If you read Telluria and the book Vurt they both talk about altering someone's brain/head shape. And someone may have done this to me when I was a child (back of the head has a flat spot) and I woke up in the shelter with a flat spot above my left eye. And I'm followed all day long with idiots with stupid head shapes or round skulls. Also see the porn actress "Penny Barber" and this - although if you look up facial/skull abnormalities this will result in nothing more than google saying it's normal. The cops on entering the library were joking about "turf warfare" (which is a joke I'm presuming about hair). If you fuck up someone's head and then they shave their head and it looks irregular this is supposed to be a surprise. It's stupid.
So this is how the fucking Hackers complex works. Fucking obnoxious. So it's "clowns to the left of me and jokers to the right". So it's based on a joke about the letters of the words from "reservoir dogs" (and the coffee urn I take it to be poisonous because "coffee earns"). So based on the cards and the guys from Hackers the way this works is you have the cereal killer being clubs/wands (the everyman who is kicked out of "english") lord nikon being swords (as he represents survellience and nobility) and then you have hearts being Dade Murphy/Zero Cool/Crash Override who is the titular character that is chasing the girl and believes in the cause (whatever that may be - and in Vurt this is joked about with "keep the faith" and "Twinkle" - ie Twink - it's subverted as a gay/Howl melodrama and the Hackers movie has LGBTQ references). Then you have diamonds being the girl Acid Burns who is old money. Right so then you pair this with "are you going backwards or forwards" where you can go from clowns to jokers or jokers to clowns. What does that mean? So the jokers are "j? Ok - ER" and "clowns" are "c loans" or "c l owns". And this is based on the idiocy of the guy that gets kicked out of english clash (the wands) - there are four ways of finding the same exit from the way you're being screwed with depending on your perspective which mirrors the gospels (probably). So if you "see subtext in everything" then "Heidegger" becomes "hi digger" (and so you must be a communist) or "how are you? hi" means "oh he said he's high let's drug him because he's not greeting me correctly". Clearly this is stalking and assault with an attempt at murdering someone which is the reason that everyone here is psychotic and no one wants to live here. Right. So if it's wands then it becomes spades (you see something stupid based on correlation and then you mention it and go to the hospital). Then whatever the joke was or whatever the freedom was that people had to do something becomes not a right anymore but a privilege and the "seeing" becomes "no l owns". Wherein you can't see what's going on and the "losers" end up owning something. But you have to pay for the right to say sit in a public space or do something else as everyone coordinates to have the letter of the law used against you. Or they pay to have a store put in called "fuck Peter in particular" or something. Based on the "I don't bite my thumb at you I merely bite my thumb" thing. And then everyone that complained and was sickened repeatedly is put in a bucket and you have to end up begging the people that poisoned you repeatedly in order to give you back the biological illness or the sick or whatever that was taken from you in the first place.
