And now this. Based on the stupid "you should be paying attention to the image and not the words" because "the 'ower' of the spades card (reading as a form of 'death')" you can look at this here as compared to this here. So the "ower" of the spades suit is an inability to read or that the way you're being fucked with will be expressed in art, the "ower" of the hearts suit is that you hate the person that you end up having sex with (and so many of the people that are together are unhappy), the "ower" of the diamonds suit is that if you complain about being screwed with by people that will use money to express how much they hate you you'll be blacklisted from getting a job, and the "ower" of the clubs suit is that the police will do everything that is extra-legal to repeatedly fuck with you in a way that involves poisoning but that you can't prove. Also see the movie Wheeler Dealer which is supposed to be funny and is about someone that cares about money which I saw with my parents at their home in 2020. Meanwhile San Francisco needs 100 million dollars *each* for the following causes or the city will more or less remain a ghetto or get worse - to stabilize the property market through the use of auctions, in order to blood test the population for disease, in order to statistically sample the food supply for poisons. So if we're going with the suits that would be diamonds (property), spades (blood), clubs (food). And then hearts would be probably either bringing back something like Kink.com or "religion" (ugh) or "psychiatry" (hasn't worked so far - ditto for religion). But hey they have 'art' so maybe that counts - but how many of the artists have been fucked over so they can't read anymore? NOPE. It'll take 100 million dollars to go through and hire competent doctors that aren't insane so that would be "hearts". Because it's funny like healthcare. So that's four hundred million dollars that needs to be spent on property, food, medicine, and hookers (I mean doctors) in order to fix the city. Which would be cheap if you consider that the abandoned mall itself is a 1.5 billion dollar hole in the ground provided you didn't demo the building and start from scratch which would be who knows how much.
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All of which was most likely known from the beginning and it was just a matter of finding the person that you could abuse the most in order to have them bring evidence that there was a problem and then have all the crazy people that are sick rounded up while everyone else runs away. Doctors, food, medicine, and a functioning property market. Or should we just have cops that aren't insane? Not a fan of having a paramilitary guerilla police force (or several) run the city because the police are crooked or incompetent. So that's what? Half a billion dollars? It's like the "what have the romans ever given (I mean taken) from us" joke. And if that isn't the answer it's close enough. But did anyone decide to fix any of this shit five years ago rather than fuck around and do nothing? No. No let's wait for the current AI fueled technology bubble to implode before giving a shit while everyone else dies of disease or crazy asshole social engineering.
But none of this is "freedom" and so saying that you can't get anything done while people attempt to have you murdered or crippled in a homeless shelter or out on the street totally means you're against freedom. Or that you don't like money. Or that you don't like police protection. Or that you don't like et cetera. Also see "House of Cards" with Kevin Spacey who was later convicted of child molestation which is "funny" because the guy's name is "spacey" which is like "outer space" or "space cadet" or something and is something that the crazy "there is no planet B" green peace weenies like to fuck with someone to based on a name. Let's all ignore the way that we made and are continuing to make people sick so it doesn't matter. The way it works is that you'll continually cripple someone until they no longer have the power or aren't worth saving because you've hurt them so much and then you have the people that all stood around and did nothing or spent the time getting high or drinking or fucking around come in and buy up everything while they're not sick. Or you'll sicken someone and then use their sick as an excuse that they should be given free shit (LOOK IT'S LIKE THE DIAMOND CARD AND IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE PEOPLE THAT HURT YOU IN PRISON THAT MEANS YOU'RE TOTALLY INTO CLUBS AMIRITEYOUGUYS? NO ONE GIVE HIM A JOB HE'S TOTES INTO THE FUZZ.). I'm totally certain that if I get an SRO with a shared bathroom in the ghetto that I won't have people smoke meth in the showers or break into my room and cover it in fentanyl just because. And I now keep being followed with people whose bodies are totally fucked up except their legs which I'm sure is a fucking hilarious joke based on "food runners" or something and then someone will attempt to get me to be a food delivery driver for the people that are eating themselves to death in their apartments. And if I don't want to do that someone will attempt to give me an eating disorder. OH WAIT! Hearts must be "love is blind" and so you'll keep following someone around with people that are sick in the same way they are and so if they comment on it you'll have them poisoned - also with stupid t-shirts or fucking up their eyeseight. So that's hearts, spades is fucking with the ability of someone to read, diamonds is making it so that you don't allow them to have any money or "doing things" costs money