Here's post 49 with some pictures incoming. Oh and based on this shit despite not thinking that COVID 19 is a real virus (we have always been at war with Eurasia and I have not seen a SINGLE case of COVID in the entire time I've been here - it's a stupidity test to see who will take the vaccine) I have been innoculated against every possible vaccine it's possible to get at CVS and Walgreens that it's possible to get. Even some of the weird ones. I was in the hospital last night to see if someone was poisoning me with lithium. I voted against Donald Trump - not because I'm weird or want to have a queer president or because I want to see him hung - I just don't like the guy. So do I pass the political test for not being poisoned yet? Does it require that I sell something that I can't buy with an EBT card? Should I panhandle by the side of the road singing poetry until I can afford a fucking hoodie? Because at one point I was selling Coca Cola by the side of the road and I had a douchebag come up to me and start playing "cold steel rail" and people would only buy the soda for the price of the EBT allowance. Or how about when I bought a bunch of food at the Food Co that then went to the shelter? And the guy that was behind me bought one thing of Nature Valley granola bars and to cases of Coca Cola? So if I sold the food or tried to sell it on the street I would be followed around and drugged with people drinking Coca Cola cans and stalked while being made sick because it would be in a socially unacceptable way to make money? Is that it? That's cool, it's not as if the douchecanoe that gave me back the bad translations of greek literature I could buy for a dollar at the community thrift store had my books poisoned before I went off to get a blood test for lithium at four in the morning. 1050 South Van Ness. BUT IT'S SO COOL I GAVE CANDY BARS TO THE HOMELESS THAT TOTALLY MEANS WE'RE FRIENDS NOW ISN'T THAT AWESOME PLEASE DON'T HAVE ME MURDERED WE'RE TOTALLY FRIENDS RIGHT YOU GUYS YOU TOTALLY WON YOU'RE SO COOL GEEZE YOU'RE SO NEAT HERE HAVE SOME PICTURES OF HOW COOL YOU ARE
Let's see what I did today - I bought seventy bucks worth of candy and crap for the shelter. And then I bought peanut butter and canned tuna and six packs of ensure. Two chocolate candy bars and a red bull. And that was the extent of the wonderful time I had during the first of the month this month on my government money after being poisoned multiple times over the last several days. Here's what everyone else did.
I made the colors garish because there's no other way to get enough contrast given the shitty camera I have. Meanwhile they've traded the half a guitar statue in front of the trolleys with a banana statue and then I have people interact with me like what the statue represents ("a statue of limitations" - ugh). In this case it's a banana peel because historically the reason that New York City has garbage cans was because of the advent of the banana. And so instead of half a guitar (the "King Oscar (the grouch) Sardine" that has a 2.5/5 rating - like "halving" Emperor Norton) it's a full 100 percent trip/slip based on a banana and "King Kong". All of this is based on suppositions based on stupid correlations which I hate but I know I'm being screwed with to the idea of "art" because it's "funny" or a "fake" prison. It's stupid and awful. And as to the pictures, that's what the city is like - I didn't take any pictures that show who they are personally - it's holding a mirror up not to a person but a failed society. That's like a 150 people or so (that blobby mass behind the highlighted people are all these people in the dark huddled together doing drugs - sorry my phone is made of sadness and broken dreams) that are all waiting until the first until they can get together at midnight in the center of the city and huff off of tinfoil and that's not taking pictures of sixth street. All of those people are sick or have illnesses that could be easily cured but are a danger simply because they aren't. Immunobiological illness like MSRA resistant staph infection, open sores that are necrotic, antibiotic resistant disease, foot rot that causes people to lose limbs and is contagious until people go around wearing shoes that look like they're trapped in them. It's not cool or funny or edgy or fun. It's not a throwback to a more idealic time. It's a problem that not only is easily fixable, but if it isn't fixed it will mean that people will treat the poor as a way of harboring disease to hurt each other and it could be the next outbreak in sick (if COVID exists and it's not a "hey we don't like a certain class of people let's throw all the sick together in a pot and see which ones manage to make it out alive after we lie and screw with them" - which I doubt). If you want to play black mirror to my failings I bought two chocolate bars, a redbull, and peanut butter. Because I'm depressed - because of this shit.
Only good vibes man. Turning up the vibrancy on your drug nightmare just makes me feel sea sick. There's a saying that happiness is a choice, and you have these big names in this book of tragedy like Hume and Emerson saying the tragic is all about what someone else feels about a story in place of someone that's so messed up they can't feel anymore. I hurt all the time every day and it's a tragedy to me. I don't buy this you can live in a dystopia and wander blissfully through where everything is just wonderful. I mean you *can* and that has done what for the people here? Or any of the institutions? All the buildings in those pictures are abandoned in the middle of the city outside of the new bodega. Being happy and complacent as a group of people when this shit is happening is mind boggling bizarre. How am I supposed to get a job? How am I supposed to pay for a place to live that doesn't involve bribing a corrupt official with money I don't have because I don't have a job? Who am I supposed to make friends with (clearly not these idiots). Complaining about this shouldn't be weird and I don't have the personality to be cunning enough to steal my way away from here through deception. I don't want to be told how to feel by having some dipshit that has his mommy's name on an abandoned factory in the middle of town (hello "Levi") have idiots go around mindfucking me with fake interactions because he can't manage to hire anyone to do anything. No, no it's cool we're only going through the beginnings of the most exciting microprocessor and robotics revolution since the term robot was fucking invented it's not like you need to have a company making spider droids or flying fish or autonomous arm robots in a factory in a city known for innovation (although God knows why). No fuck it let's just have an abandoned factory in the middle of town and then tell everyone how to fuck with each other based on a fucking statue. Totally not weird or offputting at all. tge shit where the homeless will smoke around you and rhen talk about time is so depressing. hey were going to smoke and rhen remind ourselves about cancer while we piison each ither. based in giving people lung disease to people we e given sick from vad drugs we piisoned other homeless people with so that everyone in the shelters gets sick and dies. theyre fucking awful.yeah so I donated like 70 bucks worth of food for everybody but like I couldn't cart it around all day long and so they just stole it cuz they're f****** awful and then they're like here's the hot chocolate we found somehow earlier so it's like and I was just poison so I was like well there's a jackass that had me go to the hospital and then I give food away and it's like well they're evil cons there's this thing we're like it's