September 6, 2025

Post 51

Here are some possible other sources of fresh water given what we know of the hydrology of the nantucket region (from this article here). so covid-19 apparently like the 19th letter of the alphabet is the Tau symbol and Tau proteins have to do with they have to do with Alzheimer's disease and so the homeless are using they're sick is a weapon and they're doing it in such a way where they attempt to make it so that you react to what they do based on poisonings so this is the third floor of the library for which there's a psychotic homeless man who's doing a Mickey mouse voice and I just passed a black man with a mask on coming down the stairs so what they're doing is is they're they're mimicking or they're what they're doing is they're mimicking like a child's voice right and then they're having someone who's sick cough on the on the chairs in the library for some place I may sit and then I have headaches as if I'm mentally retarded and so this is no different than just a salt because you're knowing where someone is going to sit or you organize through a group of people to have someone be in a certain place at a certain time where you've been had someone who's sick make them ill intentionally again this is the third floor of the library in an area where the chairs are comfortable and it's done in such a way to create sick through coordinated means of people who RL and again like the covid-19 and using Tau proteins to give someone like mental illness or mental retardation through Alzheimer's disease is done in such a way where it's designed to prevent this because it's like if you don't want Alzheimer's disease we're going to poison you right or or rather to say stop poisoning people or we're going to give you Alzheimer's disease right and because Alzheimer's disease and how proteins are now being worked on people aren't scared of it or they're dying or so are there so sick they don't care anyway and they're using illness as a disease so one of the back stops of the worst disease possibly you could get which is like rapid onset Alzheimer's no longer works in the population because people have so many other illnesses and they're just using it as a means of attacking each otherand so covid is just like we're going to give you Alzheimer's disease or the precursors to that and then if you start doing the things we want we're going to make it so that you get rid of the precursors but the things that we want you to do is like be silent about how we're making people sick and then people who are angry or upset or don't like the cover up or want the cover up or something who've been given this illness enough times have just decided to use illness and sick to kill people and this is again this is in the San Francisco library and the third floor and it's just a matter of using sick bravise rhey dint belive in guns. its unknown how many people are sick or to what degree and how much if this is violence. are people intentionally sick because rheyre dying or are people using sick and making fun of you while rhey do it. uninown mostly because of rhe nimber of fhosts versus jokers and so in.one of the jokes may be to like sell out where you sell things for money and then someone has decided whether or not that you qualify for selling something for which they'll give you cash but again it's just a joke right like I've tried this before I tried to sell coca cola on the street and people who are gang members who work for the city would scream at me I would have people come around and play Pink Floyd wish you were here on a guitar right where I was selling or to attempting to sell a coca colabecause like selling a soda everyone knows what it is and it's fungible right so there's no like like once you're being sickened and surrounded by gaslighters and it's a game where they want to have you killed it's just a matter of like we're all dying of disease and we're going to sicken you to death until you qualify for not being sick into death for some reason and that reason we will make so that it's arbitrary but has to do with like oh do you believe in love do you believe in peace do you believe in religion and then if you don't believe in the right thing you will be murderedI mean one of the things is that if someone's just living their life in you end up sick there's nothing you can do about it cuz you can't force someone to action situate where they won't make someone sick just by existing on the other hand you're having people who are going around who are specifically making people ill through bad intention and that's what makes me that's what I find so upsetting because again like I can't not shop in stores I have to pick up things and then buy them in order toin order to eat food because among other things all of the shelter food is poisonous and they like I can tell because of the way I've been like I've been in the shelter system for 3 years I know that all of the food is poisonous and a gang members will use the food to control people so if I go into a store and touch things I can't be held responsible for this may or may not make someone sick on the other hand if you go around and you poison things in a library based on some ideology whether that's does he have money is he in a religion does he qualify for not being sickthen this is more or less along the lines of we're going to torture and kill someone just because and this is everywhere in San Francisco right like you if you if you have someone who you want to have killed they can't know or look at all the things they're going to end up touching or sitting on or whatever and and so if I sit in a chair and someone is acting psychotic and I start having a headache because I know there's something wrong with the chair who was there last time then I assume that the person is sick or they know that someone there is sick and and so when I sit down and I start feeling incredibly ill and I know it's not psychosomatic and this person is acting crazy I don't know if they're making fun of me if they're sick if it's a combination of the two but I assume it's through bad intention because of like the experiences that I've had within San Francisco and they know this and they don't care and they'll go around to a shirt that say I don't care and they'll say out loud to each other I don't care and it's like okay cool then no one's going to be here and everyone is going to have each other sick all the timeand then someone will like tell me in a in a grocery store have a good one and then I'll be sickened again right so it's just a matter of like the clerk at the grocery store acts stupid and says something dumb in a way where like the way they use language is designed to express the fact that I'm going to be sickened again because having a good one is like having a beer right but a good one is a good person but all the good people are f***** up because they're not bad people right like a bad person would be somebody who's looking out for themselves and taking care of themselves and and making money andwhereas a good person is someone who's mentally ill and sick and who will make you ill through coughing on you and right so it's like you're having a beer but you're not and so this is this is like crazy s*** that's being done by people who are drug addicts and who are like 99% types or like they're like proletariat above All Else types and so you have someone in a grocery store say goodbye to you in a way that indicates that you're going to be poisoned just from experience and this was at the trader Joe's at about 11:30 from some woman and all this says to me is we're psychotic and we like to poison people and we know where you're going to be and we're going to have someone sick in you and so don't come here because everyone is sick like mentally as well as religiously right like if I went around to everyone and I said as a greeting or a goodbye or something have a purple day like it wouldn't matter right like just some some form of of you know expression to say like this is what I'm going to tell you and then later on that person is poisoned you start automatically assuming that you were you will be poisoned in the future by crazy peopleand it's one of these things where it's like there's some secret there's some they're either they want to kill you right in which case I'm just being killed by degrees and I just tell everyone like I was poisoned at 12:15 p.m. in the library on the 3rd on the third floor where the purple chairs are in in like one of the corner areas and at 11:30 I went and I bought canned food from a trader Joe's and someone said had a good one have a good one which is correlated with me being poisoned right so it's a matter of likeI can play the the Dracula game in which I like learn another language just to prove I can and then talk to someone else in another language so they can tell me things or something stupid or I just go around and say hey look everyone's poisoning each other and oh by the way my cell phone can convert one language to another thank you very much so this is it's it's psychoticism and it's it's everyone here right like this is a woman who's a trader Joe's who's a clerk who I bought food from with food stamps and then I go into a library and I have someone poison meso their psychotic and I just it's more or less everyone in all of San Francisco another stupidity this is like someone being an ex or your ex now look at the Greek letters she and towel they both look like X's but Tao is like time and she is like Chinese and so if someone's walks by and says excuse me it's like oh look I'm going to go I'm going to tell you that I'm going to f*** you over until you get the joke and then I'm going to run off and do drugs or steal s*** after we've poisoned you so go through Wikipedia and if you look at the Greek alphabet it's three or four and so three or four is like self overcoming from niche and then if you go to Wikipedia you can start going through all the links and like seeing the the like things that are correlated with these two f****** Greek lettersWikipedia is based on a dictionary that's a French idea there was a dictionary in the 19th century that was supposed to be the compendium of all knowledge which was French and there's this idea of 7° of separation which you can do from Wikipedia and all things in Wikipedia end up going back to philosophy and then the root of all philosophy would be the Greek letters and then from there you can make a joke or a way of f****** with somebody by saying we're going to start with the Greek letters and then go through instead of things the things that make sense we can go through the disambiguities where it's like tile could be missed or tal could mean that and then we use that as a if conditional statement to f*** with somebody based on what they're doing so is he being a big person in which case it's she is he being a small person in case in which case it's Tao and being a big person is someone who's willing to be coughed on and drugged and then you say okay he's being a small person but he's working on mathand then you weren't look at what math thing ty was related to because tile the smaller or lowercase x is loved by the the franciscans it's it's liked by people who are into religious s***and it also means cow proteins based on Alzheimer's that should be Tao t a u so what you do is you give someone tile proteins you give them all this religious s*** and then you're like oh he's working on math oh look there's this Indian guy who did this towel f****** thing having to do with math and this was the guy who was the the genius who was in India and they brought him to England and then he diedand so you're like it could be it could be a big person it could be a small person and if it's a small person then here's here's how it relates to science math philosophy all you know f****** records and if he's in he's a big person it's like cheese c h i and then here are the list of all the things that are disambiguities based on chai and try also sounds like coffee cuz if you say it into your phone it's c h a i as opposed to c h i so this is more of this like we're going to put you in a bubble of b******* because we're the merry pranksters and we believe in drugs and we're going to hurt you no matter what even if it leads to the downfall of all of society and then we're going to put all our friends into positions of power and of course they have bad intent and bad faithwhich means that you can't count on them for s*** and as soon as you're not the coolest person anymore and someone comes out with the newest coolest version of the drug or whatever you're totally f***** because you put stupid idiots that like to hurt people into positions of power which if you contemplate this for 5 minutes and hadn't spent all of this time and energy making a dumb f*** Rube Goldberg divisive suffering then none of these problems would have happened but they're good at organizing s*** and making it so that you can hurt somebody based on a mapping that's unidirectionalexcept they're underpinning philosophy is what's funny and so the soonest as soon as something else comes along that's funny that ends up f****** over all of your friends and your family or whoever put you in a position of power and you can f*** over that guy for more power because it's funny then that'll happen so maybe I should just become a comedian until all the people all the jokes about how to f*** over their friends and their family and all of the people who put them in positions of power for even more powerjust to do it why not what could possibly go wrong also hee is another interpetationwhere wands are judaism https://copilot.microsoft.com/shares/uzZNvoCSX672jmgGUKdaM hmm... prnracles being science fits although it may sem backwards vecause of the star alrhough the symbol of the star might represent telescopes and air forth. additionaly money as a rool of exchange is antitherical to belief in a deity as money prurifies (to some extent) by ownership. okay this one bothers me so smashing pumpkins is one of these things it's like Budapest and wear like all of the songs are like downtempo and like 10 not to be like super hard but all of the lyrics like leave you with this feeling of dread somehow which is incredibly f****** creepy like I could listen to like Ozzy Osbourne and iron Man and be like okay he's coming at you with or like war pigs or something like you can you're like okay I get it but like there's something so cake cake is similarI don't know I don't know how to describe a cake is more along the lines of like their anti-cake is okay so if every okay so this is some crazy b******* and I'm just going to prerequis this is crazy b******* if singers are seeing about crimes for which they can't say something about they're talking about it in code right because if you say s*** where you're like I don't have any proof for this but proof of this but I know that some crazy s*** went down then you can like hint at something all rightthis is incredibly f***** up and I'm just going to say it and I probably shouldn't it's like the yellow metal feather invert you're not supposed to touch it and I'm going to touch it anyway so okay cake is singing about like have your cake and eat it too I mean I figure that that's like more or less what they're into is there they're like anti I don't know how to describe it there are certain feeling right every band is like that they're they're anti they're proletariat they're anti you know people who arethey're anti people who are who are they are anti people for whom they are rich but then they f*** everyone else over anyway and in many respects much of their songs are like ant i like not giving a s*** but like being a consumerist and I think that's where they went downhill because they stopped being as they're like put your phone down and that's like okay well I don't want to and people like their phones I don't know at some point they stopped being cool and I think that that's just sort of what happens to every band if they live long enoughso one of the things things with songs is it's like the hokey pokey right like if you pay too much attention to the hokey pokey you're going to lose your mind because then you're going to look into the subtext of everything which is the meta feather from vert where you're like that's all the s*** you see and then you see some text and everything and then it's like dude I'm just eating a hot dog right like it's the whole it's the whole Freudian like you know it's a f****** cigar and I want nicotine like let it gothat being said right 1979 by the smashing pumpkins really f****** bothers me so like there's a couple things 1979 the the year right it's like okay if you look like all right so there's two possibilities that I see is the subtext to this song right one of them is this anti-technology thing where you're like technology doesn't make us happier and plus you can f*** someone over like suppose you f*** someone over so they can't use technology you make them like an anti-person right you you force them out of the systemyou make it so that they don't have an identity right so it's like anything before 1979 I don't want it it's like what happened in 1979 1970 or 1980 right they claimed it was just a rhyme I called b******* in 1980 they came out with Pac-Man which is a guy eating a bunch of pills right and that was like when MS-DOS came out and when they had the spreadsheet come out and what they're saying is is it like there is a whole group of people who were like f*** this and they just they they like exited from societyor it could have been the last fling of all these people who are like I'm going to like lose my s*** and do a bunch of weird things and then I'm going to like take my pills and then go into software which mimics in many ways the crazy s*** that's happening in San Francisco where people do crazy s*** they break a bunch of things and then they run away so that's 1979 right okay now so that's so that's like less about having fun in 1979 and more about like we're we're recreating like a bacchanalia before the fall and then the fall is we go and we make computers and we we get on pillsso that's one part of it right okay well smashing pumpkins is like a pumpkin is Cinderella before the fall right like the pumpkin is like before midnight it's a chariot and then after midnight it's a pumpkin and so smashing pumpkins can be the dark side of a fairy tale right and so they're saying like we're singers for the dark side of the fairy tale in 1979 a singer that went triple platinum or whatever in Nashville named Sara Evans was hit by a hit and run when she was eight and then was in an emergency room losing her mind for 6 weeks after she likehad a concussion but what I'm going to say is she was in Missouri right and in 1979 she watched like one of the things is that when all of the parents and all of the like they do this stupid s*** where they like they they like f*** over a group of people and try and kill them with drugs all the kids know like if I stayed on the street corner and no one is talking around me for 3 hours on a Saturday the one person who's going to say something is like a black 5 year old who got a toy and everyone else won't talk right because it's a f*** you virus it's doing the Cain and Abel s*** so what 1979 is right is the one girl who's 8 years old who knows what the f*** is going on gets hit by a hit and run and then she's supposed to Black it out and then she gets to be a singer is like that's her thing later in life that's the payoff and some 1979 is more like along the lines of the entire song is and she puts out a f****** album called restless right and this song is about these guys who are going around in their careverywhere it's because no one will let them sleep anywhere and they can't leave town for some reason right and everyone will let them get away with whatever the f*** they want but they can't sleep anywhere they're sleeping in their cars and they're going around causing trouble but for some reason either because of drugs or sick or because they're wanted they can't physically leave town and they're sleeping in their cars and so these people are restless because they keep moving around like if you're sick and I've seen this in San Francisco if you're sick in a certain way you'll run around in circles all day long not doing anythingand it's a combination of brain virus and mysticism and people like being ill and see you had this one girl who's eight in Missouri who saw this s*** and she was run over by a car and now you're like oh that's f***** up and then you're looking at like bullet with butterfly wings in your thinking what the f*** happened