September 9, 2025

So here are the shoes they'll give away to the poor at the Sutter Health hospitals which is most likely a joke about "communism" or who knows. Something else. Cleaning my "dirty contacts" on my cell phone with isopropyl alcohol (hand sanitizer) made it so that the cell phone worked. Currently the "lucky day" poster in the Chinese library has all the iconography from the hamza, beetle, rabbit, horse shoe, dragon, rainbow, lucky cat, ankh, and heart with crown and wings (see vice article on the tarot and the heart hands thing). So that would be the hamza (which is it's own thing - buddhist?), irish, chinese, vurt, money (lucky cat?), niels bohr. I've seen similar shit before where someone will use a calendar as a root of a tree of information and then you go around and complain about people being sick until circumstances (because at some level when you don't have resources or contacts you become predictable) force you to be in the area for which you are predicted to go and you see that the root of the correlative tree is something stupid. Anyway - here are the shoes -

I should also mention that because I'm being screwed with on the internet and more or less every service requires me to use my phone or log in to an email address which would require a backup if it detects malicious activity and so on (and then I'll forget the backup email address) you should just assume that all of these pictures are ephemeral. As is the entire website. So it could all disappear tomorrow because someone hacks the login or steals my email login with a bot. Take that for what it's worth. Also, my hands are fucked up like the chinese woman's in the record department and the guy that's missing teeth who was sitting at the records desk probably wore these shoes at one point. And then I'll be followed down the street by lilo and stitch t-shirts of aliens kissing with a heart. So it's not at all like the heart and wings picture on the lucky day poster in the library at all. And this is me judging a book by it's cover. And then there's this book and this beer. Which I take it is supposed to be as funny as peanut butter whiskey. So someone will pay someone to launder money via selling beer every time someone is a "be ER" when they poison them or fuck with them. Neato. But it's people that want to fuck with someone until they end up drinking or doing drugs and then have an excuse to hurt them. But it's the "book of the damned" because I wanted to read as opposed to lie down in the gutter and do drugs and I was tripping on that book. It's not like the responsible use of alcohol and marijuana is one of the most wonderful things that civilization has invented or anything. Humanity would probably have gone extinct long ago were it not for those two chemicals and instead it's now just used by idiots to fuck with people who are using it to launder digital money until people despise computers because they're used to fuck over the poor. Which is the point. It's just idiots that are attempting to surround you with stupid in order to get you to have a personal stake in their version of crazy. So now I get to go around asking for a CD rom drive because people that are fucked up with sick and have set up forfeits to anyone that talks about it won't just show me the pictures of if I'm sick or not and how. But hey they managed to leverage their sick into a cushy job working as gatekeepers at a hospital. Instead of knowing what they're doing or helping people. It's like this shit everywhere.

So as bad as I can imagine this shit the worse it gets. Like incredibly fucking stupid. I'm going to put up a bunch of links and see if someone can connect the dots. This is incredibly fucking stupid. I could make art work out of this but I'd rather just expose it for the crazy as fuck mind control fucking with people that it is. Esther on what the ball meant. The bar code for an its its ice cream sandwich. Henry Kissinger with a twinkle in his eye. Green day's "Wake me up when September Ends". The "I saw a mountain" quote about the holocaust. And the wall of shoes at the holocaust museum. The "digilab" that's "DIY" is only open on October 8th and none of the staff are "qualified" to supervise you. So every time someone complains about "good humor" someone buys and "its its" ice cream sandwich this idiot gets a dollar and someone gets poisoned? Because they didn't say anything about the hospitals poisoning people and then not allowing them to see their hospital records? And there's the connection between the bar code of the ice cream sandwich, Henry Kissinger (who was a real politik douche which I'm sure makes him incredibly popular with people that take Megadeath too seriously), and the "number of the beast". And then look up "disco inferno" and disco ("disc" - Oh!) balls (run around looking for a cd rom drive) all over the city. Which would totally work if you set up a surveillence system to fuck with people based on what they buy. So now go around and look at all the bar codes for all the food in San Francisco - and I'm going to take pictures of what I can find.