in order for it to be a "privilege" and clubs is police protection or the idea of "if you in any way call the cops on us when we poison you we will use the absolute letter of the law based on some rules mechanic by having RICO and someone in charge of a monopoly position on something". Ok. So that means clubs is a monopoly based on the game (you'd think it would be diamonds but it isn't), and the game sorry would be hearts where someone will say sorry around you after you're poisoned and it's people that like you but are powerless to stop it after being told about how it works but someone has something on them. So this suggests that risk would be spades (which would be the whole thing about "be safe" and then if someone does something that is against what you said it automatically makes them be poisoned - so I was told to "be safe" last night at the hospital and the crackers I was given by staff members at Sutter Health Van Ness made my head feel cold and were drugged). And then diamonds would be clue (and there was a "clue" play at the theatre about a year ago). Clue and monopoly may be switched. In any case the whole thing where someone will say "sorry" after I'm poisoned fits. And then when people say "excuse me" and then they have me poisoned is similar to the fool being "l'excuse" in cards and the idea of the joker and the thief song. So if I "act normal" then I must be a "thief" (I guess?) and then someone else will be the joker and have me poisoned - because I didn't act homeless or do the thing for which the crazy poisoners would want to have me do.
And the parker brothers logo looks like a spinning mesmerism thing - so you can fuck with someone to the logos for companies similar to Naomi Kleins' "No Logo" book or a "bar code". And here is a list of all companies that had a new logo as of 1978 and there's a fucking Jollibee opening up in San Francisco for no apparent reason. Also see 1979 by the Smashing Pumpkins - so you open up a bunch of stupid stores that all had their logos originate in 1978 and then have the next group of idiots come in and teepee the city because it's "funny" as it's against native americans who among other things had dipshit mayor London Breed praising the indian ancestors in front of abandoned buildings and the movie Dr. Strangelove. Again, stupid as fuck. And I just want healthcare and people to not be assholes. But this is against "diamonds" so I must hate money. Not, let's do the right thing and not fuck up the city for the nth time and put those responsible in prison. Not, let's give Peter healthcare and a job. No, it's just let's fuck up the city in a stupid way that's funny as an iteration on the last way we fucked it up "but less so" because it's "like" ripples from the Grateful fucking Dead. At no point is anyone looking at original causes and fixing this shit or making sure it doesn't happen again, it's just a cover up of stupid. The last time the "ace of clubs" involved head trauma that was most likely much worse because people were fucking with everyone way worse and then you put the guys with the head problems in charge of security in some areas and told them to calm shit down so it was "less bad" the next time. And now I have this stupid fucking head thing which won't go away ever and the people at 1050 South Van Ness are going to get a payoff or something stupid and no one is looking through all of this shit and unfucking it from the beginning. MAN CULTS ARE FUCKING AWESOME! What a fucking garbage dump. But see that's "ace of clubs". Ace of "diamonds" would be some other fucking thing (presumably where I would go blind or I couldn't see based on media I've seen) and then you would get money for no reason (the future's so bright I have to wear shades?). And then you start hitting up an AI to find the other cards and suits. Seriously if for no other reason AI should be used to unfuck this as quickly as possible. I mean this should be relatively easy to figure out - just start hacking hospital records and see who has head trauma based on "clubs" and then find out where it happened or where these people were living. And then you can start unfucking this. But I should totally be jealous of people that have symmetrical looking heads now and not want whoever is doing this shit put in prison. There is no end to this that doesn't involve me wanting everyone involved in any way in jail.so I go to San Francisco general hospital and they don't have so they do this stupid s*** where they'll have me talk to a girl who's like 4 ft 6 in tall and what is wearing stupid glasses and they and they call and they say that she's the woman is about a doctor when I know she's not as a joke and it's like the opposite or something and then they kick me out of the out of the emergency room hospitalso the woman is 6 ft she's like 6 ft or 4 ft 6 in tall wearing gold wire rim glasses when I know that they're too big for her face there's also an older lady who is like incredibly wrinkled but like normal height for which I who always wears a mask and what I believe that she's doing is she'll make someone sick who schizophrenic and then dress them up as a doctor in order to like screw with people they don't want to have medical care they don't want to give medical Care too so they did that they did that at San Francisco general in the emergency room and then they put two googly eyes on the clock face which is like let me Google that for you because I need I need like medical care but they're like you should Google it right because I'm not making friends enough and so because I would rather use the internet and read I've