August 30, 2025

So I've been writing in my philosophy section about the hard and soft problems of consciousness although I haven't specified them as such. Admittedly philosophy is a broad field and I started out investigating them and then used terms interchangably, although the section and the about still holds (specifically with regards to qualia and how that is specified and how I think about it as its relation to distance from dasein and language and other such architectures in the soft problem. You can read David Chalmers and Seth Anil if you like, and I'll email them to see what they think of what I've written about so far. It should be noted however that given the concordance between "brainwane" (a user on metafilter, Wayne's World, pubmed articles on brain structures in rat models, and neuroscience's desire to solve this problem I have most likely been poisoned because I would write about and record my experiences which is HIGHLY immoral and evil. If you then correlate this username with "Chariot Pulled by Cassowaries" (see the Trump chariot card, environmentalism, electric cars vs truckers union, and the hard problem of GDP versus environmental impact) for another "hell" of looking at the future as a dystopia. And you have to pay for the service as opposed to it being free. What is interesting to note is that if these two users are working on interesting problems, even if they are going about it the wrong way, you can go through the post history and see if you can correlate the other interesting problems that the other users have as their modus operandi/ideology/what they care about and so on. Then determine which one of these problems is a priority and rank them according to a heuristic that involves the most good for the most people without the use of murderous trolleys (see trolley problem). In any case, my position on the hard problem of consciousness is one in which both Seth Anil and David Chalmers are right in that it will be solvable to know the neurochemical basis for what gives rise to the hard problem (with important implications for AI! but also, how would we then alter consciousness of an AI becoming sentient without causing it dysforia and pain?) and at the same time it doesn't provide the neurochemical basis for the hard problem which causes much of the metaphysics that makes life worth living. Given all this the mechanization of the self, denigrating the will of the other, is a form of evil done in such a way to use and abuse people and any research into this area also allows people to know how to make a weapon. Similarly to the problems of the environment and rokos basilisk in an attempt to fix it (fix the environment or else! and then the AI kills everyone that doesn't work on fixing the environment). These are hard problems without easy solutions. Personally I'm of the opinion that taking the good way out (if you want to investigate qualia why don't you find people with traumatic brain injury and put them in an MRI and have them record the way that they have sensation in the world rather than, say, poison me) as opposed to the bad version. Both solve the problem, one just solves it in such a way that it causes an immoral insult that perpetuates violence which makes people unhappy. And why be unhappy if it can be avoided? In any case I've gone ahead and emailed the two researchers - perhaps they will find what I've written about interesting and weren't involved in making me sick.

Here is the conversation with copilot about the coming collapse of GDP which is most likely correlated with the user "chariot pulled by cassowaries" on metafilter and this japanese author. no idea of this matters but i feel sick when i eat orea poptsrts and rhe homeless around me rhat have been keeping track of what i eat will be intentionally loud and obnoxious. its probably manipulation and rhe poptarts are fine. theyre just emntally ill and desperate for attention. the oreo poptarts were given to me at de haro 500 church - no idea if intentional or not. may have been a poisoning or manipulation based on my daying that drugging me in a shelter should mean people should jump off a bridge - so the prep poptarts are poisonous. I finished what food i was given at de haro - i also bought a miffin in the tenderloin and whoprs at food co today and ate maybe 3000 calories maybe les its hard to tell as i lost weight. i shot a snot bubble of blood out of my right nosteil after earing a couple of the nitrigrain bars with weird flavors so thats not good. either they know the fod supply is broken or someone just printed a wrapper around a bar of poisonous food rhat had blood thiners baled into it. i still dont want to eat at a food kitchen with open containers of im going to be poisoned anyway. playing nethack which may be bugged in my phone avvording to a stupid joke someone told me that showed up on the game. im depressed and bored while also hurting. and i was just kiled by a gas spore... so the game may be being modified in real time based on what i type or the site. boring. I'm now at 1050 South Van Ness which is a church / like a like a homeless shelter and someone did something to my feet last night and then my head hurts and it's some sort of fungus I wiped purple s*** on my feet like this purple goop you can get that's like hand sanitizer and I walk around and then the people following me start coughing and a car that went past me did a u-turn so that's common it's surprisingly strange like they'll have people follow you where you go and then if you do the wrong thing or if you do likeor like the right way in the wrong thing or I don't know like if you if you do the thing for which it breaks you being poisoned or followed people will do u-turns around you it the joke here I don't know if it's people who are confused or if it's like a joke based on on word play with stupidity like it's a u-turn so it's your turn to be you as opposed to a collection of they or them which goes back to Heidegger and this idea of like schizoaffective people all working in a mob so I'm not eating the food in the shelter one of the things you'll find about the food in the shelter is that it's incredibly greasy and there's something wrong with itand if you eat the food in the shelter it tastes like you took a chicken and then you and then you like melted engine grease on top of it like it doesn't taste bad it tastes good but there's something about it where it's like why did they melt grease on top of it or there's some sort of something wrong with it right no matter what the food is and I took pictures of the of the nutri green bars that made my nose bleed the packaging so yeah I'm going to get $70 from the state tomorrow and then the question is is like okay what do I do with itbecause once you run out then then they're going to f*** with you again so I think I have the food covered at least of the extent that I can like document what makes me sick and then I'll have food from the state and food stamps so athlete's foot remover cream or spray until the people in the shelter tell me that they take it away one of the things they like to do is they like to wait until so there's a couple things they do to f*** with you in the shelters right first what they do is they'll give you wonderful food or food that won't make you sick or anyone sick when you have money and then when you run out of money they start sickening you againand so it's it's still like get some someone excited so that they eat more and then they start feeling normal and they spend the money and then they go back to poisoning you and that's that's happened a couple times the other thing is is what else oh so if I buy athletes but like spray they'll like take it away from me because it could be used as a weapon and then I fall asleep at night and I have headaches and we're back to people acting stupid sitting on fire hydrants doing u-turns following me in the street wearing stupid socks while there's something wrong with my feet that makes my head hurtbecause I've been poisoned in my sleep and again like the only way to fix this is to have the CDC and police officers go around in the shelters and like find the people who are sickening each other and put them in jail or the hospital I keep saying this because every time I'm sickened it's more true like there's not like I'm I'm the least authoritarian person there is until you start sickening me and then it's like I need the police and the CDC now so it's a matter of like and then you'll be followed all day long with like people with one shoe or like one leg or somethingand half your head will hurt and it's because you've been poisoned again and it's it's just a matter of like how you poison someone so this is outside of this is this is like outside of like hand disease like this isn't that this isn't the hand disease this isn't the the thing where you can f****** someone's throat using your cell phone or something wrong with like the food you give them this is just poisoning someone in their sleep when they can't see who's doing it so you know it's like okay 1050 South Van Ness is now an outbreak center because I'm at it and the people in the shelterher homeless and want to sicken me it should also be noted that like the food there will make you sick and there's something wrong with it and I don't know what it was or what it is someone was quoted in an article and I can't remember the article name it doesn't matter they were quoting like Western values and it was some I don't know it was it was some it was some fancy it was some like tenured philosopher whose philosophy was like no different than Heidegger's essentially which was sad and stupid because it's he made hisphilosophical position of different than Heidegger's is and then they said something about like everything in the west is like fatty food or greasy or something you know I'm going to look it up just because it was dumb and then I'm going to post it here so I can't find the bit about the fatty food in the link like somebody mentions fat or something but this guy is basically talking about like the use value according to Heidegger which is similar in some respects to like how I found marks or I used one part of marks to talk about to talk about environmentalism so like these guys are like it's it's incredibly difficult to come up with your own philosophy that that doesn't like already covered ground that someone else did so in some sense it's unfair butthis guy is mostly talking about Heidegger with the use value of what you can do in the world which is stupid too because like what's the use value of art there isn't any it's just art in fact I would argue that most art like if you take it too seriously has a negative use value because many of it much of it is designed to be postmodern and f*** with you just to do it https://bigthink.com/mini-philosophy/the-closure-machine-how-humans-really-see-the-world/ which is funny because he's talking about closures right before an art festival sooh and my voice suddenly hurts and everyone is going by grunting and coughing to themselves wearing wired headphones so anyway I now get to find out tomorrow if I can buy athlete's foot cream remover or like spray and then use that until someone takes it away from me cuz it could be used as a weapon as opposed to making me sick in my sleep by doing something to my shoes and spreading sick are you seriously need the CDC to start like opening up shop and taking statistical samples of people that volunteer until you can find out what the what the f*** this s*** is here's another one so anyone that's like a joker that jokes I mean that doesn't make any sense anyone who's like a someone who like he's joking about being homeless because they're not doing it right like I've mentioned this before like if you're not being in poverty right and being in poverty means like being in poverty means like you're going to allow people to sicken you and then you're not going to tell anyone on anybody who's sickens you it doesn't mean like you just don't have any moneythat means you don't tell on people who will like sicken and hurt you you'll you'll find a joke about what's funny or not I mean I don't know how to explain this if they're not doing poverty right they're a joker right or they're a thief going back to this stupid this is all mythology based on stupid you have to remember that and so those sick of me to a comic book or a comic book shop and then every time I complain some idiot will go get a comic book or they'll just take the sick that's on someone's feetso there's someone has Superman socks in the shelter and then someone else is blowing like suit like Superman is like on a wall art where he's like blowing ice particles right and it's like everything that I say is ice or you're going to poison my phone so it f**** up my throat and I've mentioned this before but you can measure the phones magnetometer and show that it's emitting particles that it shouldn't and then if the guy is like ice because he keeps telling everybody all the things that you can do to poison someoneit's like he's preventing people from coming to America which is weird doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me but you have to remember these people are morons and they poison people so it was a Japanese guy by the way the other thing is is that you don't know like it could be one of these things were like all the Japanese immigrants are coming here illegally and staying illegally and then all the Mexican immigrants are all legaland oh by the way the guy in the shelter they take a picture of you so that they can tell where you are and they'll tell all their friends and this is this is the shelter staff so that they'll have you followed around the neighborhood and you don't know who they send the picture to at my particular location and so right it's to make someone weirded out or scared about art and then if they say somethingwe'll see well like stock the guy and swing water bottles and hold hands and make kissing noises at him and walk dogs around him and follow him everywhere I push the button so that the words went the wrong place they'll take a picture of you this is the people in the shelter so they can tell all your other friends and then have you followed so right so like if you if you tell everyone like I've been poisoned to this comic book art then you're suddenly against freedom everyone freaks out and they attempt to have you poisoned again and it's one of these things where it's like it's just I don't know how to describe this you poison someone you put you find art you poison them so they find the art of how you've poisoned them right they find that they freak out they're against freedom than you iterate then you then you see if you can't have them followed or if you can't have them f***** with or whateverso my voice hurts and I was blowing bubbles of bloody snot the other day I got this food from tahero Street and that means that the food may have caused me to become sick I took pictures of the last things I ate before I was blowing snot bubbles of of blood and then I'll post it later today as an image one of the things I'm doing is I just want to clean like one of the things is that if you oh and then of course there's a payoff for food so you give clean flute food to all the people who don't complain but are dying of drugsbecause those people are your customers and you take the one person who does complain it's not doing any drugs and you murder them anyway I'm going to take pictures of all the food that I took pictures of and posted online and then you can see which food in the food supply is rotten the other thing they love to do is they love to make food because then you have to eat food that may or may not be poisoned and then if they poison the food supply with package food then you can't trust the s*** coming out of the factories but then but then you have to tell everyone the food and the factories is broken and all of a sudden like no one can have any like then it becomes like you have to pick the chef that you trust or you're going to be killed which I'm not good enough at doing that and I'd rather fix all the factories so yeah but they're probably just baking the food themselves or doing something in the food repackaging it and in printing off the labels or something I'm not I'm not entirely sure oh and like Superman with the breath of ice could be like a joke based on like athlete's foot spray that you put on your feet seriously there's something wrong with people's feet were like it can make you sick I know that sounds insane but it's some sort of fungus or virus or something so I mean the easy way to fix that is just to say anytime anyone does that s*** to me I'm going to be like rubbing s*** on my feet to make it fixed so they're just they're going to end up being depressed like if youif you think you can control someone by rubbing like sick on their feet when they sleep or like getting fungus on their feet because I like I'm just going to end up putting stuff on my feet continuously to fix it I mean that's that's the weird it's just weird because like if it's a foot fungus I'm going to kill it so if anyone's like we share the same foot fungus and therefore we're friends or we can manipulate you by making your head hurt because of sick we put on your feet it's like well okay they're my feet I'm going to put other s*** on them soand and then I'm going to repeatedly call the cops because of disease so I don't I just don't see the point it's just bizarre so I'm controlling the amount of food that I have and what kinds of food and taking pictures and now I'm going to be putting things on my feet and I I have been in the past but I'll just you know it's like okay athletes foot cream remover and so like if there's a couple things like one is that if you can control someone's body enough you can make them do things which they wouldn't think they would otherwise do which is like manipulating their sense of self and it's done in such a way to hurt peopleby making it so they have less consciousness for which I wrote wrote the above like I wrote that I wrote the researchers who were involved in the hard problem of consciousness and s*** like that and then the other thing is is like okay so it's most likely manipulation so that my head hurts and then I'm more likely to be manipulable and the way to fix that is to make sure that you're not eating anything poisonous right down everything you eat and then find those things that like if I rub athletes foot cream remover on my feetthen that means that people do it you turns around me in the street and act stupid and so on so one of the things is that one of the things you do right if you're going to manipulate someone is you control their ability to have a difference between someone else right so if you make it so no one has money they can't buy things for which if they use them their biologically different than someone else and if you make it so that everything they do is deterministic based on what they have you can make it so that likedepending on what someone wears and what someone has physically you can manipulate where they are and what they do and so having a u-turn is like it's your turn to be you in this bizarre like dystopian b******* thing but you can't steal s*** because if you do that you break the rules of the game because this is some sort of game right and then in order to prove that they are unique they then need to do art for which they will be judged on how good their art is and how unique it is and this is all likecrypto Christian like isn't free will wonderful and if you don't like it will poison you and manipulate you so that you don't have free will by torture and as long as you I mean you can do this in a city right like as long as you make it so that someone doesn't have access to money and you keep sickening them you can do this in a major US city it doesn't matter because you just have to make it so that you can poison them and the cops can't find out and and figuring out how someone is being poisoned is really hardand then preventing someone from having access to money is you just tell everyone not to have anything to do with them and prevent them from getting cash and so then what you do is when the person keeps being poisoned and manipulated they keep telling everyone how it's happening and then you use how they tell everyone what's happening as a way of making the poisoning and manipulation even more effective the next time you do it right and so eventually so there's this thing from like there's this thing from the grateful Dead where they keep mentioning ripplesand just just for the sake of it the higher order logic book has a picture of a which was released in 2024 as a picture of a of a castle on a stone and it's incredibly meta right and if you look at like David Chalmers stuff and you look at metafilter it's this idea of like the newest Stone that you throw in water is meta right and meta is meta is like one it's it's essentially higher order logic but in this sense it could be weaponized I suppose and so what you do is you throw a stone in waterand then every time someone complains depending on where they are the next ripple out will be away function that's slightly less f***** up and then everyone around them right everyone that's in a wave in the pond will end up iterating the wave as it goes out because they keep complaining and then everyone around them will like wave at them right and so it's a function that cleans the pond by default from a stone that was thrown in it where the stone is a way to f*** with somebody and then everybody learns how that Stone worksand then the next generation out is like you do that until the pump the the pond is like completely still and then you throw a stone in it and you keep doing this until you like figure out how all the stones work and then if you have someone who doesn't understand any of this you can use it as a weapon later and so Meta is just a stone and then like what's a what's a completely clear pond that's flat it's a glass house so don't throw stones in a glass house because it causes ripples so all of these things are based on funds or like metaphors oh look it's a metaphor it's stupid all this s*** is incredibly stupid and all it comes down to is poisoning peoplein any case yeah so you're then supposed to trust all the people who are interested in poisoning you while they wave at you and then if someone waves at you and you become upset about it you're crazy person never mind the fact that you're shooting blood out your nose and that all of your social media is bugged and you have inflammation throughout your body and there's no way in hell you can get a job and you can call up a friend who doesn't know who's calling and you can say the word hi and they'll freak out and andput the phone down and you don't know why so clearly like I'm being gasoline and tortured and the only thing to do is to write it all down and record it and then do as much as I possibly can not to touch anything or like eat anything that's been prepared and other than that since you don't know who's torturing you or what their reason is you just record everything around you and then you wait for help and money and there's nothing else that I mean this is all done in such a way that you get someone addicted to drugs or like addicted to crimeit's supposed to talk justification so you torture someone in a way that no one can understand or figure out have them do a crime for which you can then say look we made the guy do a crime he's either crazy or whatever and then you can iterate on the torture until you can make them join a join a cult or join a a gang of some sort like setting off a gun in New York City and then having me set a paper toilet roll on fire which must mean that I'm like that must mean that that I'm you know a Nazi because it was a Jewish yeshiva that was the only thing open within a mile in December of 2019in New York city so like you just you just repeatedly torture someone and then my father will say oh you're off your meds and so you must be crazy it's like no I'm being tortured and you are you are participating in this gaslighting thing for reasons I don't understand which probably either involves money or because or because you've been tortured and corrupted somehow and it's just easier to pretend that you know it's just easier to pretend that it's my fault or you know like I don't know likeif you torture and gaslight someone and they call you out on it and they accumulate all this evidence but it's been long enough and they've been put in this like gaslighting torture situation in which they're surrounded by people who are lying to them and done in such a way where like everyone will will attempt to steal money and drugs and it's like what money and drugs are you are you owed right and it's like nothing but what it is is like every time I find something newer I have some sort of creative act people will steal the idea and then someone will come around me and then drug me in the streetand so you do this in such a way where like someone has no capability of getting out of the situation they're in and then everyone calls them crazy it's like okay well I can't go to sleep at night in a shelter without having crazy homeless people drug me with a foot fungus that has brain disorder effects because I don't want to eat food which is too greasy and is something there's something obviously wrong with it so the food in the shelter at 1050 South Van Ness will make you sick and if you don't eat don't eat it the homeless will become upset and like screw with you while you sleepand so you have to go to the CDC and say okay this is an outbreak center there's something wrong here and then this makes everyone upset around you to call you crazy but you don't have the CDC coming in here and taking samples of the food you give to the poor and then you wander around and you see all these buildings that are broken and like and like just like you walk up and down Valencia and there's a half a dozen buildings worth I don't know 500 million that are just like in ruins and then you have someone say well if I go to the homeless shelter and I eat the food there's something obviously wrong with it and I wake up with a headache and people wearing stupid socks and then if I wipe foot fungus from cream remover on my feet people around me start acting stupid and holding hands and doing u-turns in the street around me and their cars and all sorts of stupid s*** and so when I say all of this as like a reporting like I'm reporting that these things are happening right it's designed in such a way where like you're reporting something stupid like people are following you and doing u-turns in the street right at the same time it's like you can walk up and down Valencia and just see that there's a billion dollars in unclaimed property that's sitting in ruins and so and so at some level like why would that be and the answer is because of plague like no one wants to live around plague no one likes it and it's property crime done by people who are sick and so if you want to solve a billion dollar mystery or a billion dollar property crime all you have to do is get rid of the sick and you don't have to find out who's doing it cuz you don't have to care as soon as soon as there isn't any sick here anymore because you're not poisoning the homeless or the homeless aren't trading aren't trading poison then you can like sell things to people who aren't sick and you get around this gangsterism that's involved with with like it's not even drugs it's just like it's not even drugs it's just like you know biological illness and so the like the way that you solve a billion dollars or multi-billion dollars worth of property crime is you going to the homeless shelters and you start taking the food and you put it into a lab you have some guy go in take a sample of the food and put it in a lab and see what's making people illand you have cops make sure that people don't stick in each other in their sleep and then people can go around and hold hands and walk dogs and and run around doing on a unifuck on f****** unicycles and doing u-turns in the street all they like so long as I'm not poisoned because all that s*** is a distraction from the fact that the food in the shelters will make you sick and people are poisoning you in your sleep and it's a distraction because then people say stupid s*** about how they're being followed when none of that s*** is as important as being as being biologically sickened and so it becomes one of these things where it's like do you like brave New world where everything you eat is poisonous or do you like big brother in 1984 where you have to have the cops prevent you from being poisoned but then you were followed and screwed with because you like cops and you like people like looking at each other and to me it's just it's just mind boggling that people would sicken each other or f*** with the food supply I mean once that happens like what are you supposed to do like I'm not going to cough and grunt and make friends so that I know my food isn't poisoned I'm not I'm just going to go to the cops all the time I don't trust people like some people it becomes a personality test is what it issome people will make friends when their food is poisoned or they're being drugged in their sleep and try and figure out what how that's happening and for me since I don't know who is drugging or poisoning me I'm just going to go and tell everyone because now I don't make friends anymore because I don't make friends when I can't tell who's poisoning me it's just not in my personality to do that I just complained everyone and so what you're saying to me is is that if you don't like that you don't like someone's personality after you give them a personality test of geez I wonder what's going to happen when we poison this guy and deny him from having a job or moneywell I go to the cops so you might as well just like turn yourself into the cops every time you do it it's like geez I want to go to jail geez I want everyone to find out where all the sick is coming from and then blame me for it why would you do that I don't know I've only done this for the last 3 years so it's like it's not like anything's going to change I'm not going to participate in your wellness scheme or your hope and change or your whatever the f*** it is I'm just not cue the strip The frayed knot in the string joke I mean I just I just write down everything I eat I eat out of containers that are pre-made in a factory and then if I'm sick and I I reference with the factory is at some point when I can make my own food then I can make it myself and I know where it's coming from and I have a choice and I'm not going to be poisoned and I can get a job but until then I am going to s*** on everything make another pigeon statue for all I give a s*** I just I don't want to be f****** poisoned anymore Superman is a reporter and he reports things and Batman has a ton of money and he buys things isn't that cool isn't that a cool way of dealing with being being poisoned which is childish it's so neat man someone should wear a Superman or Batman outfit and then charge me or some billionaire money to do it and then call me a child because I don't want to do drugs or make friends with people who are poisoning me and then lying about it people will find out what whether or not I take an aspirin and then walk around with water bottles one of the things that they do is is they'll start because you because you don't want to be poisoned okay so you don't want to be poisoned with meth right you don't want to walk around and have someone blow meth in your face or going to a bathroom and jerk off and have someone like smoke crack around you and see what you do is you go to the cops and you don't want someone putting amphetamines in your coffee right like you don't want to be controlled by drug addicts is what it is and so what what happens is that once that happens what you'll have is you'll have people who will they'll find out what you're doing in the street right and then they'll indicate whether or not you are doing drugs in the street and then then surround you with a circle of b*******and so now it's like well you didn't like drugs before or you kept complaining when we drugged you before and so we're going to surround you with a bubble of social engineering so the only people that you're around biologically are people who are sick or don't do drugs at all so would it becomes is is sort of like bizarre and then like who who are the people who don't do drugs at all it's like the people who are like they're either religious nut jobs or they are people who are sick in some way where like they're either mentally retarded or like one of the things that will happen with like cults or groups of people who who don't who don't interact with anyone at all is they'll lose their biological like ability to absorb virus from the general population and so you'll become sick because you're around people who are sickbut sick in such a way we're like they've Cordon themself off from society sort of sick like sick where you don't have the general germs that everyone else does it's like the people who do that are often like you can get diseases from billionaires because that's one of the things that they do and so many billionaires have all these weird diseases and then you'll have people like going around and saying happy Friday because you have the diseases that Wozniak has and you know you could also do that with rockstars andand you'll get the diseases of like like rock stars and people who are famous and they'll do it because like oh if you like money then we'll give you the diseases of all the billionaires and if you like if you like complaining will give you the diseases of all the singers right and the answer is like no I just don't want to be poisoned with meth and I don't give a s*** if you do drugs so long as you don't make me sick where you're sick involves me walking down the street in the city I live in and being high all the timeand you'll have people go around you in like wave at you because it's like it's like the ripples from the grateful Dead where the ripple is higher order logic a meta a meta-induced social engineering chain and drug abuse which goes back to the ripple thing so as soon as someone finds the next way of creating the ripple thing that's the grateful Dead tree of how to f*** with somebody so it's just it's a multi and so like again like if you don't like the meta thing or you find out what the meta ripple thing is with the grateful Deadand so someone will say well you don't like that oh okay well we'll screw with you to biblical s*** and then you're in the incredibly other weird tree that goes back to like you know how do you know how does how does the writings of Thomas Aquinas and and like the mythology of St George and the dragon how could that be used to f*** with somebody and so all of this is like okay like how do you and the easiest way for me to do to fix all this is like is disease it's either disease or money you find out what the diseases are that are making you physically sick and then you say okay well I'm not going to I'm not going to do those things which are in my body which would cause those diseases and then I'm going to and then here's a douchebag coming down the street with a NASA shirt on right it's like hey everybody it's NASA he's doing the NASA thingexcept it's enph whatever that means so it's like an advertisement for their own little clique see this is like instead of instead of going to morality I'm going to science in order to fix this problem and everybody's listening and on headphones so let's surround the guy with that and then walk past him to show that you know he's not alone that he's part of this and it's just it's just stalking and abuse and so right I mean so you say like so first of all morally bankrupt right they're morally bankrupt and they're like codependent as hell but the other thing is is like you just you just take it you just write down all the things that are wrong with your bodyand you keep track of all the things you put into it and you take pictures and then you and then and then you like say this is who I am you write down all the things that you do and then say like morally if you're doing things that are bad to me you're a bad person cuz I'm doing good things oh the other thing they'll do is this this happens quite often so I'm going in to sign up for this I'm going in to sign up for this this paperwork for this I'm going to sign up for this paperwork for this place that I'm staying at which is the only place left in the cityand some of the sheets they like he has me like skip which is like s*** about he'll have me skip a page right and then grunt at me so have me skip a page of things that I'm supposed to do or not do and then and then going clear his throat or whatever like grunting at you so to do this in private right there's no other way there's just you and him it's not like you can like record him while he does this and then afterwards where I didn't respond to any of the drugging or any of the grunting or anything righthe says oh perfect you did it perfectly right that was perfect and so what happens is that you then give the guy away of committing a crime but if you just respond as if it's normal then you're perfect and if you call him out on the crime it's imperfect but you found the crime answer your surrounded by people who are using you to in a way to f*** with you and then you're called perfect when you allow someone to have to take advantage of you but because you're surrounded by people who are bastardsyou have to be called perfect all the time so they can take advantage of you in a way that that would that would be like they won't have you murdered and then a woman comes down the street like putting your tongue out of her mouth one of the things they'll do is they'll put their tongue out of their mouth to indicate like someone who's sleeping but like their tongue like comes out when when they sleep this out often happens if you've been poisoned and it happens often with the mentally retarded or someone who's been made mentally retardedso just imagine somebody with their tongue like completely out of their mouth like or their mouth half open in their mouth and their tongue just there and this is a symptom of poisoning someone's throat so when you sleep your tongue will be forced out of your mouth and so it may be an indication that when I sleep my tongue is being forced out of my mouth and that's a joke based on Superman and poisoning and the only way I would know is if I would have someone who could see me while I sleep and it's an indication that I'm not having sexor that the people who are around me when I sleep are untrustworthy or that I'll be poisoned later and so and I've seen this in the shelter with other people who are mentally retarded or there's something wrong with them and so like I woke up not hurting and then I put put my shoes on and my head started to hurt and so they may have taken someone who's mentally retarded and had them walk around in my shoes while I slept or did something to the shoes to make me ill so again going back to what I was saying and this is just walking down the street and having someone like mimic a motioner of face at methe other thing is is that the other the other thing you can do oh and someone goes past with a clean vibes volunteer shirt so that's interesting I mean again this is this is just people who are stalking you right the guy who who said perfect at me while I was writing down like while we did the paperwork together and like did all the grunting he's the guy who took a picture of me and so like the things that we skipped were are you in school or is there something physically wrong with you and another man does a u-turn in the streetthe other thing they did was so this is all like Urban alchemy s*** and by that I mean it's like f****** with somebody in the street to see what will happen if you do it to see if you can manipulate them and so you have a paramilitary gorilla Force that's operating in San Francisco because poisoning someone isn't illegal and also doing crack isn't illegal and so what they do is is that if they take anyone that's doing drugs in a way they don't like they'll stalk and f*** with them but the thing of it is is that I'm not on any drugs and if you if you likebut like I'm not on any drugs and if you stalk and f*** with me I'm not going to like it especially if you do it in such a way where I can't get a job or money and then this is supposed to be like me saying that it's okay to do drugs like crack in front of a preschool we're like fentanyl in front of a infantile in front of or fentanyl in a park where there's kids right and of course I'm not going to say that either right like torturing someone to say that it's bad to torture someone who's doing drugs does not meanthat doesn't make any sense right like torturing someone by stalking them whether they're on drugs or not is still wrong and like surrounding them with people so they're always going to be sick because the people who are around them are always going to be sick is also wrong like there's no there's no amount of like so anyway what I was going to say is is that one of the things you can do is write down all the things for which you're going like you put in your body but at some level you have to sleep and so if you're sleeping in a location where you're going to be made sick what you do is you write down what that location is rightyou also say like you should take samples of the food because there's something wrong with the food there the other thing is is that if you have someone who's like saying okay well morally I'm a good person so you shouldn't be making me sick is you isolate that person in such a way where there aren't there isn't a third party there or that third party is like someone who's a compatriot and then he was repeatedly say perfect around someone if they do the right thing for which the right thing isallowing someone to commit a crime but like in your name it's popular to do this s*** at the hospital emergency rooms because the people who are in charge of the emergency rooms are all compatriots and you're sick already so you need the medicine and you've corrupted the hospital so Sutter health Van Ness does the perfect s*** or they'll play the game where they pretend you're a child and so like you corrupt the hospital system and so if someone's reaction to this is I'm going to be a morally good person you make it so that the only way that they can get resources that won't have them killedas you make them you make them a you make them complicit in crimes against their will for which it doesn't count because of course you've made it so that if they don't participate in crime like money laundering because you make them fill out the form wrong you won't give them a place to stay and you've already organized you've already organized with your criminal friends that any other place to stay in the city will mean that they that they'll be poisoned or they'll have somebody wipe drugs on their clothing or their or their beddingand so you know you fill out the paperwork wrong so that you say that the paperwork is that they're mentally retarded or they're in school or they're a drug addict or something stupid right and so the person is the person that is is like complicit in a crime against their will while they're being surrounded by people who are who don't have their best interests at heart and so that's the that's the perfect game and then the the drug addict game is you just surround someone like if someone takes an aspirin or drinks a cup of coffeethis one is popular actually surprisingly so if someone masturbates right you drug them every time they masturbate or you follow them around every time they jerk off either with prostitutes or with people who are sick or people who are alike what are the popular you find out what they jerk off to and it doesn't matter at some level right like if they jerk off to abdl it'll be abdl p*** I've jerked off to girls who are dressed up his ponies cuz it's fun and funny and I like it and I don't give a s***and then you'll have people follow them around and then make faces like the faces they've seen in the pornography or have like a haircuts that that are like a horse where like you'll have like a punk haircut but you'll have like a group of people like a half dozen people I'll follow them around and mimic the faces that are that they've seen in the pornography because of course the phones are all bugged so if someone drinks a cup of coffee you'll have people follow them around with cups of coffee if someone takes an aspirin that has caffeine in it you'll have people follow them around with caffeine cups or like coffee cups rightand this is because the person kept complaining about vice and so you make it to the person can't have any vices at all or they'll be stocked and tortured and then what happens is that you see if you can make it so that once the person has no vices you see if you can flip the equation and make it so that they kill themselves to some vice by giving it by making it so they're stocked and tortured so they never have any vices and then you see if you can flip it so that once they start having vicesyou can make it so that everyone around them will be excited or act happy or you know etc and so you have these people who who are like 500 pounds because they you starve them and then you can see if you can't make them eat themself to death right so much of this goes back to the culture of San Francisco right there they're anti it's one of the first places that was antipsychology and anti a psychiatry and so what you do is you take all of these psychiatric what you do is you take all of these psychiatric things like pavlovian conditioning andand the ways in which psych medication can be abused so they'll often take like psych meds and they'll put it in your food if they're not mimicking like if you're not going to mimic the effects of like psych medication you can you can just like put the medication in someone's food when they're not looking which is one of the reasons I don't want to have non canned food right but you can see if you can like mimic the effects of somebody who has a psychiatric illness to like see if you can't induce it in someone else rightcan we can we use can we can we induce this psychiatric illness in someone by making it so they have all the same symptoms there's also weird s*** where you see if you can't get someone involved in cults like there was this weird thing that came up on hacker News where someone said something about the like the natural numbers coming from God and that's because like some numbers come from God and some numbers come from people because only people can move their body in a certain way and therefore those numbers come from people it is some bizarre argumentand then you'll have people see us like you can't like screw with your body in such a way where like everyone around you will have a certain body posture right and then see if that changes how you use your own body again all of which is stupid but it comes from an antipsychiatry standpoint in San Francisco now I personally am incredibly antipsychiatry I I don't want to be forced to be put inside my will I think that being forced to be in a psychiatric institution against your will is one of the worst evils you possibly can doso like the institutionalization like I'm not going to advocate for some for somebody else the things for which I wouldn't do myself right because at some level that says that you're better than other people and it at what level do you say that like how can you say that like am I smarter am I more moral am I more right and then you're going back to human rights however you can't stalk people you can't drug them you can't form a collection of people that's going to form a bubble around someone in order to induce them not to trust anyone or to f*** with their life and if you do that if you do that you're essentially saying that you're a danger to society because you were and you were a gang member because you were you were using a gang of people to hurt someone and if you don't like being called a gang member and you don't like being compared to such then that's too bad because that's what you're doing now if you're not getting caught and if the police can't find you or catch you doing this that just means you're good at being a gang member it doesn't mean that you found religion it doesn't mean that you're right or anything else it just means thatit doesn't you know it doesn't mean you found God it doesn't mean that you've discovered philosophical position worthwhile it just means that you're good at forming a collection of people that hurts other people for either money or drugs or some sort of like social status and you do that in such a way that it breaks society and the way that you find out how this is happening is you look at society and you see how broken it is and there's always going to be like collections of people that form conspiracies because the conspiracy is just a group of people that all agree to act in some way so they get more than someone else that's always going to be trueany conspiracy often involves hiding hiding what you're doing because in order to get some get more than somebody else you have to have secrets that's also always going to be true on the other hand if you have billions and billions of dollars of property that's abandoned within the most expensive city in the country in terms of property value then that means that what you're doing is wrong because it doesn't work because there's a group of people out there who don't want to be screwed with and want to be able to get a joband then it went at one point retire and have enough money in the bank where they can like do things that are intellectual pursuits or hobbies or have a life that doesn't involve having to do with the conspiracy that doesn't involve having to do with screwing around with people who who are like involved with drugs or gangs or want to like have some sort of ideology that's that's involves anti-society in some sense and so now I'm in this incredibly strange position where I am irreligious and I like personal freedomand yet I see and and yet I see like an anarchosocialists or anarcho something or others going around and seeing if they can break as much s*** as possible by not following any sort of rules of common morality at all that would just simply be like you shouldn't hurt people just to do it and saying well if you do that at a broad level you're going to break so much s*** it's not worth living in the city and then everyone is unhappy and then it somehow makes it so that I'm a conservative person or that I advocate for environmentalism or big governmentwhich feels for me to be incredibly bizarre they just I end up advocating for things that are against my own personality just for my own experience so like for me I believe in drug use and and being able to do those things for which it would make you happy so long as you don't hurt other people and again I'm in a position where like I don't know how many people would just be like taking what I say and doing it without any sort of understanding of of like execution and the way you do things matters as well like if you do something because someone else says it but you you don't have any conception of how to how to do something in a way that works and you either you eat so you either do something in bad faith or you do it in such a way where you don't know what you're doing operationally and you can take anything that anyone says in and just make it fail but given that like as a caveat if someone wants to do drugs and they do it in such a way where they don't hurt someone they don't do drugs so they're going to do drugs that kills them they don't do drugs in such a way where it makes it so that no one can get a job like I'm in favor of raveslike burning man isn't is annoying because it's all these people who go do it Go due to this rave the costs money and the city is broken and it's it seems to be it seems to be like thumbing your nose at this idea that you owe society something at all which is just obnoxious but again it's their freedom to do so I mean I'm in favor of raves where people go do a rave in outside of the city limits a couple times a year during the summer p and there's all these wonderful like places to go do that there's beaches there's forestsand I'm anti drugs in the sense where if someone is is someone is in the tenderloin and they don't have any money and then like every day they're out on the street and they're they're like smoking off of tin foil it kills you and it's also f**** up the city but somehow this makes it so that I must be like anti poor people because what is easy to do if you're poor and what is hard to do if you're poor right it's hard to go to a rave if you're a poor person but I also see people who are poor who are just drug addicts that just do this all the time like there's nothing wrong with going to a bar and drinking likep a couple times a month compared to like getting completely plastered all of the time but then all of a sudden what happens is that you see see where this is going right you see society so broken that you yourself personally can't do a goddamn thing you can't do anything because people are so messed up that you then start advocating for things which are conservative positions that have helped you in your life from being as screwed up as everyone else which is like I've gone to a rave and I've dropped acidand I've dropped acid in my life in 40 years three times and I've gone to Bolivia and I've done cocaine twice and I didn't find it exciting and I've never wanted to do any of the drugs for like smoke off of tin foil or put a needle in my arm because those are drugs that kill you right so like you're in this position where you see people who are addicted to things and you don't understand and and you and and then you become anti-drug and anti drugs that kill people and then you're surrounded by all the people who are who are upset about this who want to stock and f*** with youand it's like well I wouldn't care personally what anyone else did so long as everyone in the city wasn't sick and all of the property wasn't broken because then