some level people are just so s***** that you would just rather they all dieand there's no other place to stay in the entire city because of course all the shelters kicked me out cuz they kept poisoning me and then I would go to the police because if you poison me I'm going to the cops so that's surprising so that's I'm just going to go out and binge eat it's just it doesn't it's like you can't get a job you can't find a place to live where you won't be poisoned you can't donate food to the place that you're living so you can eat food so that the food that you're given isn't going to make you sick cuz there's something wrong with the food you can't eat you can't use the blankets in the shelter because the blankets will make you sick and you don't know why if someone touches your book and you touch it later you'll have brain disease in your head will hurt and you won't know why if you donate like I donated 70 bucks worth of food to the shelter and it disappears and then someone walks down the street with a shirt on that says sold out with the like the f****** mask around their neck and then I'm assuming I'm going to be poisoned later more or less everyone in San Francisco is murderous and a sociopathI don't know I've been poisoned so many times that it's like I don't know the coffee was poisonous at one point and the sandwich I ate was poisonous and I don't know how or why like how do you poison the sandwich that's in a plastic bubble but I eat it and I know there's something wrong I have no I have no f****** clue how it happens I don't know how people can be this sick it's it's f****** mind-bogglingbut as soon as I run out of money or EBT money then I know that someone's going to use that as an excuse to poison the food that they give me or starve me to death like they did the last time and then I have to report it repeatedly to all the cops and then the cops are sick and so there's like oh and the CDC director and like f****** whatever the f*** his name is John f Kennedy Jr the f*** all of that's destroyed so like I don't know how people decide to do anything other than like grunted each other and like cross their legs and like wish for s***so you can add like stealing 70 bucks from a homeless guy and an EBT card to the I'm going to poison you multiple times because I'm a psychopath to in the fake Church in the mission district while everyone is right I don't know I figure like I don't know how everyone is stupid cuz I'm going around saying they're stupid and evil and it's like okay well then don't do that and I don't get it I don't want there to be a surprise I don't want to Grand reveal I just want to stop being poisoned and have a jobbut that's not possible because the only thing I've been able to think about for the last 3 years is holy s*** everyone here is sociopathic and sick and wants to kill each otherand I still in the last 48 hours haven't I had an hour of sleep and I hurt all the time it just doesn't it never goes away I always physically hurt like I always have a headache on the left side of my head no matter what I do I'm always in pain it just never stops oh it's a migraine you have migraines no it's b******* it's some sort of disease and I'm being poisoned and I don't know how or there's a half life of like some disease thing it's in my head like either they give me lithium or like something and then I'm always coming down from it or the poison me againand they're just going to do it continuously until I heard all the time and there's psychopathic it's people who are psychopathic who want to make you sick until you your body falls apart and then like your hands are f***** up so you can't do anything and you just hurt physically always and it's because and like I'll like again like I'll go into a store like I go into the I go into the the f****** I go into the Skechers store to ask why someone threw a break through the windshield or the through the glass of the store and they're playing this song about jealousyp and so whenever I physically have money and I go into a store at all for any reason they'll screw with the speaker systems and like I physically hurt all the time and it's because of poisoning cuz that's it there's nothing there's like no other reason that this should be true and it's being surrounded by a group of idiots where it's like there's no way that I can prevent myself from being poisoned because I'm being surrounded by a gaslighting group of morons it's like there's no other shelters if I stay outside all the time I'm going to I'm going to get pneumonia and die and I've been poisoned it every shelter in San Francisco and the mayor is putting in like it's like oh the mayor put in this other Statue and then people will interact with me based on what the statue f****** looks like so I'm being poisoned to death by crazy people and I'm just going to die and the entire time all I can think about is they're incompetent because they spend all their time poisoning each other rather than do anything useful at alland you can't become friends with them because they'll poison you you can't give them you can't give them something because they'll steal it if you become friends with them they will gaslight you and f*** with you and make fun of you behind your back and then have their friends drug you when you're not looking and then like go oh exactly oh sure like whenever you are like talking about like the thing for which they're f****** with you too and so it's people who want to like make it so that you have an addiction until you die of that addiction through through through like social conditioning in like gas lighting and it's like okay well I'm not going to be friends with another idiot that you're doing this to and I'm going to find all the ways that you're doing this and screwing with people and then I'm going to tell everyone and be like all these people are sick because it's a social engineering disease and you shouldn't have anything to do with any of them because it could get you killed and if you be coming if you become poor in San Francisco then you end up in the shelter system and then the shelter crazy people will try and have you murdered so like you can't become poor in San Francisco which means you can't live here because it's impossible to not become poor when the rent is so high so it's like if you want to come to San Francisco you have to be in a gang have a large family or you're going to be killed are you going to be here and so like okay I have been poisoned in almost every bread line in the entire city and the food here is greasy to the point where it's like if I eat it I know there's something wrong with it because again I've eaten food before and I'm not going to eat food where I don't know why the food is why it is and I've been poisoned so often and there's there's just something wrong with it right so I donate $70 worth of food and then it disappears when I told the guy in Spanish what it was forand then I was poisoned when I slept when somebody touched my things f****** like you know it's like it's run out of a church so you're like okay cool so it's like no institutions mean anything at all if you go to the cops and you go to the cop shop they're going to have some guy go well we we're doing everything we can you want to talk to this police officer and it'll be a schizophrenic dressed up in a blue police officer uniform and that was f****** like two nights ago and it's like I don't want to have to go to a hospital and go oh I see everyone here hasn't graduated from high school you're just wearing lab coats and stethoscopesI give a blood test to find out if I was if I was addicted like if I had problems that could be associated with f****** lithium