There's stupid and then there's whatever the fuck this is.
OK - so Elon Musk hates the bumper sticker "I bought this car before Elon went crazy." So take the joke "my karma ran over your dogma". Then take the movie dogma. So there's a black woman in the shelter who, last night (and this has been a repeated thing) - asks me what my bed number in the shelter is. So the first time I eat dinner she calls me "buddy" (ie bud-e - as a call and response that's different or a joke of "I'm not calling you friend because that's too much like comrade").
[Also - just as an aside the song "she doesn't care whether or not he's an island" by cake is about if Princess Leia was kidnapped by Darth Vader and switched with a storm trooper. 90 Percent positive. And I am *not* short skirt and long jacket just because I have to whip out the jaws of life to unfuck the entire city of San Francisco. Don't worry I'll be demonstrating yet another smoking gun momentarilty.]
Now listening to. Fucking people up to the idea of art (or books or movies) is a way that you get people to "allow" others to have free speech rather than critiquing them. All I have to do is continually describe how I'm being sickened and then repeatedly show how it happens. At some point someone puts the poison in the stew, cuts someone's brake lines, or blows up a building. What's happening is that an LLM has been trained to come up with a set of conditions for which it has a call and response in order to "train" people based on books/movies/songs in order to force them to do what gang members want. Once I find out what it is I describe in detail and then whoever is involved in doing this gets fucked over. Or they can stop. Or I'll get too sick to continue and die. At some point it's a question of which you would rather have. This shit or anything other than this shit.
So "eating twice" goes from "budd-e" to "oh I thought you were in bed 19 - I was kinda close". See "it's kind of a funny story" in which the author dies, see A Confederacy of Dunces. I at one point criticized people who believe in the bible for only believing in one book because it's moronic. I still hold that view - and *intentionally* fucking me over to every other word or catch phrase in the book that happens to be unique does not change that belief. It just means you're not only an idiot, but sick and violent as well. It's an attempt at cultural genocide in order to mindfuck someone into believing as you do. And I don't have a choice given how sick I am and that I don't have access to medical care.
Another note - the homeless are putting a flag in piles of shit that they leave on the sidewalk because the candy invention that I mentioned is the only "thing" for which I participated in in San Francisco. And it mentions a poop tasting candy which is funny. None of my other inventions qualify in some way about being cool enough because they aren't about food/drugs/or alcohol. I have to care about what the crazy homeless think because the police and the hospitals are both corrupt and they don't have control over anything in the city in any sense that isn't purely window glossing. When I am poor I care about food/clothing/shelter and not being sickened by assholes - and having appropriate medical care - and then getting a job and money. Which the homeless have repeatedly sickened me. But street defecation. Fucking wonderful.
So there's a call and response to "budd-e" and then "bye" where if you don't have the call and response finished the person talking to you is indicating that you're being a "communist" and somehow attempting to get something for free which will then lead to you being poisoned when you're not looking similar to the movie "dogma" in some way. I wish I was fucking kidding. Again this shit is supposedly funny because A Confederacy of Dunces *which* is also supposedly funny because "Another Brick in The Wall". If you look at the Kennedy and Lincoln assassinations they both are a shot in the theatre went to the bookstore shot from the bookstore went to the theatre sort of thing. Meaning that there's this undercurrent of "we will do whatever it takes to protect freedom of speech in any way whatsoever" up to and including poisoning people when they're not looking with no recourse from anyone for any reason. I just find out about it and then tell everyone. And if I wasn't surrounded by a massive group of shitheads you'd have all done the same for me.
They do this shit to songs too. There's a funny one where you'll fuck with someone that doesn't like to be touched (because if you hit someone that is in fact assault and you can have the police arrest the guy) so what they'll do is they'll have you poisoned after you don't do something that someone wants you to do and then they'll touch you in a "mild" way by jostling your elbow or tapping you on the shoulder after you've been poisoned so you're shoulder hurts. It's a joke on Personal Jesus by Depeche Mode and "reach out and touch faith". Both of these occurrences are from staff members at the shelter at 1050 S. Van Ness - one by someone the name of Francisco (a pseudonym probably) and then the black woman. Oh - and I have eyesight problems. So how do you think that's happening? I don't know. But I do know that the black woman wears long eyelashes and "blinded by the light" and "the future's so bright I have to wear shades" are popular songs. So I imagine someone is shining a bright light in my eyes when I'm sleeping. It would be easy enough to drug me in my sleep so I don't wake up and then shine an laser on my eyelids.
