July 16, 2025

More stupid crazy bullshit that I have to talk about in a minute after I investigate how to work a computer (web assembly). My head never stops hurting. Don't come to San Francisco unless you want to be poisoned in a way they can't fix and then have your head hurt until you die while the doctors wearing masks that filter every possible particle they could possibly come into contact bolted onto their head say "Oh no you're paranoid. It all must be a delusion - being in constant physical pain must all be some flight of fancy that is occurring in your sick mind." Anyone that does that shit parading about as a doctor in a hospital should be locked in a jail cell and have guards come by and say "Oh you're in jail? A key you say? Your door isn't locked. Go ahead. Leave." and then just wait for the fuckers to starve to death.

So about a year ago someone spiked the food at St. Anthony's and someone had a seizure. I was then followed down the street by a horse's ass who happened to be Chinese carrying a kid's football pads or something who did this high pitched screaming in my ear that caused pain in the area behind my left ear which persisted. So it's some kind of virus or disease that I believe may or may not be associated with Tao Lin and his stupid book. When I filed the police report that I'm including PSA Lee did the dumbfuck chattering thing with his tongue that makes my head hurt. So it's a crip disease that comes out of Tai wan I'm assuming. Also if you have old people sicken you then people will go around you with Bettty Boop t-shirts to indicate that you've had someone spit or put their bodily fluids in your food that is both old and sick. The "baby powder" thing that I'm referring to is probably some sort of powdered asbestos or similar that comes from the idea of the Wizard of Oz and the Israeli security firm that wanted to be bought out by google for $23 billion dollars (called Wiz or something) - so blackmailing a city and holding it hostage with social engineering and poison.

That would be three horrifying end of the world type crip diseases within the last 8 hours and I'm so exhausted that I didn't record what I ate this morning. So that's most likely another horrifying crip disease that makes me sick in some way I don't know. Oh and the left side of my head feels like I have a concussion but there's no way to get factual medical device by someone that isn't a monster behind a rectangle of insulation. And I'm still sleeping with a blanket that was poisoned with something, which I'm assuming is rust because crazy people think it's funny that it has the same name as a programming language.

Oh - and for what it's worth these assholes in the shelter have been putting toys in the "win dough" of the entryway of 1001 Polk Street, the shelter I'm at, which are supposed to indicate super secret stupid shit based on whoever can read what the code is from all the stupid toys. And there's a football figurine - so I take it that it has something to do with this particular crip disease with the Tao Lin shit and whatever they spiked the church's food with and had me followed around with asian people screaming in my ear carrying that stupid kid's football pads. So now everyone who has a copy of this webaddress knows about that stupid thing and keeping dumbfuck secrets like that isn't going to work.

So there appears to be no free tools that allow me to compile web assembly. There's godbolt which can't import libraries. And there's replit which can do all the coding through automation provided you pay for it. Which - no. Also people are looking at my website and rewarding me with stupid shit based on the art I make as opposed to what I type. Or taking what I type and saying "fuck" or following me around and mimicing the language I use. I don't know at this point if I have a blood brain barrier disease and I'm surrounded by poisonous jackasses. Don't come here. They want to murder you and take everything that makes you unique. And that doesn't even include whatever hand disease is here in the city that makes your hands swell up and make it so that you can't write at all. As far as I'm aware no one knows what that is.

From what I can tell it just isn't worth attempting to differentiate this site based on doing cool programming because that's not going to happen. Anyone that can pay for repl.it will just automate a site and set up a WASM target. So that's out. It feels incredibly strange to me that there's a race to prove that you're worth not being sickened to death by crip monsters. The best part is when you're sickened so you can't do something everyone will prove how free they are by fucking with you about it. You'll be given back disease so that you become hunchback and then people will stare at you - that's a fucked up example. First you'll have a bunch of people look at you "staring". And then you'll be given back disease so that you start hunching over. And then people will start looking at you until you catch them doing it and then they'll look away - knowing that you've been given a disease that destroys your spinal column so that you start becoming a hunchback. And then if people "go crazy" because people are looking at them everyone goes "oh they must be nuts". No shitbag you sickened them with a crip disease and then fucked with them using a gang of asshole. What do you expect? And then once you see how that works you realize that probably most psychiatric illnesses are people fucking with someone until they get sick and then seeing if they can fuck with their mind afterwards. Saw that eye game shit in a psych hospital in Staten Island and had no idea what it was and now people have been coming around me on drugs that are so fucked up that just smelling or breathing it in will fuck up your back (unless it's that in combination with something else). Same shit with the crip hand disease and high fiving and hand shaking and doing all sorts of crazy shit while following around the person you sickened. It's poisonous asshole and it is everywhere in San Francisco.