been poisoned in a shelter and they're like well you should Google it and I'm going to die of a brain aneurysm or brain bleeding now but it's like you should Google how much time you have left over while you're going to die from like something wrong from a brain injury and this is supposedly funny because when my cousin came here he was childlike or childish and dressed up as a wizard or something and then they let him escape whereas me what I wanted to do is read a book and so I used my computer I made a website and then everyone attempted to have me murderedokay so more along the lines of how this works is if someone is wearing a mask around their elbow it's like the L's bow because you partition people into people who are sick and people who aren't and then if somebody stands in their rights and then a bunch of other people who also are sick agree with that then someone will wear a mask around their wrist or around their around their elbow to signal like the L's bow so this is just like it's a form of it's a form of sociopathology with people who are attempting to make it so that you can't get healthcare or you can't be part of society or somethingso that's what the mask around the elbow means the mask around someone's wrist is basically like it's time my mask should be on time my mask should die and your mask is going to be like whoever is the person who is covering for you where they're just going to be happy and then you're going to go around committing crime shoulder I imagine is like cold shoulder and around the chin is like football I kick someone in the balls or someone who believes that if they wear a beard right if I wear a beard and someone is drugging me who's sick who is a woman who doesn't have a beard then I'm going to go around with a thing around my chin and then see if I can't like drug them so that they're going to get like throat disease so I wrote all this stuff down and then I passed somebody on the street who is crazy who I've met before who was screaming about how they were the sweetheart or something in like some sort of ironic fashion and hitting himself in the head so what I believe this is is that my cousin came here he dressed up like a f****** wizard and he did a bunch of drugs around children and then didn't look at Google or didn't like writing any of this s*** down and then I come here and it's going to be all this s*** about how much everybody hates Astro and all this stuff of having to do with Google and all that crap like googly eyes on things like just Google it rightand then what happens is that I get all of the sick and all of the ick that supposedly is supposed to be go to my cousin for making something that all of the like people who don't like the internet would hate and yet it's being done because of money and at the same time when everything's destroyed all I can think of is hey if you need about 500 million to fix everything and so what this is is my d****** f****** of a cousin came here dressed up like a wizard didn't fix anything stole a bunch of s*** ran off after doing a bunch of drugs and then I have googly eyes placard all over everything for which the google eyes are supposedly like representative of what those stupid security cameras look like and then I'll be poisoned and they'll put googly eyes on a f****** clock to be like well you can't get an MRI I guess you should just Google how much time you have left before you die from a brain bleed and I idolize my cousin because I thought well you know I believe in Noble less oblige like if you have money and you have the resources you should fix society because that's your job if you can take care of others you should do that and then people should honor you for thatand instead this d****** came in here dressed up like a f****** wizard did a bunch of drugs this stupid s*** and ran off and then I get googly eyes on f****** everything for the last 5 years while now I'm sick again because some d****** in the shelter poisoned me and low and behold I don't want to make friends or be like the f****** heart card right from from like Alice and f****** wonderland if people are going to be poisoning me I'm not a f****** playing card I'm a human being and so you're going to play this deep s*** game where some family member comes in here who has money and he he and you can look up this s*** on Instagram like you can look up others dressed up like a f****** wizardand it's like that's great that's wonderful he can dress up however he wants except he has money and he has the resources to fix s*** and everything here is broken and oh by the way I begged him for help and all he could say and all he ever did was say oh here's my doctor have fun or some stupid s*** right before I got poisoned but hey I didn't call up Wozniak so I'm going to have every d****** who thinks he's a cool hot s*** piece of ass whatever the f*** is going to go around saying happy Friday to people because I emailed Elon muskit's like yeah and I'd f****** email like Steve jobs's third f****** cousin if you could come in here with a billion dollars and fix s***okay here's some more stupid s*** if you look at the iconography for every religion they all have icons right and so this was made fun of and like South Park of all things but like okay so if there's no tea and my name is Peter then you peer right century.ai has this thing where it's a c note but it's a sear but it's an eye in the pyramid like on a dollar billthen you have a Hamza looks like hamburger helper right Chinese have dragons and that's like a dragon like a drag queen get your drag on and the Irish believe in potatoes