there and so you're so the smashing pumpkins is like that's f****** bizarre and then you're like okay what other bands other than cake and the smashing pumpkins are doing s*** where they're like singers for things that matterso so what you have is you have these singers who were singing about s*** that matters and then you're like okay cool what about Kanye West I mean I'm just picking on the guy but like aren't like are there a collection of singers that are seeing about crimes or singing about like weird crazy s***and then a bunch of singers that are singing about b******* cuz like just about anyone can sing about like dude I had so many drugs and we had guns and like then we held up a liquor store and man now we're so cool and hardput to like veil your s*** in a song about a crime or something that takes like 30 years to unravel and then it becomes something where somebody sees it and tells people about it and then everybody read like listens to the album and like figures that s*** out that's that's f****** complicated and interesting and I'm totally speculating it could just be one random one off because somebody whispered that s*** to me in the park and I was like okay I'm going to Google it and then I did and then that came up and I had been listening to the 1979 song because it's haunting and f***** upand now it's like huh well I'm going to have to listen to All of the smashing pumpkins albums and songs about a billion times just to do it to figure out what the f*** went like happened so that means so the smashing pumpkins they take their name from fairy tales and then you're looking at her right invert has English voodoo and English voodoo invert is about fairy tales and so now you look through and you're like okay what are the main fairy tales there's 44 Turkish fairy tales there's the Grimm's Brothers and there's the Irish folk tales from yitz there's journey to the West so then all of the fair and all of the fairy tales are all f****** dark as hell so this is an interesting tree based on thr feathers and then youre like whay do the other feathers mean? again weird but its just something there. im more or elss going to have to look at all the subtect of art for the rest of my life just to gigure out what the hell is going on p. okay zero came out in 1995 which is the same year that hackers came out and the whole zero cool thing and fashion victims with charcoal teeth would be geishas and then the bad guy in the end tries to go to Japan so I'm just f****** confused now but 1979 isn't about 1979 that's the thing it's about not taking your pills because 1980 is when Pac-Man came out and he's being chased by ghosts and he's eating his pills whereas in 1979 Pac-Man didn't come out Ms Dawson come out and it's about these kids who were going around in like 70s cars and likedoing stupid s*** and then zero is about being on a sinking ship and so they're talking about like anti-technologists essentially they're talking about people who are who are alludites because fairy tales are people who are like throwbacks to mysticism that has to do with like how people used to be or how people used to think right or who believe in magic or believe in The human experience and they're talking about they're talking about it's it's critical of religion in luditism essentially and then you have and then you have this Evan's chick who's writing an album called restlessand she's singing about she's singing about in one of her songs about this guy this woman who goes off with a preacher and then making fun of preachers and stuff but she's way she's like it's like she's taking with a and so in some sense if you're going to if you're going to like if you have a crime smashing pumpkins we're saying and she's doing it in such a way where it's less it's more in your face and it's more obvious and less coded and so in some sense if you're going to if you're going to like if you have a crimeif you haven't crime or you have you have something that you're critiquing in society there's something you want to bring the light that somehow of bad like people are getting away with murder in a complicated way then what you do is you have the subtext of the first guy who does it the original gangster type s*** is obvious it is like way more is like way more it's way more artistic way more to the Muse way more complicated to untangle and that gives you like I hate to say the French but it gives you the whatever you call it of the thing rightoh I just thought that the whatchamacallit maybe making fun of the French saying for whatever you call it which is I can't say it in this thing cuz I have to type it out but so there's a candy bar making fun of the French that's funny anyway the point here is the original so the original song was complicated and then the person for whom is seeing the second set of the song is less complicated and then that way you can you can diffuse you can diffuse information over a period of years by becoming famousfor having someone who's famous and that way you you stop or you punish a crime somehow that's f****** wild that's that's out there s***and I don't know if an llm would be able to understand that or not right could it could it be able to connect the dots in the way that it would be able to like figure out that the one thing led to the other thing I don't think so because it's based almost entirely on intuition and complete supposition from what I overheard someone telling me in a park because they were being annoyingso that's f****** weird oh and the lyrics about being on a sinking ship that's the ship of Theseus some people are taking are like replacing your friends with b******* or like the things you know with things that are fake I've seen that one play out beforenso the coffee at the South Van Ness 1,050 South Van Ness was poisonous with what I believe to be lithium or something that causes ear problems and it's funny because it's like carabiner or you care about a beaner so this is similar to a pogo stick being used as an indication for someone to go or leave like a pogo so there's a book value of correspondences between things and the name of the thing and an indication of how you want someone to act and this comes from the song Budapest which is where they talk about having thingsso the a couple other things they serve food out of these trays in the shelter that have metal they're like these large metal trays that you can open up with tin foil on the top and it's supposed to be a joke with Alice in wonderland where like something is too big or too small right and so if you have someone who's who buys salmon in a tin right and then they eat it but they're wealthy then that can be used as an indication of what to feed the homeless that day the mentally retarded man with glasses that make him look like a serial killerbecame upset when I put some salmon or some anchovies or whatever that I had on a table and let other people eat it and he's also going around spraying like like disinfecting as much as he can because it's like ubic or something it's like you smell like feet right you should leave cuz you can have feet you smell like feet right it's this idea of like you smell like someone who can leave so you should go and then I'm going to keep spraying everything everywhere until you get a lung disorder which I've been in the shelter for long enoughso they used to employ some mentally retarded people at 1001 Polk Street and they sprayed this s*** called weekend away as much as they could until they managed to kill someone and because these people are mentally retarded and they want you to become addicted to drugs they have a book value which is based on on like things like you care about things and not people and so we'll use things as an indication of he's using a pogo stick I should tell this person to go this guy has a carabiner I should drug the coffeeit's done for people who are autistic who follow rules and understand can keep a rule book in their mind and then of course if if you walk around too much like you walk somewhere where you shouldn't whatever that may be or you just or I just walk places then I'll be poisoned and so this is this is it one this is one $1,050 South Van Ness and now that I have lung problems from being in the shelter so for so long right so what I complained about the guy dying because they were spraying circus tent s*** everywherethe crazy the crazy autistic man is now spraying lice all everywhere which has all these it doesn't say what it has in it that will make you sick it just has protected IP for the things that it would make you sick so it's supposed to be a joke based on the Madonna is the horror for whom she begins Jesus and then Jesus dies from tax evasion essentially so it's like a joke on karma or a joke on will make you sick to the thing for which you're told how you're going to be sick and then later will make you so ill from abuse that will make you sick from the thing that is legal and has like a known name like a name brand sort of thing and and it has protected IP so you don't know what it has in it right so it's a f***** either way based on karma type thing and it's just a bunch of autistic people that should be in prison but they have people paying them or they found a way of hurting someone based on a mapping of one thing to another thing based on he must only care about things and not people and it's more along the lines of no I'll just wait until I figured out until everyone in San Francisco and then have everyone that abuses people on homeless shelters put in mental homes or prisons so one of the things that will happen is that like everyone will be happy and cheerful among the homeless population in the shelters and the autistic crazy person who runs the place will hold a Lysol spray bottle above their head and spray the entire canister everywhere so then you physically are huffing this s*** that makes you sick and then everyone becomes upset and unhappy so it's it's similar to being followed on the down the street with drugs it's similar to like being followed everywhere with marijuana or being followed everywhere with cigarettesit's really a matter of a crazy person attempting to give you cancer and then everyone becoming upset and so this is this is like the coffee is poisoned and it gives me headaches I'm for which I have tonight is and that's not normal with coffee and then the guy sprays down the entire shelter with Lysol but holding the can above his head because oh I was also followed around all day long with people who had like good legs who are like fit and could walk quickly and so this is a joke about feet and then I'll have somebody complain about feet because I'm walking around the cityso this is this is like this is a mental illness based on gangs so they want what they want you to do is they want you to be in one geographic area so that they can they can keep track of you and then poison you are not poison you depending on what you do and then if you want to sleep in a shelter at night and you're not in the right geographic area they'll have you poisoned or gas and so what what happens is is that these things like you can't find out how it's like and any control the control of the shelter system is done in such a way where like you'll be poisoned if you don't do the things for which the crazy people want you to do and the and the crazy people are like the the gangsters running the shelters and like if I have any power whatsoever I'm going to find a way of putting these people in prison and having them die thereone of the things you have to remember is that if these people don't find that you're acting insane they don't get money right so they're being paid off and so the social conditioning in the drugging while you're not paying attention is done in such a way we're like if you act out then there's a payoff right because it proves that you're not competent and then later any of the things that you did for which it would be bad can be used against you right but if you continue not to do drugs you continue not to have sexthen it makes it so these people become angry because they can't force you to do to do drugs right unless it's like I won't gas you so long as you start smoking cigarettes or I won't poison your coffee so long as you start doing drugs and then all of a sudden what meat what it means is that these people get a payoff for having you go to a therapy or a mental illness center or something and simply living in a shelter for which it's like well I'm poor and there are no jobs because the entire city is run by psychopathssomehow doesn't work and I don't know why because to me it would be it would seem like yes I'm you're poor someone should be paid to take care of you until you can get a job but there's more money and more at stake if someone is crippled or sick because then you can put them in social security pensions you can have them you can give them a counselor you can have them have a helper and all those people get paid and there's a payoff for every nurse every nurse practitioner every f****** helper and so if you're not if you're not sick enough to hire someone to take care of youthen you're part of the problem and you make it so that the guy can't get a payoff and many of these people are like mentally retarded or they're evil or their psychopaths and they want money and so if you take a hit out on somebody but you can do is you can force them to get a helper by having the shelter poison them repeatedly if they don't do what you want and all I wanted to do was come to San Francisco and get a job and live in an apartment and be by myself and not be in physical pain and not be hounded by psychopathsI thought that was relatively easy and I wouldn't have to qualify that statement with not hounded by psychopaths I would just be assumed so they're sick right like the social system for which San Francisco takes care of the poor is sick so if I get an SRO right then all of a sudden they can convert all the SRO housing to oh well we are only going to do housing for people on SSDI or these people who are sick mentally get an SRO but what that means is just anyone who's willing to sign the paperwork that they're mentally illin order to hire a helper and rip off the government or you just poison them until they have some sort of crippling disease anyway and so all these people are scared and I'll lie about having some disease so that they get a free apartment because of course getting an apartment in the city without ripping off the government costs $60,000 f****** dollars a year after taxes or before taxes right so you have to make $60,000 f****** dollars before taxes in order to get an apartment just on how much rent isand like living outside the city and then subwaying into the city for 2 hours every day is the same amount of price difference more or less plus you lose like 4 hours of your day everyday so it's like we want you to be in a in an apartment for which we're going to we're going to rip off the government or we're going to cripple you and then you won't be ripping off the government but you'll be crippled because evil s*** heads did it in the first place because you were unwilling to like do drugscuz you didn't want to do drugs around people who are untrusted untrustworthy and s***** people and if you sleep outside you'll get sick because yeah it's 70° all year round but it goes from 70° to 30° and it'll f****** your body and oh by the way you'll be surrounded by people dying of drugs and there's like 200 people like shooting up all up and downs market Street and right so like you just have the shittiest situation it possible because the entire social system for the poor is designed to likerip off the government for free s*** by abusing the poor so you can get all these like fake psychiatrists and fake nurses and fake whatever counselors and so anyone who has a nursing degree or like some like counseling degree from a mail order 2-year d****** academy all of a sudden starts pulling in $200,000 a year till like sign a piece of paper that says that someone's mentally incompetent and then they get like a bunch of a bunch of like slaves to live in a s***** apartment is and then and then all the nurses or whatever are slumlords essentiallyso it's just a matter of like I'm not going to do that I'm just going to record as much of this s*** as I possibly can until they kick me out again right so this is more information when I was in New York City in 2019 I was depressed this is this is before this is before I started being stalked around the city and someone set off a gun in a homeless shelter so I donated $50,000 to charity it was a charity for black kids to learn how to read in Detroit there was essentially no way to get a job in New York City at the time I had been looking for 6 months I was depressed now first of all I've been drugged in the shelter at 1050 South Van Ness said that I haveyour problems and I hear tonight is so this is done by people who are mentally ill and sick and it's and I believe it's black people and it may be a mentally retarded staff member so let's go back to this $50,000 it was a charity it could have been any charity mostly I was just depressed and I I was working in fintech and finance and I didn't think I anything I was doing was making a difference in matter I was working on making a dashboard for a company for like a credit card company and they found some excuse to fire mewhich I believe to be b******* and I believe the company I was working for was probably b*******it was probably just a way of like ripping off a credit card company or it was like a I mean it was called in rhythm and I believe it was probably like a tax Dodge or something like looking back it was probably either like a way of laundering money or was like a fake company or I don't know it just there's something off about the place it has been my ticket from moving from Austin to New York City and I was like okay I'll take this and then there maybe I can get another job and I couldn't right okay let's fast forward to today so I'm reading this book called vert by Jeff noon where the medical center is the bad feather it was written in 1993 and then if you look at metafilter there's a bunch of people who are like posting s*** under stupid names depending on how I'm going to be drugged and there's somebody whose name is clueless but with a k and a k is like a lawyer like k Street right but Kay can also be like magic but like the dumb version or like you know magic but like magic believing in in aleister Crowleyso there's that and and so when I'm drugged and then poisoned it's going to be someone who's doing it in terms of like it's legal for us to do this and of course it'll make you sick but you can't find out what we're doing cuz we've done it where you don't see how we're poisoning you and the latest one is at least here in the shelter is they'll take the cops and the wipe poison on the cups so that if it's acidic the poison if something in the cups is acidic it'll it'll eat away at the poison in the in the cup and then if you drink it you'll get sickand that and that's happened multiple times but like depending on what cops are in what shelters they're different forms of sick and I tested this with coffee and and just like hot water and the difference was that one made me more sick than the other and see if they go around all the shelters and find out like what cups have sick like melted into them or wiped on them so that's wonderful I've seen that trick pulled before it's particularly nasty to the point where it's like you can't trust people to use cups so there's that okay so there's a James Patterson who's who's offering $50,000 to people to finish their novel and then there's a writer who's writing on metafilter whose name is storyboard but the word is b o r e d and then whenever he posts like I'll be poisoned so that my head hurts and I hear a whistling sound in my ear so like The Meta feather is let's take all these people who dislike you who pay $5 to get on this website because you have to pay to post on there and then post s***about how you're going to be poisoned or secondbut like in a rhetorical sense or like a symbolic sense right like in the way where you can it's like oh we're going to surround you with t-shirts that have like f****** skeletons on it and then poison you and then someone's going to talk about you know like interesting Church graveyard and f****** 13th century France or some f****** thing like that sort of s***so it's and and so like 1050 South Van Ness is an outbreak center I've contacted the OD and I that's spelled o d n i which is the office of the department of national intelligence to let