poisoning and they gave me a piece of paper that said no after taking blood like I don't know if that f****** means anything right because I didn't like push the button on the on the test that they probably ordered from some catalog and put it in a machine for which if I ordered it from the catalog and put my blood in the machine I would have more trust in that than these dipshits and it's supposed to be like oh like it's look it's Maya it's it's it's the the it's the Buddhist version of hell because everything is not what it appears and it's like okay cool then how do you f****** get anything done at all like it all at all it's like I'm going to go into a store and I'm going to buy something but if I buy something at the store then it means that I'm now and a gang I go to the supreme store and I buy a hoodie that has some picture on it and that means that I might win a car like coolthat's unhelpful and the only things that mean anything that matter are drugs because you know if you take the drug you're going to feel a certain way so it's like the only guarantee of anything working like if you drink a beer you will be drinking a beer it's like okay this is a cool way to destroy society how incredibly s***** there are other ways that are incredibly s***** to destroy the society I can name several of them but to have people participate in this willingly is like well would you like me to name another sociological engineering experiment we could do to destroy everythingsure okay let's just kill everyone that has green eyes if you have green eyes we're going to hunt you down and we're going to murder you and we're going to eat you alive and then no one who has green eyes is allowed to exist okay that's equally stupid what's your point - note - SNO based proteins and poisoning in the homeless shelter coupled with stalking is being done to create alzheimers disease a s a weapon - see also the pbf comics about the bird that pukes an s into baby birds mouth after two guys beat each other up. this is the "funny" thing about people talking about "crazy" as its an entertainment for people who are losing rheir minds and rhings become "cinfsuing". alzheimers via NO levels coupled woth sulfur are being used to give people alzheimers in closed door settings a s a form ofnweapon i order to take advantage of people and make rhem cosepeneent via the crazy and rhe murserous this also explains the codependent stagg members at 1050 south van ness and rhe desire to make someoen dependent on others afyer sickening them see munchausen diseaseso I've made a big deal abouthe way that people walk where if they put their left foot forward the right hand will swing forward and if they put the right foot forward their left hand will swing forward so if you have inflammation throughout your body the way that you walk will be more likely to be connected because of the way that your the way that connective tissue in your body like works so if you have inflammation in the connective tissue is such that you have a pendulum effect throughout your body from the base of the way that you walk to the top of the way that you walk that means that you're more likely to have nitric nitric oxide throughout your body and then sulfur content will make it so that you're more likely to havewhat are called snow storm events and that's sno no w and what that is is it's it's nitric oxide and sulfur combining in the brain so that so that neurons die and also most likely means that you feel cold which is why people are going around with their hoods up because the snow storm event in fact makes it feel like you are cold I don't know what the cause of that is it might be if sulfur combines with nitric oxide then your body feels cold because it's doing its utmost to fix the problem or there's a lack of blood flow to the area or somethingbut if someone has inflammation in their hands and they have a body posture where they swing alternative limbs from what they walk that means that they have generalized inflammation throughout their body which would also explain why the phones give off too much radiation because it's attempting to cause inflammation and so the ones the phones that are sticky the phones that are sticky just make it so that you absorb the sick through your hands and the ones that have radiation given off attempt to make inflammationso anyone that has this problem with their body means that they're easily controlled because they're dying and so if they don't do what you want whoever they want the whoever the person is that it can make them sick you can cause it you can cause them to lose brain cells or become stupid so you can control these people and then you can do things like put them in positions of power and then break s*** the other thing is is that these people are dying so so what it means is that you can like so so essentially likehere's this religion that you should believe in and now you should do what I tell you to do because of the religion and so if you see people that are this sick with this oh and the disease if you have rapid onset Alzheimer's your life expectancy is between 2 to 5 years tops and after that you're going to be branded and I may have this because I heard all the time and if you have constant migraines then the end you have like the snow storm events for your head is cold and you feel dumb because someone is combined chemicals in your body to kill brain cellsthen the correlation is incredibly strong that you have wrap it on said Alzheimer's there's no cure and it's unlikely that any kind of like because it's entangled neurons the neurons that are entangled either have to die or be pruned and so even if there is a cure it'll just mean that the damage can be stopped but it can't be undone from what happened because you can't regrow neurons until they figure out how to do that if that's even possible and it's happening in the shelters where if someone doesn't like you enoughthey will gas you with 2.5 nanomino nanometer particles and combine it with other forms of sick to give you Alzheimer's through lung disease so there was a recent study where they had 38 scientists so reference and fitrion 38 for the numerology equivalent of that that's amphetreon like the god the Greek god were they correlated 2.5 nanometer or smaller particles of pollution with Alzheimer's disease so if you are in a shelter and the drugs are f***** up and they give you lung scarring because of the drugseven if you don't do the drugs and they poison you repeatedly you will end up having chest problems that lead to Alzheimer's and then you were easily controllable and someone can drug you to death or force you to do what they want or you'll gexcept this all of the shelters are f***** up and all the drug dealers are evil and so they want to f*** people up like for life intoyou should also be going through all of the I mean if you look through the the departments of most universities at this point because I've been emailing around you'll find cuckoo's and what I mean by that is people who are psychotic or have stupid names or appear to be doing nonsensical research who are sick with this disease and then have infiltrated the university system in such a way where it's like up like infiltrate is a stupid word but you get someone who is sick that you can manipulate and you tell them how to get into a university and cause problems doing awful things for evil people and and this is happening in San Francisco which has relatively low levels of pollutionexcept this all of the shelters are f***** up and all the drug dealers are evil and so they want to f*** people up like for lifI pushed the wrong button so the university stuff went in the wrong place essentially