which is like Mr potato Head which worries me because my heads might be f***** up and it also could involve your feet being f***** up like poor potatoes or toes right like your toes fall off or they swell up the hare Krishna is believe in cars follow someone around with a car and the Sikhs believe in swords you can just hold like a f****** machete and follow someone aroundand so it's making fun of religion because you believe in the icon rather than like the idea behind the religion which is to be good to other people which is hard to do when you're being screwed with and having people try and murder you with poison then you go back to the four freedoms and you're like okay freedom of speech involves me being followed with people who can't zip their jacket all the way up so that's that anyway I've talked about Norman Rockwell until I'm blue in the face but the point here is that each one of these stupid religions has some sort of like symboland it's funny because it's the simulation is a lie or some b*******that's him as an SIM and so if you use a snap or EBT card it's funny because you're in a b******* thing for which people will follow you around with religious s*** and then gas or drug you so if you have a SIM card this is like I don't know a mix of the simulation in the internet virtual reality except done stupid and 666 the sign of the beast all well all while being a critique of surveillance so if a EBT card is freedom from religion or freedom of religionthen your cell phone would be freedom from want cuz you sell things on the phone somehow I don't know how oh if you have a cell phone then everyone will know where you are soon no one you can't sell anything because people will find out where you are and sick in anyone who tries to let you sell anything or something so that's like 2 hours or o w e r s so what other things can you get it for free if you're poor we've covered freedom of religion and freedom from want then you have freedom of speech leftand freedom from fear so what you do to get rid of this freedom of speech as you poison the drugs no what you do is you poison someone's pillows if they won't take their pills so if someone doesn't use a pillow or something and they're in a shelter you gas their bed so that they no longer can speak and that's freedom of speech and then freedom from fear is having every cop decide okay well we've made it so this person can't sell anything they can't have their own religion they can't speak because we've poisoned their bodies so that their lungs and their throat are f***** up in the sheltersand then the only thing they have left is to sort of is to like steal s*** or hurt someone and once and once you screwed up someone so badly that you assume they're going to do that anyway the cops get involved in attempting to poison the guy or like f*** with them and then you and then you do the thing with Norman Rockwell s*** we're like the kid gets their handheld as they go to is they go to school and the parents of the kids are the ones that poisoned all the homeless because either the kids are sick or the parents are psychotic or somethingso you got someone when they go to sleep you screw with what they what they eat you don't let them sell anything for money or get information of about the outside world and then you stick the cops on them where the cops trying screw with them in any way that can't be like they can't be like come back to the cops like spread lies or poison them when they when they're not looking or something or play that stupid s*** where it's like well we'll do the spirit of the law but not the not there the letter of the law but not the spiritoh and you make it so that you you make it so they can't sell anything online using like stripe or something cuz it's a cell phone they already have a cell so they can't physically sell anything to leave and see you're attempting to have people murdered just for cause and you're giving them all the tools that are broken and then you're using Rico in order to make it happen and anyone that says screwed up that they can't get out of the city anyway already is bored and wants a friend and they don't want to die alone one of the things the psychotics The psychotic f****** doctors do is they'll examine you right but they'll use like I have three sweaters on and a guy uses a stethoscope and then he puts like a like a glove over it like a like a like one of those blue gloves and there's no way that you can did he can hear my heart or lungs through there and so he's pandering to me and he's like yeah we'll get you going and it's like what the f*** are you even talking about I need a head exam like I need a f****** a CAT scan and the guy when you I have I have two knit sweaters and a hoodie on and then and he's like yeah we're totally I totally heard you I totally heard you through your f****** sweater of your heart and lungs these people need to be f****** put in jail and die like these guys aren't even doctors there's no f****** way and if these guys are like examining people who like have money I don't even know how that f****** works because it's like how how do you how do you examine someone who has money and then turn around and have someone who's poor who has no money and you're like yeah we're just going to f*** you over so what I think they do is they take the schizo doctors and then they put them to people they want to get rid of and then this guy is like some some guy they just like put in a blue outfit and then they have in a back room somewhere playing poker like f****** jerking off or something who doesn't know s***so it's like I'm