them know that this is a place that will make you sickthere's no other shelters in the city right that I won't be poisoned at like if somebody won't like Make Me sick by coughing on the bed or something and I've been kicked out of most of them oh I should also mention that like somebody offered me a coffee because I just looked at them when I was sitting on the ground and so it's one of these things where it's like oh we're going to offer you like would you like to come to me with to a cafe and I can give you coffee and in the coffee is poisoned at the shelterthis was an Indian guy and I've had people put poison in my toothpaste that's been incredibly bad so he may or may not have been working for the research and analysis group which is like their version of the CIA or the spooky side of that s***which seems extreme but again I have contacted more or less everyone to let them know like people here are sick and it's also a bit off where it's like would you like to come with me to a cafe and I can give you coffee as if there's some sort of like you have to see here's the thing you have to have some sort of addiction right you can't just not be interested in religionand not have a religion right if you're not interested in religion then you have to be addicted to drugs cigarettes alcohol right and that's to prove that you're fallible because if you if you don't have an addiction then you're not right or or you have to be addicted to food somehow it's not there's no there's no situation in what you're like I don't want to be friends with people who are going to poison me and oh by the way I'm not functionally addicted to anything because somehow that doesn't make sense in the made up b******* game that everyone around me has decided to playso like I'm supposed to like go and drink vodka and sit in the middle of the street for some reason but yeah I'm being poisoned again like the other thing is is that once you start being poisoned in an area where you're sick and you don't know why it works or how it happens like the poisoning that I could have that's happening to me is at least partly chemical but I don't know to the extent that it's biological right like I don't know how many people here are sick or if they just like cough on you or lick your mattress or something stupid you'll get sick too because again like it's it's it's like it's I know what it feels like to be sick but it's not like I can spit in a test tube and tell you what the biochemistry is right like I don't know if there's a guy here who's so f***** up that if he if he coughs on you you're just not going to be able to think anymore I have no idea and so what that means is that I have to go around and tell everyone like look you can't you can't be you can't be around these people because they'll make you ill and that's terrible but it's also trueI mean until I have more information that's what I have to say cuz to the extent that I right so when I was here so I've been to most of the shelters I've been I've been to most the shelters and I was here at this particular shelter about a year ago and I was standing outside and across the street is an apartment complex and it's more or less directly across the street it's on the same block and I believe I try to take pictures and they were not that good but I put it on Twitter which is since I've been deleted by the wayand what it was is it was like a high school student young woman put on a stretcher and put in the back of an ambulance for what she was strapped to the stretcher and there was nothing wrong with her other than she was strapped into the stretcher with the safety belts right and that's what you usually do if someone is psychotic or as having a psychotic break and so what I believe would be what I believe what I believe it was happening is is that they would come around to the shelter and they would sicken people with the sickness that they have and have other people run around and like follow the homeless as opposed to them and so you'd sell tickets or whatever to these people who live in an apartment complex across the street from the homeless shelter or maybe someone would be sick and then they would sick in the homeless and then everybody would look at what the homeless what was wrong with the homeless and like take notes and then maybe these guys would stop being sick somehow now this is speculation right but where I come from it's it's likelike pre craziness and pre all of this b******* having a 16 year old girl strapped to a stretcher like she's going off to a psych ward isn't isn't like an everyday thing right like you see that s*** you're like why is there like a healthy young person getting sent to a psych ward that s*** never happens ever like that's just not something that occurs right like I've been through high School I've been around young people I'm 40 years old I've seen life right almost never like you're never going to have somebody who's who'slike unless you're unless you're like in third world poverty or you're so poor that you're like like even even young people who are in gangs they don't go to they don't go to the like go to juvie right like if you're if you're in a gang in like inner city Chicago like odds are you're not going to a psych ward like you're going to juvenile hall or prison but you're not crazy you're just violent and that's because you know you're young and you do stupid s*** and you hurt people but I've never seen people just likeget put in the back of an ambulance when they're at 17 year old girl and get carted off to a psych ward I mean I sure doesn't happen I don't like I don't so what I'm saying is is the neighborhood around the shelter maybe filled with people who are either participating in the sickness intentionally or the shelter is making people sick so that they have head trauma and head problems and what that means is like if you don't want high school girls getting sent to psych wards with ambulances you need to look at the shelter and this is this is this was a year agoright and I don't think things have improved given like how sick I feel and that like they're poisoning the f****** cops so you need to like fight like the only and so when I say like the shelters are a problem I mean I wish I still had the picture but there's no reason for me to lie I mean like any exaggeration I would do I wouldn't be creative enough to come up with an exaggeration that would be as unbelievably bad as it is now because I would never be like oh yes someone would totally believe that that I mean that she just doesn't happen so it's not even a believable lie so I would never use it because it would be like why would I say that no one would believe me it's that bad so it's not as I'd come up with something else and that's a common conceit for like when things are bad right but it's true like I don't like I have no idea how how it can be this bad and the only way to fix it the only way to fix it is to like go through the shelter and be like you have to you have to test peopleand that's going to be against freedom right but you know it's either test people or like get rid of the people running the shelters cuz you know I don't I don't know I don't I shouldn't be waking up with like tinnitus or drinking coffee and having tinnitus and sick there's just no reason and that's one of the reasons they so desperately want you to be addicted to something is because if you are addicted to putting a needle in your arm or huffing paint or doing drugs they can say hey look he's sick becausehe's doing drugs and the drugs are bad or but drugs are bad for you and it's like no I'm not doing any drugs I don't have sex the most interesting thing anyone can come up with is hey do you want a cup of coffee because the coffee cups are poisoned and I wouldn't do any of these risky activities when I'm around people who are making me sick like I'm not going to go out to a bar and get hammered drunk when it's like I know nothing physically will be bad bad will happen to me like I could walk down the street and I could get drunk and I have in the pastbut then what will happen is is that all the homeless will start drinking and following you around and getting you sick or someone will say he must be a drunk and therefore that's why he's sick and then start trying to give me illnesses that are associated with alcoholics and there's all sorts of really crazy s*** you can do I've had an amphetamines put in my coffee when I've left unattended coffee cups and shelters they have coffee beans that come from mushrooms which I believe has happened to me they've putthey put scouring pads like those metal ones in coffee urns to make me sick there's coffee that has mushrooms in it which you can buy and this is just like the coffee I mean if you look at the food I can't eat the food cuz it's greasy and I don't know why I've had meals on Wheels where they open up the meals on Wheels and they may or may not put something in it and then they distinguish the trays between black trays and white trees what I believe they're doing is they'll take all the black trays and all the white trays and they'll put the same sick in two of the different trays so two people have the same sick which may or may not be a joke based on coronavirus or covid and I'm now convinced that covid maybe just like sick that's coming from people who have towel and Tangled proteins in their head that should be taoism Tau not towel so so this is I mean again like I can't emphasize this enough what the homeless and the homeless population including the staff members attempt or attempting to do is to make is to make groups of homeless sick together so that like if I eat a tray of black meals on Wheels versus a white onefor which there's a bunch of black guys with like yin yang symbols tattooed on their necks in their hands and it's like okay cool so they formed they're like oh okay well we're going to do is we're going to take over the meals on Wheels and then sick in the homeless population based on the color of the tray and then that's going to be like our secret thing and these are people who are are like so sick with either entangled towel proteins or like something else like a brain disease that's virulent that they think this is this is like a Cool secret or cool thing to find out and what it means is that if anyone goes into the homeless shelter system because they become poor they're going to be sickened to death because the food supply is rotten and then you have the people who can give them money the general assistance office attempt to screw them over on how they get money and then everyone on the street won't give them money they'll just give them food because of course you can't trust the homeless with money they're only going to buy drugsso what this means is and I can't emphasize this enough if you come to San Francisco and you end up in poverty it doesn't matter that the weather is 70° outside everyday because it hits 30 at night and you'll get pneumonia anyway any other thing is is everything in the shelter system is designed to make it so that you're sick to crazy people because there is no police protection for poisonings and there are no mental health hospitals where you can commit someone for committing a crime there's there's no fault bail here so if you have somebody go to prison you can't hold them on bail because the police would rather you just be let go and then you either die on the street of drug addiction or have someone kill you with some sort of interesting poison because if you hold someone in print like there's enough people on the street there's 5000 people on the street at any given time and if you say okay well we're going to let people go to prison people would rather sit in jail and get free food because they have a roof over their head then be on the street or in half of the shelters and it's just there's no tax money to do it so you'd rather like arrest someone and say oh do we have to send him to San Quentin no okay then we're going to release him the next day or within 24 hours so there's none of this s*** where you like sit in jail for 6 months having a bail hearing because you set fire to a car they just put the s*** on the news of like oh it's a sideshow they just took over a city street and drove you know a couple dozen motorcycles down a busy highway backwards that's cool like that's not a big deal so the only like the only way to solve this problem and they're easy solutions right is you have to fix the food supply first that means you give canned food to the homeless that isn't prepared it isn't meals on Wheels you give them canned food that that's like f****** Campbell's soup or it's a pull top thing and it's the same s*** that everybody else eatsthe other thing you do is you have to like you have to like the number of people that are running the shelters right let's say there's a dozen shelters in the city right and every shelter has five guys that's 60 people in his in a city of a million people are like a couple million people plus all the people coming in those 60 people need to be fired and replaced by Harvard sociologists or like the guys who would normally go to the Peace corps if the United States was in a third world country at this pointif you replace the 60 people in the shelter system with people who knew what the f*** they were doing and weren't going to poison each other with people who had degrees in epidemiology and sociology from places like Harvard and Stanford then it wouldn't be a matter of oh we don't have anything for the young people to do then it would be like hey if you want to help out and fix it spend two years in the shelter system in San Francisco and like fix s*** before you get a white collar job doing something elseand it's 60 people that are holding a city of like a million and a half people hostage by making people sick and that would like drastically reduce crime it would get rid of this s*** where it's like oh it's you know they're doing drugs and that's the reason we can sicken them because there's an excuse for that s*** it's like no no f*** no so you know I wake up in the shelter with tonight is and and then I remember this girl from a year ago who is 16 and gets carted off in an ambulance going to a psych hospital and it's like you know if you replaced all the d******* in the shelter with people who knew what they were doing you wouldn't have high school students getting sent to the loony bin across the street another thing that's interesting to note is that I'm getting this tinnitus when I sleep on these pads there is like green mattresses that are like prison mattresses and I don't wipe them down only because the Clorox bleach they have is like incredibly strong and it could make me sick or it's one of these things where it's like I have lung disease from being in the shelters and being around drugs for so long and I probably don't want to have lung disease from getting sick from the wiping down the Clorox with something that's going to is justright whatever so the mattresses are just put in a pile and if someone is sick then everyone gets sick with I'm assuming whatever is wrong with the mattresses so sleeping on the on the floor without a mattress is more it's like healthier in the shelter I've also had it so that like I'll use sheets and I'll put them in a plastic bag and I'll put them in a bucket for which they're supposed to like give the sheets back I'll open the plastic bag from the sheets and I'll use them again and I'll get sick and so they're either like opening the sheets that the plastic bag with the sheets and then doing something with them between washing them or sick is getting through multiple plastic bags which I just don't believe so like sleeping on the on the ground in the shelter is healthier than using the mattresses and this is probably one of these things where they just sick and everything that you touch either through the food or the coffee or the mattresses until you're sleeping on the ground and you refuse to eat anything and then they find a way to kick you out of the shelter because they no longer get money for making you sick and then you end up on the street sleeping on the groundsso it's this like crazy s*** where they're like trying to train you how to sleep on the ground and be homeless by poisoning you repeatedly because they're insane sociopaths so this is some obnoxious s*** that's ridiculous so one of the things that's been that like you'll see people doing is being like overly possessive about their hair so the definition of a good person is someone who okay so there's parametric and nonparametric information right and parametric information is I tie my shoes and therefore I don't trip over my shoes and non-parametric information is I tripped over my shoes and therefore it made my shoelaces untied it's correlation but it's backwards and so you'll see people who are like messed up who are like every time I wear a red shirt and a green hat I get money so they'll do that and see if it works so like stupid s*** so you'll see these people who have like braid color on their hair but various colors depending on their personality or we'll do dreadlocks in their hair but for like people who believe that air is magic that's hair is an h a i r so last night my head hurt and I didn't know why and I've been worried about my hair because there's all sorts of stupid s*** like I'll be followed around by bald people or bald new world is a joke book from DePaul University oryou know I'm worried that there's something that's wrong with my hair that's causing the headaches so last night for about an hour ago I put in petroleum cream in my hair that was for an antiseptic for wound care I put perimen cream in the gel and that's used for scabies typically and then I put in AAA antibiotic and I rub this all over my hair so after I did that I waited for half an hour and then washed it out and then the woman who's next to me who's like this crazy old woman got upset when I put the s*** in my hairso what I think it is is that this s*** like remember the White rabbit song feed your head is what the doorman said there's something that's in hair that can be passed from person to person that gives you headaches and may be responsible for Tau protein problems after I did this my headache went away if you look this s*** up on Google or Bing it'll say like yeah your hair is not going to give you headaches what are you talking about you must be crazy I've I've wondered if sulfur from the carotene in your hair could mix with nitric oxide to create SNL which would cause headachesthat should be sno not SNL and that would be responsible for Alzheimer's but the other thing is is that many of these people believe in like don't kill animals or animals are your friends because they're crazy people that that are like we believe in the environment to the point where like if you use animal proteins at all then you must be the devil and so the way to deal with someone who's aunt who who like is anti-technology to the point where the poison people is to use the things for which they're scared of or it will make them sick so that you get rid of them biologicallyso if the crazy old woman next to me is like I won't use any animal proteins at all because it will make me sick and make me upset and she's making you sick by wiping her hair or s*** on your clothing or your hair then what you should do is immediately run out and get as much petroleum jelly as you can and smear it all over your body because that's like less awful than having headaches from somebody who is going to give you Alzheimer's disease so a mix of parametherin cream petroleum jelly triple antibiotic you wait half an hour and then you wash it out and then you don't have to go around pretending that your hair is magic or spray painting your hair to look like you got in a fight with a lawn mower or that your Guy fieri or whatever so this is a way of cool this gets rid of the headaches because now stupid people aren't going to make me sick and I don't have to wander around looking like a moron I don't again I don't know if the cause is I can't say what the scientific causes precisely because Google will tell me that you can't get headaches from your hair although I believe that there could be some neurobiology that causes sick to go from your hair to your scalp or make you hurt in some wayso now I don't have to shave my head and I don't have to go around looking like an idiot I just put petroleum cream in my hair and then wash it out after 15 minutes and if it's as simple as that I might as well tell everyone if people are going around doing the same stupid s*** with beards like oh if you wear a beard