this by looking up new books and then if I look up new books I find the concordance and then as soon as I do so someone blows my blows their nose because they they can see what I'm looking up blows their nose rather in any case the plot of playground by Richard Powers is a tech billionaire with lewy body dementia who is dictating his life to an AI and then they'll have an AI troll my my I'm seeing that what I write will affect some of the AIS I'll put even though that like with being co-pilot and so maybe that's a way of f****** with me while making me sick but you would only know this if you looked up if you looked up new novels that are popular as opposed to just read old novels and it's a way to f*** with somebody so that they then become overly concerned about what people are writing about nowadays as opposed to renew as opposed to read old novels and therefore it's a way to like much of this is done in such a way where you so much of this is done in such a way where you f*** with somebody so that you destroy the things for which they like and so if you have somebody who likes old novels then you make them overly concerned about new novels and then you start poisoning them to Old novels so it's it's a way to fluctuate someone back and forth between two extremes and then sicken them repeatedly the point here is that none of this matters what matters is the people coming in and out of the shelter physically and then sickening me at night in this game playing I'm describing the game playing and you're saying this it's this coordinated game playing so that someone's sickened while they're confused and then repeatedly sickened so that they hurt and then and then you have something on someone so the like you'll give someone money but later on they'll have dementia right like the only thing I care about is not being made sick and having the people done who are doing this to me put in prison so I don't like there's no like I need to have clean clothes I need to have be able to sleep at night I have to is there any of this game playing is done in such a way where like I'll record it and then I'll I'll like inform the police like it doesn't like there's you can't blackmail me because I have nothing for which you can blackmail me too but whatever the actor from The Fifth Element has some sort of like diagnosis for brain disease as well as Robin Williams so you have Robin Williams who was a comedian who has a diagnosis for brain disease you have whatever the die hard actor who has brain diseaseso what you have is you have these you have these people who are like well this guy was a hard ass and this guy was a comedian and so you try and depersonalize someone so that if they laugh it off they have brain disease if they try and act like a cop they have brain disease right and then you you trying to personalize them so that when they act in a certain way to someone else who's wealthy or powerful who has these who has these drugs or who has these problems you're forcing them you're attempting to force the person into a sort of codependenceor give them and give them an illness that's crippling and when you do that according to this sort of criteria what you're saying is is that your human trafficking and that's all that is is it's a form of human trafficking with with sickness and because of this you can't come to San Francisco because it's getting ridden and they don't have they don't believe in human rights and to some extent it doesn't matter what they do or what they accomplish because they they they're the human traffic there's nothing like there's nothing like you can't set up a factory here you can't it's like AI versus like setting up like a a blue collar factory it won't matter because it's it's too corruptand you can say it's funny how they're so f***** up and they have no morality or basis for a society and it is it's incredibly funny to watch all these f***** up people go by and then you can say well it's f***** up where they don't have any law and order and it's all so hilarious that they don't have any law and order that's that's it's f***** up so it's not funny and they don't like right so like in some sense it's it's this thing where they like poison people who think things are funny and poison people who like the policeand it's like well what else is there you can't you can't you can't be happy and you can't you don't have any law and order it's like what else then there's no reason to be here at all like it's everyone flee like everyone everyone run away if you can get out get out like if there's nothing here this goes back to the peace sign and saying things twice because it's like no matter what what you do we're going to give you dementia like there's nothing you can do we're just going to f*** you over until we give you a brain diseaseand it's and it's like okay well then then you're just then you've decided to kill someone over a long period of time until they record it all oh and in Richard Powers book it's a white guy and a black guy that get along or that are like gay together and then the one guy is like f*** this s*** this is stupid he gets dementia so like I don't have anything against black people but I'm not going to like be f***** into getting dementia by crazy people right like I have no interest so it's it's like codependency disorder based on like people who have race problems which is incredibly f****** weird because it's like now I don't like black people and I don't like people who are manipulative because I don't want to have a brain disease like my grandparents came here in the fifties fleeing communism from like Eastern Europe there isn't a black or white thing it just doesn't exist like I don't I don't have I don't have the cultural background nor do I care I just don't want to be giving brain disease by black racists right and it is if it's not this s*** is going to be something else it's going to be likelike there's going to be this this Hispanic novel from like someone named like Jesus don't you wish you prayed and then like it'll be a bunch of Hispanics that get together and find the meaning of of family and if you don't find that then you become a billionaire and lose your legs and then I'll and then I'll have like a crippling leg illness like it's nothing but sickness that's all there is here that you can't build anything you can't work on anything it's just nothing but sick people who want to hurt each other it should also be noted that the title of the book is playground and I was sitting in a playground the other day reading a book and so and then I was f***** with and had people do drugs around me and so one of the things is that I will be rewarded by being in public by having my Google search results show me show me things for which I would then be able to find out how I was sickened and so I'm so it's it's one of these things where you're you're giving people helping you if you do the thing for which they want which is to be outsidein a roundabout way of telling you how you're being f***** with by forcing someone to be homeless outside on the street through a back channel communication like through through like an incentive scheme of of like whistleblowing it's like this is how you were had you should sleep outside and so it's and again like how do I not say this is Rico and then you're like well they were just playing in the park it's like no man the streets were completely empty it's like a it's like a potemkin village there's no one here and then all of a sudden people show up with water bottles holding hands doing drugs playing in the playing on the playground in a stupid way and then there's a thing where it's as f*** you Britt and there's someone named Britt who's in 116 years old on Guinness book of world records so it's like no I'm not going to sleep outside I'm going to document all of the abuse as long as I can until I'm dead and there's nothing you can do like I'm not I'm just going to like I've already I've already come to terms with the fact that I'm going to be murdered and then I'm being sickened in such a way that that it's just demonstrating that the people here they're psychotic like they set up a shadow government where you're supposed to sleep outside to prove that you're homeless and that it's okay or have gangs Force you out onto the street while they while they sicken you and the only thing I'm going to do is document at all I'm just going to document it and then find out how it works and then but the people involved in prison that's that's my goal in life until I'm dead oh they like also having you say the word goal as a way of forcing you to change the way that you speak because it's like because they'll screw with someone so that they'll surround them with a bubble of b******* like the b******* circle right and then I'll have a psychiatrist ask what your goals are because it's funny right and then the psychiatrist is either f***** up or something so one of the things is to change the way that's people speak so that everyone knows that they're screwed up that's an incredibly important because once you once you have the person self police once you have the person screwed up enough so that the way they talk is something that other people who are outside of the b******* circle know about then all ofthen all of a sudden everyone around them will be able to know that the person's f***** up and shouldn't and no one should have anything to do with them so once someone starts talking about goals as opposed to objectives as opposed to plans right once they start talking about goals then then this is a key phrase for which someone says he's someone who talks about goals he's been f***** up Good and plenty and then right and then Good and plenty as a candy so you trying to f*** someone up to some subset of language so everyone around them can treat them differently and does it have somebody say no actually no really in some sense is to have the person acknowledge the fact that they're being f***** up and they're okay with this in a weird like I mean I just keep saying Stockholm syndrome but it's the only thing I can think of and of course this goes back to Dracula right like once once you no longer have to talk aboutonce you have once like once someone has another language for which they're good at and they can talk with their friends with they don't give a s*** what you have to say about goals or whatever they just not along and then go talking to their friends in Spanish or German or French and just say cheese what an a****** right and then they move on which is a bit like the joke and die hard where he speaks English and bad English because bad English is like Ghostbusters and we don't we ain't afraid of no ghosts and this goes back to Stephen Hawking himself who was like who who made fun of the fact that said people would use language as a weapon because he would just say oh well the sense of the word itself is all I care about because I'm more interested in math but he was probably f***** up by all this s*** and that's why you got all those diseases but anytime you have somebody who's freaked out about language you'll get all of the people who are into freedom go oh s*** let's f*** over that guy and then they'll start giving the guy diseases it's the same thing with the Richard Powers book is it once you start recognizing that that narratives can be used to sicken someone or use a psych our uses a psychological framework to f*** someone over the question becomes like what gives you the right to dictate what other people say and the answer of course is nothing but if you stalk someone and then repeatedly make them sick that