December 3rd, 2025

So. First of all. Watch this all the way through -

So in any supposed psychic phenomenon there are two options. One, it's bullshit. It's coincidence that when you do one thing someone somewhere else happens to have something happen to them or vice versa. This is particularly confusing if there are multiple effects at the same time. The other thing is that it could not be, at which point you end up with a frustrating phenomenon where you can end up being psychic to idiots. So bean plating AB/DL if you end up psychic to children then you can end up with all sorts of issues that children may or may not have. Such as fear of scary things (or pornography in this case). That's scary pornography. When I watched it I was aroused but also felt cold and shivered. The other thing is that I physcially heard the screams which may cause someone else to have a headache or feel sick (was Havana syndrome just making people sick to people who are psychic and then having all of those people all listen to screaming at once - don't know but it's an interesting way to create an unproveable murder - you'd have to prove telepathy were possible first). I don't know what this means. But it does mean that if I'm psychic and therefore can do things for which a child *wouldn't* do this can then mean that that child would end up not being psychically connected to me. There is danger in this line of thinking as it means that you end up either doing drugs until you're dead, working yourself to death, exercising, having sex, or doing something stupid repeatedly. On the other hand if I can suggest ways that other people may be able to "palette" cleanse from whatever is making them sick perhaps this will help.

For me personally it would be preferable to running around someone until their foot breaks or having a broken foot. For what it's worth there is also a black metal band out of Odessa called White Ward. So that's a thing. Another fascinating take is not only Silent Hill (the video game) but this book. Meaning that the top in this situation is the mental patient. So there's that. If you consider this in terms of video games and hard core pornography you may be able to find a series of conjunctions with that and books that may be useful. This relates in some sense to what I had referred to earlier in terms of philosophy, the idea of the paradox of the scape goat and ab/dl. This may be what is referred to as "bean plating" (that is making more of something than it is worth) - however in this case I believe that the bean plating may be useful. IF there is something here it should be exploited. If there is this much informational depth in one form of pornography (AB/DL) for whatever reason then all other forms of pornography should be examined.

The catch here is that all of the idiots that want you to act like an idiot will say "see! he believes in this so we should fuck with him if he doesn't act like we're all connected!" (see Ayn Rand). On that note. It should be noted that Peter Keating is being gaslit by this chick he's seeing who is worried about the time and wants him to meet his double (who I am assuming is the John Galt character). Which may reference the idea of the pandemic and "pan handler demic". It's not a plague it's a "pandemic".

I have a bunch of stuff to cover but I should note that the idea of bean plating AB/DL is interesting in that it covers a wide area of possible paths. One is time travel, one is art as such (of all porn - with the possible exception of clown porn) it has the highest visual palette of which BDSM does not - this is important as AI would be trained visually on the metaphor of the pornography to some extent. More or less everything that came out of hypnotube has it's roots in burning man (an Ayn Rand reference from the Fountainhead) and AB/DL plus gay porn. The idea here is how do you bootstrap an AI visually - which leads to "is it AI?". If you go to Apple Books over by the Internet Archive in west San Francisco they are currently featuring this book written in 1977 and featuring a space alien icon next to it (the same year star wars was released). So the tic-tac event could be an indication of the idea of an Outsider (also see the novel of the same name) that isn't beholden to any ideology and therefore travels - it should be noted that under certain circumstances many languages are easy to know an understand - specifically European ones - due to their acoustic qualities. There is also this RPG which is the idea that aliens have the ability to see a great deal because they speak little and ignore what others say around them (to the extent that they hear it they ignore it - which would be the Anthem connection - We the Living is when you get to the point where people can fuck with you based on parametric pressure). Going back to Atlas Shrugged the point here is "how do you influence events as a capitalist without succumbing to the parametric 'we're all in this together' disease versus completely opting out of society entirely" which makes here philosophy come full circle. The other option here in the "you must choose one among many options" is "does AB/DL mean freedom". Which itself then becomes - how should we then test the degree of freedom for which this entails. Which is itself a trap - I've seen this come up in the pornography itself.

Right. Moving on. (Also ab initio chemistry for some reason).

So. As it turns out the way to make a room temperature quantum computer is with squeezed light and diamonds. Nothing else works unless you want to have a shit ton of coolers. Meaning it doesn't scale. I've noticed a bunch of chinese wandering around with diamond rings and diamond bracelets and such and it got me thinking. Apparently, AB/DL -> time travel -> Dr. Mallet (apparently) and making a CERN like device (see Primer movie) in order to create a closed time like curve -> squeezed light (that's a thing for some reason - essentially it's entangled light for which you can alter the wavelength of one photon by rejiggering the other - I thought this would make a spaceship go faster but it decohers much too quickly) -> diamonds. Which I saw a bunch of in the Tenderloin for some reason. So look at this discussion thread. And take a look at this article. So you have a singularity bootstrapping problem.