Then you see the above and the "bar code" that's in a stupid shape and "ruffles" chips which have "ridges" and someone that's a "smooth brained retard" (which is a genetic disease - not that this would matter if you can associate "chips" with "the future" and then anyone that eats ruffles chips around me would indicate that someone would poison me with an mrna virus in order to make it so that I become stupider - which is how you get people not to say shit). Because the "bar codes" are "bit" like a "vampire". So now I'm going to go around the city and take pictures of fucking bar codes of all things and then post the packages so that whoever is reading this may be able to put together the pieces. I know that the ice cream sandwiches have it and I know that the "uncrustables" have it and they're freezing them at Open Hands (I'm presuming in order to save the old versions that have some sort of MRNA or other bacteria in it before they may have changed the formulation). So now that's what I get to do with today. What a fucking shit show. Quite literally as it turns out. (It's funny because I'm "beaching" about the "cliff" - I think it's funny because evil people that believe in religion above all other things won't follow the precepts of their own holy books and hurt people for no reason even if they're mostly good people. "judge not" and so on, except they judge. I judge people that gas me with fentanyl in a toilet and are hurting kids and fucking up the food supply.)

Right. So Hackers is my favorite movie and it will remain so regardless of anything else that ever happens to me for any reason. That being said here are all the pictures of the food and the icons for it. Which is like "serial killer" because cereal boxes always have the characters looking at you in the face. You'll notice that for example the "bobos" candy has two gloves whereas the nestle candy has one glove which is in the shape of a bar code - and they'll serve bobos to the homeless and not nestle candy. So what they do is that any time they have someone that is attempting to eat the same food as people that aren't homeless they'll use the bar code to make them sick by correlating the food. Which is done in such a way so that someone then becomes biologically isolated from the rest of the population. So that's "spades" or serial killer. Diamonds would have to be acid burns so that would be "diamonds are forever" which has "tiffany case" as the bond girl (which has a feminist like name as opposed to say "pussy galore" - this is also "funny" as "turnabout is fair play" involved fucking Astarte - a girl from the shelter - walking around with a "Kum & Go" shirt in black with white text - note that the nestle chocolate is correlated with bobos and the spanish chocolate is correlated with a crown - budweiser - so if I do something which makes a schizo eat chocolate another person that finds themselves suddenly wanting to buy chocolate will see a crown on the package and buy a beer instead - a "be-er" etc - see 'ouroroboros') and space based laser weapons (which would have something possible to do with people repeatedly saying "perfect" to me and how you can get a sunburn on completely cloudless days within a half hour). Also having people fuck up your hands by dipping pens (at police precincts and hospitals) in acetone (which comes from money) so that when it heats up it gets on your hands and fucks your hands up (but only the grey pens like "the greys" - ie "aliens"/"alienists"/psychiatrists/someone who is an alien here/see books where they have the word "alien" show up in the text versus ones where the book has the word "indeed" show up which are correlated). So hearts would be "crash override" who changes his name from "zero cool" - and fucking Astro Teller and the Waymo cars. Goddamnit. And then there's clubs which would have to be "lord nikon" wherein the shelters are a club (or his apartment and so on) - and then nethack pathos has a character called the tourist that has a camera which stuns or blinds the enemy - it should be mentioned that the book Vineland has a bit about a parrot and a UFO and there's a pizza places called parrots that has a red and green parrot that are a symbol for colorblindness. Oh and death card of the tarot has a black banner with a white flower. As does a terminal but whatever. So. That's all the bizarre correlations there. The thing with the pictures is that if someone has sick to someone else that has sick and then that guy is connected to say Elon Musk then any time someone that was sickened to Elon ends up in San Francisco everyone is going to go around and eat Carlos chocolate that has a crown on it or something. Because it's parametric backpressure by people that have decided to use correlation to screw each other over and then other people are using it as "somehow I've been mesmerized so I find myself buying chocolate what should the bar code tell me"? You'll also find that certain foods that have faces on the cover have bar codes on the back. So if someone is scared of the Quick Rabbit and someone keeps buying Quick Rabbit drink every time an idiot drugs them with something the guy that's drugging them will end up staring at cartoon faces that are looking them in the eyes. Except then they have money now (from fucking people over) so they read the bar code and see it has a birthday cake on it so they go and they make a cake or wander around with birthday balloons and someone with money will end up rewarding them. Rather than, say, have people that are on drugs get help if suddenly being somewhere where looking into the faces of cartoon characters is going to make them upset enough to do what the packaging tells them to. What I believe is more disturbing is that there are enough people that have money that are schizophrenic that this is now a worthwhile marketing ploy.right here's the other thing so serial killer is based on a spades right and death is associated with being able to read at least in the tarot I mean at least to some extent because the characters there's only two characters that can read and those are the hero font and the empress because the other characters are don't have periods by their name so there was a stupid book that had a bunch of like cards that were made up and then there would be like a boat like poetry next to it and it was like based it was stupid it was like I don't know it was a brown book I gave I sold it to like Forest books or I gave it away or something it was based on a 15th or a 16th century German woodcut thing did somebody gave to their friend and then translated it and it was stupid and it was probably made up and it came from black leather press so you can look it up if you want but the book was like in the title had AA in it but likethe book was called something else and then the stripes on the sardine can for the lighthouse look like stripes for both a barber pole and if you're illiterate they look like stripes because that's what that's what a book looks like to someone who can't read any other thing is is any other thing is is that there was graffiti on the ground where like if somebody is wearing stripes it looks like they're they're like cut into pieces and to being able to read more or less is like you can only read if you can read scary s*** because words can have two meanings and anything is going to be like this could mean something scary or it can mean something not scary right and as I'm saying this people are going around holding their lips to make it look like duck lips and I might be poisoned so that my lips become inflamed because anytime someone says something that no one else likes what they're going to do is poison them because they're saying s*** that no one wants to hear or gives away a secret right so the food supply is f***** up and if you say anything you're going to get your face f***** up because someone's going to poison your lipsso that's that's cool I mean again it's one of these things where it's like anytime anyone says anything like hey everybody should be aware that everyone is getting sick because someone screwed up the food supply we're like the stupid s*** where you have that one candy bar that has like and you can see it below is that you have a one candy bar that has a birthday cake item on it and then one of the barcodes is a birthday cake and so if somebody is scared of what's on the package they'll read the bar code and then they'll go eat the other food in order to be likelike if you're finding yourself like if you don't if you don't have like your own personality and you find yourself like eating s*** that you wouldn't otherwise because you've been drugged so much or you you've done so many drugs which is possible you end up being mesmerized then you're going to look at the barcodes and like try and eat the other thing but anyway this book that's like that says AA on the cover has this been in about a ship and they were playing a song about a ship and in the mall there's this heart that has a ship on itoh and then and the thing for DocuSign is it like the image of it is like it has a heart I don't know I again it's like these are all correlations for which people will screw with me or tease me about and I don't know how many of them are correlated in a bad way where people are trying to screw each other over and how much of it's like it doesn't matter because the solution to most of this s*** is just to like do what you would normally do and ignore it and then every now and again do something randomand then it invites you in the ass for which you shouldn't like it shouldn't then you should complain about it like rather than freak out and like use the barcodes as a way of finding what package of food you should eat you should just randomly pick some food you haven't eaten before and eat that occasionally and then it'll break the correlation thing which is like