A couple other things. First in the movie there's a joke where they're at the party with the rich girl/rich kids where someone is wearing spandex which is a "privilege not a right". In this case it's a sex joke because the girl worked out and is wearing spandex which is like a bridge that "spans decks" because in bridge you use two sets of cards (which is like the peace sign as there are two of every card). Or how lord nikon beats the jew playing chess (because in chess and with money all of the moves are open to inspection). And then in the game trash/garbage the kings are taken out and cereal killer is saying they're trashing the planet (there are no kings - no one is in charge/loss of innocents there are no rules and so on). It's just a matter of taking something I like and seeing if you could fuck me over to the story about it so it could have been anything which is obnoxious. But see I want to use a computer and not talk to people that are drugging me or want to be my friend in a homeless shelter when all my friends and family have abandoned me or were double dealing (oh goody) behind my back anyway. But no, you can't leave someone alone, you have to repeatedly poison them because it's stupid and funny. And I was followed by idiots all day long and surrounded by bullshit again. Neato. So now I'm going to finish the book Vurt and then read something else which will be spied upon by sociopaths and then have crazy people attempt to mime out the plot while poisoning me and not giving me medical care. Because everyone here is sick and psychotic. The "quiet guy" that repeatedly says "quiet" to himself is back in the library and so I'm probably going to be poisoned by crazy asshole again. Just because I'm typing too loudly. Oh and yesterday I sat in the library and I was typing next to someone that they fucked up their hands but I was typing too loudly or something and I woke up at 4 in the morning at 1050 South Van Ness with my hands burning. Because they're fucking insane monsters. And I have black people coming into the library dressed up in Scarface t-shirts again. LOOK HE'S ACTING LIKE A BOSS LET'S GASLIGHT HIM AND POISON HIM AGAIN - HE'S NOT THE BOSS OF ME. There's absolutely no reason to do anything here until you find a way to prevent people from just murdering or torturing whoever they want. Yep - quiet crazy guy sitting behind me and then schizo black dude comes into the library asking about ancient aliens and I'm going to have someone cough fentanyl or meth on my bed in the shelter. Because they don't have anyway to prevent the sick crazies from murdering people that mention that it might be a problem that all the stores are closed and everyone is sick. Or that if you end up losing your job you'll be stalked by the insane and have them poison you. Don't lose your job. Never become poor or write what you believe or you'll be poisoned repeatedly until you hurt all the time and have everyone shun you and lie to your face about what's happening including the cops and the doctors. It's cool. Totally fine. Ignore everything that I have to say. Wouldn't it be cool if it were possible to take the CD-rom I got from the third hospital I went to of a CAT scan and look at what the results are? Nope can't do that until October 8th which is funny because communism. I should totally get a job with my zero money and my internal head trauma and no way of getting together enough money for a CD-rom drive. So never become poor in San Francisco or they'll see if they can make it that the one thing that's necessary to prevent you from dying is unavailable.
For want of a nail the shoe was lost; for want of a shoe the horse was lost; and for want of a horse the rider was lost, being overtaken and slain by the enemy, all for want of care about a horse-shoe nail.
Look it's like Telluria! Look it's like "no kings"! Here's a list of every possible nursery rhyme. I suppose not being able to get medical care if you're poor is funny because "cigarrettes are like nails in your coffin"? That's cool. Doesn't matter. I'm sure that having an entire city that just decides to murder anyone that's poor and needs a CAT scan isn't a big deal. You should totally come here and open a store and employ people. It's a theme park for people that want to see if they can murder people based on a popularity contest and then they sell tickets. If I'd known I'd have gone anywhere other than here. Who would possibly want to be a part of this? It's sick. I was followed down the street with a stupid shirt because the SF Marin food bank has a picture of a chinese kid that looks stereotypically stupid and I had free food at one of their locations. Who fucking cares? This is the stupid shit from quiet guy apparently. I need medical care and to be anywhere but here. My head hurts all the time because everyone in San Francisco is sick and evil. I know what they want to do. They want to sicken me so that they set up a monster person which is a bunch of schizos that are all sick to each other. So when dipshit comes in with a scarface t-shirt on it means that there's someone wandering around that's had their head fucked up that's going around to where all the drugs are. So then, because they use drugs and sick to control each other but no one can do anything about someone just being fucked up while they're all blowing drugs at each other they have to wear stupid clothes to indicate that no one should do drugs because they don't want to do drugs around someone missing a leg or with a messed up head or body. So then they can't do drugs around each other rather than just take antipsychotics (like "high" school). These are people that have managed to get enough money so that they're having people that are selling Nesquick put