what you do is you put people in a university who can cause problems who are sick and dying and then it causes much chaos as they can before they become mentally incompetent there's no cure for any of this and I don't know if they're ever will be and so anyway generalized inflammation which you can see in people's the way people walk and their hands leads to nitric oxide combining with sulfur in order to causemental health problems related to alzheimer's book by combining nitric oxide with sulfur and mechanics hands and synthetase disease may also be correlated so if you look at someone's hands and you know that they have lung problems then it means that the nitric oxide will be more likely to be absorbed into their body and combine the sulfur just by breathing it in and that way when you hurt somebody in that fashion you can make it so that you cause sulfur to be in an area where the people who haven't been hurt that way before don't mind but other people do because they havelung scarring and so it's it's a way to cause like a class system and to make it so that there's like an underclass of people who are dying who are sick that you've you've managed to make ill and then you can make them do what you want and once you have that you can start using these people to hurt each other through like biological illness and like hinting it s*** like you should go over here cuz otherwise I'll take that they'll do this in the hospitals for example so you'll have a hospital which will put something in the air conditioning which will make you sick and you don't know what it is and it won't make anyone else illand I seen this numerous times in Sutter health finesse San Francisco general often they'll close the doors or the sliding glass partitions wear masks and then there's something in the air conditioning that will cause you to feel pain in your head or lightheadedness and you don't know what it is and it could be something benign that affects some other poisoning that you had in the past which you have no idea what is the cause you just know what the effects areeso an interesting phenomenon is that once that you've become one so once you've become sickened right then you only have so long to live which many people use as a trade-off in order to get power over other people which means that if you tell someone to do something and you're around a lot of gangsters fell sticking you so that you're terminally ill so that what you say has more weight or matters in some way and and so there's this apparent trade-off between between being sick and having what you say listen to and andyou also have all these people who are sickened and are dying of brain disease that are looking for Life advice and may or may not be suicidal or murderers and so I'll have testing events where in I'll complain about being followed around by stupid clothes and then I'll have a young child follow me around with stupid clothes playing with their legs which is been done to me in the past when I've been sickened right so not with the young child specifically but like someone will someone will seeking me and thenso I've had people okay so I've had people over the last 3 years follow me around and do stupid s*** like hold hands repeatedly which I thought was coming from the tarot but comes from rem's shiny Happy people so many so much of this is like if you sing about people like again there's an association with people are upset if you tell on them for making you sick and so they'll have you followed and screw with you to on the basis of songs to tell everyone that you're a singer so they'll have you followed and have people like hold hands because it's like shiny Happy people from REM because your Bay State is to be a happy person and the entire the entirety of that song is like a parody right it's making fun of people who are obnoxiously happy and it follows along with like a tree that is like oh I don't know the Budapest song is similar but it's a tree that that follows along with sympathy for the devil so I'll have a young child wearing stupid clothes that no one else wears around me except if they're going to screw with me and of course I'm not going to do anything because this is like a 13 year old and she's crossing an uncrossing your legs and she's wearing backpack a backpack that's been used to follow me around the city by black people after they've drugged me and then and then when I've gone past this this child and nothing happens right because what am I going to do right like nothing a cop car goes past me going 30 miles over the speed limit because it's funny like a dog chasing cars but also it makes it so that if you have a brain disease or you are more susceptible to having problems cognitively because you've been drugged repeatedly then you can force people to pay attention to things they wouldn't otherwise so this is one of the things that you can do to screw with someone ifif they're sick in the way that I am so they have a more difficult time having an internal state and so you just find out where they are and you drive cars around them as fast as possible but like accelerating quickly and you're like well that doesn't matter and it's like yeah I know but it's stalking it like it's just a it's like a is he going to hurt a 13-year-old that we've we've now had him stocked with based on you know seeing if a 13 year old is going to bother him after we've drugged him and made him sickand it's not illegal because it's involving the cops f****** with you which many of them are sick and but it's just like we're going to take our our like young child or someone or it's like someone who's a prostitute who's like dressed up to look like a young child right and and then do the things for which we've had him stocked and drugged before and then have a police cargo past him as quickly as possible to see if he's interested in the police or like he's going to be like do the things which are legal even if that involves torture like torturing someone you've made sick intentionallybecause of course if you know that someone has been tortured and then you know the way that it's been done and you can continue to do so in a way that exacerbates the condition but doesn't involve yourself that's legal right I mean just take the pavlovian condition response so you you take a man and you beat him and then you ring a bell right and then that guy gets really pissed and you've done this so many times that he says all sorts of crazy s*** and he says he'll take revenge and all sorts of thingsand then in order to see what will happen the cops will go around and follow him ringing a bell and ringing a bell isn't illegal but it's just like okay so everyone here in San Francisco is a psychotic they're sick they're mentally ill they have like not only is the whole like not only is the whole like snow thing or like the the like we're going to screw with someone until they have brain disease thing a problem there's no sort of conception of we shouldn't f*** with people just to do it to see what they'll doand this goes all the way to the cops which is like okay so the cops are so corrupt that you can't trust them not to f*** with people I mean you have to go out of your way to f*** with people if you're a police officer right like your job is a police officer is rather simple you have to make it so that people don't steal s*** and you have to make it so that people like donut salt each other I mean those are hard things to do but they're not complicated in the sense of I have to think this through too much you know what I'm saying like you're a good police officer I mean you might be a s***** detective but so long as you don't like go out of your way just to f*** with