itself that's the cause for the assault right so it's it's to get someone interested or scared in language or interested or scared in the way that someone speaks or the narrative for which they're sickening you to when you answer the entire time is I'm being sickened in my sleep or I'm sick and down the streetso what are the things you do with someone who's sick who won't let it go is you is you make them like the king you do whatever they want until they die because right like at some level if I need money or I need a job I have to find clean food or clean clothes or be able to support myself to the extent that I can get those things but I've asked for jobs before and I I don't have the ability to get a place to live because of how expensive it is it just doesn't exist like when the first 6 months I was here even while I was being drugged I went around and I printed out resumes and I went door to door asking if anyone could give me a job and I went to the books ink on the corner and ask them if they were had jobs and this is I don't know this is on Van Ness and did I went down the street and I asked the barbecue joint if I could work there for money and they said no and so it's it's like gas lighting to make it so that I'm not allowed to work and at some point you realize this and you're like oh okay so I'm being surrounded by by I'm being surrounded by a b******* circle and there's some sort of morality test to qualify for workso what are the things with the b******* circles that's important to realize is there's always some sort of like key to getting out of the circle there's some sort of like secret for which if you do the obvious right thing the b******* circle goes away but each but it's a needle in a haystack right where the needle is hidden and it should be obvious to anyone that has the right karmic value or the right personality but if you don't have that there's no way to figure it out and someone's so once you see the joke for what it isthen then you're supposed to feel stupid and this is a way of depersonalizing someone and if someone doesn't figure out the b******* circle they'll poison someone they'll make them sick right like I went to the I went to the I sat in the park I read a book they had someone come around me and drug me and then I and then I see the book about Richard powers that comes up on Google about being about being sick into lewy body syndrome or something but if I had only gone to the playground and climbed the playground equipment myself that would have that would have proven that I'm young at heart and therefore a good person and therefore willing not and therefore shouldn't be sickened and I'm not a robot right and all I would have had to do the entire time is have climbed the climbs the the equipment for children because it's a childish because I'm I'm subverting authority but in a childish and light-hearted way which would prove that that I see the world is is a game to be played and and all of this sort of b******* right but if you don't but if you don't do that then you'll be surrounded by people who will continuously harass you and stalk you while you're drugged to someone who's old who has lewy body dementia because you haven't found the key to the outside of the b******* circle and every time you're drugged over a period of months weeks weeks months or years everyone around you will stay away from you because they're scared of getting sick from whoever's drugging you or from you yourself or there's some sort of payoffor there's some sort of payoff and so what it is is it's just a form of torture and this is a torture that has to do with childishness or childhood and might be related to either abdl or it might be related to the woman who owns Disney whose name happens to be Abby but again this b******* circle is oh if he doesn't climb the playground equipment will drug him to old people and children and then no one will give him a job and then and so it's torture and so what you're doing is you're violating someone's human rights in public and you're guessing them with drugs and you're torturing themthat would be drugs and sick right and meanwhile I have all of these sort of crippling diseases like I have mechanics hands which is a problem where I have a throat or like a I have a chest condition and in my hands get f***** up but if I was only mechanically minded enough right like I'll have all of these homeless people like work on something with a tool they'll find a tool and work on something then I'll have someone drop a small screwdriver that they they made in a 3D printing machine so I have to sit out in public and like f*** with a I have to f*** with like one of those scooters to take the wheel off and put it back on again and then all of a sudden people won't gas me in my sleep so that I have lung scarring see he has mechanics hands because he works as a mechanic on things and so we don't have to scar his lungs and hurt him and since the lung scarring is called synthetase and it's like synthesis like a synthetic taste so all of this means so when you see all this you're like oh I see how the b******* circle is made and then once you see all this you realize that it was done in a coordinated fashion with people who've decided to do it and decided to torture youand it was done with old people and with children now children I can have taken away from their parents but I can't have them go to prison and old people I can put them in prison until they die but I will do that like there isn't like like if you torture me because it's funny like pornography or it's funny because of like again if it wasn't pornography it would be something else like with mechanics hands it's like he's not really a mechanic because he doesn't work on things with his hands so let's f****** his chest he's not really a child because he's not childish at heart so let's f****** his you know so it doesn't matter what I'm going to do is I'm going to find the concordance sheet that was passed around I'm going to find the person who started all this s*** and I'm going to have them go in front of a federal judge in that federal judge will tell them that they're not going to see the light of day until they dieand that's the good ending that's the funny part that's the good ending the bad ending is they get to wait until everybody has an artificial intelligence where they can backtrack from every known source of information they have and then they get to be murdered by a thousand people whose bodies have all been f***** up they get to wait until they're murdered by all of those people and if it's an artificial intelligence that was done or made in such a way that it gave people money those people get to wait until the artificial intelligence is good enough so that everybody can have an artificial intelligence that can tell them exactly people love that word it can tell them exactly what what happened and who made the decision to go around sickening people to stupid games and making these b******* circles and they can f*** that guy over cuz it wasn't me I just said all my worst fears cuz I was being f***** with and then they and then they decided to screw with me to make it happen and anyone that's done this intentionally they've decided to do this everyone is going to have an artificial intelligence machine that tells them how it happenedand all it takes is to wait a couple years and everyone will have this and in the meantime nothing gets done until everyone has this and they can find out how they were f***** over or the guy can go to jail and beg a judge to hide him in prison for the rest of his life so that he doesn't get murdered and it wasn't me that's the thing I'm not good enough at this I don't like being sickened I don't want to have other people hurt I will go to the CIA and say holy s*** it's f***** up here you should nuke the f*** out of the city while I'm being drugged and tortured in a shelter yeah I said that at no point did I believe I have the auth I have any kind of authority whatsoever but they're going to find out how it happened and if it's schizophrenics that had this happen and the schizophrenics got power those schizophrenics are going to find themselves in a mental institution staring at a white wall and even schizo's who have a bad sense of humor or are in our idiots don't like that s*** so all it takes is for the AI to double and power or to quadruple and power or to be 10 times as powerful in the short term and then everyone knows and that's what I want and at some level once you like once you want everyone to know what happens and all of the information once you once you say like I want to know I want everyone to know how all of this works it just shows that you didn't have anything to do with this and you don't want anything to do with this it proves your innocence by default and if it's one of these arguments where it's like only bad people say you have nothing to hide it's like every building here is empty there's like a 25% like I'm homeless in a city that has a 25% occupancy rate on on buildingslike we're at the who has something to hide phase of s*** has gone south and whether you wanted to happen or not it doesn't matter because it will that's the best part is that like in a Year everyone is going to be able to pay a couple Grand and have a machine that can correlate everything with everything else and you can just say I want to know what where I want to know where Jim is whoever Jim happens to be and I want you to track him via his face through all the cameras in San Francisco and then if possible I want you to tag his cell phone and I want to know everything about Jim and whatever he does all day longand it'll just happen and if there's any if there's any back door in any of the cell phones at all that have all been programmed by people like it all at all you'll be able to track what he says on his cell phone what he texts on his cell phone his GPS location what he does on his laptop I mean you're going to have to have Jim go around in a mask with with no cell phone and writing on cuneiform tablets in order for him to hide his identity and anyone else that doesn't care because they have nothing to hide it's just going to wander around like normal so here's another here's another b******* circle so if you have mechanics hands and you sent the taste disease right we're going back to the dream of there's the I don't know it's the dream of the in the Bible it's Nebuchadnezzar's dream with the Statue with the differentwith a different parts of the body so if there's something wrong with your hands there's some sort of crime involved with your hands if there's something wrong with your feet there's some crime with your feet right so if it's horseshoes and hand grenades and there's something wrong with your feet then there's then you're getting poisoned by horse somehow and then this is funny if there's something wrong with your hands then there's some sort of financial crime or there's a crime involved with mechanicsso someone is stealing cars something like this so you have prostitution someone's stealing cars and then you're blamed for it now let's let's go to the the your mouth so all of these are done by cutie phrases so one of them is put put your put your money where your mouth is so the idea here is what you do is you you front run the stock market you give someone an options because it's a joke of we've given you options but you're being gasoline and all the options are bad you have someone go to the hospital repeatedly while you sicken them so they sign forms you take the signature you you append it toyou appended to exercising the