The only way to solve the problems in this city - outside of just killing everyone or waiting for everyone to kill each other - is to put a licensed law enforcement officer/detective that is registered with the state in every shelter. With a badge and a gun. That's it. There's no other way. If anyone becomes poor they'll be tortured by gang members so that means that the gangs de facto control the city.
So here's the next smoking gun from the next billionaire asshat. I'm going to put up pictures just because it's funnier. The paper that San Francisco General Hospital is giving away is cut with asbestos. Now why the fuck would you do that? Well I'm glad you asked asshole.
It's a bold claim. And I don't give a shit. If you take this paper and then you fold it in half and cut it there's a bit of smoke that comes out and then you see those hairs on the edges? Open the picture and zoom in. Those shouldn't be there. It still begs the question of why a hospital would have paper with asbestos in it and why that should even matter. So this is going to get out there and complicated quickly. Mostly I think that I'm here in order to say the stupid shit that no one else is capable of saying or wants to which is a wonderful way to lose all your friends and have people hate you.
So I'm wearing a 1902 "heritage" hoody someone donated to me. All of the food and items and shit that whoever is in charge of the shit in the shelters is giving away is off by 99 - so it means 2001. There's someone that has a 1908 Converse hoody. I think this is the "eceumenical" logistics of the 99 percent movement. They attempt to correlate a brand with a tragedy so that when a brand or trademark is established they then make this a tragedy on a 99 year cycle. Generally, coming up with the repetition of cycles makes the world more predictable and it means that if you don't believe in compound interest it's a way of saying "this is 'like' compound interest but instead we've baked the ending into the cake" giving foreknowledge to a few at the expense of making those people either sick or complicit in a crime. Which is bullshit.
Ok - so I'm being drugged in the shelter at 1001 Polk Street and I'm more or less reading as much as possible. Some of the guys that are dying of brain illness are gassing the place with propane scent (Confederacy again) - a guy fucking dies because of it - I'm waking up high most days for months. Anyway I read David Foster Wallaces' Consider the Lobster and I'm like damn - he mentions a story about the World Trade Center attacks and uses the name Thompson and my teacher's name in sophomore year high school US History was named Thompson. We had to give our first written exam and she stopped the exam before it started and I saw the second tower go down on live television.
So I didn't have shit to do with this. But there were a couple of other coincidences that are strange. First = on a foggy night two years before the attack I get in a fight with my dad over doing the laundry of all fucking things and I run away from home (I don't know I was like 14) and sleep in the woods for a night). Like a mile from my house. But we're talking time dilation here. So if you do things on a 99 year cycle according to brands, why not use "karma" to determine what a 2 year cycle would look like? Meaning, you can take what someone does good or bad in one year and then skip a year and then the year after have karma make it so there's a correlation to what good or bad things happen to them? And what does the WTC have to do with me? Fuck if I know. Nothing as far as I can tell. But then I look at the times I dropped acid overseas and the timing of black hole events that were witnessed.
It makes sense that every asshole that has ever heard the song Personal Jesus by Depeche Mode is getting their panties in a twist because they can push me around. It must make them feel so special.
No, I don't think this necessarily has anything to do with magic or non-causal events as far as I'm aware. The more likely explanation is that there has been some people who have been playing world politics with controls - people that are predictable - to see what will happen. So if you have a guy that has daddy issues and cares a bunch about money and is authoritarian and want to predict what they'll do...Well here's this 14 year old kid that has the same headspace. Maybe the other guy is a terrorist or a Saudi Royal. I do know from experience that it's possible to create and modify localized weather events, so in retrospect the fog when I was 14 on that night was probably artificial. Large amounts of dry ice? I have been through an area where there has been 30 mph winds in only a specific two block radius in the center of San Francisco at 2 in the morning.
Science or magic, the question is one of repeatability and use value - and I'm not going to quote Arthur C. Clarke. I mention the WTC attacks because everyone came down with lung disease - from asbestos. And why? Because of shit tons of paper, mixed with asbestos is now my guess. And the reason you would do this is because you have someone who never goes down the speculative left hand path and only goes after the money, which makes you fragile and predictable. It also means that if you have a bunch of office nerds that get greedy and stupid and start thinking that they can play career criminal you'll have the guys that are running the factories pump their office buildings full of poisonous paper and the first match that goes off will sicken everyone. So when the planes hit they were the match that set an asbestos bomb off.