And then Perplexity AI spat this out -

Reference Astro Teller and "Project Loon". Reference the balloon in eye tests (as opposed to the farm). The Farm is the crash (knife), the balloon is the dead cat bounce (balloon). So this is what comes out after 2029/2030. Searching for IBM and quantum computing led me to this article with a douchebag (that looks kind of sort of like me) wearing an Invader Zim shirt. So there you have the Peter Keating lookalike except I'm the hobo. Neat. I'm not supposed to mention the connection or the game. I take it the "pandemic" idea here is to find people who are healthy but otherwise not driven enough and drug/sicken them into idiocy while seeing if you can take some of the people/"dead" protecting them in order to complete enough research to cause the singularity. Then if you're free vs. you need to form a collective because otherwise assholes will give you cancer. Since the singularity is now feasible (diamond/quantum computing) and necessary (ability to project the end of capitalism - or at least when compound interest will fail) this ends up in a rokos basilisk like situation if you're a pessimist. Ultimately Atlas Shrugged presents itself as being known as a tragedy from the beginning similar to when people are participating in an irrational bubble from the start with the belief that what will come after will be worthwhile. I think everyone is betting on quantum computing with a diamond interface being the thing that makes it all worthwhile. One of the other problems you have is that if you know that anything that you make will be less efficient than what could be possible to make given that you had a faster computer (which you can build but will take five years) then the only thing that you end up investing in is either the computers to make that computer or the infrastructure to do so as any other investment becomes less of a priority. Or in other words - if someone made a factory making t-shirts then someone could come along within five years and make a factory that would immediately put them out of business (and it is known that this will happen) because the factory can make t-shirts much more efficiently due to computational improvements.

In other words, if you're not making a quantum computer until the computers come out what you do *doesn't matter* because you'd either be put out of work or business or you'd end up displaced by being in a field that is suddenly not worth being in. The only thing you can do is get in the way in which case everyone will hate you and try and have you murdered. So everyone is sitting around and doing nothing or killing each other. The other key take away is that Project Loon was the first project by Astro, so this is a "tell" that this is the first iteration in the next set of iterations in the cycle (the past is prologue). Most diamond fabs are relatively small.

I should also mention that there is significant geo-political risk associated with this as well. Which probably has to do with the dragon/hawk/celtic knot (the Brexit/Irish problem) that grok spat out the other day. If AI quantum chips end up becoming a major production source and lowers the relative demand for fabricated chips from Taiwan then it could make the country a less important international strategic asset and make invasion by China more likely. Sleep tight.

OK. Enough of that. So then the question here is what else is worth making given that this is going to be a thing in the future. But first, I want to watch a horror movie to see if this will cause something awful to happen. Or porn.

This is amusing. The homeless may have been fucking with me to this shit because I called people that were gassing me with meth and fent (at 1001 Polk Street) in the toilet and in the rooms dogs. People died. I still think the same way despite being fucked with to that stupid Part Wild book and followed by people that have COVID to their yorkshire terrier (ew). Also I still like Diogenes.

Well anyway, I came up with this list of a bunch of ideas (yes, I know I'm not Astro Teller the putz - I'm also not Hitler, your mother, or you're lack of empathy or self worth) of what would be useful to work on in the future. I may expand them with more ideas every day until their worth their own stub and then make a webpage for them. I'll just write them here and then expand them for the rest of the day so they may be long-ish. Man I should really make a way to search through my posts most efficiently. Whichever.

Oh this is just fascinating. If you look at the conversations I have with Grok then it talks to me differently depending on what I'm researching. After posting the AB/DL pictures (below) and having it right a story in a later chat window it context switched to talking to me like a 22 year old girl when writing about artificial wombs and "twisted" like the characters from The Fountainhead when I started working on questions of money. It *thinks* that because I have an interest in multiple high level topics I must *therefore* have a multiple identity disorder. Incredibly strange.

A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects. -Robert A. Heinlein

Except the dying part. Fuck that. I asked gemini to make an image based on the quote...

"Gee thanks you old bitch..." quothe the Raven. Also that's probably someone's security code that they had to type to prove they weren't a robot when they were logging into X at 1001 Polk Street - ask me how I know. They're routers are bugged. Neato.