people and you prevent people from being assaulted and you prevent people from stealing s***it's similar to the s*** we're like they can't run the first national Bank because they they spent all the money on silicon valley s*** on leverage maybe because they all had brain disease and they're like we need to figure this s*** out as fast as possible and I don't care about running a bank so thatso that makes sense often when you think people actologically they're not acting illogically they just are acting rationally and circumstances that are extreme so you know I don't anyway if you run a bank you have an incredibly easy hob - you have ro give people money and have rhem give you more the nect day without atealing anything or buying kn leverage in a way thats too risky. anywya - the cops are fucking with me and now people are seeing how cloe rhey can het to me and act normal after ive found out im fying of disease rhats been given to me in the suetkers and have like two uears to live. so thats cool how many of rhe cops ahve rhe same diseae?noh also the stupid s*** where you'll wear hats that are dumb and then follow someone around that's based on the latest album song by Cake which was released in 2011 so now that I found that out I'm not being followed around by assholes with stupid hats on and so what you do is you have someone who keeps complaining about being poisoned until you act out all the songs for which they're not listening to until they listen to all the songs and then I'll watch the music videos and so on and then they see the subtext and the songs which is also which is usually rather stupidand again like this the disease you can find all this stuff out by coming to San Francisco but the disease here is so mind-bogglingly bad that if you just took statistical samples of the population you'd find all sorts of crazy f***** up disease and it's mostly because people use it as a weapon like if Grandma manages to get a house in the hate district by poisoning a bunch of people and she never used money then all her friends can have this disease they never talk about but if someone's like hey we need you to kill somebody felt likethen then they'll take like their old clothes or something they've touched or made with their hands or something and they'll put it in a bag and shake really hard and then like put it on the guy's stuff until like his teeth falls out and he has like a blood disorder so this s*** is everywhethey'll also use trees right so they'll use a collection of songs and so that you find the song to which you're being screwed with but then there's a collection of books for which it's the same thing and so somebody will just keep calling you sir repeatedly and you don't know why and then there's a book by some douchebag named ER braithwaite called to Sir with Love that's about racing class in London it's incredibly boring but if everyone passes around this book and tells everyone like if someone's acting stupid in this way on they care about race just call them sir repeatedly and they don't know what's happening and then this is in the window of the community thrift store and then anyone who's a singer right who finds out what the tree is they get to tell everyone about this stupid book which is awful and no one cares but they don't know who passed it around or who made the tree in the first place so they get to like they get to they get to tell everyone how to break the tree but no but at another level at the metal level right whatever they don't get to find out who started the tree or who made it in order to sicken everyone and those two guys get the get away with murder and see you sick in someone repeatedly until you give them the clues to break the tree and then you can run away while getting away with s*** so it's just they're just and you don't get to know who did it and and so one that happens you're like okay well I can't trust anyone at all ever again while I'm dying of brain disease and because they they won't they don't believe in there's no conception of like the person who's thinking you is in jail now and they won't hurt you anymore you don't have that soit's like well I can't get a job and I can't get a place to live because I don't trust that I won't be murdered and there's no healthcare and I don't know what's wrong with me so I've just found like a bit of The secret of how I was f***** with but because the people who who did this to me aren't in jail and I found out how it works in its entirety there's no way I can trust anyone at all and I still I know I'm just in a circle of b******* so I'm not going to like there's no like there's like when she know you're in a circle of b******* and that they're feeding like they're giving you like bits of what the how you've been f***** with but they're not destroying the tree or telling you who's made it then you're like well they'll just change the tree of how I'm being f*****it's like the person who's done this has to be in jail or dead or there's an or I know and then the people responsible have to have to be like in prison or away from me so I know that I'm not going to be hurt right and until that happens it's like well I just record everything until I diermy social media will do car ads when I'm acting not homeless because all the people who aren't homeless are into cars and then it'll do ads for houses when I'm acting homeless because all the homeless do analogies having to do with houses yes that's dumb and yes it's showing up on my bug stupid phone which is awful it's the social media that's on the the lock screen and I can't get rid of itso if there's a car analogy for a crossover then someone who's interested in houses or someone if there's a car analogy if there's something an advertisement for a crossover for a car then someone that lives in an apartment is going to cross over somewhere and if there's an analogy for basement flood mitigation then there's someone who's homeless that's going to go around and try and make it so that things aren't as depressing but it's still b******* I'm still trapped in a circle of b*******okay so I have to record all this just because I'm being f***** with again and so the way that it works is that if you can put up with me being f***** with that means you're cool right and if you can't put up with being f***** with that means you're not cool and then someone will make you sick again and you'll be poisoned and you can only poison someone to the extent that the people who are poisoning the guy have a moral reason to do so right and so it's a it's essentially like how long can we poison this guy where we get money or drugs or the people who are gaslighting the person agree that there were morally the agents for which this is okay or there's not enough money to save the guy right so like the longer it goes on and the more you f*** with this guy and the more brain damage you give him the less likely it is someone's going to save him because it's not worthwhile right and so if you can do it fast enough right you can kill the guy because you you gaslight him to the point where like there's no there's no point in saving the guy cuz it's every time every time someone would be interested there's he's not he's he's no longer as useful as the last people who might have hurt that might have helped him right so this one is okay so I go and I'm buying fish I'm just buying cans of fish and I'm I'm sitting around and and and I find that across the street from the community across the street from the community bookstore / thrift store is a place called Valencia where the the top floor has all the windows blacked out and then someone walks by with like a hellfire club t-shirt and it's across the street