baffled I don't know how you I don't know how you can do this without someone getting shot or like going to jail for the rest of their life so if you if you're sick and you go to the emergency room and they want to get rid of you feel like make fun of you while they do it to show you that there's like what am I going to do take his stethoscope and demonstrate to him that you can't hear the heartbeat through like four sweaters it doesn't work that way like he knows that it's like having the power of the authority of having his own stethoscope he's like yeah I can totally hear you it's like dude I've used the stethoscope before you don't know you're just f****** with me to do ite this is at 5:00 at the Sutter health on Cesar Chavez with some f****** Chinese male doctor and so it's clearly a scam and I'm scared to death I'm going to die of a brain bleed and these guys aren't even like they don't they're demonstrating that I they're not even going to like use a f****** stethoscope but see it's his stethoscope so that's okay see that's how that works because I only care about things and not people it's schizo b******* from a******at no point would I ever be a doctor and be like yeah I'm going to f*** with you with mywith my f****** stethoscope to be a prickn so they're they're like there's schizo like Tommy doctors that's kami is in c o m m i e see I have possessions and I can f*** you over with them you don't work for a living so I can have you murdered so yeah no s*** I need healthcarethey're also doing this stupid s*** where it's like freedom of speech but it's freedom of speech upside down and so they'll say like yeah you totally don't need you don't need any help you don't need a CAT scan and then they'll have somebody like f*** with me where they won't even take my they won't even use a stethoscope to listen to my lungs and then I'll have somebody they'll have me sign paperwork to bill the insurance and then the guys like yeah we kind of need your signature and there's a book that's kind of a funny story about somebody who's like f***** over and it's like Ward or commit suicide or suicidal or some s*** so I f****** know I absolutely f****** know that what they're doing isevery time I come into a hospital because they're playing the word s*** game until I do the no actually no really s*** what they're doing is they're having me sign paperwork for treatment that I don't get and then building the insurance for somebody else to give them free s*** and then having me sickened in a shelter until I come in to a hospital asking for help again and it's like at some point somebody complains enough that you're just like well we're going to have a murdered cuz there's too many people like it's too much fraud like what are you going to doand like hip is a wonderful way of hiding all this s*** because you can hide financial crimes behind a cloak of like well we're not going to say who did what to whom and so you have all these d******* that are working that are making money on a job but they don't have health insurance using the homeless to build medical and then poisoning the homeless repeatedly it's like well we want to kill the homeless anyway it's a good way to do it I mean we just f***** up the phones and we're going to poison them anytime they use a debit card for foodand once they're so sick they can't work anyway and we get to blame them for that s*** too and I've been to the hospital over like once like three times a week for like a year and a half and I'm going to pull every f****** record if they don't kill me and then I'm going to ask that everyone that was involved in this go to jail if I have any ability to change s*** at all I'm going to take the hospitals and I'm going to squeeze or they're going to have to kill me which may happen because I don't know if my brain is bleeding now because they won't give me a f****** MRI because they're laughing at me when they're they're demonstrating that they won't even use a f****** stethoscope rightI totally heard your heart through half a dozen sweaters they're also happens to be a homeless guy who's psychotic will sit in a library and just say the word quiet repeatedly and then if I'm not quiet enough I end up getting drugged so this s*** is like oh the wait until like they'll do this s*** where they'll play this game and I think and then I read and then I'm like tired of it and then I write it down on the Internet or I call him out on it and then they'll do a one-liner like it's a f****** movie oh I heard you which isn't technically a lie because I'm shouting into my phone or I talk to themso they find out the way they technically can't lie about f****** someone over because their psychotic and they believe that they have to follow the rules of Christianity except one of them because that proves they're imperfect because they are psychotic and these d******* are running the hospitals which means if you come in with a broken leg you will maybe have this guy work on you and if he doesn't all of his d****** friends who run the f****** hospital at Cesar Chavez have a guy on staff whose job it is the poison and f*** with the homelesswhich means the entire community is at fault because you have people who are supposed to take care of you who are doctors who f*** over and kill the poorall right this is the next stupid s*** you'll have me followed with t-shirts right where the T-shirt itself will be a color and there will be a two a 2x3 portrait of the thing for which is either good or bad in the same style so the last time this stupid s*** happened somebody had Darth Vader getting the bunny ears from a