September 17, 2025

So, if we're looking at this silly movie again (I *promise* that after today I'll stop) then it means that each of the characters is based on an archetype or way of seeing things. The Mr. Plague uses the Tarot mixed with nursery rhymes (ring around the rosy is the fool - here is the list when I asked copilot, zero cool uses numbers (maybe numbers from the bible), crash override uses "car toons" - songs and car tunes, lord nikon uses pictograms - photographic memory, serial killer uses books or serials, phantom freak uses movies. Symbols are peace sign, heart, anarchy, and beetle - which is the perpective from a symbolic viewpoint of the four characters. It becomes complicated because for example the "phantom freak" (which is mystery science theatre 3000 where there is a "movie" about phantoms) says "arrest me already" - and all the movies of 1994 can be decoded as binary. But much like from the New Testament, this is from his perspective - so analyzing based on songs will give a perspective on what happened that's no less true from an outsider perspective (Alice in Chains, Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead (Lord Nikon upside down etc)). So it's all horrendously complicated. Oh - and tau, beta, chi, and rho - wherein tau indicates the peace sign upside down and tau proteins which can lead to brain disease. Beta amyloids indicates possibly similar. And...this is chi rho religious nonsense. So the two at the end that are swimming together have brain disease and the other two become priests. Also - clubs and spades (the lovers - one is in the club and the other goes to death) versus hearts and diamonds (one is the heart of the group and one lives in a club). Right.

So that is as much as I've gotten out of the silly movie other than that I now have an incurable thing wrong with me (or many) that will probably end up killing me in an incredibly nasty way. Goody.

So I was screwing around with the idea of putting archetypes along the vertices of a tesseract and seeing if I could then come up with my own card game - which would be completely areligious in the sense that I don't want to be crippled or murdered. So I'm going to put it all into Google Studio and then share the link with the cards. I am aware that this has been done before (comic books and Magic the Gathering and Pokemon) and I don't care.

One of the things that's amusing about this is that it's designed to make it so that you do only one sort of thing which is a joke about how women are "broads" or being "broad minded" or the Heinlein thing about specialization being for insects or a joke about being special. For example, based on all of the stupid shit from this movie what is the thing for which I would then decided is the thing that I'm going to do with my life, right? Am I going to make a story or a song or a and so on. Wherein the "bad end" is making playing cards - oh and this was a gang and the bad guy at the end is flying to Japan. So whatever. I can do all the things, it's a complete nonsense thing wherein someone is poisoned to stupid shit by crazy people.

Here's the idea I came up with and then the game and how it works. Because why not? So - here is the broad prompt I game to google and bing and a couple of example cards.

I want to make suits in the following way - I'll have a normalized color palette that will have 8 suits of five cards a piece wherein the 8 suits will be fan, sash, mask, lens, knife, quill, rug, pouch with colors that are predominately respectively red, blue, green, yellow, black, indigo, orange, and violet. I'll have a normalized color palette that will have 8 suits of five cards a piece of cards that are planet, star, tree, mountain, lake, path, flower, river wherein the colors are predominately respectively indigo, white, green, red, violet, orange, yellow, blue. The first set of cards has more of a man made theme, wherein the second set of cards has a more nature theme. Each of the suits will be numbered 1 through 8 in each case and each of the five subsets will be labeled fa, so, la, mi, do wherein fa will have a pointilist style, so will have a wavy style, la will have the image composed of triangles, la will have many intersecting lines, and do will have many lines intersecting at right angles. So lens la will be a card that will be labeled 4, be primarily colored yellow, and have many intersecting lines. The colors will have a normalized color palette by which I mean that the colors are what would be considered not to bright or to dull. The following ten cards will have high saturation and be considered more like trump cards - work (with a gear or gears), struggle (with sword and cannon), love (featuring hands clasping), mystery (with a cave door with a symbol above it), science (featuring a flask that is boiling), art (featuring a painting or a canvas of a figure), narrative (with an image of a book with glowing symbols in it), exploration (which features a ship), mirth (wherein there is a laughing mask), and belief (in which there is a cloud with a thunderbolt). These cards will be numbered 1 through 10. It should be noted that for the first 16 cards the name should be at the bottom the number in the top right corner and the fa,so,la,mi,do in the bottom left and for the cards I just mentioned it should have the number and name at the bottom. The styling for the number and letter for all the cards should be in a frame that is similar for all cards. The last cards labeled 0 through 6 should have a more muted color scheme and should be nature, man, family, politics, city, state, planet wherein they represent how people can organize themselves into groups.