from the police stationand and like who gives a s*** right like so what but this is like middle school because this is like the like a small time crime right but if you can keep it secret it's better than elementary School which is elementary my dear Watson which is going around trying to uncover crime right I don't particularly care I care that when I sit by the side of the road people are stalking me with stupid f****** t-shirts right and then every time you attempt to tell me a secret that I'm supposed to then keep secretso yeah the Valencia club has a blacked out windows above the bar and you can probably go up there in a fire escape and like they'll whip you and you charge a hundred bucks who gives a f*** I don't care and I have repeatedly said I do not give a s*** about what other people do so long as it doesn't involve me being drugged in stock and torture and I will repeatedly say that I don't care so long as it doesn't make me sick or in pain or I have people f****** following me all day long so there may have been a bad weather a dog would piss on the side of this building and then I'd pee on it and then when I didn'tsomeone comes around and coughs and grunts at me and act stupid because everyone's walking around in circles I don't give a s*** what other people do so long as they don't follow me and they don't make me physically hurt also I care about this so I go down the street and someone has a shirt on that says I heart Oakland Middle School which is funny or fun because it's like iHeart New York or I heart Chicago or some location or I heart a f****** University and then you don't love it because all those people are sick to you rightso then so then someone comes around with a shirt that says girls will be girls and I talk to them on the street and then I go over to the f****** two things happen one is I go over to the to the Dolores Park and middle school students screw with me and make retarded sounds around me which is like okay cool then why the f*** did that have anything to do with the T-shirt right so this is like I'm going to abuse a middle school student to see if we can f*** with homeless people and then tell you about it beforehand and oh by the way I had a Chinese guy like 3 months ago go around me and say oh by the way it's just Middle School damn it's just Middle Schoolso the thing of it is is that so the thing of it is is it's like why does this involve a middle school student right now suppose that it was a high school student right cuz I've been like the one or the other things is that when you're f***** with right you have to say stop f****** with me for a reason right and so if I have college students screw with me and follow me around and do drugs around me constantly they're over age and if it's high school students that are following me around with pot so they get sick all the time well if I complain the guys over underage he'll find his 18 year old friends to stalk me around with drugs that will make me sickand so they use all of the people who had college shirts on and all of the people who happened to have f****** who are f****** high schools right over a period of five f****** years until I get to say after I've been drugged and f***** with that I'm essentially crippled hey stop it you're abusing children because now they're abusing children so I get to be right and you just keep f****** with someone so that now I'm crippled and I say you can't hurt me anymore because all of the high schools and all of the colleges and all of the people that you could use to abuse me have already done so and gotten something out of it and now you're just abusing children but this was the plan all alongso the other thing that happened is that someone gave me a donut and then they did the anima animus to like some b**** that looks like Sinead O'Connor and they're like yeah I could see that I could see that that's you know by having them follow me into Dolores Park because I ate a donut so it's stupid s*** to make it so that like what I eat makes is like f****** magic or something based on whose stalks me so this is the next stupid s*** so I'm outside of so okay so I'm saying what what a middle school student can and cannot say because they're having me stocked by people who have stupid t-shirts to tell me that I'll be stalked by middle school students right and so I go to the park and then I have middle school students say like hahaha he's retarded and make retarded sounds after I was stocked with a stupid t-shirt about girls will be girls so it's like this feminism b******* and then on the way back from the park all of this s*** that people set around me was thrown on the street with garbage like get your feet get your fingers out of the fruit bowl and then they like throw like a fruit candy thing on the on the f****** ground rightso this is psychotic women who are like yes we abuse children and this teaches you something about feminism so I go back and I'm sitting outside the salvation army like yelling into my phone about this right and one of the mentally ill starts going around on a pogo stick he's one of the homeless right and then the mentally ill guy tells me to shut up and stop talking into my phone and then kicks me out because I have the right to do that on a street corner right but it's funny because it's a pogo stick and then I'm kicked out of the salvation armybut it's funny because it's a fruit bowl right get your fingers out of the fruit bowl so this is this is like and then that's that's like now I have to beg for food on the street or I'll starve to death and what I'm going to do is I'm going to starve to death and then I'm going to go around weighing a hundred pounds and then recording everyone around me until I die because it's either that or I'm going to get brain disease and be followed around by people who are abusing their children so I'm in the public library for which they stole the books for which I hadso I can't physically rent a computer so it's this gas lighting thing involving enormous amounts of people and and coordination just to f*** with me until I'm like okay you can stop and drug me and f*** with me it's it's f****** horrible these people are s*** you look at everyone around you and you're like Christ everyone here is an a******so it's people abusing their kids and then f****** with the guy who runs the homeless shelter for the salvation army who's mentally retarded and then gassing me with drugs outside of a f****** library because I'm complaining because I was f***** with by I don't know how many people because I keep saying I have the right to talk into my phone and if you screw with me by other people's rights to talk if I'm stalked yeah I can complain about it but this is Rico I'm one guy this is people abusing their kidsbecause all the guys from the universities in the high schools are like we can't abuse this guy anymore we don't have any money at stake there's nothing we can get out of it what's the point like I'm being followed around by the guys from the f****** Christian high School who are like this is ridiculous we feel bad for the guy but only on days when I don't jerk off these people are f****** insanlike I don't I don't know how to explain this like I'm being sexually abused and followed with people who are abusing their middle school students and middle school children and then like having me sit around homeless that are that are like contagious because they f*** with the guy who's running the salvation army center who's mentally retarded and all of this to coordination of like 50 f****** peopleee and now the crazy black homeless fuy that was sotting across from me in the library with the xomputer and was sick and doing this