the non-a****** way of dealing with mesmerism it's just do something different that's random every now and again and if you have to just you know pick dice with you or do any meenie miney moeso do you know how many times I've walked down the street and had and like new people were following me or I was following someone else because of all the drugs and I've had to do any meeny miny moe I didn't like half the time that s*** doesn't work so just carry a pair of dice with you and then like roll dice and then pick the one that's going to like like if you're in a store and you're scared of what food to buy and are looking at the packages to determine what food you should eat it's like it's f****** food right it's caloriesif you want a candy bar and you don't know which one to get and one of them has a face on it just pick one at random it doesn't seem all that complicated anyway someone did this thing where they like pinch their pinched their lips and my lips are feeling numb so I don't know if somebody's like put poison on something but they'll like indicate that I've been poisoned in some way because if you like I don't know so I guess complaining about how people are f****** with the food supply intentionally is a way to get your lips inflamedand then complaining about like like taking food for free is going to get somebody to like poison all the pens I mean at some point it's not I mean I complained about this because I started eating food and then like the lighthouse sardines I'm not going to eat because it has a goofy barcode on it and I don't know what the f*** that means because you become hyper paranoid and hyper aware of stupid s*** when people are poisoning you and you hurt all the time and like yeah I have no idea what the f*** to do because I have the CD-ROM I can't look at and my head hurts and I I did a CAT scan for which there's no way to look at the pictures and if I do I don't trust anyone to give me the right pictures because they f***** up all of the ways of looking at the CD in the first place so what are the odds of the pictures are right so people are f****** with the food supply and I'm complaining about that to the point where like I've forgotten that I had to go to three different hospitals until I can arm wrestle someone into giving me a CAT scan for which I can't look at because I don't have a CD-ROM drive and oh by the way that's been a joke for a while based on a comedian that was able to f*** people over and get a comedy special but if you complain about it that's like the Good humor man because you like good humor as opposed tohumor that's at your expense which is like yeah I like laughing about people's problems and things that are funny but I'm not going to go out of my way to physically poison someone just because of it because that's f****** psychotic I mean black people drive like this white people drive like that you know women do this men do that like people are different these people are idiots that's just been funny for f****** ever I'm not going to say oh I don't like how these people are making fun of me I should find out where they live and then kill them I would rather just not be poisoned like I don't want to have my hands f***** up and my lips f***** up and be scared of the doctor or like not be able to see an MRI or a CAT scan soI have no idea what the f*** is going to happen now I'm probably going to be poisoned again in some incredibly weird and f***** up way oh and I've been saying this thing where like covid is a lie and it's b******* right and that's one of these things where it's like well that's a stretch right because it's like one of these like everything in on the internet has said that covid existsright and that's a bit that's a bit of a stretch because everything on the internet says that it's true which is like okay that's that's you know it's hard to say that something doesn't exist if everything else in the world says that he does but notice how I said that there was a correlation between the playing cards and the stupid movie one of the few games in which hearts beats diamonds which by the way in hackers the guy who has hearts beats the girl who is rich rich and privileged God I hate that word in any case one of the few movies or one of the few games in which that's true is a Chinese game called Big twowhich that just seems like a weird coincidence and then there's the Dallas symbol and covid and then you have these food items for which you know if you buy a cookie the barcode is it chocolate chip and then if you buy a truck and then if you look at the chocolate chips the code is too mittens and so if someone buys a cookie someone we'll look out the code on the package and then buy a I'll give you buy a cookie and someone's sick and following you and then they look at the package of what you've just bought or something or someone reads your EBT card or your credit card then they'll buy Nestle chocolate chips and every time they eat a chocolate chip somebody gets a bobo somewhere which is the f****** worm from hackers or it's like tapewormer from f****** vert and then when that doesn't work where there's no whistleblower who figures it out fast enoughthen all of a sudden it's covid which just means that you have a shitload of sick Chinese people come in and see if they can make someone sick to two different illnesses at once and when that happens enough times but you have two illnesses that are offsetting so like what illness will be fixed if someone drinks Coca-Cola and one illness will be fixed if someone drinks Pepsi but not vice versa and you can't drink both then if you do either one then you have the wrong team follow you around and then you do that for any kind of rivalry not only in food but anything elseso then you make it so that like you know they can't drink coffee and smoke cigarettes they have to do one or the other or they can't do this or that they have to do one or the other and of course the answer to this s*** is just a statistically pulled a population and make as much medicine as possible and then whoever set up this stupid s*** in the first place should we put in jail and they should knock it off but it's a bit hard to like be like oh yeah covid totally exists and it's not a just a bunch of code dependencies of likethat should be causing too it's not a bunch of like you know hearts or diamonds or spades and clubs which it probably is right because right now I I can't get any money and everything around me is like I'm seeing non-parametric information as opposed to parametric information so that spades and clubs as opposed to hearts and diamonds which is I have money and I can do what I love but I don't see the effects of what I'm doing which could be horrifying if like what I love to do is watch television but every time I watch the wrong TV showit makes it to like some poor person gets killed or something which seems like a stretch except if you watch TV in the right way you'll see this s*** everywhere like half the advertisements where it's like silly or funny there was one about like somebody was on a ship and they got thrown off and they ended up on an island the people in the commercial were mental ill like the guys who were like the mermaids and s*** were mentally ill and you can just tell which is like that's f***** up we're like half these game shows where people are on there and you look at their hands and you're like they have the same hand disease that I do or like a guy's on a dating show and you're like why does he believe his legs are magic or he thinks that if he uses his hair in the right way magical things will happen so I don't know like I'm correlating with this stupid movie and it's bizarre and stupid but clubs in spades is taking pictures of crazy s*** apparently but no one will pay me money so that I can support myself and doing things like cleaning the food supply doesn't count as hey this affects everybody we should stop doing this stupid game becauseit's horrible and awful I mean I don't know about you but like if a kid buys a cookie or someone else buys a cookie that shouldn't affect what you feed the homeless where you feed the homeless like something else that's stupid so that they're biologically dissimilar from you in order to like contain people in a virus box that just seems a bit f***** up to me cuz it's like well what happens if you become a p*** homeless you're sort of f***** aren't you but that doesn't occur to any of the people involved in this stupid s*** for some reason and I don't particularly understand whybut it might have something to do with somebody being poisoned repeatedly and then having no access to medical Care which would tend to make people murderous so it's one of these things where it's like if you don't clean up the hospitals people will attempt to have you killed and maybe not today but maybe they were planning on having you murdered by having you fired and put in a homeless shelter where you're going to be poisoned to death and they like your boss more than you like your boss and you were living one paycheck away from being on the street because the rent is so enormousbut that's cool the fact that the hospitals in all of San Francisco are f***** up is totally not your problem and you shouldn't worry about it at all I mean hey I never worried about most of this s*** when I was like had money and a job but then again no one knocked on my door and gave me a piece of paper with a website on it when they're like this is all the things wrong with the city you live in and it could end up getting you killed but I'm just but I'm I'm the fearful person so you should ignore me becausethe only thing I have to do is the only thing I have to say is is death and be in a club you know death enjoying a group and not do what you love and make money I mean you should do that too just it would be nice if the hospitals worked