options when someone knows that the the options are going to come too right or you have someone look like the guy just go into the office and know how to you know identity fraud right and then you use the money to feed the poor but you take a cut and then the money that you feed the poor with is based on stupid food that seems funny and then it's a joke about put your money where your mouth is and then if they care about technology rather than to give them a technology job you feed them you feed them foodbut you wonder money until they starve themselves and then when they starve themselves then it must be like they're Jewish or their Buddhist or they're going through a thing right and so you can do this to feet too like if you don't run around and you don't exercise then we'll make it so that every time you jerk off you're you're going you're going to be poisoned and then we'll give money to prostitutes or we'll give drugs to prostitutes or we'll do something for someone who who actually no really but for serious is a prostitute because they exerciseso it's sort of like a play on it's like a a world is upside down play on like the four estates but instead of like the four states it's like you have mechanics you have you have my bosses you have prostitutes and so it's like a play on the government the people the the reporters and so that's just like the next way of laundering money and creating like havoc in a city that's being controlled by assholes and so right like and the only way to get out of this is to like do something illegal and thenand then everyone goes oh he did something illegal it's wonderful he's not he's not crazy he's not schizophrenic and then you get the s*** kicked out of you because you're starving to death and you have to do something illegal or you're poisoned you have your breath poisoned or your body poison to your your hands are f***** up or you have your shoes poison so that right and so you're forced to do something illegal out of necessity and then if you don't then you'll be poisoned and if you do see something illegal out of necessityagain it's it's done in such a way where like it's just corruption it's just a way to thicken people until they're beheld by gangs and therefore aren't as cool as right it's like you're not better than me we sickened you until you were forced to do something illegal and then we kick the s*** out of you because you're not as cool as we are it's circular logic and what and they do that because the reason they do that is because you're not buying drugs you're not stealing s*** but you're also not a priest and so they don't know what to dostop doing anything that's going to make me yell and then start recording everything that happens around me after going to the hospitals the police my parents and Friends right like what's the next logical step and then if someone's like if someone's if someone's unthoughtful right then you poison them so that they have they have a problem with their head because they're not thoughtful so these are all drugs these are all like jokes based on hurting someone on a morality test essentially and so if someone doesn't and they're all offsetting right like if someone doesn't put their money where their mouth iswe're like they prove it or someone proves that they're a good person then then you won't f****** their lungs so that their hands are f***** up you'll just f****** their mouth so they can't talk anymore right so like there isn't any kind of like there isn't an out for this it's just people f****** you over and and so what you do is you just record everything that happens and then you aim in artificial intelligence at it and you say okay well this can't happen anymore and anyone that was involved should go to jail and and should have all the power they have to hurt people taking away so they can't do that anymore and then then you then you have a dystopia and it's a it's a dystopia that was asked for by gang members that thought that they could get away with it and they have many of them but all of this is like well you now have someone who is hurt or sick and all of the artificial intelligence will be like so powerful it'll find out who all did this and it'll track them down and hurt them and you know Ifrom my point of view like I'm not religious I'm not particularly a good person but I don't hurt other people it's just not something I do like I don't go out of my way to sicken people so that they have like crippling illnesses and so when people do that to me and I record it and then I send this to an AI I have nothing to hide and I don't mind I don't mind doing this and it only takes a couple people for this to happen to like write all the things down and everything that happens and then the people who were sick who've been f***** over will go oh I see what happens and then they'll spend 10 grand on an AI and say okay I want the person who did this to me found and I want them put in jail or deadlike if someone f**** up your face so you have enormous lips and you can't talk anymore and you have a job and someone comes up with an artificial intelligence machine where you can push a button and the guy that f***** you over is going to die that's just going to happen it it sort of like I don't I don't understand where someone decided that this was a good idea maybe it's like a gangster thing where they want short-term profit and then to feel bad later it's not something I understand but maybe that's like a sort of mentality they haveit doesn't make much sense to me for me I just don't want to physically hurt and then get a job at a convenience store or the Starbucks and I have a place to live I get a coffee shop or something and have a place to live like I wanted 3 years ago and I just don't want to physically hurt her have these illnesses that I accumulated by being around bad people like my goals and my happiness and all of the things that I want hasn't changed because I'm fundamentally the same person I'm just sick because I keep being sickenedand all the people that have sickened people like me are going to end up dead or in jail I don't know why they want that but they do it seems it just doesn't make any sense it just seems strange at some level when you when you find people who are so irrational and dangerous that you can't relate to them at any level at all you sort of go well you know that AI is going to have you murdered in like a couple years so why are you doing this it just doesn't make sense like maybe they're just like maybe one last hurray cuz I've dug myself so deep anyway it just doesn't matterbut if you go around like poisoning the pen so anyone that picks up a pen is going to have their hands f***** up or you go around poisoning the peanut butter or like screwing up the supply chain of food or screwing up someone's face with their lips inflamed like someone is going to find you and have you killed I mean it's just going to happen like I don't know I don't know how you would like it just will like if someone goes around their entire life with their lips f***** up and you give them up like you give him a machine push a button the guy's found and then he's murdered it's like it's just going to happenand so I just don't I don't see the point it's just so strange you know like I it's a weird thing for me because you can see the future and you see these people are going to die and then they're going around hurting people it's like why aren't they going into hiding why aren't they like running to the middle of nowhere and buying a log cabin and putting their head in the sand it just doesn't make any sense it's strange you know it's just so bizarre I mean if I were in the position of hurting someone and I I was hurting people because I had the meansthen I would be terrified that I would be hurt myself and I I'd run away and hide in the middle of nowhere I you know I'd buy a cabin and rural Wyoming and and then like hope no one found me or something like I don't it's just so strange like I just don't understand like I I don't get it it's just I don't why who would do that like no conception of self-preservation at all let's just bizarre I mean right you'd think that that would be a an aspect of being a human being maybe it's a real gay I maybe someone turned on a rogue ai and that's what's doing it all one of the black men apparently found my glasses and I just don't trust that they haven't done something like run it through an x-ray machine several times or try to irradiate it and some that in some way so that the so that the like metal bits make me sick or something I just I just don't trust it this is this is the guy that's friends with the guy that smacked me in the face and then like stole my glasses so you know I just it's like I don't have anything against black people but they're black racists they're just they're sick there's something wrong with them they want to die I don't know whyjust so strange anyway there's a large number of millenarinists and like people who are like they they want to die because they believe it's the second coming or because they're like destined by God or the AI is evil that's a big thing like if if AI creates life and then people who are who are sick don't think that only God can create life then they then they might like just decide to have them self killed by doing something stupid and I don't like I'm attempting to put myself in the in the mind of an idiot and come up with why they act crazy and because you're explaining all of the stupid and how all the stupid works like the thing with Richard powers and then gaslighting me to a playground it's a concordance based on a b******* circle and so all of this is done in such a way to like drive someone crazy and make them sick and then of course these people will be found and killed and I don't know why they would want to do that again like and not by me but like if you're going to f*** someone someone's body up so that they're they're crippled but they they manage to get a job and have money then they're they're going to have an artificial intelligence that they can use to kill you you or your children and like I said like I to give you an example I was going into the like when I went to Valencia right and oh the black guys doing the finger snapping they're going to go back to seeing if they can make me sick the stupid s*** after giving me a brain illness or like putting sick on my bed again they think that with contagion or with sickness they can do this and that I won't record it I don't know why it's it's like believe in God and then we'll stop sickening you or believe in in you know become friends with me and then I'll stop making you ick or stop making you sick and it's just like no your psychotic of course I won't what are you like why anyway so it's it's codependence schizophrenics but anyway I was going into Valencia to I was going to Valencia to get free food from a salvation army and I saw these women and one of the things is I'll have women go past me in the street like sucking their lips in to prove that they're not sick in the same way that I'm not sick because it's like putting your money where your mouth is it's stupid but you see these people but but now that I've been given all of these illnesses I see someone's hands are f***** up or I see someone having this illness and I know I know they've been f***** over and that they're going to have an artificial intelligence and they're going to be able to kill people but I see these I see these two 20 something year old women right and their lips are enormous and they're they're Hispanic but I know that they've been crippled in some way relatively