in order to get me and him i the same area is eandering aeound with one shoulder oit of his jacket to see if he xan garner support for intentionally making mee ill because half my ehad hurts and rhe thinking is that if someone is sick you should be able to sicken and abuse someone so that their forced to be sick with someone else. yeah mo shit half my head hurts because youre sickening ke and youre a alosuchotic homeless crazy person. so if you see someone wwearing their clothes stupid wandeit around rheyr going arond seeing if they can get people to sfree to drug them if they try and sicken someone because the guy is already sick rnough and so it should like totaly be no big deal to stalk and sicken someone. its fucking horrifying snd rhis sort of shit is everywhere in the city and all the sick is based on someone agsinf me with drugs or sick in the homeles shelters so i hurt on the left side of my head and rhen its like a "cold shoilder" because i dont eant to be sickened and abused by sick and contagious codependent crazy homeless people with drugs priblems or peiple that abuse their children. its fucking awful. but someone gave me a donut so i should totally be stalked by someone that eants to see what their anima looks.loke someone thats anbusing rheir midle school firls to prvr a point about feminsim, a crazy homeprss black man that wants to see if they can het me kocked out of the salvarion army so they can follow me around on the street and sicken me. you have people that are running swy from people rhat are following rhem in san framciaco because they have sick. and then you put a mentaly retarded guy in charge of a day center and have the homeless tell him who gets to stay and who doesnt so they can have them chased by sock mentally ill black men. and i dont even kiw what they did to my things when i left thrm for five minuts in the salvation army but i have a headacheagain and i think the black guy coughed sick on it that eneded up heing at the library. its just fucking everywher. I mean okay so let me let me just let me just walk you through what happened from start to finish okay so I can I can like let you know how f***** up this s*** is I'm sitting at the intersection of 20th and Valencia just talking to people you know being a little bit funny like oh you know you wearing Crocs so you're not okay cool and someone gives me a donut okay meanwhile there's a black guy in a in a f****** Gilligan's Island hat and like mirror shades who sits on a fire hydrant across the street and just looks at me for like half an hour which is weird as f*** because I'm just sitting on the side of the road so of course I have to be followedthis of course is all after like me sitting across from the Valencia like club that has the the f****** hell the f****** you know whatever whips and chains s*** in it like I give a f***so I'm sitting there and someone walks by with his shirt that says girls will be girls and I'm just reading all the stupid shirts there's there's a bunch of Chinese that like there's a bunch of Chinese we're like I'll eat like okay if I eat food that comes off an EBT card the Chinese get excited if I use vitaminsvitamins that I bought with money the Chinese get upset and I'm assuming it's because they're nuts and they're like well he's using something he bought with money so he doesn't believe in communism and so we're going to cough and grunt around him and act all stupid and sad oh this is the stupid s*** like I'm having schizophrenics this is another thing that schizo's do is that like cops will have mustaches and that now that I was drugged and sickened in the in the f****** library a woman will go past with her sunglasses where her under her nose like a mustacheso this is schizo s*** so what happens is is that once your gas with drugs or you're sickened by like somebody who's homeless all of this schizo s*** comes in and it's all correlated so that like when you find out what it is then you're in a schizo tree so then the holding hands is from REM the mustache s*** is from the cops in like 1979 and and it's all schizo b******* right but like you freaked out and had some a****** f*** with you so now we're doing all the schizo s*** again so right so anyway I have this womanHulu's it was like looks like f****** Sinead O'Connor go oh yeah I can totally see it like they were you know and I just f****** know that has to do with incall and like the anima animus thing so anyway I sit down and I'm reading my f****** book and then I have these middle school students that are f****** with me and it's like if you say anything clearly you must be a pedophile and it's like no I was just f***** with and so I go back and I just get angry and I go and I walk back to Valencia and they've thrown garbage on the ground where some woman said oh well you have to take your fingers out of the fruit bowl and they threw like terrible fruit bowl things on the ground and like the way that I would come back to Valencia and then they had they had this thing where the homeless would run around on a pogo stick I had the salvation army and it's like Pogo right like the poor guy has to go and as I'm yelling into my phone cuz I'm yelling into my phone the the f****** the f****** douche Magoo who runs the place who's mentally retarded is like just cheer me out that should be here me out but if you don't hear him out no one will hear you out in which case rightbut it's this Black mirror b******* again we're after I've been drugged and f***** with right and I said look no it's my constitutional right to yell it into my phone on the sidewalk and you can't tell me not to just because I sit in a salvation army center and so what they're doing is they're saying okay well we're going to have like every f****** place in the city poison your food except this one place and then we're going to tell you what you can and cannot say right so it's f****** goal post movingand they're doing this s*** until they can find out how much they can f*** with me until no one says anything and this is the reason that everyone here is psychotic and won't help anyone because they're too f****** stupid to say hey that guy's in trouble we should do something or tell him the truth they're like no because then I'll lose my privileges about going into this f****** store or something and so I go to the I I end up going to the library that's a block away and after touching my things that were left for 5 minutes in the salvation army center my entire head hurts right on the left side of my head it's like burning right so when I was standing outside talking into my phone they coughed crap and s*** all over itand then what happens is I'm sitting across from these homeless guys that are so f***** up they're like body is melting but they like get the computer because I can't get the computer because they stole the f****** books that I owe money on so I can't rent a computer right and it's supposed to make me feel jealous like a jealousy and hate thing like shouldn't you be jealous of us because we have a computer now and you don't it's like no b**** you poisoned me you made me sick to your f****** ick.and it's this like this it's this like peace sign jealousy and hate like mind f*** we believe in a religion now so it must be this stupid s*** and so if you don't believe in like it's it's like attempting to get somebody to to like act out in a belief mechanism or just f*** with him to like hey we can use our children to f*** with you but you can't say anything about it right you can't be like wow that's f****** disgusting and I hate it right because you're it's the the guy the the sick homeless crazy person in the library whatever they the sick was they wiped all over