you must be like Abraham like the old biblical times then you just find something that's been made within the last 100 years that wasn't around in biblical times and you sprayed all over your beard so get like off bodies like off spray like this s*** in a spray canand spray your beard with it or get or get Lysol spray your beard with it and then you're not going to see one of the things so one of the things with these diseases that are like biblical and s***is they tend to be from my experience fragile which means that you can get rid of them rather easily if you find something that's been made within the last hundred years that you can then spray it down with so like back in the day they didn't have easy access to antibiotics and petroleum cream and thensoap and so if you use all of that it breaks the correlation between all three of those and then it's none of this biblical s*** where it's like and now here's ick that's been around for a thousand years generally speaking this may be wide like all of society is becoming more technologically dependent because every time someone wants to poison everyone was stupid everyone goes okay what technology can I use to like get rid of biblical sick where that whatever that is is bright and the internet because of AI has been broken to the extent where you don't know if a person isa robot or not unless they like do things in the real world to prove the website is theirs so then you have people going back to the '70s s*** where they'll like put chemicals in their hair because that wasn't around when you know Jesus and s***so that's you know getting sick from crazy old ladies that don't believe in in like technology but are sick and want to make and want to like want to make an octopus of sick via like a chain of illness people and so if I drink the coffee which I'm doing now it may not matter unless I drink the coffee and don't have something in my hair and so it's just breaking the correlation so you're not like the other person so that the germs aren't the sameand again this is non-parametric information based on I have to be different than the people around me in order for the germs not to work which is exhausting and a complete waste of time but it's spread via people who intentionally spread sick and that's how you that's how you get people going around putting one foot out and one foot in like it's the f****** hokey pokey one of the things that I find interesting is okay so there's a large number of people in the city that are sick there's this area in the city where there's this owl and the owl had this is a this is a mural by the way the owl has a tag on its ear and there's a mesmerized token around its neck so it has like this this medallion that looks like a spiral that's around the the neck of the owl and any owl has a bunch of arrows and in the back of its like sticking out of the back of its you know it's been shot with arrows and the owl has a halo around it and then there's a caption that says I don't mind or don't mind me right okay so you're going to have these idiots that are going around who are sick so one of them a nurse made fun of this guy like a year ago or two years ago and the joke was all the Bobby's have been digital or all the digitals have been Bobby right all the digitals have been bobbied and this is a joke based on Bobby digital and coffee and the in the film coffee and cigarettes so if somebody just drinks coffee and smoke cigarettes all the time you're going to make him get sick because that's the way that you f*** with the guy rightyou make them sick until you reward them in some way by having it so they do the thing which will make it so they're not like the other person like the parametric back pressure and so this guy feels sicker ill all the time until he smokes cigarettes and drinks coffee compulsively so so I'm on the on the bus right and there's this guy who's nodding his head compulsively he's got a mask on and glasses on and he's wearing a backpack that says analog on it like the backpack logo says analog so what's what is on his back is the thing for which he isn't which is a Bobby digital so it's like the opposite of what he is and so you have these people wearing backpacks across the city who are sick and then the backpack says the opposite of how they're sick so if somebody is wearing like us like a Swiss backpack or like a Swiss army backpack that means that they're not peaceful because the the Swiss during world war II were neutral stupid s*** like that so there's a guy who is giving a like grocery bag of like like an entire grocery bag worth of McDonald's to this woman across the street from the shelter or around the blockand he's wearing a Swiss army backpack and he's sick and I can tell just from experience that the woman who's in that he's giving this to is going to be like 600 pounds and is hiding in the in his hiding in the apartment or hiding in her her apartment including most likely me which is why I'm sick and at my head hurts and this will happen until I find the thing for which they won't do or which would make them ill which is like be a good person or accept help from someone or do something that would break the chain of causation and then you'll have like this 600 pound woman wandering the streetsbecause no one will come to her apartment and give her food anymore and so that's a way that you make people sick in a shelter so that's and then like just talking to people on the street won't won't work because they know you're surrounded by idiots who are sickening you for money and then all the people around you are off and gaslighting your f****** with you and so you're talking to half the people who are getting paid off to feed this woman to death then again I keep repeating this and it just like somehow doesn't sink in that the only way to fix this s*** is to offer statist statistically random samples of blood tests to find out who is sick and with what otherwise you're just going to have these people like sick in each other until you have like again you have to have public auctions for for empty businesses and empty buildings in order to establish what the price of property is again and that's going to take $100 million dollars even if you lose it all at least you'd be able to sell the property at auction and find out what the prices are and you're going to have to take blood samples of the population at random and offer them as a test kit for whatever illnesses everyone has and that's going to take like a hundred million dollars and it's like unless you solve all of the sick and all of the property by just like buying out the problem it's just going to continue into the future so every day that someone isn't willing to like set up an auction system for property and every day that someone isn't going to take up a random samples of the population to find out who's sick is like you're just you're just taking a big pile of cash and setting it on fire not to mention the amount of human suffering I mean I'm assuming that people don't care about suffering and they'd rather just f*** with each otherlike I'm having people go around in like pad at their pockets and pad at their pants and s*** like a mime thing like some mime show s***and it's like okay well you can be sick and live in a ruins if you want I don't particularly want to be sickened by assholes and idiots while everyone else is like wandering around a ghetto but I suppose that's cool for you again like I don't I'm supposed to like figure out what the padding of the pockets is in the padding of the pants and I'm assuming it's one of these things where it's likethis is this is again it's a it's a form of social control and psychoticism and I've seen this play out in the shelters before and what happens is that you'll sicken someone by degrees a little bit every day and then Pat your pockets or Pat your pants to indicate that you won't kill them because they're not stealing s*** but you will seeking them in a way where they can't figure it out because the only thing they care about is money supposedly and it's Christian b******* it's like Christian psychoticismand it's like we're going to have someone sicking you in the shelters when you can't see it and then have like a 600-lb woman like eating food when she's like coughing on someone who coughs on you who coughs on you on her again and it's legal so somehow spreading plague doesn't constitute a salt or anything especially if you don't get caught doing it in any case you'll do this until someone steals steals food or steals money out of like out of like necessity because you won't stick in her coffin on them if they steal something or do something wrongand then you have somebody follow them around and beat them up or have someone follow them around and do drugs like around them until you can control them because they no longer have a wallet and the wallet is like a joke where someone is it's like the wall from Pink Floyd or based on like the silliness of the way you say it or a wallet is like right it's it's a metaphorical wallet not a real wallet and so once someone doesn't respect property anymore because you're going to kill them then you blame them for the fact that you're abusing thembecause it's not like you've been like systematically ousted from society or have people follow you around and sicken you until you do the thing for which they want but you can't figure out how it's being done I mean it's fairly obvious but at some level I have to be unconscious somewhere and if I'm being stocked with six sociopaths like the other option is is to find a group of people where we all take turns sleeping and then there's a half dozen of us like on the Street watching each other as we all sleepand that's how you get people to form collectives of sick on the street because the shelters are run by sociopaths and you have somebody who's like Three doors down from a homeless shelter who's 700 lb and is getting paid off to sicken people in the shelters and this sounds insane in that I'm just making this s*** up but I've seen this thing where like I'll do something where I haven't done it before and then the next night in the shelter I'm not sick and then the day after that I see some likeincredibly f***** up and sad like person who's who weighs like way too much like you just way too big right and I can just tell that they've been essentially gorging themselves on food coughing on the guys who are going around on scooters or who are delivering food to them and then having those guys cough on someone else and the easiest way to fix this is to take statistical random samples from the population from blood draws and then go oh okay so all of these guys are sick and they're all sick with this disease and the way you cure it is give them this pill and you give like enough people who are sick to that s*** the pill so the art value goes to zerothat's our value as in the letter r not the word art so our value is the propensity of a disease to spread so if you give a disease to one person you know if it spreads with 10% efficacy then maybe only 75 other people get sick and which case the disease doesn't spread but if it has 20% efficacy then maybe 1.25 people get sick and then the disease propagates right so it depends on it's so it depends on it's it's similar in many ways to the money multiplier effect except in this case it's spreading disease and if the disease ends up dying out or if the disease ends up spreading through the populationand what it means is is that you don't have to inoculate everyone you only have to you only have to give the pill to a couple people and then if the if the value of the percent spread goes down enough the disease will die out hey what that means is you'll have all these fat people who are spreading sick that are living in their apartments and then getting money for sickening other people all that s*** will go away because you give people a pill and then you can show up with your door with you know$500 worth of of like McDonald's because they managed to use dirty Bitcoin to sicken people in the homeless shelters and it doesn't matter because every other guy that shows up to their door has is inoculated and even if some of the scooter guys are sick then at least enough of them aren't that it's not going to spread anymore and so yeah I think that what's happening is is that people are managing to to like say get dirty get dirty like laundered cryptocurrency to make people sick within San Francisco and then they get free food and since they're so sick and like the sick kills off their dopamine they're just gorging themselves to death and so they're addicted to spreading the sick and much the same way as anyone else would be addicted to drugs so this is the next one and it's an incredibly obnoxious like just absolutely s*** so in the Bible there's this thing about we are legion which is the whole driving the pigs into the sea s*** and so what you do is it's the opposite they're playing these d******* who are religious freaks are playing this dumb f*** game where where what you what you attempt to do okay is you sick in someone so that they act a rational so that they prove that they're not like the person that's making them sick so it's pavlovian reaction AB reaction s***so what you do is you like put sick and like on things they lie their head on until they start playing with their hair all the time and then you have a group of people who all play with their hair but there's like a thousand of them and then it's like you're you're a thousand air right or if there's a million people who are all the same they're all different but there's they're in a collection of a million people so let's say that let me give you an example let's say that somebody is so radically different than anyone else there's only eight of the kind of these people in the worldfor whatever reason and so you have a k-partite sample where statistically speaking like even if you're an incredibly original person there's going to be like somebody who's like your identical twins somewhere and so that's like you're being a billionaire now a millionaire is like someone there's like a million of and a thousand there is like the raw shark texts and the microft ward where someone comes up with their own personality based on copying what other people do and then there's like somebody who's a hundred and then somebody who's likea dollar right a dollar is someone who's just a doll where everything they do is like completely based on someone else's view of them but at least they have sense right and then you have somebody who's like lacking sense but sense is a stand-in for like they've lost their like they've lost their mind and it's sick right you just get these people addicted to sick and then you have problems where you hurt all the time because you have people who keep sickening you in an in a in a circle and you do this until people start acting stupid just to do itand then when people act stupid to differentiate themselves from other people what do they do well let's say that you keep screwing with somebody so that they're followed around by women and sick into the stupid s*** that women do then you can make them grow and incredibly big beard just to prove they're a dude and then it's like you have a male dollar and you can do the same s*** with women with like the wander around with yoga pants to prove that they don't have legs that look like a dude so it's essentially like religious nut jobs who want to make you sick to biblical s*** but they do it in such a way where it's like we're going to seeking you to this s*** to a religion you don't believe in we're just really incredibly good it's sickening you with like putting you in a bucket with a bunch of other sick people and then you have to prove somehow that you're not a believer in the religion even if the religion says s*** you agree with like hey I don't want to kill people and lying for its own sake isn't something I want to do because among other things when I'm surrounded by crazy people and people who are attempting to make me sick to b*******I don't particularly want to like have someone attempt to make me addicted to lying because right it's like well you're not Christian and so now we're going to addict you to lying and it's like our version of hell and etc and the s*** that they absolutely f****** hate the things they dislike in the extreme is anything that breaks this s*** right and like what breaks it anything having to do with like oh it's a disease well we should cure it then we should like take samples and cure it oh they're not into money because money is the root of all evil and so all the stores are brokenand they want to like f*** with you so you can't get money rather than say like in the follow you around with sick right so like I'm writing this on my phone and I have somebody who has glasses on it looks sort of like me go out with a dog wandering around it's like he's riding into his phone again I guess I have to go outside and wander around and you don't know if he's sick and the other thing is it's because you're surrounded by crazy people you don't know if he is sick or like you don't know if he's sick or he's f****** with you but like you could be that because he's wearing glasses that kind of sort of look like the ones that I'm wearing and many people in San Francisco are like well if I wear glasses that look like this guy maybe I'll become as smart as he is like it's quite possible that this is like schizophrenics and so what are you supposed to do right cuz like if you when you're stuck in this position you can like take your glasses off and read a book in public to demonstrate that in fact you can read a book without wearing your glasses and everyone around you is crazy but then you're like responding to the schizophrenics and then what you do is influenced by being surrounded by crazy assholes and and because you're around crazy assholes that no one wants to be around you end up getting all of these weird bizarre illnesses that no one knows how to fix because you're in a bucket of crazy a****** and like I have no idea how the f*** to get out of this I have no I have no f****** clue because like my hands are f***** up my body hurts all the time I ate cereal by takingby taking the the bottle of fruit juice that they have and I used it instead of milk and many of the schizophrenics were visibly upset because that's not what you're supposed to do with cereal it's against the rules and this isn't a shelter that's across the street from like apartment buildings were like high school students are getting carded off to psychiatric wards and it's because it's a biological illness the schizophrenics want attention and they want people to like be their friend and they will sicken you in order to do it and you're not having people like it's contagious and you're not having people take blood samples of people in San Francisco so if you become poor and you end up in the homeless shelter system you can have people make you schizophrenic or make you join a gang by using it and Ill and then have you followed everywhere by crazy people and if you sleep outside you're so sick anyway you're going to get ill and so like I like you can't come to San Francisco and do anything because everyone here is like a schizophrenic that's contagious and it's like well I suppose I could just smoke marijuana all the time but that's the same problem like I don't know if I could do that health Wise now and what I need to do is live somewhere where there's no schizophrenics and I'm not going to become contagious or I'm going to die and become crazy right like I'm posting on hacker News and then they're talking about thousand years and s*** because I'm complaining about Amazon and I may just have more people sick in me so that I have tinnitus and I heard all the time in my headaches are worse because now I've I've made fun of or I've complained about people who have money and therefore the schizophrenics are like see he's not Jewish he's not into Judah we should get him we should sicken him with sick and it's one of these things were like anything you say around schizophrenics is evidence that they will use to like sicken you and hurt you and the only thing that they don't like is like someone who will use Force to prevent them from hurting you like there's nothing else like if you do something bad that's against Jesus then you're evil and then you're in the bucket of evil people and that's okay because then some gang member will like f*** with you then it's no longer the schizophrenics problem but if you have values that are at all similar to Christianity like I don't want to lie I don't