f****** whatever the f*** soldier in front of Paris but the shirt background was red and now I'm going to the f****** Chinese clinic to go to the next hospital but this one is blackand it's a Chinese guy looking at the camera and then with like an obnoxiously stupid hat and and then the background is black so it's following me in stalking me with stupid f****** t-shirts again based on oh is it this color is it that color what color are we going to stalk you with the stupid t-shirts while we sticking you in the f****** shelters again and I need healthcare or I'm going to die and there's no f****** way I can do a job when I'm this angry and I heard all the time and I'm surrounded by a******oh gee you're poisoning me I should totally get a job and like trade s*** for money when I'm surrounded by psychotic ass no I'm going to the cops until I die and then I'm going to go and I'm going to ask everybody you can possibly read this if they can come in with anyone here like if they could find someone from out of town they can u***** thisthat's totally what I want to do I want to get a job sweeping the streets while I need an MRI because I was f****** poison and homeless shelter and then I'm having people defraud the medical system so that they can get enough money so they get health care so once you have health care it's no guarantee that you're not going to be killed just by having someone f*** you up and then you can't get healthcare from the f****** doctors so like unless you f****** a homeless guy or kill that guy I don'tI mean there's no reason to try there's no reason to care Star wars height of your pick your f****** poison unless you fix this s*** it like a structural level it's just a bunch of people wanting to kill each other like I need a f****** MRI or I'm going to die of a brain bleed now at the chinese hospital at five thirty this morning the staff members are sick and wearing masks. specifically the security guards who appear to have fassed an area with sick so that it does something to my throat and then go around wearing masks while i wait for the foctoe to return my test results (as in show me what my cat scan looks like dont write in a peice of paper yoire fine and rhen have me quixzed repeatedly on wherher in a radiologist or a doctor or not). functionally insane. the shoes that the hospitals will give you have gel in them that is posionous because it comes from china or is made from industrial waste and rhen will leak out of the soul - this from the sutter health hospitals by the way. ill post pictures later. earlier when i took my shoes off a security guard laughed and totally me this wasnt my "crib" and then sprayed down the lobby with lysol until a chinese monk showed up after i called my parents and said i was scared. the brain trauma or whatever is happening to me in the shelters will make it so spray bottle spray will make me sick and many of rhe mentally ill and murderous attempt to have the homeless eerepeatedly drugged and then spray then with lysol or disinfectant which can make the sick worse. i have a bump on my forehead and when i go to the hospital a mentally deranged security guard sprays me with lysol and makes fun of me because the hospitals he works at give poisonous shoes to the poor and then the spray makes my head hurt in the same location where the bump is. qnd now my throat burns and rhe security guard is wearing a mask while i wait in the lobby waiting for my test results. This is in a hospital. They are *sick* and mentally ill. i dont know what im supposed to do to get shoes. they alwanr me to start begging or digging out of trash. putting shoes on trash cans and rhen you take thise and rhe shoes are poisonous or youre followed by a crazy person that thinks you owe them a favor. im sick and dying because everyone here is psychotic and they wont arrest or imprison people that poison people in the hospitals or sicken the poor. so its all a game of trying to find who wont make you sick. if they cant keep the hospitals from poisoning rhe poor why would i trust someone giving me shoes for free? how do i know its not another trick? theyve all lost all credibility. theyre all evil and sick. a young girl was here that was clearly sick (chinese) that had put a screw or something near her to ondicate she was ill and when the chinese monk showed up and started dancing around whenuncrossed her legs and then looked depressed. thats a "doll-er" probably. they tend to be young and pretty with incredibly long hair but are sick and act as if their legs are magic. her hands were screwed up and she looked as if she were too thin but if she started eating she would immediately go to fat or become sick. at rhe casar chavez hospital.eere a.couple of blaoc.women that had more or les taken the opposite approach and appeared to be eating themselves to death but werent acting as if their legs were magic. so its some sort of dopamine sick or a bacterium or something i dont know but its in the people that are going to the hospitals and its not whay thyere there for. the security staff in duty are exceptionaly sick. they tend to do loud yawning as a thing - i dint know ehy ibelieve its a sort of control mechanism wherein theyll sicken someone and then become upset if themother person reads a book or does sornthing they dont like so they are attempting tos ee if they can use a combination of sick and mesmerism to make it so you do whay they want. its bizarre. i do t know that ill be able to see my cat scan or wherher ill just be shown an old copy or a fake. i have so little trust in anyone here its incredibly depressing sad and