my s*** this out with like 50 f****** people because it had to be the guys in the street the people in the park the people who the guy the the sick homeless crazy person in the library whatever they the sick was they wiped all over mymy s*** and it's like plus all the stalking that happened around the the f****** when I was just sitting outside a community center so it's like how many f****** people does it take to f*** with a guy oh and by the way based on 1979 by by the smashing pumpkins everybody's walking around because they can't stay in one place because they'll be f***** with and then if they're f***** with and they complain about it someone will like gas them with drugs after they've been poisoned so I had s*** wiped all over my things I go to the library I charge my phone I'm standing outside complaining about it and somebody walks past with pot and then the homeless guy wanders around with one arm out of his shirt to be like but wait why can't I make him sick to the thing for which I made him sick why notwhy can't I cough s*** all over his thing so he's in physical pain he had a donut that someone gave him and he sat on a sidewalk and then he ran away while he walked away from people who were annoying and complained about him why doesn't that give me the right to like kick him out of a salvation army cough cough like like viral illness all over his things and then follow him around all of San Francisco attempting to like make him be friends with me and then maybe I can like do something horrible to him why can't I do thatwhy is that out loud it shouldn't that be allowed he's poor I should be able to stalk him and make him sick and f*** with him for it with like 50 f****** people right and that's that and and somehow somehow that that's that's how people believe that's what that is that is what this is he doesn't believe in the peace sign he doesn't believe in communism can't we just sick in him to death he doesn't know how to get a job when everything is broken and we keep sickening him so he must not believe in capitalismhe's angry when he's sickened and his head hurts and so he must not be rational because he's yelling at on a street corner and people who are making him ill with a biological illness he doesn't believe in Jesus he's not wearing a f****** yamca it doesn't make any sense why can't why can't we go around drugging this guy to death what the hell how come we don't have that right what I know what we should do we should get everyone who's mentally retarded in all of San Francisco and see if we can go you know what here's all the ways that like someone could possibly get help in food and like be away from people chasing them around a street corner making them sick right we should see if we can like I know we should do we should see if we can get like $5,000 worth of free s*** for the salvation army one block west of of f****** Valencia free food and then f*** with the guy and if he's annoyed by middle school students we're going to drug them with a homeless guy and then kick him out of a salvation army center after we've got gotten as much money out of them as we can I'm sure that's going to work well for all the 5 minutes until every f***** in San Francisco figures out how it works maybe people are giving you moneybecause they're like all this guy doesn't want to starve and he's a reasonable person and we agree with many of the things for which he represents I know we should do we should take a bunch of money that someone gives us and then kick the guy out of the salvation army center one block west of Valencia and then see if the money keeps coming after we f***** with the guy who who was the reason that people were giving us money and then you can multiply that for every f****** shelter that poisoned me in San Francisco f****** every five keys organization MSC South 8th Street it's like let's poison and f*** with the guy everybody likes after we get as much money as we can out of them and then let's see if we have a reputation left that isn't worth dog s***and you know why they give me the give people who like help me money you know why that is because I'm not the sort of person that does that stupid s**and now everyone's going around holding hands like the REM song the f****** REM song shiny Happy people because I'm being shiny and happy by standing up for my constitutional f****** rights and then everyone sees that they can go steal food and then walk around after making a bet whether or not doing stupid s*** and f****** with people and like having 50 people f*** with me would end up having it's like let's make a bed on whether this is going to annoy him and then steal food and some Mexican jackass with a Giants hat on again remember the Cake song I don't like you where the stupid hat is on right some jackass with a Giants hat on went by doing the licking his lips s*** at me because again I was poisoned by a jackass from the Shel from the shelters and now someone some jackass blue pot in my face and we're back to doing all the dip s*** s*** like holding hands looking at me in the eyes and licking your lips and doing all this stupid f****** s***and it's like could you not could you be like it's like yeah this is always going to bother me this is the same stupid f****** with me and stocking with me and stalking me with assholes it's the same stupid s*** where you're going to like you're going to like abuse your f****** kids to like teach me a f****** lesson about feminism of all f****** things it's the same stupid s*** where you're going to like use legalism to like f****** over because I'm not going to allow you to like trample on my right to speak because I know it's goal post moving and that you're just going to see if you can f*** with me some more it's the same stupid s*** where you're going to have people walking around upset because they couldn't sicken me and so they're going to walk around with one arm out of their their f****** clothes because half my head hurts and they're like well he's sick already why can't I stop and sicken him some more why notand it's the same f****** stupid s*** every time and you know what happens f****** nothing because it's been like this for five f****** years because collectively they can't pull their head out of their ass for five f****** years I'm staring I'm at 22nd and Valencia and I'm staring in an abandoned bank and it's like who the f*** would want like like this is this is a block away all right this is a block away from where I was kicked out of the salvation army center is an abandoned Bank but see now people are talking to me because I've been drugged so muchdid this now this guy can can talk without feeling like he's going to lose his mind well I physically hurt because for some reason only certain people can talk at the same time around here because of how the drugs are all f***** up that sounds insane and I would agree but it's like well if this guy doesn't talk and this other guy does talk right it's like you can't have two people talk at the same time that's not what happens in the movies so maybe if we just drug people in such a way we're like if one guy talks and the other guy doesn't it works but otherwise they'll have horrible headachesI mean I have no f****** clue I'm just noticing that people are starting to talk to me now but my headaches are worse and I still have people drugging me and f****** with me and so what's going to happen is is everyone's going to go back to normal and talk to each other like normal and then I'm going to have headaches and hurt for the rest of my life because I was drugged and f***** with by every sick homeless person in the entire city of San Francisco and no one f****** helped me at all*