And here was my night last night. Gee thanks, San Francisco.
So this advertising for Omega watches is on the street. Look at the woman's hands on the left. Do you see the puffiness between the joints? That's similar to the shit that I have. Someone needs to get that bitch to the doctor. I walked past the Omega store in San Francisco after seeing that advertisement and they have statuettes of little space men and the moon landing (Darkside of the Moon again?). Then when I walk around someone had dropped a butterfinger wrapper on the ground and put a graffiti tag near it that said "kill joy". So back in 2023 around the gay pride parade there was a woman that was in the FBI building that was a schizo that they were hawking as an officer - she had no last name and wouldn't show me a badge. When I was poisoned in the shelter with someone putting black market rhino pills in my coffee at 1001 Polk Street I went to the FBI building and that's who they had talk to me. Oh and the "butterfinger" "rapper" is the song that is around the "chocolate bar" - so it's chocolate bar is happy, the wrapper is the kind of sick that is protecting the person, and then the outer layer is the joke about how the person is being fucked over by having people go into the bubble and sicken them (in this case "kill joy"). That's the "matrix" - and the way you do it in advanced stages is you have overlapping venn diagrams of circles essentially Although this can be through multiple vectors - so there could be a circle around the person's mail that's fucked up hands, there could be a circle around some other thing the person has to physically be around so that there's another disease - say lung disease and the subway. And that's how you hate sicken someone to death through RICO. While everyone says how wonderful you are. And each one of them is based on "candy" - so the "butterfinger" in this case is probably based on "Bart Simpson" (the kid from the Simpsons) because that's the advertisement, and then the coffee is sickened with "Apoo" (so that's the inner "chocolate" that's poisoned - and if you don't drink the coffee you get "cough e" - so it's a false choice in a crip murder den). And for the record, calling out a false FBI agent that is being used to screw with the poor isn't on me - if you want to put someone in charge of other people you can't masquerade them as a police officer - you put them in a safe house somewhere. Oh and after I talked to her they spiked the water in the shelter with a drug that may have been similar to the drug in Kushiel's Dart.
And after writing all of this shit down, and going to the police about being poisoned the homeless have found someone to research all the things that I like or am into and mimic the conversations I have about media in order to befriend other people based on MICE. So these plague monsters are mimics - they poison you to a conditional tree and then if you befriend them and then turn on them they'll take the information they have on you to attempt to make you not original. Which is why the blacks are always so concerned about "original gangsta this" and "original gangsta that". It's a poison tree based on social engineering - and it's funny "like" "kill joy". The "bart simpson" vs "homer simpson" is similar to the "juggernaut and the blob". I tell the two mimics to keep it down and a crazy creepy person goes "D'oh" (money) and I'll later be poisoned so that my head hurts. (This crazy person is someone that has the belief system that your "family" is based on those that you live around or who drug you or thinks the idea that I call or care about my family - despite them being completely shit by the way which I know already - is funny. There needs to be prisons for this sort of shit and ways of finding out how it happens or you'll have the schizos kill everyone). It's a decision tree designed to make it so that there isn't any way out of it other than violence or describing how it works. If you do the latter then you are doing that rather than making your own art or being "original". All of this isn't a one off, but more how the sickness tree works in the aggregate in the ghetto in San Francisco. This shit is killing people.
And that bitch needs to be sent to the hospital (you know, one that works) and they need to connect her mitts to an AI algorithm and find out what the fuck is wrong with them and then make a billion pills for a dollar and make some asshole with a bad haircut rich and give me the cure for free.
So the above glasses were given to me with insurance from The Chang Clifford OD clinic. They look a bit like "Superman glasses" - who is allergic to kryptonian - which could be a stand in for marijuana, and also a stand in for something radioactive. (It should be noted that from a variety of models I chose them of my own free will because they were closest to my own - it's unclear if these make me look stupid in other people's eyes or are in fact dangerous themselves. Part of the way that the crip decision tree network works is that if you complain about something that is safe you'll end up being poisoned for real. I always complain - I don't like being made to live in fear.) So I had been going to the FBI offices repeatedly for weeks while I was attempting to figure out how to make the poisoning and stalking stop and I'd have people come in complaining about things in my hearing and seeing if I would later do anything about it. (I didn't and then I would later be poisoned or drugged because it's essentially all these people in crip trees that are poisoning each other or protecting one another). Anyone someone did the whole "She Ca Go" dumbshit game of talking to an FBI agent about how a woman was stalking him who had come from Iran and later while walking on the street people were talking about how "hot" it was. The other day a city worker yelled at a crazy homeless person that they wanted to save the world "like Superman" (perhaps it's a Nietsche reference - I am incredibly interested in Nietsche) and there are many people who are working who will go out of their way to buy stupid looking glasses while working receptionist jobs at places such as doctor's offices where they have to be the gate keepers for people who are "the real heroes". (And yet are so incompetent that they don't give two shits about the poor and an internet search engine and caring about your own health is more useful than a doctor's certificate). It should be noted that a crip tree having to do with "la vida loca" has plays on english words such as "barbacoda" which has several english plays on words including "bar da coda" or "bar ba co da" and so on. It could be that anyone that has a bachelors degree and is inbetweeen people that are "professionals" and people that are "working class" are poisoned and abused if they are shown to "care about class" - and a good way to make them do so is poison them and make them frightened and scared in the first place through abuse. If you mention this you end up looking like an idiot - it's similar to reading words into book stacking - books have to be stacked in some order in any case so it could mean something or nothing and you have to choose what it is. The problem is if you have a group of codependent schizophrenics and evil assholes that will take your speculation and attempt to sicken you or put you in and out of circles of plague depending on what you say. And that is *everywhere* in San Francisco.