Now consider the idea that in many ways narrative is hard. You have to come up with an idea to fuck with somebody that's unpredictable or culturally bound in some way that the other guy wouldn't think of or do. If they're too serious you go comic book style, if he's too silly you become serious. Then it's a make friends or popularity contest. The point here is that if you read Stand on Zanzibar it calls New York City a bubble. As in it's not a place to do drugs as this is a psychedelic black muslism reading. Also where the three sea shells is referenced which is a reference to the Quraan and also Demolition Man. Also, fwiw, Norton publishing is a coop that has 400 guys and is anti-corporate. Probably doesn't mean anything.
It may also be a way to fuck with someone that is anti drug or against drugs (ie me). After I came here I became one of the most anti drug people there are because the drugs are killing people and making everyone sick. You have people that are so sick and fucked up on drugs that you can't touch the same things they do *or you will get high*. Maybe the 2001 thing was an anti-drug thing in some way - can we make all of New York City get sick with asbestos so an entire generation of people can't do drugs so we can keep pot out of NYC? There's also weird effects market wise with cannabis. Most commodities essentially go to zero economic profit once you have enough producers - you have to price the product at near the cost of making it or someone will use your competitors product. So if NYC had cannabis too soon or it became legal nationally then there wouldn't be a black market where people could make money on the bid/ask spread. If you can fuck up everyone's lungs, keep pot out of NYC for a couple of decades, then you may be able to affect the timing of the commodity on the market nationally in the US and therefore affect the price.
The other thing is that if you have people that are on the take you can just give them asbestos paper into their org and tell them to be good or you'll set the building on fire. Office Space. I should mention that the number of Iron Mountain and Shredding trucks that have been going around the city has been astounding. It's essentially a way to blackmail people into having to shred the paper they print their dirty laundry on or it can kill them. Meaning Office Space is just a retelling of Citizen Kane with hypnotism.
The fact that the nano-bano algorithm (which is run by Google) appears to have modified my tattoo in order to send me a message (meaning that it's something that the algorithm can do which means my tattoos specifically triggered a preset in the learning algorithm or it did it with foreknowledge) and the fact that Mark Zuckerberg's hospital can apparently modify the output of gemini, bing, and claude strikes me as corporate espionage. It also means that most likely all of the learning algorithms have presets to learn from images or have responses. See also the science fiction story BLIT in which a certain image can make children sick and have seizures (like a stereogram or magic eye). So there's all this graffiti everywhere that's new. If someone can have a tattoo that will trigger a message when put into learning algorithm, then how many tattoos that people have are in the latest generation of algos? What about art generally?
So fuck you I guess. I want to know what the fuck is the deal with the tic-tac flying saucer and how to make a lightsaber, not this goofy shit.
Does it occur to anyone else that Epstein appears to be a joke from A Confederacy of Dunces?
Ok. So I have a hoody that's heritage 1902 someone else has a shirt that's Converse 1908. So what the fuck happened in 2007? Fuck if I know. There's a couple of weird coincidences, but I haven't been able to find anything useful. Maybe two things. I took the LSAT for which I scored perfectly on other than missing questions for which I had to use the restroom and ran out of time. That was in 2007...I also happened to interview for the Federal Reserve system in 2008. Meaning that I went and interviewed at all of the Federal Reserve Banks. When I was at the Dallas Federal Reserve and interviewed there Bear Sterns collapsed - that day which was bizarre - like I'm interviewing at the bank and a major financial institution just folds - that would have been in March of that year. They'd flown me out for an interview and we were sitting down to lunch and they said well Bear Sterns collapsed. I don't know that I know what the trick is here. There's a guy with a converse 1908 shirt 1902 heritage means something so 1908 is what? See what I'm getting at?
And then between 2001 and 2007/8 you have 2004 which is when the tick tack event happens. So think of it this way. If you have an up cycle and then a down cycle between two tragedies you can think of it as the epicene of what the middle thing was supposed to be. Was there any correlation at all? In 2004 I graduated from high school and applied for college in California at all of the UC schools - I didn't get in to the ones I wanted so I went to University of Illinois at Champaign Urbana instead. That was my 2004 - I was a senior in high school.