scaryokay here's the next here's the next joke it's either the so the other thing is is that first of all when I so here's the first thing right when I find the game where someone screws around with the stethoscope but through multiple layers of shirts it's an old game like being a used car salesman and so what happens is that like slashed out and all these other stories that are on flashlight or like around tech websites we'll talk about preserving like old games from iPods or something and then everyone will go to like the Nintendo store and buy a bunch of s*** rightso what happens is that this is a way that they f***** with people before and then someone wants to pay off to figure out how it's done and then they get like money for it and then nothing happens where I'm helped it's just a matter of like oh here's a f****** iPod game or some f****** thing which is a joke about childishness or whatever like the crib s***so here's the next one you're going to get a CAT scan or you're going to get records from a hospital right and then AOL and this is this is stupid s*** having to do with the green peace movement and the greeny weenies and like people who are upset about environmentalism in One direction or the other whatever so what here's here's what it is you go to a hospital and they'll give you a hospital record but it's on a CD-ROM drive okay and if you get a CAT scan they'll give you a piece of paper that says your CAT scan was fine and then poison you in the lobby again but if you get a hospital record it's on a CD-ROM for which there's no place in the entire city to use a f****** CD-ROM drive except one single homeless shelter that has a computer that has a CD-ROM drivebut there's no way to look at a CD-ROM anywhere including the Apple store and the Best buy and the only place in the entire city is 5th Street shelter which is guarded by assholes that work for the same f****** security company but AOL okay AOL used to send so many AOL online CD-ROMs that people were using them as coasters like what are you going to do with them they're just shoving them in your mailbox everyday and so this is a joke where you don't let people see the results of their of their images or their testingand then if they're a beer see they're not drinking themselves to death right they want to be so they're they're being and they go to the emergency room when they're sickened rather than drink or do drugs and so if you don't drink the beer you are the beer is a funny d****** thing to do based on the metaphor or the no really no actually s***and this isn't the f****** hospitals did I just had a doctor heavily masked with glasses that look like mine so I'm assuming he's a schizo tell me no sir we can't have you likelook at the results of your CAT scan for which I don't know if they operated the machine right or if they just f***** around and then wrote on a piece of paper yeah you're fine because I physically can't see the results of the imaging so I have no idea and this is it the Chinese hospital so I have no f****** clue if I mean look I have black frame glasses I go into the f****** whole foods on 5th Street and every single guy is black frame glasses on and there's like a dozen of them and then everyone I talk to her meet has black friend glasses on or is named Richard StevePatrick or Gary we're all like friends or family members and no one in conversation will say their name aloud if it isn't one of the names of someone I already know it's like Hi how are you doing my name is Sierra because it's gaslighting b******* where you're supposed to like go out and ask people their names specifically for them to tell you at which point they may just lie to you because it's funny like Max sterner where you're supposed to lie to the enemy about your f****** name which I've had happen before and then I'll askI'll ask someone else like yo where's Samantha these days and I'll go who and I go you know Samantha such and such and they go oh I know what you're talking about Samantha and then everyone's going to go pretending that they have a collection of names of people who have different names just to f*** with me because it comes from Max f****** sterner and the ego in its own which is like okay cool you can find another philosophy to have bad faith like when you use philosophy is just a means of having bad faith to f*** with somebody then you've already assumed bad faithyou've already assumed you're going to f*** someone over until they find out the secret or the collection of ways of you're doing it and then it's like oh you were playing a football game you were playing a let's kick this guy in the in the balls game that's not philosophy that's just being an a****** in a complicated way so going to the ER and having a CAT scan done is like a beer because you you get a coaster afterwards and you're the beer and then the people who are giving you the f****** CAT scan our cats and this is after like three f****** hospitals and now I have to go and now I have to go to the Chinese records department and see if they're going to let me see the cat scanner they're going to give me a f****** frisbee never mind the fact that if I had like 20 bucks I could buy a CD ROM drive or a place to live or electricity because it's all this stupid s*** where it's like you want a pen and paper to write s*** down we're going to poison the pens my hands are f***** up because they would leave pens in public they would dip in oil so the heat of my hands would make the oil come out of the pen and get into my fingers and so you have to go around telling your children okay don't pick up pens in