hints on the packaging about what to do if you suddenly think the rabbit is fucking talking to you. And then they have a kid that's crying and a bunch of people leave the library at the same time. And so what are the odds that the idiot that's the dumb looking chinese kid holding up a package of rice upside down is the idiot that I'm sick to? Until I do drugs or something that a kid can't "like a bar code" (and then people will go "oh no my kid is crawling the walls and spitting blood" I'm going to go to all the stores and look at the "bar codes" of the food and see if I can't find the right one to eat so that someone drinking doesn't kill my kid because all the people around him are suddenly sick). See how fucking stupid this shit is? Or it could be - hey you managed to eat canned food at a food bank this one time and then we followed you around with a stupid t-shirt of a stereotypical chinese kid and then it's totally a coincidence that they gave you mostly sugar and candy which was totally not donated by a chinese family and then this kids picture being put on the internet with him looking stupid is just a total who cares thing. It's people that want you to either hate someone or forgive someone without just fucking leaving you alone and not poisoning you because they're all psychotic and won't go to fucking therapy. And now I'm having people whip their heads around and see if I'll look in another direction from being poisoned and fucked with so much that I'm easily mesmerisable which is apparently a thing. I had a chinese guy on the bus and now a girl in the library do this shit where they'll blink and then whip their head around to see if they can make me look away until you can get someone to psychotically stare at everyone in order to prove that they can do it. And then you're into this stupid shit where you see if you ignore people entirely or pay attention to people stupidly like fuckign kierkegaard again. So that's yet another fucking sick that needs the CDC to come in and start taking blood samples of everyone to find out where the fuck it's coming from or what it is. They're just fucking trash people they really truly are. And this is a joke because "functional neurological disorder" is based on the word "functional" because you're "functioning" and not doing something stupid. Which I take to be yet again a programming joke wherein you aren't interested in "class" (it's either going to "class" - ie talking to a psychiatrist or like Pink Floyd or like hating a particular class - all of this shit is multiple plays on words to just fuck with someone repeatedly) or it's because you like to "function" (functional programming, being a functional person, the idea of fucking funk from the 1970s and black people). All of this fucking shit is just a way to fuck with someone using a tree of multiple meanings from words and then have someone see which one bothers them the most and have that be the way that you screw with someone. Because it's "like" "Hackers" - I take it from the position of the "wands" or "cereal killer". If you were going to take it from the standpoint of the emotional context of one of the other characters (Dade caring for his mom and wanting to get the girl) it could mean something else. It doesn't obviate the "hey wouldn't it be nice if I weren't being FUCKING POISONED" or anything though. And no I'm not finding four other idiots to dress up in leather pants and tramp up and down market street to prove how cool I am that I can blow a couple hundred dollars to prove that I have an ass. I live in San Francisco, who needs more ass? I'm eating the food at 1050 South Van Ness and then taking vitamin pills but I have no access to healthcare that isn't crazy. They've opened a bar across from the shelter called "holey moley" so that if someone in the shelter does drugs or something around them they'll all get drunk and play golf. This is easier than providing access to a cd-rom drive. They're just sick. I wish I was anywhere fucking else. Before I came to San Francisco I wasn't in physical pain and I didn't have any of these health problems and everyone who was sickened either died or fled and everyone that is left is just a crazy person or will be new money that will come in and make businesses that are a joke about how fucked up everything was the last time around. I hate it here so fucking much.
I commented that the iphone 17 is trash and it was downvoted on hackernews and then slashdot has a story about how it's so much better than soda. For fuck's sake. And then this stupid inception meme as an advertisement. It still is the case that whoever comes up with AI assisted brain machine interfaces that are non-invasive or a smart phone glasses or something new is going to bankrupt Apple. You can buy the original iphone for 40 dollars and every year they want you to spend over a thousand dollars on a phone that's thinner or has more pixels. Who fucking cares? They can't put in a cd-rom in a library so that poor people can access their medical records and they have nets up so that people don't throw themselves over the balconies but if you walk half an hour away you can buy a brick that's slightly thinner. Meanwhile all of the UK is running out of water and you're going to have idiots spending money on these stupid phones whereas if all of these idiots pooled their money into a water reclamation tank they could save rain water. It's not even an interesting personal thing - it's just fucking boring. I'm in such pain because people are morons that I can't make money based on this social engineering dumbfuckery because these assholes are evil pieces of shit and I get to watch them all piss the money they do have on stupid shit that fucks shit up for everyone else.