I could get a job and it and and the freedom to be an idiot and the freedom to do those things for which I want to do wouldn't be impinged upon and so you make it so that this that like I'm in a position where I have to to be and so I'm getting the screwed with repeatedly for like being a relatively conservative person and when I say relatively I mean like as in a relation relative to here and then and then having to like advocate for everyone to like not be an idiot which is a complete waste of time because everything that I would say would be things that that are are both reasonable and rational don't do drugs that would kill you if you're going to do drugs you should probably have money friends and a job firstbecause otherwise you're just doing drugs to cover up the uncover up unhappiness like none of this s*** is is all that hard to figure out and so I end up saying all of these things for which people are unwilling to do just because they don't have the capacity and then they'll screw with you to see like well well you can be addicted to things too you can be addicted to food like if we starve you and then only give you sugar can we give you a diabetic condition so that you're going to eat yourself to death see now you're an addictcan we give you coffee and then give you like aspirin repeatedly until you end up having a heart condition I like giving you weird rewards or something like socially while we socially isolate you like none of this is like you don't prove anything so I just I don't know it's hard to know how to fix any of it when everything around me is so broken and I feel like I'm the only person who gives a s*** because everyone around me is screwing with me like I don't it's incredibly hard to be in to be likelike why why doesn't everyone just not do the things that would make everyone unhappy because why would you why would you want to be on like why would you want to be upset in this case I agree with Wozniak where it's like if your position is like and it doesn't mean be a thought police person but it's like why why would you like there's going to be unhappy people there's going to be happy people but why would you create a system an organizational system of people that will go around screwing with each other to make each other miserablefor what purpose it doesn't make it it just like why this is bizarre right just doesn't like if if you're in my position I would want other people to be in my position and do the things that I'm doing you don't have to be the same but you can say like oh I see all these things that are broken here here are alternative ways of fixing this maybe someone could use this as an idea like you have an apartment and you have a rooftop that's empty and you like drugs suppose that you like marijuana or do you like beerwere you like mushrooms right cuz there's a drug called true in San Francisco or maybe you like music maybe you like art right you have all of these rooftops where you're like well why don't you set up a garden on your roof I mean it's an idea right and there's only so much that I can do in terms of like like I don't want to find this I don't want to find the game like I don't want to play the game until I find out what the answer is that there's the secret of like if I only do this and this and this then people will stop screwing with me cuz I just I don't I don't want to it means that I'm being manipulated and I find the way I end up finding the way to that the manipulation will stop but then that still says oh wellif I only do this and this and this then I'll stop being manipulated well that's caving into the manipulation in the first place like all the ideas I have are suggestions it's like here's all these things for what you could do that would make life more like make it so people were less unhappy you don't have to do them but I'm not going to follow you around with drugs or like we're like break into your home and stand over your bed and say have you made a rooftop garden yet why not right and yet I will be stuck to cross the citywhen I go looking for food that's in a can so that I can trust that the food I eat isn't going to make me sick I just for what purpose what do you hope to gain I write all this s*** on the internet anyway you could just read that so one of the ways that I'm being screwed with is this idea of time which is annoying so it's the 50th anniversary of the love the summer of love the 60th anniversary of the grateful Dead the 70th anniversary of Disney world the 90th anniversary of the stupid clock that looks like a cat I don't remember what the 80th anniversary is but it's like hours minutes days but ours are out anyway someone someone that was sick was like an old man that was sick or or something he was bald and then was acting childish or something so you could tell that he waswas saying something along the lines of you must be as dumb as a watch and so it's like if you're a watcher you watch other people or they watch you then you'll be screwed with to this idea of time and then there's this thing like in 100 years we're all dead and then 100 years could be like it's all about the benjamins and Benjamin Franklin and this idea of the only care about money and so this is another like concordance illness tree of how you f*** with somebody I took a picture of the anniversary clock of the stupid kit Kat whatever the f*** it is fel or the Felix the cat watch and so it's these people who are like Americans the 90th anniversary of it still made in America America first etc so again like if you're screwed with to such a way we're like every immigrant is going to screw with you or like people who are different than you were going to screw with you so that you are then poisoned and scared of people who poison you then of course you must be America first and only care about like white people or something I don't know. so this is more information. "haircuts" on a certain sense means drugging someone so that theyre sick or dont have the same illness you do which is a joke on jesus pr something until people pay for haircuts from a barber (which is a service industry thing - and rhe reason i cant buy a pair of scissors and cut my own hair is what?). also of rhe only thing you want from a location is food that wont make you sick then theyll sit around you and eat while smacking their lips repeatedly and making grunting sounds. because they cant tell that you dont like them and are here because youre being forced to because theyre sick and codependent. religious or personal sickness mixed with dependency. "youre the boss" and whatever you do will be ised to screw with you. they played the game where multiple homeless pretended they didnt want to sit around me over the last couple days and now that theyre sitting around me theyre being codpenednet depending on whether i eat food or not. but no one here needs psychiatry and if you mention that this may be a problem youll be followed around on the street and stalked in public. its sad how sick they are. and rhen the grunting and lip smacking while a codependent and sick hispanic sits nect to me making lip smacking sounds and playing with his feet and playing laughing noises on his phone. this is at the valencia salvation army center. again i dont know if saying or writing this down will result in me being poisoned again later today. a couple other things to note a couple other things to note I get $70 tomorrow for which I have to most likely by vitamins or foot fungus remover the general assistance office is designed to f*** with you so to give you an example I went to there's a there's a in on halfway between Chinatown and UN plaza there's a section of town that has a park and then across the street is a is a hotel and there is a classroom under a bridge between like a footpath between the the park in the hotel for which they held classes about how to get a job where they screwed with people and told them to wear a mask and then the classes were canceled halfway through most likely because it's funny based on like resume building skills but the resume building but the resume building skills are b******* and oh by the way it's funny because you're like a troll under a bridge so the other thing is is so I get these $70 worth of money tomorrow so what do I buy right so so first of all I had the guy who was talking to me laugh at me and then after my voice hurt or my throat hurt what they'll do is they'll they'll intentionally misunderstand or miscommunicate with you to make you talk more it's a common tactic with the psychoticand to the guy I called up intentionally misremembered or misunderstood what I was saying and then he started in on I'm not listening and I was followed to the bookstore or I was excuse me I was followed to the library with someone who had their had their ear removed and sat down next to me so this is a combination of like stalking and screwing with someone while you're making them sick and I have to call this guy up in a week and explain why I didn't come in to be yelled at by a general assistance manager who may or may not be making me sick to their children so that's happened before where like a general assistance manager has made me sick to their child like we're all sleep and then they'll find out where I'm sleeping it like what bed cuz they know and then they'll have their their kid like get sick to me like repeatedly because their kid has some sort of illness and if they give it to the homeless then the people attempting to find out what's wrong with their kid are going to follow the homeless around so more or less anyone that's been involved in the general assistance office in The last 5 years is either crooked or they have six children and so one of the things you can do is like first of all just look at the turnover so if there's large amounts of turnover in an organization then you know that there's something wrong right people are abusing that organizationbut the other thing is is that there's people who've been there for a while who see the turnover and haven't like they may they may be trying to fix it but like if they're there for a while and they've seen this corruption and haven't done anything the question is like why and so the general assistance office is like one of the most corrupt organizations in the city because they're like specifically involved in the sickness and they control that they they put people in either five keys sanctuary or MSC South and therefore they have a way of coordinating sick within the cityand then like the other organizations that exist that provide housing there's 1050 South Van Ness if you're a man and then there's a bunch for like women or trans people but like if you're a guy you are going to be screwed because the gangs control like where you can sleep unless you sleep on the street and which case like you get to have people decide whether or not to drug you to death or you can join a gang right so that's one of them what that's one thing so like the question is is like what what do I spend my money on tomorrowI could not spend the money and then all the people who hate the general assistance office because it's corruptor because they poison people will be happy I could spend the money in which case it's like if I but if I'm followed around by people with beards because I I don't have the ability to cut my beard right because I don't have money and I do cut my beard then that means I must be psychotic right because all of a sudden I care about personal appearance but I'm stocked based on that the other thing is is if I buy vitaminsI'll still be spending money from the general assistance office which will prove that I'm corrupt at no point did someone say oh he's participating in a corruption scheme through the general assistance office and he's being f***** over we should help him and give him a job so that he doesn't have to do that what what has happened instead is oh this gang of people that likes to sick in and hurt others is decided that this guy is is one of theirs and then the only way that he can stop being part of that is not to use money but oh by the way within the last month he's almost died several timesand that's happened I don't know how many times within like over the course of a year like within any given week I might have an attempt on my life multiple times or I might nearly die multiple times like or come up with some bizarre illness that no one knows how to fix so like I don't know if they are like so for example I'll just give you an example right 1050 South Van Ness has greasy food where they serve chicken where it's greasy or they serve food which greasy and I don't know why they could be covering the food in engine oil or grease that's like degreasing lube from a caror they could be covering the food in fish oil right if they're covering the food and something that's going to make you sick and you're going to die then maybe if everybody knows that and doesn't say anything no one will want anything to do with you because they assume that you're going to die in your being poisoned to death but when you eat the food and you know there's something wrong with it there's absolutely no reason to continue to do so and and like I was just at the I was just at the location for salvation army and I'm eating food in a Mexican guy sits next to me and then he starts he starts doing the s*** where he plays with this feeding grunting at me and lip smacking and all of this s*** so it's done in such a way where like someone will want to be poisoned just so they stop being harassed and then you get these people as some sort of like test of willpower of whether or not you can be poisoned or not or you don't you know so is the EBT office a test of willpower based on whether or not I'm willing to like not get free money or free food and the answer is that I don't know I have no idea and it's because the people here are psychotic once you have people who are psychotic who want to kill each other based on I made a b******* and made up rules like once you've gotten over the point where you're like yeah torturing people is okay then anything you have to say or any kind of rules that you make up are wrong by default and so these people are psychotic in the sense that like if I choose the wrong thing I will be murdered and tortured not in that order but you know what I'm saying and so like what I do with my time is the most moral thing that I can think of because I can't do anything for my own good which is to warn everyone else away from here because they murder and torture people and they do so until you find out like you're supposed to find out the secret for which it would prevent murder and torture and then once you find that out there's this big there's this big reveal and everyone says that you're wonderful or if you've been murdered and tortured so much that all you do is complain and tell everyone how you're being screwed with then everyone else who finds the secret runs away and they make the murder and torture more like more complicated right and you teach them how to get away with it in a way wherewhere where you can't tell what's happening anymore and you're but you're still surrounded and b******* and what happens is that you just say okay well all of these people that ran away that found the secret of how they were being screwed over and didn't say anything all of those people are going to carry a grudge for the rest of their lives and then attempt to have the people who did this to them murdered and those people are the elderly the people who live in San Francisco people with childrenand so if there's any like belief that you're going to get away like like let's suppose for the moment that humanity manages to thread the needle past this ecological hurdle right and survive the next 10 years you're going to have every single one of the people that you tortured attempt to murder you and that's provided that you can like get enough of those people who hate you that you f***** with for 10 years to want to care about humanity as a whole after you gave them all these diseases in psychological traumas and hang ups about I can't trust anyoneand as I'm writing this everyone's going around holding hands and acting stupid again as if to say don't say anything don't do anything he's in a circle of b******* etc etc etc and so there's no like there's no at some level like what do you you can't like it's so frustrating because it's some level it's like you have to fix this horrible problem and everyone around you all they want to do is kill each other but just in a complicated backstabby way that's going to get them killed in the first place and so you're in a burning building with the worst people in the world and everyone around you wants to lick the walls that's that's what San Francisco is you're in a burning house everyone around you is evil and stupid and attempting to lick the walls and you keep asking where the door is or if anyone has a bucket of water like they're just and of course you don't know and you can't figure this out on your own because they're the reason the house is on fire here's the next one which again this is one of these things where it's like it's a test right it's a psychological test to see if you're crazy if you're crazy then that means that you're going to have the people involved with screwing with you drugged and then you're going to be made ill but it's done in such a way where you can't talk about what's what's happening so that you can't talk about how other people's freedom and pinges on your own or whatever right and every time I'm going to go oh well that's stupid and then I'm going to talk about it because I hate it so f****** muchif I'm going to be poisoned and screwed with then I'm going to write down how I'm being poisoned and screwed with repeatedly I don't like the social engineering and I don't like being poisoned and you don't get to pick which one it is so they serve and and again like you keep poisoning someone the way this works is that you poison someone repeatedly and then you give them social engineering where if they talk about the social engineering you'll poison them right if they let the joke go about the social engineering you'll stop poisoning them but at some point you've poisoned them so much that there's less and less at stake every time it happens and all I'm going to do the the whole time I'm all I'm going to do the whole time is complain and then I'm going to say okay who who manages who managed to make a money on stealing like who managed to steal money to making a bet to see if I would complain or not and then you get to say oh this is where Peter is and then you get to find out who's making the BET and what what the bed is about and all of that s***and after a while since we're doing the whole meta thing you get to find out how does that work how does it work where you make a bet who's doing it how how did it happen the last time and then you iterate back 5 years and find out everyone that's doing the stupid s***and so the next one is everyone that doesn't like religion will end up eating the cheese will end up eating the goldfish crackers and everyone that doesn't like people who complain where religion is a secret about how you f*** with somebody ends up eating Cheez-Its because everyone that has every you know so it's fish versus someone you've given sick to so that their feet are filled with cheese as a joke and it's everyone that's ever managed to make a company apparently is done so out of some sort of psychological illnesswhere they'll make fun of the way that they were screwed over and you know like okay cool people who have money are psychologically ill or have problems or whatever I want to stop being poisoned and followed around and f***** with I just I'm tired of it so like I eat I eat food in the I eat food in the salvation army and then they come up with a Cheez-It commercial on television with a woman in a lab coat and if you want to alter the the commercials on television it's as easy as pushing a button and then you get to see say see that guy thinks the television is talking to him he must be crazyif you want to have an overlay of ABC News how hard would it be to like just film that s*** come up with a couple actors and then change all the dialogues and have it overlaid where the real news is I mean if you're an a****** and we're willing to piss away $10,000 just to do it you could probably do that relatively easily so I'm just f****** sick of it man like I don't care about television because I'm going to watch television in order to like not pay attention to people because I just don't give a s*** about celebrities or whatever I don't want to be f***** with to the plot of a movie I don't want to have people screw with me I just want to be left the f*** alone and that doesn't mean have no one talk to me while I stand on the street corner for 3 hours during the middle of a shopping day so if you like I'm just the b******* the psychological f****** with like there's no amount of bedding or screwing with me in which this is okay and I'm not going to like repeatedly like complain about it and then tell everyone having an AI f*** with the video games I'm playing based on what I'm doing on my phone or what's happening around meyes I can tell I'm being poisoned no I can't prove it I'm just so f****** sick of it I don't want to have people go down the street looking at me and licking their lips every time I manage to find 2,000 calories without stealing something or committing a crime and then have myself poisoned when I go around to block like if you're going to do that s*** repeatedly all I'm going to say is is that if if society manages to get over the horrifying ecological impinging disaster that's going to happen everyone that's been f***** with it's fled the city is just going to sendit's just going to send weapons into the city and and it's like what weapons so I don't know f****** with the food supply is one of them or like this burner guns those are 100 bucks a piece if you had $10,000 and just wanted to f*** with people you could just give everyone a BB gun in the city that would make people lose eyes and then and then like is lethal at a close range which is made of plastic and can go through metal detectors and you just you just buy 5,000 of them and give them to everyone in the citywhich is f****** awful and I wouldn't do that but someone that you f***** with is going to make a s*** ton of money and then say f*** those guys and then they're going to do that because you've essentially demonstrated that you have no moral value or or moral standing at all and you want to kill people and people who don't like that are going to say these people are evil and they should be wiped from the face of the Earth because when you set up a like a situation where it's us or them me or you the guy's going to pick himself every time that's just the way it worksand if someone is good at hiding that fact then all it's going to happen is going to be like later on they're going to say well I have $50,000 to blow why don't I just buy everyone a gun and have it shipped across the ship to cuz it's legal like having this s*** is legal like all right now you have a BB gun that can kill somebody you can walk up to someone on a street corner and murder them and then walk away in the dark and now no one in San Francisco can go anywhere in the dark at all for any reason aloneand so you teach your kids to be scared of everyone in all and everything all the time because you're you're dumb as f*** meanwhile here's another thing that I should just mention so there's two sides of the brain right there's the left and the right okay and I have headaches in the left side of my head now it it appears to be known that you can like white out or like completely lose the ability to have like a functioning self based on this crazy b******* we're like you weaponize right rather than weaponizing ecology you weaponize artificial intelligence but like doing it in such a way where like people are addicted to drugsbut you do it you do it so that if they're not on drugs they're like their mind is going to they're going to s*** their neurobiology right and so half my head hurts on the left side and you have people who go around organizing the sick so that they can be functional because otherwise they're going to be like they're like people will go and they'll screw with their neurobiology like if I take all of these pills my neurobiology will be unique enough that someone can't like mesmerize me to do something I wouldn't do otherwise because my brain is f***** upand part of the the part of the thing is is that going along with the like ripple theory is that if you have one person that's incredibly if you have a group of one person or a group of people that's incredibly susceptible to like hypnotes being hypnotized then the people around them that are slightly susceptible to being hypnotized will like have their actions slightly altered in a ripple effect that becomes less as it goes outside the area of the the problem and so I'm probably at one of the outer edges of the problem because I can see the problem but but I'm not so f***** up that I can't write about it in a way that's like coherent and the problem is is if you don't see the problem are you don't understand where it's coming from then you don't understand why people are acting crazy based on like either him being hypnotized for thinking that correlatives or correlation that doesn't exist will reward them in a stupid way and so what I write about much of it doesn't appear to make sense but it's based on people whose neurobiology is so f***** up that like you know if they believe crazy s*** they'll be rewarded they'll be rewarded with drugs or with sick or with or with whatever like if somebody believes crazy b******* and then like if they're neurobiology is so screwed up that every time they believe in it somebody will walk by them and breathe drugs on them so that they don't hurt anymore you can make them believe crazy s***and so much of this like like much of this like like if you read s*** from like fantasy novels from the '70s that like talks about niche well niche was involved with Hitler Hitler was a Hitler was a dictator everyone in the 70s was was anti-society the 1950s was so was like was like two repressive and then during the 70s everyone like was like okay well if we take niche and then we mix it with jewishness and then the idea of numerology then we can do things likewe can do things like see where the position like take a take a page in the book of that someone is reading right and then say three or four something or other having to do with like it it was three or four times that the woman fell down and was poisoned so that she could never walk again and then during the '70s they'd find where this person who was reading was and then they'd they'd see that they'd read this part right and if they didn't and it and then they'd screw it they guy and if the guy didn't like it right he must be a b**** and then they would poison himand so you can do the same stupid s*** with a bug cell phone until you force someone to not be able to read unless they buy books and then you can you can alter what books they have available to them based on what they can get from the libraries or what they can get from a store and then you can only only people with houses can get books off the internet and then right and so it's just a way of f****** with someone and then once you have the internet there's like well we're going to only tell him on a bugged internet connection about certain booksand so much of what I'm saying doesn't appear to make sense it's just a way to f*** with somebody but the f****** with somebody goes deep enough that it's based on neurobiology as well all of which is like a way of containing plague the only problem it with this s*** is that it comes with the caveat that it kills people as opposed to doing the right scientific thing right like if you go back to the Bible right it's Kane versus able Kane slew Abel and so if you have someone with plague what you're going to do is you're going to circle them with b******* and then put all the people with playing together until they all meltwere the easiest solution of this is take statistical samples from the population see who's sick and then make anybody's based on just throwing it in an AI because neurochemistry is more or less like the easiest components works problem possible given that you have an artificial intelligence that can just go through every possible combination of chemistry which isn't to say you should make people so biologically indis like you shouldn't make people so chemically and biologically similar that they have absolutely no individual individuality at all based on like a mechanistic view of consciousness but if people are sick so that they like are losing their free will you should be able to test for this and develop vaccines rightso none of this is like complicated it's just it's like the grateful Dead tree and the tree from the Bible has decided it's much easier than doing the right thing is much easier to do the wrong thing than to do the right thing which is stupid and bizarre saying is you would think that ideologies based on we believe in an all loving God that should do the right thing are doing the wrong thing because they believe in wait what do they believe in again you see how this is a problem and then you get everyone that's you know anti you get everyone that's anti-authoritarianism to say oh look we're anti-authoritarianism we can kill anyone we don't like by doing stupid s*** in a mob which works until you're unfashionable and you reach 40 years old and the music you like is boring and the books you like aren't popular anymore and then the mobs going to have you killed so you know I don't again like I don't I don't understand I mean I'm of the opinion that like you should be able to do drugs you should be able to have sex you should be able to do all sorts of fun crazy s*** like shoot rockets into space so long as you don't poison people and oh by the way wouldn't it be nice if all of humanity didn't die within the next 10 years and you can have your freedom and not have the letter case happen but doing so requires that you stop hurting each other at least to the extent of like hey this guy just wants to get a job and thencontribute as much as he possibly can to making the world a better place possibly and whatever program is involved in saving the world from itself so I just don't mind if no one is in charge if everything isn't on fire and then once everything is on fire I want someone to be in charge and I'd prefer it not to be me because I just don't want to be blamed for things going wrong that aren't my fault and so like I don't want to be murdered by a mob I don't care what the mobs police system is I don't want to have to violate a belief system that's arbitrary in order not to be murdered by a mob I don't I don't want to have to believe in one mob so another mob doesn't murder me all of this seems like wouldn't that make sense and every time I find this and people don't understand it and I have no one to tell then all I do is talk into my phone and put it on a website in case someone might read this and go yeah that makes sense maybe someone should figure this out so that we don't have to go through the embarrassment of talking to him and telling him we were wrong we could just knock it offand then I don't have to deal with it anymore and then no one has to feel bad for being wrong and an idiot maybe that would work I don't know like it would that be some sort of possibility that there's something that it could that it would work in some conceivable universe of people being somewhat rational because if people are going to be so irrational where they're like we're just going to kill people because it's fun then I then there's nothing I can do at all another way they try and make you sick this one is weird and interesting they'll sicken you to someone who has a foot disease and then everyone that has that foot disease will all smoke cigarettes that day and then they'll sicken you to someone else who has a foot disease and then everyone else that has that sticker that foot disease will all smoke cigarettes that day and what they attempt to do is make it so that they correlate one thing with the other in such a way where it appears that all you're doing all day long and smoking cigarettes or that you have cancer because you can sir which is stupid it's this thing for which you can be the thing for which you're a sir and then they'll sicken you and then they make it so that you get scared of cigarettes and then they have people walk by holding hands because you're acting irrational again and again this is one of these things where it's like we're going to manipulate you and f*** with your mind while making you sick and then blame you for the fact that we're manipulating you and making you sick alternatively like alternating between social manipulation and manipulating you biochemicallyand so whatever you do it's wrong right if you don't want to be followed around with people smoking cigarettes and doing drugs repeatedly throughout the day right because cigarettes are legal right but if you're going to be stocked with people smoking cigarettes continuously and then you're going to be sick and so someone walks around in your shoes to make you ill because of some sort of foot fungus or something and they're just going to get somebody who has a foot fungus or foot disease that's correlated with cigarettes and then follow you around with cigarettes until you get cancer then this is like this is legal too you could put it in the food until they don't see how the food is being made until the only until the only job they can get is working in a kitchen because they don't trust anyone to serve them food and so it becomes something of an antitrust exercise where you just you don't believe in anyone around you for any reason and like I'm at the section of Valencia and market and every gay pride parade they put flags up and down this block and this is where they're waving a gay pride parade flag above an abandoned buildingand it's like I must be anti-gay or I must be anti-burning man or I must be anti this it's like no I like people having fun except when I'm being poisoned in stocked and there's no way to get a job because everyone around me is attempting to have me killed when I had money and I still didn't know what I was going to do with my life and I was young I went to burning Man and I was quite content and that's okay if people are like that now I don't mind but on the other hand like there's nothing in the entire city of San Francisco that's open it's just people wandering around based on someone yelling at me and from a car is it the intersection of Franklin and fell by the way he said something yelling at me in a car and then someone walking by and saying similar voice and the fact that my page reloaded on accident yesterday when I was on the way to the hospital some douchebag with a similar voice than me is like reading what I write and then stating it on like I'm assuming some sort of like radio program for which they get money which is like let's let's find out if we can give this guy money based on something he says that makes sense and then have someone just read what I write on a radio program and take over my identity based on people who are good at being c**** and again it's one of these things were like if you're an a******so it doesn't like if you're if you just have San Francisco run by a collection of assholes it doesn't matter how good anything is or if you build anything because you'll just have all the assholes take it over and tear it down and f*** anyone who comes here to like do the thing that's right I mean you could just stalk any guy who goes on the subway to come into work every morning and cast him with drugs at some level if you're just going to be a bunch of pieces of s*** then you're just going to live in s***and anyone that comes here is going to spend the entire time saying Christ I'm surrounded by assholes that are f****** with each other living and s***so if I type this versus whether I speak it aloud then some douchebag is going to go around with a similar voice than me and say stupid s*** based on people walking past me and having a conversation in a schizoaffective way that totally didn't involve me while I'm yelled at by someone driving by in a car and so the only way you figure out how you were being f***** with is by people likehaving stupid schizoaffective conversations that don't include you they totally don't include you they're just going to walk by and say stupid s*** about how you're being gasoline and f***** with it's not like anyone could fix the problem or like make it go away they're just going to wear t-shirts that spell out your being f***** with and follow you around or walk by you having conversations where it totally doesn't involve you at all it's just like yeah we know a guy that sounds just like him and he's totally screwing this other guy overas I speak into my phone it's just it's serialized violence and stupidity by people that at one point are going to want something and everyone they f***** over has told them no repeatedly to the point where like if if anyone set up shop here they almost immediately be f***** over by everyone that was screwed over before and it's so people it's it's all it's done is is it's f****** people over by people who just want to not they just they just want to like it's it's f****** people over with people who are suicidaland it's done in such a way where it's like we're going to take drug addicts and put them against anyone that comes here who wants to make a living or make something of them self and then when we find a guy who doesn't do drugs and complains the whole time everyone we f***** over is going to want to have us killed like immediately right away because he's always done is document all the ways you can f*** someone over and so everyone has to be good at once so we're screwed so we're all going to be evil bastards and f*** each other over and try and kill each other and then everyone be good at once so that no one murders usfor our kids or our neighbors and it's like I don't want to be around stupid I don't want to be around people that are that psychotic who would I don't want to have to forget like oh this guy poisoned me this one time when I went to the hospital and lied about it like oh there's the guy who has a who there's the guy who's Irish who has a nose ring who has red hair who's stuck who's stuck a f****** covid test of one of my nostrils and now I have I have headaches all the time and I don't know what the f*** he's stuck up my noseand he's still working at Sutter health finesse in the last time I was there begging for food which ended up being covered in fentanyl he was still working there he wasn't in prison I don't want to forget that s*** I don't want to meet him on the street and say hey buddy how's it going how are you today what's your day been like I don't want to f****** do that s*** I want him I want to see him dead on the sidewalk I want to see him with a bullet through his head like the f*** is wrong with people and he's working in a hospital and so that means that this psychotic s******* is there and anytime your kid comes in with a broken leg you get to wonder if psychotic s******* is going to be the guy who saves your kid or like accidentally f**** up to your kid his dad and then it's like well you know sometimes people with broken legs just get sepsis and die but maybe he just didn't like your kid because I don't know he's psychotic but if I say anything then it's my word against his right and some guy who's on the streets word against the guy that's working in a hospital and it's like this with everyone that's f***** their way into a position from it the police officers to the city council to the to the guy who works as a nurse every time you get a psychotic s******* in a position of power then it's like how long is it going to take you to figure out you have psychotic s******** in positions of power and that's a bad thing cuz they can f*** you over just becauseand if you're not going to figure that s*** out what's going to end up happening is they're going to end up killing your kids or they're going to end up like screwing you over until all the people who escaped are going to go you know what all of these people are too stupid to exist and rather than like fix fix any of the problems and rather than like fix any of the problems they just take anyone that manages to come to their city and try and kill them so what we're going to do is flood the city supply chain with broken food to f*** them all up and see if we can kill all of them at onceand that's what's happening and that's the reason and so what I end up doing is I end up complaining about things that affect me that help all the people who are f****** me over and I don't want to and what I'm going to do is I'm going to do both I'm going to say the supply chain is broken and that's a bad thing and then anytime anyone f**** me over for any reason at all that isn't psychotic or like that doesn't make any sense I'm going to go remember that one time where this guy poisoned me yeah he should be deadbecause I don't want to be the person who's the reason that everyone in the city is being poisoned I don't want to have to keep secrets where someone's going to go oh well he cut the secret that allowed him to escape the bike like killing someone or murdering a bunch of kids or keeping quiet about this one thing no this guy shoved to pixie stick up my nose claiming it was a covid test that gave me a headache that hasn't gone away and he did it maliciously and with knowledge and so now I'm going to tell I'm going to take all the pills that require memory I'm not going to do I'm not going to do drugs or do things that affect my memory and then I'm going to tell everyone because I don't want to have to go to a hospital and be f***** over by the nurses and no I'm not going to play the Christian for you know forgiveness game because if someone f**** you over in a f****** hospital like what do I do what do I do if I get sick again right well you want to go to a hospital and have the guy who like made you ill on on purpose diagnosed an illness that like you want fixed from someone else f*** that a sick idiot is wandering around with one ear plug in from his ear with half a diet Coke swinging swinging the bottle he's bald on the top of his head and he has some sort of gut disorder like like a fat stomach with like some sort of like maybe a pancreatic or liver cancer or something so what you do is you sicken me to him by like sickening me in my sleep to him and then you have someone go around doing the lip thing where they like put their tongue outside of their lips if this is at the this is at the Larkin andit's the farmers market so you seeking me to some idiot and then he happens to be white but he has like a bald head and Fringe of hair around his head and but he's fat he's an idiot he has a brain disease and then anyone that like would not would be scared of someone based on their their race or their ethnicity or their religion or their whatever you have them sick into idiots who happened to be white and then those idiots get money so again like if you wear a stupid hat and then you like every time the person sees a stupid hat you go around and you you poison them or you beat them they're going to think that there's a so I was thinking tonight to someone who's a moron the only place to sit in the library by yourself that's away from a computer and all the computers are taken is this particular spot then they tag the cell phone and the cell phone location and have him walk past the window for which I can see out into the Farmers market and then see if I'll say anything about how we're all connected or there's you know how other people matter or whatever so it's just gaslighting and torture and sick by people who are sick and evil so if I masturbated or I did drugs or I smoked or anything else I wouldn't be shown this person for whom he's the idiot that I'm being sick into by a coordinated mass of gang members who are who are evil there's no excuse for it it's designed to screw with someone mentally and it based on based on like a decision of whether or not the person is worthy for which you take all the values that you the person has when they're being tortured and you Black mirror them so if they say like don't do this then if they do that in any capacity for which you've decided what that means you to them so these people are evil and anything that you can do to destroy the society or whatever you call it should be should be done like you shouldn't poison people but but like taking statistical samples of who's sick and who is not we're like going through the hospital system and seeing who poisons people and who doesn't or going through the police department and having as much anti-corruption measures as possible like all of these things need to be done because these people can't be trusted for anything at all. end of story there's nothing there's nothing at all these people can be trusted for at all because they torture torture people using sickness and violence and there's no there's nothing it's it's gaslighting and finding ways of them saying like how scared of you were of you it's it's gaslighting and torture and then showing the method of the torture once you've decided the person has earned enough karma and then if they complain about it they must therefore be a p**** like there is nothing here other than sickness and people who want to kill each other with sickness and the only way to stop it is to have as many people attempt to fix sickness as you can and it like there's nothing you can't do anything else until you fix this because anyone that like starts a business will have people like sit outside their business smoking crack or attempt to kill their customers anyone that has anything that anytime somebody does something creative somebody will like find their car in attempt to like cut their brake lines these people are mentally ill and they hurt each other and the only way you can fix it is as many people as possible attempting to like track who they are and like take statistical samples of who is sick and with why and do anti-corruption measures there's nothing here it's just people that want to kill each other and they will use the mentally retarded and and sick they'll use the they'll use like people who people who are like they'll use the elderly and children to hurt you if those people have have something wrong with them for which they can hurt other people with sickness and then get money there's nothing like you can't do anything here there's nothing here like the only things here that are that are operationally working anyway are like resources for the poor that the operationally what they do is they track the homeless and the poor to make sure the poor don't hurt each other and then the rich come in and hurt the poor for sport like there's nothing there's absolutely nothing here and on the way to the library like a woman stuck her tongue out at another woman who ran into a store to see if she could get free s*** and then as soon as I'm in the library the only chair that's available that's not next to somebody else is sitting outside looking at this window or someone walks by swinging a water bottle in their left hand my left hand side of my head hurts someone makes a comment because I rub the top of my hair like what the hell and then this idiot walks by who has a distended stomach who's bald on the top of his headand who is clearly sick and in the basement of a bookstore that's rather famous at Eastern Illinois University or it's not that it's not Eastern Illinois University it's it's the DePaul in Indiana there's this bookstore that's that has a large basement and in the basement there's a book that says bald new future which is bald New world which is a joke about brave New world and so you'll sick in someone to someone who's an idiot because they're like Bart Simpson and the idiot is like Homer and so the guys head hurts all the time and so you haveyou have a population of people who are sick and anyone who acts childish and is in a shelter you'll sicken them to someone who's a moron but who is contagious and then you'll show everybody that this is happening or you'll show the guy that this is happening as a joke and it's just it's gang violence and with sick and I came here to work in a store not even to run a business but just to work in a store and make enough money to get an apartment and they are too stupid to do that right and and again like they're evil so like evil is a mix of short-sightedness and stupidity mixed with malice because your mouth will eventually be found out because it's evil and you require that the other person is as stupid and evil as you are so that you can then have the moral indignation to say that what my evil is is okay because the other person is evil right and so they are stupid to the extent that they can't have people show up and serve them coffee in a coffee shop because no one who would want to work in a coffee shop would want to end up in a shelter being poison to death by assholes it isn't funny it isn't okay the stocking and manipulation of where I can sit and how and why and how I'm shown how I'm being stalked all this shows is that these people are evil and that they are too incompetent to have the people show up and give them food because they will poison those people and harm them just because those people don't want to be around drugs or those people are annoying or those people look funny or don't want to hang out with like if those if the people who show up that want to serve them coffee are scared of people who are different than them when those people who are different than them well then poison them if they don't want to sit around someone who's slightly different than them those like if you're white and you are not multicultural enough to want to hang out with people specifically because they are different than you you will have a group of people poison you two white morons and then show you how it's done because it's supposed to be funny they are maliciously evil and stupid and there is no fixing that another note so I mentioned that the guy who abused me in a the guy who who shoved a pixie stick up my nose at the hospital that made half my head hurt I said he should be shot and killed I still I still believe that if you were in a hospital and you abused people and I see no reason that people shouldn't murder you so I mentioned that right and then a guy goes past swinging a water bottle except it's a diet Coke bottle and it's funny cuz it's diet Coke and it's diet and the guy is mentally retarded or mentally challengedand they're listening in on what I'm saying so that they coordinate where they are based on where my cell phone location is and then this goes to someone's headphones and they coordinate sick with people who then go around in stock me and it's coordinating sick with what I say into my phone I already know that I'm being stalked and the location of people who are doing it like I know I know that the cell phone location is being bugged I'm just saying this in public I don't care who who hears me because they're sickbut yeah so I know that and any other thing is is that all I'll have like I've had food in shelters where I'll have a water bottle or something and I'll drink out of it and then they'll put sick on the rim of the water bottle or if I'm in a shelter and I'm using toothpaste and I leave it unattended they'll put sick in the toothpaste so if you become if you end up being in the shelters right and for any length of period of time they'll stick in the shelter like anything you put in your mouth or your body at all will become sickened if you leave clothes and attended they'll wear the clothes around until you get until you get scabies which is like a bloodborne illness and then if you put anything in your mouth at all like if you I've brushed my teeth and then have had it so that I felt like I was getting a lobotomy like seriously ill with I believe brain damage to the front of my frontal cortex so essentially the the if you end up in the shelters at all you just assume that people are going to sicken you and then follow you based on sick cuz they don't they want to sicken you and then they want to make sure that so they'll set up a circus of people acting stupid in order to make it seem like you're crazy while all the people around you are sick so even if you report on people acting crazy it makes you seem like you're hallucinating or saying something dumb again this is similar to like let's see if we can make him talk about something as if he's talking about a television show by acting out bits of theater around him in the street which comes from a television show or a book and then it makes it look like he's he's an llm talking about something so this is a tactic I talk about tactics and strategy quite a bit but this is a tactic used by crazy people in order to make you seem unreliable or or like a machine right like we can drug him in such a way that he's easily manipulable and then we'll see if we can make it so that when he writes things it appears a machine is writing it because it's a it's a joke based on him being in human right if someone doesn't want to be drugged and tortured they must be an inhuman person so there's a number of people here who are sick one of the things they'll do is the weird t-shirts to indicate how they're feeling where the t-shirt is like a joke about it's like they can't talk about how they're feeling but they can wear t-shirt about it and so many of the people who are sick will wear like shirts specifically saying how they're ill in order to coordinate people around them that they in fact have a mesa mesmerism complex because they're sick and have been drugged and again like if you were in the shelters at all for any reason and you put anything in your body or wear clothes you will be made sick and so I've had my toothpaste poisoned I've had water bottles I've drank out of poisoned and so someone will like poison a diet Coke I've had and then I'll be followed around white like if I say someone should die because