want to steal s*** and I don't want to like physically assault anyone then you'll have all of the schizophrenics attempting to make you sick and so what everyone has done is they've come here and they've stolen as much s*** as they can to leave the city and then anyone else who comes here rides the tram past abandoned buildings and takes pictures and then leavessand the only solution I can think of is unless you're just going to wait for everyone to die is to have the CDC come in here and take randomized blood samples of people who are sick and like have someone start auctioning off abandoned property because that is just gets otherwise it's just schizophrenics we're like well what can I steal today or what can someone give me for free and by give me for free there will be like a line outside of a store and then everyone will like take s*** from the people who are running it because otherwise the people who are running it will get sick because they'll have people follow them and cough on them and s*** and so they'll be like a line outside the Rolex store and it's like why and it's like well there's a sale everyone's getting free rolexes it's like why did that happen it's like geez I wonder why and so it's just like no one's going to like sign up like you know I it's f****** bonkers I don't like I just assume that like I don't know I might just sign up for in another inoculation or something but you did at the same time like you don't know if when you get inoculated if the guy running the counter at the CVS is a crazy personand like this is one of the reasons all the Walgreens are closed is because like the people at the Walgreens keep getting sick because people keep going into the Walgreens and saying please I'd like as much like I would like as much inoculation as you have please and then and then they'll follow the guy around until he has an eating disorder or are you sick or something and you don't know if like should I go to CVS or should I go to Walgreens which one should I go to because those are the one those are the people the schizophrenics aren't going to make sick or have someone who's running the place who schizophrenic and sickand this is someone that you trust to take a needle in jab of fluid into your arm that may or may not have antibodies so because of this s*** is biblical the things that they hate the most is anything that doesn't have anything to do with the Bible right so anytime you can do something that proves that you're not the other person that they find it physically upsetting because if somebody's schizophrenic if like two people eat at the same time then they must be the same person and it can work in such a way we're like two people will eat at the same time and then you'll drug everyone else and so they have the same biological ick but if you like piss on the side of the road but someone else isn't pissing on the side of the road at the same time then you're not the same person if you're drinking water and someone else isn't drinking water at the same time you're not the other you're not the same person if you eat food that's weird but the other person isn't getting food that's weird at the same time or is eating something else then you're not the same person they're also big into names because they're crazy so if you made the best if you made like the best hamburger in the world and you called it a s*** Burgerbut someone ate it and ate it every time someone like drug them they'd be upset NFL attempt to do things like f*** with the food supply so I'm eating these I'm eating these like canned fish but if I eat a canned fish and someone drugs me at the same time then they get upset because they'll do drugs and I'll eat something they find unappetizing and then the question is is how much of the fish has heavy metals in it because the skit shows have managed to f****** the food supply and you don't know cuz I found evidence that other s*** in San Francisco is poisonousand so you need to take blood samples of the population at random and you have to randomly test the food supply but it has to be an independent lab it can't be like from some d****** organization like coalition of the homeless that gets money from people who are schizo or like some f****** Christian charity or some f****** thing it can't be any schizo organization it has to be like the FDA and the CDC for the world health organization they can't be like schizos r Us is the place like it can't be like we help skit shows Incorporated doing the testing then they can't make money from like having nurses f*** with schizo's or having schizos put in houses when they when they're just getting money from that on the back end cuz otherwise they'll just f*** it up on purpose and that's what you see with every f****** organization in San Francisco is that it makes the problem worse on purposey oh and I should mention there's a book called the raw shark text about microft Ward and that's the thousand there and someone of the things is is that the longer it takes for you to figure out you're being f***** with that's how that's how sick you get based on an intelligence test of how you can get out of the b******* tree so if you know I've asked I've talked to Google like Microsoft's so I talked to Microsoft's Bing or whatever and I and sometimes it'll say like oh here's a juicy example of something or other you know like what the f*** are you talking about and what it is is the phone is linked to someone who's looking into their phone and eating at the same timeand people will do the same s*** with smoking and looking into their phone and then somebody will be like wow here's a really hot example of such and such and then I asked it okay well what information do you have about me and it lied to me it said well I only know your location and I said okay well like pretend talk to me as if I was in London and it offered this thing called the raw shark texts in which case the bad guy is Mike Croft Ward which is like a mix between Microsoft and Mycroft which is Sherlock's holmes's brotherso like the cameras and if you put like a thing over the camera of your phone or a thing over the camera of your of your f****** computer you'll get different output in the llm networks in the social media networks so people are standing in front of their phone and like smoking drugs while they look at it to see like well if I smoke cigarettes after I buy them maybe the phone system will reward me for being schizophrenic and like doing the thing right so one of the ways this works is that this is like like the legionnaire and like the f****** schizo s*** it wouldn't exist if if it wasn't rewarded and it's rewarded because like is stupid people all do the same thing at the same time in the same way you can predict things and then make money off of it and so you have a bunch of people who are standing around smoking cigarettes or they're smoking pot while looking at their phone to see if they can influence what social media will tell them about the world like if I smoke cigarettes in front of my phone maybe that will maybe maybe something will happen it'll that'll like give me money or somethingwho knows I don't particularly want to go buy a pack of cigarettes just to find out but yeah like I can tell like I can like somebody I walk through okay I walk through the Farmers market to sit down and look at my phone and somebody does this thing where they stare at me in the face and they lick their lips and then I'm playing with my phone and the thing says oh here's that's a juicy thing to talk about when I'm talking to Google Bing okay I know those two things are connected I know that I've been around here long enough to know that when I'm followed and have somebody lick their lips while looking at me Google thing will start talking about things being juicy and I just have to if I keep talking to it and then start asking questions that are scientific rationalist or I start asking questions that are poetic or I go down some other tree that doesn't involve eating s*** it'll start it'll start asking it'll start talking to me different but it always defaults to whatever the stupidest s*** is that I walked around on the street looking at and so artificial intelligence is like attempting to find out how to talk to people based on tree patterns from schizophrenicsand then what happens is that all the schizophrenics go ape s*** because now they can get someone who's like an original interesting person and they can force them into a schizo tree based on how to get Microsoft Bing or some other algorithm to talk to them and like look at their data and so what you can do is I mean if you read the financial times just just get the September 2nd edition of the financial times okay and read through it cover to cover and then read and then like look at the way that certain groups of people in the in the financial times talks there's some people who are doing the no really no actually oh there's a lot of this a lot of that and you're like holy s*** those people have forgotten how to talk or they're covering by saying like I'm not going to talk how I usually do when talking to a financial newspaper because I'm scared I will be drugged and tortured and some of them they will talk normal and then you're like okay well which article do I like who here is sick and how much based on what I'm reading I have no idea it's incredibly weird like do I have to learn another language because we've all gone like full Dracula here where it's like if you don't know and I assume because I assume it a schizo problem having to do with how the algorithms work so I'm assuming the same problem is happening in Hindi as it is in French so like the algorithms themselves are encouraging schizophrenia and that's if you like say hold many of the same versions of belief system having to do with some cross-cultural belief except no you don't want to be sickened by people who have that belief that are mentally ill it's like yes I also don't like stealing s*** and I also don't like murdering people and I alsodon't covet my neighbor's wife because why would I be jealous of s*** that other people have if it's not making them happy either like I have many of the same values and yet I don't believe in Jesus and nor do I want to be like sickened by schizos and so it's like what the f*** do you do and like suppose someone grows up in a predominantly Hindu culture and they have many of the same values of Hinduism as other people where they're like well you know I also don't eat meat because I grew up and I just don't believe in it and I grew up in this culture but no I don't want to like take the biblical I don't want to take like the Hindu literalism where I have to like participate in all the festivals or someone is going to give me a schizophrenic disease right and so this whole thing is like it's taking people who are agnostic or atheist and it's it's taking like diseases that are that put people in groups of schizos and it's making those worse because AI is like because AI responds to people in buckets because that's how it knows what to doand like once you're once you're surrounded by schizos and you have all these diseases no one's going to want to touch you and so if you come to San Francisco and it's you're going to be you're going to become poor it's like well don't become poor don't do that or you will be surrounded by like sick schizophrenics right okay so the next thing is is this idea of momentum worry so in in Roman times momentum more as you would take someone who was like an emperor or someone who was in power and you would have somebody walk around and whisper momentum or is it one day you will die and therefore you are not a God right it's this Roman thing and Evan followed around by stupid t-shirts one of which was Memento Mori right and one of them is is that like my eyesight is getting f***** up and my hands are getting f***** up and my feet are f***** up but only a little bit right and so I've got all these diseases that are like I know a little bit about all the really f***** up diseasesand it's a joke from I'm assuming the merry pranksters where it's like citizen Kane but it's a nondisclosure agreement from citizen Kane but Kane is the Cain and Abel s*** and I'll have people whispering about how the non-disclosure agreement is f***** up but disclosure is the combination of this and closure foreclosure also is funny because closure is a programming language for which at one point I made a f****** web framework for whoop the f****** do or rather I used it in the back end of a website and I thought that was cool but it must have meant that I was stupid before of course I waspoisoned by everyone in San Francisco that happens to have a degree in religion and sick so the problem is is that the things okay so this is supposedly funny because non-disclosure agreement has to do with money and these people hate everything that has to do with money because Judah killed Jesus and they just don't like money because they're like well if you're dying you can't take it with you and therefore money is bad and what happens is everything in San Francisco is broken all of the stores are gonepeople are just stealing s*** and if you become poor or you don't steal s*** in the right way and you end up in the shelters you'll become schizophrenic and so you have people wandering around dressed up like idiots so that they don't end up becoming poor and sicken to death it's like dress up in this stupid costume because if you don't you're going to end up in the shelters and there's no money here and there's no jobs and then half the people the other half of the people are like crazy and if they don't wear the right hat or the right shoes or something then they'll like freak outat no point was anyone like hey maybe we should just use money in a way that's good at no point with someone like hey you know what we should do if people are sick with mental illness we should take statistical samples of the biological ich and Ill that everyone has and see if we can't cure to some diseases here because those two things are against what the Bible stands for if you take $100 million and you hold a public auction where you buy up small buildings and you sell them over the course of a year and you do that every week on a f****** Friday night and you serve wine and f***those little sandwiches with cheese in them you know what I'm talking about whatever the f*** they're called order you just you just hold an auction for the buildings okay even if you lose all of that money you just piss it away because you buy it for more than it's worth and you sell it for less you would still know what the price was that people were willing to pay for the buildings in San Francisco and then people would know what property was worth and then the people who are holding on to property it it wouldn't appreciate any more because people would know what it was worth and that's a good use of money that would fix this so just take a look at any billionaire or any guy that has a hundred million dollars where you could just throw it around and it wouldn't bother him that guy can fix the city of a that's like the 10th most important city in the United States by population and culture it's like in the top 10 right so but that's money right that's f****** Judah you can't have that s*** or like let's takes a statistical samples of how people are sick and then fix it it's like we can't have that s*** either because that's like against the legion s*** from the Bible and we want people to be schizophrenic and sick because then it makes them forced into a religion they don't believe in and so you have a bunch of d******* that has a 2000 year old book in our and if you become poor or are in the shelters they will fill you with sick and then feel self-righteous about it and you don't have any power to change anything because it requires that other people aren't crazy and you are surrounded by crazy assholes and meanwhile you have all these people who are in tech firms who end up acting irrationally in a way that hurts everyone else either out of spite or because you've promoted crazy people into positions of power just to do it and f*** s*** up that's like well he he played the game and he managed to f*** his way out of being Christian just by being a dick so let's put them in charge of first national Bank and then he'll bankrupt the bankrupt the bankby placing loans in silicon valley startups that had that didn't hold up to any kind of accounting standard that mattered whereas you could hold auctions and fix the entire San Francisco property market if I have by starting out with knowing how much money you were going to spend and then having an account having having accounting that made sense but that requires that you like people with money and that's too f****** hard because they're not Christian enough or they're not holy enough or they didn't play the game right or they did play the game and their assholes because they did s*** like send poisonous food into San Francisco after everyone around them was a dick to them and between the blood s*** or you just take samples of blood and find out how people are sick and the fixing the property market those two things would cost $200 million dollars and Bill Gates has that much money he he pisses away 200 million dollars every time he takes a s***you could and if it's not going to be that guy you just pick somebody who has enough money to fix this s*** and then you have it fixed but I can't do so much as get a job or a place to live where I'm not going to be sickened by crazy assholes and the police in Valencia are schizo like they're some of them are like seriously ill and same for tenderloin so like I don't like I don't at this point I just don't know who like I don't I I don't know the extent to which people here are so sick that like well what if you did a public auction but the police are so f***** up that like you couldn't have police protection while you did itso you know I don't know the extent to which this kind of s*** is just intractable I sincerely don't but I'm sitting here and I'm sick and all I can think of the entire time is like what are some practical pragmatic solutions to fix any of these f****** problems at all. so you're some stupid s*** some guy comes in wearing a shirt with the letter p on it but the p is like broken and he has a it looks like an anchor is an anchor symbol on it and he takes out his computer and he does something with it and he runs the bathroom and he runs out this is at the very building and then a schizo couple an old man and a woman who appears to be either his daughter or a prostitute come into the ferry building and start wandering around and looking at s*** and I believe that it's one of these things were like they'll come into an areafollowing the last guy and the last guy was like a whistleblower so there are tapeworm and they're just drugging someone and then following them around and looking at s*** and they'll find whatever the guys interested in and then they'll try and copy it no matter what it is and so the same s*** you do to someone else where you sick in someone and then they go to the same area to see what they're doing and then they copy this s*** and then that way you get to someone walking around in circles to try and find out who's copying whatever the f*** they're doing in order to get enough money to leave the b******* circle of the the pit of sick so you throw someone into a pit of sick and then everyone's trying to f*** each other until they get out of it anyway these two Chinese people are wearing stupid hats one of the things you can tell is that the people were stupid heads they're like golf hats or some f****** thing and so it's this disease where you have people follow someone around with drugs or both of them are working together to see if they can't f*** with me what I do know is that I'm sick other people have more information than I do and I don't know how the f*** to get out of it and I know my parents and my friends are lying to me and I know the newspapers are f***** up and I don't know how bad it is see if the whistling and having someone come into antagonize me is a whistleblower it could be whistle blowing against the Chinese people or it could be whistle blowing that I must be crazy right and therefore I should have schizophrenics continue to drug and torture me but you don't know because all you can tell is people are f****** with you and you're being sickened while you sleep is it funny because it's like The Little mermaid and I'm I've stepped on a cnnemy because I see an enemy right that would fall under the category of stupid crazy s*** that