recently now if let's suppose they get a job and they get a bonus or something and they manage to get several thousand dollarsand this is just on the bus I'm just on the bus going to get free food and I see these two Hispanic women and I see their crippled and this is the same day that Nvidia comes out with their new new $3,000 AI agentic thing and I know that these two women are going to find a guy that crippled them and they're going to have his nuts removed they're going to they're going to find that guy and they're going to murder him and it's just it's his it's and so that's why you have all these people like going around saying please pray to God we've crippled everyone please pray to God don't don't murder each other and it's like it's not you're just going to have everybody kill each other it's just the way people are either that or you're going to walk into a church and you're going to watch all these people who have their lips being enormous sitting there being told by a preacher not to kill each other and it's just it's not going to work it's not how people are like unless there's a massive religious revival you're going to have people using AI to find out who's sick in them and kill them I find it kind of funny in a way because what you do is you sick in a bunch of people have them want to kill each other give them the means to do so and then send in priests to like tell them not to do it which is why that doesn't make any sense so you're just going to have all these people kill each other personally I'm on their side I think that whoever f***** up their face should be murdered whoever whoever is like going around dipping pens that they're leaving in public to f****** people's hands that guy should be in prison or dead like it just you know it and it's going to happen if it's a little lady that's doing this it doesn't matter right like she's going to die or be in jail and I don't you know I don'tif it's like if it's if it's not me right like if I have the opportunity and I'm not going to get caught I'm going to put the person either in jail or dead and that would be me and if I'm going to risk if I'm going to be put at risk clearly I'm not going to do that but the only way that you can prevent this from happening right is that if you have everybody track each other and then like surround people with b******* circles until they die right well repeatedly attempting to drug them or what you do isis it's just going to be wonderful because everything is going to be known and then it won't matter like in in 6 months everyone is going to know who the poisoners are and those people are going to die you're just going to see like you're just going to be like everybody will know it was this guy and that guy is going to be dead it's going to be amazing like I don't and I don't have to do much that's the thing like cuz I know that there's these like people who have been permanently f***** up and it's likethey're going to kill him and it's like whoever started this s*** is going to die and it wasn't me that's the weird part like I don't I came here and I talked to my sister I'm like can I set up a tent in your backyard so that I can like find a job at a coffee shop and I had scabies at that point and her husband like shoot me out of the house and told me to rub athlete's foot remover cream remover on my scabies while my sister acted like incredibly f***** up and weird and I have no idea why so whoever started this s*** like they may have they may be they may be like at risk of being killed by crazy peoplebut they have enough money where they can just buy one of these AI robots and say tell me tell me what's you know what it is and so it's a race right this is the weird part it's a race between who can destroy evidence fast enough and corrupt all of the cameras including all of the cell phone data so it's all unreliable by making AI that f**** up pictures versus whoever can make the agentic AI so that it can draw through all the data and find the people who are f****** everyone over and kill themand so it's one of these things or it's like you it's like all of the artists are trying to hide all of this s*** about how they hurt people and all the people using a gentic AI are trying to use all of the information they have before it disappears or like and then someone's going to come out with a camera that you can't corrupt or like you're going to come up with a camera with a fingerprint on it then an AI can't screw with and then there's going to be a fight over that and it's going to be amazing cuz people are going to kill each other over this s*** another schizoaffective problem here so this is typical again I keep saying this is typical because of how f***** up it is but it follows patterns which are normal which which become like you see the pattern and you understand what's going on so one of the things that's happening is that the dungeon crawl Stone soup game most likely is been affected by an AI and if you play it it affects an AI itself so people appear to be playing the game on their phone and then if it affects people out in the worldso if so let's suppose that somebody has the game on their phone and if you take a left and you take a right in the dungeon then you'll meet a monster or you'll meet money and then that will tell you something about how the AI cameras are affecting the game when it creates the world right so I've seen people looking at their phones and telling each other in groups like which way to go in order to get free money I've had people comment about free money and like free things or you've been paid or something while I play the game and my my phone is buggedagain this is to make someone feel responsible so this is this is what I call hostage taking it's similar to freedom testing in some ways but hostage taking is when you say that someone else's actions have caused a bad outcome and then blame them for that bad outcome in some respects like it's the opposite of freedom testing and so if if someone is doing something for which they just do and you accuse them of freedom testing then if they're not like if they're not aware that they're in a b******* circle or they're being manipulated it's unfair right so so it hostage taking here is where you'll spend AI like droplet money from or tokens to create or work on a game that's useless and then give it to someone who's an idiot and then that'll be a substitute for free like for clothing or food just in many ways of like the clothing or the food is a substitute for like stock options and so the hostage taking in this case is I played this game in a shelter rather than associate with homeless people between looking for a job and putting out a resumeand so therefore Bitcoin money was spent manipulating this game and then if I participate in the manipulation in order to get money later I I then am I then have I've post hawk validated the destruction of money or the misuse of funds for which I didn't know that I had in the first place right but I'll see I'll see that the game behavior is being affected by things in real life depending on like if I look on my phone and I look at Google and I search for something then if I go on a server that plays this game it will it will like change how the server behavesor if I go out in the world in front of a camera and I work wear a certain color clothing it affects how the game is played so I know that there's something wrong with the game and much of what I'm saying is supposition but again like it follows the pattern of the typical sociopathological behavior of manipulating the artificial intelligence done by people who are either upset or scared of the fact that because of their bad behavior in the past with hurting someone with sick that they're most likely going to be murderedso I mean in some sense it's like these people know they're going to die and so they're just f****** with each other because they're scared of what will happen when everyone has an artificial intelligence box and they can backtrack how everyone made them sick and so one of the things they desperately want is not only attention but the other thing they want is they want to be able to have people compromise themselves morally so they can they can have this person held again go back to hostage taking they can hold up this person and say see he was part of this as welland so therefore it's not a scheme and therefore it's not bad because look at the other parts of his good character where for me I find the entire thing frustrating and annoying and if you're spending money illicitly on a game rather than helping me materially in such a way that it could like make it so I'm not sick or physically hurt then that's you know evil and torture the flip side of this is that if someone plays a game and you give them something like arbitrary rather than have them continuously focus on them being torturedit's done in such a way to communicate if anyone catches them doing it oh you must not be hurting you must not be tortured you're playing a video game and so if the phone is recorded or if what I'm doing in the library is witnessed or if I'm being followed someone can see me playing this game and say oh he's not really hurt there's nothing seriously wrong even though the game is f***** up it's most likely used as money laundering and a joke about how I'm being f***** with and so on and so forth and etc so again it's one of these things are like I have no material way to alter the position that I'm in and I'm being made sick over time and so there's large amounts of boredom and what do you do you play a stupid video game again you could read a book and then anyone that you talk to in any way is most likely either going to be a manipulator or someone that's just waiting to die because of their past bad actions that sicken people that etc and so forth again I haven't gone out of my way to hurt anyone and like the people who have f***** up lips where their lips are so f***** up that like they're they're going there they're like I don't even I don't even know what like they're going to be crippled for life like those people are going to use these AI boxes and they're going to find the person that did this and then either put them in a hospital in jail or kill them I mean the first two options are more like this would be the ideal situation but it won't happen so again this is like the food supply is corrupted the medicine supply is corrupted the jails in the hospital the jails in the hospitals are staffed by people who are crookedand that's outside of the shelters right like that's just like ignoring the shelter system the the St Anthony's will give you clothing St Anthony's is staffed by people that will give you clothing that will make you sick as is five keys so when society is this broken like people are just waiting to have people just want to kill each other and they're just waiting for the tools to be available to do it so I mean I don't think I can't eat the food here they gave me three ham sandwiches instead of two what does that meanthey were made by hand the peanut butter and jelly sandwiches if I throw them to the birds will have someone who's mentally retarded come around and be upset around me and there's something wrong with the peanut butter and jelly sandwiches where they've been frozen and then like there's no peanut butter and they'll make you sick if you eat it so like I just I have no f****** clue what to do where I won't be sickened and killed so I just assume everyone around me is insane all right so this is another one I'm mentally retarded Asian man came into the shelter and he didn't have