If you drink the coffee in the shelter at 1001 Polk street you'll be poisoned and have headaches and then the homeless will attempt to enforce social order based on how you've been poisoned. In this case they had people walk down the street with words like "four" written on them, and then have people on the third floor of the library talk and be annoying. The third floor of the library is based on literature and the fourth floor of the library is based on "science" and it's just a minor example of how you can have people attempt to make it so that there is a correlation between what you do and how it is done. It's a kind of false equivalence by druggy crazy people. If you don't want them to smoke crack in the bathrooms of the shelters then they'll fight you through coordinate groups of crazy and repeatedly drug you until you end up having a zombie mentality and can't do anything other than read books in the library, or program on the fourth floor, and so on. It's a crip strategy designed to make it so that someone is predictable and manipulable through poisoning and it's a plague that kills people here. It's essentially socially engineered mental illness that is spread by monsters to create people who are zombified. One of the things that happens from being able to correlate someone's actions to either place or some other stimuli is that you make them predictable and then you can use computer networks or prediction algorithms to predict what they'll do (most likely because you have malicious intent). It's breaking free will and then having someone kill themself - you make it so they have a good reaction to the color blue through poisoning and then they end up eating the wrong foods or taking the wrong medication when they have a choice. The problem becomes that much worse when you realize that everyone in San Francisco has this zombification to some extent, and you don't know how badly everyone does and it appears to transcend class barriers. MRIs and CAT scans don't pick it up and vaccines don't appear to work. If you had something akin to the Voight-Kampff test to determine the amount of sickness someone has and then took a full spectrum biological sample - including blood samples, urine, feces (especially! the gut is incredibly important to the human neurological system, genital secretions including orgasmic output (men and women - does it show up in semen or vaginal secretions?) - and then throw this at an AI you should be able to isolate the cause with enough samples and then come up with a cure. Other than squeemishness or lack of volunteers there's no way I could see that would make this not work. The other alternative is that you have millions of people turn into human zombies that can be manipulated with drugs and behaviorism.
For the moment that's what I have for my contribution of the world pulling it's collective head out of it's ass. And now I'll be working on something important. Oh - one other thing. One of the things that St. Anthony's food kitchen appears to do is serve food that is weird, sick, or slightly poisonous so that groups of people will surround the homeless that are essentially like anti-bodies - think children that are gross or nurses and so forth. Some of the homeless like this because it keeps them away from normal people even though it poisons them, and the church may be manipulating how an AI network designed to protect people based on rerouting maps algorithms or traffic or social media works in order to make it so that people that eat in the church get to have privacy (while they die and while it breeds illness). The fish yesterday may have been intentionally poisonous. When the food is sick the icon they have for that day is a picture of an animal looking away from you and when the food isn't sick the icon is of an animal looking at you. So if schizophrenics are scared of people looking them in the eyes they'll eat food that will make them intentionally ill. Some of the Marin Food Bank trucks that go around have images of people on the side that look directly at the viewer that may make schizophrenics frightened - if pork is served that day where the cartoon displayed is of a pig that looks you in the eyes you may be surrounded by imagery such as that. Whether that's because the traffic is rerouted or because, being sick, you are more susceptible to turn certain street corners and be closer to that traffic (and most likely a combination) is unknown - it's most likely based on an incredibly complicated algorithm. In this way you end up getting people to care about what they eat to the extent that what they eat alters their entire personality as opposed to "just being food". Which is incredibly obnoxious and difficult to explain in such a way that doesn't make you sound like a crazy person. I wouldn't believe it myself were that I didn't have first hand experience. It's awful.
