So this is more horse cock behavior by the crusty vaginas around me. What people will do is say shit in the background like "she should do such and such because..." and then it will apply to me, but only if I pay attention and respond to it, and then I'll be followed around by assholes talking to themselves while I'm given disease so my head hurts. And yes, it's a disease that can be spread by assholes and it's part of yet another social engineering tree (feminist "why didn't I get born with a penis" elektra type douches). Have you noticed at this point that I'm just going to write it down and then tell every intelligence agency on the planet? There are pictures of me high in a diaper and baby outfit in New York City, and I'm not gay. I just *do not give a fuck*. Now if you excuse me I will continue doing whatever the fuck I want.
And if I'm poisoned later I will write it all down and how it works in order to fuck with someone and then have the people responsible put in a little box and thrown in ocean. I mean jail.
I came up with a story sci-fi universe setting here if anyone has any interest in working on it or looking at it. And...I've notice that crazy assholes that will fuck with people are thread squatting on 4chan to see if I post there and then will come around me and act stupid (giving me brain disease associated with tardive kynesia and then coming around me sucking on their lips is popular). Half of my head hurts and it's contagious as far as I'm aware. I'm seriously worries I have a hole in my blood brain barrier or I'm being poisoned - well I know I'm being poisoned - I mean it'll kill me or it's incurable. Christ this place is such a festering necrotic penis sore. Imagine what I could be doing were I not surrounded by sick and dying druggy shitbags.
One of the things you'll learn about crazy druggy shitbags in San Francisco is that they think that because they've drugged and sickened you (against your will) that you somehow owe them something or you're now friends (or family!). It's so incredibly fucking horrifying and disgusting. I can't get a job or leave the shelters because there are none. You can be a security guard or pick up the needles people leave in front of abandoned buildings. And I hurt all day from being poisoned multiple times because the crazy shizo assholes are unhappy that I'm not their friend from being poisoned by them. It's like this shit everywhere here. I don't even hate them because they're monster people - they're not real in some way - they're so codependent and fucked up I just don't consider them people at some level. It's just how badly are these things going to fuck up my life. And once they fuck you up you can't rely on the rest of society, from the cops to the hospitals, to be able to fix any of the shit they've done to you because they want you to live in the ghetto and turn into a monster thing rather than be a burden on them. And this is what San Francisco is like. It's a fucking nightmare.
Like, bitch I know who my family and friends are. I don't *like* any of them but just because you coughed crack on my bed doesn't make us friends or fucking related. Ugh I just ick. Anyway, I've accomplished as much work as I can now so I may as well make my way back to the drug den of sickness and misery - I don't know if I should get police reports on the way or not. I could most likely just photocopy them myself at this point. Might as well...god damn is this place a fucking hole. I know that I'm not *supposed to*. They play these dumbfuck games too - like if I stay here until the library closes someone that has been sickening me will show up at closing and they'll be surprised I'm here because they can't then sicken someone else for biology/drugs/money and then it will follow some fucking movie like Night at the Museum or some fucking thing. It's just a murder factory for assholes. I wouldn't be surprised if there was a media blackout and the rest of the world just sent San Fracisco all of it's assholes and there was peace on earth and everyone was happy. Probably it's one of the librarians or a collection of them. I believe the police have been attempting to give as many people as they can different food and see if they can time eating it at the same time that I do to "prove" that were not the same person (I don't know? By telepathy somehow?). These are all people that are all so desperate not to fall into the same impoverished shit hole and be surrounded by the monster people themselves and not do anything to fix the problem. Yes, cops I know. And before I showed up and started posting pictures of manhole covers covered in fentanyl pills that look like candy those were littered all over the sidewalks so children could pick them up and eat them. It blows my mind that absolutely no one has complained about how much of a shit show this place was until I showed up. Or not enough of them. HOW? You know why? Everyone showed up and was like "I wonder how much shit I can steal and do drugs and fuck people over before I can run away to some place else and change my name". Something like that. How much shit can I get away with. More or less anyone that's been here and left in the last five years has been a massive piece of shit.
I have all these pieces of trash mimicking or pantomiming in the "I'm not touching you I'm just wearing a t-shirt that says 'youse a privileged bitch' and following you around" sort of way imitating that I must be stuck up. If the town I grew up in was this bad I would have gone around and told everyone and had it fixed. Everyone would have. And then if you "care" about San Francisco you'll be followed around by schizophrenics waving SF flags and wearing "the City" shirts. Because if you believe in any ideal you'll be followed by schizophrenics that *have to* (and will poison you if you stop believing in this "cause" because you don't want to be surrounded by murderous crazy - which is proving the point), because there are no mental hospitals or jails. Multiply this by any cause it's possible to believe in. I don't want to live in a shit hole and you can't even say that without it turning into a cause and then that's why no one says or does anything. It's like an anti-bootstrapping problem where everyone lets all the dumbfucks and the crazies keep everything turned to shit and no one has any idea how to fix it. And no one complains.
San Francisco is more or less what happens to a society when you allow the murderous sick crip lords to run things and decide that if people have enough sick and a flag they get to pick and choose who to keep alive and who to have melt from the plague. I don't even think the crip lords are happy it's that fucked up. You got what you wanted because you had to be right. Happy now?