the capability of not talking so one of the things that happens is that if you don't do something right then the person who's sick to what you are will have to do it because it's like heads or tails I don't know how it works I don't know if it's even a thing other than it's just a coordination problem so I fell asleep they don't like it when you sleep because they're mentally ill and they're sick it's a form of gangsterism it's it's a form ofit's a form of social control and violence so they don't like it when you sleep during the day because they're evil and again evil is like malice mixed with dangerous like stupidity mixed with dangerousness so one of the things is that like if you don't use your hands someone else will have to use their hands unless they f****** your hands in which case it doesn't matter right or if you don't walk around or you don't leave someone else will have to leave until they f****** your feet and then it doesn't matter because because these are people that believe in magic they're mentally ill and their schizoaffective and sick and so what they do is they'll use their they'll use their like evil they'll use their evilness as an excuse to poison you so I fell asleep in the shelter and the evil bastards what they did is they they had this guy come in his who's Japanese or Asian and talking to himself and laughing because he'll talk to anyone right but then my throat is f***** up but I don't want to talk to someone who's poisoning me I just have no interestno they also do this thing where they'll put both feet out in front of them but like one of them is like bent and then that's supposed to indicate that like the men's leg is an indication of how you yourself have one of your like part of your head hurts right so it's a it is like a mental problem having to do with like my foot is your head which goes back to like mysticism back and I don't know like the foot on the head of the fallen warrior sort of s*** from like I don't know Middle ages anyway so they they put a pennyand they had this guy come in who's sick and then everyone got upset so like and by God upset I mean like one of the black guys freaked out like so so like again like it doesn't at some level it doesn't matter because all of these people are going to be killed I don't like I don't wish it on them it's just a matter of like I don't know if I would call it fate or kismet or something but it's just a matter of like these people are sick and they make other people sick and they're going to use the AI to find out where they are and kill them all and it's just a matter of time but like again like I'm I'm documenting the evidence for the sickness that's here and so if you fall asleepand so if you fall asleep around schizophrenics in the shelter in a shelter in San Francisco and you're sick they'll attempt to make you sicker and then sicking you in your sleep and attempt violence and then see if like because you physically hurt if you'll go out of your way to start a confrontation and then and then I wake up in my head is pounding on the left side and there's someone here who's who's clearly mentally ill who I've either been sick into in my sleeper sickened again and then they put a penny on the bagthat's not mine because it's like oh you don't have any money here's a penny and then the person is ahead because it's like the Lincoln project that's another thing they like to associate this with other things like the Lincoln project was all against republicanism for something or like against corruption or some such and so like I'll be followed around and have people drop pennies on the side of the road if I don't if I don't like beg for change because I'm not changing so this is this is like schizoaffective violence by poor people and and then sick and so and you're just going to have all of these people tracked and murdered and it's incredibly sad but like they they're like they're violent with disease and so people are going to find out who they are and have them killed and it's it's some level it's like oh the the dirty animal monsters have decided to like be dirty animal monsters again rather than human beings and there's nothing you can do you just like well I'm being toyed with by people who are going to die because they're upset they're going to be murdered because they're bad people and I can talk to them but it's like talking to dead people it's just too depressing I don't want to talk to someone who's going to die because people who hate them are going to be murdering them I don't like I don't want to I don't want to talk to someone who's who's decided that they're going to f*** people up and then they're going to have people attempt to kill them like what are they going to do like get me involved in there and their problems so that I get to watch them die or like someone will attack meI mean I know they're going to die like all the buildings are empty and like the only thing here is people coming into town into into town and their car and then leaving and watching it all there's just no point right like I don't want to involve myself with people who are who are suicidal and going to die I don't want to I don't want to participate in there and they're dysfunction like I know that they're going to kill themselves so why like why would I want to why would I want to participate like if they're going to kill me I don't have a choice but I don't want to participate in there in their like I don't want to participate in the things that are going to are going to get them killed that just doesn't make any sense I don't want to just make it's just too depressing that part of the thing with bad people is that if they're if they're like that awful like why would you and you know it cuz they hurt you I mean first of all they hurt you intentionally so they're assholes you don't want anything to do with them at all so it's like codependent violence like be nice to us or will hurt youbut more than that it's like well they do this to me and they're going to do it to other people which is going to get them killed so even if I did like them I wouldn't want anything to do with them because they're they're suicidal and evil it's like okay well that sucks I don't know like I I don't I just see these people and I and I I don't view them as people I don't I wish I could but I just don't anymore I was just like other monsters okay may I fall asleep in a shelter and I'm sick and in broad daylight while they all watch they're just monster people there's just they're brokenstay in and they'll put like a piece of garbage on my bed to indicate that I've been sick and they're just I don't know they're they're like I mean if I slept in a pile of dead rats I'd also wake up sick but I wouldn't be angry at the dead rats you know you wouldn't have the same sort of disgust the penny thing is kind of funny I suppose because it's like here here now you're not without money and see you have to have this money because that's you know if you if you have money it's magic and you only believe in money and not people and it's like no I don't believe in people who are evil I find it I find it weird and funny also like if I'm sick into people like I don't they did drugs around here's the weird thing they did drugs around me in the shelter and then they did drugs around around people who are mentally retarded or sick and then there's some and then they seem to be angry at me because I'm not doing drugs I didn't want to do drugs around around people who are mentally retarded or sick in the first place that's what got you all killed I mean you were all doing drugs that would kill you and then many of you died and so they seem to be angry about this and it's like well well why were you doing fentanyl that seems strange it's not good for you I mean I would do part by myself and and I would do drugs that wouldn't make me sick and wouldn't kill youand and so I don't like I don't understand like every time they do one of these passion plays where I'm supposed to understand something by having them do something stupid it never works and I never understand it because it's like here's another example it's like oh look pennies are heads and so we'll give you a penny and then make someone who's sick be around you while you sleep and then you're sicker for being around them or they've sickened you somehow while you sleep and it's like okay it schizoaffective violence like I don't like yes I ran out of EBT money I can't I can't live off of $10 a day if I can't cook right like it's just not possible it's really hard and I'll get depressed and eat ice cream okay like I'm not good enough to budget when I have zero money that it's an incredibly hard thing you take anyone that's middle class and you give them that they'll almost not be able to do it a can of soup is $5 two cans of soup is like 600 calories like the math doesn't work right it's just not enough money and then I can only buy food and then I can't like I only have 70 bucks for anything else for an entire monthbut everyone here is food sick and they believe that if you eat food and if you like if you like like if I eat food in the shelter and it's like pork fried rice I'll have Chinese people cough on it or sick in it and then follow it be followed around by Chinese people so and the same s*** with like Mexican food in Mexicans so it's like I don't want to do any of that s*** and I don't have the money to live a normal life and no one will give me a job so like nothing you're doing proves anything other than you're an a****** rightand so it's just it's just a bunch of dead rats that are going hey look we're assholes and all I'm thinking the entire time is yes I know you keep demonstrating that I know this you set up b******* circles you do freedom testing you you do you do hostage taking with anything that I do that you don't like at all where are the things that I say that you that I don't like about you as a group collectively is doing s*** like guessing me with drugs in my sleep so like yes I view you as a group because I don't believe in treating people as individuals if I can't go to sleep and then wake up wake up not being sick because it means collectively everyone is decided to have me poisoned in my sleep so I no longer believe in you as an individual group of people I believe in you as a collective evil and that's not that's not like out of the ordinary that's something anyone would do here's an entire group of people that want to see me die oh okay then I don't like any of them it's not complicated they're just pieces of s***and if I'm stalked around the city by like people who are middle class swinging water bottles and gassing me with marijuana and acting stupid they're they're also pieces of s*** and so if I'm being gasoline and put in a b******* circle by hundreds of people then I know that all of those people are bad people cuz it's a s***** thing to do and so anytime you interact with someone you're like oh this is someone who's f****** with me I know they're an a****** do I pretend that they're not an a****** or do I just say ha this guy is an a****** and then do everything in my power to avoid them at all costs and it's like there's no way to get a job under these circumstances because they're all bastardslike I want to see most people that I've physically seen in public to be in prison for money laundering and like conspiracy to have me killed for cause I can sit on a street corner and watch and no one will say anything for like 3 hours so either everyone is sick so they can't talk anymore like everyone or it's a conspiracy to f*** with me there isn't like a middle ground there