And now I'm so pissed off I don't want to do anything. Grrr...anyway here's my argument for nuclear reactor assembly lines.

I ate lunch from project open hands which to my knowledge hasn't made me sick before. On the other hand (pun unintended), it's unclear what the homeless think of me eating there or not, if this opens me up to any assumed hidden obligationsthat are going to get me sickened again. I should start making a collection of links from all the links I have in my posts though I think the best idea is to wait until I have enough of them and then just go through all my writing and add them at once.

I should also make a note to collect all the bits of philosophical rhetorical devices that are useful, and then linking them elsewhere in the site so I don't have to keep reiterating them. Not on the philosophy page, unless it's like an addendum or footnote or something as that's supposed to be for my personal philosophy as such.

Also penis faces in the library are looking at my website and laughing when I add a link that is improperly formatted or my website doesn't compile. Yet another assfuck social engineering illness to make someone scared of not "being perfect" by shitbags that are sad that religion is a farce. Stalking is creepy and you should find something to do that isn't being an asshole. Or be an asshole away from me. People are shooting each other elsewhere. Go do that. You see these guys online or on television where every piece of their hair including their beard is "perfect" and you know they've been American Psycho'd into being fucked up by asshole crip pieces of shit.

San Francisco should really decriminalize prostitution and then have people that want to be involved in this shit do it and leave everyone else alone. This stupid shit by people following me in the library. Yo, jackass! Find someone that cares. Seriously man. Damn. It's a bunch of dumbfucks that want to play spank and tickle and then go around and poison each other until someone shoots them. It is by far the dumbest shit that I have ever seen. Go to a brothel with people that like you and stop harassing poor people.

And some jackass came in to the library and took a picture of the "suicide nets" - meaning the netting above the stairwells. So I won't be poisoned or have people take words from the internet now and attempt to have me murdered? Fucking wonderful. Do I have to find all of these things or prove that I can use all the things in the world to prove not to have me killed? Because it's like Socrates? Because when I was being drugged in a shelter for 3 months without being able to sleep I wrote death on a piece of paper? I fucking hate it here. This place is a shithole. It's not like anyone is going to pay me back for all of the physical damage I've been through. It's not like anyone is going to offer me any of the cures for the diseases that I've been given. They'll just laugh at how stupid I've been to have their poverty stricken crazy people that they're unwilling to put in mental hospitals have me crippled. Don't come here and start a business. Don't expect anyone that values their happiness or their health is going to come here to work that isn't a fucking gangster. They're all fucking awful.

And now I'm having dumbfuck burp and laugh and tap on shit while children come into the building. So if I complain about the obvious stalking it's more bullshit having to do with children that most likely have had me sickened. It's still stalking and bullshit. I don't even know how to force the shelter to give me a blanket that isn't poisonous. Everyone here is a massive cunt.

Does the fact that I'm using Microsoft copilot mean I have to have some dickhead follow me everywhere I go and act stupid? I hate it here so fucking much you have no idea. This is bullshit having to do with people fucking with me because while I was being drugged and given scabies repeatedly in your murder factory of a shelter I wrote shit on twitter. About a year ago I had assholes following me down the street going "what did you mean by that?" and now everything that I say or do has the worst dumbfuck interpretation designed to sicken and torment me. Let's torture someone in a homeless shelter and then when they do things we don't like let's blame them for it - and then torture them some more. Fuck free speech. We don't need that shit. This is San Francisco California. The biggest rotting vagina on the planet. A festering open sore of diseased human shit.

Gee - what did I mean by that?

And now dipshit is making gasping noises like fucking Darth Vader because I was poisoned in the shelter with a crip disease and they poison people here in such a way that it's funny. They're sick. They need mental hospitals and jails. There is absolutely no reason to do anything here of any value whatsoever so long as they can't prevent each other from poisoning and killing each other. You can't even trust or be around anyone because as soon as you complain about one person fucking with you, it'll just be another group of assholes that will come in and pick a different way of making your life miserable.