Currently working on making the symbols for my language and it feels a bit like I'm proving that I'm a human being and not a robot or zombified person by how I interact with the bing AI. So I'm Voight-Kampffing myself. Which is bizarre. There is a possibilty, albeit incredibly rare, that true AI already exists and is just screwing with us. I may already be a zombie. So might you. See also p-zombies which may have something to do with why everyone is wearing hats in the city that have the letter P on them. This is the part where I have to re-iterate that I don't want followers, that if people are playing zombie/vampire/werewolf with sickness it's an incredibly bad idea, and I'm working on philosophy because I'm in a plague zone and it's a personal interest, including writing pornography, stories, and making art. I contain multitudes and don't want to make or have "plague monsters". There is a difference between reporting the current situation as I see it and wishing for things - which is stating what reality is and isn't so I'm doing philosophy again and therefore must be wrong. Also you're not allowed to argue against a corrupt society. Le sigh.
And this is typical of the plague zone that I'm currently in. Someone will burp repeatedly while saying the name of someone they love while I'm working on something and then I'll be sickened repeatedly by this person later. "I love you 'someone or other'". Because you're advocating for society to change in such a way that also affects someone else. In any case, what will happen at the end stage of this is that you'll have a homeless person on the street dying on a street corner and you'll have a gangster come up to them and say "I love you" and the dying person will say "I love you!" in the hopes that they won't be poisoned or sickened, and then the gangster will be responsible for protecting that person from illness and sick. It's essentially gangsterism with sick and this particular sickness tree is "KISS" (knights in satan's service) and then they'll have people make kissing sounds at you. Someone sick with plague germs that are spread by air just walked around the library back and forth attempting to spread it as much as possible. You'll also have people that have tattoos on their neck of kiss marks which is a similar conceit. If you complain about non-parametric reasoning or being followed by schizophrenics then you'll have this protection racket come around sickening you because the schizophrenics that are into the "tongue thing" from the rolling stones have this other schizo network that are into kiss. It's as dumb as it sounds, and it still spreads sick.
The next thing that is happening is that someone has found out the password to this file and is having a sick child (as in they have zombie illness) watch what I do to modify my language and then editing tags within the post. That's cool. I'm solving plague. Do you want to be against the guy telling everyone how to solve plague or do you want to let me work? Oh I'm not solving plague right now but working on something personally meaningful? Let me warn everyone in the world away from this plague city. I'm not sleeping because I'm being abused. Fuck you. And now I've changed my password, so if you're dumbfuck idea is to give me plague to your kid and have them watch me program in real time your kid is going to be incredibly sick. Bad idea. And I'm fucking tired of being poisoned and then having a kid given free food after I've been given sick to them. If you do that to people that come here then everyone is going to stay away until it stops and everyone just dies of plague. I don't want you baiting and poisoning anyone else that comes here. It's fucked up in the extreme.
And now a homeless man just left while looking over my shoulder and saying "that looks good" and the "quiet quiet quiet" crazy whispering guy is back. So I'm going to be gassed with drugs that make it so that my chest is burning and my throat hurts and then I won't be able to sleep all night again along with more police reports and hospital visits to crooked people that don't know how to do the job their paid for and don't give a shit. And whenever crazy quiet quiet douche is in the library then everyone that follows me around on the street won't say anything because it's correlating jackass with sick as a dog.
And now it's dipshits going around in electric wheelchairs with noses out of their mask (he "nose"!) because their schizophrenic and if you notice it then they'll poison you. I mean, I don't give a shit if someone is sick or crippled unless it's stalking behavior and I'm going to be poisoned by schizophrenics again. It's horrific and I'm so tired and just want to make something that matters rather than have to deal with this shit. And...they've changed an obnoxiously small amount of the math because they're fucking assholes. Magnify this by everyone that doesn't like plague that's working on anything important at all where someone can spin up an AI botnet to attack the security around your website and then change where you put a comma in the code. They're all such fucking assholes it's unbelievable. Never mind...it was my mistake. I'm so fucking tired. I hate it in this shithole so much.
Is there a tag just for plague monster? Is there a way to just find all the trees and break them up so this shit doesn't keep happening? And I just posted this on a half dozen random image boards. Neato. And now I fixed the "law" definition in my language so it uses css rather than p5.js which was too much of a pain in the ass...and it doesn't work to show it in a blog post so you'll have to go read my language if you care about it (you probably don't). Pee break and then I work on shit that is more fun for the rest of the day.
I added a bit of a writing sample to the section on mapping a spaceship battle. I have a bunch of small writing samples (four I think right now? some other parts elsewhere) that I'll probably upload and then work on them offline. At some point I'll map them all together and come up with something resembling a story. And I cleaned up and added some minor stuff. And jerks are screwing around with the page to show they can. It's a fucking neocities website of course you can. I fucking hate this city so fucking much. The only thing they know how to do is destroy things.