So walking down the street someone bit their thumb which is an indication of the tragedy of romeo and juliet, because that's how the play opens. And I stole some sugar packets (no food from places where I can get canned soup and I am *so tired* of being poisoned) from a cafe and someone yawned. I've talked before how "boss baby" is a circle within a circle around "rosemary's baby" so I take it that "romeo and juliet" is a circle around a circle of "hamlet" (little pig - little police officer etc). Another stupid thing - Steve Phelps used to smoke Romeo & Juliet cigars and is married to a psychologist - Leah Lubinowski (who is into serial killers by the way - which is cool they're interesting). So given that all of my friends and family have decided to abandon me and there's this potential Esther connection it could be a joke on "pretending to be asleep" until I have access to a cd rom drive at which point I use it and then find out I'm terminally ill or something. But it's "I merely bite my thumb why do you then criticize me" which is a "hamlet" sort of thing to do. Which, true, on the other hand are people using it to poison each other in a circle using the bar codes? I think it may be a worthwhile question to ask of "how many people are scared of the faces on the packages of food" given the amount of drug use in San Francisco and if people are freaking out over whether they can eat a bowl of Captain Crunch because he's looking directly at the viewer (which the packaging on the food may suggest is a big enough market segment that it warrants making food for schizos) then this may in fact be a problem. It's people who are sick to each other in a circle and are clubs/spades versus people that are hearts/diamonds - which is like Romeo and Juliet in a way. If people are going to pay money in order to have stupid barcodes to screw with each other than why not? It makes us more money, right? A bit bizarre. Or this bit in Hamlet “When churchyards yawn, and hell itself breathes out…” (Act III, Scene ii)...so that's nice. I must not be cool enough to not want the food supply to be altered to encourage schizophrenics or have shelters give away pork with trichinosis or poisonous water melon. And then told I'm an idiot from a mime on an electric skateboard. But miming shit is just biting the thumb and so on. Right - so the "Deformed Transformed" by Byron (who had a club foot) would be the way that people are going around with stupid boots on all the time - the character (Arnold) in the story keeps his original name. But Astro and Asterte (the girl with the stupid shirt on today) didn't because if they change their name they "beat" the narrative of the story. They just admit they'll purposefully do stupid shit in order to beat a story and then it leads to getting fucked with more. Wonderful. At least if you're going to be fucked with by idiots keeping your original name means you have some shreds of integrity left. Damn.