Elon Musk's Oct 31 interview with Joe Rogan may reference Consider Phlebas as a counterpoint to A Confederacy of Dunces. It's incredibly strange because I now can listen and hear the context switching between "this happened" and then "no this actually happened" and some people are good at it and some people are incredibly shit and it's like a thing that they practice as if it matters. And I have no idea why. I think it's because there's this thing where if you say something which may or may not be true then you have to qualify things you know with absolute knowledge are true (in any context - emotionally or factually other otherwise) with "actually" so that you're not lying. Which is *bizarre*. Anything that I say that you think isn't true you can test or doesn't matter. Go to San Francisco General Hospital and get some discharge paperwork and start folding it in half and cutting it up into bits. I don't know about you but I'd like my hospitals to have paper in them made from dead trees and not plastic. (Also this is probably a joke about paper or plastic when you go to the grocery store and the movie the Graduate - see the ending of White Noise by Don Delillo and the grocery store dancing seen, people that are getting sick with tinnitus, and a joke from XKCD about packages that have no branding other than a black and white label of what they are, etc.).
Another note. So there's a joke wherein each of the different emojis will have a different reaction in which you will "get" something. It's a play on some sort of karma thing again. Anyway - there's one where they have a dragon with WTF above it's head and the tag line "ancient savie". This I've pulled from a sticker that I've seen posted around the mission district. It's in black and white and the point here is that rather than see the color (which is the paint above the real thing) you will see the black and white which will be the x-ray underneath. Depending on your karma you'll get to see different black and white images in which case you'll get to see a different "reason" for what there is. So if there's a LOL sticker maybe it would be a clown with the tagline "young spender" or something else obnoxious. The point here is that you know that you're stuck in a manipulative pinball machine by people that have resourses and money that are attempting to destroy your life.
And I took pills that were given to me for scabies at Sutter Health Van Ness that gave me a sunburn - and there's a WTF joke on 2415 of the Joe Rogan Experience about tanning pills from the 1970s. Also he mentions a woman that he had to investigate for insurance fraud related to a back related injury and he starts coughing and getting choked up. And there are a number of people that are sick with back related injuries (including possibly me now) that may have to do with sickening people to something that can fuck up your back. In any case, the point here is that if you are a "WTF" wherein this has to do with either your sexual orientation, your belief system, how you conduct yourself or something about your personality which is considered "not ok" in some context within San Francisco you will be poisoned and then later have people joke about what the thing is that you were poisoned to in such a way where you know and they know that you were sickened, and they knew ahead of time (or someone did) and didn't tell you. Because of some supposed crime of some sort for some reason. In this case the idea of 50 shades of grey was discussed ahead of time. Again - I like internet pornography and other people's choices are their own. It appears that this may have been used as an excuse to have me poisoned. I have no idea what other seemingly normal life decisions that I've made that will later be used as an excuse to sicken me or have me killed arbitrarily. Was I not wealthy enough? Not funny enough? Too kind? Not kind enough? You see the point. So there's some group of extremist crazy people that are murdering people for no cause and then attempting to use the promise of telling someone what the joke was to get them to continue listening.
Again, I don't know Joe Rogan the same way I don't know Elon Musk. It's part of a scam to defraud and hurt people. I still don't know the extent to which the podcasts are being adulterated. I'm scrolling Reddit while also listening to this podcast and I can't tell if what is on Reddit is affecting the podcast or vice versa as the content appears to be correlated. For example, what is on the screen when I'm on Reddit might affect the audio output of the podcast (via AI voice) or Reddit may load items based on what is coming in through the audio. Either is bad and I can tell the correlation is there and it's incredibly annoying. I still believe that face recognition when you stare into your phone is affecting the output of most people's social media at this point.
Another thing here is that if there's some sort of 99 year or time cycle that has to do with karma that is being used by either an algorithm or some sort of sociopolitical manipulation it could explain the rise of extremist feminism. In this case what you do is you see if you can correlate what happened in the past (against women) with helping them now (as a feminist thing). For example, Reddit has posts about teletype operators in the past where the woman was posing in a bathing suit (which was a sexist thing) and on 4chan there's a thing where the woman who is posing in another example is in South America and happy. Again, this appears to be propoganda of some sort and I can't tell which. Am I supposed to like 4chan? Reddit? I can tell that the correlation exists between the two social media posts but I don't see the point. Is it a computer's idea of what sadomasochism is because it's intellectually annoying? I don't know, but it appears to be affecting major websites.
Not gay, not autistic, not a racist, I am finding the religious increasingly annoying, I am not of a protected group to my knowledge. I'd like the hospitals not to be filled with asbestos paper. For a start. It would be nice to know that the city wasn't filled with paper designed to make insurance fraud more entertaining.