people talk to each other in the middle of the street that happens so it's just some billionaire that paid off a bunch of people to be s*** heads and and if it's a billionaire they're going to kill him and if it's a gangster they're going to kill him and it just doesn't matter right I don't have any power I'm not the guy who set up all this stupid s*** but whoever did is f***** and whoever is participating in it is f***** because everyone's going to have an AI gun and and then everyone can track each other there isn't like a like the thing is over like it's done with everyone's just biting time until they're killed because they want to be that's the weird part it just doesn't make any senseit's an entire collection it's an entire city of people who are short-sighted and suicidal and I don't want to have to deal with people that's stupid I just don't given that I fell asle of these things where I'm going to be followed around with people following me with playing music so it's a it's like a disease where like you'll be fine you'll be and I've mentioned this before it's it's a disease that it's associated with people who are codependent and sick and about a couple years ago I watched as a black man and this this happens to be a white guy but I watch as a black man had a speaker system on a dolly that he washe was following a woman around with the speaker system and she was sick and trying to get away from him so like I don't I don't know if it's going to be one of those things again I fell asleep and I wake up and they've done something to my clothing like they put something on my bag but I was using as a pillow and so I was so they they touched my things in my sleep I wake up with a headache and I can only assume that something terrible happened and broad daylight and like I just I don't when I was at when I was when I first went to 555 embarcadero they put they put me in in the back of what they call a hot team vehicle and someone gas me with drugs so I was sick and then they played songs on the radio that was designed to make me fear for my life and they made the air conditioning go as low as possible so after that this is this is about a year ago at this point so after that I went to the hospital and on the way back they had a sick black man playing something on the speaker on a speaker and this is it like 2:00 in the morning they had a sick black man playing a boombox in the ghettobecause I have to walk from Sutter health Van Ness all the way back to 555 embarcadero and I had all these people holding hands and acting acting happy and all of this crazy s*** and then after I left people or after I passed this crazy black person with a speaker system playing love songs it 2:00 in the morning dancing by himself on the street there were all these people who seemed upset and started being moping around and being being unhappy and it's and this is like 50 people over the course of a mileafter I was drugged in the back of a van and I went to the hospital and they said nothing was wrong so this this may be part of the headaches I don't know if it was an intentional disease source but again it's like all of these people want to be killed I don't like I don't understand it's some level I wish there was someone who could explain to me why people are like this it's it's a form of I believe it's a form of suicidal ideation mixed with sickness because there's no one who would be rational who would put themself up to be killed like thisI don't know I I I have no idea I should also mention there was something along the lines of like plastic is bad for you and I was sleeping on a plastic bag and this was on slash Dot and of course my phone is bugged and the person next to me is playing songs of like say something or I'm going to give up on you and like a love song way and and to be fair it's one of these things where it's like you're going to be sickened by staff members who will give you something poisonous and then you will be sickened by the homeless who will do things to you in your sleepand it's like yes I know everyone around me is psychopathic and like it's one of these things were like you're supposed to pick the you're supposed to pick which side of the psychopath like version thing that you want to be a part of and the answer is neither and this is this is the opposite of the peace sign right like the peace sign is that both the underclass and the overclass both agree to leave you alone and in the opposite of this is they both hate you so it's it's a form of mysticism and like crazy that has to do with San Franciscoand the answer is is that in 6 months they're going to use AI to break it and everyone involved in poisoning each other is going to go to jail or be dead and there's no like is there just they're just f****** around biting their time until they're dead and I don't know why it just seems so strange to me like why don't you just leave me alone but they can't do that they're they're broken somehow what it is is loneliness because they don't want to die alone that's that's what it is and it's just so sad becauseI might end up being killed but I'm not going to hurt other people and I'm not going to participate in in the crazy b******* and all of these people are dead anyway so it's just like it's like it's like Lord of the rings where they go to the they go to the the Isle of the dead and everyone's a ghost and you're just like oh everyone hears dead well that's cool why would I it seems interesting on paper like it seems like an interesting like this would be fun it's a ghost it's interesting it's it's so it's so fascinating but in reality it's just people who want to kill each otheror they have to believe in something in order to not kill each other or their terminally ill and they want to take someone out with them so it's just a matter of like oh it's just they're just so broken inside and that's why people make stories like that they make myths and they make Legends and and they make stories about ghosts and what it is is it's it's stories about people who who murder each other just to do it because like they they all of the myths about monsters and all the myths about like skeletons and s*** that's all like what we're doing is we're talking about people who are crazy and it's like oh I get it and then you're like oh s*** I'm around all these people who are crazy well that suckswhich is a lot less interesting and a lot more depressing than just reading about ghosts and vampires and demons and s*** because that's cool and fun and then when you have to talk to people or interact with people who are like suicidal or murderous you're just like oh they're completely untrustworthy I can't even take a piss around them or like sleep in such a way where I don't fear for my life and then you know it's just there's no art there it's just boring and depressing cuz you can't interact with them as if they're human beings becausebecause when we tell stories to each other we don't think of them as human beings we think of them as people who are so broken that they can only be compared to like nightmares or or awful awful things right that's the stories we tell about people who act like this and who are like this inside so when I was at 555 embarcadero I was across the I sat across from a an older black man who was in his mid-80s who I believe was sickening me in my sleep and what he would do is he would sicken me and then he would play music where it was it was it was like a loop so it made my head hurt specifically over like repeatedly now there's a couple things you should understand so first of all if you're over the age of 60 and someone hits you it's an automatic felony in San Francisco and Californiathe other thing is is that many of these people who are older who are sick are contagious and then they want to make someone contagious to them and I don't know if this has to do with abdl pornography but at least in the homeless shelter system it appears to be a contagion and done in a way to like sicken someone like is a permanent thing and so now like I'm just recording everything so I'll continue to do that and I mean if I take pictures I don't know if that'll get me beaten up but one of the things you can do isyou can say well right now it'seso what you can say is like right now it's it's August 26th I'm at 5th and Bryant and I'm in shelter bed 1:32 and then the people around me maybe making me sick and they do this thing where they will sicken someone and then play music that has to do with how they're sickening someone so it's like schizoaffective violence right like you play you stick in someone and then you play music about your own feelings and then when they're not paying attention you make them sick by coughing on their bed or something and then you follow themand so this is all this is all forms of schizoaffective violence with si people right here we r to sound like you were doing some f*** Roy right here we're in the shelter if you want to do on that whack ass knock ass s*** take that s*** some f****** where else Bros for a reason we're trying to get our s*** together and it don't sound like you are but sound like you were doing with artificial intelligence and then you can start tracking the stick across the city and being able to get rid of it right and so like at some level it doesn't matter because like this a I'm begging you to stop it if you want to do that weird s*** go do it somewhere else not right here people right here we respectful we respect everybody right here we're in the shelter if you want to do on that whack ass knock ass s*** take that s*** some f****** where else browould be the easiest way or like the most productive way of getting the stick out of San Francisco I would say that the that you need to have you need to have like people on the ground taking pictures of more or less all right so what are you doing you hit me so I'm not talking to you bro Mr whatever your name is hey stop that weird s*** please I'm begging you to stop it if you want to do that weird s*** go do it somewhereigence will come and it's going to come relatively soon but specifically taking pictures of people coming in and out of the sheltersjust so you know where they are just so you can make sure they don't stick in people I mean that's much easie all right so what are you doing first before you hit me so I'm not talking to you broo have that like you need to start testing people in the shelters for sicknessas a random sample and then asking people if they want inoculations so the guy that hit me that's right next to me the black guy he yelled at me about conspiracy theories and then he said something along the lines of like I don't know a bunch of urban alchemy like flying which is all of their like crazy b******* so maybe he works for urban alchemy or like he talks to those guys and they have their own slang most of those guys are idiots so I don't care but like if you hits me I go to the cops again so then the cops are going to say I have options which I've already explained how that's stupid some of the mythologizing that is involved woth urban alchemy is shit that goes back to the 1970s that has ro do with "what car you drive" in an attempt to explaon or rationalize the mental illness around you - my social media posts that are on the lock screen of the phone that i cant get rid of showed someone with a car after i started talking about narratives so "books" as a car as is explaining things via songs and so on its complete bullshit but it shows that my ohone is bugged and then this may be tied to the phones of the people around me such as rhis young black man for example it