Here's something amusing. If you look at my comment history on hackernews here you'll find that I can bash Amazon's cloud service for screwing over their customers by not putting in spending limits (and I'll be rewarded for the comment!), but I'll get zero points if I mention that iphone a gazillion is functionally the same shit as you buy in 2007. So that's funny. It's probably not a major conspiracy so much as it's just bot or spam shilling on the site. Or it's an indication that someone will zero my post in order to make it so that I don't look embarassing at which point I have to ask why? And then is this like "zero cool" in a stupid way? Which would be dumb.

And then there's this which is both funny stupid and obnoxious all at once. England running out of water and then this conversation and this research article and this stupid project. So that's silly. The only problem is that you'd have to get everyone in England to use one toilet for pee and the other toilet for feces. If you could redesign a waste facility to filter out the particulates and then perform the same process maybe that would work although you'd imagine they already use reclaimed water in sewage treatment plants. And then this and then this. Le sigh.

Anyway - I emailed the 2600 guy the link about brain computer interfaces and Neuromancer/Johnny Mnemonic now being a thing (at the expense of me having headaches for the rest of my life I guess...) - https://copilot.microsoft.com/shares/KuMU9D5wxoc4rM1ny9hFf. And then that would make sense of Asterte wearing the black and white t-shirt with "Kum & Go" because it's like a mix of "crazy for you" from Harold and Kumar and that one scene from Hackers - because it's "CO-VID" where there's an associated linking joke between two pieces of dumb. Damnit. Anyway. Whoever makes a VR helmet like from Johnny Mnemonic is going to beat the ever loving fuck out of Iphone 20 Gajillion and bankrupt Apple unless they do it first. That alone almost makes all this stupid shit worth it.