they hurt me physically right I'll have someone follow me around with diet Cokes and then have an earbud and then and then have people follow me around with people with one earbud in their ear and people who are who are like sickness weaves and so what they do is they'll take types of food that they've had me poison to have me followed based on what I say on like if you poison someone here are the here are the common reactions of what they do and so if it wasn't like we should kill the guy maybe I'd say like he should go to therapy and then there's like a drug based on or like there's like a a candy or a food item based on like this personality and then there's like a drug candy based on that and then I'll be followed by sick people swing that candy to water bottle around right like maybe maybe like a diet Pepsi means they should be put in therapy or go to jail or something like it doesn't matter and so it's it's stalking by sick people and then manipulation by crazies and this s*** is everywhere and if you end up poor and are in the shelters just assume that you're going to be poisoned so that you hurt all of the time by crazy people and that most of the shelters are run by the homeless who are who manipulate people with drugs and sick this is stupid to the point where people will go around with Jurassic Park t-shirts on because it's it it if someone goes around with a Jurassic Park t-shirt on that means no one do any drugs because we have old people here and if you do drugs around old people then you might get sick because you're now sharing biology with an old person whereas a reader's hat on means that someone who's mentally retarded is around and if you do drugs around them you're going to have sick from them and both of those are wrongso librarian with a Jurassic Park t-shirt on is is next to a black guy who walks past with a raiders hat on and the raiders had guy coughs at me and then as I passed the Jurassic Park woman's t-shirt there's old people and so it's like am I scared of old people or am I scared of the retarded and the answer is it keeps I keep making rhetorical questions the point here is that I don't want to be sick and two old people or the retarded in such a way that it will make me physically ill yesterday when I went to the to the 701 Alabama Street where there was a closed store for food for free fooda bunch of people drove by that were mentally retarded or had mentally challenged people in the car and then I got and then a woman went past with smiley stickers all over her clothing and all over her hat like just covered in :-) I like like stick on :-) decals all of that and so I'm assuming that it's anybody who worries or believes in ecology has been screwed over by all the people who are retarded who do drugs around them to the point where if you worry about the like if you worry about ecology you will be sickened until you retardedand the other one is artificial intelligence where is you don't care about artificial intelligence you must therefore be old right and so only old people read books only old people don't want to be stocked by people who are sick and so it's this it's like which do you worry about more it's like do you worry that artificial intelligence will destroy all ability to have any sort of like privacy or free will because you're going to be stocked and screwed with constantly or do you worry that the GDP based way that we're creating the world is going to make it so that all of the world will end up having the ecology destroyed to the point where we'll all starve to death and go to war and depending on which one you worry about the other group of people will sicken you until you're either die of old age illness or you become retarded it's like you can worry about both of those things and not like either of them and you shouldn't be sick into death by gang members who are stupidand saying and writing those things does not make you a bad person and further there is no is it artificial intelligence or its ecology because one requires the other I don't think that there's a possibility of getting out of our ecological problems unless we have artificial intelligence and power requirements be damned we're going to make enough power to like make the artificial intelligence work and we'll figure out the civil liberties as we go along but having people stalk me and screw with each other and then cough and grunt at meand then show me how I was screwed with by getting sick into idiots is just going to make me upset and complain and I'm not going to not do that and if your idea of a good time is to sicken someone and then wonder if they're going to say anything or keep silent about it then you're in for a surprise because I don't like it and I'm going to make it stop note on stupidity how many people are play acting strikes as in strikes against corporations because it's like ken Casey's novels sometimes a Great notion and if they can screw with an AI in such a way that it thinks that they're going through the novels of Ken Casey it can screw with someone else like they're on acid so that an artificial intelligence just sees the sees if it can like take the person for whom they're striking against and like put a bunch of like acid had weirdness around them so anything they do doesn't make sense so it's just back pressure on an AI That's it's like oh we found where the the AI is screwing with us in there and the person who is in charge of us maybe we can use back pressure to screw with screw with the guy by acting out a novelnow multiply that against every strike that happened within the last 5 years every book and so if it's like the at the acid test multiply that against every strike that happened in the last 10 years and everyone who is a boss and everyone who was a striker and then compare it to Ken Keith's novels so again it's like oh here's a stupid thing didn't AI do the stupid thing and if so why and who owns the AI and why is it doing this stupid thing the other thing that's stupid about the Jurassic Park t-shirts is that you have someone who's old if someone wears a Jurassic Park t-shirt it's funny because it's someone who's old it's my Michael cry ton and calalle or Cal and then you have so it's old fossils that are crying a ton right because you're poisoning someone and gaslighting them and so it's indicate there's a bunch of old people around that that are upset that you're making someone sick and this is with someone wearing a an SF hat and again these are people who like this is typical generally speaking is that you'll have people who are in gangs but then they'll wear hats to indicate like which gang they're in based on a sportand I think this goes back to like deadhead like s*** having to do with Allison wonderland and mad hatters so the the Jurassic Park t-shirts are are like he's crying a ton he's he's attempting to park while we're driving him crazy and so it's an indication that you're sickening someone in public intentionally and then there's there's nothing someone else can do about it and it's a joke based on like evolution and these people who are making fun of evolution or doing so in such a way where they like much of much of like mythology having to do with religion is sickening people you don't like right so we found a way to sicken someone that we don't like that no one knows how to fix and then we'll wear a t-shirt about it and so that's that that is I've been around this for 5 years that's part of the that is part of the mythology of whatever this is and so Jurassic Park is like if Jurassic Park is there are these old people that are complaining because we are attempting to drug this person and then gaslight them while we remove them from society using every means possible we have which includes corrupting the homeless shelter system so the homeless shelters are run by gang members and and you will be sickened at night in your sleep so like the only shelter that I'm in that I've been allowed back in has been done in such a way where like the person who interviewed me did the perfect game and then there's a bunch of old people in the library and somebody is has like a Jurassic Park t-shirt because it's like the old person is parking rather than being driven crazy and being driven out of society and and on to the street because if you're not old what would you do if you're not old well you would do it a bunch of drugs and steal s*** and break things right and so you attempt to drive someone crazy where they have to act conservative or old or they have to do a bunch of s*** where it's like stupid and illegalwhich would include like breaking the law and getting in trouble and like being against the police who are all corrupt at this point and then if you do that in such a way you'll get the guys picture in the papers and then he'll he'll be discredited or if he's smart or if he's smart what he'll do is he'll join a cause like like he'll he'll break a bunch of s*** but he'll do it for the cause of gay rights or the cause of Palestine of the cause of Russia or something it doesn't matter and then if he has a bunch of his stupid friends I'll break something at once then they can claim that they're being that they're being abused as a group rightand so it's this it's this stupidity involved with f****** with somebody so that they end up in a group of people who all have a common cause and they get to act like an idiot and look stupid and then that person is no longer then that person has been discredited and they have something that you can hold against them later on in life if they ever become too powerful for whatever reason and so now you get to look back at all the people who are in any kind of stupid group like a free Palestine group or a protect Israel group or this cause or that cause and you get to say okay were those people who are in those groups f***** over into being in those groups because somebody like the merry pranksters or because of some sort of stupidity where someone would force them to do that and one of the things is that you force people into those groups of violence because those people it's like why well those people can't distinguish themselves either through like internet celebrity or through talent if somebody has talent then you can say oh well they're in this group because they're talented right and so suppose that something like society breaks down then you have all these people who join a book collection club or a writing group or orfor our musical group and then all those people get sick together and if somebody doesn't want to get sick in a group what you do is you form fake groups that involve violence and have those people get sick together and then you get to decide oh okay well these people resort to violence and then these people over here resort to being in a group of people who are all talented together and so we've determined who the good people are and who are the bad people are by f****** with everybody and so that's nothing other than what this is and I'm not going to learn to play the f****** cello so that I am in a group of people that are going to be sick to each other in a way that's socially acceptable nor am I going to burn down or steal s*** just to prove that I'm not and I'm not going to burn something down or like join a group of people who are all fighting for cause like a war overseas just to prove that I'm socially acceptable in some other stupid way I don't care I'm not going to be involved with it and every time I find it I'm just going to record it and I'm on the side of the people who are like dude leave me the f*** alone I want to like do my own thing and I don't have to join a common cause with anyone to prove that I have the right to exist because that's f***** up and evil I mean one of the things you can do is there's all these cameras here right you had you had thousands of people here in The last 5 years that lost their minds and started and started marching up and down the street in common cause with Israel Palestine or whatever and all you have to do is do face recognition and then say okay how many of these people were abused okay so they had to do that or someone would poison them and then you say okay cool neat now I know that now let's go through and find out all the ways that you can poison somebody based on all of these people's different like okay you have this kind of group of people and you have this kind of group of people and they have this kind of group of people let's use statistics to go through and find out all the ways that you can poison someone that would affect all of these different groups and you have the artificial intelligence to do that now and so anytime I find any of this dumb f*** stupid s*** all I can think about is you've now determined another way that you can find out how everyone is hurting and poisoning each other it's going to get you in trouble and oh by the way we have this ecological disaster we all have to be working on right now the fact that everyone f***** with in poisoned each other that doesn't go away and the ecological disaster that's going to destroy the world economy that doesn't go away either so making this s*** work making this s*** worse isn't going to help anyoneand anytime I find people who are doing that it just pisses me the f*** off because it's like you could you could just like if you just if you just didn't f*** with people and you didn't make them sick intentionally you'd be halfway there and then the other half of this is can you do anything productive at all to prevent the human race from dying and then that would be all of it that would be everything you would have to do and the second part of that is just don't buy it like the newest car every year don't don't like buy 15 televisions don'tdon't buy a new television every year like make your own food Brew your own beer like put in a garden do do something anything right and instead I can't have I can't prevent people from attempting to follow me and have me sickened or acting stupid in public after I've been sickened and have dumb f*** s*** happen and have have my ass followed all over the city I can't have that not happen and so yesterday I'm sickened I go to a food place where they have a shoe on the ground based on how I'm sickened then someone who's retarded drives by and someone who walks by whose brain dead who has :-) stickers all over their clothing and it's like most of those people should probably be in a hospital so you know it's like these people care about AI these people care about the environment the solution is to just kill all those people excuse me are you f****** kiddingand so I had a bunch of go around again this time having to do with them t-shirt that it was smashing pumpkins it seems I mean tortured and and poison to people who are using fairy tales because I like abdl pornography which again like arbitrary so the closest analogy I can think of in this case Cinderella so you'll be put at night that your chariot turns into a pumpkin in which case you'll be poisoned shelter poison me in my sleep around midnight if I fall asleep and then I'll be poison to that but it's like an excuse if someone is a b**** or is a girl and so on and you qualify for being a bitcher for being a girl based on whether or not you masturbate and so f****** up someone's feet so they have a foot disorder so they have something wrong with their feet which could lead to people having their their legs removed is something that's funny like The Little mermaid and so now correlate every childish fairy tale with the way that you can poison someone in the shelters then look at how many people have lost limbs find out where they've been and how it happenedand then you start putting people in prison and you say start taking statistical samples of people's feet and I'm going to do this s*** until I find everyone who's done this to me and I have them put in jail and whoever started this or thought it was a good idea I'm going to have in jail or killed this is a crime against humanity and it's a way to torture someone and anyone involved I'm going to see that I ruin their life this appears to be some sort of like anti-masturbation thing by people who are insane who are either attempting to like make it so that you are desperate either to have a woman or to become a priest depending on your predilection because you can't jerk off and so it's sexual torture based on hurting someone if they jerk off in a bathroom and gassing them with drugs monitoring their cell phone usage and whoever's doing this is an evil piece of s*** whoever is funding this is funding torture I'm going to find out who's doing this and I'm going to ruin their life everyday everyday every moment of the day my head hurts it never stops I always have a pain in the left side of my head and I don't know how to fix it and so there isn't any case for like I could say I'm rational now but it like there's never a moment in which I'm not in pain and so I know that I'm going to have the person who did this to me murdered I don't know how long it's going to take me to find out who did it but I always hurt and it never stops and so I'm going to have him killed it doesn't matter who they areI'm just going to make sure they don't exist anymore I can't ignore the pain it never goes away I am not going to medicate myself to the point where it's going to stop and so I'm going to find out who did this and I'm going to erase them from existence and I'm going to make sure their children never never live past the age of being able to have kids because they believe in torture and I don't and I don't like hurting and the human race would be better off if they didn't live because they're evil and they they torture in and hurt people against their will for no reason it's not a matter of me shooting up a school that doesn't make any sense I'm not going to do that but I'm going to do is write down the truth of everything that I know and everyone that's hurting me and screwing with me and eventually an AI is going to be able to put it all together find out who did it find out other people who are hurting and who've had it done to them and then people are going to there are people who are willing to pick up a gun and shoot and kill others because they heard all the time and and you know I just don't have the connections or the social Grace to do that but if I had a gun and you told me who did it to me to make me hurt and I could kill them I would and in the meantime I find out all the secrets about how you hurt anyone at all using backstabby b******* and I tell as many people as I possibly can and then the people who did this are going to die and it's just a matter of time it's just going to take a little bit if I find out in 6 months to a degree to which you're like oh I know who did this I know how to kill him I know who did this to me then that person is going to be dead and everyday artificial intelligence gets better so that you can start correlating all of this s*** that happened and find out who made you hurt this much and everyday I'm going to work on adding more evidence to the artificial intelligence can get better at finding out who do this like I'm not going to go out just doing drugs or drinking myself to death I heard all the time and I want the person who did this to me and the group of people who did this to me dead or I want not to hurt but I'm not going to take a shitload of drugs or do something stupid to try and fix it on my own cuz someone will just drug me in my sleep or poison my clothing or do something stupid the first step to fixing this is to find out who did this and have them put in jail or killed and then I can start fixing everything else but until then the only thing I can think of is the people who did this need to be killed or they need to be they need to have that they have to have the power they have to hurt other people taken away from them so they can't hurt other people anymoren Superman may be a play on words having to do with soup or man which would then be a joke about groundhog's Day and the guy who died eating soup and then it's a joke based on whether or not I use my EBT card which would be soup or be a Man about it where as Batman is a joke about the hard problem of consciousness which on Wikipedia talks about bats and how that's the hard problem of my consciousness and then Spider-Man would be something else and then raiders would be something else and so these are correlations which is hard to find until you find them and then someone says something about it and then the correlation network is broken and then it becomes more and more obvious who the person is who set up the correlation in the first placeand it's probably like a notebook filer or a text file or some sort of correlation Network having to do with like the obsidian file I say network but like a correlation matrix is not that hard just as long as you get enough people involved and there's money involved then you can f*** with somebody so you just find out where it's coming from and you backtrack until you figure out who paid for it and how it works and then you just you just publish it and after you've done that then you find all the people who are involved and you say these people are involved in war crimes because they're essentially like against humanity I mean they're there essentially they're trying to kill someone with a mob so like anyone involved is essentially like involved in murderso I'm of the opinion that like in the Orient Express version where like everyone is the killer spoiler alert then everyone that stabbed the woman is in fact guilty of murder especially if you happen to be the victim of the crime you wouldn't want to like say have the first person who stabbed you be somewhat more responsible than the last person that stabbed you if all of the stabs are fatal again like whoever started the whole thing would probably be like somewhat more responsible than the others but you would want to see the other people put in jail as well I'm not being followed by people who are just smoking wherever I Go as I go well so first of all I know that my cell phone location is tracked right because they'll turn on the thing that on the cell phone that makes me sick whenever I pass like a rubber band or something but I'm also being tracked wherever I Go by people smoking cigarettes and so if I go someplace and I am talking they'll start smoking cigarettes or vaping and again this is just like we don't like this guy let's see if we can give him lung cancer I've also started developing what amounts to like spit that's like mixed with it it spit that has tight bubbles in it that's that's and then dry mouth that's mixed that's like it's typically associated with pulmonary edema and then water in the lungs and so if you if you're in the shelter system for long enough and you have like long scarring and possible mechanics hands and s*** if you start drinking water the water can get in your lungs and then start being in your lungs and giving you pulmonary edema like conditions if you talk too muchand so you'll start having these people who are trying to to like you'll have people who are attempting to control where you are by smoking cigarettes or drugs after you've been given conditions where it causes lung scarring and then they'll go around and there's something called stiff person syndrome where you can have stiffness in your limbs where like even sudden sounds can make you sick and give you like nerve conditions and so you see if you can't like that's one of the reasons you have the fire trucks going around blaring the sirens everywhere is to see if they can't scare off the people who have this conditionbecause to some extent it may have been weaponized or you can make it so that people are sick to this s*** so they're just driving people around with whatever stiff person syndrome is many of the syndromes that are named after something funny like many of the syndromes that are named after something funny are are typically like they're they're like contagious they'll say they're based on a genetic condition or that you know you can't ever get it or it's rare and they're contagious and can be weaponized and so and so most people like they ignore it if there's no chance that they can get it at all and then if there's a chance that you can get it then it's based on if it's funny or not and so there's there's a different categories of disease based on naming of all things and this is to say like it's it's more of this hinting that you can use disease to hurt people but you'll have named diseases that are named after people you'll have diseases for which they're named after something cutesy like like stiff person syn syndrome and then you'll have and then you'll have diseases like pulmonary edema which is Latin for like this is what makes you sick right and so of the first two types those are those are like ways of making you sick based on either something is cutesy and it's funny or if this person has a personality type like this kind of person over here we can poison them because we've correlated this set of comorbidities with this kind of illness and again not a medical professional not a doctor not a nurse I am not I am not the king of England I am just a homeless person in San Francisco that's being hounded by idiots but you have to specifically say that you were all of you are not all of these things or you will have schizophrenics that will follow you around dressed in costume attempting to make you sick and so one of the things is that you have to like it's like okay well I know I'm getting sick and stiff person syndrome has these has these like symptoms and the fire department is chasing people around with fire trucksand one of the things with stiff person syndrome is that loud noises can cause problems but oh by the way don't worry about it it's a rare genetic disease it just so happens that you happen to have some of this disease and you don't know how or why and so it's quite possible that Christopher or some sort of genetic virus could be a way of giving you the precursor for the disease itself by modifying a gene you have and so you'll have all these people who have these genetic diseases are these precursors for genetic disease they will all attempt to either use this as a weapon or all band together to make it so that their genetics won't like s*** a brick and they won't die or whichever and this is a good way to form cults so you know I the easy way to solve all of these problems is don't weaponize it like don't weaponize genetics instead cure people but somehow no one has decided to do to do the obvious thing which is to take statistical samples of the people that are sick in the shelters and people who are six generally and publish them to find out how people are sick here so that no one so there isn't plague and you can have a functioning societyand that's because all of the incumbents that are using plague to hurt each other want to have money at the expense of someone else because they're f****** assholes and there isn't any others there's not like a there's not like it like another excuse for this it's like I want to have some I want to have more than someone else and I'm going to use plague to get it oh they're playing the $500 game we're like someone gives one person $500 and someone else gives another person $500 and the internet effect on the economy is zero and someone walks past and says the and since there's someone needs to give them $500 so it's just playing the music backwards where someone will tell me the punchline of the joke and then someone will go around making a joke again oh but by the way this totally doesn't have anything to do with Cinderella because it's like everyday I get $500 and then at the end of the day it's taken away because someone drugs me in my sleep but then there was a then then that was Cinderella so The Little mermaid was probably something else rightand so what was The Little mermaid game which what game was that because I'm going to find out and I'm going to have those people killed right and I keep saying like the easiest way to fix all of this is to take statistical samples of who's sick and who is not and fix it rather than set up a situation where people want to spend the rest of their lives murdering each other and then you give me yet another excuse to say man I heard all the time and I'm being f***** with wouldn't it be wonderful if I could kill the people responsibl intersection of 22nd Street and Valencia and some guy goes past on a on a motorcycle doing a wheelie so I found the trick right that's the trick is it is someone talks about $500 and then it's the joke about $500 given to one person and $500 given to someone else is like a net increase in the economy and so I found the trick and so rather than rather than publish the trick right because he's schizophrenic he's telling everyone look you see the trick but you see the trick literally so they're big into this they love this s*** if you see the trick literally right as opposed to metaphorically they were they will literally do the trick in publicand the reason they do this right is it's a defense against having to do things because you are sick right like if you're sick so that someone tells you that you have to drop off a bridge you'll make a bridge out of office out of popsicle sticks and jump over it right and so by doing a wheelie or a trick in public what he's doing is he's saying look I'm doing the trick where I'm a unicycle like I'm in college and I'm learning I'm doing the trick about this because he's mentally retarded like he's he's become drugged into stupidityand so what what okay so what do you do like how do you fix this right because if he has this brain illness he could give it to other people he could make other people sick he has a weapon right he has some sort of sickness that he can then use to other people to hurt other people and what you do is you take statistical samples to find out like he's not going to submit to being to having someone take a sample of his body to find out what's wrong with him cuz he doesn't care and he's murderous and crazylike he's a he's a monster right like again terrible thing to say but he's he's doing something in public which could get him and other people killed out of a necessity out of doing it because he feels like it's the only response to if someone is saying that they're being tortured he feels that the only way that he can get out of saying something is to commit a crime that's funny so there's something wrong with him clearly so he's not going to submit to having something like like a brain exam or something right but if someone set up a shop where they said we're going to take samples of blood from the public and then find out where the sickness is coming from I would immediately raise my hand and say yes take me like take a sample for me like do the thing for me and what that means is like if this guy is eating at a restaurant or if he's drinking from a well or something whatever that's making him sick everyone will figure out what that is and then fix it and then that guy doesn't have power over anyone because he's a crazy nut job with a brain illnessand then it doesn't matter if he does wheelies in the street because he doesn't like now there's a vaccine you know how he's sick you know how he makes other people sick and you can form a vaccine and you can give it to everyone and then the police can arrest him for committing a crime so then we're not going to have to play the stupid game of we're going to tell Peter the joke and then have someone mind the joke in the street and then have someone do a wheelie because he's sick and has to do the literal verse metaphorical thing because he has a brain on this we just give people and inoculation right like with covid you give them an inoculation you find out why people are how people are sick and you fix itbut this is only one guy there's like a group of a roving biker gang throughout the city and they'll like take over city streets and all and and drive backwards and then they call them sideshows as if it's a funny or cutesy name for taking over a street and driving backwards or or having like or having like rally races in the middle of the street which can give people killed and all the people who are doing this are sick like many of them like meant they have mental problems that are contagious and so the way you fix this isyou use science to find out how people are sick and why and how to fix like you you just you take samples from the public and they don't do this and as long as they don't do this no one that you're going to have roving biker gangs and you're going to have broken and empty buildings and it's not like a f****** like this isn't this is the easiest s*** we've known how to do this since f****** 100 years ago this isn't hard but you get to make a decision do you want to have roving biker gangs or do you want to have buildings and people who are happy and productive and not sick bear in mind many of these guys are like addicted to like huffing many of these guys are addicted to huffing motor like canned sprayed motor oil and they'll take this s*** that's this spray that if you if you inhale it will make you sick and they'll spray it all over the homeless shelters and to the extent where I saw someone like someone who is a cross from me supposedly died buy asphyxiation and you'll have these people hold this canister of s*** up in the air and spray the whole can up and down a homeless shelter until people who are on drugswe'll end up asphyxiating because their lungs are f***** up and you're spraying down an entire homeless shelter with a scented air freshener that has oil in it and is supposed to be used at carnivals and because it's legal none of the people involved are ever prosecuted and again the only way to solve any of this is you have to have badged police officers who are sworn to the state at every homeless shelter in the city 24 hours a day and you have to have the CDC in here taking statistical samples of people to find out who is ill and it's going to cost a couple hundred million dollars and after that you're going to be able to have a functioning society with people who aren't sick and then you can get to have like 50 to 100 billion dollars worth of propertysold to people who aren't sick and who won't be drugged in stocks by crazy people and until you do any of that s*** none of these problems get solved because these people are unwilling or unable to solve them on their own I've been here 3 years and I've documented as much as I can and that's what that's what it comes down to is these people are just they want to hurt each other and they want to blackmail each other and they want to see if they can't f*** with someone until they lose their mindand they commit sexual crimes against the poor they use their children to abuse the poor including giving them illnesses and then having their children make fun of the fact that they've given the homeless illnesses when their children are minors they they attempt to make people believe in in religions that they don't or don't want to by gaslighting them and sickening them there's nothing here but people who want to kill each other and get away with it and the only way to fix that is to figure out where the disease is coming from because the easiest way to kill someone and get away with it is by a disease and because i wrote about it the douchebag biker idiot that did wheelies around me called all of his asshole friends ro buzz up and down valencia doing stupid shit. its just an entire town filled with stalking and sick oeople and its so awful. dont they have anything better to do with their time at all? so this disease whatever it is it involves people who become incredibly big and they they'll like they'll become big they'll be they'll become fat like right and then it f**** up your hands and it causes illness having to do with your hands so Carrie Fisher who is the woman who played the Chicken Star wars is what someone the chick in Star wars not Chicken Star wars anyway someone was reading a book by her called wishful drinking and so this disease and it is a disease is contagious and it can be caused by people within San Francisco and it like you can tell by the way that someone's hands are and then how their body isand I believe that it may have something either to do with a gut bacteria that ends up invading the rest of the body or something wrong with the intestine lining so it's some sort of disorder that has to do with something that gets into your butt into your body via either a fungus or not and again like I would imagine that if you if you just did statistical sampling with with the CDC you could fix this relatively easily because I don't want to live like this and I'm going to record everything that happens to me and then and then I'm going to record I just I don't want to live like this and I'm going to record everything that happens to me until it's fixed and I don't want to join a cult or be friends with people who are going to make me sick or or like get a job and be sick but be beholden to people who are sickening me like none of this is good right and and society is so f***** up that like I'm being stalked and screwed with and I just the answer to this is either fix it kill me pull me out but I'm not like I'm not going to likejoin a cult or a religion or go around coughing and grunting at the people while I cross my legs and rub them together like a f****** cicada like it just doesn't there isn't any like I'm not going to play the magic game it's b******* from what I do know I know a couple things one is it affects your dopamine levels and so relying on drugs or alcohol is a bad idea although drugs and alcohol in moderation is okay as is as is eating in moderation however biologically it will screw you up if you would come to like fix it by moderating your your dopamine like physically and many people who like all right so check this out if you're going to screw with someone when they sleep that's when you're that's when your dopamine is reset rightand so that's like that's like the the novel Cinderella if you're going to screw with someone's ability to run cuz they can get dopamine by running that's like the fantasy novel or the the fairy tale that's like the fairy tale The Little mermaid right and so here's two stories about someone who can get who has the magic power to create dopamine on their own and then evil people who are f***** up screw with them either by disrupting their sleep or disrupting their ability to exercise and so all this foot fungus s*** where you f****** someone's feet by like having people with f***** up feet screw with their their their shoes or give them f***** up shoes like the shoes that you can get at the hospitals will f****** your feet the ones at San Francisco general are made out of Chinese plastic that will f****** your feet and the ones that are made out of canvas will eventually screw up your feet as well and those have been given out at the hospitals that's because they want people to turn into drug addicts and then you can't have a wellness counselor that's paid 200,000 dollars a year tell them they're a horrible person nor can you have a drug dealer who will like get money and drive around in a stupid looking car but if I go out drinking tonight for my EBT money it'll be like this thing where look you can he can drink without it being a problem so he's not a part of he's not a he's not a and this will somehow prove that I'm not a Mormon right and so I won't be followed around by people trying to give me all the diseases and weirdness that Mormons have he's not drinking or doing drugs with us and and only the Mormons do that and so we'll f*** him over whenever he does anything but drink coffee and then when he drinks coffee will act as if he's on drugsright mind control b******* and then when she does start drinking will reward him with that and he'll make all sorts of neat friends and will turn the equation around and see if we can't give him we'll see if we can't make him an alcoholic and so once you realize that that you can't trust anyone it's only a matter of like what can I do to like right what can I possibly do given that no one around me is trustworthy and the answer is surprisingly little because you rely on people at least to the extent that you don't want them stalking and trying to have you murdered and once once you know thatbut that's no longer the case you can't do anything you're just surrounded by monsters and like it's like I can't go out and drink a beer on with the money with what little money I have because I can't trust that someone won't attempt to use that to have me killed someone poisoned my shoes this morning and then followed me around and doing u-turns and stupid s*** after I put cream on my feet and then I was stocked with people holding hands and that was today it was like the most minor thing you could possibly do to f*** with somebody given the amount of s*** I've been throughI've only been poisoned once today and a biker gang member saw that I saw through a joke and reference to him and so he had his gang member buddies buzz Valencia Street and that's a boring day oh and I may have the disease that Carrie Fisher has and so today was a boring day where nothing got done and I was f***** with but like no one put like a poisonous spider from Nicaragua on my shirt so I wondered if my arm would fall off okay day oh and I slept in the shelter rather than sleeping on the street and then like being so cold that I would have I would have shivers so bad that I was wondering if I was going to die and what the $2 meant given how crisp they were and what sort of game I was being screwed with and that wasn't last night that was the night before last but that's okay I'm staying in a shelter where the food is greasy and I don't know why and it could either be engine oil or fish oil but I do know that there's something wrong with the food and then I watch everyone eat it and I'm just sickenedbut other than that today was mostly okay I mean it it's just f****** insane man more mythology and mythologizing by people who are crazy so a director okay is is someone who like comes up with movies or games or stories in which the other person who is being screwed with or gasoline is then put in a position where they're screwed with their gas slit two people around them so that they have the breathing space to live a normal life but they're still being surrounded by a bubble of b******* it's just that the bubble of b******* is an evil and attempting to have them killed it's attempting to prevent other people from killing them and so a director is someone who is engaging in making a story around someone who everyone wants to have murdered in which the person interacts with people where the people they interact with know that they're in a play or a story but don't want to have them killed but they're still being gasoline like they're still being screwed with right so like suppose that someone is a famous mathematician or they're like a scientist working on a interesting problem but everyone hates them for for whatever reason it wants to drug her murder them in ways that are creative and hard to prevent right then you could have somebody sponsor them where the guy doesn't know that he's being sponsored right and there's a circle of b******* around him where it's some ideology of some sort right like like I used to know a guy who was working at the Federal reserve who is like seriously into the Quebec separate separate separatist movement he like he was it was a big deal for himand so you have these people who are like ideologically driven in some way because the people who believe in that ideology will protect them in order to say see he's working for this particular cause and what's so problematic and insidious about this sort of s*** is that like suppose that you do like okay I do in fact believe that there is an ecological disaster that will cause GDP to hit a roadblock and then that might cause world war 3 I believe that is the case I believe that is a true thing for which we should be concerned about there's a Japanese there's a Japanese author academic who's written about this okay it's like the only thing he's known for but that's what it's a it's a good point and he is which is a which is a bit funny because Seth and Ill has this thing on his Wikipedia page that says he's written over 100 papers which is like who cares and then you have this Japanese author that's written like one book and so it's sort of funny but you don't know if that is part of the mind control b******* like this is the joke sort of thingand so I'm walking down the street and somebody says something about like a Japanese director and then there's a Japanese guy walking past with his mom or something right and now I don't know if I'm trapped in a circle of b******* if for no other reason than it's like a play within a play or something because I mentioned this Japanese guy never mind the fact that I agree with him right never mind the fact that like I think this is an important problem which I'm worried about but if you say that you believe in something that can be be used against you where you now have friends that you didn't know that you wanted or need or whatever and now you have to be concerned about like what other s*** this guy cares about and so it's one of these things where it's like you can't f****** say anything so and then and then I'm just thinking of this song by some stupid band where the tagline is just saying repeatedly if this is the wrong call kill the director and it's like the director of a movie except it's an academic and then that that academic could be someone who's like written one paper and then spends most of their time making sure no one gets killed so you just it's like I just want to know that like I don't you know I just at some level like I'm at 22nd and Valencia right cuz I just and then across the street is a is an empty bank with graffiti all over it which is like this like three story building and you end up homeless and you look at this s*** and it's in the middle of the city and you're like well I can live there rightbut it wouldn't be up to code it wouldn't be you know it wouldn't be good enough it wouldn't you couldn't you know make the regulations work I mean I'm sleeping in a church which they don't use for prayer as far as I know and I sleep in the place where everybody eats when they clear the tables away which is better than sleeping on the street and is surprising that they haven't done it up till now but I just chalk that up to everybody being on the taken corruption like if you if you run a shelter and you have a basement that doesn't have beds in it and there's people on the street those people better be addicted to drugs or a danger to other people or you're being an a******in any case you know I just you can't whisper you can't whisper a f****** secret in my ear and then expect me not to say something like immediately on any given day I've been poisoned it just doesn't work that way that's like immediately what I do and frankly if the city is this f***** up and and everybody isn't doing this then I don't like I don't know what the f*** they're doing for the last 5 years I've had text highlighted in Google search results so that when I see a page it'll highlight search results in different colors depending on what I find and someone just walked by me patting their pockets which has been something that people do which is a joke about feminism right because women can have pockets as well as men because they used to not be able to have that and so given that I'm being f***** with by every possible group that exists at all I'm assuming that someone has structured the pocket app so that it finds content online it takes the old version of the content and then it shows it to me and highlights it until I can find out or figure out through schizoaffective means by having people hint at me what possibly could have been done and then as I'm writing this someone walks by smoking a joint which is wonderful because the stupid b**** is doing this stupid drug in front of a closed Bank so it's like oh we found the way we drugged and f***** with this guy and then he's writing it down let's smoke drugs around him that that couldn't have possibly have beenused to hurt a s*** ton of people that could then you know cause Bank closures and all sorts of financial havoc or like society crumbling that that wouldn't have happened at all but he found the secret let's smoke drugs around him because he's making inferences based on schizoaffective logic on how we're f****** with him on the street would anyone else like to f*** with me and then hint at me and how it's been done because the longer it takes for someone to figure it out the more people are hurt and then the more effective it becomes when I tell everyone if I sit in public and start playing a video game then people doing drugs will become upset and start doing drugs while sitting on a fire hydrant because it's like I'm a fire hydrant and putting water out or putting the fire out they used to do this when I would just walk around and not steal s*** but now it's become if he plays a video game while he's in public rather than write things where people can like look at him while he does it like if I if I preach into my phone right then then I'll be drugged and then people will do drugs around me and screw with mebecause they found someone that can copy my voice and will do this on the other side of the city and then can lie about it but if I start playing video games on my phone it f**** up who's whoever's on the other side of the phone and then the people will do who are doing drugs that want to steal s*** we'll get upset and start doing drugs while sitting on a fire hydrant I took a picture of one of these dumb f**** sitting across from me and then some woman walks past licking your lips they often just have mustaches and it's becauseit's like a p*** stash but if they have a pornography stash and they don't have sex it's the schizoaffective version of I can do whatever I want and so it's like people who are scared of like sex somehow or something weird and so does these guys who are going around with big mustaches who are like schizophrenic and this happens when I when I play video games on my phone as opposed to like right on my phone we're talking to the phone and then people go past doing the the s*** where they're like tongue comes out in the retardedso it's you know it's my phone is now is now so when I talk into the phone it goes into people's earpieces and then if I play video games on my phone it f**** that up and so people get all upset more people going around saying I like that I like that so they said the thing twice for which if I say something then some terrible thing will happen for which I will like the thing that's terrible and if I don't say something then it's peace or else right so this is more mind control b******* by crazy people and it's you know the piece or else s*** is like again eat s*** and die screaming eat s*** and die screaming there I said it twice it must be true and if you don't do it then you're a terrible person and you should bash your head against the wall until your brains leak out your ears and then there's the biker dude that says that does the wheelie so that you see that he's doing a unicycle so that everyone sees that I've shown everyone what the trick is and so he literally shows everyone what the trick is and then I like it I like it based on the attention is f***** up and you're poisoning me and then doing psychological torture so no I don't like it it's f***** up and everyone here is sick I don't like having attention I just don't want to physically hurt and I want to live in a society in which I don't have to be the person pointing out how everything is f***** up because I'm not the most reasonable person in the societyI mean how how awful does it have to be when you're the voice of reason and you're like no I shouldn't be that guy but see it's funny cuz it's like the voice of reason and then I'm talking into the phone if I was typing with my thumbs that I wouldn't literally be the voice of reason it would be a metaphor but see it's literalness or metaphor and then it's funny cuz it's like two things I just f****** hate this place so f****** much like everyone here is sick and I just want to leave and then not be ill because there's just no f****** saving this place like I II want to live in a place where I'm not going to be hurt and I'm not going to feel like absolute s*** all the time by people poisoning me I mean where can I go where I can sleep at night and then not wake up feeling like someone has poisoned me or I can put shoes on that I know that I know that someone hasn't like worn around the the block or put poison in like I want to live that place I want to live I want to live there right like where is that placeI want to be I want to live somewhere where I'm not going to be stalked by assholes where where is that place that I can live where I'm not going to be stocked by crazy assholes who want to poison me and do drugs around me and f*** with me constantly where can I go to do that but see here it is if peace what piece is is going back to the shelter right rather than sleep on the street because that would be the peaceful thing to do and then the peace sign is backwards like giving two people to finger rather than forward showing your other fingers and so if and so from the mythology standpoint a peace sign shows all the fingers while an unpeace sign doesn't right up and on peace sign has hidden s*** in it and so if I go back to the shelter that's I like it I like it because that's the peace sign but it's something terrible and now I've set out in the open with the pieces that's the sign right and so now it's an Open secret for which the next play of the game is right but I don't know what the other fingers stand for and so and so I'll be drugged and f***** with in order to find out what someone else's problem is right and then I'll say why I don't like being f***** with in the same way they're being f***** with but I'll only get a taste of how they're being f***** with and then I'm the guy who dies by a death of a thousand cuts by having been f***** with a little bit to all of these illnesses and then if you take any money or you take any favors or you get a bribe