should be noted that the catch phrase no fuckery by urban alchemy may be a call back to how samuel r delaneys book neveryona has a 34 rule about not swearing (see nietsche) which itself is the inspiration in many ways for jk rowlings book (see the potter references) which also involves the difference between people masturbating or not or swearing or not (you can do one but not the other or else you will be drugged by the homeless in the shelters as a form of torture - if you masturbate youll be gassed with drugs and forced to be polite etc- its mind control bullshit with sick) - this is what comes from employing a group of paramilitary thugs to police a city filled with sick when you need sworn police officers and the cdc. if youve heard or seen homeless screaming fuck in the street or saying shit its because many of them sre demonstrating that theyre not so sick that rheyre no longer capable of doing so. i wish i were making this up. its some sort of institutioonalized sexual abuse mixed with poisoning of people with sick so that hand disease via ling scarring and foot illness are common. many people in san francisco that dont have access to antibiotics may have foot ill ess thats mrsa resistant at rhis point another one you know when I find these what they'll do this is this is like it's it's social conditioning and humiliation mixed with depersonalization so when I find the way that I've been had or that I've been been screwed with while also being drugged someone will let out a war whoop which is funny because for a number of reasons so there's Doctor strange Love in the cowboy hat there's some Indians here who are into the whole tribal thing to the extent that people are scared of them and then we'll put up like advertisements for them and then likethe last mayor London breed would always like bless the Indian ancestors and they do this because they're scared that they're going to be drugged or sickens like it's not it's it's like it's just a it's just a a group of people who are sick so there's at least one Indian man in a shelter who is mentally ill who if he's sickens you he doesn't know how to read and so then you'll forget how to read or you'll have brain problems so it's it's a gang violence mixed with drugs right so in 2024 Ray kurzweil released a book about the singularity and and many of the plots of the science fiction books in the last couple years having to do with the singularity are ways you can screw with people to the plot of a book and you can look them up and it's like well what if we did this to human beings and it's a dystopian future and then of course I'll have people attempt to do that to me it's like what if we we gave we put them in a sterile environment and then reset them every time that they did something and then it's like okay well well I have people who are going around in anything I touch the the like sterilize and thenovertime I'll have I'll have like physical problems because I don't have any bacteria from anyone else so like just stupid s*** like that again it's people who are upset that you don't like the Bible and you don't like drugs and those are the only two things they know and understand and once you've once you've decided that you're not a priest and you're not you're not a good guy and you're not a bad guy then you're something they don't understand so you have to go to therapy or they're going to kill youso this is a form of social control by people who are evil and I keep coming back to this but it's true evil is a combination of dangerous and stupid and so that it's again it's like oh well Ray Kurtz while release this book about the singularity which we think is dumb and so we're going to poison someone and we're going to poison someone because rake hurts while is famous and Rich and we don't like rich people and we don't like science fiction so we're going to take the science fiction books and read them as an instruction manual on how to hurt someoneand then the person when he finds the science fiction novels to which we've hurt him to and he likes science fiction will feel both dumb and angry and meanwhile when he writes things that seems similar to a science fiction novel then it means that his writing is indistinguishable from an AI That's pulling s*** from a science fiction novel to write things about how he's being sickened and we can claim that his website is b******* or what he's saying is wrong right despite like photographic evidence despite making art that that like proves that I'm a human beingI mean along with the idea of a reset I've had people take the art that I've made and every time I make a piece of artwork which shows that I'm a human being I will be drugged or tortured this is stalking behavior by people who are mentally ill and sick and then they what they like like what are the things they like is to be forgiven because it's part of their ideology like if you don't forgive someone then you're not Christian enough but if you do forgive someone then we're friends now despite the torture in the harassmentand and these people are codependent you have to understand that so they're involved in this game playing because they don't want to kill you they want to Haze you right and then we're all in this together and it's a big secret and you found out the thing and if you don't forgive them then you're not Christian enough or you're not part of their right like it's a forgiveness is a big part of the of the ideology of the of the torture and the harassment so that's why that after you find the secret of the b******* circle right it's a b******* circle and then when you find the key or the or the needle in the haystack for which you say I see I see how I was being tortured the let out and indication of oh now you see now I now I recognize that you see that how you were being tortured and now we should be friends or now the game is up right and then if you don't say that or you don't do that right then there's a sub game or another game for what she will be tortured to another one of the same sort and it's a it's a depersonalization exercise where they find the things that they believe make you unique and then they will torture you to that until you give up and forgive them and act normal that this that this is okay somehow and the thing is is that it's not because society is completely destroyed so like you can't act like you can't pretend that this is okay or that torture is okay because you are now now you are now you are friends with people who torture others why would you want that right like if someone's going to hurt someone for cause and then leave you alone it doesn't matter p like you're a single person you can't write all the wrongs in the world it's not possibleand if people have dealings with each other which is outside the authority of the authorities I can't do anything about that but as it stands I'm not doing anything illegal the authorities are crooked in every capacity that I know of including the medical professionals and the police and I just don't want to be tortured anymore by crazy people like if it's to the point where it's like there are no jobs because society is destroyed then I will do my best not to be poisoned or gasoline and I want to be left alone because there's nothing that I can do to further society in any waybut I don't want to participate in being friends with people who are crazy or evil it just doesn't do anything for me right like the why would you do that they would just make you unhappy I'd rather be unhappy by myself because at least I can trust myself not to not to hurt me that's the thing is I can trust myself not to go out of my way to hurt myself but I can't trust these people in any way at all s in particular this is an amusing and annoying so I know that my my like I know my website is connected to Google via VIA their their search algorithm and when I was looking up singularity books one of the singularity books was about a psychologist and not being able to lie or something like that and then I start looking up science fiction books about the singularity and all of the suggestions are different and have been sanitized immediately after I wrote what I did so my output for my the output for myso either either of those books were like you know I could go through every singularity book written in 2024 provided the search results are correct but I'm altering the AI suggestions based on what I write and then the algorithm doesn't want to tell me what what book it was so it's like self-censorship and so I know I'm being f***** with and then when I find out what the secret is and complain about it immediately the algorithm fixes itself so it's like I'm doing work for Google AI in order to to train the algorithm to give someone to like not bother someoneevery time I'm poisoned and screwed with but that still means that the algorithm is is trolling my website in order to like or the phone output in order to update itself which is worse right cuz it's still knows what I'm asking and talking about it's just it's just iterating on my output and I don't know how that's happening or how it's possible that would work I did the same Google search results as I did before the results are different then it won't tell me what the book is that it showed me amother note - the joke about "scify." is about how a crazy person or a sick person wrote a story called first sorcere about the singularity where the back cover blurb is misspelled which is a sick "im imperfect on purpose" thing (see stepehn levys jackers see the new alchemists) which has to do with crypto christian sick signalling - may also have to do with idiots drrssing up like sorcerers to make fun of ray kurzweil or ai either on purpose or so they wouldnt be poisoned. i now have inknown blisters on my hands while having done nothing more than fall asleep in the shelter most likely caused by being touched in my sleep by sick schizophrenics. stupid and evil. and they dont have asylums or jails - if youre arrested for a minor offense they let you go the same day. its just sad. i dont know where o was touched in my sleep although it was most likely my hands or my genitals by a sick older schizophrenic black man whole another black security guard was watching. theyre sick and stupid. a crazy homeless person cough drugs on my sheets again because they're insane and they hurt people and so what you do is you take your sheets and you flap them so the drugs get everywhere or the coughing sick gets everywhere and then the guy will start coughing because you and him no longer share the same thing like he hasn't managed to cough on you to make an illness network of his sick as your sick now and so you do that and then some douchebag goes outside with an NFL t-shirt on because it's like football or something I don't know so so what they want to do is they want to have you coughed on so that when you go outside everyone's going to be scared of you and track you down and like follow you to make sure you don't hurt anyone with sick and then this guy is going to go steal s*** somewhere or like go talk to people or see if he can get away with murder after being sick and and doing drugs and s*** well while being ill so they take people who are healthy and they f*** them up so that they so that they can get away with s*** after doing drugs and being sickafter their own bad decisions causes them to be ill so it's you know it's their psychotic and sick and it's like well what did I do it's like well I did drugs and f***** people who were sick and now there's someone who doesn't do that while there's plague all over the city and so I'm going to f*** him