Oh and the password for this site had to be changed and the homeless creepazoid shitheads are stalking me and doing stupid shit around me because they're so desperately needy. It's gross and awful. Same with a large number of people throughout the day that have been stalking me and acting creepy as fuck. You too are free to be a creepy shithead, it just sucks because you're fucking terrible. Sniff, grunt, rub legs together, run around me snapping your fingers. They're just all fucking ick.

Here is what the mystery card looks like. I'll upload the last card in a minute (the city card with a muted color pallete - most likely browns and oranges or other earth tones like what was popular during the 1970s). You can take images as inputs into the models now in order for the model to make something similar, so if you want to create the rest of the deck you can, but I'll probably stop at these two. This I've made with google AI studio which is better at making images than Bing although the model takes a couple minutes to work.

OK - so this gives 97 cards - 40 for the man made suits (somewhat arbitrary - I tried to pick things for which they demonstrated human ingenuity but didn't require moving parts - and are k-partite dissimilar as possible), 40 for the natural suits (again, why didn't I pick say grass instead of lake? eh), and then 10 for the trumps and 7 for the social organizations. So in the card game I'm thinking of the way it works is similar to bridge. You distribute all the cards and the person with 25 cards selects a card to play first and everyone else has to follow either number, color, or suit. Not unlike the game "uno". However it's a bidding game where you state how many tricks you're going to play with "planet" being worth 13 points and each of the other tricks being worth 1 (but if you go over you bust and get zero points). The knife and the star can be played at any time and represent an automatic win for that hand. If both are played at the same time the highest numbered card wins of all cards in play. The nature through planet cards allow you to win the hand (nature), or trade a number of cards with other people at the table from (1 to 6) when played. Someone can declare numbers, sounds, actions, or organization as being the trump and will beat any other trick on the table. So if lake so, quill do, city, and art are all played then city can pick 4 cards to trade with one other person, quill is higher than art but similar in number to art (and so art would win - unless someone has declared a trump of number, sound, action, or organization).

Far be it for me to cast aspersions, but it is entirely possible to play card games although we may dislike a president that has a silly name.

There's a bunch of other games you can play with this deck and I'm not unaware of the connection to uno. However, I don't believe I've ever seen a game wherein fa/so/mi/la/do has been used before based on the way the cards are drawn (which is similar in the way that my phenomenology has a break down of nouns, adjectives, verbs, proper nouns, and grammar - also in the way that I came up with the dissimilarity between trump cards although again these are not the "only 10" feelings or which have you that someone can have, merely that art, science, and love may be more dissimilar than car, chariot, and ship - which is an interesting thing to think about. What are other cards you can come up with in such a way that there are 20 trumps but they are all as dissimilar as possible in order to come up with a new randomization deck?) or wherein there are fewer numbered cards than trump cards. Most likely not the absolute most original thing I can come up with, but as everything is closed around here and my head hurts constantly at least I'm doing and working on something. I'm sure that if I read or write a story that will also be "the wrong thing" for which someone will make my head hurt by poisoning my food or giving me scabies. Whichever.

And that's all for today until I can come up with another story, invention, song, comic, joke or what have you. And I'm officially done with this silly movie.

I had "Dr Bird" at the San Francisco Sutter Health call me Peter three times and then I found the book nova by Samuel R. Delaney in the library which has a similarity to the movie. So it's more mind control and stalking bullshit by psychotics (including a woman that followed me into the hospital "bowing" towards me and another woman whispering "sorry"). I was also followed by a psychotic that has half his head shaved and is schizophrenic. The following and knowing what I'll do in advance after having me poisoned is still continuing. They're all sick and mentally ill. Until I "give up". Or I end up being sickened to an idiot that believes in bullshit and get COVID or worse. If you see a white guy mid twenties with half his head shaved and the other half with long hair talking to you about religion repeatedly he's a complete nutter. Ask him a technical question about something realistic and watch him be unable to answer it. It's just giving someone sick. Thanks, I'm not changing my name or being friends with assholes. Maybe the screenplay did come from this. Maybe it came from a variety of other sources from which Samuel R Delaney also pulled (Shakespeare? Aristophanes?). I don't like the stalking and being fucked with continually by sick assholes. Really? Fucking with me when I go into the hospital to get scabies medication because you're all gross? Seriously? How fucking awful.

Creepazoid McDouchebag is going into the library making prayer hands and the computer is being screwed with by people that keep kicking me off the network while some black woman grunts at me repeatedly. They're subhuman because they act like it. They drug and sicken people and then see if they can get them to act in a way that they know is predictable so they can drug and sicken them some more because they want to get someone to fight them physically or steal shit so they have an excuse to hurt them. They're dogshit and plague stricken and that's how they get people to fight them. Just abandon the city. There's no point. I keep saying it every time it happens and it's always more true than the last time. Meh. "We sickened him and misled him and then he told on us for doing it, we should totally do it again." Ok, you're dogshit. Here's your advertisement. I'm well aware that Samuel R. Delaney at one point wrote a sex scene with a black and white guy in it. Who fucking cares. Fly a rainbow flag above an abandoned building again I thought that was fucking awesome. Tools.