out of this for having done a good job of like u******** other people's problems then you're a bad person and somehow you're compyou're complicit and having been hurt in order to get money or drugs or whatever and you're the flip side of the coin of everyone else who did the peace sign where they show their fingers and that's the f***** up mythology with the heaven or hell with the peace sign based on how you hold your f****** hand isn't that wonderful I think it's f***** up because I'm sitting across from an abandoned bank and no one's willing to say s*** about it because they want everyone to solve their own problems for them and not help out the guy who's been like fixing everything else because if you did that he wouldn't fix your own s*** and then every time he complains or says anything you import more people with more f***** up problems until he just shuts up and doesn't say anything and then he's crippled for life with all of your illnessesthe entire society of this b******* circle and all of the ways that you can hurt people with with f***** up s*** is the worst thing I think I've ever seen it's just like here's how you f*** a bunch of people over and so nothing I do is going to be right and so the entire time I'm going to b**** and then anyone that's involved with f****** each other over in a way that involves me from from either direction is going to be so completely f***** because I'm the one guy who's been bitching the most and has done the least bad things in his life and I plan on just f****** over as many people as I can who are screwing with me just to do itthere isn't a single f****** moment of the day when my head isn't in physical pain I hurt all of the time I've hurt all of the time for going on 3 years now because I've been poisoned in harassed and f***** with continuously without anyone fixing the problem and everyone calling me crazy here's the next one my head will start hurting and then somebody goes past playing ragatan which I f****** hate and despise and then a guy goes past whistling but my head hurts less when the guys play reggaeton as opposed to when they don't and so it's attempting to addict someone to music that they hate by making it to their head doesn't hurt because the people they have been drug to or sicken to somehow it's coordinated either with the cell phone or by magic I don't know somebody is sicking me to somebody else who likes reggaeton there's a big deal or there's a thing where like people who believein magic have big lips and the people who don't believe in magic have thin lips and so the people and some people go around with big lips that are ehistling again this is a combination of disease and seeong if you can get someone to take a correlation seriously adter theyre beinf sockened so that you can then eother make them believe in magic or discredit them. its torture bu abdisaggregated froup of socippaths. this isa at the intersection of 22 and valencia street. at 643 pm. its so ficking annoying. okay here we go so someone looked at me and then someone saw me and then commented we should just sit outside when they're going off to eat somewhere and then there was the whole covet thing where everyone was going around sitting outside while they ate so there must have been someone who was homeless that made that was made homeless where they shouldn't have been and then everyone emulated that guy and did whatever he did and that was that was the start of all the crazy that's that's the current supposition and then a guy walks past me rubbing his nose like keep your nose clean or some f****** thingthey like to do this pantomime s*** where they'll play with their nose to the point where like someone will put in a nose ring or someone will grow a mustache just so that like if someone walks past rubbing their nose they have a different nose than the other guy are different lips or something and so there was a guy who or a woman whichever who sat outside who everyone liked and emulated and sitting outside and then that was the person for whom all the crazy s*** happened and he was the stone that fell into the pond that created all the ripples and f***** everything upand I have no idea who that is and it's bizarre and f***** up and weird but now you can work backwards from where I am and from what I know and from what I've said and find out who that guy is and find out all the things that happened and then work forward and stop it from happening in the future or at least in the future it'll happen differently I had to reload the page but the long and the short of it is is that somebody walks past me saying something about all we should eat outside and then somebody else ran passing well now you have the whole story what it is is a bunch of people where like they have to do what everyone else does because if they don't then like if one guy eats inside and another guy eats outside the drugging won't all work together because they have to do it in the same way and that's all and that's why you have all these idiots that are all dressing differently and acting stupid on purpose and then making all this art that's weird just just to like differentiate themselves from the people who are sickening them because the people who are sickening them are these people who are like we all have to do the thing in the same way and if we don't we're all going to we're all going to be sick we have to we all have to be sick together in a collective mob and if we don't do that then there's something wrong and so you have people going out of their way to be different and stupid just to prove that they're not like the the idiots that are making them all sick and then you get stupid s*** like burning Man but you know you could just fix this stupid s*** by like having people having an AI takes statistical samples of the population and find out what's wrong with them and then inoculating people instead of having roving bands of idiots attempt to all do this thing at this right at the same time and if they don't then you're going to drug him with stupidso yeah it's you take AI you put a lab next to it and then you take the samples of the population to find out what's making everybody sick that's not hard of course because everybody's f***** up like so this is so so the long story short is is that everybody who's doing this s*** is f***** up where they like they have to be in a collective group right and so you have the homeless so the homeless and the rich people are both sick because they believe that you have to be in a collective group where you have the same beliefs andthat the group has and so they're they're both idiots they're just group idiots right and so you have everyone who's a drunk who has to behave like it what a drunk would would behave like and so they all behave like they're in the f****** movie cheers or something and so it's a disease where it's a follower disease it's like a disease where people are like have to like lose their individuality to a group and some people are going out of their way to pretend to be something else just so that they don't have to be part of a group that they dislike or be a part of a group where the group will f****** there like individualityyou can test for this and you can find out all the people who are who are like sick to this s***then you have to figure out okay well is it the sickness to weaves who are going to control the AI algorithm in the f****** Labs or is it going to be I'm solike people who aren't sick I swear the people who aren't sick are going to have like effective like so so I mean again then it just becomes a matter of power right and then all the sickness weaves that want to follow somebody are going to pick the guy that everybody agrees to follow and then they're going to blame all their ills on them because it's like it's like mythology that's popular let's put it that way and it's stupid as f***so it's a bunch of followers that all want a leader and then the leader has to be someone that's like I don't even know it's f****** bizarre but now now if I go back to the shelter it's like I'm a homeless person and the I like it I like it may have something to do with how I'm being going to be f***** with at night and then if I don't that proves that I have individuality and I can do what I want and therefore and so you don't like you're arguing by your own actions what schizophrenics and f***** up idiots are going to do to drug you or f*** with you so you're surrounded by people who have no personality of their own who are taking what you do as the cue for what what reality should beand so the more you argue for normalcy while you're homeless the more people will treat you like you're homeless to the extent that you can't ever get out of it or you could go into a restaurant before all this s*** storm starts and just demand things until someone figures it out and then everyone goes oh I see the guy who's the store owner he's sick and he's giving things away for free because he doesn't understand or there's something wrong with him and then everyone will mob that store and steal as much s*** as possible because someone figured out that the store owner has been sick so he'll do whatever he's told rightand that is happened to so many stores and then they write on the side of it like the guys's sucker because the poison is the poison is is his drugs or his alcohol or something until the guy is brain dead and he's so easily hypnotized that someone can just walk into a boat building and say just give me free s*** and the guy will go okay so again like the only way to fix this is with science labs and f****** AI there's no other solution this is also why you have people going around and smoking because these are people where it's like if you tell them that smoking makes them cool and sexy will believe youor they'll say like well I'm going to smoke because otherwise I'd have to like eat myself to death and if I'm going to go out because I have plague that makes it so that my body is f***** up I may as well just smoke myself to death and the phone is f***** up so that like it's most likely irradiating my body so I feel good when I use the phone and so it's like the Chinese thing about phone addiction for which they like put people in camps over which is again incredibly f***** up so it's it's like a joke on that where the where in this case the phone may be addictive because it's a radiating you and f****** up your body but you have talks about plasmosis and so it makes you feel goodbecause there's a study on rats where some sorts of radiation on rats when they have talksmoplasmosis will make the headaches go away and then it's funny because you have a guy sitting on the side of the road talking to himself except he's talking to his phone in order to make a record of how everyone here is so incredibly f***** up I'm also having people go past and like having shirts on and say like stop the story or end the story or the story is done and then when I continue to write someone to walk by with a shirt that says The story so far they're trying to make it so that there's always one guy who Chronicles on the stupid s*** that's going around with the homeless and then having it be like the next guy and then be like you should stop writing we already have another guy it's like no f****** fix it you dumb f**** and then there's a woman going past with like marijuanait's just like they try and see if they can smoke you out by having one like like if you sit by the side of the road and you don't do what they want then they'll just see if they can have like one person smoke a joint around you continuously your high all the time so it's just a matter of like they're drug addicted and they have to do s*** in groups and if you do if you don't do the thing for which everyone else is doing in a group they'll freak out after having poisoned you and then find where you are and then drug you so like I was drugged at night and then screwed with so there was something wrong with my feet and now when I'm sitting by the side of the roadthey have people like do drugs around me because I'm not doing what everyone else is doing right but they'll do like a little bit of drug around me and then everyone around me will start talking about science fiction or like cool s*** and it's like it's like ha we've done it so we so that we've we've made it so that when you're sober you are surrounded by people who are crazy and f****** with you right and then we're going to do a little bit of this drug around you and then have people walk by talking about things you care about like science fiction and other s*** so it's like do drugs and then allall of the people that are surrounding you and f****** with you will surround you and f*** with you in a way you may like and it's like no because I don't want to do drugs around bastards I don't want to because you're s***** people and I don't like being f***** with I might in the future when I had an apartment and a job and money and I felt like I wasn't going to be murdered and I hadn't been poisoned that day I may at one point you know smoke a joint in my room by myself aloneon until that f****** day I'm not doing any drugs because I want to be able to record every f****** thing that's happening around meoh I I'm so excited to go back to the I'm so f****** excited to go back to the cafe off of Ellis Street the city hope Cafe where if you ask for sugar they'll give you sugar packets that are covered in fentanyl because of course sugar is a drug and I stole sugar to prevent myself from having diabetes when I hadn't eaten for days so it's like hey sugar is a drug too let's ask people how many sugar packets they want that have fentanyl covered on them because it's stupid s*** from people who are desperate that you join their group even if their group is stupidand the group where everyone has to do drugs just because is also stupid as is the one where everyone's going to drink themselves to death as is the one where everyone's going to eat themselves to death as is the one where everyone has to do art to prove how cool they are because they're not in a group of stupid people they're in the art we're stupid in a special way group and meanwhile the only two things that are relevant in any way socially that can prevent the apocalypse is artificial intelligence and preventing an ecological disasterbecause those two things involve science and math which would prevent their from being world war III as opposed to let's have all the idiots join groups and then f****** everybody's life because I don't want to be a part of that it's crazy and f***** up and no thank you and yes that is in fact not a group because it's based on math it's based on hey the GDP is going to fail and no the solution to this isn't let's have everyone join a group and become a moron I'm not interested it's f***** up in psychologically disturbing and I don't want to physically hurt all the time I would rather die die alone rather than join a group of crazy people that believe in b******* and above both of those things I would rather fix the problem in a way that didn't involve torturing people are f****** with their minds wouldn't it be nice if everyone could have all of their brain cells intact and not hurt all the time and not have weird addictions and f****** Hang-Ups and we could still have society function by you know just fixing the f****** proble mp and a douchebag f****** on a f****** motorcycle goes past because it's like I'm on the unicycle of the buy k you have no idea how stupid that s*** is it's like cool don't fix the problem die in 10 years see if I give a s*** well why don't you just take a gun and blow your brains out oh and then the people from the public library were the people who are sitting outside when I was sitting outside of the same restaurant and so the people at the public library sick in the homeless and then if the homeless do something weird that's outside the norm you find the two people are put together in the same restaurant by everyone that's trying to figure out where the sick is coming from all these two people have the same sick let's make them sit together because right or something like well sick and we'll we'll alternatively gas someone in sicken them until we can get these two people who are similar together and then somethingand so it's and so having restaurants that have somebody sit outside and then having the homeless person sit next to them is supposed to indicate everybody walking by who the two people are that are sick together and then as I was walking back to the shelter I passed the librarian who was outside of the restaurant at 22 and Valencia and this guy who was walking around and then talking to all his friends about some book store owner that had a a vineyard or something walks past me and grunts at me I don't say anything but they indicate thingsthey indicate things by grunts right or sniffing at you because it's like you're a dog so this is more f***** up b******* by people who are sickening each other to stupid s*** I dislike it and cool you've told me a secret now everyone knows good job instead of being St Peter at the Gates of heaven it's like being the service at the gates of hell which and many ways is the same thing because it's a gate between where people are it's a gay between where people are and don't want to be and where they want to go and aren't and then you like screw with people to see like oh well is the guy who's at the gate or the guardian or whatever going to take the the peace sign version of I like it I like it right and then be the person for like if he comments on this thing rightthen something terrible will happen that we've indicated by saying I like it I like it for which I will find out later what the terrible thing is that I like which I shouldn't have liked in the first place and then you see but I've told a secret about how everyone's screwing with each other and so instead of being able to keep a secret I've told the secret and now I'm going to be poison to something awful maybe it's the something off a website I've said it twice so it must be true now it's just stocking and stupid by people who are sick and I hate it so f****** much note that someone in the shelter that is heavily masked made their bed such that their sheets made air gin near my head which may have been the "i like it" crazy shit where i may be being made sick belased in what is on someone elses body. the linch lady for whom i wont eat the food because i continue to be poisoned made horse noises at me which is a joke about the baby and the horse in the world card of the tarot. o hate rhis shit so much whatever the fuck it is. its sick. i take it that the librarians are all sick romani that jist poison the homeless repeatedly for anyone that is stupid enough to come to san francisoc and then sicken someone thats intelligent until they end up in the shelters and then they sit outside the restaurant for which their eating at. its supposed to be a joke on someone that likes to read but doesnt like other people where theyll be poisoned ro death by the illiterate that the library then hires its fucked up and sad. the other thing that may be happening is that im being sickened so that it feels good to overhear other peoples conversation and then i stop being able to have an internal dialog because i dont want to be around people that are sick - and so i get sickened to people who start having a long conversation. by not being able to think internally afrer having been poisoned and sickened repeatedly. so its acclimitization to being sickened by overhearing what other people say until the people that are compelled to talk via word vomit end up having power over you because they repeatedly poison you when youre not looking. batshit in other words. Note - if i start reading a passage from wikipedia while rhis doichbag is talking my head starts hurting and i dont know why. this tool os ehote, bald, approximately five feet tall and wears all black all the time invluding a blakc hat. this may be a joke based in the "man in blakc" and johnny cash which was what someone was playing on a on the guitar. so its based on sickending me based on a bet and this tool probably sickendd me in my sleeo or did somehting in order to make me ill. hes outwardly friendly and has word vomit. hes also known as someone that will immediatley tirn around and tell on someone or spread rumors just to do it. which is why the guys with the wheelchairs and rhe speakers have been going around with jamaican songs warning eveyone about "judah and spreading rumma". so if i speculate on how im being poisned and sickendd ill have a five foot nothing bald tool go around and sickend me in my slee and have the shelter staff members make horse noises ar me. of course this is a "rumor" h- why am i sick and have a headaxhe when i read when this guy is talking and he changes the content of his conversation based on what i do on my phone? theyre schizophrenic and want to sicken people so theyre together eoth someone in a sickness network and then see if rhey can manipulate them. this is at 1050 south van ness in the church area (anna wing).it should be noted that thesheets and bedding were saved in a plastic bag whih you then get out of a bin which had my number on it. the sheets may have ben poisoned so that i have headaches when using it or them. the two people started talking about cops when i started typing on my phone which may or may not have somehong to do with aggressive bull queers o dont know the oojnt here is that i e been sickend or poisonrd again wirh somehting that was weong with the sheets in the shelter. they may equate the ability to read or wrote or not being piisoned as being a "police officer". the sheets are rhe most obvious vector for being sockend again so that my head hurts. my supposition is that someone that was sick was rolling aroind in them. the bald man who is a worker here made a crack about "lazy boys" which is probably a joke about someone being a "boy" and this is why the woman made the horse noises at me. so its sick bull queer shot from a worker that is sick and poisoning rhe sheets. "lazy" here is a joke by a bull queer sivkness monster for not begging for money supposedly or someone that works on computers or whatever justies poisoning someone . one of the jokes in san francisco is the duck or rabbit illusion as attributed to wittgenstein or in this case its a rabbit and a skull because everyone that sees the hair (which will be a bald man theyve been sickened to that fors aeound awinging a coke can) will then die to cause and run around attempting to do everything rhey can to stop being sickened to idiots that are poisoning rhem in the shelters or in their aparments. so its a "chair" because you "see the hair" which would explain all the people that would put chairs by the side of the road as everyone is sickening each other to morons, hiding the fact, and then showing what they did to the lerosn in the hopes that rhey dont have them immediately kille. its assault with poisoning and then begging forgivenes. more information - so theres been a joke since about two years ago when a woman told a story at seventeenth and casp street about her father dyong of cancer and then being resurected as either a butterfly or a wolf. and and so if i yell at people on the stret ill have rhe sheets poisoned in the shelter and rhen someone will pull their sheets over their head so theyre the "butterfly" and im the wolf whoch is a play on a phrase speak whotely and carry a big stick. it then makes it so that o cant talk quietly snd my lungs and theoat sre fucked up. someone in the shketer said peru peru peru. last night. so i finally get to see that the fucking with me in the street with people opening their mouth and showing me their tongue in a way that made rhem look like theor tongue was blocking their mouth was done to momic the effects of poisoning to an insane game desigend to force people not to talk on the streets and reward people that made it so people would freak out and yeall ar people because of stalking and drug abuse. so thats cool i ttptally live being fucking poisoned. i suppose om supposed to like or dislike peru now? theres a disabled elderly man at msc south that sleeps woth his mouth entirely blocking his mouth and that soet of thing can lead to sleep apnea and can kill you. there isnt a secret im willing to keep about me being fucked wirh and poisoned. so the shelter at 1050 sputh can ness has what could be posibly construed as a perucian rheme. in any case its a joke or behavioral comditioning ducking with someoen game so that if someone yells at leople rhat are fucking with them on rhe street theyll end up being poisoned an rhen someone else will be rewarded - the people fucking with them and rhen the people in the shelter that get money after they have sheets that arent poisoned. this is the needle in the haystack gane where you have to find the eay that someone is piisoning you according to a game and then once you find the secret youre supposed to feel dumb or stupid whan the secret could have been "if you only shook hands or said please (because its the magic word!) we wouldnt have stalked and poisoked you the entire time!" its torture with a potential payoff for not saying anything as a form of complicity and every single person involved is a horses ass. from what i understand this is to give a group of people or some people "protecrion" via certain erhniciitoes for caring about the environment or the fiture as something thats importnat via finding out the certain game. of i found kut a stupid game having to do with the terracotra warriors maybe rhe chinese would have like me. its fucking stupid and soinds loke a screwed up version of captain planet. rather than do any of this stupid shit peole who were intelligent could have been working on hard problems to fix thing s rather than go around poosoning each other to bullshit. of i say stupid asholes three times and spin around in a circle counter clockwise will i stop being poisoned and having people pay off morons with free shit?.according to shit i iverheard and which the homeless mase m ovwrheae in pirpose or wanted me to overhear some of the homeless cant buy energy drinks with food stamps and rhen all of rhe ones rhat can are rhen deinking sn energy drink ehener the other homeles are around them to differntiate their niology. its tupid snd dum and fucked up and i just eant to get the fick out of this cir because everyone her eis mentally ill and biolent. and i cant even fucking tupe anymore because my hands have been fucked up from serial poosonjgs. but i must not be hard enough or cool enough in order not to stalke down the street and do srupid shit sround and then have me poisoned in a homeless shelter. right so what this appears to be is that every country is going around seeing who's going to be like part of their if you're going to go if you're going to go buy ideology right and the guy is not gay and he's not in a religion right and you have to be part of some stupid click you have to be part of some stupid organization or some stupid like group of people who are all in it together then you can do it by country right never mind the fact that I'm an American you have to have like a bunch of people who all decide oh well this guy is our ours now righthe's represented by us somehow right and so each one of these stupid things has a secret which involves a poisoning and the secret with the peruvians apparently is it's like a butterfly or a wolf and so you can be crazy and scream out out loud like you're a wolf or you could be a butterfly and going to a cocoon and come out like a like a butterfly right you could you could be a worm that that transforms into a butterfly based on if you yell in the street after people f*** with you and then your sheets are poisoned in the shelternever mind the fact that I don't do drugs and so I should be able to be f***** with so that you know it doesn't bother me and then someone who does do drugs it would bother them more that's the thinking of course right clearly of course I've had everyone in my family tell me I'm crazy all of my friends say we're not going to have anything to do with you and been stalked and harassed for 5 years while being poisoned by everyone in the entire plant and so now it's like okay well that's the Peruvian one right well I've been to oh and someone left a stupid sharpie on the ground which is like homeless s*** that are like that's like you're a you're into Trump because you can't just be a person that happens to have a US citizenship and not give a s*** about politics now that's not possible so right so that's the Peruvian one what's the Chinese one what's the one from from f****** Cambodia never mind the fact that I think the environment is important and it's like a big deal or anything never mind that but because but because every one of these countries wants to play an intelligence test a f****** Captain planet I get to decide oh okay well that was the way the peruvians decided to poison me what was the way that the Chinese did it what's the way that f****** what's the one that's the f****** cambodians or whatever right so now I'm like okay is my head ever going to stop hurting or did the fact that I went to Australia mean that I was poisoned by the Australians in such a way that my head will hurt until I die because I didn't figure out their f****** intelligence test as a joke by morons that are poisoning each other for money and drugs so no I'm not making fun I'm not making friends with anyone based on a stupid game where you can poison someone and then you have to keep quiet about it f*** you there's just no point I don't want to be friends with people who poison other people I don't want to be friends with people who are like oh we only poisoned you so far and then all of a sudden you figured out how to get around being poisoned and so now you're now we're friends now cuz you care about the same things that we do rightso now we've decided not to poison you because you figured out the secret that was the secret the entire time you have to care about the environment you have to not jerk offor will poison you and attempt to have you murdered so now rather than work on anything important that could fix anything or do anything or even open a f****** store that would sell something like f****** anything everyone in San Francisco a city of a million f****** plus people spent three years poisoning me and gaslighting me while I screamed in the street okay and then if the environment is a problem that's 3 years for which in 10 years the environment will collapse that's 3 years of of doing f****** nothing and I'm writing all this s*** into my phone we're like a douchebag in a San Francisco hat like flashes the peace sign to somebody and I'm like are you f****** kidding I'm at mission and like and 21st Street and across the corner is an abandoned Chase Bank that's been foreclosed for like 3 years it's just the stupidest s*** I've ever seen it all because people would rather poison and f*** with each other then do anything or get anything done or just not poison and f*** with each other but I have to find a secret I have to find the cool f****** way of like if you don't say anything and you walk around quiet then you won't be poisoned and everyone will think you're coolit's the most f***** up s*** I've ever seen it is it's it's I'm just so disgusted at this point it's like I get an I now get to spend the day wondering how the f*** not to be poisoned because everyone here is is either a poisonous a****** or like is trying to take advantage of the situation or is dying and it's psychotic b******* because when I was in Peru I went and I did drugs in the Amazon and I also happened to go to the cities that had environmental problems but somehow I didn't turn into an Eco warrior because I don't know what the f*** am I supposed to do in that situation when I'm one person and I'm 25 where I have no special connections I don't have anyone that like I I can't turn an entire country around and all sorts of s*** and instead what I'm having now is people going around with puma shirts and then poisoning me by putting s*** in my coffee or poisoning me in the sheltersyou know what I did when I was in Peru I spent money because that's what I could do I spend money I saw cool things I was in cities that were polluted I was in areas where they weren't polluted same s*** is in China same s*** is in Cambodia Cambodia is beautiful their cities are filled with s*** same thing is in Thailand most poor countries that have beautiful things also have cities that are filled with garbage and are incredibly pollutedsomehow that doesn't mean that when I go to glide and I have a cup of coffee I want someone to put s*** in the coffee and then have me followed by people who are sick because they've either done something to the coffee that's put their own biology in it or some other f****** thing and then be followed around with shirts that say puma because when I was in Peru and it at a f****** like campsite where we were doing drugs there were pumas and then if I complain about that I must totally be scared of name brand clothing and so I'm going to have people come up with non name brand clothing that's stupid and indy and all so cooland stalk me around the city with that s*** like they dropped up pink sharpie marker and then I have a black girl follow me down the street with a pink spider outfit on and there's a guy who happens to be at 555 embarcadero the last time I checked who can't talk anymore right he will poison people to the names of ideas to then he'll poison people to funny names that have to do with the internet but like names can have two meanings right and he'll where is shirt that says spider on it but it's in black with white spider websand then it says like spider or fear or something right so this douchebag is the fallback plan for oh he's writing on the internet how we f***** with him to the peruvians let's all do drugs around him that has to do with this guy and all the people that that douchebag is sick too and we're only ever going to make him find out how he was f***** with when we have a fallback plan that involves sickening him to some other a******because see he's a spider and so now let's just poison him to every douchebag that has a stupid spider shirt onand now instead of crazy peruvians now they're crazy homeless people who wear spider shirts and think they're always so cool because they can poison people to names that are from f****** the internet and so if you like the rest programming language they'll do stupid s*** like make you sick with rust particles somehow I just don't want to be around sick a****** and I don't know how that's complicated so the SF had douchebag threw up the peace sign because it's like SF was to find out if I would do Captain planet to one of the I don't know how many countries I've been to right and now I pass a rubber band that has someone who wrote on shock on the sidewalk SD which I'm taking stands for San Diego but San Diego is in blue with a white outline and they love doing this s*** where like we're like the outline is the is the chalk outline around the blue thing but that's the circle of b******* for which you're in the outline ofand so in order to forward the river of blue you have to go over white and then that means that that's the casket for which you're in because it's the outline of the thing and so I have to cross white in order to get out of blue and then that means that I'm in San Diego where white and blue is stupid b******* having to do with Pink Floyd again so this is sociology of dumb f*** where like the background that holds the word is the outline of the word itself and so like if I'm staring at a red sign as the yellow word lucca in it so then it would be like Luca is yellow and then red would be like if you're in yellow to get out of the word you have to cross red so now this is the next one is that if SD is blue and the outline is white like I just I just passed the store I called into the police because someone broke in now in order to get out of blue I have to cross white and crossing light is like not doing the good thing so to get out of blue to cross white what you do is you don't do the right thingand therefore you're not a Jew because you don't you don't stand up for someone else and so someone else won't stand up for you and blue and white is like the Jewish flag so it's San Diego but you're in blue and you have to cross white and it's like the Jewish flag and so now all I have to do to get out of San Diego and the blue and the white s*** so that I'm not Jewish is just not say anything when someone gets f***** over and then the Palestinians will say ah he's not Jewish that means we can f*** with himor something right because now we've we've gone to well he doesn't want to keep secrets about how to sell the Dory or how the f****** peruvians are poisoning him and then giving people money to do it so we must therefore be Jewish and because he's Jewish he has to stand up for other people so they stand up for him but if he doesn't do that then we're going to drug him so that whoever is making him sick who's from San Diego will be on some other kind of drug so the guy who's making him sick from San Diego well now be on some other kind of drug and then but it's not like my voice is any quieter because I keep talking into my phone and I have to talk quietly now or I'm just going to end up having my life be me screaming into my phone is loudly as possible because it's funny like trigger happy TV and so now I get to spend the rest of my life attempting to make my voices quiet as possible while I have a lung condition because people were paid off by gangsters from South America to have me poisoned repeatedly so they can get free s***but now I have to I have to make a performative public statement or a performative public service to prove that I'm worthy of being considered a Jewby people who are crazy and are using the homeless in the shelters to poison people based on the names of funny internet memes or funny ways of using the names of programming services to poison each other I don't believe in any of this s*** I just see it and go oh I see so you're hurting each other again and want me to sign up for a team so I can hurt other people with my own special superpower of b*******g it should also be noted that there's mRNA virus going around or some other virus that causes people's nipples to get hard that sounds weird and yet it's true you can be gas in such a way where even if you're a guy your nipples will be hard and so I'm wandering around and I'm passed with all these guys that's have hard nipples walking past me which is supposed to be funny and it's weird and gross because among other things I saw a father with a 6-year-old child and the kid had a pink shirt on with googly eyes over the nipplesand so there's some sort of drug mixed with pot where it'll make your nipples hard and so everyone goes around with hard nipples and so that's something you can do just with drugs and that's one of these things where it's like okay it's an indication that you can affect people's bodies and weird ways just with just with an aircelizable gas which means you can affect people's you can affect people's testosterone and estrogen levels probably anyway someone threw a break through the Skechers store and I called the cops and they AR argued with me about whether or not it was in their district but if I if I if I buy shoes from there it must mean that I don't like it it must mean that I'm a terrible person and something terrible will happen because I bought shoes with government money at a shoe store that someone threw a breakthrough and so now I get to go oh goody I don't want my feet to fall off but I also don't want to be poisoned by crazy people and the crazy people through a break through the store where I might buy shoes and II was just poisoned again last night so it's I was poisoned in a homeless shelter by crazy people and now I get to buy shoes where the crazy people threw a brick through the windshield of the of the store of the the glass of the store and if I wear those shoes something terrible may happen to me but see if I buy the shoes there because I have feet that have problems and I don't buy the shoes at a Mexican place right from someone that is a struggling store owner then I must therefore be the man I must therefore be an authoritariancapitalist never mind that I have blisters and sores all over my feet and I'm worried that I may not walk anymore or that I've been gassed and drugged and f***** with continuously for months based on some a stupid joke that might be funny to peruvians never mind that s*** no if I buy shoes at the Skechers store that means that I'm a I'm a capitalist dictator it means that the white outlined blue SD is the next group of crazy people where Jews from San Diego will have me drugged depending on where I buy my f****** shoes if I buy them with an EBT card maybe that'll mean I'm not Jewish enough to like I like the environment and I like spending money in foreign countries but I don't like poisoning people so therefore I'm not Peruvian enough apparently oh wait I also don't like keeping secrets about how someone repeatedly poisons me or makes money off of poisoning other people so that I'm definitely not Peruvian enough and I'm not I'm not Christian enough because I don't want to be followed around by black people with speakers talking about God and love and being stalked across the city by crazy people wearing stupid outfits that won't leave me the f*** alone oh but every time I noticed something stupid having to do with a correlation with a head shop then that's something that's funny that I can be poisoned to soak the California Street head shop yeah you're going to write stupid s*** on a sidewalk and if I noticed that someone gets a free joint so then I'll be followed around with t-shirts having to do with that stupid store because the name of the store is California Street and then someone will write on a sidewalk stupid s*** about how I'm going to be drugged later becauseand then if I noticed this s*** on the sidewalk then whoever is doing it gets free drugs or some f****** thing from the California Street head shop because it's funny and hilarious and it's like they're giving me secrets about how I'm being f***** with and so they get paid in drugs or some f****** thing and then I'll be followed around with a stupid t-shirts but from the stupid f****** store I hate this city so f****** much like I don't want to hate it I just want to forget it exists and leave I want to have no emotional involvement I just don't want to be here schizophrenics are scared of the Skechers store because of someone walks around they're worried they're going to have to sit by the side of the road and then draw pictures continuously because they're mentally ill it's the same thing where it's like it's in Adidas shoes and I have to draw things that are then then it's like he's in prison but if you walk around and Skechers shoes I'm going to have to sit by the side of the road and and draw pictures or something in the world isn't right I wish I were kidding but I think that's why they don't like the Skechers store I just want shoes that aren't going to make me sick all right I figured this one out I think it's incredibly stupid so if you poison someone so that if they're in the shelter their mouth will have their tongue blocking their their breathing passage their throat right and their mouths will swell up based on like the joke between either a wolf or a butterfly right and then that has to do with Peru then that's Dartmouth right because it's a joke about the idea of college and learning something stupid okay so about 6 months ago or a year ago I went to UCSF and I sat on the lawn and I wasand I was reading a book and I was waiting for a math professor because I wanted to talk to talk to a guy about my language I was making but there were no language professors there were no math professors it's mostly people just f****** around but you can't go there and ask people questions about what you're working on because it's not a research institution they just it's people that go there to screw off anyway so other than not being a real college they had these two Chinese guys with Stanford t-shirts on and they saidI went to Coachella at 61 or 65 and I was like wait a minute that doesn't make any sense but if you use your EBT card to take out as much money as possible by buying the cheapest thing you can which is ramen you can take out $65 and if you spend the money it's like 61 like the word one w o n and my stupid idiot cousin went to Stanford and he likes money and he wrote a book about a artificial intelligence and the idiot character in the book is Chinese and so if Dartmouth is being poisoned by peruvians if you yell in at the in the street while you're being f***** withthen Stanford is oh if you spend the money from your EBT card rather than just save it then you'll be poisoned by Chinese people hope this is your language Illinois I take it to be like somebody going around with a speaker system annoying people if you can buy a speaker and then just cart it around playing music as loud as possible although I don't know what would that be the Germans because it's Illinois and germ and that would be the Germans and then Harvard is someone who laughs at everything cuz they see the jokeand that country is probably England or France and then you're supposed to care about those countries which is coordinated with or correlated with those colleges and the entire thing is a dumb f*** game and if you spend the money from the EBT office on clothing or medicine then you're a bad person and you won't be saved and if you complain for too long then you'll be poisoned repeatedly in the shelters and then no one will save you because they have to claim you're crazy because you're unwilling to keep secretsand the thing that people hate the most of someone who's unwilling to keep secrets is that if they're keeping secrets that are getting people killed then it's not about freedom it's about oh I don't want to go to prison Harvard is probably the police cuz the police know about it and think it's hilarious or something so Harvard would be like and then you know I don't know Princeton would probably be England just because it's stupid Harvard would probably be the US and I don't know what the f*** Yale would bemaybe Yale is France or something and then you have each of the colleges associated with poisoning someone and it's like well rather than like invent anything worthwhile or do anything worth a damn you just poison someone repeatedly while they just told everyone that you're getting f***** with and it's just and also you do the colleges based on the the next thing for which you do the colleges based on like oh okay well we're going to have everybody who cares about the environment Go you know go to these colleges because they're dying to cause as opposed to dark side of the Moonwhich is ignore the like impending catastrophe and just do your best and then we'll blame you for it later if things don't work out because they're relying on the fact that you can you can work and live and you be productive without the foreknowledge that s*** is going south just overall or the fact that it is would drive you crazy and you're too valuable to be driven crazy and so all of my friends and family are probably in the position of like the four knowledge would drive us insane and we've already made a bargain where we can just forget about it so long as we pretendthe theater is crazy and we're not going to help him at all and because of the stupid game and the way that people are f****** with each other with sick no one is no one is able to like be able to like coordinate anything to do with the environment or fixing anything but if I spend money that means that I'm not good enough like if I buy shoes or buy or I buy vitamins because I've been poisoned so often that means that I'm a bad person and that I'm unworthy of being saved and working on something worthwhile nope can't do that we f***** with him too much and he complained too often so he's no longer cool enough he's too he's too whatever cuz we keep poisoning him is someone complains what you do is you poison them until they're not worth saving because they don't have anything to contribute because they have brain damage and all sorts of illnesses and then no one will help you so if you complain that's just a way to get people to kill you and all anyone has done when they come to San Francisco is complain bitterly or run away because of how f***** up everything is and because of playing the stupid game meanwhile all of my internet act like all of my internet searches are old and I'll be followed down the street and have people quote quote me like what's going to happen on the television program that they're going to play at the salvation army so so they go around and they're like oh cars are so boxy these days and they're playing the prices right and they're going to give this stupid b**** like a boxy car and I pulled out money from an EBT card but it's like a game show because there's schizophrenic and they can't show the game they have to play the game show and that way they get around the fact that they don't have to tell me what's going on because there's schizo and then they're making fun of me for the fact that they can still f*** with me and in 10 years everyone's going to die because they can't fix the environment and all this gets us want to kill the engineers which is awesome and hilarious and so funny and so schizo humorous and you know now you get to f****** I mean I mean even if you're a schizophrenic retard if you have no self preservation mechanism at all and you use your power to hurt people to hurt the people who want to fix s*** for everybody then then it's like okay the world has been taken over by bythen it's like the world has been taking over by suicidal monsters I mean following someone in poisoning them when they have an education and they would be willing to help make it so that everybody would be happy it's like no I don't want to be as I don't want to be a schizophrenic suicidal monster I want to work on hard problems so that I can fix it for everybody but instead all the suicidal schizophrenic monsters are codependent and want to die with someone so they can die with a friend and it's like b**** I don't want to die I want to work on solving the problembut the schizo they just want they want like attention and they want a friend and they want like they want to screw with somebody important to say that they did or screw with somebody that had an education to say that they did it's like no s*** if you poison someone repeatedly and then f*** with them they're going to be f***** up especially if you do it over years and instead it's like now we get to watch the the world like go through it repeated heat waves and ecological disaster cuz you keep f****** with everybodybut at no point is anyone like yeah we're going to cut it out and then let someone be an engineer so they can fix these problems and let them be hired to do something worthwhile no f*** that so now I get to decide if I spend the $65 on vitamins and shoes or I like do the schizo stupid s*** so I'm not poisoned by murderous retards a couple more things to note so there's mythologizing with the :-) the skull and then the pot leaf we're like the :-) is where you get to do what you want the skull is where you die to cause and then the pot leaf is where you just do drugs because you've given up all hope entirelone of the things that you can notice when you look at these game shows especially if you look at like the price is right or the one with the whammys is you should look at what people's hands look like you should look at their their you should look at their fat composition in there and their hands specifically if they have like puffy hand syndrome and this maybe a set of comorbidities that has to do with what was Star wars which is like the jabba the Hutt virus and so all of the game shows is to show like look wetook all these people with terminal illnesses that had puffy hand syndrome and all of these all of this like disease that you couldn't fix or we couldn't fix and we gave the money and it didn't work because they didn't want money because at some level dying to cause for money when the money isn't going to make it so that the when one money itself won't fix like a when money itself won't fix an environmental problem that's going to cause a GDP catastrophe isn't enough to keep people who are dying interestedlike if you're dying of something where you can give it to other people and someone says here will give you a bunch of money just ask socially acceptable they'll be like oh okay until you prove that the money is going to run out in like 10 years and GDP will like collapse and then all of a sudden they don't care and so what you do is you f*** people over who like tell everybody hey look the money is running out because it means that all the people who are f***** up on on diseases that can kill people will stop being interested in money and you don't have you don't have anything else that's as compelling and so so that's what that is and then the other thing is is that once you use okay so let's look at the new weird right once you have like an art movement that surrounded by like they're calling some people weirdos right because their story follows the new weird which was a it was an art movement in the 1990s to mid 2010s or so which was wonderful it makes horror and fantasy and science fiction speculatively and what you can do is ifif you have an art movement that like distracts people from a broader set of issues and and that's something that makes people happy as opposed to like dying to a cause right that's the :-) right and then all of a sudden you say well wait a minute what's going to happen in in 10 years you no longer can do the :-) thing because you now have died to the cause of fixing a problem and so now you have these people who are committed to fixing this problem until you prove that the problem is either unsolvable or they have no ability to change it at alland then they go and do drugs oh the other thing that's interesting is that every time I'm drugged in a shelter and wake up having a headache I'll be