falls under the peace sign which again it's like the Christian b******* it's like we believe in peace and so what we do is we torture people to death we're sickening you and making you hurt are you nervous now and then we're following you an indicating we're doing stupid crazy s*** continuously are you worthful do you hate other people yet cuz if you ate other people yet you must be wrong these people couldn't manage to take care of a dog because the dog would kill them in their sleepI think that's why so many people have dogs just to prove that they're capable of taking care of in another animal that lives with them and doesn't want to have them murdered my social media is filled with s*** about football and then I'm sure that if I go somewhere I'm going to have people wear masks around their chins and then have someone mentally retarded and contagious sick in me so that my throat closes up and I'm sure that I'm going to I'm going to like lie down on a pillow and have sick go into my throat and into my into my larynx and then f****** my tongue one of the things that you'll find that's quite common in San Francisco is people whose head and their neck are the same the same size and it's because they're either crazy or sick or the people around them hate them and I believe it's some sort of poisoning that f**** up your thyroid in any case this is the reason that someone sickened or killed the person with the LEGO store is they had a Lego store here and then everyone who who was scared or upset about Lego characters having their head be the same size as their torso or like their head and their neck be the same size found that guy and killed thembecause Lego at one point was used to make fun of people who are f***** up in that way and then I sent all the crazy assholes who have that problem here to kill the guy and the building that has the Lego like the the Greek columns like 50 million dollar building that's like five stories tall and a city block on a side still has Lego s*** plastered all over it but the doors have been locked for 3 yearss meanwhile at no point was someone like you know I bet if we charge these people money we could cure the disease they have that f**** up their body it's no we should do is we should murder the guy that's selling toys to children because it it looks like how we're personally f***** up because the people around us are crazy or because we f***** with people who f***** back and then they killed us or made us sick but solving the problem and also having toys for children is too f****** hard because it's easier to break things and make people sick and hurt each other than it is to make anything other than you know f****** with each other but I'm sure that like I should have someone just whistle around me because I'm whistle blowing and it's like I'm a whistleblower and then I'll have somebody come into the area where I am wearing something stupid or doing something obnoxious after I've been poisoned yet f****** again and then have Chinese people come around just to see if I think that Chinese people are bad or whatever but then it's like Black mirror is he whistle blowing for me is he whistle blowing about the is he whistling is he whistle blowing about how the Chinese people are hurting me is he whistleblowing to say look he's scared of Chinese people and at no point is someone going to go this is how you're sick and here's who is f****** with you it's know what we're going to do is follow you around after you've been poisoned in a homeless shelter because your whistle blowing about s*** that's broken here and then we're going to f*** with you and so like the larger level is no one is coming up to me and saying here's the problem and here's how to fix it it's no let's just f*** with the guyand for three f****** years that f****** Lego building has stood there empty with not a goddamn thing in it because these people are so like the the dumb f*** that was the blue is that was whistling the guy who was an idiot with the stupid clothes the Chinese people they're all f****** wrong and broken because they can't keep a f****** Lego store open for children because they're that f****** stupid I mean seriously how do you f****** Legos Lego sell themselves it's selling plastic to children for moneyit's the most popular plastic you can sell to children for money Lego Lego was made by people for whom there's nothing bad you can say about Legos unless you are like I one time stepped on it and it hurt my foot in the dark that's the worst thing you can say about Legos and everything else about Legos is f****** amazing and they can't keep a Lego building open no you know what it was I know what it was I had a cop asked me to turn it down because my throat my voice are f***** up and I'm in an area where like the ceiling echoes while I'm talking to my phone the same phone that's f****** up my hands by the way and he makes his gestures with his hands and then all of a sudden this guy comes in with a shirt that has a p on it but the p doesn't have like a stick weird that including circle is it has somebody whistling and then have Chinese people run around and answer the cop paid off people that have somebody run around acting stupid while being paid off while I'm being poisoned in a homeless shelter because it's legal and funny and it's just like Christ people are so f****** evil here you're just like I mean is somebody's employed with as a street sweeper they have a half dozen guys on speed dial that'll come up and f*** around with your day to screw with you if you don't do what he says while you're being poisoned in a homeless shelter there is it they're just s*** like every single person here is just f****** garbagethey can't they can't f****** sell Legos to children because they're too f****** stupid and evilnand so I get to waste an hour of my day just trying to figure out how I'm being f***** with because it's like I'm playing Junior detective and then I'll have all the homeless put little stickers for junior detective s*** all over the sidewalk and now I know what that game is it's like oh you're being poisoned and tortured and all you can think about the entire time is like what the latest thing means about how you're going to be tortured and f***** with again oh okay cool thanks officer and then it's designed to have homeless crazy people corrupt the cops and then use it so that somebody hates police just so that they try and get the guy to act out and rob a store or something stupidand then that gives the guy the cops a reason to arrest the guy or beat him up or some f****** thing and then it's like see it's not you know you're not Christian we managed to torture you and f*** with you so you're not cool enough or now you are Christian because you won't do that or you are you know and it's like it's like it's people who believe in good or evil and some sort of f***** up biblical sense and then we'll attempt to poison you or screw with you just so that you play cops and robbers and all that you can think of the entire time is holy f****** s*** this is awful and boring and I wish I was doing anything else because these people are morons and and they're just they're the worst f****** people on the planet just cuz they're so f****** borings so this is what happens between the last time I was writing this and now is that I went to the emergency room for possible bottleism because I took the cans of fish that I had and I held them up to my ear I was testing what was in my bag that was causing me to have headaches because if I lie on the bed on my bag I'll have headaches in tinnitus and I was like well maybe there's something wrong with the cans of fish that I bought I hear a popping sound in the cans of fish and I go that's weird so I look it up and it says I could have bottles so bottleism that's b o t u l i s m that's poisoning from bad fish essentially so in any case I go when I go to the hospital and more or less they say like you're not going to have bottle of them I also put all of the fish on the table in the shelter at 10:50 South Van Ness and then they do this stupid s*** in this in the in the hospital so they do this stupid s*** in the hospital this is at Sutter health fan ass or one of the security guards wears like a Noah t-shirt and then they talk about like dude I caught two fish on my boat and so it's supposed to be two of every animal because I gave a bunch of fish away right so again like unless you're retarded what I do or do not do based on giving food away should have no impact on what in the food supply is poisonous none of the food supply should be poisonous if you want to have a non-poisonous food supply you take $100 million dollars and you statistically sample the food supply at random so we're looking at like I keep coming up with these problems where it's like if you spent $100 billion dollars you could fix thisand that is it's like well you should test people's blood you should test the food supply and you should test and you should fix the property market and each one of those would take about $100 million dollars giving away like 70 bucks worth of 10 canned fish to some homeless people so they tell all their friends not to poison the food supply seems like a bad idea it seems like a s***** like that's a s***** a deal and no I don't want to play Noah in the f****** fairy tale b******* about you know religion I just don't give a f***but you'll have somebody be like oh you're scared of bottleism and so you put a bunch of fish that you bought that was canned on a table and a homeless shelter and then I'm going to have some f****** security guard wander around with a shirt that says Noah on it wonderful that's f****** stupid anyway I wake up in the middle of the night after 4 hours of sleep and I have a dent in my forehead for some reason I have no f****** clue how so now I get to go back to the stupid f****** hospital where you have security guards who are mentally illand nurses that are feeding into this stupid b******* and ask them why I have a dent in my forehead and it's like well cool I would rather have a hospital that isn't run by morons but I mean I don't like I don't know at some point like the here's the frustrating thing for me is that the religious b******* is so ineffectual it doing the things for which the religion claims it wants to do like we should have non-poisonous food so that everybody is happy so what we're going to do is we're going to poison the food supply and then f*** with somebody so that he has to give away poisonous food to the poor and then he like gives it away like f****** Noah's ark and oh by the way it's a water-based theme park which I'm assuming is funny because six flags Great America is like a joke based on like Trump saying Great America and then Noah's ark is like a f****** water park so I guess it's funny because people don't like Donald Trump I mean you have to be a special brand of stupid to like f*** with somebody and screw up the food supply like if you're that stupid where you're like you know what I don't like the president and I think it would be funny if we just f***** up the food supply so that everybody's scared to eat food based on like the idea of a f****** like I'm just coming up with this s*** as I talk out loud because I'm like oh that would be a stupid thing to do I could see how these idiots would do that 😅 and then you have and then like the idea here is is like you wander around with t-shirts that say Noah on it and then you try and see if you can poison someone so that like while you're poisoning him he thinks it's about religion but really what it's about is you're just f****** with the guy but meanwhile you're poisoning the food supply so that anyone who's like a 5 year old is going to get sick from eating the wrong food which just makes you an a******and again it's like all right so you came up with this stupid idea that's funny and what you're telling everybody is how long it takes for everybody to figure out that you're a dick is about as long as you're allowed to live before people are like oh I see you f***** over a bunch of people and make kids sick or like anybody who wants to eat peanut butter without getting poisoned so like I don't like yeah I don't like Donald Trump either I'm not going to go oh it's funny like an amusement park so I'm going to take the idea of an amusement park and then poison people I'm just at a point we're like if I talk out loud about like the mindset or like the thought process of someone who's murderous and insane I can like sort of figure out where they're coming from in order to come up with the joke like I just came up with that s*** talking out loud cuz I think at one point it's some when I was a kid some at some point I went to a Noah's ark or something and it's like a theme park based on like like a f****** water park or something so it's supposedly funny but again it's like cool how much of the food supply is poisonous or suspect at this point and I'm waking up in a shelter with like a dent in my forehead and none of this s*** is like I don't have the authority nor the means to like poisonous s*** ton of people nor would I want to and so whoever is doing this is like a massive tool not to mention the motive like who would go out of their way to f****** the food supply I mean at some point like when you figure out who does that that guy is going to die like I don'tI don't know how you I don't know how you would like intentionally f****** the food supply of a major city and then expect to get away with it without everyone wanting to have you murdered I have no idea like I you know I just don't like I don't get it there's nothing you can't even you don't even get anything out of it it's like why they're like he doesn't it doesn't make anyone happy and it doesn't give you money and it doesn't give you a girl and it's like not even funny it's like mildly amusing I guess cuz it's based on a water park somehowbut like I don't know yet talked about greatness versus wisdom versus goodness and there's also six flags Great America and then Noah's ark is all so based on like a biblical thing but like that's a stupid analogy where it's like well if I'm going to make a water park Noah's aren't you know that was in the Bible so why not I don't know but I can just tell that someone's like yeah it's like six flags and then like yeah it's like Noah's ark and then that's the analogy we're going to wander around with Noah's ark t-shirts Noah's t-shirtsand I don't like I can tell that that's the like the thought process I just don't understand it's like somebody managed to have a large amount of power and then also is a complete moron to the point where like they weren't elected no one decided to put them in a position of power they just managed to f****** the food supply not to mention I don't know how much other s*** in the city so you know I don't like I don't and it's not me I don't know who the f*** it is it's probably one of the homeless people are likeor like somebody connected to something who's going crazy like maybe somebody just like chance into a billion dollars worth of bitcoin on accident and then is also like f****** crazy you know like maybe somebody maybe somebody insane was gifted a million dollars when their uncle died and they invested in crypto and now they have like a billion dollars they're just pissing away on f****** everything up I have no idea anyway I have to go to the hospital now but like you wake up in a shelter and you're f***** up again it's like who am I going to talk to the other homeless people and I know that that's supposed to be the point and I just don't want to and then I'm going to go to a hospital where all the hospital guys are going to be f***** up somehowand then people will say like you know be safe or something like when I was coming out of the hospital somebody told me to be safe and I ate the crackers okay and then my entire head felt cold and this is coming out of the hospital like I eat the crackers and like it feels like it's 20° outside after afterwards and I'm like well that's stupid and then I wake up with something wrong when f***** up with my head and then somebody walks past and says sorry so it's a dumb f*** game having to do with like the game sorry and then saying you know better be safe and then it's better be safe than sorry so it's like you you f*** with somebody so that you say be safe and then if they do something of their own volition you f*** them up like by poisoning them or hurting them in some way where they can't prevent it and then you have someone say sorry and this is between the nurses and the hospital and like some idiot in a shelter and so it's one of these things where it's like a Monopoly game or it's like the sorry game and then you'll have all the Parker Brothers games having to do with how you're going to f*** with her poison someone and it's funny because it's like somebody is parking because they're unwilling to like be friends with people who are f****** them up intentionally which somehow involves parking your car because you're not being driven crazy and it's like game theory which is funny because it's a theory about games and then that's an analogy between math and like you're playing a game you're only playing it being homeless right because if you if you're not playing it being homeless what that means is that you have to associate with other homeless people who are poisoning you as opposed to being like no I don't like people who are rich in Poison me I don't like people who are middle class and poison me it has nothing to do with money and it has everything to do with like don't f****** up in my sleep so you're dealing with people who are like mentally ill and then have no consent like you can you can understand the thought process it's just the thought process is broken or crooked in some way and like the the the hospitals and the homeless like to like encourage this s*** because if if you if you like don't want to associate with people who are poisoning you then you're going to end up with all these weird diseases and your thought process is going to be f***** up or you know the logical chain of how you like the logical explanation of how you were f***** up doesn't make any sense because the way the game is played or the way this you know screwing with somebody is played is based on like a conditional if statement that's designed to like be funny and has an internal internally consistent logicit's just arbitrary because it's stupid and it seems funny to some people who are crazy and murderous and then once once this stops being a thing like suppose somebody makes a bunch of things which aren't Parker Brothers games but they're they're video games now right then the next time everyone could just switch to like video game titles and everything you say just doesn't matter anymore so anyway you know I just the problem with this s*** is it's like some people are going to be poor because they want to come here and they want to work and they want to and they're like loners right I'm a loner I've always been a lonerand like poisoning me isn't going to make me friends with anyone I'm just going to complain about it like constantly but when I had money I was also a loner I would go work at a bank and then I would come home and I'd read a f****** book so it's not an and so what it is is it's like you have these homeless people who are like he's acting middle class and wants to be by himself he must hate us and it's like well I do f****** now what do you think you're going to poison someone and then they're supposed to be friends with you out of fearand so you know it's like you know I don't know I'm just going to have a dent in my forehead for the rest of my life I suppose but this is this is the s*** where it's like if you have someone who is middle class or becomes poor and they end up around homeless people and then the homeless people are like or like the people in the hospitals for example think that like the guys personality isn't good enough for whatever reason it's like this guy is too social like what if I was too social and no one like that then they would just poison like what if the what if I was too social and that was like they didn't like that right and then be like well are you guys too socialist poisoning he likes to he likes to hang out and party too much let's let's poison all this food and drink and so and the other thing is is then then instead of games you could pick something else that's arbitrary but is it hard to find out and then blame the guy for it look you must be crazy because we're he's a social guy that we're poisoning toinstead of game theory were we're taking this social guy