public because if you use them someone may poison them so no one be illiterate no one use a f****** penbecause we want a poison homeless people oh by the way never become poor you're going to have d******* like us trying to have you murderedeeand a black guy goes past me with a pipe and Piper at the Gates of Dawn is the DV studio album of Pink Floyd and it's currently 6:43 in the morning I want a place to live and a job so f****** badly you have no f****** idea but all of this s*** is supposed is is just it's we're not going to tell you what's going on we're just going to f*** with you continuously all of the time just for the f*** of it we're upset about the environment so what we're going to do is make it so that no one can see their medical records at alland then kill people passive aggressively as f*** rather than say make a garden or research like ways of compose like composting or do any of this s*** that would be like environmentally friendly that's productive it's like we care about the environment so we're going to do is f*** with the poor so that we don't give them medical Care as opposed to like buy a smaller car because that s*** is hard and it means self-sacrifice as opposed to like f****** with poor people but never mind the poor people are f****** with me or anyone who just like wants to like pretend they're poor to f*** with mebut it's you know it's just it's if everyone bought cars that were the size of the BMW in 1980 and then like put batteries in them rather than buy a car that's the size of any kind that's like the size of a f****** bus send no one would give a s*** about giving people their medical records or whatever and then f*** with people based on coasters and s***but that would require that you have a smaller car it's it's just I I don't know it's a it's a maximum problem where people will pick an ideology and then they'll maximize that to the extent of everything elseand yeah I do that with writing and free speech and s*** but it's like what whatever happened to if you had 500 million dollars as to opposed to a billion dollars and you spent half of that making it so that one of the major cities in the United States wasn't a s*******what functional difference would you have in your life other than everyone would think you were amazing granted many of the people who you would help are morons and you don't want anything to do with them at all because they're crazy and large amounts of people in San Francisco are f****** insanebut I still don't like I just know that if I don't mention like if I don't mention the black guy going past me with the stupid pipe in his mouth and the Pink Floyd album someone is going to go around to every Pink Floyd song that's on that f****** album and then screw with me to it for about 3 weeks until I figure it out and there's no amount of like hey I want to read a book or do anything other than this s*** that's going to like prevent me from being gasoline to stupid s*** like this and I still don't know what the f*** is wrong with my head. okay so I'll take pictures of my shoes and I'll post them later that are screwed up and I believe it's a joke because it'll like make you lose your teeth or like it will screw up your body and then this is supposed to be funny like the caricature of a Chinese person but they're Chinese looking slippers so it's like a s***** thing to do to people who wear slippers that are Chinese like and then someone else will wear slippers or shoes that are like more American but they won't be poisoned the other thing is ismore online lines of how to f*** with people is that some of the phones will have chargers that will break intentionally or they will turn off intentionally which is funny because the only store that's opened in San Francisco is a Nintendo store and Nintendo came up with something called the GameShark for which you could hack the ROM of a game cartridge for the Nintendo SNES or something or was it the original and do cheat codes and it's a play on my father used to say weyandsns don't lie cheat or steal and that's a funny thing that I used to do in my youth where I stole something or know where I cheated on something and then it's like using a cell phone is cheating because of something my father said for which it's morality but it's not morality having to do with a quote from the Bible but it may be a funny thing having to do with f****** playing cards of all things but then I cheated in some way while playing a video game and so every time I go and I get lab results done or I have an MRI or a CAT scansomeone will cheat by showing me the wrong image because it's funny like a game shark because I'm playing a game and I'm not really homeless and I'm not really you know and so it's it's schizophrenics that are finding an excuse to hurt me in a funny game or a funny thing for which it's somehow okay because I cheated in the past and now I'm cheating in the future and so it makes sense in crazy logic and therefore isn't like it makes sense to crazy people and that's how you can poison someone becauseeven if you rely on heuristics you can and because you because you're illogical or sick you you can still set up stupid heuristics that don't that that are internally consistent but resulting a complicated way of just killing someone so that's that's like it's a form of murderous schizophrenia that's coordinated amongst people who want to kill each other but see it's a game shark because going to the hospital is a game somehow and now I see like I've been around this stupid s*** enough that I see the internal logic of itp even though it's stupid and crazyl.