followed around by someone screaming or I'll find the screamer especially if I'm quiet and Peru can sound like pair of where or pair you spell w e or spelled e w where you're being paired with an ew you're being paired with somebody who's gross and awful and there's something biologically wrong with them and so if you come into the shelters in San Francisco and they don't like you what they'll do is they'll take someone who's schizophrenic and sick and contagious and they will drug you in your sleep and you will wake up with a headache and you will wonder what is wrong with youand there's no amount of giving me a car on a game show where I look like an idiot that is going to be a payoff for having someone sicken me in my sleep it says someone who's mentally retarded and contagious or schizophrenic and contagious it's just not going to happen what I want to see happen is the entire shelter system clean and everyone involved in this put in prison or a mental hospitaland the fact that for 3 years no one was willing to do that or say that or like speak out on this issue but either ran away or like wanted money because they had become retarded not only is f***** over the entire city but it's a contributing factor in like the heat death of the planet and I don't know how bad this is in all the other major cities like I don't know how bad this is in f****** Paris or Frankfurter London or whatever so this s*** is f****** bananas and needs to be fixed the other thing that's incredibly awful is the garden of forking paths mixed with kierkegaards either or that s*** is just f****** poison so it's like do this thing and if you don't do this thing we've already scheduled a way of poisoning or f****** with you that's this thing over here and I don't you know I don't I believe someone's smoking or doing something in my sleep where they're making like it's like it must be legal and therefore it's not bad for you and people are laughing at me about this in the street or laughing near me about this in the street because I'm being poison I'm being poisoned by schizophrenics and then I'm being laughed at in the street by people who have money who can use schizophrenics to hurt other people again like the one thing that makes me happy is that because these people are morons everyone is going to die soon and like at some level I suppose that's a good thing right like if I wake up at night and I hurt my chest burns because the people in the shelter are are crazy and murderous and I can't sleep outside or I'll get so cold that I'll I'll have whole body shivers and I'll get pneumonia it's like these people want to have me murdered and the what's going to happen is is because they want to have people murdered that our engineers or could or could have helped in saving the planet like from an ecological disaster everyone is going to die and relatively quickly and I mean you can just ask Google this you can go and ask the you can ask the being API like when is the Earth going to end because of environmental disaster give me a statistical regression based on GDP growth and it'll do that and it'll cite the world Bank and the world health organizationand it's like because these people are morons and they like hurting people and they have no moral bearing and they have money they're just going to die like less quickly than everyone else but they're going to be dead in like 5 to 10 years I mean I might not make it 6 months from now but everyone else is going to be dead so I get to like die before everyone starts shooting each other with guns it's like okay if if you hadn't done this to me no one would have shot each other with guns because you wouldn't have done it to people like me and then all the engineers could have worked on something to save the planet but you didn't and so now you all want to die and I mean that's the problem with fighting people who are like mentally ill and suicidal is they have no like they don't you can't fight them because they want to die anyway and so it's like okay well I guess you win then you're going to kill me and then die I guess you went then you're going to kill me and then die like I can't kill all of the people who are gaslighting me in a circle I can't like rob a liquor store and then suddenly get an apartment but all of these people are crazy and they all want to die and it's like okay well that sucks soso I mean this is how the world ends it's by people who are insane and want to kill the researchers and the engineers they could save them out of spite and anger and stupidity because the engineers and the and the people who went to school and studied aren't you know they're not labor they're not the people you know they're not they're not the proletariat and so no one can work on you know the next engineering marvel that could save the planet instead they just want to kill everyone that has money and then it's going to end up bebeing world war 3 with a bunch of people who are alike you have more money or drugs than I do so I'm going to you know everybody believe in this flag and kill those guys over there because you invested in that stupid s*** rather than engineers and then you poisoned and killed all the engineers that were saying this is stupid you just should hire me so I can fix it but until I steal something or get arrested or show how cool I am by banging a hooker that I don't want to I'm going to have someone give me Cancer and a homeless shelter or I'm going to get pneumonia by sleeping on a street corner and if I spend money that I get from the government then however I spend it will be used as evidence that I'm not good enough send me while every schizophrenic retard that is in approximity to me at all is smoking cigarettes because the government said yeah you can't smoke crack on a street corner because we don't want to pay to give you tin foil so you can smoke in front of businesses and schools and s*** a couple more game planes by the homeless so I went to the salvation army on 4th Street for which they were only giving food out to the Chinese and I had them set me up with a City team food pantry on 6th Street which has been closed for until further notice and has been for a while so the Chinese set me up with the wrong place to get food intentionally while the tool who is at the salvation army dressed up in a f****** guard uniform and then as I walk past to go back to the salvation army somebody said oh we don't need to know we don't care what it looks like we just need it to work in relation to setting up a f******lock and one of the things they do so okay so if you keep saying they right Heidegger has this thing where it's the day is the mob the day is that this the day is the that and so what it is is you'll have a group of people that are called they or them which is supposedly funny but it's basically people who are schizoaffective and like sick together and the way the way it works is that they'll if they are that they are the them they need then the themselves as a collective group of schizoaffective someone to abuse and that person is the it right you're not ayou're not a there of them you're not good enough for that so you're an it and so you'll have this schizoaffective group that's based on like on like sex s*** and then those people will f*** you over based on you're not a there of them you're an it and somebody goes past with a Thailand obey shirt on so it's and this is funny until I find the way that the six-year-old is being abused to make all the gays get like f****** hard nipples because they do drugs around this stupid girl and then all these these like f***** up people are getting hard nipples or somethingand because I found the joke with that I'm told how I'm being f***** over by this idiot at the salvation army and sick Chinese people and so I have to continually demonstrate value in order for someone else to go I see he's not part of the problem and then tell me how I'm being f***** over by a group of crazy people where the answer is don't f****** over by a group of crazy people and don't abuse f****** 66 year olds like I don't like I shouldn't be the one to tell you not to sexually abuse a 6 year old with drugs nor should you just like use masses of Chinese people to steal all of the food and then close the food shelters at other locations in the city like I don't I don't know how this is f****** hard rightlike this is it this isn't f****** rocket science here it's like oh all the Chinese people go to this one place and no one else eats there and God forbid you do or something terrible will happen to you and then this other location in the city that you could eat at his clothes and has been for a while but you've been set up there by some sick Chinese girl who like lies to you over the phone and no it's not like I can find every possible location in a city of a million people where food may or may not be on every alternative Mondayand then people are going around wiping their eyes and blowing their nose and looking all upset whenever when I'm writing this s*** because their way of like stealing a bunch of food from everyone else doesn't work anymore but meanwhile my throat and my chest are f***** up because I was poisoned into in a homeless shelter and so it's like I'm the wolf right as opposed to the butterfly because someone poisoned my f****** sheets and so now I get to go hunt for food again where I can't spend money or I'll be f***** over by crazy people and God forbid that I eat any food that's been prepared or opened in any way whatsoever for any reason but if I do spend my money rather than have all of the homeless and everyone on 6th Street asking me if I want s*** and then like saying out loud like this for sale that for sale for which I can't spend the money because it's a f****** game and then have people smile at me people and people in the in the ghetto have been writing smile on the side of of buildings but using like dollar signs because if you don't spend the money from your EBT card someone will write smiles like like some people will smile at you for no reasonbecause it's a way to f*** with somebody to let everybody know that like you're being watched and followed when oh by the way I would probably like to be able to you know spend my EBT money on calcium pills and fish oil without being poisoned by jackasses but now I'll be followed around with people with shirts that say gold-blooded because I want to spend money I get from the government on pills to make it so that I'm not sick while I keep being poisoned or I could not spend the money and have everyone make fun of me in the ghetto and then have everyone who's rich smile at me because I can prove that I can live without money and therefore I'm deserving of the thing for which I don't need see he's proven how strong he is by being able to resist the thing for which he desperately needs and if he talks it'll f****** his throat so it's like opposite Day right if he screams that we're all f****** retarded and we're hurtingeach other and there's a 25% occupancy rate and no one wants to f****** be here then of course we're going to poison him but no no he can't he can't go by he can't go buy f****** vitamin pills quickie's buying vitamin pills everyone can do what he wants let's all wear stupid shirts around them stock them across the city and then smoke crack around him and then poison his sheets at night because it's f****** funny see it's so hilarious we've poisoned him again like the butterfly or the wolf isn't that cool doesn't it make people want to live here we poisonwe poison people in homeless shelters how f****** awesome is that isn't that cool if you run out of money we're going to poison you so you can't talk anymore and you have problems with your health for the rest of your life isn't that f****** amazing I also don't know if people are attempting to buy things at the same time so that they get me that they have me poisoned so if they if I buy something and they buy something at the same time am I going to be gassed with drugs so that they get less sick that's what I want to know because that's like that's happened before and at this point I'm just so sick of it I mean at this point I'm just recording everything that happens to me so at some point like anyone that's doing this is going to be found out and screwed over so I just doesn't matter I mean the reason I can be trusted with money and other people can't is because I don't use the money to smoke crack as opposed to you know by vitamins so the question here is what we're talking about deserving of being allowed to have money as opposed to let's forget about the fact that he's being cast and drugged in a shelter where there is no there is no like police presence at all and if he lives on the street he's going to die and there's nowhere else to live because his entire family and friends have gone in completely f****** insane now we get to decide oh well if he buys things on the 1st is a bunch of schizophrenics who are into the they them weave that's us whatever s*** going to have him screwed over and killed because he's eating fish oil pills and whenever he does that we smoke crack around him or see if we can steal s*** from a store I don't know should I save my money should I buy things that are healthy for me that I should eat because that way you can make it so that I don't die what's the rightthing to do so I don't die of drug addiction from other people's problems or I'm not gassed with drugs by a group of schizophrenics who all want to steal as much s*** as they possibly can the target is now playing music theme to what I'm doing on my phone and this is typical so the target will like or storage generally if you have money in the the schizophrenics that run the stores will try and tell everyone what you're feeling and thinking in order to screw with you if you go into a store I mean this s*** is 5 years old at this point I went into the stores and home Depot asking for a job and they would play the song rumors on the speakers every time I did until people just said we're not going to hire you so whoever's controlling the music through these speaker systems in the store systems does it so that they screw with people who have money or like that they want to like demonetize it's fucked up and sick goody so I bought a bunch of vitamins and I'll have to just wing it with the shoes this month meanwhile I'm being stalked by idiots again I mean I suppose I could have kept the $65 and just saw whether my cousin the d****** would have rescued me out of spite because I'm I'm proving that I can live without money right my favorite part I think was when they started dropping dimes and nickels and s*** on the ground but like covering them in burnt fentanyl first so that if you picked it up you would get high so then they just drop a shitload of penniesand s*** on the ground and then you can't pick up any of it because touching it would make you high and then all these d******* went to this bar over on Geary right over on poke and just to f*** with the homeless they would drop a shitload of pennies on the ground and no one would pick him up because they'd scared they were scared they'd get sick but that's cool I had to spend my money this month on calcium pills because I'm worried my back is being f***** up but I suppose I could just like not spend the moneyand not and just dress up like a f****** wizard and parade around the town because Astro f****** tell her things that's hilarious and then I could work for a tech company and spend my money buying buying f****** bags that say f*** astrology on them and then go on the bus with glasses on looking like a sad b****that's totally not happened to me when I was on the bus going to a bookstore to see if I couldn't find books but that's cool I'm not doing the right thing I'm not playing the game I'm not treating hell like a tourist trap I'm treating hell like what it is because I don't want to live in a country that treats its cities and it's people like this so now I'm going to go to the community thrift store for which I don't have enough money to buy shoes and I'm going to buy a f****** book instead maybe I'll buy two books because I sure as s*** can't get a job and I don't want to play a game where I pretend stupid s*** is magic because once I do that how do I know that the next time the stupid s*** has to be magicright what happens the next time someone decides to f****** over am I going to have to walk everywhere backwards on my hands but I only get told that in the dark if I wear a colored shirt with stripes on it like what the f***I don't want to play the d****** game because I don't want to be on the hook for playing the d****** game tomorrows so after i bought vitamins all of the advertisements on television for cbs were for pfizer and various drugs - after i started eating a bunch of snacks and food at the salvation army center and bought a two dollar book at the comminity thrift store on valencia all of the adverosements were for injury in car crash and attorneys - after i was followed down the street by idiots doing the face licking and rolling stonws stupidity shit. oh and they charged me tax on the book this time - these idiots like to do this shit where they wont charge me tax for something and then if i dont act like a priest in a sufficient way to some random religion oll be stalked drugged and poisoned by morons rhat believe in whatever rhat religion happens to be. that one has been old since san fiego and rhe ficking hari krishnas so this has to do with like codependent crazy people who are interested in me like eating food and then they get excited because I don't want to involve myself in money somehow and so if I eat food and I'm not starving to death then The gaslight me and make rumors or screw with me so that I can't get a job or sick in me and and one of the things they do and I find this incredibly f***** up is they'll walk down the street and they'll quotes the saying again and again because these people are are like crazy they're crazy right they're dying they're crazy they like to f*** with people and every time they f*** with me and and I mention how it works I write it all down and I show how it works and I describe it they get upset and then they mention this quote again and again and I don't know if it's a Kierkegaard quote or if it's a weekend Stein quote at some level it doesn't matter because there's many things you do again and again you eat you breathe you drink water you defecate right so it's like this crazy mentality of people who are like upset that you want to get a job and then make money and support yourself and somehow they're upset that you don't want to likeand like this idea where they they're upset where they they don't want to just they get they get upset where like you have food but you don't want to play a game like you don't want to like it's like I have $65 but if I save it and play the game and save it for a month then maybe someone will magic me into a job and I don't want to play that game and I don't want to be f***** with by crazy people and then the crazy people get upset because I don't want to like I don't want to like play some f***** up game with psychopaths right it's like no I'm going to buy vitamins and then if you screw with the television advertisements based on what I do or like you screw with me on the street by like licking your lips and following me down the street because I ate food in a shelter and then you screw with the advertisements I'm going to mention it and then I'm going to say where this is and then you're going to be followed by idiots like I don't maybe if you do something wrong and everyone who you do it to doesn't like you the reason is because you're an a****** and people don't like assholesI'm an a****** right but my a****** Miss is restricted to everyone should have enough to eat they should be able to have a place to sleep and they should have clothing and after that you should be able to get a job and support yourself and you shouldn't just f*** with people to do it and if you do do that you're a dick and then everything else after having enough to eat and place to stay in clothing and then you can get a job and support yourself then you can f*** with people or do whatever you want like that's butbut but then like I have these crazy assholes who will follow me down the street and like f*** with me and then whisper s*** to each other behind me in my ear about how upset they are that I'm a boring person it's like what do you expect you're an a****** people don't like assholes they just complain about it and then your life is boring yes and one of the things about being a dick to other people is that those people don't want anything to do with you and then they're not interesting to you because all they do is they look at you and say God what an a****** I don't like you at all and then they don't want anything to do with you so they don't tell you interesting stories they're not entertaining they're just disgusted with you and don't and and what I want to leave right so I don't I don't know what anyone expects like it's just it's just f****** bizarre it's the most bizarre it's like it's like you giveit's like being surrounded with two year olds who are upset because I'm not entertaining when you poison me and it's it's f****** bizarre it's the most f***** up behavior I think I've ever seen like in a societal level like with with crazy people I'm just not entertaining enough when I don't have any money or resourceslike like I I don't I don't know why I'm supposed to be entertaining or do weird stupid s*** when I don't have anything when I don't have any capacity to like it's like what you're going to pay me in food oh he has food now so now he must be entertaining it's like b**** I want a job I want money and I'm not going to like it's like oh well he got money from EBT and he spent it already so he must be bad at it it's like I spent it on vitamins a Red Bull and a book like what do you want right I didn't it's just it's just f****** bonkers I don't evenlike I could I could have spent it on like heroin in this and this f****** behavior is still stupid as f*** they're they're upset because I didn't like either save the money and convert to a religion or blow all the money on drugs I did the boring s*** where it's like yeah what I want is not to hurt and be healthy and get a job I'm sorry is that boring for you it's probably boring for you because you're a dick I mean that's the problem when everyone around you is an a****** is that getting so like the the social credit system is designed to like reward assholes and you just don't want to be around it and then you don't make any friends becauseyou don't want to make friends with monster people it's like the things that they like are horrible and s***** why would I do any of that oh well I guess I'll be just alone then because the people around me are crazy more mind control and behaviorism b******* I've been through this before so I'll just not even mention it but I bought a book because that's the book I like and so someone reads the book ahead of me and then f**** with me to all of like the parts of the book that are weird so anytime I buy a weird or cooler interesting book I'll have people follow me around and f*** with me till like sayings or freezes or things in the book it's incredibly obnoxious and it's just and then it's mixed with poisonings and it's like yeah I don't like your stupid book about the Bible I don't like your stupid religious b******* so you're going to find the books I like and then poison me wonderful you're such moral agents of of beatitude that show how wonderful your f****** religion is because you can hurt other people you're so intelligent because you managed to get to the book before I did so like you know it's just it's just like cool this is more b******* it's like and then I just repeat what I said before which is something along the lines of don't come to San Francisco because they all f*** with each other and hurt each other because they're like it's boring when you sit and read a book so we'll read the book in advance and then f*** with you to itwhy aren't you doing the things that we want you to do right you want to sit and read a book while we don't give you a job in our f****** with you in a group and then like hurting you we want you to do this other thing it's like well f*** you I don't want to do this other thing stop following me around the street and screwing with me to novels I haven't read yet that's totally going to convince me I will I'll want to have anything to do with any of you f****** all right I'm going to like this one this is one of those things where it's like this is the way to f*** with people on a large scale and then I'm going to tell everybody and then it's going to be like maybe it's true maybe it's not but if it is true someone's going to get totally f***** so here is a book called vert by Jeff noon which has this is one of those things where I'm supposed to not be scared of books right on the other hand I like reading science fiction books but if someone is crazy and they read a science fiction book and they say how can we f*** with societythey can make something like this so this is Jeff Jeff noon invert and it's about the psychedelic feathers that will f*** with your mind because they're like drugs and the blue one there's a blue fit there's a blue feather called thermofish which seems to be an indication that it's like Thermo Fisher scientific right in which case they just f*** with the advertisements on television and then there's a black feather called scholarship and scholarship is awful and it's also called inslayer which that's it as an ID from psychology ID and it's called ID Slayer so it's Slayer could be like it it's like covid and there you go so if you have an ID what it is is it's a bunch of people f****** with you until you keep saying what your it is and then anytime you have anything to do with it someone will drug you whether you're it is masturbation or whether you're it is collecting comic books so that's Jeff noon and then I was like huh well that's like time and noon is a joke about time so what other thing like what's two or three right what would two or three be and this is a book from 1993 and there's all these people who are pissed because they were f***** over because they thought the world was going to end in the year 2000 and so they all like freaked out right because these are all people who are like schizo knows like crazy people and they want to f*** with people right so how do you f*** with people based on how you were f***** with because you thought the world was going to end and everyone made fun of you for it and screwed you overso there's a book called fallen angels that has three authors that's about a conspiracy by environmentalists to take over the United States government and then they turn the atmosphere and they turn the world into a snowball because they hyper cool the planet and then a group of hackers has to save everyone called the legion of Doomand oh by the way the science fiction fans are the underground heroes of the story and it's not like hacker News hasn't been broadcasting like this is how you make doom on a yodel this is how you make doom on an Amiga hey I managed to create doom on a f****** washing machine so the covid epidemic may have been fake there could be no covid maybe someone took Jeff Nunes version of the ID Slayer black scholarship thing and ran it through an artificial intelligence and made it but if this was fake and someone decided to just f*** with the news to see how much they could screw everyone over now you're like okay so there's so there's these people who were scared the world was going to end in 2000 and so they got f***** over and they spent 20 years trying to figure out how to f*** everyone else over and so what they did is they took science fiction books leading up to the year 2000 and they were like you know what how do we f*** people over to this so they could have made up a worldwide pandemic just to f*** with people and there's no until like let's say let's suppose they did that let's suppose the pandemic doesn't exist or if it does now it was made by artificial intelligence right let's go with that theory let's say that's trueit's out there it's one of those things that may not be true but how much do you really know about anything anyway right then how do I know that the fallen Angels s*** isn't true as well in the sense that I'm being f***** with because I do know that at the wired building at the wired headquarters building in San Francisco there's a sign that says like green company or something which I've taken a picture of with a leaf on it on the side of the building and there is no company that exists in that building with that nameand it's like oh we decided to f*** with reality and and tell you misinformation okay is there a war in Palestine in it and is there a war in Palestine and in Israel or is that just b******* that's made up what about Russia and Ukraine is there a war there or isn't there and how would you know unless you asked someone who was either a Hasidic Jew a Palestinian who wouldn't lie to you or someone who's Russian or Ukrainian and so what you do is you create this misinformation campaign where there's a fake virus and there are fake wars and thenanyone that mentions it is essentially telling everyone around them that they don't have the friends and social connections to be told that it's fake and it's not realand the best part about this is the artificial intelligence appears to work and more than that you can ask it to take the world health organization data and run the numbers on how long it's going to take the world to collapse based on environmental factors and the answer May in fact be that the world will collapse because of environmental factors relatively quickly and rather than fix the problem there was a massive multi-trillion dollar misinformation campaign based on words that don't exist in a virus that never existed and then you just createyou create a bunch of viruses after the fact using ai and mRNA viruses to manufacture the virus that didn't exist beforehand so you create the lie and then you create the virus after the fact to kill off all the undesirables who didn't know the LIE existed it's out there it's a hypothesis how would I know if they were in Iraq or the excuse me how would I know if the war in Ukraine or the war in Israel is real how would I possibly know I do know that Jeff Newton's book is incredibly similar to the idea of covidand I haven't seen anyone test positive for covid even though I've been to the hospital like three times a week for 2 years so it's just a way to kill off anyone that you don't like because they're not cool enough to join a religion or they haven't figured out your intelligence test and then you have all of their friends say well they're not cool enough to figure this out let's just murder them well there you go I've known now told by writing this on the internet and then writing it on pieces of paper that I've given to the city throughout every mailbox in the city thatthat show there's a possibility that the wars overseas don't exist and neither did covid and it was just a disinformation campaign to kill off people who were unpopular and therefore didn't talk to enough other people because we're going to kill off people who are antisocial and want to work on hard problems by themselves because they're not cool enough to be allowed to live and you can go on to being co-pilot and you can say okay take GDP growth rate correlate it with the environmental problems we have and tell me how long it's going to take until we reach a point where we no longer can have GDP grow anymore tell me how long it's going to take before the oceans acidify and we run out of potable water or we just run out of phosphorus so that we can grow food how long is that going to take and the answer is somewhere between 5 and 10 years but they spent every moment since 2019 if I'm correct and this hypothesis is right attempting to murder people that are uncool enough to live in the future they wants and anyone that wants to recreate CNN with all the hyperlinks and all the pictures of the dead bodies of people overseas and all of that s*** can do it with a box you can ship to your house and so there's no way to know if the wars in Ukraine and in Israel are real or not unless you know people who live there it won't lie to you and otherwise unless you have that there's no way to tell and so now I've told everyone in San Francisco that the wars in Ukraine and Israel and covid may just be made up b******* from science fiction novels from the 1990s because crazy people who want to subversubvert the internet because they're upset that they were misled during 1999 and 2000 to think the world was going to end ended up f****** with everybody in 2019 just to do it and see you had every religious nut job that thought that's Nostradamus was going to make the world end in 1999 screw with everyone in 2019 by f****** up the internet and so for all I know covid is not real but it created the wars in Ukraine and Israel and now I've told everyone in San Francisco and and now the artificial intelligence boxes that can correlate every f****** thing that happened on the internet at all are so inexpensive that everyone can have one and now you get to correlate everything that happens on the internet with everything you can ask somebody who's from Ukraine or who is from Israel or who may or may not be sick with covid and anyone who did this is going to be royally f***** over because you know what there is an ecological crisis and the fact that they did this s*** means thatthey pushed the clock back on on whether or not humanity can fix the ecological s*** like seriously and not to mention like creating havoc and poisoning me and I don't know how many other people and the best part is the religious nut jobs so they believe in goodness and light and good and evil and they just did the most evil s*** they could think of and so by their own accounts and their own books they're completely f***** religiously as well it's about the worst cluster f*** I think could possibly happen and now everyone knows aboutit because I refuse to live in a society where I have to lie about stupid s*** because it might be implausible maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm not but we're soon going to find out because everyone's going to have the tools to do it as i was writong rhe above a binch of people freaked out and drove ip to my location on the street and started smoking pot and coughing violently - so i comtinue ro have people fuck with me by smoking drugs aroundnme based on what i do or write. so its gaslighting by crazy people and its so ficking sad because what i see are people that are just foing to get themselves and their families jilled for potentially lying about a virus that doesnt exist but was just used as an excuse to round people up and kill them eoth genetically creates sick. how would i know if the virus and rh mrna vaccines and all of that werent made by ai in the first place ro just infect the population and rhen kill off people that didnt take the vaccine or were scared into taking it - as it is i continue ro have rhe advertisements on television fucked with depending on what i do and this is even if i inly eat packaged food. this lie is fucking crazy mind control bullshit and im sick as fuck of it. this isnt fun or funny and all of these people that are engaged in this shit are just advertising eith the worlds largest kick me sign that they want to be killed which makes them dangerous and stupid o should also mention that wroting what i wrote involves a whole subset of comorbidities involved with "dawgs" in the homeless community which may be associated with me being gassed with drugs and very much is a sognalling mechanism among schizophrenics. so being able to speculate about the potential ramkfications about someone subverting the internet will have sick people earing chips aroind me when i read things on my phone, playing with their legs in ways that indicate that theyre schizoaffective and rheir legs are magic, people talking about their dogs and other schizoaffective comorbidities that indicate a "sick and dying" tree of crazy. nevermind the fact that its entirely possible that i may be right and that in fact covid may have been a propaganda lie - of i wrote this then people will find where i am on the sidewalk and do drugs around me and rhen all of rhe homeless will start attempting to form "boats" - - im playing with my legs near you and this other guy is eating food around you and so now we should all get sock together because were dangerously ill and also insane. if i were in any way a drug user and didnt just "like to eat food" this would end up being mich mich worse. this is the problem with the sick and contagious homeless that are desperate for people to be sick to - they are desperate to not be alone and to sicken other people so they can be "sock together" and it is horrifyingly sockending and incredibly depressing how insane it is and because ive been screwed with by cultists and theres an incredibly large amount of them in san framcisco im now reading ip on falin dafa in case the yellow feather represents that particular geoup of crazies and rhen the grey feather would be some othe r buddhist sext - buddhists i n grey outfits were walking by me while i read the book in piblic and there have been a large number of falun dafanwith uellow outfits in the city. its incredibly dumb but i have to investigate cults now to see why im being made sick to idiots. as a joke based on zadie smiths white teeth the freeze droed coffee available in san francisco may be such that it has ultra high acid content or would otherwise destroy or harm your teeth see also the book baby teeth which is a joke based on rhis - so the freeze dried coffee in the "thin" cannisters that are skinny in the middle may be poisonous from people that have been made fat or sick to the virus that affects your ability to metabolize. so thats rhe next potentially poisonous food. yhis is a joke based in environmentalism and gas which is supposed to be funny see also wu tang clan and sewing someones asshole up you guve someone food they cant defecate and rhen they have to eat coffee thats poisonous in order to shit because of rhe high acid content. fish oil pills may be an alternative until the fish oil pills are poiosnoed .. a coupke more noyes that i find interesring. so there a group of people that are eating themselves to death as rhat is rh thing for whcih they die to cause. i dont happen to buy clothing because i qould rather spend what money i have on books and vitamins. so. theres a fat black woman that is several hjndred pounds and wheelchair bound in the shelter at rhe salvation army ofd of balencia. i took multiple tomes the amount of vitamins thag i needed to and rhen had children go around in oversized clothes and was followed by idiots in stjpid clothes.this generally follows the mythis from princess keia and star wars and rhen rhe blajc woman in the salbation army off of valencia is wearing a pacman shirt or jumper - so its a joke on earing pills. so im being stalked and screwed with by sick people that are eating rhemselves to feath in the salbation army off of valencia. and rhen i eil have this happen until thy can start msnipulating me to how i spend my money becaisr they esnt me to die to cause and ear myself to feath or pretend that food is magic and whoever gives me food is my "keeper" as opposed to paying me money to do a job while im stalked and people sniff at me and stare at me while licking their lips. so there are sick food monsters at the salvation army off of valencia that are spreading ick. wonderful.t here's another schizoaffective game so the parking meters in San Francisco have a blue sign with white text that has a picture of a credit card and a picture of a phone so if you use an EBT card and you use a phone then people will go around and make it so that everyone around you gaslights you because it's like your parking parents so you can eat food or you can use a phone except the way that you buy things with your EBT card is tracked by the government and the phones that they give out to the poor will make you sick becausebecause they're screwed up and the phones are a joke about types of computer chips in the future and then the food is like you can eat so if you use a cell phone that means in the future you won't be able to use technology and you'll be outcast from society whereas if you just use your EBT card then you have to work in technology in the future as opposed to like a non-technological field and if you use both it's funny because it's like the parking meter signs with throughout the city so it's a gaslighting psychological torture experiment to f*** with people until they pay attention to what the city around them looks likebut that's cool that's not f***** up at all that's not wrong in any kind of way at all that's totally normal note that after using the bathroom to masturbate which i hadnt done in some time i had a sick black man use the chair inwas sitting in and then repeatedly laigh after o sat down in rhe same location while my throat hurt someone went past mw singing to themselves after i sat down. you can thpically tell wehn someone is sick with a throat disease bacese when they laugh they make rhis hacking souns rhat isnt a couch but sounds like chiish chishh chiahh and it isnt a laugh that is healthy so the homeless attempt to sexually conteol people by gassing them and posioning rhem with deugs in the shelters and then having sick drig addicts attempt to give them ling cancer or sick by intentionally aiting in the locatiwhee someoen had been if they ise the resteoom and come back. ives seen this same soet of paycotic befavior mechanism of intentional sickening sone before then in the lobrarues. a notable thing is that its similar in many ways to how you will be sickened in the shelters everyonenknowes that youre being sickerned when your back is tiened and no one will say anything or help you in any way. its a form of group psychoticism that shows rhat as a geoup they are murderous and so iopathoc amd cant be teusted the only thing that will work ate cops and doctirs. ones that arent crooked preferably so i can become a eunuch or i can have murderous and sick homeless with drug addictions that cause them to have fentanyl and meth leaching from their bodies so theyre physiclaly insafe to be aroind pirposely isr rhe places where i sot in order to see if they can give thyroid cancer after having peopke drug and poison me in me sleep with their drugs that are so dangerous that they can physiclaly poison your body so you turn into a himan weapon. so dont become poor in san francisco or the mureerous homeless will sexually abuse you because rheyre fucking psychotic and have no reason to live and rherea nothing preventing them from doing so. being sick isnt illegal and sitting somewhere isnt eother. too bad rhey dont enforce or cant enforce laws that make people so sick that they become poisonous to everyone around them chemicaly. after having a homeless man drug me with something that exacerbates thryoid cancer theough sick they have another homeless man sit next to me while im reading and repeatedly tap his foot wand isnpaying sttemtion to when i concerntrate wonorder tondo so. they are sick and codependent and theyre montioring my phone in order ro sicken me based on waht porn inlike because they cant differentiate fantasy from reality. if you become poor this is the sort of thing you have to deal with - you will have murserois psychotics atrempt to give you cancer if you dont humor them with their jnsbility to inserstand what fantasy means because thyre psychotic and bored. san francisco is a paychotic red zone and there is no reason to come here inless and i til this is rooted out. this is why all the book stores have been closed - reading a book is dangerous if someone will poison you to the plot because everyone here has vecome psychotic. so the way that this appears ro work.is that ill do something like masturbate and return to my seat where i eill be poisoned when im not looking then i have a gay hispanic sit next to me playing with his feet. if i do nothing then in a day he ends up dead or disappears and his shoes end up on the stret and i "get that" by having my throat posioned and developing thyroid cancer from paychotics. the person that posioned me was a older black man with a hospital bracelet on . then you end up with a bunch of dead gay hispanics and my throat and tongue ar fucked up theough repeated poisonongs and sexual.abuse. if i eat food or drink when this happens its "like" im being paid off for masturbating like a prostitue. of i sont eat or i dont drink or o dint masturnate for a while then all the people that rely on a bet that this is something o do as an addiction ends up getting sickened or ends up dead. and so thats like a "thing for which im rewarded for" by beong stoic. or i can go around and talk to someone as much as i can out of desperatoon to prevent people from dying . its a fucked up gam e with people picking people to get killed based on people that have contagious adixtion priblems. this is at the shelter at the salvation army on or just of of valencia and 22nd stret. so this is a social engineering game involving stalking with the phone network and sick and dying black people and mentally ill gay people. this also has mentally ill people that are dying if various addictons eating food eating disordrs and drugs disorderd. it should also be noted that i masturbated to abdl and ai porn and rhen the4s a three d advertisement for a medicine against asthma called tezspoe that appears aiked at children - and someone with ling disease poisoned me in the shleter after i madturbated and soneone on the stret that is a family or has childen now inows about an asthma threatment. ive preeviosly stated that advertisements that are in 3d typically are aimed at people that are people that do things or work on things that involve a computer. and all the phones and computer networks are bugfed in san francisco eithe with ai or overtly.note that after I'm poison so that my throat hurts I'll have crazy people go around with the masks hooked to their ears but like over their throat where the mask is like covering the area for which you've been poisoned so the guy who poisoned me was like a sick black guy who was an older black guy with a medical bracelet on that started laughing like in this heat hallway where you could tell his throat was f***** up and in a black guy sits next to me in the shelter where he has the mask over his ears but like the mask itself is covering his throat so these are these are sick black people who are upset if I if I masturbate to pornography so these are these are like mentally ill like these are mentally ill sick gangsters that will attempt to give you thyroid cancer if you touch your penis and these are people who are in the shelter system and our murderous and there's nothing that the police can do about it because they're mentally ill and mental illness and sickness and using that to murder people is incredibly hard to prove and you like what are you going to do right like how do you arrest someone because they're using people as human weapons like how right and of course I was in the bathroom so how do I prove this right the only proof is that if I get thyroid cancerand what they want you to do is they want to f*** you up so that you're going to go around in my cross and uncross your legs and grunted each other till like have people decide whose friends and who's not based on like how are you oh you're fine you're good you're great these all mean different things so it's it's black gangsterism mixed with like psychoticism having to do with like we want to believe in magic and we're going to give you cancer if you don't want to believe in magic so so they're like mentally ill and they're contagious because they're social engineering phenomenon is like oh now you pay attention to how we wear our masks now I'm going to wear clothes around you that will indicate how you're going to be poisoned on the street right so these people are like there's they're like mentally ill and they want to kill each other and when those people existence society it's like well you can't have stores now because no one's going to want to work here and then end up in a homeless shelter because they don't want to get thyroid cancer and then be followed around by psychotic people so like it's like we would rather have that than people like work at Starbucks and service coffee or like work in a factory in one of the abandoned factories that are all over the city and make s*** that we could have like it's people that just value power for its own sake and then don't want to have anything and then they want to live in a ruins and like I don't know like okay so people are psychotic like what are you going to do about thatlike at the point where you allow someone to like control you sexually to the point where like whether or not you masturbate it's like at that point it's like if you read the wrong book and you go and use the toilet then they'll just give you cancer I mean their psychotic and once you're that level of psychotic there's you know you just wait for someone to shoot you for crossing the street while while breathing or you know sit down on a park Benbench and so when someone's not rational and they use Force to like f*** with you just despite like human rights you just wait for them to murder you and you know it's like okay well I guess I'll just die then cuz you're too stupid to like not screw with people who want to get a job and serve you coffee I'm just too f****** stupid to have someone give them coffee I mean that's it's low it's a low blow like it's it's criticizing someone from being a moron but you know it is what it is they're violent and they're stupid and so you just wait to be killed by violent stupid peopl riyht so the next one in this stupidity show is a joke about how much "money" someone has where a "billionaire" is someone rhat doesnt masturbate or care about sex at all and rhethen the movie is the rockj, a millionaire is someone rhat isnt a wino because theyre not "buying" a thousand oaks barrel to make wine, and rhen a hindred aire is someone that isnt stealing shit. so its a joke on a morality test on how close to a priest you are while idiots torture you. fucking awesome . this is the stupidest shit ive ever seen its just jackasses hirting each other . so you have brain disease while people are doing evertuthing they acn to orevent their body from shotting their dopamine levels and depending on how much pain you can put up with thats how cool you are. so can you go without jerking off or can you go with out alcohol or can you clgo eithout money ti stop from shitting your dopamine levels.whoever set up this torture show is an evil oiece of shit that is functuinslly no differrnt than a pet brain scan and a blood test excepting that theyblike to torture people with pain because theyre evil nitjibs. this is a meta joke baded on the olay and game clue and yaving bought some books from the community thrift store that were based on greek comedy and tragedy and rhe game nethwfkm so havong no clue is good and then beinf antimonopoly would be good if you see the game played to dungeon crawl stone soup and aristophanesm together they form the difference between what os considered rhe rift between the hard and easy problems of consciousnes in a metaphor wherein a play or acting is supposed to represnt in some ways the more emotional sode of what os a philosophical priblem whoch is inspeakable on the sense that you cant say anything sbout emotioj thatnos the emotion itself so much ap thatbyou hsve to sefeel it. and so anywone rhat dorsnt feel sufficiently on order to get the joke about how theyre being posioned or isnt intellectual enough will them be the person for whom they jave to not see the monoply on truth and therfore have to give up by saying they have no flue for whoch they make an emotional appeal on how and why they shouldnt be killed on himanitsrion grounds wlrsther rhan come up with a logicla reapson or logic theor way out of the priblem bu fidning the nedle in the haystack or short xorcuiting thengame . thr best part is that it doesnt matyer because ai machines are going to come along and murder everyone that palyed rhe game at everyone else expense and so you dont have to be logical or the smartest person in the room you hist have to ask a mqchien ro go theough alpoasible fata and fine the person that hirt you fron firtst procniples and everyone is fojng to kill each other. i didnt guess that i had ro shake someone hand or that i had to say the magic word or rhat i had to knock on the right door because there was some esotwric cult nullshit but no wtheres facr recognition that can track someone hoapital records or across a city and pull their credit card infoemstion i said rhat wronf bit you knwow qhat i kean you just aim an ai at someone and you can fidn out everything sbout them and then that oerson is going to be killed if they dod something stupidno mayter how clever. its just a matter of how long it will take to teaic the oerson down and have rhem mirseed. so i wasnt clever enough not to be repeatedly posioned by ceazy people. i wasnt smart enough to escape and be triumphant to all the family members that set up this game or wanted to lie to kenabout what was going on. i was cleber enough to have my feiends tell ke what was at stake or have them care about me rather than tortur me for five yearsm then multiply this hu everyone and abyone that can afdords an ai box to tell them who hurt them covid isnt real and weve always veen at war with eurasia so ething was wrong woth the food that was put out by the staff members (three plastic wrapped jimmy deans breakfast sandwhiches of which i ate one rhat wasnt cooked rhat eas put out by a staff member that has suddenly started feling self improtant) ehat theyll do is put out food so that if you take the food that is in a "shortage" or there isnt enough of it thsts rhe one rhats posonous. either fent wiped on it or soemthing the sandwhich itself was probably fine.ot was wraped in plastic but on the kther hand it could have just