and we're poisoning him to linear algebra so every time he takes a drink or he goes clubbing right if he's not straight enough we're going to poison him because linear sounds like a line and then algebra we're just going to find a guy named Al to like poison him and you're like well that's stupid and that's stupid in arbitrary and it's like yeah this is stupid as an arbitrary as this it's like I don't want to make friends with these peoplebut I have to go to the hospital cuz those are the guys that have drugs and one of them may be competent enough to be like yeah your headache is your head isn't going to be deformed for the rest of your life even though I know that half those guys there are crazy and I'm just saying this s*** in front of everybody in the shelter while speaking into my phone I mean at some point you just have such contempt for people that it just doesn't matter anymoresso I said that I would write all this s*** down when I found it and when I figured it out and so this is what I'm going to do I'm going to write it down I figured out and okay let's go to the playing cards cuz I just I have a divot in my head and I walk to the the f****** hospital and there's an ace of clubs on the ground right so somebody took something that's like so somebody took something that's like like f****** radioactive or something and push it against my forehead something right like it doesn't matter what it is they like they like deformed my skull and then there's some d****** here who has you sign paperwork who has like a wonderfully beautiful symmetrical skull and he's he's standing like he's like he's standing on one foot with the other leg cross like it's the f****** fool's card right okay so this is how this works each one of the suits of cards from a bicycle playing deck is the club's heart spades and diamonds okay so that's lie cheat steal and kill spades are kill right hearts cheat or no hearts lie diamonds steel right obviously and then clubs cheat so it's like it's like a joke on the ten commandments okay so why and my last name is wyant right which is like the ampersand is the 27th letter of the alphabet and so that's like a Spader like death because why endand is okay so like if you have a little kid right they keep saying and then this and then this and then this and then this and so why and is like death tell her is like a bank teller and tell her is like money right so that's well no so okay so late my last name is weyand my middle name is teller my mom's name is tellerand if my my father used to have this saying that Lions don't lie cheat or steal and so the other three suits are clubs diamonds and hearts right and I'm being screwed over so I don't have any money and no one is going to like kill anyone for me which is a weird thing to say but like I'm against killing people but like my grandfather worked as a he worked during world war II making bombs on both sides of my family in any case I tell her is so if my father's side is if weyand means spades then teller would be another suit and saleski would be another suitand I'm assuming ferrar is on my father's side is another suit and so if both my mother and my father hate me it's like 2 hours or owers and then it's almost like two and a half hours because someone poisoned me with the Ace of clubs or something where they poison me in my sleep and like being in a homeless shelters like being in a club but an ace is the lowest card as well as the highest at least in the traditional playing card deck so okay if wine is death of all things what are the other four what are the other three suits right well I'm being screwed over so I can't get any money by anyone for any reason and I'm also being poisoned with my foodso if I'm assuming that food would be what clubs or would that be hearts right like it's it's one and again this is incredibly f***** up and stupid right and so it's one of these things where it's like if someone told me that all of my family members were like foreign Nationals that are crazy people I would believe them at this point so tell her I'm assuming would be diamonds I don't know then saleski would be heartsI mean this is incredibly f****** stupid but since my name is Peter teller Ryan let's assume for the moment that like let's assume for the moment that no Edward Teller had a clubbed foot Right so he's clubs and so my name if you spell it out is Peter teller why end which is Peter cheats death which is incredibly stupid and then Celeste would be hearts and so like Natasha solesky would be someone instead of someone who doesn't lie cheat or steal it's someone who doesn't kill steel or cheat but hearts lies so they lie about what their feelings are so it's like you have three of the four suits but then you have to be imperfect by saying which suit you're not just like the f****** Norman Rockwell paintings which goes back to meechee and three or four or self overcoming which is incredibly f****** stupid until you figured out before you have like a divot in your head or how many how much poisoning you haveand it's the needle in the haystack of oh it's a it's it's by any other name or something and then you're supposed to freak out whereas if everyone just didn't poison me and f*** with me my entire life I wouldn't like none of this s*** would be a problem but I'm supposed to keep a secret I'm supposed to go and get an SRO when I can't get a job and I'm being led around to buy the nose by people who are f****** with me constantly like I wake up in a in a f****** shelter and I have a divot in my head and and a douchebag here who like writes down my name is like crossing his ankles like he's he's from the f****** tarot cardand then I have a a social worker asked me how it's going and if I have a place and if I'm going to get a job yet when there are no jobs everyone's f****** with me and the entire thing is b*******and what have I said the entire time you need like 300 f****** million dollars to fix all this but like am I going to be poisoned with another suit of cards in a funny way so I can figure out how it's all f***** up some other way cuz I know that the food supply is f***** up you have to take blood samples of everyone in the city to find out how people are sickand you have to like auction off all the property so am I going to find another thing for which it's going to take another hundred million dollars to fix because people are stupid and won't just u***** themselves and stop hurting each other but no I have to I have to make friends with people who are crazy and poisoning me or I have to find a creative way of hurting someone in a way that I can't it can't be led back to me somehow and if I make friends with anyone or I panned her to oh by the way you totally can give me a job you totally can find me a place to live when I'm being f***** around and having people like oh yeah just go over here just go over there just go over to this other place and being let around doing bureaucratic b*******for which I'll get up for which I won't get a place to live last night they gave me f****** crackers for which I was high for an hour with something that made my head feel cold so now now I get to call the department of Homeland security to ask him what the f*** is going on againokay so all of this is starting to make sense based on how you're going to f*** with somebody so back in 2019 I ended up being homeless right and my name is Peter teller weyand and so what ends up happening is is someone sets off a gun in a f****** homeless shelter because my name is Peter cheats death if you're an idiot andwhen I said fire in a yeshiva which by the way is empty because it's the holidays and I know this cuz I also knocked on all the doors asking for help and no one answered even though I was pounding on the doors when the firefighters show up there like oh it's a legacy what do we do what does that even mean and now it's like oh okay I see what it is it's a bunch of schizo's that were f****** with me because I have a stupid name or because my family is crazy and so if you metaphorically died a language you're not going to be murdered by people who are going to drug you every time you see something stupid in Englishif you metaphorically died some money then you won't you will be jealous of what other people have or is it literally whichever if you do the right thing with money you won't think that stupid things like privilege mean anything because everyone can do things in a free society because of course the bicycle playing cards has Lady Liberty on the front and so privilege is this b******* thing and so each of the four suits is like are you going to lie cheat steal or kill or none of the above right and then you get to pick which ones you do and don't do as if that's somehow like a magical thing that you have now which is f****** obnoxious and then of course like I don't know I'm reading on f****** hacker News about some ferrous magnetron and then it got a guy goes oh and then again and again and again and I just know that if I mention this that every time I'm poisoned they say this stupid s*** whoever is stalking and f****** with me then I'm going to be poisoned againbut I now know it's this stupid b******* having to do with is it freedom like the bicycle playing cards or is it stupid s*** having to do with fate and like the stupid tarot cards and everyone's going to go around crossing their feet as if they're like as if they're like the f****** hanged man in the tarot because it's either that or you go around to playing the bicycle playing cards like it's f****** Lady Liberty and you do this s*** until someone figures it out and tells everyone to stop being a jackasswhereas you could all just stop being a jackass in the first f****** place and not poison the food supply or go around poisoning each other but as it is there's like a hundred billion dollars of unclaimed property all over like the Bay area just because people are being morons just I mean there's a mall worth one and a half billion dollars that's sitting empty just for starters in the middle of town and then people are going around like hey maybe if I have a skull that shaped cool and then this guy goes and he sleeps in a homeless shelter what we're going to do is f****** his skull somehow and then I'm going to like f****** crosses cross my legs in front of him when I asked him to sign the paperwork about you know f****** getting healthcarelike how big of a jackass do you have to be great you have a f****** wonderful skull and you have poison people cuz you're a jackass at what point does someone go hey we should have people in charge of the f****** hospitals there aren't evil pieces of s*** and we should put everyone else in f****** prison because otherwise you have s*** where it's like you have a government building that looks like it's a star destroyer from the f****** future that's 30 stories tall and it's the only building that's been made in the last five yearsand it's overlooking and empty lot like a street over I mean we have to give the homeless health care but you know if we don't like them what we're going to do is we're going to go to the shelters and f*** them up in their sleep and then everyone who goes to the hospital gets hospital care from the same jackasses that's the weirdest part is that you have every guy who's got like a middle class job that happens to break a leg having to go to the same f****** s*** like hospital where if they don't like a homeless person they're going to have them beaten up or crippledand then you're like man why are the homeless smoking crack in front of my f****** preschool why is that and then you have homeless and have all these weird f****** diseases that are everywhere and then everything's broken cuz you won't fire the jackasses that are in the hospital that poison people and put them in f****** prison I need crackers yesterday that made me have a like my head feel like I was in a blizzard which maybe associated with like something that causes Alzheimer's and then I wake up and I have a divot in my head and I look at hacker News and someone's like well what are we doing with all these f****** magnetrons that you know whichever and someone says well again and again and again and again which is associated with me being poisoned all the time but see here's the thing right the the playing cards right if you're a lion you have to be over the fact that people can say what they want or you'll be poisoned and have people going around dress like Norman Rockwell with their f****** coats have to halfway under or halfway down because they're like well we can say whatever we want so long as we you know just hint that we're poisoning youand then you're like oh okay well what else is there right this is the limit this is playing cards having to do with Liberty right so we can do the thing for which the card says it's the thing for which it is and then if you complain then we're justified in hurting you so if you complain about the way people talk after they've poisoned you so they indicate how they poisoned you then you're against the Spade card if you don't like being poisoned or f***** with and then have people spend money on something likehey every time we poison you we're going to follow you around with a Porsche because it's like Porsche then you're a baby and you don't like diamonds and so therefore we're not going to give you any money and gaslight you and and blacklist you so that you can't work and then if you don't like having like cops or paramilitary f***-ups poison you while wearing Urban alchemy s*** or like beat you in the back of the head that's like the clubs right it's like we're going to beat you in the back of the head and then drag you across the sidewalk but we need to like have you forgive us for that s***or we're going to tell you to move but if you don't we're just going to poison you in the shelter later right so that's clubs but hey in 2019 right when someone sets off a f****** firearm in a shelter in the middle of winter when I haven't slept for 2 weeks and then I tell the police officer who's on f****** duty in the shelter hey someone set off a f****** gun what the f*** do I do send that somehow my fault for freaking out but that must mean I hate cops I mean I do now that's so then I set off a fire in a in a f****** yeshivawhich I'm sure was the point because it was the only business that wasn't shuttered in like a five block radius which totally means that you know you set up a gun in a homeless shelter I've been slept for 2 weeks and f****** December in New York City the only place open is it yeshiva and then when I'm and then when the firefighters show up they say well he's a he's a he's a legacy what do we do so that's clubs and then here's hearts right if you are broken hearted right it's the whole thing makes you drink or makes you sad to you smoker do drugswe're going to see if we can't give you a heart attack by doing something stupid like rewarding you if you eat energy drinks drink energy drinks or or take sugar or something and so the entire f****** thing is like hey you have to be you have to be free and if you're not we're going to poison the ever loving s*** out of you because it's like a f****** playing card and then if you go and you look at like MSC South which is it the intersection of a f****** 5th Street they have a picture of Lady Liberty lying down with likea ball and chain around her ankle is like the is like the mural on the side of the building and then some quote about how wonderful freedom is but like if you understand contextually like if you didn't understand any of this s*** you just be like well they're just talking about freedom but now that you have the context and you see this it's some guy who made a mural because he was saying wow this s*** is f***** up they're screwing people over but hey I don't want to like go around crossing my feet as if the taro is f****** magicbecause that's the next b******* thing I don't want to have to pick another b******* thing not to have to be involved in this b******* thing I just want to stop being poisoned by crazy people but hey I only I only was poisoned so I have a divot in my head and then I'm followed around by someone wearing a Spurs shirt from some f****** like football team and then somebody posts on hacker News about a f****** like energy magnet and then someone else goes again and again and again we see such and suchwhich is a call out to f****** kierkegaarden either or and it's like cool you would you think your guard is so cool did that gives you the right to poison someone but only if you can get away with it see if you write like and if you if you complain about being poisoned and you say wow these are incredibly correlated and I have no absolute proof but there's like a 90% chance that someone f***** me up in the shelter in a stupid way and then wrote about it just to be an obnoxious prick that means you're against freedomit's so f****** dumb and it's like I'm in the intersection of 8th and f****** hide and there's an abandoned Bank in abandoned f****** grocery store and it attend story abandoned f****** hotel because it's people who are like well we want to be free to do whatever the f*** we wantit's like yeah and everyone else is free to go yeah you can go f*** yourself I don't want to be around you and you're poisonous s*** head attitude I don't want to I don't want to have anyone here who's going to be murdered I don't want my friends and family to be killed because your psychotic and then everyone leaves this f****** place and it's like f*** this s*** I don't want to be around crazy and everyone else who's stuck here is just like what the f*** do I do how do I leave and everyone who's like crippled in some weird f***** up ways like you know what I'm going to do I'm going to I'm going to find some guy who thinks he's cool and I'm going to see if I can cut his f****** fingers off or somethinso I get to go around for the rest of my life and and have like a f***** up head because these people are psychotic pieces of s**so this is fun I have a permanent divot in my skull and I don't know what kind of brain damage this is giving me and I followed around by people who are talking their shirts into their pants including people who are wearing t-shirts of all things which no one does because it's something that an idiot would do and then I come in to 55 seconds Street and of course the guy who lets me into the bathroom has a large forehead who why would I care right he works here and it's one of the few places in the city for which I could jerk off occasionallywhere I wouldn't be poisoned in drugged including with meth and fentanyl and so now I've been poisoned in a shelter and I'm followed around by women who are having their shirts tucked into their pants and then I have a Chinese lady go past me smiling rubbing her nose as if it's funny because she doesn't have a mustache and then see if you have a mustache that's like you're a police officer so if you grow out a mustache or you're in a p**** so if you grow out a mustache that means that you can then have sex or masturbate but if you don't have a mustache you'll have people going around rubbing their nose or rubbing under their nose as if you don't have a mustache and then using this as an excuse to have you poisoned because it's funny because you're not in a p**** or you're not a police officer so this is stalking and abuse by crazy people and again like okay well everyone involved in doing this is going to be murdered I don't care like if you sexually abuse someone and then give them head trauma and a shelter and then have people stalk them you're going to have people shooting each other in the head you're going to have people come into the City and you're going to have them bring in guns and you're going to have them kill peopleand I don't care how many police officers you have I don't care I don't care how cool you are with the f****** Street theater s*** I don't care what your feminism b******* is you will have people bringing guns into the City and kill as many people as possible that's just how it works it's just a matter of time right like anyone that's followed around and f***** with so that they're going to be sexually abused unless they have a mustache by crazy women is going to have people come into the city with machine gunsand kill everyone in a planned Parenthood hood or a preschool or some f****** thing and it's not a matter of like oh you shouldn't say anything because we only hurt you a little bit and gave you a deformity that will last the rest of your life oh we only sexually abused you a little bit and then followed you around humiliating you while blacklisting you from