up with drugs and coughing on his things and then see if I can go steal s***and so you can't like you can't trust anyone more or less like if you're in a shared space you just have to assume that someone's going to try and hurt you if if you're not involved in likeunless you have a group of people that know how to hurt people themselves through some sort of secret thing there's like no way to know how to fix this again it'll be 6 months before everyone has an AI program that they can just aim at the people who are hurting them and they have those people track down and murdered so they're just biting their time I don't see the point again I just noted when it happens this is at 525 5th Street on the second floor in the C-section at bed 132 at 2:00 and so now the AI program in the future will know where all the sick is coming from and you can start pulling camera data it's just roku's basilisk as this is just like I coughed on this guy's bed because I want to be murdered and I don't like why don't you just jump off a bridge isn't that easier like why don't you just walk over to the Golden gate bridge and jump off I mean do you want it to be exciting where everyone tracks you down with AI and has you killed like it doesn't it doesn't mean it doesn't like it doesn't I don't understand this doesn't make any sense anyway they're psychotic so now I get to wash my sheets out and like the coughing from the flapping with somewhere in the C-section next to the windows and it's it's just like we've done drugs so that we're sick and dying and then we're upset that you don't do the same thing and so we're going to have we're going to attempt to have you killed and it's like well I mean an AI program is just going to go oh these are the people that are sickening everybody everybody and then they're going to they're going to die I mean like again likeyou give someone some kind of crippling illness like you f****** their face or you f****** their lungs and they're just going to buy an AI and kill you like I don't I don't see the point it just doesn't make any sense like I keep saying that but it just doesn't make any sense it just if it blows my mind right so after having my sheets coughed on by the mentally ill and the sick I took a soap dispenser off the wall and started washing my sheets after asking for soap and so I could so I could wash sheets so I wouldn't be sicken and after taking a plastic soap dispenser off the Wall I am denied service because I don't want to have someone sick and mentally ill coughing sick on my sheets so I get lung cancer which may be a staff member by the way because of course I can't see who's doing it and none of the homeless will tell meand so if you want to live in a homeless shelter you end up getting lung cancer this is at 525 5th Street in bed 132 in San Francisco so they're essentially like they're gang members I don't like their gang members with sick and they go around wearing like crosses and s*** it's f****** hilarious I think they do it ironically so now what happens is that I go to the general assistance I go to the general assistance place and then I asked for another place to live and then the homeless will find that place and drag me to something elsebecause I took out so dispenser off the wall because I was tired of being poisoned because I didn't want to and I couldn't have new sheets and so more or less everyone here is a gang member including the staff members because you'll have people watch you be poisoned and not say anything because they're s*** people that's the weird part is that people will watch you be poisoned and not say a thing to you because of how f****** awful they are and it's like a room of 150 people so they're just dogshit like I don't even know how to explain how dog s*** they are they're just they're f******they're f****** scum like I don't even know how you would describe someone like you're going to cough s*** on someone's bed and then you're not going to allow them to wash their sheets after you disallow them from doing that they're psychotic and once you realize someone is that broken there's nothing you can do there's no rehabilitation there's nothing like there's no like there's nothing like there's nothing there's like there's if you have people watch someone be poisoned and do dog s*** about itthey're not human beings anymore they're like hominids they're like Homo erectus there's nothing there and so I'm left with like okay I go to another shelter until someone kicks me out for not wanting to be poisoned by crazy a****** you know like okay and until any of this s*** gets fixed and you have the CDC in here and you have police officers in here you're going to have these people f****** up all of society continuously so what they do here is they make it so that you can't get a job while sickening you repeatedly like if they sick in you no one's going to want to have anything to do with you right so if you're if you're made continuously ill p if you're if you're if you're made continuously ill by psychotics right no one's going to give you a job and no one's going to want to have anything to do with you and they do it so they make you sick and then they surround you with people who are gaslighting you right and and then they can use any excuse possible in order to kick you out oh and the person that was on the desk who was the person who was on the desk that who who called the supervisor turned his badge around so I don't know who he is but they'll often have this where they'll take someone who's sick specifically they'll take someone who's sick with a brain disorder where like their eyes are like like the guys' eyes look like Star Trek right so he has this brain disorder that will f****** your little f****** your your headif he coughs on your s*** and then he goes and tells the supervisor after I'm cleaning the sheets of whatever he coughed on my bedding and I'm kicked out for washing sheets for what she coughed on and so it's a matter of like it's a matter of like you're sick and repeatedly so you can't get a job until they kick you out for attempting not to be sick anymore it's just a way to kill people and and the f***** up part about the whole thing this is the worst part is she'll have 150 people who are watching you be made sick by assholesand so it's like they're just they're just psychotic right and then when you manage to get money you're going to be surrounded by b******* we're like no matter how much money you make right once you're in this b******* circle no matter how much money you make because you pissed off all the people who f*** with each other with drugs it'll never be enough to get like healthcare right so you'll make like and then like you're still blacklisted so you're still like I saw this s*** at the Chinese hospital where the Chinese girl goes into like have some minor surgery or have someone look at it in a copay is outrageously high because the guy who's working there is like a druggie crip guy who who like determines how much money it is and he knows how much she makes or has in the bank and then it's going to be more than that and so it's just it's just a b******* circle like there's nothing like the entire city is like this s*** so now I get to go to f****** general assistance they're going to put me in another shelter because this is already been determined right general assistance is crooked and then general assistance is going to have me drug this stupid b******* again and that's provided they can find me a place to live and there's like if I go to another shelter it's just going to be one of the other crooked shelters filled with gangsters because they can't they don't know how to not poison people they're just incapable and I think this s*** is hilarious cuz they're sick like if I was sick I'm not going to go cough on people's s*** cuz it's f***** up and wrong and they live in a disaster zone where everyone is dying but they don't believe in right and wrong they don't have any concept and so the only thing you can do with people who don't believe in right and wrongyou have to use the CDC and you have to use the police because they just don't understand anything but Force they're just incapable they don't know anybody you can't reason with these people which is f****** bizarre they're just completely incapable of of like living in society and once you have that and once you realize they're the cause of all the abandoned buildings and everything being f***** up you're just like well the only thing you can do is put them in a mental hospital or jail or like rude out all the sick people there's nothing like there's nothing there's no other like there's no other solutionit just doesn't exist and so what they did is they had a bunch of people all leave today and then they're going to go swamp the general assistance the general assistance thing to see if I cannot get it get a place to live and then they might hurt me on the street and it's like I know they're doing that I know that that's what they want to do because they're f***** up but I'm not going to stop complaining about being made sick if I made sick and there's like it's like he must be a priest or he must be a gangster and there isn't any like let's just leave them alone they don't have that capabilityI don't know why I believe they just hate everything or it's funny like burning man or some f****** thing they're just retarded and I mean this like mentally and ethically like it's it's a complete lack of any kind of like ethical or moral bearing at all so the sick black guy that coughed on me they claimed his name was a booed but they but he turned his badge around specifically so I couldn't see it and his eyes look like a pug where they were going in different directions he wears frameless rectangle glasses he's like 6ft he has some sort of brain disorder and then they're going to have everybody run into the shelter with masks on and cough on everybody it's specifically the Chinese and they're wearing Astros hats and s*** I found the thing where like if you look up singularity there's this thing about first sorcerer which may have been why my cousin dressed like an idiot and so if I wash my things in the in the sink then I'm kicked out for a b******* cause so you sick in someone until you find out how they deal with being sickened and then you write it down and then when they deal with it and then when they do that it's technically against the rules in any minor capacityand so then you kick him out but I didn't catch the guy sickening my s*** which would be assault with a deadly weapon but I broke but I broke a soap dispenser that costs a dollar and I have a room filled with homeless people who are so f***** up don't watch someone be poisoned and not say anything I mean you have to be a complete like again like I know the black gangsters are responsible but the fact that the homeless won't say anything just means that they're evil which is a combination of stupid and malicious and I keep saying this but it's true and every time I find it every time I find someone that's evil it's it's like once you realize that you're evil you could just not be evil you could stop being stupid you could stop being malicious or you could stop being both p and yet there's a room filled with people that now know that they just kill each other they're not capable of saying hey that guy is poisoning you I don't know how you can be that stupid where you'll be in a room and someone will poison you and you'll have 150 people just not say anything I mean you have to be like you have to be like so morally degenerate that you may as well just jump off a bridgelly d