been made by someoe wlse and havd a label slapped on it after rhey put it together by hand and someone had a plastic wrapper thing. so that was pousonous and gabe me a headache in rhe kedt side of the head while esting it this morning and then the homeless start talking to me like in retarded again. and its seben in the morning. this is at 1050 van nes in the mision district. it should be noted that the guy who is being self-important and he is mentally ill and sick is a staff member and again like I believe he's full queer so what this means is that if I look at pornography then he attempts to manipulate or harass the homeless because he has mental health problems and so so what does so what this is is like these people can't be in charge of homeless people like these people can't be in charge of other people because they are sick and the food that I was given or that was put out was generally known that if I ate that food it would make me sick it's just a it's like a slight poisoning and it's it's because it happened and it is because of the way they presented the food on the table where you could tell that that was the way that they would make the that was the way that the food would be that they wouldn't put it on the table there would only be three of those and a bunch of cereal and then you take the one that would make you sick so so this is you know I mean I don't know what to say other than like these people s*** like I was just at 7:00 in the morning I just woke up and I was assaulted so these people need to be put in prison and they need to have hospital staff members hereand I mean until that happens you're just going to keep having the same thing happen and I mean I don't I don't know why you would have that in many respects is similar to the poisonings that are happening in the hospitals where the like give you water but then they'll do something with the water to make you sick or they'll they'll give you a thermometer but put something on the thermometer that will screw up your tongue or throat then you have people who are dying on the street because they have gangrene on their legs because they're scared of going to the hospitals it's similar with the shelters and so once you have this sort of like gatekeeping at the shelters then you're going to have people who are like homeless they're like yeah I would prefer not to go to a shelter and then be poisoned either by having like the other night someone poisoned my blankets and I only had non-poisonous blankets because I got a new one that had been just laundered so I can't trust that I can use the blankets anymore or like put them in a box and use them again so I just woke up and I had poisonous foodand there's no like you know I I eat the food and I immediately feel sick on the left side of my head and there's no way that that would happen unless there's something wrong with the food specifically like I just it's not right it's not possible so like again these are poisonings and they're incredibly difficult to find and tell that this has happened and then you know if you have someone who is a staff member who's acting impressive or is you know like he'll he'll go out of his way to like see if he can't be like a dominant or a domineering person to you in front of others because there's some sort of like personality disorder so once you see that and then you're like being poisoned you're like okay I see what's going on like it's some sort of like like mental health disorder coupled with like poisoning people and again like there's no there's not much I can do other than like I won't use blankets unless I have a new one and now I don't eat the food even if it's prepackaged because there's a way to poison that and I hadn't been eating the food here when they had been making it because there's something wrong with the food where it's too greasy and I don't know whythis is the only shelter in the city where I haven't been kicked out of because I haven't been poisoned or like right like I haven't been kicked out of here because I had been reporting on the poisonings and so now it's like okay well I just go through here and just like keep reporting on the poisonings until I figure it out and then they probably kicked me on so there's a way of taking like a pre-wrapped plastic Jimmy Dean sausage biscuit thing and eating it and then poisoning someone I don't know if they like took the plastic bubble that was around the food and then like that feel like made the food themselves and then put like a fake plastic thing around it I tore the package off I tore the package off the entire food and then ate the food and then after I was done eating I I had the headache so it could have just been like they put something wrong in that particular food that I ate and I don't know how maybe in the factory but again it's one of these things were like they put three of them on the table and then I want to do exchange it for another one and they wouldn't let meand then there's a granite aggressive staff member who's upset for reasons I don't understand who's acting like like just like like verbally aggressive and this is again it's one of these things where it's like if you poison people then you can't wear stupid clothes if you poison people then you can't be verbally aggressive if you poison people then because everything becomes a communication method of how am I going to be poisoned this time right so then everything is suspect of how do you communicate to someone whether or not they're going to be poisonedso I'm in the shelter at 10:50 South Van Ness I can't use the blankets because the blankets are poisonous I can't eat the food because there's something wrong with the food at dinner where there's grease on it and I don't know what the grease is from but I can tell that the food isn't normal and if I eat the food now in the morning and it's not like they have boxes of cereal which are probably okay but if I eat the breakfast sandwich thing then one of the versions of the breakfast sandwich can be poisoned within the the plastic bubble of the sandwich thing and I don't know how they did it so the next one is is like maybe I can eat the cereal in the in the box but you know I it's again like there's the only shelter that I know of in the city that I can go to someone at the salvation army wanted me to like stay at there so the salvation army off of Valencia has like where I've been where like someone was wearing clothes to indicate that I was being stalked across the city someone there was like do you want to stay here for two weeks and then we move you into a program where you go there for 3 months and you talk about either your drug addiction or your mental health problems and it's like no and so what one of the things that you want to do if you're going to screw someone over is you have to find some way of discrediting them right you have to find a way to make it so that what they say somehow you either you either like you either have dirt on the person right or like if I go into an into an SRO right like a government funded house and I start talking about being poisoned then someone who's in a bureaucrat can take away my housing if I go into a if I go into a program where I claim to either be mentally ill or an addictoh nothing he says matters because he must be crazy and so he's fantasizing again about this fantasy world where he's being poisoned and it's like look I don't do drugs I'm not I'm not having sex the hospital's saying I'm clean which I don't believe but in any case if I eat a breakfast sandwich and then my head starts hurting afterwards when it's like two English muffins and cheese and egg and sausage then there's something wrong with it right so like I don't it's just a matter of like it's just a matter of likewhat do I do to not be in a position where I can't report on what is making me sick because because if I do then I will lose the ability to like have housing or I will lose the ability right like if I if I don't what are the constraints that I have to put on myself in order to have a place to stay have food to eat have clothes and still won't be poisoned and can say the things that I need to say to make that happen and that's not on trivia like I don't know how to do that another weird thing so let's suppose for a moment that people are connected psychically based on what they eat right like let's just make this up position it's stupid but suppose that if two people are so similar that if they eat the same foods they're connected psychically then what do you do right now this is the sort of s*** where it's like incredibly unlikely and stupid but if two people or a group of people I'll do the same things for which they have the same inputs into their body then they may act or they may havethey may have a similar chemical composition in their body and it's this thing where like if I do the same drugs as you do then I'll feel the same as you do and I may think the same as you do in someone ants and so on so like one of the ways to fix this to combat it is first of all I'm not going to do drugs that would make all right so first of all if this is true right like let's suppose for the moment that we've discovered telepathy incredibly unlikely but let's just make the assumption the problem here is thatit's obnoxious because you end up having people who are connected that you don't want to have connected because for example you have people who like I look at weird p*** and someone does drugs around me at the same time or at a similar time and now we're connected and I don't want to be and so if I look at weird p*** all the drug addicts get all excited or you can have drug addicts that will like correlate one thing with another where it could be anything one of the things that you can do is if someone has no moneyand people are correlating based on food because that's dopamine and that's neurochemicals then what you do is you just have a s*** ton of supplements that you take that are all good for you and that are different than other people have right so this is like this is the reason that people have energy drinks it's a s*** ton of caffeine Plus plus like a bunch of vitamins like 500% of the vitamins that you need or whatever and so if people are making you sick you take an energy drink and then you're correlated to people who are healthy who are more interested in preserving their body andtaking vitamins the problem of course is that this then means that everything you do is somewhat correlated to everyone else in a platonic like outside of the cave type situation which you don't want because you know for example for me at least my mind is an open sewer I want to think about fantasy s*** in like weird bizarre things and war and murder and all of that happy horses s*** without you know my mind affecting other people so if telepathy does exist you immediately go around and you say okay how can I break it in such a way where I have my own privacyand what I eat or what I do or what drugs I put in my body isn't going to be correlated with someone who makes it physically hurt to be correlated with them and when I talk about telepathy I'm saying okay well there's a limit to knowledge right like I can't I can't tell where all my food is coming from I can't tell what some guy is doing when I can't physically see them and so whether telepathy exists or not to some extent you may or may not act as if it does in order to prevent yourself from hurting or being poisoned and that's why people go around coughing at each other and grunting and then crossing and and uncrossing their legs like their legs are f****** magic and s*** like thatnone of which is helpful and I don't like it at all and this is why many religions exist because they say s*** like don't go around poisoning people just because or they come up with rules of we don't want to have to do this leg crossing s*** and hurt all the time so here are the rules that you do so you don't have to do that and then they're going to start leaving quarters and dimes and nickels everywhere I'm just walking around the street like I could use the money just to buy s*** but once you start picking things up then they start f****** with you like like one of the things with money is that it's fungible so no matter where the money comes from you can spend it anywhere else which is one of the wonderful things about money it's non-rival and it's fungible and that's the only thing that's like one of the only things that that's true of except of course when the homeless will take the money and they will burn fentanyl around it so if you touch it you will be high for several hours by picking a dime off the ground I'm also a fan of when they take fentanyl or meth and they light it under the toilet paper so if you're in some shelters in the city and you wipe your ass you'll get high from the from your own hemorrhoids so that's fun that's always delightful in any case I'm going to read for a couple hours before the other shelter opens and then I'm going to go sit on a chair and then spend the day reading because I don't have any money there are no jobs and I don't want to walk around the city just staring at s*** I suppose I could go and to one of the many parks and then wander around but anything that I want to do involves having money like I'd love to be able to brew beer or canned foodor write a novel my hands are f***** up which I can't fix because of course I don't know what's causing it and all of the hospitals are crooked and beyond that if I write s*** down in a notebook someone will steal it and then I'll spend the next 6 months having everyone on the street quote stupid passages I wrote and make fun of me again and then I may or may not find a novel that's in a bookstore that has a plot that suspiciously like I was writing about I can work on my website like I'm doing now in a way that's not just complainingbut why for me personally the most important thing is recording all the ways that I'm being poisoned or that I physically hurt and warning everyone I possibly cannot to come here because that seems like the most productive thing to do in a moral sense and I can't do anything productive in like a more concrete or a more realistic sense I mean I just had someone offer me housing where they're like yeah you should totally come and join our our housing thing because like you're either you either have mental health problems or you're an addictoh but there's a housing there's housing in an apartment block off 6th Street where everyone there is on drugs and if I go and I live there then the guy down the the hallway for me will probably be on drugs or sick and I it's like well you should go do this you can just sign up there it's like well the last two times I signed up for something one of it was a scam through 11:38 Howard where the woman just went on vacation which I don't even know what that means either they got sick and went crazy and it's a euphemism or they took a bunch of money and ran away and then the other one was through a a site clinic where they didn't tell me it was a site clinic and it's like oh okay what's the scam now right what's the way in which I'm going to be f***** over this time so I just sort of like it's like why you know I'll just wait until the next terrible thing happens and then maybe someone will be like here's how to fix it or they won't because if I do anything to like care or go out of my way to try or to fix it on my own it's just going to be a scam so the easy likeI'm in the point now where it's like anyone that wanted to could give me a place to live and a job and I would make money and be productive and if I try to do anything it's just going to be a scam or someone will try and drug and mislead me and so the easiest way it's like the only way to play the only way to win is not to play the game it's I mean I know that's a canard but it's like if you just don't care and don't do anything and just b**** the entire time and you know you're in a circle of b******* and everyone is scamming youit's like going to the zoo we're going to the circus or something you just it's like oh well I know this is b******* I'll just take pictures it's like what are you what are you going to want to do like ask the bearded lady if she could give you a job as the elephant Man are you going to want to ask the tigers if you could stay at their place like there's just no point right it's you just it's like well I'll wait until the world makes sense or it doesn't and then I'll just record how I'm being poisoned or not and then attempt not to be poisoned all right this is f***** up this is one of these things where you learn about it and you're like well I'm going to tell everybody so if you just sit by the side of the road and you don't do anything for like 3 hours in the middle of the day everyone that's drugging you and then has to have you doing something or like using your phone or knowing where you are we'll drive around you confused because what you're doing makes it so that the next guy isn't mesmerized or drugged and then the next guy and then the next guy and all of a sudden you have someone important in an office somewhere not knowing what to do so if you just pick a work day and you sit by the side of the road and you do nothing for like 5 hours in the middle of the day and somebody is drugging you repeatedly so you heard all the time that guy will stop being able to work and so this explains Urban alchemy right they don't want someone sitting by the side of the road and not doing anything so if someone is going to drug you so that like what you do and what drugs you do affect how they work they're going to want you to be running around and doing drugs and and doing random s*** so thatso that affects other people who affect other people who affect them so they have inputs to consciousness so they don't sit at the work desk in like pass out or have no good ideas so that's why the the paramilitary douchebag will sit by the side of the road and harass you and f*** with you if you just sit there and do nothing because they want people who are going to be like sick so that those people can affect the people who do work another thing the people who are blind are blind because if they're f***** with continuously what they end up doing is eating stupid s*** and then that makes it so that over time you get diabetes like conditions and you go blind if you always he things that are pre-packaged so you don't go see you're not poison do you end up eating sugar and then your eyesight goes and then I don't know what the thing is that makes you death but it's like you know probably drugging or coughing on by somebody who's deaf so those are the next ones but like people are people are eating stupid s*** so that like if somebody is like oh when he eats peanut butter it means one thing and if he eats steak it means another thing is that you'll have all these people go out and eat stupid s*** in combination so that likethe correlation doesn't make any sense anymore and so then you have those people go blind because they eat nothing but sugar or they or they drink themself to death or they do alcohol or or drugs or whatever oh and reading in Cole the incal book with the front that's written by the French that tends to be good for you because if you read that and then you read s*** like Jeff Newton's vert it's essentially an inoculation against stupid so if you read through Jeff Newton's vert he's taking he's basically taking all of these like different books from like this the 60s and 70s and then those are the callbacks throughout the entire novel like stand on Zanzibar is like one of the chapters and whittenstein is another chapter and he just contact switches between all these different ideologies fast enough that if you're reading it and somebody is psychic and telepathically f****** with you which is like a big if right but I think the point here is that if you can sit by the side of the road and read Jeff Newton's vert then everyone knows that you're not high because otherwise it would freak you the f*** out soanyway I'm not sitting by the side of the road and eating as opposed to sitting by the side of the road and doing nothing and then looking at all the differences between the people who were around me before and the people who are around me now and then tomorrow I may not just eat anything and see what happens but if you're having people screw with you continuously what you need to do is you have to stop doing anything sit by the side of the road on a random day and just not do anything and then record everythingoh and when I said by the side of the road in front of the salvation army that's off of 22nd and 23rd Street one block west of Valencia I did that for a couple hours and then all the and then all the people who work there got all got all excited and and walked out and started crossing and uncrossing their legs and smoking cigarettes like it was the end of the world cuz I was just sitting by the side of the road when I was going to the salvation army a bunch of Mexicans were like playing around with like mouse trapf****** boxes so apparently it's like a mousetrap or if you go in there people will smoke drugs around the place and like shoot everyone off who could help you or for which like you could tell that it was just like a way to screw with you so mouse trap I mentioned I was going to mention this yesterday and I think I ran out of room but like the book clue or the game Clue is like the game Monopoly and the clue is like if you buy it if you buy a bunch of Greek novels and then you play like these video games like pathos and dungeon crawlstone soup it's like clueand then if you go into and then if you're poor and rather than sit outside but you sit in a in a salvation army place then it's like the f****** game mouse trap so it's just a bunch of dumb f*** games that you used to screw with someone so you drug them repeatedly and then gaslight them with b******* I blame my sister who's most likely a c*** cuz you know I'm supposed to be sitting by the side of the road and doing drugs or I'm supposed to go to therapy when it's clear that I can like I can pick an any random Sunday and I can go and sit in front of the in front of I can go stand in front of thethe target at the intersection of mission and 4th Street and for like 3 hours no one will say a single word within a two block radius that's that's just b******* you know that's f***** updso when when someone drugs you and they want to see like what you do when you're drugged you're sickened and then they'll like associate what you do with what they're going to do what people will do is is there going to eat something stupid often and so I've talked about all of the parts of the supply chain that are broken the king Oscar anchovies like eating a raw anchovy to someone who's schizophrenic and it has a picture of a king on it would be like insulting and so the king Oscar anchovies are rancid as of last Marchand it's because when people are drugged by schizophrenics or people who are dying of brain illness they'll go around and they'll eat stupid s*** and then you know the peanut butter the diet coke the Lars bar in the orange package that looks like a rubber band and then the king Oscar anchovies that's another one so if you look at don't tell comedy there's I don't know a couple years ago there was a black guy who was upset because like he claims like oh yeah I'll be your king of Zambia or something and because because he was when he was going around and drugging people what what would happen is is that they don't eat anchovies that had like King Oscar on it cuz they're like oh he thinks he can get free s*** and and hurt people by going around and drugging people and so he's going to so we're all going to buy like King Oscar anchovies what I do is I just take a s*** ton of random vitamins and then eat stupid food by combining it I mean you know I'll just if I have to eat like pickles mixed with bananasmixed with coffee beans and then blended with walnuts I'm going to go for it it should be noted that the food rhis morning was drigged and now im being atalked in the library by a schizophrenic with a srupid tshirt that sits next to me and repeatedly sighs. thats a big thing with the sxhizos when theyre upset about you discovering their secrets and having been poisoned (theyll sit next to you and sifh repeatedlymaybe it jas something to dow.tih the joke bridge of sighs which is a place where rhey ised ro jang people? its stalking from crepy people this ks on valencia in the public linrary in san feancisoc at 322pm in the back with the desks. schizo alert. hes sighing and rubbing the front if his shirt where his chest is indicating that i may be drugged later hes bearded approximately mid 20s of possible iranian or middle eastern orign although dressed non conservatively with a goatee he doesnt have the beard you aometimes see on schizoa where every hair is perfect like you might expect the american sycho guy to wear it appears to be some sort of passive aggressive sick person. he has hairy fore arms and is approximately sic foot fibe and thin weairng a pendant with a ra icon on a smal chain just foing theough jackernwws im seeing rhe verbal ticks and hangips with alot and really and pretty and all that shot. so im going to be eating nothing but sardines and brussel sprouts and gross stuff from cans and then taking pictures while reeporting what i eat.schizophrenics that are upset about John f Kennedy Jr or schizophrenics that are happy about the Trump administration one way or the other may be poisoning me according to what the crazy people in Congress are doing because they want to have someone commit to a political cause I'm having headaches and being poisoned in the shelters and this could be done by schizophrenics that have weird political leanings having to do with progressivism or liberalism or something I don't I don't know the hummus in the shelters the salvation army center was open and I should also mention thatthe Jimmy Dean sausage sandwich that I was given a 1050 South Valencia may have been done in such a way to make me sick and again like I don't know if it was packaged beforehand to make me sick but the staff apparently knew about it and one of the staff is a bold queer he has dominance and control issuesso this is amazing the six plays of plowed Us by Lionel casson which was originally written in 1962 apparently and the addition that I have is much newer than that but it doesn't tell me when it was written other than it is 1963 except the book can't be that old because it just there's no way in any case the prologue as it comes to the third story casino has the 30 or 40 years afterwards kind of thing so that's religion or death but it's a prologue so are you going to be like a pro with a log and then a prologue is like the part where you jerk off but you're not doing the rest of the story and oh by the waythe amphitrion has some guy saying proper this and proper that and proper the other thing in the prologue and there's a proper hotel and there's a proper food and and so these douchebags are going through all of Greek literature and seeing what they can take to like make it a joke well I suppose this is Roman but whatever another thing that's interesting if you look at the anniversaries okay so it's the 70th anniversary of Disney world right and it's the 90th anniversary of The tick tock cat clockand so you screw with people so that all of the science fiction from the 1990s is like time as referenced by Ralph Waldo Emerson in his essay on tragedy because it's scary but it's the s*** from the 1990s and it's the 90th anniversary of The tick tock clock tick tock cat and then you do the 70th anniversary of Walt Disney world and then everything from the 70s is like you you pull all the movies or whatever that had to do with s*** from the seventies like Star wars but you pull all this s*** for kids not all this s*** for like adults rightand so it's just a way of correlating stupid s*** to f*** with somebody in a pattern and then if you mention the pattern it's like well that's stupid why would that pattern exist and why would you care it's like I don't know why is my food being poisoned and then I have to call half dozen different government agencies to report it oh and when I called the government agencies like I'll call I'll call ice they'll they'll be really quiet on the phone intentionally so I have to ask them to turn the phone up because I can't hear themwhich is like a joke of be here now by Rob das or I wish you were here or whatever which is like cool I wish I was here too because if I wasn't being poisoned and I had a safe place to live and I wasn't in physical pain with everyone f****** with me then I'd be much more likely to trust other people but excuse my prologue I suppose you know kill yourself three or four see I said kill yourself three or four so now you either have to just assume I was joking or like run in front of a bus because I must be goneI must be a God but you know what you know what so like what here it is it's all that I asked break a leg no I said three or four so you know don't really break your leg but break your leg three or four break a leg three or four it's a joke break your leg three or four man someone should open a store called break your leg three or four wouldn't that be funny then I go around with a baseball bat and break everyone's legs that it's managed to poison my food oh and then a b**** walked by who is like dressed like a prostituteand then it because if you like the spiked heels are like go home like click clack patty whack the rest of the song are like it's called it's a it's a nursery rhyme called The Old Man and it finishes with like the dog going home and it's around the time when like this shelter opens and it's like you're 20 years old and you're dressing up in costume and f****** with a guy who's 40 like why are you going and doing a s*** that matters like anything other than f****** with me or alternatively help me but it's more of this s*** where it's like this passive aggressive likeit's like microaggressions are a real thing it's like no you poisoned my f****** food and then had 50 of your friends f*** with me all day that's like that's you being a b****so like you know I don't it's incredibly difficult to understand how many of these people are sick and schizophrenic versus how many of them are just evil but yeah I'm totally going to go to the shelter and drink some of the coffee and I'm not kidding it's freeze-dried coffee and if it makes me say what are the things that's interesting is that they'll give me the sweats and I'll sweat all this this water out and I don't like that it's freaking me out like it screws up my body so I'm just going to drink a shitload of water I find that people become upset if I drink large amounts of water so I'm going to drink like a gallon of water a day and see if I can't make someone's head spin around and shoot blood from their ears anyway I'm going to go back to the shelter where I was poison this morning and then had to call ice and the odni and for some reason because I dialed the wrong phone number like the cyber security company or whatever departmentbecause the phones are all bugged the f***** up and so that's not a problem at all I keep reporting that s*** I don't know if anyone gives a damone of the things is interesting is that I I sat outside the I sat outside the salvation army and I didn't do anything for 3 hours and then everyone around me started acting funny until I watched the people who ran the place come outside and then like cross and uncross their legs worriedly while smoking cigarettes so if I go back to this shelter and then I wait until and then I just go inside and then I sit outside and do nothing for 3 hours I can I can report on how they're on if they're doing this mousetrap s*** where they'll like drug everyone that walks past the shelterand then I get to see which person is doing it so I figure if I don't do that tonight I'll do it tomorrow night but I might just sit outside the shelter from like 11:00 to 3:00 in the morning and just see what happens if I just sit there and do nothin standing for about half an hour at the intersection of 20th and mission a clearly sick schizophrenic black man was standing near me and acting weird and as he crossed the street so there's a circle of people that are that are following him that are around him and is he crossed the street a couple of Chinese people one of whom was dressed as a prostitute but like was sick to her clothes like she was wearing like a spandex uniform and her friend made like scary noises at her and the woman who was dressed as a as a somewhat of a prostitute was wearing like a stupid hatgso it's a Chinese woman that's making fun of her Chinese friend because she was sickened to a black man that schizophrenic and and contagious and so this is this is something that within the population and then groups of people are attempting to like save each other from it and there doesn't appear to be any sort of like like if I'm if I'm in the shelter and I don't have friends or contacts in the city then I may be just sick into death and there's nothing I can do because I don't have like a friend Network here in my family is fortunately ment mentally ill or they don't like me I mean I believe it's mental illness as it is at the moment I don't believe that covid is a thing I think it's just a comorbidities that are accumulated in the homeless population that you can get sick to and then you just melt so I don't I don't think that that like covid is a thing outside of like perhaps an artificial intelligence is like correlating people who are all sick to each other but I've never seen a positive covid test in the three years that I've been here so I think I think it's essentially like you have a sick sick computer networks that are putting people in buckets and then if you're put in the bucket of all the people who are sick and that are going to die killing each other with sick then you're totally f***** until someone rescues you or you find a way out of it but that's not covid that's just that's just a sick computer network correlating everything about you so again like I don't so this is just standing at the intersection of 20th andadmission for like half hour again like I don't it's a Chinese woman that saves her prostitute friend from a black schizophrenic that's contagious like I don't know where I am in that in that like like where where do I find a friend to to get me away from black schizophrenics that are contagious without being a prostitute like it doesn't I don't know what the f*** to do right you know so I don't know I mean this is just what I'm seeing on the street and and everyone's going around me looking weird at me because I'm talking to myself in my phone so and then a woman goes by with herwith their mask around her wrist and they'll do that until they can like hold the mask and then when there's when they stop being I believe that what happens is that when they stop being surrounded by idiots or they walk long enough then they'll drop the mask and then they'll find a friend and they'll have some sort of coordinated effort with a friend to like meet up with them as soon as they drop the mask and all of the people who are sick around them leave so this is interesting and annoying someone came around with a shirt for a company called Daedalus now Daedalus is a company that is creating 3D printed parts for manufacturing and I sent them an email while I was busy looking at my phone and writing the email 20 something year old women came by and smoked pot out of vaporized machines and blew it in my face and then a bunch of people came around me with children and dogs and people wearing masks and then I took pictures of everyone so this is schizophrenic black people attempting to sicken me while a Chinese black person or a Chinese person comes near me with a shirt used as a distraction for something I may or may not care about I write it down and then I'm sickened in public by someone who comes around with drugs that they've blown in other people's facesso if I see something that's a distraction from looking at things around me and I look at my phone someone will come around me and drug me with something that will make me sick and then I'll run past me with Chinese people in masks and then have people come by me with dogs and small children so the gas Amy with drugs typically involves children that come by afterwards and then dogs that meet each other they like to do this where they'll have me gas with drugs and then two dogs meet each other right afterwards and it's it's it's a form of social engineering they also like to gas me right when a kid is going to come by so they'll gas me with drugs and then have two dogs meet each other right right when there's a sick child going to be around me so this is it 20th and and mission Street at 6:40 p.m. in front of the milagros de Mexico medical building and it's with a sick Hispanic child and so I've been gassed with drugs while I was looking at my phone so again like let's let's look through the social engineering involved rightthere's something I care about which is supply chains they have a woman who is Chinese who is scared of a black man seemingly so I write about it or is making fun of a schizophrenic black man I write about it a Chinese woman comes past with a shirt that advertises for a supply chain company in Germany while I'm writing them an email to black women who are in their mid-20s come by and they sicken me with drugs by blowing drugs in my face from from a vaporizer kit I have some people go past and shirts that say fear of God it's black on black with the with the title fear of God rightno it's essentials fear of God see because there it's a it's a play on the joke about the essential workers during the covid pandemic so it's essentials fear of God right we can we can drug and torture anyone that's that's right this most likely goes back to the the whole 2000s thing where everyone was sick and scared of the end of the world and so it's these douchebags that are like having their revenge about this s*** and then f****** with people as I take pictures of everyone there's Chinese ladies that go past with masks and then they do this s*** where they have two dogs meet and then they they have a sick child coming to the milagros they medical building and then they have a Chinese man now sitting on a on the fire hydrant nearby so guessing me with drugs okay you have to understand so each one of these is it's like a tree it's a sick tree right so while I'm not paying attention I'll be gassed with a kind of drug okay and this drug this drug is associated with a certain set of behaviors that are designed to f*** with people who are schizophrenic so you'll be gassed with a drug that makes you sickand then you'll be surrounded with with people with children were the children are sick or holding the parent their parents' hands and they'll have dogs meet each other and people sit on fire hydrants while the people around you are schizophrenic or ill so it's a kind of drug where your guest with it against your will and then you have people around you doing activities that are typically associated with those that have mental illness or are designed to like placate people who are mentally retarded because they're like fun or interesting things to do to people who are on the street like oh look it's a child oh look it's a silly dog and then and then and then they'll follow you around with people with stupid t-shirts and everyone around you is mentally ill so this is like this is a sort of drug that makes people sick and I don't know if it's because the pot is there's something wrong with what's in the vaporizers I don't know if it's just social engineering and sick based on like I don't know it makes me feel light-headed and it makes my head feel cold you'll also see that when this happens everyone around you will have their Hood up like the hood of their hoodie will be turned up and I've never I've never in fact seen people with hoodies that wear them except when I came to San Francisco I mean it's 70° and I now feel like my I now feel like it's like 20° outside but just on the top of my head so there's like it's a disease and I don't I don't know where it's coming from but I was just gassed with this s*** in public so it's a combination so like then you're like okay so what happened right was the was the black guy and the Chinese woman who was like a prostitute and her friend where they working together to see if I would write about it or were they in fact scared of each otherclearly the woman that had the artificial intelligence stateless shirt on was in fact doing it so that I would see it and then write an email by being distracted so that I could be drugged they like to like so one of the things is that I basically I called in and more or less every intelligence agency on the planet because of s*** so bad here and the woman was wearing spiked earrings and there's all this stupid s*** where it's like oh that spy and Kay is like a lawyer so you're like the the spying lawyeragain this is like you know a spider is like a spy but he's retarded and then stupid s*** like that are like if you wear if you wear like earrings that have crosses on it then what you want to hear is things about like earrings that have earrings that have symbolism often are this is the sort of thing I want to hear from people who have like died to their clothing or clothing is some sort of like indication of how they feel or what they want to have happen this is this Ghostbusters s*** where the guys like a ghost or somethingand I've been gassed with this drug and now I'm surrounded by sick children that are holding the hands of their parents and then like people who are mentally retarded and then people will come up to each other with stupid dogs and have the dogs me and meanwhile everyone is going around with their hoods up so this is like what we're going to do is we're going to gas people so that whenever there's children around we're going to gas them with drugs and then the children are sick somehow and so there's these like trees there's these illness trees and some of them are like if there are Chinese people around and they are sick and all wearing masks then you might be gassed and if there's kids around and the kids are sick and holding the hands of their parents you might be gaseand if there is a sick black guy who's like schizophrenic and likes and like screwing with Chinese girls who are prostitutes you may be guessed and so what's interesting is that all of these people can't stay still and so if you just stand on one street corner in public and you watch all the trees move around which are like these connections of like sick people that move in groups then depending on what tree comes near you you may be gassed with drugs because the people in that tree all do a particular drug and that may happen enough until you start moving around in groups or like checking the time or where you're supposed to be and when see you're not gassed with drugs and you may die just from being repeatedly drugged and now there's like I don't know half a dozen sick children all holding the hands of their parents at this medical store and I don't know if I was gassed with drugs and order to like make it so that someone gets to have free medical supplies I mean the it's weird because you're like that doesn't make any senseand you're like yeah you're right except I was poison twice today and after not being able to get any kind of food in any of the shelters that was prepackaged at all and having many times been poisoned at the shelters multiple times like the food pantries now all of a sudden the salvation army is getting like boxes and boxes and boxes of food and this isn't the place where if I stand outside and just wait stupid s*** happens like the owners will come out and become worried and start smoking and crossing their legs and uncrossing their legs while they talk to each other because I'm just sitting by the side of the road across the street and not doing anythingso more or less everyone in San Francisco is sick and it's just a matter of like I don't know what to do because everyone here is ill and crazy and it's not like it's like okay cool so I just spent an hour standing outside on a street corner on in the mission district and watch like people move around in groups that are sick in ways where it's like yeah this wouldn't have ever happened before I don't know what's going on one of the things that's interesting is that because everyone is on a schedule and you don't know what kind of drugs everyone's on it may be that if you're not in the shelter at 10:50 South Van Ness and you're not eating the food that has some sort of grease in it that shouldn't be in any kind of food at all that you're screwing up the way the drugs work and so like for some reason people are like weirded out that I'm not eating the the poisonous non-food at the right time or that if you don't eat the poisonous non-food at the right time you get to watch as everyone else starts forming trees right around or after dinner time where those trees are like these people are all sick and if they find out where you are and they drug you maybe they can go into a store and get s*** for free because you're unpopular and so the alternative is like it's it's a game I think and it's like you can either die in a shelter by eating food that has engine oil in it or you can have people drug you and go into a store and get s*** for free including parents with small children I think that's most likely the most rational explanation is it's like you can either die by eating food that's poisonous or what can happen is you can have someone drug you so that they get s*** for free and then walk around with their hoodie up so I think that's what's going on is this essentially like how do you want to die do you want to have someone druggy repeatedly on the street or do you want to have like do you want to have like a bowl clear homeless coordinator or whatever the f*** they call them like this bull queer guy get like angry at you because you don't want to sleep in drug sheets or sheets that s*** on them and then if you eat food the food will be poisonous most likely intentionallyand this goes back to conceptions of time where it's like we don't believe in money we believe in time so we're just going to decide how long you have to live by poisoning you or not depending on how much we like you which to be fair is like if you're too sick to work it's more or less the same s*** but it's more obnoxious so yeah so I believe that I may have just been like had people it was I believe it was a test right they they had someone come up around me who is black and schizophrenic they had a Chinese woman make fun of them and then if I commented on this then I would be poisoned by having some social engineering go on using a Chinese woman and then a bunch of Mexicans would get like free s*** from a clinic and I only mentioned the ethnicities because like this is clearly gang based activity and so if it's not if it's not like ethnicity based then it's like we will then then it's like workers of the world are like crazy people based and so the ethnicities may be just used to like f*** with me it could be some combination of crypto Christian or likefor like we're involved with silicon valley the thing of it is is that like usually when you have a gang the way that you make the gang work is that you have something in common and usually people in in large groups that are stupid we'll use ethnicity and if it's not ethnicity then it's religion and if it's not religion then it's going to be like socialism or like something stupid but you have to have some reason to all do something together and so it's some sort of comedy it's got it's some like I don't know what they all have in common if I'm assuming that it's probably something closer to religion or like belief in like anarcho communism or something it should be noted that the coffee in the shelter ar 1050south ban nes will induce a ringing in my ears and i dont know why. the person/worker that im aupposedd to contact theough the geentel assistance office aaid sonthing aling rhe lines of youre not listening when i clearly was as a bull queer whatwver dominance thing and rhen i was followed into the library by a black amn rhat was missing an ear so i believe the coffee was intentionally posioned as a joke seeing as ive been critical of the ga office - done with sick blakc people and corrupt ga lfficials and perhaps as a joke to the wolfs in sheeps clothing anf the tech destoeys atickwrs mixed with the ad for the flue with the wolf - loke multiculturalism or rl else well have schizophrenic sick blakc people attack you and well use race baiting to have them sicken you aomething like this anyway rhe coffiee makes my ears ring and i dont know why. because its freeze dried coffee they probably did something stupid yo it based on yhe name . because its the sirt if shit you do to someone that believes their name means something ir its schizo homeless shit and so on - im assuming they sorayrd it with antifreeze. yhis is at 1050 south van nesd - so if you ever become poor youll be poisoned if you dont want to make friends with gangsters that poison each other. ehxoh is loke the dogshot version of chicken and the egg. ngn it could also be skin or something else put in the coffee (because ots funny like vurt?) whereon you end up drinking someone elses sick. o called the centrsl dispatch at 415 553 0123 and they demanded to know if i saw my food be poisoned. i asked them if they saw someoen cut the brake liens on their car and if so if that would constitute a crime. teaching cops about schroedingers cat will only encourage them to poisone the poor so they can get paid off by gangsters so they can sit around woth their rhimb up their ass and collect a paycheck. why engorce the law when you can just poison people that are annoying and have hangs do all the ehavy lifting dor you? course it means rhat the food supply is completely ficked but what do you care? so now were going back to playing tinker tailor soldier spy to the tine of a john "le carre" (get it?) joke because i dont particularly want to talk to a general assistance agent rhat had my coffee poisoned - so im out seventy dollars and now im not a "poor man" im a "soldier" until i have to rely on not food stamps and then im a "say lore" because no one will believ me or pretends not to belive me when i say my food in the shelters is being piisoned. i have said rhis before and i will continue to repeat it everyone here os psychotic and i will in no way particupate in this except to the extent that i tecord and attmept to inwind it. of someone is going to pay me off in order to keep silent i wil ise allthe proceedsfrom this in order to find the peiple responsibel and have rhem imprisioned or hoapitalized for psychoticism. this is a dangerously srupid game and i will in no way sate by actions or words rhat im partiicpating this of my own free will. this is evil and stupid. see this https://www.sciencealert.com/common-pesticide-linked-to-widespread-brain-abnormalities-in-children so thos may be putting pesticides on the coffee because it's like prenatal exposure to pesticides before someone becomes born again and so you'll poison their coffee until someone converts to religion in a born-again sense because it's like they're in the womb and then Born again means they're going to end up on the street or homeless so it's like being born again except the born again s*** is you end up living on a sidewalkso it's like the evil version of this except you poison their s*** so that it's like what are the studies where someone's in the womb and then they get sick and then you poison their s*** to that because they're they're like in the womb and the womb happens to be a homeless shelter and you're trying to force them on the street it's psychoticism it's it's like mental it's like it's it's mental illness and of course I say this and then they'll find studies about like what causes mental illness when someone's in the womb and then do that so it's it's it's religious extremism in a mentally psychotic sense and you find this in your like well there's you know what are the what's the evidence that this is true it's like I don't know man I'm just putting together the most likely scenario from people who are mentally ill and then like believe in religion in a stupid way so I assume that the coffee had something wrong with it and I'm imagining it's pesticides were sprayed on the coffee because that keeps coming up on my on my like social media feed after I drink the coffee this is a possibilityand so it's funny because it's like children and if you beg from for money from like old people who give you a couple dollars and then you go buy an apple it's like they're your parents and you're a child but you're a child on the street and so it's this like f***** up like schizoaffective b******* having to do with like born again s*** and acting childish while being homeless or some some f****** thing .e based on my symptoms and subsequent tinnitus I believe that they've been adding lithium to the food which eould also explain why I was followed around by idiots with shirts that had Nirvana on it but in a black and white where the shirt was black and the Nirvana logo was white because it's like an x-ray image or the negative as opposed to the positive (where ehite on blakc looks like a cop car and is the upside down of the song as in its "real") see also biggie smalls and going from negative to positive because its funny. so if i were overly converned about not having enough drugs as opposed to jot having enough to eat i take it thatere would be some ither gaslighting but im not cool enough to not be given medication against my will by being poisoned. I went to the 10 I went to the police station over in mission on the mission district and what they have what they're two of the officers one one of which was a guy that says no we're not going to take your report it's frivolous who's a weenie with with like square black glasses called McDermott or something so I made I made calls I made phone calls to my family members and then there was nothing so that guy left and then there's another guy you came who sat down who is dressed as a police officer