It's not that difficult to figure out. He's one of my favorite authors and so I go and look for that book and I'm screwed with on the way to find that book. And then I go and what do I do? I complain. So then I go and look at books in the classics section and it's "Peter Watson" and a book on "beyond idiocy" and then two other books from something else. It's "book stacking" having to do with "here's 'Peter'" and then if you do something once it's like this if you do something twice it's like this and if you do something three times it's like the other thing. And then the number of copies is how I'm going to be screwed with based on being manipulated and knowing what I'm going to do in advance. And then having people report what I do and then fuck with me on the street by wearing stupid shirts or following me around. "Here's this other Peter that wrote a book before you did and it's like this Samuel R. Delaney book about a failure (who also wrote a gay book so there)". It's just so fucking obnoxious. And it involves following and sickening me repeatedly and having this shit done to me and other people. Half my head hurts all the time and it's because of sick. There's no other reason. And some people like this shit because they think it's "God" or "heaven" or some other thing and it's just a bunch of people giving each other sick intentionally. Whatever the fuck it is I want the vaccine until it goes away. I'm not "scared" of it - it's just obnoxious as hell and a complete waste of time of being able to do anything else with my time whatsoever other than to say "EVERYONE HERE IS SICK HOLY FUCK IS IT BAD". Repeatedly. Most books are shit - including ones written by people named "Peter". I'm not changing my name. Stalking me and fucking with me while I have a headache and I'm susceptible to suggestion and then have people say sorry because I'm acting "too Nirvana like" is just fucking incredibly shit. In a hospital. No I'm not joining your cult. You're sick. And if someone sends me to the hospital again with another mysterious illness and then wears a shirt with a "cold shoulder" (cold no u should er) - as in finding out where I'm going and then having me followed (no I don't give a shit what you wear you're not that interesting - stop fucking following me) - then it's just more "everyone in San Francisco sickens people to death that aren't into their crazy bullshit". No you should seriously consider why no one wants to fucking live here you stupid cunts.

Yes, In the Shadow of the Moon. Let's see if we can have me followed to everyone that got tattoos to that stupid movie, or screw with me to every possible combination of movies that came out in 2019. And some idiot who was sick went around and touched all the books in the classic section and then had someone there that laughed repeatedly as I touched the books and then get upset when I touched my hair and coughed. The idiot that was sick and had his head shaved had meth on his hands or something and then touched the books so that other people that touched them would become ill. First of all, fuck you. Second of all if "magic" happens based on my touching something that a drug addict touched and then if I touch my hair and he doesn't have any we're not the same person or not "psychically connected" - you're an idiot. If people are psychic by their fucking hair then prove it. Do a double blind study and have one person have hair and one person not and then prove whether hair makes you psychic. And stop drugging me and treating me like shit because it's a dumb fucking idea and I don't believe it. If you want to pretend your hair is magic go for it, how about you either do drugs or read the books in the library and stop making it so that being around you is so fucking awful that everyone will do everything in their power to make it so you stop existing.

Doing drugs that fuck up touching books in the library after I complain about being stalked and treated like shit between a hospital and a library is - like do you want to be wrong? Can't you just stand on a street corner and shout about how wrong you are? No, let's not set up a "tree" of stupid shit from 2019. Or any other date. How about you just not do stupid shit such as "if I do this and a kid touches a book they're going to suddenly be tripping balls because they wanted to read Plutarch". Has that not occurred to you as being a dumb fuck idea?

Finally some notes on meta's new glasses. They are incredibly dorky and definitely don't make you look like Mr. Potato Head. Personally I would have gone with something that looks like this for cycling. Or ski goggles. You're still going to look like an idiot but you can fit more stuff into them and then with something like ski goggles you can wear them as a forehead accessory when you're not using them (you know like a bandana or something). And then when you get good enough to make everything small enough I'd fit them into glassse. I was impressed with the wrist band thing although I would have thought that you could put more stuff in something that was like a fingerless glove. Again, same reason. With a ski goggle thing you could have had head EKG sensors possibly too (maybe put an EKG sensor in it like the mindflex thing or similar - that's been around for a while). But - and this is a big important but - *at least it's not yet another iphone*. So kudos to you Mark. You made something that's cool that we don't already have.