So that's what I've been working on this afternoon. It's the glifs for my made up language. Using p5.js they come out rather pretty looking, only downside is that I can't include them in the block post because including the library and the re-exporting the blog doesn't work, so there's the picture. Once you have the idea of how the glifs are constructed you can start making more and making the language look rather tidy. I have another 20 characters or so (maybe more) to make before I can start writing the first results that are mathematically relevant, but they're mostly extensions of the first character and so that shouldn't be too bad. I'm rather pleased actually. I would have wished to do this in Rust/C/WASM but there just isn't a way to compile the files in a way that's feasible without terminal access and I just don't have that at the moment.

And just because Mr. Peter (may you rot in hell) is a rat bastard here is the currently free (as in no sign up required and it just works) AI generation model. If it matters, some dipshit went around with a t-shirt that was in black and white (black with white text - oh no it's the cops - that's what the cop cars around here look like) that said "open ai research and development" the last time I used it. So someone is using an open ai fork so that the public can train his models and then he can sell them back to the people that are paying him. In essence you're paying the salary of some douchebag at a software company to train his model for him - but then again what else is new? Do it again! Wear stupid t-shirts around me and stalk me around the city!

And without further ado here is splinter from the Ninja Turtles smoking a spliff and that's a nickle to someone that has to many of them already.

And I added a sticker (weapons of mass distraction) culled from widgets and mixed with the deepAI model (which went *immediately* to a payment prompt for editing after I complained - someone is giving me free shit in the form of bitcoin online for things - and then billing me for them - news flash retards I need antibiotics, not to be paid in kind with intangible goods and then yet again blamed for some sort of crime) from these people called fotor. If you have the money you should support them rather than screenshoting their shit like I did. If anyone asks, it's sort of a combination of "why is the media still hooked on Epstein when San Francisco is dying?", "oh look AI makes it so anyone can fake a nuclear attack", and "your symbol is not an excuse for being a shit" (I also have symbols - symbols are fun). I should find a neat what to randomly have it link to the biggest piece of shit on the planet (other than me), but I'd have to come up with an algo for that first.

Oh and if the assholes at Wiz security were the last to come and bother me I take it that "Sentry AI" is the next one that is using me as a circus monkey while making me sick with drugs or poisoning me for their amusement based on what people are saying around me while we both pretend I'm ignoring them and not asking the universe to hate them to death for me. It's yet another bullshit thing where I get to go through their employment directory and find the next douchebag named Peter McDumbfuck and then go oh wonderful. Or it's yet another fucking game of some kind.

You know - I don't want to sound elitist, but I do believe there are people that don't know that mice with lasers in them don't have to be picked up and moved as you would a roller ball mouse. Meaning - there are in fact people that dumb here. That must make me a mustache twirling bond villain with a top hat and a neck tie made out of woven 100 dollar bills.

Schizos get upset if images look them directly in the eyes so here's the president letting you know that cnn still doesn't want to tell you what's going on in the world. In point of fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they were filtering news stories by IP address based on how many sick people there are to see if they can freak out schizos because the brain disease sick problem coming out of the ghettos is such a problem. If that's true then the real story here is that there's an outbreak of viral stupid at my ip address range, centered on the San Francisco main public library. They should just do that "Viral Outbreak of Stupid at Your IP address - here's a scary picture of a bad guy ooga booga!" At some level it would be more honest. And then all of a sudden a bunch of people are coughing and grunting - makes you wonder to what extent my website is affecting others in my area or if everyone is just reading what I write (doubtful). They also did this thing with the fire alarm here where the fire alarm went off and specifically had a voice telling people to leave (before they told people it was a test). A bunch of people left because the voice told them to - *even though they were told five minutes before that it was just a test by staff members*. There are people here that are very very *very* sick, and the degree to which it's contagious is unknown.

It's entirely possible the two people that were here were playing with the mouse because someone that was on the computer before me was sick and using the computer. And so it's hand washing again. And everyone around me is doing stupid shit with their feet again. I'm probably going to be poisoned to death by schizophrenics. Also I was going to look up the MICE (Money, intrigue...) for turning an agent by the CIA and I came along this when searching wikipedia, which looks like my language which I find interesting. I'm probably going to be killed by schizophrenics along with everyone else in the city because of how fucked everything is here. And it's not like anyone will ever pull you aside and tell you what's going on or how not to be drugged and murdered. All you have to do is walk around (if you're a normal person) and look at all the sick people and the abandoned buildings. It's so fucking depressing here. And after I wash my hands everyone around me starts looking confused and eating candy? Like I said - plague monsters.