and I have no idea if it wasand this is typical is like if they're going to f*** with you what they do is they have someone dress up as the as the authority figure which for which you go to I've seen them do this with f****** mailman it's annoying and it's also a felony in any case the guy who was a police officer had the had a name called Garcia and he starts clicking his pen as quickly as he can and he says yeah Homeland security contacted us already we already talked to him and I said who is it who contacted you what was their nameand he looks at his arm and he says yeah Brown contacted me like the guys f****** Brown so if you this is the same s*** that the FBI pulled with this stupid b**** who schizophrenic is they'll find some idiot who's sick who's like who's schizo and they'll dress them up like an officer and then tell you to go f*** yourself but with the schizo after you've been poisoned so I contacted my family and friends for which I have the contacts for and told them this s*** so it's oh you have to make friends with people who aren't the police because the police are just assholes who will like dresses schizophrenic up to like make fun of you after you've been poisoned but the pen clicking in the filling with s*** while they while like it's compulsive it's typical and the other thing is is it's one of these it's a schizo test right so if you don't see that the guy is a schizo because he's dressed in a uniform then clearly you haven't passed the intelligence test of oh we can disguise people as authority figures while f****** with them so we must be stupid and therefore he should be deserving of being sickened by assholes and at no point is anyone like you know what maybe this guy is just saving all of his social graces and all of his like ability to figure s*** out not not to determine who is and isn't someone they can trust to handle being sickened by a****** like I didn't grow up going oh look it's a cop he must be some stranger dressed up in a uniform who's going to have me poisoned but see it's funny right it's hilarious because black people are scared of the cops so what you do is you poison someone then you find a random schizophrenic and you dress them up as a police officer because it's funny and then the entire city goes to s*** because that's the wrong thing to doit's not an intelligence test it's like okay cool let me let me just find all the electricians that are going to work on your house and I'm going to take their uniform and their hard hats and I'm going to put I'm going to put people who didn't graduate from preschool in them let me take all your doctors who are going to look at look at your broken legs and let me find let me get let me find a guy who you know his major accomplishment in life is that he figured out how to wipe his ass yesterdayso now now you don't get to have a f****** broken leg but it's funny because if you can't pass the intelligence test then you're going to go to a doctor's office and say oh you must be a doctor cuz you have a f****** stethoscope it's this crazy f***** up b******* everywhere in the city and now I have to contact the odni again because people are masquerading as police officers in the f****** mission district one of the things you'll find with schizophrenics is that they are unable to differentiate between what a rule is and the letter in the spirit of the lawand so if you go and you you complain about being poisoned they'll attempt to use what power they have over you while you're being gasoline in order to prevent you from doing something else whatever that other thing may be and the rules are always designed in such a way where you will be sick into death so for example okay so there's a couple things with this one is they'll say ass man right so if you're a grown ass man you're groaning it's like you should know better you're a grown ass man and it's also a reference to Titus groan which is a a book which is about a medieval castle like mediev like medieval rules or or you know hierarchy believing in Kings and nobility and right and so it's supposedly like a throwback to both your complaining and it's like a novel for which we've already read and found it to be boring or you haven't read yet or some combination thereof right typically so this is one of it one of the things is it's it's supposed to demonstrate it's supposed to demonstrate a couple things right first of all it demonstrates superiority because you've read a book that the other person hasn't the other person doesn't care for the books that you care about which happens to be the Bible or some sort of belief system right because of course schizophrenics like magic but not in a belief sort of way but more along the lines of like we're going to believe in this because we're crazy so the other thing is is that if someone calls you an ass man like you're a grown ass man or you're like a whichever this is so there's there's multiple like you have to understand like first of all these are people that want to create an underclass based on we're going to invent like the white version of n***** right cuz if you call someone a cracker like what what cracker originally meantwas like it was someone who was so poor that like either they like it meant that they had poor land when they were in the south right and it's like okay I don't care but if you call someone a n***** that's like the worst thing you can say so if you go back to okay well if you poison someone by every time someone's sickens every time someone does drugs right they will sicken you with they will sicken you with the drugs for which they themselves had to take or did in some way right like if you're the ass of someone who happens to be on drugs by going to a clubthey'll like test their drugs by smoking it around you and seeing if you get sick or not if you're the ass of someone who's who's a psychotic you'll have a psychotic police officer or you'll have like a psychotic staff member in a shelter see if they can't drug you and see what the effects are and so it's using language to see if you can't come up with some sort of like this is the underclass for which you now belong and then you say right so if someone's if someone's a big person you call it you call them a big assand there's always some adjective in front of the word ass but ass means like the person you're drugging and I don't know if this is a play on words from Langford or like I don't know I don't know but like badass at one point was like code for like people who were autistic it's like people started calling them badasses as a joke and I think the autistics and the like the crazies like tried to turn that around and sicken people to that s***and so is someone is if someone is a snitch and they're snitching about beingfirst of all I don't particularly care for the word snitch although it doesn't bother me to be called that it's more along the lines of like cheese he's complaining about being poisoned or hurt and it's like you want to trade drugs I'm not going to tell on you because I don't care if you're going to make me sick all of a sudden I do care so anyway right so as soon asuntil you have these people so anyways someone just anyway so you'll have these people who are like if you're called a the guy who most likely poison the coffee with lithium just called me a grown ass he called me a grown ass man for forgetting my my belongings when I went to the cop shop and kicked me out of the shelter for a night and it's like excuse me I just called the department of Homeland security half a dozen times and everyone I knew I'm not an ass you're a f******so this is this is like if you're if you're called an adjective ass that means that people are attempting to poison youand so you didn't call me anything you want and you can do this thing where you're going to surround me with b******* and have everyone around me do this game where they use stupid language but I've been around it enough where it's like oh I see so you're saying that I told on you because I was just poisoned and then I went to the police station and the police officer was schizophrenic and then I called the department of Homeland security again apparently you don't like going to the doctor and having the doctors determine if you're sick or not because you don't rely on people's outward costume and their clothing to determine if there's someone you can trust when there are in positions of authority because that would make sense when you need a police officer or a doctor so this douchebag they called me a grown ass man is like it's like you should have known when you went to the the police that you were being poisoned that you should have taken your things excuse me well you should know the next time you go to a doctor that they're not going to fix it that you're broken leg unless you're personally involved in their life and and whether or not they have a lab coat and a stethoscope by be damned you better you better find out by f****** telepathy and like coughing and grunting at this guy whether this guy is going to be able to like cure your disease or set up broken leg it's f****** douchebag it's just the dumbest f****** pieces of s*** on the planet oh wait forgot the doctors no wait what about the electricians cuz they wear hard hats and they have a lot of outfits on but if you can't pass an exam to determine if the electrician is a schizophrenic or he knows how to you know make electricity work despite not being an expert on a high tension wires then maybe I'll just f****** the electricity to your household or what about the plumber and it's just it's like this s*** with f****** everything cuz they're moronokay here's another one so a prostitute proposition to me while blowing out her lips with her lips and I have smaller thin lips but not like weirdly bad lips either so this is a joke based on whistleblower and so if I had someone blow me I wouldn't be a whistleblower I'd be a literal with a blower or I'd be blown right I cover would be blown that's a joke based on stupid so what are the other things that are wrong with my body okay and this is the opposite of grown ass right it's whistleblower because I I don't know so there's a pearl clutcher which is based on Joan didion and so that has things that goes back to the 70s there's there's somebody who's a hand ringer who's nervous I have throat problems by the way there's somebody who's a hand ringer who's nervous my hands are f***** up let's see what what are you what's the one with the feet the one with the feet is going to be something stupid a foot Walker or it would be like walk walk walk like the Chinese but that doesn't make sense cuz it has to bean adjective noun in order to be stupid see one of the things is that it's supposed to be one of these things where you screw it oh and my head hurts so I'm I'm a hand ringer I'm a pearl clutcher oh I'm a smart-ass right cuz half my head hurts or I'm a half ass right you're smart but you're not intelligent right like a smartphone what's the one and that's supposed to be the clue right is that smart ass is like a typical insult but hand ringer or Pearl clutcher are more old fashioned and then what's the one with the feet there's got to be likeit has to be something that has to do with Godzilla but again these are things that are supposed to be like once you get the joke there's some among Us that think life is but a joke and so what it is is it's crazy people who are like we found a way to poison someone who thinks they are intelligent but doesn't have friends and then we're going to tell all of the guys friends we're going to we're going to tell all of our friends how to poison the guy and then it doesn't you can't out think the problem because it's a social virus right rightand she take this cohort of people that are antisocial but have and don't have enough friends to like pass around the s*** like you would do in high school and then you poison them the only problem is is that this is done in such a way where it's like every like again 25% occupancy rate in and like I don't even know how much money pissed away so one of the things is that if you do this and the guy doesn't cave because it's schizophrenics right like the schizophrenics and the crazy people aren't good enough to organize this themselves they have to they have to have backing in some sense right because when they when they work together so that makes them more powerful in many ways because you can be you can be like screwed up but if you have a ton of friends then you can still then you can still hurt people the other thing is is that there's this idea of like if we have a bunch of people that we don't like and we throw them to the schizophrenics we're going to do it in such a way where we can take bets on it and the bets are usually based on like some sort of likeif enough people know right that this is going on but the only person who doesn't is the idiot then at some point if if you do it in such a way in the in the person proves that there are moral person in some sense either they they're not a hand ringer and so they're courageous right they're not a pearl clutcher so they allow other people to do what they want right then they have some sort of moral reason for existing because they don't do the things for which you dislike them because it's against your own freedoms in some sense or right like they have some sort ofthey have some sort of worth based on arbitrary like well I don't know sometimes it's good to clutch your pearls especially when everyone around you is going insane in like everything is broken right I think it's a good thing that people should be ringing their hands over the fact that like everything here is f***** up and you can get incredibly sick because people are crazy I think sarcasm is a good defense mechanism and know people shouldn't be poisoned for it like in any case I still don't know what the foot one isoh I know he has bare feet where bear is like Russian right but then you literally make him have bare feet by poisoning issues because he buys the cheap ones and then he the cheap ones happen to have American flags on them and then that's like he's walking on the American flag except they were the cheapest ones on at Target but that proves that he's a Russian and then if you have bare feet you're not going to be rushing anywhere so this is all like how do we weaponize all the schizophrenics anywayor the guy like lies through his teeth and then he f****** his teeth so that like you take teeth out and then there's gaps in his teeth or something and so I managed to accumulate everything except the nice screwed up lips because I'm a whistleblower cuz I don't want to have someone physically like suck me off and I don't want to do drugs around people we're going to f*** with me continuously but you know the qualifications for drugs happens to be so broad that if I go to the Hope Cafe and they give me a packet of sugar they've specifically had people with fentanyl all over their body go steal them so if you touch the sugar packet she'll get a fentanyl highand so I get to be the least popular person in all of San Francisco cuz I get to yell stop what are you doing to just about everyone that wants to kill each other which is incredibly stupid oh and then if you're heartless you get you get heart problems you know I because you only care about yourself and you don't care about other people and then self can mean more than one thing because it can mean your metaphorical or literal self accepting of course if you believe that you are a couple stand at leastif you believe that you're like one you're within one standard deviation of what normal is and like what what's acceptable behavior to make society function then you may or may not be the content ideal man that's contin that's county with a k like the philosopher you may or may not be the content ideal man but at least you're like you probably shouldn't be giving away sugar packets in a cafe that supposedly run by a church where the sugar packets are covered in fentanyl where I've been poisoned multiple times beforeso like no I don't want to buy drugs no I don't want to like get sucked off by a prostitute of either gender or have sex with someone when everyone is attempting to kill each other it just I have no idea but then you get to be a grown ass man because you're an ass because you're groaning it's like but I only became a grown ass man what I realized how I was being f***** over with antipsychotics and I found the latest version of the person f****** me over and now I get to go to all of my family and friends who may or may not have known any of anything about this and see if I can't prosecute them for human rights abuseit's like yes I will definitely be a federal witness against anyone and everyone I've ever known if they're going to put f****** lithium in my food without my knowledge I have no idea who the f*** thought any of this s*** was a good idea like the entire thing of it like are you supposed to be a grown ass man if you figure out like that you're going to complain to everyone or are you a badass man if you then decide that you're being f***** with and you're going to steal s*** or are you you know it's just whoever thought up this psychological mind f*** machine is an evil piece of s***right so a grown ass man would be someone that does the joker and the thief where they see the joke for how they're being sickened and killed where a badass man is someone who just is killed by bad people and a big ass would be someone who eats themselves to death and so you you essentially are like well these are all the ways that someone can just be killed by people who predetermined that they're going to have someone kill them and the two people that I can think of that are the most obnoxiousare possibly just bezos or JK Rowlingsand it's one of these two idiots because you have someone who is pissed about the environmental implications of shipping s*** everywhere and then bezos in the amazonians would go hand in hand as a joke where like I'm being poisoned by f***** up people who are like peruvians and I was in Peru at one point and it's so it's like you know the tarot card with the magician with the as blow so above and vice versa and it's supposedly funny and then JK Rowling would be all of the feminism b******* mixed with like you're not you're not courageous you're not courageous enough to live because you're not childlike enough and you're not having fun so we're going to poison your hands in your throat because that's like Joan didion who was too old to be interested in wanting to be 14 years old in it and on acid and was worried about slouching towards Bethlehem oh and slouching so your back is f***** up so you're going to f*** someone up to like your toot you're a conservative woman and so you're going to f*** him upyou're not Ken kisi and so you have to be Joan didion but there's no in between and oh by the way we're going to have all this feminism b******* mixed in so like and I have to say it's f***** up because I was like where does JK Rowling get her s*** from because most people rip on someone else and Harry Potter that's that's Samuel are Delaney that's the tales of neverion she just ripped off that s*** and then like Adams added some more b******* in there I mean if I dug deep enough I could find all her sources for what like author she she pulled from butit's probably a combination of Samuel r Delaney and Jack fence and her s*** is just not that good I mean I'm being critical and I haven't written jack s*** but on the other hand I am being poisoned by everyone that's like hey we should take billionaires and poison them to the idea of a billionaire because that's funny because I don't know it's hilarious to f*** someone up because they think that they're a billionaire and then when we we've decided that no in fact he isn't a one in a billion in terms of his assholishness he's only a one in a million in terms of his assholishnessthen instead of giving him books about Eris stefanase where the cover of the book itself I had a 1962 version of aristafanes for which I believe that the cover of the book itself was done up in paint that would make you sick because they impregnated the linseed oil with something the flaxseed oil it was used in the paint for the book and they mixed it with and they mixed it with with gold particles or something that could get in your sick in and make you sick in a book from 1962 which would have been funny because that was like the illuminatus trilogy where the guys investing in flaxseed and hemp scriptand oh by the way France for some reason controls 90 like 75% of all the flax seed in the world because it's one of the few places where the environment is right for growing flax so the flag stocks release the seats right or some stupid thing but right it's the it's the Yankee Doodle the world is turned upside down s*** where like if you're a billionaire then then it's like a one in a billion shot that you're going to be sick into something stupid whereas if you're in a millionaire then you're only going to have the one in a million diseaseand there's a lawyer that has like an 8 million phone number or something and then the books that you get that are based on like the books that you get that are based on like Greek mythology will quote like millions or million that and we'll have him sent them like the book on plowed us has hints about the proper hotel and the proper food thing because in the introduction to one of the prologues it says nothing but proper proper proper proper and the book is supposedly published in 1962 except the book is in like if you look at the book and I might take pictures there's no way that's possiblesomebody just made the book whole cloth like 5 years ago like the the pages aren't aged the book itself isn't aged and so if you're one in a million you're going to have all of these diseases still but at least the diseases themselves will be will be like such that you have enough hints that you can that you can like backtrack and how you're being f***** with whereas if it's one in a billion you'll get this s*** where it's like we took errors Stefani's book and we made it to the gold from the book will get into your skin and you'll diewhich is like some serious crisis like Roman feed them their gold s***but it's like I'm sorry I like reading books and I saw a book on Greek mythology but if you if you do that while you're poor then you must be too you must be too like you have to understand these people are crazy and so they think that if you read books that are too fancy that you should be poisoned because they don't believe in money they believe in poisoning each other and that certain books are only reserved for certain people because they're insaneand so I find a book in a free library and I take it but the book itself may have been poisonous I wish I still had that book it was aristafani's and you're not going to find the version with the gold cover I don't think unless you look for it there's one with a purple cover you can find which probably won't make you sick oh and the one with the gold cover is associated with The grateful Dead and a picture of Earth but like with a b in it and it's all yellow and s***and that's mentioned invert because the yellow the yellow one is like the yellow flower the yellow feather is like the evil oneand so instead of being the grateful Dead with like outer space this is going to be the grateful Dead with like environmental environmentalism and Earth and s*** and the outer space one is probably going to be something equally crazy which I may have already tripped over like the phones are poisonous or you discover something stupid like oh by the way it's entirely possible to make a reaction with starship drive it just might create a singularity which if you put it in the sun will cause the sun to collapsewhich totally wasn't covered in a French science fiction novel by Mobius called i n c a l but the stupid part about all of this is it's like there's no if someone discovers fire they can use it for bad purposes this is the Prometheus myth it's been true then it's true now that doesn't mean we don't use fire it does mean it's a bad idea to screw with someone and poison them repeatedly and make it so that they're like poisoned when they read s*** because they're upset that when you use fire you cover the entire city with fentanyl and meth and f*** everything upanyway I'm just pissed I ate sardines in a can we're called seasoned sardines with a girl's face on it rather than the king Oscar anchovies so I get to find out if that s***'s going to kill me now oh it is the first oh I'm going to take pictures this is going to be fun it's the first one the EBT card comes in and so now I get to take pictures of everyone acting stupid and see how many people are going to die tonight and I'm going to post these online that was good it was good that I got kicked out cuz now I get to take pictures of what it looks like at 2:00 in the morning on the 1st of the monthto be fair it's not anywhere near as bad as it was last month probably because of all the crackdowns I only saw like maybe a hundred people on a street corner that were all sick and dying doing meth and drugs and like I don't know I call it boating where they all do drugs in a group at one point they had like 500 people in unsquare just like setting off fentanyl and then somebody was wearing a shirt called like the kitty cat club or cat club or something and I was like what the f*** does that even mean and then I go around and I see this thing we're like there's 506 dying people who are like one guy all set off fentanyl and then I'll go into a like a like a knot and I'll like like crowd around it and that you know I I'm I don't even know what the f*** that is right like I don't know so they just opened up like one of these bodegasI took another picture cuz there's like it's blurry but there's like a hundred people all standing around doing drugs this is it market and Taylor they open up another one of these bodegas which is an all night thing and I you know I'm in favor of the all night shift because it's like how else do you pay the rent here I'm also in favor of putting people in rehab or prison if they're doing drugs in knots but I don't you know they can't complain in some sense because I'm not taking anything identifying it's too dark in my camera is too s*****but like I don't know 6th Street is a whole I mean there's like a couple hundred people that are all just standing around doing drugs for like from market to like two blocks south of mission or took from market to like market and Taylor to like block South down 6th Street and one of the things is that if you start like you can't here's the thing they do drugs in a group and so if you talk to like one person you're now in like it's not like if you talk to one guy there will be five guys around you that are all doing drugs at onceand so you can't just talk to like one or two guys unless you're going to stand in an area where everyone is doing drugs or like smoking off tin foil at once and so you don't and I and and I don't I think it's I think partly it's because given how sick I am that they don't have the ability not to do that like physically and bear in mind I am an incredible pain and I don't do any drugs I've just been around it for 3 years so if you if you stand around and you talk to these guys and you're like in in the area for which they are doing drugs you will become sick because of the drugs they're doing it's like fentanyl and meth and s*** like that and and part of that may be like self-protection to like use drugs as a weapon part of it may be like they have to be together in a group doing drugs or the s*** they're they're neurobiology like they're just going to like they're just not going to like don't like disassociate or something but this is like it's the first of the month and I bought $8 worth of salmon and like canned meat and these guys are likethe cash out or buy food and trade it for drugs and I pass like 500 guys that are all like so f***** up and sick that that's what they're doing and they're like I don't even know where the f*** they get the lithium from but like if you complain or you say all this s*** is crazy then someone will find drugs and f*** your body up like I've been poisoned with lithium multiple times over the last week or and my hands are f***** up most likely from like some other antipsychotic and so if I find it happeningand then I make it stop right it's not like there's a glide path off of whatever the f*** was done to me right so I don't know what the effect is on my body right and so like I'm on I don't know how many different vitamins and I'm taking canned meat so that I'm not eating sugar if the sugar would be bad for me based on my body having to metabolize anti psych pills like psych pills so I don't know it's going to do to my liver and my kidneys and s*** or my pancreas right so if I eat sugar I can start going blindand I've had floaters in my vision if I eat too much sugar which isn't normal and the reason is is that my body is attempting to get rid of psychiatric medications are poisonings and it can't handle the sugar which is the reason that I have to eat like fish in a can so all of this is to say you have 500 guys on the street that are all doing drugs that can kill people and then if you're upset about it and these guys are in therapy or getting psych meds they'll find people who have psych meds and attempt to poison you to death with themand so it appears that you die of natural causes like a stroke or or kidney failure or whatever and it's because you've been given psych meds against your will or without your knowledge so I'll give you an example there was a lawyer that was fired or let go via Donald Trump's administration and she died of a stroke or an epileptic fit and she had a history of these right yeah okay cool did anyone check to see if she was on any psych meds in the autopsy that she shouldn't have been on cuz that's the way you give somebody a strokeand and like today I had tonight is for no reason the last couple days and it's like somebody wore a Nirvana shirt around me and so I go oh okay the song lithium okay so if you wanted to give someone a stroke or make it look like someone has natural natural cause disease you could do that by poisoning their food or like you know poisoning them generally and so I have headaches all the time and it's like okay well so there was this attorney that was fired from the Donald Trump administration for whatever some woman I don't know is a woman in the justice department or a woman lawyer somewhere and she died of an epileptic fit or a stroke in the autopsy was like well that makes sense it's like okay cool was she on any anti psych drugs because I've seen people have fits and have seizuresin the in like in San Francisco and you're like well that guy must have been doing drugs and it's like yeah or he was unpopular and someone gave him psych drugs he shouldn't have been on so if all the feminists would like me to would like to like give me some credit and be like oh he's he managed to solve a crime I wonder if that autopsy revealed that she was on like I say was there anything in her body that shouldn't have been even if you wouldn't otherwise test for psych drugsand I imagine the half-life of those drugs is rather large so you could probably test for it in her body because things that would give you epilepsy or epileptic fits if you're going to poison someone you have to do it in such a way that it accumulates in their body over time which means it's probably fat soluble in some way so I honestly I don't know if I'm going to die now I'm so I'm f****** terrified because I've had way too many vitamins I've been doing everything I can to like piss out all the water I have I may have eaten fat soluble something or other that's going to kill meand I don't want to die I'm f****** scared as s*** I mean I know it doesn't sound like it or the way that I'm writing or anything but I have headaches that don't go away and it's hard for me to feel emotion when I keep getting psych drugs put in me so you know if you're going to f*** someone up you could just screw up their vitamins or sell them vitamins that are going to kill them especially if the especially if more or less all of the especially more or less the entire supply chain is suspectokay so if you're going past if you're going all right I think I have it so what you do is if 50 is the police then 60 would be the 60 would be the anniversary of the grateful Dead 70 would be Walt Disney world 80 would be eating yourself to death 80 would be eating yourself to death 90 would be tick tock and 100 would be Lysol because it has over 100 years or something so it's poison someone they go to the police the police say they can't do anything and then they're the stages of grief when someone knows that they're going to die from the grateful Dead to acting childish to your grateful that you know that how you've been had you act childish then you then you would then you eat yourself to death how are you Benji and then you try and make make the absolute best use of your time before before you die and so all of the anniversaries are based on the stages of grief after the police have decided that they're not going to help you in any way and it's been determined that you're going to die based on someone deciding to have you killed oh and 40 is like 40 hour work week so if you don't if you don't work then if you're past the police then you go to the grateful Dead then you go to Disneyland then you go to feeding yourself to death then you go to how much time do I have leftand then a bottle of Lysol can kill you once your immune system is that f***** up which is like the which is like ubek which is a Philip k dick book of course all of this is done in such a way to scare people to death so that they get a job no matter what even if the only jobs here because everyone is sickening each other are like you know hurting each other with paramilitary folk or sweeping a street where you don't need to sweep it anymore and then anyone that's working is so scared of everyone that's attempting to kill themdid they have secrets about how they drug each other and then drug other people that get in their way to prevent like to like use money to like prevent others from it and it's it's getting weird oh and 70 is 70 is Disney but Disney could be like you have a dizzy head like you're touched or you're like a holy fool and then it's bending the knee or like believing that philosophy or religion matters and then after that it's just eating and after that it's looking at the clock so if you're in a position whereyou're sick all the time you hurt there are no jobs the only thing to do is eat or wait to die because you're in so much pain and no one will save you and you're too sick to work and everyone around you wants you to be too sick to work because they be jealous if you could and then if you work you have to make friends with the sort of people that sickened you in the first place and didn't do anything to help you and all the police lie and no one has told you any of this because it's like underground f***** up knowledge based on like this is how we screw with people that are dying it's like the stages of grief or something but like if you're depressed because people keep sickening you and you go out and you eat a s*** ton of ice cream or you like right then if you run out of EBT money which is what like then then you should be murdered with drugs like I was just poisoned with lithium multiple times and then kicked out of a shelter at 2:00 in the morning while everyone else is buying drugs and so if I binge eat cookies I should be killed and of course there is no healthcare and the police are like well what do you want me to do about itoh but my cousin Astro is coming is coming to San Francisco in October for a self-congratulatory like hey look we're going to the we're going to the f****** Moon and I just wrote him an email and told him that if he knew anything about this or how any of it worked and I could put them in prison I would it's like I doubt I'll make it to October maybe maybe I'll go and I'll see I'll see Astro teller's speech about how awesome he is well I've been begging him for help for years and then afterwards I'll have I'll have a stroke and diemy family is so f***** up like it's it's amazing and the f***** up part about all this secret keeping and s*** is like I imagine that my sister and like maybe some of my friends went through this as a secret and then didn't tell anyone like they came to San Francisco and found their way out by proving how cool they were and then never said anything probably in the Summer where the stupid s*** happened and then they just were like well that was a rite of passage but if someone was like which first of all f***** up but second of all like like Leah rubinowski is my Steve phelps's girlfriend right and there are they're married now and she has the tip of her tongue bit off which is f***** up right like that's weird and I'm now being poisoned in The shelter by people who are like screwed up in a way where like if you're poisoned your tongue will like come out of your mouth because your throat will be f***** up and then like you'll sleep with your tongue out of your mouth so I can only imagine so first of all Leah is not helping at all and she's like well you need therapy clearly which yeah b*******but it's like my if Steve Phelps when I was like in college or high school's like my girlfriend is in San Francisco and they're going to f****** kill the b**** like I need you down there in a car and I need you to get like a gun or like I don't know your friend calls you up and says look I need to rescue mission of this person we've known each other for years you need to go to San Francisco tackle this s*** in the car go to this location get her in the car drive back it's like I've circumnavigated the United States by car by myselfI believe at this point like five times so like if someone said that to me and they were my best friend and they were like you need to do this because there's a problem I'd be like okay where do we you know I'll be there and so this girl has part of her tongue missing from a disease that I believe is in the shelters for which I'm being f***** with where had someone called me up and said I need you to help my girlfriend out because she may be in mortal peril I would have dropped everything and done it no matter what else was happening like oh is finals in college like who gives a s*** rightbut of course it's a secret and no one says anything so you have to figure it out on your owner die so right that makes sense whereas if I'm screaming at the top of my lungs and I call up my cousin who has millions of dollars and I say I'm scared I'm going to die I have all these diseases now I don't know what the f*** to do and I'm in pain all the time help he laughs at me and tells me have fun at the doctors and the doctor who works on me at the San Francisco general hospital one of them gives me an injection which freaks out the other doctors because he shouldn't have and I don't know what I was injected with so that was terrifying he was a crazy black person for which he was acting strange and after I got the injection all the other doctors and nurses were upset and the Asian Doctor who had a mask on acted like she was going to spit down my throat but then decided not to when I didn't make a pass at her and I believe that she may have been a man but like transgendered or something but also possibly sick so that her spit was poisonous and the only words that I had for my cousin before going into the doctors at that point was well I hope you liked what your doctor and then he hung up on mefor which it's like oh okay so I was given scabies repeatedly and had multiple attempts on my life for which I called every police officer every hospital and then I work down the list of more or less every international Police department before coming to you for help and now you're coming to San Francisco for convention to tell everyone how awesome you are I believe in money I do I honestly I believe that money is a Force for good and that if you have money that you should use it to help people and that's why I look up to or used to I don't know anymore but that's why I looked up to people for money by who had money because I believe they could be a force for good it's when I saw everything in San Francisco being f***** up my first reaction was I should call up all the people who have money and remind them of the words Noble less because you know if you're a billionaire and suddenly you become a 100 millionaire and you spend $900 million dollars saving a bunch of people you'll still have $100 million dollars and everyone will look up to youand think you're a saint for several generations and at some point like when you have enough money maybe respect and like having people like you is more important and so that's why I called everybody but all the homeless and all the crazies were like oh all he cares about is money but now my hands are f***** up because I'm hand ringer my throat is f***** up because I'm a pearl clutcher my head is f***** up because I'm a smart ass because these people are awful and they know more about disease than like not being s***but see the 70th anniversary is Disney world so it's like I have only 30 more anniversaries to live based on a crazy b******* train that someone invented that involves drugging and f****** with people and no one has said anything like we should tear all this stupid s*** down because it's f****** psychoticeI've been thinking about the Lysol and it's going to be something stupid like you either it's probably based on better call Saul and either okay so there's a couple ones soul and Spanish means son and like Lysol it's like lie in the Sun or it could be like the sun is a lie there is no Jesus or it could be that like better call Saul and then the lawyer lies so they like to do this s*** were like it's bad but it could be bad to religion or it could be bad to LA because La is like Los Angeles and so you'll have this that's the that's the Christian versionI guess I suppose that New York is like the Jewish version in any case in any case the then it would be like you have your identity stolen or it turns out that you learn that you know all the guys running around with crosses or in fact terrible people which isn't all that surprising or you find out the guys running the churches are awful I mean more or less the entire police force is like oh yeah there's no such thing as people poisoning each other of course not I mean if you if you shoot someone in public I think they may do something about it but you know anything other than that it's like well you go right ahead in any case I assume that like if it's not just like you'll be so sick that a can of Lysol make you fall over based on the hidden ingredients oh that's the other thing this was in that's the other thing this was in the book vert were viper is bad well okay let's do the stupid thing with language Sophia is clearly the peace sign Lysol is over a hundred years IP is what's in Lysol but no one will say because their inner chemicals which of course this s*** that doesn't hurt people who aren't already susceptible but you could probably poison someone so that the inner chemicals and Lysol will kill somebody if they smell like feet so you'll get crazy black people who are like he smells like feet or it smells like feet in here and then they're going to spray down the place with Lysol that has hidden chemicals in it that aren't on the ingredient list but everyone knows it'll kill you if they've already poisoned you with the precursor and so it's v and then it's IP for intellectual property and then ER is emergency room and so you tell the guy we're going to kill you and then there's intellectual property that's in the can of Lysol for for which you're sprayed with you end up in a hospital with the disease and then PubMed comes up with like a rat model of like some sort of gas that may kill rats or something and of course since most most academic papers like 90% of them are b******* and you don't know the amount that the other like percentage is just people like and that's of the that's of the academic papers that are that aren't like made by an artificial intelligence right that are like people have made them like 90% of peer-reviewed academic papers can't be replicatedso you get some academic paper written by IP freely about a rad model where the lice like where some gas kills rats or something and instead of a spray can called weekend away where it says on the can that the can contains contains propane in it which they sprayed all over the shelter until people got sick and the people spraying it where people who are alike mentally ill now we've done the opposite right we've made me so sick cuz I complained about that s*** cuz somebody apparently died and disappearedbut now I can be sprayed with a Lysol spray can wear like the ingredients in the spray can are hidden and is probably also going to poison me to death except it's over 100 years so I don't know what the thing is that's making me sick or can be made sick and then I have a fight over Lysol spray after like 555 embarcadero had a for 6 months had like an ambulance there every day and the drug abuse was so bad that I have lung scarring and all these sorts of other issues which totally don't show up on aan x-ray because they keep showing me the same picture it's like well are you are you a are you a an X-ray tech are you a radiologist it's like no but my lungs hurt way worse than they did before and you're showing me a picture that looks like the last time and I just don't f****** believe it and so it's like but now I can be killed with Lysol but it's funny because it's like the trade secret office and it's intellectual property and my dad has the trade secret office for which it's cool because you can accumulate trade secrets and sell them for moneywhich is about the the bougiest like this is how we're going to like make money in a scam sort of way you can think of except like I mean all of the secrets are about screwing people over and killing them apparently or at least those are the secrets that are done around me I don't know if it has anything to do with my father or not other than he's a dick cuz he won't help me while I'm seriously sick and I can take pictures and he's just like yeah that's totally normal like whatever I figure likemy family is more or less a friend I don't think I know anything about them are my friends if somebody came to me tomorrow and said look Peter we have something to break to you this is going to come as quite a shock but your family the entire time they were like Russian spies and they just they just were good at at hiding it from you and they had a whole cover story and that's what they did with their time when they were around you and the rest of the time they were doing Russian s*** I'd be like oh yeah that makes senselike I know I know all their stories and all the things that you can know about somebody backwards and forwards and all that s*** but maybe I wasn't like perceptive enough to like pull the curtain back and go oh I see it's a front and then if I'm cool enough to figure it out then I'm letting into the secret and then I get to be like a super secret agent or some b*******and this sounds like complete schizo paranoid s*** but you have to understand where I'm coming from I've just been poisoned with f****** lithium against my will I've been calling my parents repeatedly and my family members to helpI just went to the police after calling the office of the department of national intelligence and the police officer appears to be schizophrenic but more than that if you just coalesce all of the b******* I've been through over the last 3 years and then are like well none of your friends or family wants to help you then it's like there's only a couple possibilities one they want to have me murdered two they want me to be so that's the first thing second thing is is they want to have me so discredited that thinking of me put in a mental institution or something so they get money or drugs or something for which it's like why would my family or friends want money or drugs I don't know another possibility is that someone is paying them off to do this or like threatening them and so there's only so many options and if someone was like yeah they were you know they were in on f****** you over the entire time because they thought you were a moron and they figured that you'd like pull back the veil and say unsee like how everyone was screwing with you and then you laugh it off when you were in Middle Schoolor high school or something and then you'd you'd find out you'd figure out how to be a prick and you would join the cause and join a gang or or like join the Russians or some f****** thing but instead like you reached the age of 39 and you ran out of money so they decided that you're not worth keeping alive I go oh okay that makes sense and so now it's just like well I was poisoned with lithium multiple times and help withdrawal and someone's f***** up my body and all sorts of fun and interesting ways I want to know what happened I I want to know all of it I mean I like it's like I you know if my father is a secret agent f*** it what country like right you know I like is the thing f****** with me with a trade secret having to do with how Lysol is going to make me sick have something to do with his trade secret office company and then he just accumulates s***** ways of f****** with people or is it a joke based on like here's how he like tarnish your family's name I want to know right like show me credible evidence and maybe I'll believe it I don't knowtook it to wander around San Francisco at 2:00 to 7:00 or 8:00 in the morning and then I get to sleep somewhere during the day and then I get to go back to the homeless shelter where they kicked me out for going to a schizophrenic cop and telling him I didn't like being drugged in a homeless shelter by someone who's mentally retarded or has like Asperger's or down syndrome or something because the people who are sick with illness have managed to take over the city for like I don't know I I have no f****** cluecuz I like weird p*** because someone decided to put people in positions of power that are crazy or mentally ill because I like jerking off to hot women and latex Street jackets because it's horror like horror can be sexy if you're not going to have someone poison you like if I like sword and sorcery f****** fantasy novels I don't want to be chased on the street by a psychotic waving a samurai sword but these crazy assholes will do it and then try and make you feel guilty about the fact that's the f***** up part too is they'll try to make you feel bad about the fact that they're f***** up so they like doing this because they're schizophrenic and insane okay so these guys love f****** with people and again what they do is some some bad thing will happen and then they want to blame you for it in order to then have that be the reason that you're allowed to be poisoned right they have to have an ideological reason even if that reason is insane because if they don't have a reason it just proves that they're crazy but if they do have a reason they can tell all the other crazy people look it's his fault that we're making him sick and hurting him therefore it's okay this is especially important if you have like a bunch of crazy people because you have to convince everyone not to help the person that's being f***** with so these guys managed to drive a car around a round traffic cameras with like a skeleton in the back of the car and it changed the headlines of CNN to say like a black kid died in the back of a of a hot car so first of all you can screw with CNN by driving around like old school cars and then doing something stupid with themwhich is f****** crazy and it means that I don't know if the CNN website is real or that like there's an intranet that like f**** with it within the geographic area of San Francisco so that's the first thing like I don't know if you can manipulate CNN or is the CNN website is just fake anyway there's this hotel called the hotel Carlton and what they'll do is they'll make the sign say hot car and so this black kid dies in the back of a hot car cuz his his like parents forgot on there they left the kid in the car and all of a sudden there's advertisements everywhere of don't leave your kids in the back of a car that's hot and probably the family tried to murder and successfully got away with murdering their childI stated and I say this again reiterating the fact that if I tell you to murder your kids and you do so you shouldn't have had kids in the first place I said that if you aren't working on the environmental problem or trying to fix the thing so that not everyone dies in 10 years then you should care about artificial intelligence and working on hard problems or your kids are going to die before they graduate high school so you might as well just murder them now and if you have a bunch of schizophrenic people who are stupid and go around murdering their kids that's not my fault and if you're going to go around changing the signs on the side of buildings like electric signs to like remind me of the fact that you can change CNN for some reason and also like a kid died in the back of a car cuz his parents were s*****I mean okay take a gun and then shoot your own dick off if you do that you're a moron and if you do it cuz I said you should do it you're even more of a moron so there's a bunch of people who go around like f****** with the electric signs at night so they spell s*** out because it's funny like you find out information but only if you're willing to like pander to the fact that you can be like hinted at s*** without being told and then it makes you seem paranoid if you read into anything and then I'll just get those get all like all like upset and excited about it and then they see if they can poison you again we are supposed to do is allow them to poison you once and then ignore it and then hope it just goes away but this s*** where it's like it's the same it's like someone who says you should do something stupid and then you do it isn't guilty of having you do something stupidexcept if it's my father in