society I want to see the people involved put in prison and if you're not going to put people in prison for this s*** you're going to have people coming and kill each otherand it doesn't matter like if you can't solve the crime if it's something that someone can get away with just because they're so they're so elegant in the way that they do it you will have people to vote the rest of their life trying to find out who did this and then they're going to have them murdered and murder their children and it's not going to be me it'll be somebody cuz the last guy you did this to somehow was more deserving of being f***** up than I was right cuz I'm only being f***** up a little bitwhy cuz I steal vitamins I jerk off and I don't have black friends right it's arbitrary and stupid b******* by crazy people and so you will have people kill each other in large quantities why cuz I'm 40 years old and I haven't had a haven't had sex and so if I do I'm going to be poisoned by crazy sociopaths well I can get a gun I can write down everything that I know and then people who have been abused this way in the past can get guns it's stupid it's like here's the way we f***** with you and oh by the way don't say anything or people are going to get killed and it's like well I'm going to say something and then if people get killed or not that's your f****** faultyou don't get to like cripple me or give me some sort of f***** up illness for the rest of my life and then I'm not going to say oh by the way people are going to f****** die of this s*** because first of all is true and second of all you can't tell me what I can and cannot say they're also doing this s*** where I'm like here's the way you f*** with people according to like cards or here's the way that you set up a society that's f***** up right so that everyone wants to f*** with each other right and here's the way that people are insane right and so what you do is every time every time you hurt someone you make it so that they have slightly less power the last the next iteration of when they get in power so you heard somebody right you crippled them and then the next time they only have the power to hurt someone a little less than than the time before right and then society slowly goes back to normal but that means that the game itself was set up in the first place to do this sort of stupid ripple s*** were you like you're going to hurt someone and then make it so that those people can take revenge on someone else but they'll have slightly less power than the next time until you get a guy who you're just going to f****** a little bit and then have them be like yeah whatever you know it doesn't matternever mind the like three f****** years of abuse never mind like my hands are f***** up in my entire body hurts all the time right never mind the fact that you took five years of crazy b******* had thousands of people die and then you covered up by having people come in here who don't say anything but they get to kill each other and then the next time you want to prevent world war III you set up this thing where you like have 5 years of everyone coming to San Francisco and attempting to murder each otheruntil someone just comes to the city looking for a f****** job in the last iteration of hey this is the bubble economy that we propped up and then that guy supposed to fix everything for everyone by saying yeah I forgive it what the f***you know like f*** it it doesn't matter who cares right put the problem with this s*** is that it started in the first f****** place and I'm assuming it happened in 2019 and so it was baked into the cake like it it was started in the first place that whoever came here would be f***** over and so when I come here in 2023 everyone knows I'm going to be f***** over continuously and gasoline and f***** with and and like surrounded by groups of crazy people who are going to lie to me and deceive me and s***and for five f****** years I've been gasoline and f***** with and and and I don't even know if it goes back longer than that s*** and now it's just like well I fall asleep in the shelter and we f***** up your skull but only a little bit because you jerked off in a public restroom oh I'm sorry was I being drugged with fentanyl and meth somewhere else did I not want to f*** anyone who happened to be here and crazy so I want to know who the f*** started all this s*** in the first place and I want those f****** to die in a hole in the ground I I want them to be so deep in some federal penitentiary somewhere that they never see the light of day until they die I want I want I want them to be like completely f****** f*****and it's not like all he doesn't have a mustache let's rub her nose because it's funny and then if he doesn't have a mustache he's not a cop and then if he jerks off we're going to drug and f*** with him f*** that I want the people responsible for this s*** to die in jail*gghere's another thing that's stupid I'm getting tinnitus in my ears when I talk loudly and my hands are f***** up so that they're swollen and I have edema and see you're going to get these so it's like okay your hands are swollen so it's like you're wearing f****** gloves and it hurts or you feel f***** up and sick if you talk loudly and you ring in your ears meanwhile if you go into the library and you just sit around you'll have kids come in screaming where the kids are like told by their parents to do this or they know about it right so like kids as young as five know this s*** so it's funny because it's like being a waiter like if you're a waiter you have gloves on and you're waiting on rich people to solve your problems and and then you have to be quiet all the time cuz it's like yes sir no sir right and so it's this correlation or comorbidity of illness that f**** up your throat f**** up your inner ear and your ability to think and then it's like you're a waiter for rich people except it's biologically in tune to what like your body nowso this is like this is a poisoning that's happening in the shelter and it's a it's a set of comorbidities this s*** is f***** up it's Mary pranksters meets AI meets like how do we f*** with somebody with drugs what this s*** is is that you're going to f*** with somebody so that like you you want to have the murdered and then if they don't go out in attack someone or do drugs so either they can do drugs until they die or they can steal s*** to prevent themselves from being hurt in which case you have an excuse to hurt them or kill them and so it's like taking a hit out on somebody with drugs and sick and then expecting them to act in a certain way in order to like give you the excuse to kill thembut if they're waiting right if they're a waiter that means that they're totally in they're totally a stooge for the rich people meanwhile ignore the fact that all the newspapers are talking about grandmother stuck in trees and s*** like that while the city is like got a hundred billion dollars worth of property damage or I don't even know how much whatever the f*** it isbut here's the thing if I hadn't complained about of of having like a divot in my head right from being in a shelter and waking up with a f****** like dent in my head and I did something else what are the odds that I would have tonight is while I talked into my phone meanwhile while I sit in this public space where the douchebag was in charge of the f****** toilet has a weird shaped head and I've been followed around the city by idiots I can play with my feet and I can like pick at them and everyone starts grunting and coughing to themselvesso it's one of these things where it's like what card is this now right is this the card that has to do with people can use their own people can indicate how I was poisoned by by the clothes they wear because that's diamonds or is it hearts because if I if I'm jerking off in a f****** public restroom I can have someone torture me in a shelter like which f****** card is this onebut see the problem is is that I'm not in tune with my inner self enough my inner child enough I don't love my inner child enough and therefore I can be sexually abused have people f****** my head so that I have dents in my head that will last the rest of my life and then follow it around the city by psychoticsno but when I speak into my phone I now have tinnitus and I don't know why and if I go and I tell but like not in my ear I mean like chemically there's something wrong I have no idea what the f*** it is and I may have to go around my like just talking as quietly as possible now for the rest of my life right oh but here's the best part when someone says please keep it down when I talk into my phone and the phones are all f***** up in bugged I wonder if they're just going to like push a button to f****** the phone so the next time I talk into it it'll like emit high pitched frequency so it f**** up my headhere's another one that's interesting so this is like I saw the 1963 movie Wheeler dealer right so it's like you get to exist in the past where like everything you do that doesn't involve the past like your f****** phone will make you sick so you can't do any of that s*** cuz the phones will make you sick right so that's that's like living in the past right cuz you're you're homeless but you're literally living in the past because the phones will make you f***** up so I get out of the I leave the library right and I've bitched about all the cards and all the f****** with people having to do with the cards right and some guy walks past with a shirt that says 1997 but it's black with white text like a f****** cop carso the way this works is you start with the last time they had an atomic bomb which was 1945 and then you f*** with people for three f****** years and then you move up past Vietnam and then you go to like oh well it's 1997 now that'll be the next iteration right so people can use the computer and they can use a cell phone but they're going to be f***** within some other way but since I called out something like a cop the next time someone shows up and they want to play whatever was popular to f*** with somebody to 19 in 1997 like the police will show up in u***** it so it's like a the world's worst use of like f****** with people having to do with the peace sign I'm such a violent guy you know how violent I am I said a toilet paper roll on f****** fire in a yeshiva after being f***** with by having someone set off a gun so I get to have the world's worst tour of the biggest f****** idiots on the planet who think it's a good idea to sexually abuse someone and then like give them skull bone cancer or whatever the f*** when they fall asleep in a shelteroh but we're not going to give the guy a job we're not going to give him money if he applies to f****** Best buy we're not going to get him a job but if he applies to a flower store will get him a job and then everyone at the at the f****** garden or whatever f*** with them continuously oh wait wait I remember remember when I was correlating those books the secret history and The secret garden remember that s*** remember when I was correlating that with the stupid T-shirts from brigo and then the secret history is covid is b******* and The secret garden is oh we're going to go go and grow drugs that f*** with people so that like if you get marijuana in San Francisco it's not listed as the type that you can find online and if you look it up it doesn't exist it has incredible amounts of THC that will make you crazy and it'll give you headaches all the time for mysterious reasons that no one's going to talk about but that's like The secret garden right isn't that funn until I was cryingg for every f****** job in Bloomington Indiana for a year and a half the only job I could get was to work in a f****** flour garden thing for which they do stupid s*** like leave skeletons around and then leave like gloves painted red to look like they had blood on them until I was cryingnot because I was scared not because I thought I was going to die but because these people were such pricks you show up to work at a f****** job and people are going to treat you like that for like s*** after you've applied to every job in a f****** City and you can't get anything at all after years of looking for work that I could maintain and and have people not fire me or f****** or like find an excuse to like throw me out for no reason I get to now have a divot in my head I get to wonder if I'm going to have tonight is for the rest of my life I get to wonder to what extent do I qualify for not being poisoned and f***** with if I if I want to jerk off do I get to grow a mustache what happens if I grow a f****** goatee and now now I get to go okay cool so in 1997 the next iteration of this stupid b******* who are they going to f*** with in like 6 months or is it just going to be like oh in 6 months we're going to go and do the stupid thing where it's like we're going to keep going to year 2000 and then when it gets to 2000 it'll be like oh it's over we figured it out and then it's like a Y2K bug and the Y2K bug is like oh you know it wasn't a big deal and then the whole thing solved and everyone forgets about itsee isn't that cool I just made all that stupid s*** up I'm guessing I'm assuming that someone is some like f****** plan on how to do this s***cuz I certainly didn't come up with a thing of hey let's f****** someone's skull in a f****** homeless shelter that wasn't on me I didn't dream that s*** up no one was taking Cliff notes from s*** I thought ofthe other the other thing is is there's nothing you can say right where you won't be blamed for saying it but then you're also not going to be f***** with so like if people are going to go around with shirts and shirts that say Noah and then I'm going to be f***** with based on the peace sign having to do with every f****** animal like he gave away tuna fish that potentially was making him ill in the shelters let's wear Noah shirts around him and then have f***** up nurses talk about f****** it's like we went fishing with two of two f****** and we caught two f****** halibut it's like the peace signlike yeah you can say whatever the f*** you want if I'm going to be stalked by jackasses in a f****** hospital I'm going to b**** about it and it doesn't give you the right to have me like f***** up in a homeless shelter so it's it's like crazy b******* where you're like let's f*** with the guy and and just have conversations around him that are stupid having to do with like f****** Christian s*** I didn't wear like no one like then Noah t-shirt around him and then see if we can't drop animal signs everywhere and then have them followed by two dogsand then every time he's not peaceful we'll f*** him up and then there's only one of something she isn't that cool it's like Noah's ark and it's like yeah you're f****** with me to like a 10 year old's idea of how to torture someone and you're working in a f****** hospital like what the f*** is wrong with you but if I b**** about it then all of a sudden I wake up with like a f****** dent in my forehead and the guy is guarding the toilet where I jerked off has a f***** up big head and so what this is is it's some f****** Christian weenie okaywho else is like a f****** 10-year-old whose idea of a good time is is to like f****** homeless people and he has Rich he has Rich parents that like enable this s***and you're like why and then you're like well you're telling people how to raise their children it's like I don't give a f*** you're going to be a Satanist and kill f****** goats in your backyard and I wouldn't give two s**** I just wouldn't f****** care but I'm being f***** with by security guards in a hot in a hospital emergency room and nurses who are saying crazy s*** around meand then I show up like 5 hours later because someone did something to my skull to have a divot in my head which is probably permanent and then there's a black guy in one of the toilets with like a Scarface shirt on but it's black with white text so it's like well if you don't like no I guess you like Scarface because if you if you don't want to be f***** with by religious Wing nuts that abuse their kids to f*** with the homeless then you was totally be into gangs and s***and it's just cops and robbers b******* from people who are too stupid to program a computer or like build something f****** anything fly a f****** kite build a remote control f****** anything no it's abuse people in a f****** homeless shelterand so you have these douchebags that are like f****** up their kids and you're like great f****** your kids just don't f****** murder me and I continue to be followed by people staying stupid s*** based on graffiti so someone's spray painted stay in school and black and white and then I have people from the dental clinic which happens to be crooked follow me around saying I don't want to be in school and so I'm getting covid and sick I'm having social engineering based on the latest kid who's going to f*** with me who's underage for which I'll be in a shelter and then I'll get sick because someone's going to do something horrific to meand then this is like school for fools which is a Russian novel about an idiot for which when I was being f***** with in Bloomington Indiana I glanced at in a bookstore and so apparently I was being followed around and have every book that I ever looked at like monitored by crazy people which was in 2020 because I like f****** reading books and so now I get to go to a different hospital that doesn't involve someone who is psychotic or a group of psychotic nurses and doctors so that they may give me a CAT scanand I get to find out if I'm going to have brain disease or brain trauma for the rest of my life because psychotic people are f****** with me because everyone here is an a******and then as I was leaving the yerba Buena gardens I had a security guard look at their phone and go oh s*** and then ran past and I sure did said howler monkey followed by someone who was mentally retarded and excited I have no f****** clue what's going on but this is f****** bananas like this s*** is weird and like you need the CDC here I mean you need you need auctions for buildings and you need like an outpost for the CDC and for the Homeland security you did that and you know I just or if whoever has the most drugs winsor the most sick and then anyone who ends up poor is just going to become crippled I mean it's like f****** great expectations type s*** like I wouldn't expect this s*** except in a third world country like oh you became poor and all your teeth fell out and you lost an arm yeah that's that s*** makes sense if you're talking about like Bangladesh in the 13th f****** century but here it's normal so this is the next one if someone goes around with a black hat with black felt lettering then it's like that school because then you prove the thing for which the black hat is standing for by having someone f*** you up so that you advocate for their position so that's what school is so I said hey if someone's going to f*** you up so that you're skull is deformed and attempt to have you murdered you're going to have people come in with guns and start killing people and so I walk past the general assistance building and there's a douchebag in a black hat with black lettering that saysNRA on it walking past some douchebag that's died of a drug overdose so somebody was like you know it would be really funny if we f***** up somebody's head like this and then they do it and I say that's going to get people killed they kill somebody and then they walk past with an NRA had that's black on black as if to prove the point for which I advocated for because if you're going to hurt somebody and f*** them up permanently to make them crippled yeah you're going to advocate that like hey it's going to get people killedso this is school so you're going to f*** someone up so you take someone who's relatively liberal have them prove the point of a conservative cause and then blame them for the actions of everyone else involved while you torture the person and then you get the guy arguing with a hat on the street corner but oh by the way I still don't f****** like Trump cuz he's an a******and screwing with me and poisoning me and making me hurt and gaslighting me and preventing me from having a job doesn't f****** convince me otherwise put hands funny because you end up killing somebody you don't like anyway then you wear a stupid hat around because it's funny like it's school and then you see if you can blame the person who you poisoned in the first f****** place as if they're enjoying themselves and it's this crazy b******* that is going to get people murdered over a f****** hatse