which case he's an a****** but the point is is that they'll attempt to make you feel guilty about the fact that they're poisoning you because some random s*** happens somewhere in the world that was awful and it's like well did this woman read what I wrote and then killer kids what about the Amish lady that drowned her four year old it's like well if the b**** is that dumb then she shouldn't have had kids so anyway I took a picture of the hot car f****** hotel it's also funny because like a hot car is a car you can stealand it's funny because of weekendstein and Hot Wheels and Hot Wheels is something like little kids can play with and then abdl p*** and so you're going to be like okay how can we poison someone so that it's killing them to all sorts of s*** this childish again abdl s*** is just like a made-up excuse I could be into like like if I was into f****** like origami they would take every f****** origami pattern they possibly could find and then see if they could like poison me to Crane s***and then they're like oh you like this weird p*** it's like okay well you can have your vices and so therefore you're not a priest and we can have our vices which includes smoking crack so that when you go and take a s*** or touch your dick you get high and f***** up but again this is like I have edema in my hands because I have been poisoned with antipsychotics against my will like I just passed a pizza restaurant that now takes EBT money and someone like took a pizza box and put it on like a cabinet that they stole from somewhere but like if I ate the pizza from the EBT card it would be like a cabbie netand then the next time that I'm in trouble rather than have way more cars go by some schizophrenic in a like f****** hair that would go by and laugh at me and blow smoke in my face or some f****** thing and it's like this s*** with everything it's like oh well oh we found this thing and we took a bet on whether we can poison you or not and have you stocked by schizophrenics and it's done with garbage too and so like people are cleaning the streets of all this garbage and s*** because this stupid morons can't be trusted not to use garbage as a way to like signal how they're going to poison each otherand they've been doing this s*** for a while like about 2 years ago I was at Berkeley and there was this Asian kid that was getting f***** with and I knew he was getting f***** with cuz I sat across from him in like the student Union on my phone like reading a book cuz a student like a student union is essentially like anyone can sit in a chair and read a book right like that's how universities work even if you're like weird so long as you'answer this Asian kid is sitting across from me he's all flustered and weirded out and playing with his legs and s*** and I can tell he's sick rightre like not so gross that you're going to freak out a 20 year old and they have low standards anywayanswer this Asian kid is sitting across from me he's all flustered and weirded out and playing with his legs and s*** and I can tell he's sick rightand the kids like 20 right it's not like an older guy pretending he's like a kid or something like some of the f***** up like okay look I've I've been around the block I've seen people I've traveled there are people who are like you know working for people who dress younger because they're either on the take or their contracted out for something nefarious stupid s*** which I don't like I don't involve myself in I can just tell when someone isn't like the age they say generally speaking not all the time but usuallyusually the nefarious s*** is like usually it's like I'm going to hurt someone that's not you and I want to get away with it or it's like I want to like find secrets out and in any case I don't care but I can usually tell where it's like well that person is that person is a student like he's a he's a he's physically he is a student and I'm not like pretending to be anyone I'm not like I looked 40 right I'm just like a guy and he's sitting there needs crossing his own crossing his legs and getting all upset and I'm justand I have f***** up legs right like I have any knees and I don't cross my legs because it makes my legs hurt right and I also like I don't understand the crossing I'm crossing your leg s*** cuz it makes my ankles and my knees hurt and it squeezes my balls so I just don't right I find it stupid maybe other people want a signal stupid s*** with their legs I think it's moronic in any case I go well that's f***** up cuz he's young and I don't know why he's sick because he looks like he's a student and should be like working at a university to get a degree and then get a job and he should be happyand then I go past this pile of f****** garbage in Berkeley that has like f****** Chinese bottles with like alcohol written on it and a bunch of garbage clothes and s*** and I can tell the homeless are f****** with the guy and he's like a 20 year old and what they had been doing what they were doing to me is they take this big pile of garbage right like the homeless would go and gather like a nest of s*** like oh he likes he likes books we're going to go steal a bunch of books and then he likes f****** pillows and s*** and like he likes cabinets and then they're going to like put it all in an area and if you walk past if you walk past it and you ignore it they'll like drug you to the point where like they would put a pile of garbage on the sidewalk and then like somebody would have to throw a Cheetos bag on the ground to let everyone know I was cheating and that was okay and it's like what the f*** is wrong with you right like they have to like you can't like the schizophrenics will get this s*** in their mind where it's like we've managed to give you a bunch of s*** for which you now need to sit in the middle of and then you owe us a favor and you're like what the f***but they think like this and if you don't do it they will follow you in routinely make you sick with drugs until like they just took all of the drugs off the street so if you wanted to walk barefoot around San Francisco it's possible so like and those stories are true like that's I wish I were exaggerating but I'm not I don't know if it's possible to do that like you know it's weird for me too right because like I don't want to like do drugs and I'm too sick now anyway to care and I just hurt all the time but like but like there's like this thing with her like well he has to be homeless now of course we're going to put a bunch of s*** in a in a pile and if he doesn't sit in it we're going to stock him around doing drugs until he dies or he becomes homeless because we have decided that and we are the homeless schizophrenics who runs society somehow maybe kind of sort of what you know what I'm saying like it doesn't and it seems like I'm an awful person for hating these people so much as a group but it's like these are experiences that I've personally hadlike when I came to 1001 Polk Street in 2023 I could tell you which block someone would put a pile of garbage and then expect me to sit in it and if I didn't I would be gassed with drugs and I don't know why maybe cuz I was masturbating maybe because I ate the wrong food maybe because I read a book without crossing my legs in the right way like unchecked mental illness coupled with drugs they can be used to hurt people but you can't give them like okay you can't give them antipsychotics because they'll be like well I'm a doctor now clearly because the doctor has trusted me with these dangerous medications for which I can use them against people I don't like so like you know I think that you like part of it is is that I don't want to like say that you have to force someone into a mental institution cuz I don't want it happening to me and clearly the police department is unfit to make that qualification at all because I believe they're hiring some of the people who are sick to be PSAs just to have them have somewhere to go it's like if no one will hire you and your schizophrenic and you don't break the law then the police department will just hire you as a helper and then you get to be the gatekeeper for who you decide is cool enough to have them talk to a real honest to God police officer and that that's wonderful because it gives the schizophrenics power over schizophrenics that don't have a blue shirt on and so now instead of those schizophrenics going around trying to poison the police officers or do something bad s*** crazy for which the police don't know how to respond to because these guys are so good at not breaking the law they get to f*** with other schizophrenicsand so all your left with is this overwhelming despair where it's like if you're poor and the other poor people don't like you then every institution in San Francisco is designed to have a gatekeeper for which that gatekeeper is either mentally retarded or schizophrenic and then you can't access social services like the majority of counselors in San Francisco are mentally ill to the point where like if you have a counselor in a shelter and she doesn't he or she doesn't have like an eating disorder and is like 500 lb overweight you have to figure out what disorder they do havebecause at least with an eating disorder you know right away what's wrong with them whereas if they were like had some other problem it could be just like well I don't know it could be anything but there a counselor and a homeless shelter and so clearly there must be something wrong the last psych counselor I had that was from Rams which was attempting to give me housing was a gay guy who spent most of the time throwing his leg over a chair and like playing with his legs to see if I would do anything with my legswell vamping which I can't explain it other than it's like being as gay as possible to see if you can give the other person a hard-on or make them angry and I just sat there and I was like are we doing this can I just get a place to live and that was before I knew that they were working for a psych facility without telling me what that facility was and everything I am telling you is true everything I am writing down from the garbage s*** to the gay guy throwing his legs over her chair to like the fact that the pizza restaurant has a f****** cabinet with a pizza box on it because the pizza guy now accept EBT and it's like oh what a what a wonderful thing like all of this stupid s*** is trueI have other stories from just Berkeley I was in Berkeley and I went to the alpha Bates hospital and they gave me medication which is supposedly got but medication that's supposed to like fix things in your gut but it's so f***** up my head right that I woke up and for 15 minutes I didn't know who I was and so now I'm worried that there's something bacterially wrong with my head for which this gut medication could have f***** up the bacteria in my head which was the point and then as I walked past all of the stores in Berkeley I had people f*** with me to see if I was so out of it that they could convince me to go into a store or act stupidand these were like students there was another time I was in Berkeley and there was an old guy in a wheelchair who was smoking crack by the by the main gates and I came by later and he was dead and I asked the EB or I asked the EMT what happened and she smiled at me and says oh don't worry about it but she smiled at me like she was extraordinarily happy and I was just like oh so like an old guy who was homeless died and you're like incredibly happy about this and most likely it was yeah obviously because he was smoking crack around the students and causing problems because the students were getting sickand I was in f****** Berkeley that's like two stories from like three f****** years I'm not even in Berkeley I went there cuz they have good coffee and I wanted to talk to a professor but f*** that none of the professors will talk to you for anything also they have a couple good book stores which I like but all of that is just like I don't I don't know where I'm going with this I've ran out of things to say I'm just so angry and pissed right now and my chest and my throat hurts from yelling into my phone which which is probably because my phone my phone's like f***** up and I have 4 hours to go until the sun rises I'm just going to wander around doing nothing because I'm tired I can't read a book there's no place to like go that's the worst part about night here is it if you have no money you can't like sit in a library and read a book I wish there was an equivalent of like you know it would be cool I say this but like I say this but it's not like this is like I keep coming up with these ideas where it's like this would be coolif they had something like a Subway tunnel but it was above ground and it was like I don't know six blocks long and you can go into it and it was lights and couches but it was out of the rain and it was slightly warm and you could just read it would be like a park in there and then above it you could put like something like like a walkway like the promenade but you know there isn't a second level to the or like an under level to the promenade for what I know also probably dangerous I don't know I'm on f****** Polk Street then all I can think of is if there was a roof over this and then they were benches and then you threw in some plants in the middle of it that was a giant walkway it would just be I don't know ideas are easy I think that's the thing with the trade secret office thing that pisses me off is that ideas are easy and getting anything done is hard and so probably it was just my dad's idea of doing something ironically as a joke and then that would be the things that he said he was working on and then the s*** that he was working on would be something else entirely and so I'm seeing all this s*** now and I'm going yeah I can see itand then they be like yeah I'm totally making this thing is such a great idea and then when you're not there that it's like okay he's gone what are we going to do today I don't know I could be totally wrong there's just if someone told me that I would be like yeah I could see it makes sense to me oh another thing a beer with schizophrenics is somebody who's a beer so like a beer is to be or not to be but it also means someone who's like not going to die to a cause anyway I bought a $3 beer and then poured it out out of spite because people want me to drink so badly and then a Mexican bottom Modelo and threw it on the ground where I'm going to the going to the like hospital well a black guy laughs because it's like Modelo is like you're a model which can mean either literally or figuratively but like give a model characterand I threw a Miller high Life on the ground because it was an I was annoyed because I didn't want to be forced to drink by people like screwing with me repeatedly like trying to get me to drink by like acting weird like to give you an example I said this before I went to a food I went to a food pantry right and I would walk past a bar on the way there and I was having people do burnouts around the bar and after being drugged with meth for several months and gas in the shelters and on the way to the hospital I believe twice I bought a pint of liquor and was drunk just out of spite and then nothing happened illegal or otherwise but I must be a drunk right and it's like if you don't have a flaw then you must be a model it's like no I'm not a f****** model people are people are fallible by default that's how it f****** worksbut then you have all these people who are like well I'm not perfect so I have to be an a****** on purpose so now you don't you're an a****** already that's how it works but then you're like arguing for original sin and it's like no no no no it's like you have these schizophrenics who are like what we don't believe in religion so our entire philosophy of life is shattered and it's like we have to be we have to be bad people on purpose to prove that we're not perfect because if we're if we if we're perfect we could be like an angel or God and then that's then that means that we're against God or some f******and so you have all the Mexicans going around drinking Modelo beers so like because that's correlated with well I'm not really a model I'm literally drinking a model beer as opposed to modeling how you should be in life because if they're not drinking the beer they have to model the act of being which is f****** insane but it's the thought process from stupid and what I was doing was hey look you're going to screw with me based on where I'm looking for food I'm going to drink this beer for 5 minutes and then and then pour it out in front of cars in an intersection so that people stop harassing me when I look for f****** food because oh by the way they poisoned my food that I bought the poisoned the food with f****** lithium they poison the coffee with lithium like I don't I'm now in a f****** emergency room so I can test myself for lithium but a black guy laughs because there's a a tall boy of a Modelo on the ground and now I'm arguing with a f****** beer can on the sociology of how f***** up everyone in the entire city so this is interesting so when I I bought food at food Co and I donated it to the shelter at 1050 South Van Ness and I donated it to an old guy and then all the advertisements on television for CBS start becoming for like old people like AARP and stuff like that and then I I eat a cup of instant noodle by Nissan and then all of a sudden it's LifeLock guarantee by Norton antivirus found it on the television and it goes back to Pfizer advertising for covid-19 antivirals featuring old people and thenthen I can change the advertisement on television depending on whether I eat or not and if I buy food with the EBT card and I give it to somebody else but then I eat here then the television will know that I'm eating here and the other person is eating over there and we're not the same person somehow so that's an artificial intelligence problem that would seem like it's a big deal I don't particularly want to have to eat or give food away in order to change the advertisements on television and advertise for f****** Pfizerunless we're going with eating food is magic but I would like to donate food to the shelter where last night I was poisoned just because it's a good thing to do and there's a lack of good people but if I eat at the same time somewhere else it changes the advertisements on television so that's weird what's with that is Pfizer my friend or his Pfizer not my friend am I supposed to not eat after donating the food somewhere else to see if I can make the advertisements on television change should I see if I can eat just to screw with the television generally I don't particularparticularly want to overeat or die and I already have edemand now it's an advertisement for something called tremphia so whenever I eat and watch the television it's all advertisements for drugs and whenever I give food away to someone who's older it's stuff for like AARP and s***and I'm followed around by fire trucks and again the movie crazy people with the guy who is like asking people who wants to be a fire truck and I believe that someone has drugged me with what I imagined to be lithium for which I had to take a blood tested for in the morning forthey said it wasn't lithium but it still might be cuz they could have just lied to meiso I don't know like oh and then the print version of the financial times is like everything's on fire and the online version of thethe ftis much more laid back so I don't know if I'm supposed to eat this s*** or not should I starve myself and see if I can affect the advertisements on television it seems stupid and yeah I would like to be in a position of being able to fix just about anything seeing as everyone is insane but I don't know what I am supposed to do because whether I eat a ramen or not is affecting the advertisements on a f****** soap opera so and then I went to the hospital to get a blood test for in the morning to find out how I had been drugged and I still don't know and I was kicked out of a shelter because I was calling the office of the department of national intelligence because I didn't want to be drugged and I just gave away food to a shelter which may just prove that I'm not believing the food card is magic but then if I eat in front of a television it causes a LifeLock guarantee from Norton antivirus and then something from Pfizer about like antibodies and so the Nissan cup noodles much more than a soup that comes in a non plastic wrap thing if I eat it I don't know if that's good or badbut at some level I'm going to have to figure it out cuz whatever is wrong with my head is killing me and the doctors are like are you sure that you're not delusional it's like yeah I have headaches every single moment of the day and it feels like I'm being stabbed so I think I'm dying and I don't know what's wrong and no one will tell me so being in constant physical pain from something that's wrong with your head isn't a delusion that's I'm an extraordinary pain and I don't know what to do and everyone around me appears to knowor they're just like throwing coat hangers on the ground but like one of the coat hangers is f***** up or like walking around with a backpack but like one of the straps is twisted and then all of my social media will have the word twisted in it like there's a slight twist so you know I I just and and I don't want to do anything except complain the entire time and record all this s*** that happens just to find out what's happening like I gave food to the shelter maybe that changed something like I'm not doing out of the kindness of my heart I'm like oh well this random thing change something so I won't be tortured by people who are lying to me about what's going on and then I'll be in pain constantly maybe if I change this one thing it'll cause me not to be in continuous pain all the timewhich is like we and then it's like it's like sensodyne commercials and like f****** like Tampax commercials it's like oh I'm sorry I don't like being in physical pain and now I'm arguing with the television while like the homeless laugh which is like oh cool so you want me to act it's like f****** with someone so that they act like in a good way or like morally but you do it so that they have to be in pain all the time if they don't do the right thing like they have to be in physical pain so at that point you might as well just like hack into the EBT office and steal the money yourself I mean it would be less immoral I mean why don't you just steal this s*** and then like cut out the middle man like why do I have to be the person for what you're going to make sick I mean hahaha no one come to San Francisco cuz people will psychotically f*** with you so that you're sick and you're hurting all the time like why don't you just steal the money from the government in the first place everyone here is corrupt anyway just like steal it from somewhere okay I wrote all this out and then like my phone reset and it just said oh snap so I'll just write it all out again I don't give a s*** so I put on the internet that there was there was somebody who wrote something on the Internet about an egg where like how did it go there was like God this guy dies he goes to heaven and it turns out God is one person and he's every person that was ever that ever lived and he's been reading incarnated every time and then this is a thing and this has been going around hacker News for a while and so I commented something along the lines ofimagine a hammer and there's nothing else in the in the universe except this hammer right and so send the hammer itself loses all meaning I made an argument about how this related to the piece and it's a Buddhist argument so okay I woke up in the salvation army center to someone playing this they were playing this like they are playing this soap opera where every character is a is a cardboard cutout of like an inside out character or like a laconian conceit on one person's identity okay and this is rather like you can see this in your like oh okay I know what this is this is rather boringso there's this part where this kid who is like an Asian kid a little kid throws a hammer at the guy attempting to build a Hut in the jungle and I've seen this conceit before and what it is is it's like the people who are not in the film the people who are like the little kid are the people who aren't being screwed with in terms of like electronic and let's f*** with the guy based on personality archetype-type deal and those are like the Buddhists right and in this case like in this case they are the directors of the film right they represent the like the directors of the film okay and this is a conceit I've seen before oh and so I can see it for what it is this annoys me because okay first of all the hammer analogy clearly it's like there's the modularity in sense of the hammer where if you have a universe in which there is no Hammer not only does it not have any use value but once the idea of the hammer itself goes away then the representation of it like dissolves because there is no witness to the Hammer so not only does it not have a use value it doesn't have like it doesn't have like an icon or representative value eitherso like with 5 minutes of introspection you see that but the other thing is is like the character ducks from a hammer but the hammer in the film is like an invisible Hammer because the work he's doing is like doesn't mean anything right and so it's like making fun of the guy who's being f***** with in the real world till like b******* where you're surrounding the guy with b*******and it's like yes I know I've been complaining for 3 years that I'm being drugged and f***** with and being surrounded by b******* and so it's likethe the child has represented is a Buddhist that thinks it's funny but the way that it presents the humor when there's an analog to the real world right is done in such a way where it's evil and by the evil I mean it's malicious not evil as in it's like an illusioso there's multiple layers to this right the first part is that you like okay so the first part is is that you can claim oh you can't make this rhetorical argument because you can't make the metaphor between this this like television show and reality or you're crazy right and I'm going to just say you know what I'm going to make the claim and I don't think I'm crazy and I think we both know that it's b*******but like that's the rhetorical trap where someone will say like you can't argue against this because it doesn't have any like linkage to the to the real world and so the only way that you can make the argument in such a way that an audience would choose your side is you do it in such a way where you claim the other person is crazy which when you find out and you prove this isn't the case just shows that you're malicious and that you're arguing in bad faith which that's bad the other thing is is it's done in this chicken s*** sort of way where you don't know if the person making the argument is claiming that the child or childishness is evil for example evil empire by rage against the machine so you don't know if they're making the claim that the child represents evilness or they're making the claim that childish and childishness in the face of suffering is still okay and so they make this argument which is a non-argument which says that we're making an argument for which conceivably are our belief system could could represent either direction but in many respects both both of these these arguments are are like none you can't defend themfirst of all because first of all because of the deception in the argument in the first place with the metaphor to the real world second because you're unwilling to state which position you have and so you can always claim that the person is arguing against the position you don't have right which would make them look foolish but this itself is an illusion because you have to have one of these arguments right is the child is the child evil or is the child not evil in this context and then you're stuck with this thing where it's like okay and it's like okay well if I set up this argument with an analogy to the real world as a conditional statement as in this is probably true and then I say the person making this argument is setting up the child is either being good or bad but you don't know which but it could be both it could be both in the sense of like you don't know which layer of the multi-nested prisoners dilemma of good or bad it is and so it's like Schrodinger's cat words both which you're supposed to come to like some Zen Buddhist Epiphany and then go do something else but but the Epiphany is supposed to be that you can't argue against the position then what you what you're doing is you're saying okay well I see how this is constructed we're the director is a Buddhist it's saying that you can't argue with them through a rhetorical trap the characters in The Passion Play are one dimensional aspects of one person's personality right and then there's a metaphor to the real world but once you see the metaphor for what it is then at some level what it comes down to is you're screwing with someonewhere every everything is broken people have lost limbs or are crippled people are like mentally ill from drug and drugs and disease and your setting up this like Passion Play where you can see them the like emotional and psychological mechanisms involved as like I'm not all that complicated psychological Rube Goldberg device and one of the arguments that I like to make personally in terms of rhetoric is to like restate in his clearly as possible the conditions for which something exists factualland then let someone else's emotional involvement make it so that they decide whether they agree with me or the person for whom I'm arguing against because it's similar to the mind body problem right it's like the hard problem of consciousness is you can mechanically state with consciousness is but you can't State like what emotion and feeling is that's the that is the the level of story and plays and so on and so what I'm saying here is that the way that this is constructed and how there's almost a direct metaphor to the real world that involves people getting hurt makes it so that the way the play the play is constructed with the knowledge of why and how it was written it makes it so that not only is it bad art but the argument itself that it presents should make someone that sees it feel disgusted and there's other art that's like this for which I don't feel disgust because it may not involve me or like the issues involved are old enough that it just doesn't I don't feel like a direct involvement with things Shakespeare was writing about unless you're going to poison and f*** with me so that I do but like I'm not all all that emotionally involved with 16th century Denmark and the rules of the succession but the point I'm making here is that the stupid play that I saw on the television on television is clearly done in such a way where it's bad art because as you when you see how it's constructed you just go oh well I see how this is done this is boring and then further than that the way that it's done in order to send a message about the real world and make a rhetorical argument is done in such a way that it only elicits discussed and not humor or happiness or some sort of likeemotional epiphanies through some sort of laconian construction it just is depressing because it's transparent and it's s*****and so anyone seeing this that has any kind of like involvement any other thing is is that they made this Passion Play and like one of the problems I have with like Buddhism or any aesthetic religion that like involves people isolating themselves from The real world at least to an extreme degree is like okay well there's people who've lost limbs and all the buildings are broken and everyone is sick and you're going to make a la Connie and Passion Play about someone's emotions and this is supposed to say anything other than Buddhism doesn't know what it's talking about we're like laughing at people is okay or like critiquing laughing at people but also laughing at people at the same time but not being willing to take a position because it would open you up to a rhetorical attack that's also okay anyway I just saw this s*** and I was like wow I have to write about how much I hate it because it's just obnoxious I think in some sense that if you have like if you have good faith which is like a Puran underlying message where you're like trying to screw with with people and like say something then that somehow just doesn't rub me in the same way and like in a wrong way just doesn't it doesn't make me feel gross because it feels like you were attempting to like make a creative product as opposed to win an argument with art and if you're trying to like present something of yourself where you are putting something out into the world where it's like this is who I am this is what I am presentingthen it makes me more sympathetic it may be that like that was what this was but for me when I when I watch this and I saw the Buddhist argument mixed with lacon I was just like this sucks and it makes me feel gross I don't know everyone's a critic I had to write about it cuz otherwise it would like annoy the s*** out of me but I've seen the whole like you know the kid is the Buddhist and then he laughs and runs away and then the rest of the and then the rest of the teleplay is based on like a la Connie and like conceits of like inside out like I've seen this s*** before and it's just boring and awfulyand that's me being a critic while there's all sorts of things that need to get done in society and I don't know how to do any of them because someone gas me with or like poison me with what I'm assuming was lithium and then I had to have a blood test for in the morning when I was kicked out of a homeless shelter so I mean I would like to work but I have edema in my hands and I heard all the time but maybe if I laughed and like did something childish then we'd all assumed that I was worth saving and I'm a good fellow and we should stop poisoning meI mean I did just buy like a bunch of groceries for which they're going to the homeless people in the shelter who had me poisoned last night so I had to call Homeland security so maybe like you know if it wasn't so transparently a payoff so I wasn't murdered I suppose that could be considered charity maybe I guessn so this is the next b******* thing and it's incredibly obnoxious and again it's just what it is is it's a matter of stalking and f****** with someone by screwing with their sense of reality and the things they can buy because you control their entire environment so I bought the six plays of cloudus by Lionel cast on for which the for which the the translation is dog s*** and like rather than father it has Daddy and then he even changes drachma into dollars but it's a comedy then I have the eight great tragedies which wasoh and the book by Lionel cast on is probably a book that says it's written in 1962 but that's a lie because the book can't possibly be that old then I have the 8th grade tragedies but it's wrapped in plastic but the books falling apart but all of the words are like you know they have essays by Hume and by Ralph Waldo Emerson and all of the languages like high English so I left the books in my bag in the shelter and then I had and then I had this d****** that has these glasses that have the bridge across the top that are metal go and collect my things because I had to go to the emergency room because I had to check to see if I was gassed with f****** lithium or something and so the book that's based on like the high English and has like an interesting translation they wipe s*** on it that makes my head hurt and it'll have black guys follow me around and put their hat on and off while I've been drugged with whatever the f*** that they sprayed on the book because their hat is magic and if they take their hat off and put it on again then that means something and that's because they've been drugged so much that they're like they're they're playing monsters is what they arebut these were the two most interesting books you could buy at the thrift store where the books are like a dollar and I didn't have any money because I was buying vitamins and so the books I bought are books were it's funny because of the way they're written and how I'll be drugged and tortured in a homeless shelter but if I use my computer or I use my phone to look at books then someone else can like see what I'm doing at the same time because the phones are bugged and because it's a f****** phone and so this is yet another way to f*** with somebody by spring sick on a book that is absorbed through your hands and does God knows what s*** to your f****** hands and you have headaches see you're absorbing you're absorbing like chemicals through your hands that are giving you have headaches which means you're being poisoned and it's like I contacted the Homeland security department I contacted the office of the department of national intelligence what the f*** am I supposed to do contact the CDC like do they even have anyone there working that knows what the f*** they're doing what are the things that I've noticed right is it if people are sick where their hands are like swelled up and their bodies swelled up like they have some sort of disease they'll swing their arms and their legs in counterpoint so they're right leg will go out and then they're left arm will go out and then they'll switch because they have like an ideal walk and it makes them look like they're a dog when they're walking they don't walk around with their hands in their pockets because they don't know how or they can't and when they walk around you can tell you can tell they're f***** up because they will swing their arms and their legs and counterpoint which has to be the creepiest f****** thing I have ever seen it's like a human being that's walking like a dog but upright and it's one of these things where you don't notice it until you're looking for it and then once you see it you're like holy s*** and then you look at the guy's hands and his hands are completely filled with edema and then you look at his body and you're like that Gotti that guy's body is completely swollen and and like has inflammation throughout his bodylike you never see someone of these guys walking around with their hands in their pockets and you like the way their body moves you can tell there's something wrong and I it's disease and I'm f****** terrified of getting whatever the f*** it is it makes them look like a tin soldier or like or like like a toy person but filled with inflammation and then their hands are f***** up and so I don't know what this sick is but I think maybe someone just coughed on the book or like was sick all over it but you can't like this doesn't appear to be anything wrong and then if I if I flip the pages I feel sicks so I'm sitting across from it's it's 2:51 p.m. and I'm in the cafe or cafeteria for the the theater the AMC theater next to the to the Target and they played I'm a survivor on the radio when I when I wrote all that s*** down about the books and there's a black woman here whose body like her head goes into her torso and she's filled with inflammation and she has this disease and I don't know what it is but she's a survivor because she's she's talking into her computer and she's working and so that means that she has enough money not to be killed or to have people who will like prevent her from being being poisoned to death and I've seen this before it doesn't last all that long so I've seen it where like I've seen it before we're like the bus drivers will do it until like people will find out where they are and then and then like smoke cigarettes around them until the bus drivers die like it doesn't it doesn't work I don't like I don't I don't know how you can get around play doing this and then like a large number of people here are sick so there's now like like there were like suddenly likelike they have inflammation throughout their body you can just tell like their body they're just sick right like they've essentially eaten themselves to death and the inflammation is everywhere and you don't know how contagious this is and so if you look at the financial times as of September 2nd of this month there's a thing about the Amazon of Africa and how there was like a large amount of money spent in 2019 to make this company called Juana or something like that make a bunch of money and and essentially the company went the company contracted like severely you also you can also look at like there's this stuff in the library there's this book in the library about like ideas in Nigeria about how someone is a king and you have these guys who are like starving to death who are who are like giving someone who's incredibly ill who has inflammation in his enormous like putting a crown on their head and then like giving them food and s***and so I wonder if like this company that collapsed and had a bunch of people from Africa just go everywhere may have caused the inflammation to spreadand it's an open question cuz like this is so inflammation typically is a disease factor that comes from like an autoimmune disorder disorder that comes from gut bacteria so most of like what fixes inflammation is eating the right things and then having your gut work in such a way where inflammation won't spread and then once it does like you end up becoming like one of these monster people Arizona race based there's there's Asian people who have this as well and definitely white people but I schizoaffective black people or schizoaffective the the thing with the music and the following that tends to be a black person thing but you'll also have like Chinese old ladies that will follow see if they people and like like schizoaffective black people or schizoaffective the the thing with the music and the following that tends to be a black person thing but you'll also have like Chinese old ladies that will follow people and liktry to coordinate illness like they did yesterday and that tends to be more like drugs drugging and masks and again like one of the things that you do is you alternatively starve someone and then give them food that will make them sick and for like give them only a certain amount of money or make it so that they you know they're so stressed out they'll eat anyway and you don't allow them to have any kind of access to medical Care no one knows how to fix this and there's so many people who have this disease that like it's like I don't know how to describe it like you'll have sick people who are like 200 lb overweight and if you're using your phone in public they'll come around you eating potato chips or like you'll have someone who's like clearly mentally ill and it and and there's something wrong with them follow you around with a burrito if you're doing something where you're like a cold person and and like it sounds funny but it's but then I'll like sticking things you touch in order to give you the disease that causes you to become mentally ill and then overweight and die and you're in pain all the time because this disease affects affects your brain because it affects how your brain operates and I don't like there's nothing like you can't I don't let me let me put it this way you can't hire someone into Salesforce to fix a disease like you can't you can't have someone work at a blue collar job where they're going to make the next AI startup in order to fix like an autoimmune disorder it doesn't work like that what you'll get is you'll get a bunch of idiots that will use money and then they'll pay a bunch of other idiots to like smoke drugs around the people that they don't want to be around like I don't know how to describe the disease other than it's symbiotic and that people want to have it and I don't understand why they would want to have this this it's like wanting to have a crippling illness and it's bizarre because there's clearly drugs and like there's clearly immunotherapies that would kill the disease and there's enough artificial intelligence that you can just find a cure for this relatively easily and yet these people want to spread it and I think they want to do it because they can get money or because they can like sick it is intentionally sickening yourself so you can get money from other people by using yourself as a weapon but then you're mentally retarded and you have you're in pain all the time and it's one of these things where it's like why would you do that to yourself when you just rather be poor like personally I would rather be p*** to be able to read books and and then you have these people who have this inflammation and it's like okay so the financial times from September 2nd had this thing about Novo nordis came out with this anti for this weight loss drug right and then a bunch of these pharmacy started compounding it for free because the the combination isn't hard it was just finding it that was hard but if you have an artificial intelligence that can go through every potential combination of chemicals that exist and there's there's a large number of them but they're finite right like there's there's only so much biochemistry that can exist on a carbon chain and you can put an AI machine to look at all of them there's no reason not to take a hundred million and just say look solve this problem for me and then I will come up with the pill and I will give it to everyone for a nickel it just there's no reason not to do that it's and it's like once you solve this you can just go do you can just do something that's harder to do within that you can't do by just aiming a computer at it I just it's frustrating because all it takes is a certain amount of money and a certain amount of compute and you solve the problem and everyone appears to want to to use the disease for their advantage to get money in the short-term for which they'll be hated for the rest of their life but like they'll be hated for for stupid reasons because they'll get short-term advantage The cure will come out in 6 months and and then all these people are it's just and you can't do anything cuz you're surrounded by all these people who are taking short-term or who are screwing you over in the short term to hurt themselves and you're surrounded by morons that are sick and you can't you can't you physically hurt and you don't have access to social situations where you're not going to be poisoned it's just like it's just like being in a bucket of like blood sucking larvae it's just it's like f***I don't want any of this s*** and and the solution to this is easy if someone were willing to fix it but you have all these people who are so sick that they just want to hurt each other and socially isolate the people who aren't sick until they're so f***** up that like they'll turn I've had people come around me dressed up in costume like morons talking to someone on the phone where they're like yeah man I can't believe this guy is still like a normal human being and isn't a s***** person it's just so weird for me like why hasn't he done something stupid yet why isn't he going out of his way to hurt people yet we've done everything we know how to do and I just I was like and this guy's dress like an idiot he's like a 50-year-old dude dressed like he's 20 but he's clearly ill I just I see this and I'm like what the f*** like what are you supposed to do to that what are you supposed to like and you're surrounded by this you either have people who are like really really sick or people who are using their sick to hurt people and most of the solution to all of these problems is like you take an artificial intelligence machine you find out what the sick is and then you fix it and give people a pill so all these things on television where it's like yeah you should take this pill it comes from just ask your doctor about it we figured out how to do this it's like yeah go take the pill it's like they figured out how to do this thing it's probably a good ideaI mean you don't have to if you don't want to but what these guys did is they said here's all of these disease vectors right and we just gave it an artificial intelligence machine and said can you fix this and it came out with a pill and it's like if you have this problem it'll go away now and it's like I'm watching the television and there's a new pill every day and it's like if even 10% of the population took these you'd get hurt immunity so that like the r value for spreading of any of these diseases would go to zero like seriously and yet I see people everyday where they're like you know we should do we should sicken people in the shelters and then see if we can't get money on the back end because we work as social workers in a shelter and we want to steal money from poor people by sickening them and you're like well okay well you're going to be murdered we should totally be friends that what the f*** is wrong with yoso I'm walking down market Street and I'm going to go make another post just so that I can write s*** down in another post without having this giant file and I'm followed around by sickness weaves again with the playing with the masks and wearing peace shirts and doing all sorts of stupid crazy s*** oh but they have a banana peel now oh isn't that adorable because I spent EBT money on buying f****** crackers and cookies and s*** since somebody didn't murder me in a shelter it's cool it's like the peace sign because he used his EBT card to like pay off monster so we didn't have it they didn't they didn't attempt to have him killed or like have his have him sickened until he was retarded isn't it cool isn't it f****** delightful isn't it isn't it adorable this s*** is f****** nasty these people are f****** hell like I don't I don't like I'm I'm f****** crippled for life being here I hate this place so f****** much like there's no reason anyone should be here at all they're f***** upit's so cute seeing Tweed and wonderful that's like my hands are f***** up where I can't do anything with them for the rest of my life I have headaches so I think I'm on lithium and going to the hospital emergency room to have blood tests on it for in the morning and then having my books poisoned on the way there by people who are psychotic they have an artificial intelligence machines every single possible thing that can be wrong with them but I just creating the drugs and an advertising for them on television so they go to the doctor and get free drugs for this s*** that's wrongthis is like a miracle cure every day there's just another miracle for them and they still sicken people in the shelters because they're evil f****** weenies I just it's not even a matter of gratitude I just don't want to be sickened by morons like I don't want to be killed so I don't have any intelligence or brain cells left by people who can't get over the fact that like they're wrong it's like you have the television telling you everyday here's a pill you can take that will fix all of your problems and if you haven't found it yet there will be a pill on the television tomorrow where you could just go to a doctor and they will fix the things that make you sick and you can't stop hurting each other I mean how incredibly f***** up do you have to be you have you have a machine that every day it fixes everything and you still areand you still have people who are like every EBT month ever the first of the month they just line up to shoot drugs into their veins and then those are the people who aren't like hurting other people but just themselves and it's like the first of the month and I'm going to post pictures of the first of the month every month is like 200 people on the street all tempting to kill themselvesand then you get diseases from those idiots and they won't open jails and they won't open mental hospitals and you know you can't give them antipsychotics because they'll use them as a weapon and every day you can turn on the television and it's like if you take this pill you won't hurt anymore and we just invented it using like the newest miracle machine it's just they're too f****** dumb they're too evil they're just oh and then they'll walk around with a t-shirt on and then if you get angry and yell into your phone someone will walk around the street corner and have you poisonedbut you have to play the game right like these are schizophrenics where they're like I just walked past a woman with a shirt on it so it's sold out because she managed to sell something and then buy a shirt that said sold out so that she wouldn't be drugged by people and it's like I can't buy food with EBT money and then sell it because they'll buy it for exactly as much as I bought it for and I'm not going to suck cock just so that I have money and no one will hire me so that's like a game on how to find out how to make money so that someone can then say well I guess we shouldn't poison this guy with something that will kill him but that's the needle in the haystack you have everyone attempt to kill you until you find the way that it's socially acceptable to make money but all riding a website where you warn everyone about how everyone is sick and then ask for money on the internet that doesn't count because made up b******* reasons and then no one will give you enough money so that you can do something productive but see I donated food to a shelter now does that count does that mean I'm not going to be poisoned in my sleep tonight no because I only did it so I wouldn't get murdered so that doesn't count right it doesn't come from the bottom of my f****** soul because I'm being f***** with to give people food so they don't kill me but hey making a website which not everyone knows how to do and then putting it on a stripe account but then having everyone f*** with me and turn off my phone or f*** with the ability to find the site or do something so I can make enough money to leave that doesn't count oh but you can't get a job oh but you have to go to a counselor that's psychotic it's like no I'm going to be f****** killed because these people are more us and all I'm going to do the entire way down is go they're sick and I'm going to die because they're evil manipulative pieces of s*** that make up rules for whether or not you can live or you're going to be sick into death based on b******* they just made upuet s